Is this the adult life we wished for when we were kids? That's sad. I miss my old child self. I miss my old friends and relatives who have passed away. I miss the house where we used to gather with our loved ones. When we used to play hide and seek. When grandma used to tell stories and we used to listen to them.And We hear the sound of this bird every morning. I was always looking for it everywhere but I couldn't find it... .... Thanks for these happy moments... And rest in peace grandpa 🕊
still remember the day when I was younger promise to myself I will grow faster and make money to my mom , but now I'm 20 thinking about how I'm wasted those years for money but not friends nor relationship
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
I can’t believe how fast time flies. I want a burger right now, but I wanted a cheesecake 10 minutes ago. I can’t believe it. It’s truly a marvelous thing.
This sound mixed with a low-quality camera and old tapes you made with friends and family and find it in the same box you put it in years ago, and you play them sitting alone on your bed. Thinking back and what you had back then.
2 year ago, my best friend moved, and i hadn't seen him or heard of him, but he used to listen to this song. i hope i can talk to him again and honestly i miss him it doesn't feel the same.
I did just start listening to this last night, and it helped me fall asleep so quick that now im here again listening to it. its one the most peaceful things.
@@HellCat2003 yeah and that just yesterday i found out my uncle, which was such a good uncle got murdered by his brother and this calms me down when i get frustration from that happening to him
As I finally lay back down, listening carefully, staring at the stars, I realize…. Nothing matters anymore… Just sitting there and enjoying my moments with life is good enough for me..
It's been almost 10 years since I graduated highschool. I remember hearing the mourning doves every morning on my way to the bus stop. Hearing them here just reminds me of how much I took advantage of my 12th grade year. You only graduate high school once. After that, you'll never have another experience like that again. I'm not in my yearbook, I never went to prom or homecoming, I didn't take senior photos.. the memories every other high school senior got, I didn't. Am I mad at my past self for taking advantage of a once in a lifetime experience? Sure. But I don't blame her. I will never blame her. I blame the school system for failing her when she needed the support.
Can’t say I blame the system but I blame myself for screwing up things that were given to me and perhaps had a future for me too. I appreciate the days I had and I’ll always treasure them. Let’s focus on the present, there’s nothing we can do about our past but move forward.
I don't have many friends. I've never been the social person like everyone. I know there's more to what I can understand about myself but can't see now. Ever since I've turned to God, I've been fighting mental demons I never even knew existed in myself. Problem here is that I let them in...out of instant gratification and the way to build a comfort zone when I didn't know how to cope with the toxicity...school didn't help at all really and I've already missed that chance of graduating with my friends and going to prom...but we move past that.
Im 17 now and ink my 12th year of high school and I font get the joys of homecoming because of the school system they forgot about me and lost my paper work so now I have to do online school
life just hits different at these times. Seems like ur finally seeing life for what it is as an observer, and you think about how every decision has its own justifiable reasons. Everything just becomes clear in a way. No anger, sadness, or even happiness to cloud your judgment. Just pure observation. For a second, it feels like time is frozen. Everything is just still and calm, the future a long way ahead, and the past far away. The only thing that exists at the moment is the present. Feels almost comforting, knowing you’re protected within the boundaries of the present. Anyways, this mood only lasts for the night, and you’re all sucked right back in the next morning, having knowing what you felt but forgetting how it felt.
The first I felt that feeling it felt like a hug from your friend you haven’t seen in years and I didn’t want to lose that feeling so I literally just sat there praying I didn’t fall asleep because I knew as soon as I fell asleep I wasn’t waking up until the next morning wishing I was still lying on my bed getting that comfort
You couldn't be more any more right than you are now on that bubba. I'm sitting here, and as I write this message, which will be here forever (as long as youtube still works, that is), Ive been contemplating every core decision I've ever made. As if I were watching it all on film. Telling myself what I could've done better and what I wish I would have known sooner. I know as well as you, I won't have this feeling in the morning, but thank you for saying what needed to be said. It's opened up a new way of thinking for me. One I know nothing of. Goodnight friend. I am gonna go to bed and dwell on my new thoughts. Safe travels and may you live a wonderful life
Lo, life striketh with a strange and singular weight in moments such as these. It doth seem as though thou art at last perceiving life as it truly is-an onlooker gazing upon its course. Thou dost ponder how each choice, in its turn, beareth reasons most just and rightful. In such an hour, all doth seem to align with a lucidity rare, unclouded by wrath, grief, or even mirth. 'Tis but the essence of pure observation that remaineth. For a brief span, time itself appeareth to stand still, as though the world hath drawn its breath and held it. All lieth in quietude, the future stretched afar, the past a distant shadow. Naught endureth but the present-this fragile, sacred moment. Aye, there is comfort therein, as though thou art cradled within the safe confines of the now, untouched by the spectres of yesteryear or the unknowns of the morrow. Yet, alas, this mood endureth but the watch of the night. With the breaking of day, thou art drawn back into the ceaseless current of life. The memory of what thou hast felt lingereth, yet the feeling itself slips through thy grasp, like mist dissolving in the morning sun.
this song reminds me of the last walk i had with my grandpa before he passed away. he was such a kind soul, i miss him so much. rip pop for being the best grandpa i could ever wish for🕊️
Life is so grey..i might sound ungrateful but swear im not. Its always the same shit different day. Trauma,issues, procastination has led me to depression.. If i had a wish, it would be switching realitys..maybe to my favourite anime.
