here is the story of "nothing is real" for anyone who wishes to read about it. ↪ docs.google.com/document/d/1VIycf-tZtA8PG2Kk8mrb61nb3Jy9_bWSRVgIwJzePOQ/edit?usp=sharing all my links ↪ linktr.ee/tidecruz 11 hour playlist of my songs like "i was only temporary" ↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy?si=09b47db3fca640c6 ⚠⚠⚠(9 hour playlist) (nothing is real) my BEST songs only ↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3?si=a16f276605304b70
mannnnnnn i just finished reading the doc and wow that is really sad i am sorry for all you went through i dont really have much to say since well i havent gone through what you have but i do feel remorse for what you have gone through what i can say though is i am glad you were able to keep going throughout without giving up going through all that and still standing strong is impressive keep going man seriously i am really amazed by what you do
I’m sorry for your losses and struggles dealt to you.😢 I developed epilepsy a few years ago and can sympathize with your struggles, a cyst on my brain discovered and no further treatment besides meds that are known to induce rage, doing so efectivly while still breakthrough siezures🙄 Those with health family dynamics are truly blessed, enough malicious deceit and hate in the world to have family’s knifes in our backs.😞 I am eternally grateful for your music and i’m thankful you have preserviered, rarely a day passes i don’t listen to your songs.😊
@@Fireballgamer316 thank you friend, you have always been so kind and thoughtful to me. it means so much. im glad to always see you here listening and being so kind
I feel dead, I don't feel life, but I feel things like creativity and music, your music is special, thank you for what you do, for the fact that I feel something again
Thank you so much for your vulnerability and your bravery in sharing this. I sincerely appreciate it, as I'd known bits and pieces from your prior comments, but not the tapestry. FWIW, I think it adds to your music; it gives it further color and purpose. I've always loved your music, dude. I'm probably 2x-3x older than you and have had a very different life, but your music f'n resonates with me. I'll be listening to it for as long as I'm around. It's going to remain a part of my life. Thank you so much for sharing it, and for being your truest self. We're all better for it. Much love!
thank you for taking the time to read my long story. i will try to add more little details over the years to that doc, but for now that's all i feel comfortable sharing. i think we all live different lives, but immense pain and disappointment is something that we all have driven into us, despite how hard we try to do good, and to be an advocate for love and the right thing, inevitablity it makes us a target for bad people. i just hope by putting all my feelings into "nothing is real" that people might resonate with it and not feel so alone. thank you for the comment, it means a lot to me my friend
@@myheadisempty Just what so many of us need at this time in our life s. Thank you for the peace it provides to our Spirits, Souls, Minds, Hearts, Brains & Bodies. ❤PS. I read your letter and you most definitely succeeded in your Endeavour.
Idk how this made me feel better about my cats leaving but it does A lot of people ask why I listen to weird music it’s to hide my depression which I’m really good at
Man, i remember listening to “I was only temporary” when I just got out of surgery. And, when i woke up from surgery i felt so weak and i couldn’t breathe and i drank water but it hurts sooo bad (i got a tonsillectomy) everything was painful my chin felt ripped apart, my throat was raspy and swollen and just like a throbbing, intense, tight pain. When i open my phone to check my insta, i see a message from my girlfriend and it said “i dont think this is working out.” Ohhhh my god…that moment right there, i just laid in silence. Staring at the message. I felt empty, in pain, I started to tear up because all the memories we made played before my eyes and i just replied with “why?”. And we’ve been arguing for the past couple weeks so i could see the end coming anyways but…it’s whatever it’s over now. There’s no going back. After all i did for them just so they can throw me away. 😐 😞
These tracks perfectly capture that feeling of being a fleeting shadow in someone else's life. Each song echoes the pain of temporary connections and the weight of sadness.
Thanks brotha I've been struggling with life, so this helps a lot. Been trying to find light but i... Just cant. I've been holding on to life for as long as I can, but its starting to get loose over here. I tried calling out but no one listened or heard me. I want to go back to when i was younger, but, sadly, life won't let me. If i could, i would cherish my lost friends more. Help.
