Kevin Atwater - star tripping (Lyric Video)

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  • Опубліковано 3 жов 2022
  • 'star tripping' by Kevin Atwater
    written by Kevin Atwater
    produced by hazeyeyes
    mixed by Yianni AP
    mastered by Ryan Schwabe
    illustrations/video editing by Kevin Atwater
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    LYRICS:
    hold me like a kid
    dent in the wall from the last time you hit it
    star tripping baby
    used to fall with you on the lawn
    but these days you can’t risk it
    scary movie night
    wanted to sit by you but i didn’t
    bible in your car
    always keep a hand on it when we’re kissing
    baby why did you stop?
    did the light hit my blush when you told me i could be enough?
    you said “we could get in trouble for this
    it could all be over with the drape of a wrist”
    i’m spinning out
    second guess the lips that i’ve touched for a year now
    i could get in trouble for this
    i’m falling for a boy who thinks that falling’s a sin
    hurt you like a kid
    said something mean just to say that i said it
    you think He made you wrong
    i think you give Him way too much credit
    crying at the party
    you know it only bothers you if you let it
    later you can kiss me and blame it on the stuff you took to forget it
    baby why did you stop?
    did the light hit my blush when i told you “you could be enough”?
    i know we could get in trouble for this
    and i’m the one who’s gotta watch the drape of my wrist
    you’re tapping out
    i don’t have the lips that your momma wants you kissing now
    i could get in trouble for this
    i’m falling for a boy who thinks that falling’s a sin
    i’m tapping out
    you don’t have the lips that i know i could be kissing now
    i won’t get in trouble for this
    i’m not falling for a boy who thinks that falling’s a sin

КОМЕНТАРІ • 102

  • @ryleighford3483
    @ryleighford3483 Рік тому +354

    The fact that the T’s in the video are upside down, making them look like upside down crosses. Wow. Everything about this is brilliant

    • @thewitchstarot6975
      @thewitchstarot6975 Рік тому +4

      I don't understand why that is important-

    • @potatoproductions1589
      @potatoproductions1589 Рік тому +10

      @@thewitchstarot6975 upside down croos is a refrence to satan worship AKA, opposite of God AKA, sin.

    • @thewitchstarot6975
      @thewitchstarot6975 Рік тому +17

      @@potatoproductions1589 1) the upside down cross is for saint peter. 2) being gay isn't a sin

    • @thejungleline
      @thejungleline Рік тому +8

      @@thewitchstarot6975 the subject matter of the song definitely makes more sense for it to be an allusion to the antichrist, and the person he's singing about obviously thinks being gay is a sin

    • @SexyWaffleTaco
      @SexyWaffleTaco 9 місяців тому +1

      i think they look like swords

  • @eldritchteletubby9319
    @eldritchteletubby9319 Рік тому +54

    I hope that boy is okay now. If you're reading this, you're not alone.

  • @jellybeanchloe6953
    @jellybeanchloe6953 7 місяців тому +29

    this song feels like it should be in the movie “love, simon”. like, that kind of teenage, self-discovery pain. it’s brutal and it feels impossible, especially when you’re taught to be ashamed of who you are

  • @kermitarsonmilan7918
    @kermitarsonmilan7918 6 місяців тому +17

    spotify recommended this song to me, and GOD DAMN did it get me in my feels. im a girl but this still hits as hard as someone whos struggling with Christianity and my sexuality, SO THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS SONG ❤ makes me feel less alone

    • @Samurai.W215
      @Samurai.W215 Місяць тому +1

      Me too. You’re not alone❤️

  • @vostoak
    @vostoak Рік тому +84

    IVE BEEN LOOPING THE OTHER VERSION OF THIS FOR LITERALLY HOURS A DAY IM SO HAPPY THE FINISHED ONE IS OUT THIS IS GENUINELY SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MASTERPIECE OF A SONG AND I WILL BE CRYING TO IT

  • @ArsonistQuill
    @ArsonistQuill Рік тому +145

    This is a MASTERPIECE,, I've been counting down that days,, IVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG SINCE IVE HEARD THE SNIPPETS