This really reminds me of the times when I was 8-9 in the countryside with my grandparents. The post-socialistic countryside atmosphere, the smell of homemade breakfast, watching cartoons on the big old TV. I would do anything to live in these times again...
To everyone who is in a bad situation I'm here for u. Dont let anyone let u down. Let yourself rise too the light. Dont let any part of u go too dark or happiness will fade from your hearts and too the ground. If someone lets u down u tell them firmly and brave that u are worth a million u are good. Kind and caring. Dont let anyone take away ur kindness dont bully dont hit. Just speak with kindness. Kindness is the key yoo success too being a nice kind brave person u are. I hope u do well and good please stay calm when u are goimg too rage. Never disrespect parents or anyone else just be yourself. -mia
Listening to this, it sort of reminds me. I've lost myself over the years, especially due to the pandemic. How did I manage to make all these friends back then? Are they disappointed in how much I've changed? Sure, I've had a massive glowdown, but what do you take me for? It makes even the usual reason seem not as bad as before. Who was I back then? Why am I in the perspective of this body? I blindly changed over time for a reason, but it comes with costs, y'know. From outgoing, yet *also* narcissistic and easy to argue with, to silent and unapproachable, yet actually grateful. Who was the person in this body before? Where have they gone? Who am I? btw thanks for reading the whole thing if you did :D
Idk why but I kinda enjoy feeling sad It’s like one of the only emotions you can’t show around anyone so expressing it feels freeing in a way just a brief moment of crying can really bring me a lot of comfort
dog i wish i can cry i've grown up in a house hold where basically crying is a bad thing unless ur physically really hurt so now i can't even cry anymore like i feel like i do and i want to but i "just" literally can't i can only feel the empty void in my body (sorry dude didn't mean to have a full on vent thing in your comment section just needed to vent that out)
3 months ago my cat passed till this day I cry about her she was beautiful and I still regret going to school that day if I knew that was my last day with her I would’ve gave her so many hugs and kisses although God is taking care of her I’m always gonna miss and love her till I die. I know she’s waiting up there for me and I’ll sooner or later be with her but I just don’t like telling my friends how I feel because I don’t want anyone to think I want attention but I love her LLP🕊️💚
Me too bro a day ago I had a dream about a man who was a little bit more mean than me and I was like oh my gosh I just want to be friends but all ppl are so mean and weird
Okay something about my cat is that he actually cuddled with me the day before he died I think that was his way of saying goodbye to his 14 year-long friend
The fact that your cat's leave would effect you this much means you must've loved her a lot, and honestly, she was a very lucky cat to have such a loving owner.
Since everyone is writing their experiences, I’ll talk about mine. I am treated like an adult and I am still a child. I don’t know how people truly are and accidently dehumanized a person and gaslighted them. I’m not perfect but I try to be, I want someone there in my life who understands and will always be there for me, but I’ve always been alone and I’m now traumatized. 2 of my favorites quotes are “I hate the world but it hated me first” and “Their called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a good person.” I just want the scars to stop growing and not get pity for something I did, I’m not a victim but a human being, people make mistakes but we never truly try to understand the right way to approach it, this is why I’m like this, a child forced to accept their nothing and will be nothing growing up.
Damn bro, I feel you so hard. I used to be treated like that too, I never really got any friends or anything, I know this probably won't help you. But if you are reading this, I Just wanna say one thing. There are people out there for you, like me. The world may be shit, but there may be other stuff in that shit....
Ah yes.. I used to remember me being outside with my sister and we always play together as the sun shines softly and the birds starts chirping. It was wonderful. Thank you for everything u gave God.
im going to be a freshman, I can’t believe it i still feel like i look up to all the teens and stuff and then i remember that i am a highschooler now and that i am one. anyways, time’s scary.
I am Italian, when it was summer I usually went to my grandparents' villa, I was about 4 to 5 years old. It was near the sea, and I remembered the days when they took me for a walk nearby. They were unforgettable memories. Then, when they got very old, they couldn't do all the things they used to do. After some time, they died, leaving that villa unattended forever because no one bought it. Even if they fade away, they will remain forever in our memories.