Imagine listening to the song in the winter time all ready to go to bed your blanket just listening in the weather.... this music will hit the spot..... the first song
You're probably not going to read this, no one does, I'm just insignificant pixels, but lemme tell you something, I just wanted to take a moment to tell you how much your music means to me. You bring so much into my life, and I truly appreciate you. Whether it’s how I can relate to you or how your music makes me feel, I feel incredibly lucky to have you in my life. I love you more than words can express, and I hope you always remember how cherished you are... With lots of love, A stranger
@@Rip_grayzelx i’m so glad it helps a little bit friend. that’s the whole reason i set out to make music. i’ve never felt understood and have had such a hard time with many parts of my life. musics always been there and i wanted to put it out , my feelings and maybe other people wouldn’t feel alone, or at least like i understand them. i’m so glad it connects with you friend. thank you for being kind 🤍 it’s a rare thing now
thank you. like really. 2 days ago my every one of my friends ignored me.. i felt lonely. Until i found this. i feel inlove with it as soon i heard the first song. thank you. really.
@@JayRosado-j4y i’m really sorry to hear :/ i don’t mean to self promote here but i experienced the exact same thing before. the song / video on my channel “good try, kid” is about this topic 💔
So, during the live chat I chatted with my head is empty. And they're one of the friendliest people I've ever had the pleasure of talking to. They definitely deserve all the love they get. Hope your future is as bright as the sun. ♥️ Wish you the best. ♥️
Hey Myheadisempty,this music is really helping me get through rough times like rigth now,as im typing this comment,im suffering from depression and ADHD,your music is like a medicine for me.
Your music helps me to remind me of who I am, sinner. We aren’t perfect. Not gonna bring religious stuff here but my opinion is that your music helped me in my tough times. Thank you
Found this playlist after a tough breakup and it's been nice to bask in the loneliness for this week. It reminds me who I am, was, and want to be. My past aspirations with calm thought about everything. Thank you for this music.
Idk if I can say this helps me but it definitely makes me feel a more resigned perspective about life. Most of the time i get so caught up in my first person view that I forget how intermittent our lives are
No way you made ALL of these songs, I listened to some of your tracks last year and was in love with them. I'm so happy that you were recommended on my page, I had to subscribe and made sure you wouldn't be gone from my youtube again lol. Listening to your music now is becoming my comfort zone whether I feel happy or sad. Thank you so much for existing and sharing your journey with us ❤
I found you on Instagram, I didn't know that the song with the cassette tape sound was yours until about a week ago. Since then, your music has hooked me. I was coming from phonk and lofi, and your music captivated me. Now I can't stop listening to it at work and on rainy days, it's perfect haha.
I love all types of music, but the music you make sets me into a head space that nothing else has ever achieved. I go on morning runs at 4am listening to this to your music to hopefully truly find myself. Thank you.
im so glad friend, i hope if this music helps you might give my main music a shot some time too! if you ever want to give it a listen, here's a playlist just like this one but with my serious project - ua-cam.com/video/iXC0chydtfU/v-deo.html
I luv ur musics! When i am sad i listen to this music and it made me chill and forget about my problems! Today i just got left by my best friend.. but im okay now thanks to ur musics!
Its crazy how something as simple as a few notes can completely change your mood and thoughts. Music is a complex yet simple power. It can make you feel happy, relaxed, sad, confused and so on. Lovely songs you make. Their fairly simple but express a lot of emotion
thank you for llistening to those albums, they are what i want people to hear the most. in case anyone reads this comment and whats to listen to what sebas is talking about, here is the link - ua-cam.com/video/iXC0chydtfU/v-deo.html
Omg i cant wait for this guy to make this come out HEY IF YOU SEE THIS FIRE MUSIC I SIT AND CRY AND IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING LIFE goodbye everyone
I’m really glad you made this comp/playlist, and the songs in general. They help me relax my thoughts and keep me calm. I’ve been depressed for the past week and a half since real life events that happened in my family, and listening to your music keeps me calm. Thank you.