  • @melanie55555
    @melanie55555 11 місяців тому +14

    i’m genuinely attached to this song, haven’t been able to stop replaying it since i heard it no exaggeration

  • @maddy.doesart
    @maddy.doesart Рік тому +48

    Thank god this exists. Now that this is here, my nonexistent plants are watered, my soul is reviving, my dog has food, I won the lottery, I can fly, and I can die happy 🤓

  • @srs.lee1970
    @srs.lee1970 11 днів тому

    This song has been my sustenance. I'm in a similar situation and learning how to let go. It feels good to be seen. Thank you for your music

  • @freedomposter6433
    @freedomposter6433 Рік тому +17

    a sky full of stars and unfading glory will be with you super soon
    You're really talented dude

  • @isacheesa4616
    @isacheesa4616 Рік тому +18

    ive been listening to this song on repeat for the last 2 days (on tiktok) and being able to sing this song word for word my first time hearing the final product was so special! The last 2 lines are new and when i heard them i started bawling 😭. you dont realize how comforting being sad is most of the time so hearing a positive spin at the end really grounded me. love love love this song ! ❤

  • @ollytheartmaker
    @ollytheartmaker Рік тому +15

    Absolutely devastating (and really good)

  • @partly_disconnected
    @partly_disconnected Рік тому +29

    "you think he made you wrong, I think you give him way too much credit"

  • @am-zj4mq
    @am-zj4mq Рік тому +8

    love this song played on auto play on my Spotify and the lyrics are just so clever and you can really feel the visceral heartbreak, rejection and want for love

  • @blink4blackpink158
    @blink4blackpink158 Рік тому +7

    i’ve been waiting for this song for so long😭😭😭

  • @emmulating
    @emmulating Рік тому +8

    i’ve been waiting for months for this song to come out and it’s safe to say i am SO HAPPYYYY

  • @Moon-zl9kf
    @Moon-zl9kf Рік тому +3

    tbh i wish more ppl knew about this song but also i love gatekeeping bc this is SOOOO GOOD

  • @doesntmatter6361
    @doesntmatter6361 Рік тому +4

    THIS SONG IS MY LIFE EXPERIENCE.

  • @kenzierae2816
    @kenzierae2816 Рік тому +8

    this song is perfect

  • @milk7
    @milk7 Рік тому +14

    absolutely perfect, so proud to see its release :) excellent work dude

  • @LiterallyMisty
    @LiterallyMisty 15 днів тому

    I have listened to this song way too many times

  • @collins2404
    @collins2404 Рік тому +5

    I’ve literally been waiting months for a proper version of this to be released. So good. Thank you!!!!!

  • @thekishin8903
    @thekishin8903 Рік тому +6

    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KEEP MAKING MUSIC!!!!! IT MAKES ME CRYYYYY AND I LOVE IT!!!

  • @fruixits
    @fruixits Рік тому +2

    i’m addicted omg

  • @YouMunchFeet
    @YouMunchFeet Рік тому +6

    I LOVE YOUR MUSIC IM LITERLY FOAMING AT THE MOUTH IM GOING TO START MAKING MUSIC BECAUSE YOU INSPIERD ME! IM SO PROUD OF YOU OMG!

  • @jyell5591
    @jyell5591 Рік тому +2

    BABYYY WHY DID YOU STOPP???

  • @ultraviolentromantic
    @ultraviolentromantic Рік тому +3

    i’ve been obsessed w this song since you posted it on tiktok it’s amazing

  • @meghannsherman
    @meghannsherman Рік тому +9

    So freaking in love with this song. 🖤

  • @ringthebell5221
    @ringthebell5221 Рік тому +1

    This that summer jam

  • @MartyMan-rk9sx
    @MartyMan-rk9sx Рік тому +7

    Thank you for this incredibly written piece of art. The weight your young heart has already had to carry couldn’t have been easy but I’m glad you’ve gotten your outlet. Keep up the great music buddy, I’m very proud of you! ❤️

  • @snowguy2006
    @snowguy2006 Рік тому +5

    Love this. Coming out as a gay Christian at 30 years old was tough for me.