No matter what happens we are still young and learning if something bad happens we are all here for you to care and support and just know that you will overcome the obstacles that go your way you matter
Can’t go back in time but we can make the most of the time we have now. I wish I could change things, I thank the Lord they went the way he planned and I pray he may guide all of us on the path he has for us.✝️❤️
for those kids who are here in their 15s and 14s studying school. I just want to let u guys know that School isn't only about studies, enjoy it with all you've got coz when you look back they all turn into memories
I wish it was that easy, I want to make memories but everyone is always too “busy” doing work or they’re grounded. But I’ll check snap map and they’ll be at a friends house, or someone will be at their house. I never get out more because it’s almost like everybody’s against me, I do the same things other people do but when I do it it’s “weird” or “not funny”. But then some kid told me he was happy my great grandparents died in the holocaust. I used to get out all the time but people are so judgmental. And usually I’d just ignore it, but it’s hard too ignore something when it’s in your face all the time. I’m a taller person for my age, and I’ve had people say before stuff like “oh you’re bigger than them” and “you can easily take them” or things along the lines of that. I’d rather not start any fights because to be honest I’m always mentally drained. Recently I’ve been depressed as well, I’ve been struggling with my religion, and it’s conflicted my friendships in the past because I wasn’t catholic, and he is. I will always have a strong belief in God but I’ve struggles have been crazy lately and I can’t help but think about it in bed late at night. And school isn’t much better, people say things that are supposedly “just jokes” when really they always take things too far and start saying things about my personal life. I had a very fake friend once, he only wanted to be friends with me because of my height, and the fact that i was nice. If I had gum he’d always ask for it, I’d say sure. But every time he’d have something like that he’d either call me fat or look at me like I just said a slur. Outside of that, he’d always be asking me to join sports, but I stick strictly to playing guitar, but he call me out infront of the whole class and says. “You could be play basketball, but no, you play guitar, wow” not to mention in this annnoying ass, bratty fucking tone. In 6th grade, my friend got ran over by a car getting off the bus, the same “friend” who was being fake asked if he could see it, acting like he cared about him. So I showed him and I went back to my seat, I then heard some of the loudest laughter I’ve heard in a while coming from him and his friends. The teacher scolded him for it but he said “But _ told me to watch it, he said it was funny right _”, I obviously denied it but she yelled at me like crazy anyways. There’s so much more shit happening in my life but I’d fill the whole comment section so this is it for now. If you actually read all of this and are here just know God loves you.
I've lived in Canada since I was born for 9+ years, I've always loved birds and at the time, we lived with my grandparents. Everyday I would birdwatch, read bird books, and set up bird feeders. I did basically all bird related stuff with my grandfather. When I turned 10 we moved to Papua New Guinea, my mother's home country. We moved for my dad's mission. I had to leave my two favorite people, my grandfather and my grandmother. I'm 12 now, and Im still in Papua New Guinea. I miss Canada. Even if it means living with my grandparents, I'd give anything. My grandparents and birds have made me who I am today. Be happy for the life u have and don't let it go to waste. I'm making do with my current lifestyle. Sometimes I just sit down in my room and replay morning dove cooing on my iPad and just sit there and listen so I can feel at home. It destroys me, but what else can I do? Thanks for reading this. - mercy
I miss being a kid sm I remember all the fun times as a kid not worrying abt a thing loving life not saying bad words and no phones making friends but the fun ends at one point ig..
Yeah like you can’t wait until school is finally over and when Summer starts, but during the break you feel like there’s something missing, but you can’t figure out why and you realize Summer isn’t as good as you thought it’ll be(For me it’s probably having friends to talk to and hang out outside of school but ever since I moved away, I feel like I’m kinda alone, ngl it’s harder to make friends when your older than younger because it’s easier to talk to people and you can easily make friends if you like similar things)
Im scrolling around here and looking for recents comments lol also isnt it beautiful when you sit in the balcony and chill while the sun set comes out? its beautiful
This reminds of the times I walked to school in the morning. It was back in elementary, my mom took me, my brother aswell when he was also in elementary. I miss those simple times, when I got to walk and enjoy that peace. I'm now in freshman year and wished I could walk to and back from school, to feel and let the memories come in.😢
tips when listening to this song: 1. Close your eyes. when you feel sad, unloved, forgotten, etc. close your eyes and breathe in and out slowly 2. draw. Drawing might be hard for some people, but if your an artist, Draw something in your mind. 3. Rest. Resting is hard for some people, like having sleep paralysis, yelling parents, annoying sibling, etc. But remember that your loved ones who died, are with you. 4. talk with a trusted friend. I know it's hard, but having a trusted friend is good. 5. cuddle. If you have a dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, any loved one...cuddle with them. and finally....6. don't forget that we are here for you....we care about you....if people hate you...they are just assholes....we are here for you....we love you....and what Do I mean we, you may ask....Jesus christ.... I'm only 13, But I used this tips due to PTSD.