Your story really moved me, and I am really glad you chose persevere with your dreams and stayed authentic. There’s a special essence in your music that struck me from the very first time I heard one of your songs. It’s pure emotion, just as you mentioned, and I’m so thankful that you chose to share it. I genuinely wish you all the best in your journey.
You are so talented. I've read your entire story while listening to this and that was heartbreaking. You've been through so much and yet you're still producing all those amazing songs for the world, you are so strong and I really hope the best for you. :)
I want to say keep going on your music nothing can stop you you got this all of us subscribers will be on your side always and I think we all enjoy your music every single music you make is making are souls happy we all hope you make 100k subscribers
i dont know if your going to see this but i'm starting to read your story while listening to this playlist this hits hard i've been throught hard time since i'm little i've recently lost my grandmother my uncle to cancer my grandpa is going to die and my aunt to i dont see my mother anymore because it hurts me to see or talk to her during two weeks of the summer vacation i was at my mother's house and i went to see my grandpa he is pretty fat but when i saw him he was almost like a skeleton with long hair he has already lost an arm and ad a pretty difficult life when i saw him moving or even breathing was hard for him and when i (maybe) said my last goodbye to him my mother find i way to complain about the fact that i lived 1 hour away from her and that it was my dad fault . recently i went to the hospital to see my aunt but it's pretty much the same as my grandpa she had a lung cancer that turned into a brain cancer . i had a step-mom but i dont see her anymore and i see my little step-bro one week-end every two weeks. My dad does a really hard work and works a lot , my brother is anbsolute D head and my other grandma is depressed and it got worse because of my uncle death. I could talk to you about my problems for hours but i cant write it all rn (sry for my english i'm french) remember guys you deserve to be loved and life deserve to be lived -A 14 years old guy
i’m so sorry to hear about all the difficulty your family and you are facing :( i hope that you will spend time with the ones who love you while you still have them, and remeber some people don’t have family at all, so you are still lucky to have some. so sorry friend 💔
This music really helps me. I need soft things to help me de-stress. I read your story, thank you for sharing such an intensely personal thing, and you have my thanks and my sympathy. What you are doing musically helps me cope with my problems too. I live in varying intense pain daily due to two of my neck vertebrae (C6-C7) self fusing years ago, and a low back injury (L5-S2) it brings difficulty doing basic tasks and walking. Thank you again for such soothing music.
i'm so sorry to hear about this :( while i might not know exactly how you feel, as everyone's different problems are very different and personal, part of one of my current issues with MS makes it where i get the spins, extremely bad vertigo when i tilt my neck, it makes many things like driving quite difficult. just know you are not alone friend
You are so talented! Your music and your story inspires thousands of people and me too. I'm looking forward to your new masterpiece. Keep going and God bless you!
Just lost a friend to suicide while listening to this, it hurts. but if feels as if I have been released from a chamber of eternal darkness that would kill me if I stayed in it for any longer, but I have been in the dark for so long it feels bad leaving. I put my heart and soul into keeping her alive, making myself down and depressed, like a husk to be used for her own pleasure. I cant feel anything right now.