  • @lachlanmartinez161
    @lachlanmartinez161 Рік тому +1

    I've been waiting for this to drop ❤️

  • @sugarkitten2042
    @sugarkitten2042 Рік тому +1

    Love this so much

  • @aijnos
    @aijnos Рік тому +4

    loved it the first time i heard it on tiktok and i still love it now

  • @saga2795
    @saga2795 Рік тому +4

    so so talented, this is such a satisfying, beautiful piece

  • @ellissongs
    @ellissongs Рік тому +2

    i am *literally* obsessed

  • @robskii506
    @robskii506 9 місяців тому +1

    Spotify recommended me this song and I needed to come by and say that this song is absolutely incredible. Vocals are beautiful and the lyrics are incredible. Keep it up! :)

  • @isasucks
    @isasucks Рік тому +4

    i love this song so much 😭

  • @Torinbooks
    @Torinbooks Рік тому +5

    I love this so much like the lyrics just speak to me

  • @kathrynrose5631
    @kathrynrose5631 Рік тому +2

    I love this song so much

  • @issap.4276
    @issap.4276 Рік тому

    obsessed!!!

  • @torided9773
    @torided9773 Рік тому +1

    new fav song

  • @lia4735
    @lia4735 Рік тому +1

    I love this!

  • @catherinengo4808
    @catherinengo4808 Рік тому +4

    ur an amazing songwriter like these lyrics are so vulnerable and honest 🥺❤ thank you for sharing

  • @novashrooms3863
    @novashrooms3863 Рік тому +4

    I love this song so much ❤️

  • @valadabadoo
    @valadabadoo Рік тому

    ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU KEVINN

  • @lyricalicide
    @lyricalicide Рік тому +2

    Foaming at the mouth, i LOVE this song so much---

  • @clovisandtheclover
    @clovisandtheclover Рік тому +3

    I'm so happy right now holy shit

  • @noelledaigle6645
    @noelledaigle6645 Рік тому +1

    HELL YEAH IT FINALLY CAME OUT

  • @samm1143
    @samm1143 8 місяців тому

    i love this song!!

  • @rynnaabnerx
    @rynnaabnerx 9 місяців тому

    I LOVE THIS SONGGGG

  • @piercethesenutz6780
    @piercethesenutz6780 Рік тому

    This is so real of you Kevin

  • @aurnbinpk
    @aurnbinpk Рік тому

    Stars this is beautiful

  • @cyberrat6589
    @cyberrat6589 Рік тому

    BEEN WAITING OMGG

  • @teepeemaniac
    @teepeemaniac Рік тому +1

    i've been waiting for this - it's great! first heard "caleb" from you and can't wait to hear more of your stuff.

  • @gn4w160
    @gn4w160 Рік тому

    I 💗 KEVIN ATWATER

  • @CitricPeel
    @CitricPeel Рік тому +1

    Your music is amazing and you are too.

  • @Owltowne
    @Owltowne Рік тому

    YESS
    BEEN COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS!

  • @zzzjamie-dimaulozzz
    @zzzjamie-dimaulozzz Рік тому +3

    i saw you on TikTok over a year ago and this song is amazing!

  • @friendlyghost7781
    @friendlyghost7781 Рік тому

    YESSS

  • @maxxkraft
    @maxxkraft 4 місяці тому

    This song hits hard everytime I hear it, falling in love with someone who doesn't want to or doesn't show it has to be the worse feeling, specially when you give them so many chances.. you start to lose hope and end up feeling lost in what to do, I love this song

  • @ZPIRALU
    @ZPIRALU 6 місяців тому

    I accidently scrolled onto this song, and this genuienly was one of the best accidental things I've done this start of the year!! I relate to this song (personal issues) so much, this song really hits different, thanks for the awesome song, keep up the good work💕💕✨