Just the depressing moment just standing in the rain just soaked in the cold air and sitting on the grass just laying down there watching the clouds holding my dog just like watching the beautiful sky like heaven.
This reminds of the time it was summer when I was 6 years old. Every morning my parents would go to work and my sister to summer school. They didn't want me to be home alone so they took me to my grandma's house which was about 2 houses down mine. Every morning at 8am I remember waking up very sleepy and getting my stuff so that I could walk with my dad to my grandma's house. I still remeber feeling the morning breeze and hearing those birds chirping...
1 year ago.. My favourite music/religion/health/social studies/art teacher.. Gets things.. She has 2 kids.. So she understands children.. She was really kind and told everyone to never give up and my favourite quotes were.. “you might not remember exactly what i said.. but you will know that i said” “If you wrote a book id read every chapter” “Thank you for being you” “You are going to be ok..” she didnt die.. She moved away.. Far.. Far away.. Her last words she ever said to me was.. “Remember what i say, the new teacher to replace me may not be so kind.. but its going to be alright just keep pushing through.. and remember me..” the new music teacher doesnt teach art, religion,social-studies and health.. Only music In my head i have to hold on those touching memories.. Of my one and only favourite teacher.. Mrs. Billard :( And idk why but a 10yo got pleased with this.. not every teenager has that much nostalgia
Wished I had friends to actually talk to or to hang out with man, this song just makes me feel more lonely/sad, it makes me miss my memories from my old childhood friends but ig I am lonely, ever since I moved away I talk to barley anyone, they’re the type of people to just talk to for a while and forget about you, that’s probably why I don’t like school in the first place…
I miss having the feeling of wanting to talk/hang out with your friends really bad because that was the one thing that made school fun, or the excitement to play video games with them afterschool. Rn I feel like school is boring and a waste of my time, I just wished I had someone to talk to…😕
Putting headphones sitting under a tree with your pet while watching a sunset. Listening to this music that gives you nostalgia really gives you a thought about your childhood. When you first had your pet when it was young and you were young. When you first brought your pet for a walk. Or even when your pet was laying next to you sleeping. It was all great times that set you in tears while having the thought of it. How about we go back to your primary days. You were probably scared at first but a few months pass you already have a friend group of more than 3. Go front 7 years from that first year of primary and now your already in highschool that what felt like 2 years. Now when your in highschool it might feel a little slower. Until you get your first girl in about 2 years after. You had fun with your girl and time passes. Now 4 more years pass and your working. Another 10 years later you've married and now having children. All of that is what felt like a minute has pass. Think about the times you've had. Appreciate what you have and be with your family longer. Leave social media and minimize screen time. You dont have much time left before you go and meet them. Enjoy life with something that is not forever. Technology is forever. Not life...
When I was younger back in 2016, I used to go to my grandma’s house up to 2019 almost every day because my parents had always work to do and couldn’t be home to watch me. I remember playing monopoly and chess with her and watching cartoons at her house until February 27, 2020 when she unfortunately died to Covid-19. She died in her 70s and I will never forget her. Nowadays I sit it my house and get yelled at almost every single day by my father who retired a year before she died. I just with I could see her again. Whenever I left she would say “see you later alligator” and I would reply “in a while crocodile.” Those were the final words I heard her say before she died a few months later. She was the person to guide me through my childhood and I will never forget how kind she was. RIP
2020-2022 nostalgic, i think that the quarentine really hit us, anxiety, depress, and all of them, feel like a dream, like thats years doesn't exist, is... sad, how a lot of people can be afected of 2 years. The life is so weird, its real? Exist? Idk, just... enjoy it, good night ✨️
That year of quarantine really screwed up my social life and skills I could’ve developed. It was at prob the most crucial time of my life at that point, which was my sophomore year into junior year. Although I had fun times at first with the couple friends I had, my growth as a person stagnated and my social life suffered. Once lockdown ended, all my friends kind of disappeared and branched off into different groups. But for me, I stayed clinging to the lockdown phase and never went back to how my life was before it. With this, my senior year was a horrible experience with no friends, no social life, no experience, nothing at all. I didn’t realize what I had done to myself until I was already on stage receiving my diploma with only my mom cheering for me. Now working two jobs with only my cousin as someone who I would call a friend, I deeply regret not taking that step of moving on from lockdown. But I just started realizing now that I been looking at the past and not focusing on what’s ahead of my life for most of my life. Even during lockdown I hyper-fixated on my life before. This feeling I had was what I started to call nostalgia overindulgence. This is what’s been preventing me from looking at my own future and growing. Maybe all of this is just my own delusions and paranoia but I do hope I somehow got my thoughts across. I recently started trying to break that habit and have some peace of mind with the moment at hand rather than indulging in the past too much. Right now, it seems that habit is still present with me talking about this with strangers.