Hiding depression is the only thing im good at, you just have to act happy near your friends and normal near your family to hide it. My pain is hidden yet burns in my chest like a candle, melting away despair to replace it with even more. My life is like a carousel. It goes around but can stop. It can go around but malfunction, leading to sadness because you cant use it. But it can also be joy. Happiness. Enjoyment. Some things in life are a living hell, but some are the bets things you could imagine. Life can feel like drifting away into space, as the sun gives its final goodbyes and you suffocate with the lack of air, grabbing your throat painfully. It can feel like a themepark that you always loved as a kid that you visit for the last time. On a daily basis I have thoughts that go on for a long duration. Such as: Why am i here Is life worth it? Do i have a reason in life? Why? Is there a reason I've done the things I've done? What is the point of acting on impulse? And others. But the point im making is that nobody is the same on the inside as the outside. You can act depressed outside but inside, act like a joyful person. You can act joyful on the outside but inside, act depressed and distraught. This kind of music soothes myself, just like novocaine from Shiloh Dynasty. They feel, good. Calming. Soothing. Life is tough but it isnt a lolipop, so dont drop and waste it. Life is precious and must be enjoyed by all, even in the worst moments. Thank you, for trying to keep on with your life even after all the incidents you have witnessed. You keep going. You dont stop. You keep your pace like an olympic runner in a race. I must go now, goodbye.
here is the story of "nothing is real" for anyone who wishes to read about it.
↪ docs.google.com/document/d/1VIycf-tZtA8PG2Kk8mrb61nb3Jy9_bWSRVgIwJzePOQ/edit?usp=sharing
all my links
↪ linktr.ee/tidecruz
11 hour playlist of my songs like "i was only temporary"
↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy?si=09b47db3fca640c6
⚠⚠⚠(9 hour playlist) (nothing is real) my BEST songs only
↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3?si=a16f276605304b70
HI
@@HTPokemon hello!
mannnnnnn
i just finished reading the doc and wow
that is really sad
i am sorry for all you went through
i dont really have much to say since well
i havent gone through what you have
but i do feel remorse for what you have gone through
what i can say though is i am glad you were able to keep going throughout without giving up
going through all that and still standing strong is impressive
keep going man seriously i am really amazed by what you do
I’m sorry for your losses and struggles dealt to you.😢
I developed epilepsy a few years ago and can sympathize with your struggles, a cyst on my brain discovered and no further treatment besides meds that are known to induce rage, doing so efectivly while still breakthrough siezures🙄
Those with health family dynamics are truly blessed, enough malicious deceit and hate in the world to have family’s knifes in our backs.😞
I am eternally grateful for your music and i’m thankful you have preserviered, rarely a day passes i don’t listen to your songs.😊
@@Fireballgamer316 thank you friend, you have always been so kind and thoughtful to me. it means so much. im glad to always see you here listening and being so kind
huge respect to the author, not everyone can run during 1 hour
bro was on that goggin mindset
I feel dead, I don't feel life, but I feel things like creativity and music, your music is special, thank you for what you do, for the fact that I feel something again
"What's bro cooking this time?"
Hehehehe
Idk
Lets see :00
Ikr but we gotta wait like 3 days 😭
Cookies
The song just makes you rethink terrible moments and ways you could have fixed it…. Or just rethink of your dead family members or friends..
Legends say that the woman is still walking🔥🔥🔥
js wanted to say, your music has helped me through hard times. I hope your music keeps growing!
thank you so much friend!! it means the world to me!!!
@@myheadisempty❤
I find bros songs super relaxing
Thanks to help me to remember my dad 🥺
Thank you so much for your vulnerability and your bravery in sharing this. I sincerely appreciate it, as I'd known bits and pieces from your prior comments, but not the tapestry. FWIW, I think it adds to your music; it gives it further color and purpose. I've always loved your music, dude. I'm probably 2x-3x older than you and have had a very different life, but your music f'n resonates with me. I'll be listening to it for as long as I'm around. It's going to remain a part of my life. Thank you so much for sharing it, and for being your truest self. We're all better for it. Much love!
thank you for taking the time to read my long story. i will try to add more little details over the years to that doc, but for now that's all i feel comfortable sharing. i think we all live different lives, but immense pain and disappointment is something that we all have driven into us, despite how hard we try to do good, and to be an advocate for love and the right thing, inevitablity it makes us a target for bad people. i just hope by putting all my feelings into "nothing is real" that people might resonate with it and not feel so alone. thank you for the comment, it means a lot to me my friend
So nice 🤍
@@myheadisempty I have a question this video such as such great quality inn, and stuff, but I love to watch your videos❤
@@myheadisempty and also I hope you reach 200k subs❤
@@myheadisempty Just what so many of us need at this time in our life s. Thank you for the peace it provides to our Spirits, Souls, Minds, Hearts, Brains & Bodies. ❤PS. I read your letter and you most definitely succeeded in your Endeavour.