  • @urmomlol6045
    @urmomlol6045 Рік тому +2

    OMG I CANT BELIVE IVE BEEN LISENING TO THIS ON TIKTOK FOR A WHILE AND NOW ITS AN ACTUAL SONG HXIDBDVD

  • @hailey_8242
    @hailey_8242 Рік тому

    I CANT BELIEVE ITS HERE I LOVE THIS

  • @heyimmimi
    @heyimmimi 10 місяців тому

    obsessed w this song still its been 11 months

  • @pixelgamerpro1597
    @pixelgamerpro1597 Рік тому

    Love u 💓

  • @FlipHatesCheese
    @FlipHatesCheese Рік тому +2

    i wrote down the release date on my calendar, this song has changed my life forever

  • @billy8337
    @billy8337 Рік тому

    You’re a star Kevin

  • @maddy.doesart
    @maddy.doesart Рік тому

    I am so happy

  • @TJ-me2mo
    @TJ-me2mo 10 місяців тому

  • @curtisstroud3
    @curtisstroud3 Рік тому +2

    I've been looking for a song explaining exactly what I'm going through and FINALLY I've found it 😅

  • @throwaway8016
    @throwaway8016 Рік тому

    this is so pretty

  • @reirou
    @reirou Рік тому +2

    IM BAWLING MY EYES OUT I DIDNT EVEN EXPERIENCE THIS??

  • @mothmoon
    @mothmoon Рік тому +1

    this song release is the most important thing that has ever happened to me

  • @cay-and
    @cay-and Рік тому +2

    this hits a little too close to home 😭💖

  • @persistenturge
    @persistenturge Рік тому

    Kevin! I would love love love an instrumental! (pls i love this song sm)

  • @davidaguirre8501
    @davidaguirre8501 Рік тому

    Here before this blows up

  • @ellieknox3023
    @ellieknox3023 Рік тому

    the only song ever

  • @avenreir
    @avenreir Рік тому +1

    god i cant believe i missed the initial drop date, im fucking screaming the words at 3:40 in the morning, it came out so well

  • @moniqueclark9364
    @moniqueclark9364 Рік тому

    this is gonna blow up i know it

  • @saniilianna7739
    @saniilianna7739 Рік тому +1

    ARGUEHIWE IVE BEEN SO HYPED FOR RJIS IM SO EXCUTED I CANT EVENE HAISJWK I CANT PLELLELWASE IM KN LOVE

  • @kaiidos
    @kaiidos Рік тому +1

    IT'S FINALLY HERE! I HAVE BEEN SO EXCITED FOR THIS, IT'S SO FUCKIN GOOD

  • @tigersharif8136
    @tigersharif8136 Рік тому

    Sobbed to this song earlier guys

  • @meg86
    @meg86 Рік тому

    sobs

  • @miacalimontez
    @miacalimontez 4 місяці тому

  • @MatthewTammarine
    @MatthewTammarine 17 днів тому

    Man bun music

  • @ash-gp1jv
    @ash-gp1jv 9 місяців тому

    STOP THE FIRST TIME I LISTENED TO THIS IT REMINDED ME OF CHARLIE ITS SO GOOD

  • @hunterstherapycounselor1401

    oh...

  • @stephenivers
    @stephenivers Рік тому

    baby what did you stop?

  • @herberttovar6262
    @herberttovar6262 Рік тому +10

    Ugh! I have the worst luck meeting "straight" dudes that won't accept their bisexuality and this song is so relatable!

  • @Lacara4d
    @Lacara4d Рік тому

    Bro how tf are you in my recently watched videos? i havent been on youtube for 2 days

  • @figthegiant4065
    @figthegiant4065 Рік тому +1

    These lyrics are deeply upsetting to me bc Im the boy the songs talking about💀💀

  • @Grace-jd4dk
    @Grace-jd4dk Рік тому

    Listening on repeat because I really like my best friend but I’m terrified to tell her (I’m a girl) 🥲

  • @urmomlol6045
    @urmomlol6045 Рік тому

    OMG I CANT BELIVE IVE BEEN LISENING TO THIS ON TIKTOK FOR A WHILE AND NOW ITS AN ACTUAL SONG HXIDBDVD