i think it kinda depends on the situation n what u do abt it. Stop think in what qouldve happened if quarantine didn't happen, but what should I do abt it now. I personally find nostalgia on that period, but a happy nostalgia. I loved, i played, I "learnt", I enjoyed, I laughed, I cried, I suffered, I lost people, got to meet new people. I lived, and i still do, and i'm grateful for it as well. Not saying this trying to look like a douchebag, i just wanted to tell u guys that no matter how hard life gets and how harder it got thanks to the pandemic, you're still alive, and that's beautiful. "You only die once; you live every day." things eventually get better. They do. It's the way life works. It's the way existing works. Its existence itself. It's change itself.
reminds me of how i changed completetly,more bad but some good.i remember when i always woke up,greeting my family with a bright smile that could lighten up anyones day,yes,im 10 now,turning 11 soon.i remember when my second oldest brother still played with me before he 'grew up'.i remember when i used to be more energetic,more lively,more cooperative.i remember when i never used to punish myself,now i sit here writing this,its hard being a child who people think im not a human,i mean i make mistakes,but wow,how id wish for it to be in the past again,no more people saying 'kids theses days' or 'what happened?your so boring now' it hurts me.its hurts me more looking at my old pictures and seeing how i smiled,how i never gotten scolded at for not cooperating,for not being more 'mature'.my friend shouted at me in school,i was panicking like crazy!i just lost it,i screamed...i know as a christain i should love the people,but its tiring listening to people comment on me 24/7,it really is,and so is being commented by your brother about stuff like cleaning my room(im tired,i cant even be happy,let alone have energy to clean my room?),children doing chores like a 'good/happy' child.its never been the same since my brother past away,i have had thoughts of killing myself,i have cuts from cutting myself,but it wasnt major.sometimes i feel like giving up,but i have found people who have boosted my energy,wanting to make me happy and smile and cheer me up so i dont really think of hurting myself after i found those people,but i know i havent changed everything,i just hope i can provide a gppd future for myself when im older to my brother and parents,because i still survived because of them....all those rumors about P diddy and Drake and Beyonce and whatever else,why?it hurts me that people are making jokes about this,what has society done to this generation?and people say its my fault?i hope i can be the best in the future...better than this
Damn bro, your hurt, I know it may sound like a touche and like a "oh he is just pushing it on me" but I really belive . If you sit down. Put this on, or any t how of calling music on. And pray to jesus, don't talk,.just think. It's not bad to get angry at god, you can yell, cry, do whatever feels.right. But, Google soon find he not just this sky entity, he just a guy who want s to be a freind. In the bible(don't ask me where I'm terrible with James lmao) it say s Jesus love when we talk to him. If your already a Christian, maybe it's time to evaluate you're relation ship with god. Maybe take it to a mother level. Then again, I don't know you. I'm just the anonymous internet guy, commenting on you're post. Just, take what I say into consideration, just maybe couple find some thing that you never though you'd find. Have a good life. Dude
this reminds me of being a kid, your mom waking you up for breakfast as it rained outside, you just being a little kid with no stress, just enjoying your childhood. LET ME BE A KID AGAINN I HATE BEING 13 EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GROW UP
trust me 13-18 are going to be the memories you treasure most rather than before, im 17 and these memories ive made during high school while im young will be treasured and loved until the day that i die
@@BugExellence yeah i will admit i dated a filipino girl and it was hard for her to ever hang out with me cause her parents werent so fond of me cause im white so she didnt get to see me that often and she was often jealous of when i went out to be with friends
I'm 24. You're still a child, hun. Once you turn 18, you'll be an adult. Yes teenagers are still children. Enjoy the freedoms of being a child, but once you turn 18, the older you get, the most likely you won't be able to get away with anything
This music reminds me of when I was in Turkey one day my friend Razan was at my house and we were cooking pasta together and filming a video for the memory. I still watch this video to remember my days in Turkey and my breathing there and... my stupid situations haha😅 I miss my school there and my colleagues... I love you Türkiye
Recuerdo esos días de lluvia cuando jugaba con mi hermano y amigos, todo era mágico, la navidad, año nuevo y distintas festividades, paseos de familia juntos, escuela y jugar a las traés con tus compañeros, extraño esos días. (2015 - 2019)
It’s just been one week of school and I’m already depressed. I was all summer. I’m scared to show that because I’m anxious to. I’ve heard bad things about mental hospitals, so I don’t want to go there, but I’m so lost and tired. I just want to run away and live in the woods, away from my responsibilities
Hello, I'm a fellow student. Although school hasn't started for me yet (it will in about a week in a half), I understand. I've experienced social isolation, and man, I had some pretty low moments in my sophomore year of high school. Mac Miller once said in a song, "Time's moving slowly, I'm bouncing my head off the wall" (Song entitled "That's On Me). That epitomizes how I feel in the moment-and how I've felt for a some time now. The days seemingly go by on repeat... Although I'm in a better spot now than I was about six months ago, I still have my struggles. I don't know if you are, but I'm a big believer in fate. When things get hard, I just try to remember that things will take care of themselves, and that things will unfold as they are meant to. -Sometimes- Often, that's hard to trust; to completely buy into that fact, that fundamental belief of my worldview. I think about a lot of things listening to this melody-friends of the past and present, a specific girl at school, my future in a sport that I love, feeling isolated socially, the challenge of being a committed student-athlete. I question why I'm so hard on myself. I ponder on my flaws... If you're reading this, and you're questioning the future-I'm right with you. All I know is that I can control being the best that I can be every single day. That's a challenge-but we were born to challenge ourselves-not stay in our comfort zone. I'm going to stay strong. I'm going to keep fighting. I hope you do the same.