This girl has golden hands💝...
Idk how this made me feel better about my cats leaving but it does
A lot of people ask why I listen to weird music it’s to hide my depression which I’m really good at
This song makes me feel comfortable when I'm sad I like the feeling. In school I get a lot of depression and anxiety but this really helps it❤
i feel you
i just got rejected and i cried myself to sleep last night, this really helped ty! (still really sad and lost tho)
Terrifier 3 brought me here and I'm glad it did 😊
@@blaze6sixx9ine92 thank you for being here :-) i hope you’ll like my other songs too!
Great to have you along…🤍
BRO is cooking with these songs
Man, i remember listening to “I was only temporary” when I just got out of surgery. And, when i woke up from surgery i felt so weak and i couldn’t breathe and i drank water but it hurts sooo bad (i got a tonsillectomy) everything was painful my chin felt ripped apart, my throat was raspy and swollen and just like a throbbing, intense, tight pain. When i open my phone to check my insta, i see a message from my girlfriend and it said “i dont think this is working out.” Ohhhh my god…that moment right there, i just laid in silence. Staring at the message. I felt empty, in pain, I started to tear up because all the memories we made played before my eyes and i just replied with “why?”. And we’ve been arguing for the past couple weeks so i could see the end coming anyways but…it’s whatever it’s over now. There’s no going back. After all i did for them just so they can throw me away. 😐 😞
Now you might think im “too young” but actually im 16, a sophomore in High School just to point that out.
These tracks perfectly capture that feeling of being a fleeting shadow in someone else's life. Each song echoes the pain of temporary connections and the weight of sadness.
dude this song helps me get thru depression thank u so much for this my head is empty
Thanks brotha I've been struggling with life, so this helps a lot. Been trying to find light but i... Just cant. I've been holding on to life for as long as I can, but its starting to get loose over here. I tried calling out but no one listened or heard me. I want to go back to when i was younger, but, sadly, life won't let me. If i could, i would cherish my lost friends more. Help.
This song will go hard in winter time
Imagine listening to the song in the winter time all ready to go to bed your blanket just listening in the weather.... this music will hit the spot..... the first song
That just made me fell asleep on my bed when i forgot to pause it. Thank you, you helped me fall asleep
Your music makes me feel better when I’m depressed 😔
thats all i could ever ask for
@@myheadisempty thank you for responding!
You're probably not going to read this, no one does, I'm just insignificant pixels, but lemme tell you something,
I just wanted to take a moment to tell you how much your music means to me. You bring so much into my life, and I truly appreciate you. Whether it’s how I can relate to you or how your music makes me feel, I feel incredibly lucky to have you in my life.
I love you more than words can express, and I hope you always remember how cherished you are...
With lots of love,
A stranger
@@Rip_grayzelx i’m so glad it helps a little bit friend. that’s the whole reason i set out to make music. i’ve never felt understood and have had such a hard time with many parts of my life. musics always been there and i wanted to put it out , my feelings and maybe other people wouldn’t feel alone, or at least like i understand them. i’m so glad it connects with you friend. thank you for being kind 🤍 it’s a rare thing now
@@myheadisempty I'm so glad I've found you and your channel, thank you so so much
thank you. like really. 2 days ago my every one of my friends ignored me.. i felt lonely. Until i found this. i feel inlove with it as soon i heard the first song. thank you. really.
@@JayRosado-j4y i’m really sorry to hear :/ i don’t mean to self promote here but i experienced the exact same thing before. the song / video on my channel “good try, kid” is about this topic 💔
@@myheadisempty thank you! i will go try it. i also hope you have a lovely day!
This song makes me forget reality
So, during the live chat I chatted with my head is empty. And they're one of the friendliest people I've ever had the pleasure of talking to. They definitely deserve all the love they get. Hope your future is as bright as the sun. ♥️ Wish you the best. ♥️
thank you for coming to the live premiere of this video friend
@@LucidNightmarez ikr:D
@@LucidNightmarez same
feels like a message telling me to be true to myself, and to stop trying to conform with what everyone else is doing, even if it hurts my ego
Thanks for this playlist,really helps ease my mind for someone schizophrenia and loses touch with reality alot(like me)🙃
I love this Song He reminds me of many lives
Mis tareas están acumuladas y hacerlas con esto a las 4:00 AM es algo agradable, ¡Muchas gracias por crear esta obra de arte, Saludos desde México!
These songs hits different at night and waking up in the morning
Bro made 1 hour of how my life feels right now
@@karl-peterrosing3510 there’s 800+ songs from me, i hope if you like these ones you might check out some others
love this starting song
When the playlist titles are its own story. That’s a real 4D chess move right there
Im the kind of person who listens to music to calm down, and this really helped!! I really love your songs!
@@SD-KIRO i’m so glad it helps friend, thank u for listening 🤍
Hey Myheadisempty,this music is really helping me get through rough times like rigth now,as im typing this comment,im suffering from depression and ADHD,your music is like a medicine for me.
im so glad friend,
@@myheadisempty np
IM LITERALLY SO STRESSED OUT THANK U
i’m glad it helps friend
Your music helps me to remind me of who I am, sinner. We aren’t perfect. Not gonna bring religious stuff here but my opinion is that your music helped me in my tough times. Thank you
this hits when i put my headphones on n listen to it on full volume
These music compilations of yours are very good. ❤
thank you so much friend
Found this playlist after a tough breakup and it's been nice to bask in the loneliness for this week. It reminds me who I am, was, and want to be. My past aspirations with calm thought about everything. Thank you for this music.
Idk if I can say this helps me but it definitely makes me feel a more resigned perspective about life. Most of the time i get so caught up in my first person view that I forget how intermittent our lives are
I LOVE RETRO GRAPHICS!!!!
No way you made ALL of these songs, I listened to some of your tracks last year and was in love with them. I'm so happy that you were recommended on my page, I had to subscribe and made sure you wouldn't be gone from my youtube again lol. Listening to your music now is becoming my comfort zone whether I feel happy or sad. Thank you so much for existing and sharing your journey with us ❤
thank you for listening, and being here , it means the world to me
So relaxing
guys make this guy blow up his music is realy nice and it help me veel better allot and mabye it can help other people to :)
This is honestly an amazing playlist, yes I’m typing this mid premier
I found you on Instagram, I didn't know that the song with the cassette tape sound was yours until about a week ago. Since then, your music has hooked me. I was coming from phonk and lofi, and your music captivated me. Now I can't stop listening to it at work and on rainy days, it's perfect haha.
im glad you like it friend
I love all types of music, but the music you make sets me into a head space that nothing else has ever achieved. I go on morning runs at 4am listening to this to your music to hopefully truly find myself. Thank you.
im so glad friend, i hope if this music helps you might give my main music a shot some time too! if you ever want to give it a listen, here's a playlist just like this one but with my serious project - ua-cam.com/video/iXC0chydtfU/v-deo.html
I luv ur musics! When i am sad i listen to this music and it made me chill and forget about my problems! Today i just got left by my best friend.. but im okay now thanks to ur musics!
this is cool im from turkish this makes so many people making vent videos but they fine ❤
Its crazy how something as simple as a few notes can completely change your mood and thoughts. Music is a complex yet simple power. It can make you feel happy, relaxed, sad, confused and so on. Lovely songs you make. Their fairly simple but express a lot of emotion
Fell asleep to this which is amazing because I've had bad insomnia for weeks. Thank you for this playlist as it has finally allowed me to rest. ❤
Wanted to hear more of it today , and its kinda great and relaxing , great playlist to have while thinking
This helps me calm myself when I'm stressed badly. Thank you 🙏
got a bad mark then listen to this just feel like i was only temporary to the world
I'm speechless. Thank you for sharing your story, made me cry. I'd give you a hug as big as your music is to me.
thank you for taking the time to read it friend
Congratulations on hitting 100k
thank you so much. its very crazy to me!