@@ybussey damn. This could be an actual essay. I also completely forgot I commented this. When I share my emotions, I forget about it. Still not good though. This is my third year feeling like this. So real fun. I’m a junior now so I gotta lock in
I'm so lost in my life .... I'm moving away from all of my friends. I was excited at first, but now I'm lost. I'm sad I'm... I'm just done with life. I'm done with having to worry about my parents. Why is everything so expensive? Why do we have to pay to live why can't we just live breathe fresh air play with our friends like in 2014-2015 why we just stop I have depression so I'm not doing good I just want to feel the real feeling of joy and the morning dove while I'm sitting on a chair waiting for my lunch like when I was little I hate this world I hate people I hate life
It reminds me when I was little hearing those birds and when I was full innocent and have good memories, sometimes I wish I can go back to enjoy my childhood even now that am teenage now I do miss being little and not worry about life and just happy ❤
If you're reading this, I just want to tell you: Always be a good person, no matter what happens. No matter what anyone says, just be a good guy,your life will really get better, even if you, like me, go down the path of inevitable loneliness..
I feel ungrateful being so sad because I have lots of things but my girlfriend broke up with me and I don’t think about how much I miss my childhood until I find myself seeking any nostalgia I can just so I can feel back in that time again.
Hello i want to say everyone here i want y'all to have a good day and remember that you are the greatest gift your parents have and may God be with you all and have a good night/good morning, and have a good day and for the ppl who have loss ppl i understand because that happens to everyone one at some point and i had loss my own 2,two of them i had grow up with and loss im very srry for everyones loss may God heal u
I woke up at 1 am at night and feels depressed because my dad will pass out some day and this music makes me remember most of my nostalgia i lose my 2 uncle in the past 2 years i love you dad and love yall stay safe and ive been slowly losing to depression for about 5 months now and i just wanna end my life because everyone i love is losing.
Reminds me of waking up camping when everyone is still asleep and you just sit there in the comfort of your tent hearing the birds and just thinking about life
At that moment you relax, you think back to the good memories, no non-serious things You tell yourself that you are lucky to have shelter, a family, friends, and a good environment. You tell yourself that even if a second passes you say to yourself I could not relive that
why...? why am i still here? i've done enough damage to myself, to my friends, to my family, everyone. so, why am i still here? i've fallen... very deep. i cant get back up. i cant make a stand. how can i? i ruined everything. will there be something or something that can save me? *Probably none*
no,please don't harm youtself!i promise,just because you've done a few mistakes,it doesn't mean everything will be over.please,promise me that you will get better,alright?you will get back up,stand,and you will fix everything.stand proud,dear,everything will be alright.
Trust me I've been there. The only person saving you from this sht is the person you see in the mirror everyday. It's you. It's inside you. Please find that strength. I've been trying to find it for almost 4 years, only found a fraction of it. It takes time, but it's definitely there. Please don't give up, neither will I.