Rip Jacob these songs he makes make me sad and cry but I love it
What kind words 🤍
This some beautiful music friend. After reading your story, I hope you and Miranda stay strong in whatever is going on.
Your music never gets out of my brain, Your the best music maker ever and I hope your channel gets 1M subscribers
Don’t we all! 🤍
love your style of music
Alright bet I’ll wake up at 5 and listen to this masterpiece. Definitely worth it
blue hour i love you❤❤
the best ones are obviously for NIR 💙 thank you for taking your time with us
thank you for llistening to those albums, they are what i want people to hear the most. in case anyone reads this comment and whats to listen to what sebas is talking about, here is the link - ua-cam.com/video/iXC0chydtfU/v-deo.html
BRO TYSM I NEEDED THIS SO BADLY
thanks for this playlist!! it really helped me calm down and detach from reality ❤
im glad it helps you unwind friend
@@myheadisempty thankss!!
Omg i cant wait for this guy to make this come out HEY IF YOU SEE THIS FIRE MUSIC I SIT AND CRY AND IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING LIFE goodbye everyone
What do you mean by goodbye everyone…..
this vibe... perfect
LET THEM COOK!
I’m really glad you made this comp/playlist, and the songs in general. They help me relax my thoughts and keep me calm. I’ve been depressed for the past week and a half since real life events that happened in my family, and listening to your music keeps me calm. Thank you.
this song is the best song ever i love all you,re videos
Your story really moved me, and I am really glad you chose persevere with your dreams and stayed authentic. There’s a special essence in your music that struck me from the very first time I heard one of your songs. It’s pure emotion, just as you mentioned, and I’m so thankful that you chose to share it. I genuinely wish you all the best in your journey.
i love your songs so much istg
You are so talented. I've read your entire story while listening to this and that was heartbreaking. You've been through so much and yet you're still producing all those amazing songs for the world, you are so strong and I really hope the best for you. :)
thank you for reading it friend, it means a lot
Bro cooked hard🔥
YEAH 1 HOUR PLAYLIST!!!
i love your music so much
there is 2 more of these on the channel now. 3 hour mixes in total :-) im glad you like them!
You're an inspiration
You are so close to 100k its amazing
EDIT: HE REACHED 100K LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
gamers!!!
Just dropping some appreciation 👍
I want to say keep going on your music nothing can stop you you got this all of us subscribers will be on your side always and I think we all enjoy your music every single music you make is making are souls happy we all hope you make 100k subscribers
thank you so much friend
Im back. And I'll be there. I'm excited to see what you've conjured up for us
I love your music ❤️
OMGG MY FAV MUSICIAN ON LIVE????
Thank you bro this is what i was waiting for LUV YOUR SONGS ❤❤❤❤
i dont know if your going to see this but i'm starting to read your story while listening to this playlist this hits hard i've been throught hard time since i'm little i've recently lost my grandmother my uncle to cancer my grandpa is going to die and my aunt to i dont see my mother anymore because it hurts me to see or talk to her during two weeks of the summer vacation i was at my mother's house and i went to see my grandpa he is pretty fat but when i saw him he was almost like a skeleton with long hair he has already lost an arm and ad a pretty difficult life when i saw him moving or even breathing was hard for him and when i (maybe) said my last goodbye to him my mother find i way to complain about the fact that i lived 1 hour away from her and that it was my dad fault . recently i went to the hospital to see my aunt but it's pretty much the same as my grandpa she had a lung cancer that turned into a brain cancer . i had a step-mom but i dont see her anymore and i see my little step-bro one week-end every two weeks. My dad does a really hard work and works a lot , my brother is anbsolute D head and my other grandma is depressed and it got worse because of my uncle death. I could talk to you about my problems for hours but i cant write it all rn (sry for my english i'm french) remember guys you deserve to be loved and life deserve to be lived
-A 14 years old guy
i’m so sorry to hear about all the difficulty your family and you are facing :( i hope that you will spend time with the ones who love you while you still have them, and remeber some people don’t have family at all, so you are still lucky to have some. so sorry friend 💔
@@myheadisempty thx man dont worry i realize the luck that i have i'm so lucky to have my friends my dad and my grandma
Stay strong! You will make it 🤍
@@Jchannelj8 thx man this helps a lot !