Since everyone is sharing their experiences, I will go ahead and share mine... this song immediately takes me back to my childhood, whether it was the earliest flashes of memories of when I was in school, to when I graduated, or to now, knowing that I will never wont be able to relive the same life I did just a few short years ago. I may be able to revisit the schools I attended, but the classmates and teachers I've known/grown up with have all gone away to bigger or better things and I will most likely never see them again. This is also coming from a kid that absolutely thought that school was a scam and a waste of time (and I still think that is the case, but that is a discussion for another time). I also miss the old brotherhood me and my siblings had, we played a LOT of videogames when we were younger, especially the older Halo games. Now that all of us are older and are now working jobs, got busy schedules, etc. We don't talk nearly as much as we used too and I get it, everyone's got their own life and each one of us has a path to follow, I just think it is depressing to me how fast time can move and wont stop for absolutely no one. I want to say it just boils down to this, I miss it. I miss it when everything in my life was so simple. I miss the feeling of being a kid, where there wasn't so much responsibility on my shoulders constantly and my whole outlook at life was significantly more optimistic and vibrant. Now, when I talk about this, I don't mean for this to sound like that I am ungrateful for the life I am currently living, Hell, I am more than happy with the spot I am currently at, its just I feel life gets so hectic sometimes, and I yearn for the peace and solitude when I was just a kid living in the moment. And Now when I look to the future, I don't even know if I am going to be alive within the next 10 or so years just because everything is looking so bleak around me. And to you, the reader, Thank you. Thank you for reading a fairly long paragraph of some random dudes thoughts and experiences on the internet. Maybe some of you can relate to this feeling, if you do, comment your story, talk about it with your friends and family. I hope that you have a good life and to take a deep breath and to take one step at a time. Make sure you stop and smell the roses and really capture the moment in your memories. Because who knows what is going to happen within the not to distant future.
Desde que murio mi abuelo ( 2022) todo lo senri derrumbado . El era como mi mejor amigo , aunque no estaba en mi mismo pais . El jugaba canmigo , bailaba conmigo , escuchabamos cbia vieja y el era el que me soportaba...🤕 En 2022 llego una noticia que el...🕊️Se hizo una estrella muy linda , pero...Yo estalle , llore como nunca. Lo que no queria mi abuelo es verme llorar por su muerte , siempre me dijo que el me vigilara y apoyara en todo...Yo cada que escucho ( Abuelo ! Lolo ! ) me echo a llorar a solas, pero siento la presencia de que alguien me abraza estando solo , pero siempre digo : Es el , mi abuelito...♥️🤕
bro im only 16 and something abt this just been always hits me hard (ive been listening to this type of music since 2020) and i remeber getting up for the bus in the morning and waiting for it to pick me up and get so annoyed by the pigions when they do the hooting but now i miss it a lot. ive also notice ive been getting a lot more emotionally numb these past couple years (sorry i just had to get it off my chest for someone to hear)
That's very true I had a very very bad childhood and now I try to be happy but it's hard and this song puts me back in my childhood and ik that you can't go back to your childhood but sometimes I wish we could
I just want friends to talk to, spend time with, and hang out because ever since I moved away, I lost my friends that I genuinely cared about and I feel a piece of me fell off but in this generation, I feel like it’s harder as time passes…
This reminds me of one of my friends died, and I used to come out and visit his grave every morning like always here sounds. I’ll never forget about that though. I’m in high school.
It’s sometimes crazy, how we all live such different lives in the same world, all the same blood. I’m homeschool, basically finished my senior year. Have had no friends, never really went out. Never socialized really. Never went to any dances or proms. Never had friends to text and talk to. Just me and my family. Me, a no one, who just a dreams. I always watch other high schoolers, finding my self a little jealous of them being able to enjoy being young, while I had to grow up so fast, never experiencing healthy experiences out in life with other people. And, I feel like if I did, people would hate me, or profile me as some lame kid. Life is so funny isn’t it…
Holle hermano, estas bien ? A pasado algo ? Una perdida de algun ser querido o amado ? Recuerda que no estas solo, no te rindas a pesar de las advercidades o obstaculos en el camino, echale ganas no te rindas como yo lo ise :(
Hell, I'm not even a preteen yet, and I'm already wishing I was "small" again. I had to mentally grow up faster than I needed to, why won't they just let me be a kid
@DYLPICKLE_1 My age says so, but I look like like I'm probably 16, so Im treated as a 16 year old. Ironically, they still dont take me seriously despite that fact
I honestly just feel like not moving on and rather stayong in bed piled up with blankets while curdled up because looking back at the memorys it just makes it impossible to move on knows all thosr favorite youtubers i watched the games i played just sitting back while watching them die out bwarly anything to watch or play unlike before and the friends when we would play vr and stuff i cant turn back tho mainly sence i had abandoned that vr game for a long time only to return and relise there gone just never to play again i would hope to return every day but its still the same even tho i find new games and stuff the guilt and everything just keeps me back this music just gives nostalgia whats sad is how i just gave up and started being sad when i was young altho i know people have it worse but anyways i dont think youll ever see me so stay blessed and goodnight
I feel as if Covid didn’t just make us sick. I feel like it did something more drastic to our world because I would always wake up too a bright morning sky with beautiful colors and birds but it seems as if the sky’s got colder and the colors got darker. As if life is fading away. But hey that’s just a theory a Life theory
where is everyone listening from?