I slayyy! Ive beeen waiting for the premiere with this tab open for a day noww!
yayay ! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა so excited for this !! i love these PS1 animations of you :3
This music really helps me. I need soft things to help me de-stress. I read your story, thank you for sharing such an intensely personal thing, and you have my thanks and my sympathy. What you are doing musically helps me cope with my problems too.
I live in varying intense pain daily due to two of my neck vertebrae (C6-C7) self fusing years ago, and a low back injury (L5-S2) it brings difficulty doing basic tasks and walking. Thank you again for such soothing music.
i'm so sorry to hear about this :( while i might not know exactly how you feel, as everyone's different problems are very different and personal, part of one of my current issues with MS makes it where i get the spins, extremely bad vertigo when i tilt my neck, it makes many things like driving quite difficult. just know you are not alone friend
i feel obligated to know now
Pray to god every day and pray that u will be able to heal in some way ❤
So kind 🤍
Thinks man I don't usually get those words unfortunately 😞@@Jchannelhjn9
You are so talented! Your music and your story inspires thousands of people and me too. I'm looking forward to your new masterpiece. Keep going and God bless you!
Just lost a friend to suicide while listening to this, it hurts. but if feels as if I have been released from a chamber of eternal darkness that would kill me if I stayed in it for any longer, but I have been in the dark for so long it feels bad leaving. I put my heart and soul into keeping her alive, making myself down and depressed, like a husk to be used for her own pleasure. I cant feel anything right now.
Bro is it strangely tragic? Cool
So excited!! ❤❤❤
Amazing music honestly just listen to it most times at night looking at my ceiling I get so lost in thought. Amazing music bro❤️
I am so excited for this. ❤
I hope this premiere is a good thing whatever the announcement is i hope it means good😄
Hiding depression is the only thing im good at, you just have to act happy near your friends and normal near your family to hide it. My pain is hidden yet burns in my chest like a candle, melting away despair to replace it with even more. My life is like a carousel. It goes around but can stop. It can go around but malfunction, leading to sadness because you cant use it. But it can also be joy. Happiness. Enjoyment. Some things in life are a living hell, but some are the bets things you could imagine. Life can feel like drifting away into space, as the sun gives its final goodbyes and you suffocate with the lack of air, grabbing your throat painfully. It can feel like a themepark that you always loved as a kid that you visit for the last time. On a daily basis I have thoughts that go on for a long duration. Such as:
Why am i here
Is life worth it?
Do i have a reason in life?
Why?
Is there a reason I've done the things I've done?
What is the point of acting on impulse?
And others. But the point im making is that nobody is the same on the inside as the outside. You can act depressed outside but inside, act like a joyful person. You can act joyful on the outside but inside, act depressed and distraught. This kind of music soothes myself, just like novocaine from Shiloh Dynasty. They feel, good. Calming. Soothing. Life is tough but it isnt a lolipop, so dont drop and waste it. Life is precious and must be enjoyed by all, even in the worst moments. Thank you, for trying to keep on with your life even after all the incidents you have witnessed. You keep going. You dont stop. You keep your pace like an olympic runner in a race. I must go now, goodbye.
You are so kind 🤍
@Jchannelj8 thanks.