Greetings from Russia❤
Pennsylvania
Germany
Greetings from Venezuela
Greetings from usa
Is this the adult life we wished for when we were kids? That's sad. I miss my old child self. I miss my old friends and relatives who have passed away. I miss the house where we used to gather with our loved ones. When we used to play hide and seek. When grandma used to tell stories and we used to listen to them.And We hear the sound of this bird every morning. I was always looking for it everywhere but I couldn't find it... ....
Thanks for these happy moments...
And rest in peace grandpa 🕊
That maked me cry bro im so sorry😢
The bird is a mourning dove :)
I'm chilling out in the night in the balcony and just looking out as the sun set comes out but while also thinking about life... Well past life
Took me back to 2013 and 2014... man those days... the mornings watching cartoons best thing...
Fr😭
Dude I was 4 at the time that’s crazy
I still do that
still remember the day when I was younger promise to myself I will grow faster and make money to my mom , but now I'm 20 thinking about how I'm wasted those years for money but not friends nor relationship
Remember that when we were a child?
No tablets no phones just enjoying life
And playing tag,h&s, I just miss my childhood
Growing up sucks.
Amen brother.
Facts
Come here, you need a hug. Lets go play some tag, kay? Get off phones and run in the forest. :)
factos
@@Corncheeselordwhere the forest at
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
Tysm I’m currently working on my homework and it’s very difficult, thank you I really needed a reminder to stay calm and focused.
Underrated
Thank you, bro... ❤
Thanks homie
I going to sculpt right now with this music thank you🫶🏽
I can’t believe how fast time flies. I want a burger right now, but I wanted a cheesecake 10 minutes ago. I can’t believe it. It’s truly a marvelous thing.
well I ate 3 burgers and one footlong
@@EdmarAbala damn that’s crazy
lol ur pfp while getting deep kinda deflects self explanatory
Burgor
@@EdmarAbalathat’s nothing I ate 7😌
This sound mixed with a low-quality camera and old tapes you made with friends and family and find it in the same box you put it in years ago, and you play them sitting alone on your bed. Thinking back and what you had back then.
2 year ago, my best friend moved, and i hadn't seen him or heard of him, but he used to listen to this song. i hope i can talk to him again and honestly i miss him it doesn't feel the same.
Do u still have his number
What was his name bro
Contact him
I can bet a lotta money he thinks the exact same thing you just typed about you
Get back in contact dude. I know its hard, but he misses you too
Womp womp
@@Phantom12560 did you steal all the chromosomes or were you just born with that many
Dang our childhood used to be so magical and carefree. I miss that...
Same
Same I miss it too even tho mine was bad I still miss it
@@Lil_miss_KITTY sameee
@@aka.fabihadang I'm sorry
@@Lil_miss_KITTY it’s np, I still enjoyed it tho and at least my trauma makes me funny :p
I did just start listening to this last night, and it helped me fall asleep so quick that now im here again listening to it. its one the most peaceful things.
My friend here same. This is very nostalgic
@@HellCat2003 yeah and that just yesterday i found out my uncle, which was such a good uncle got murdered by his brother and this calms me down when i get frustration from that happening to him
As I finally lay back down, listening carefully, staring at the stars, I realize…. Nothing matters anymore… Just sitting there and enjoying my moments with life is good enough for me..
Right there with you buddy
@@Speaker-m4q you shouldent think like that
@@TheAverageAnimator12 k.
It's been almost 10 years since I graduated highschool. I remember hearing the mourning doves every morning on my way to the bus stop.
Hearing them here just reminds me of how much I took advantage of my 12th grade year. You only graduate high school once. After that, you'll never have another experience like that again. I'm not in my yearbook, I never went to prom or homecoming, I didn't take senior photos.. the memories every other high school senior got, I didn't. Am I mad at my past self for taking advantage of a once in a lifetime experience? Sure. But I don't blame her. I will never blame her. I blame the school system for failing her when she needed the support.
Can’t say I blame the system but I blame myself for screwing up things that were given to me and perhaps had a future for me too. I appreciate the days I had and I’ll always treasure them. Let’s focus on the present, there’s nothing we can do about our past but move forward.
I don't have many friends. I've never been the social person like everyone. I know there's more to what I can understand about myself but can't see now. Ever since I've turned to God, I've been fighting mental demons I never even knew existed in myself. Problem here is that I let them in...out of instant gratification and the way to build a comfort zone when I didn't know how to cope with the toxicity...school didn't help at all really and I've already missed that chance of graduating with my friends and going to prom...but we move past that.
@@Mr_XDツ well, you just made a friend.
i love you, and my experience is the same.
Im 17 now and ink my 12th year of high school and I font get the joys of homecoming because of the school system they forgot about me and lost my paper work so now I have to do online school
Hey stranger, I love you.
Thank you thank you so much I can't express how much that ment to me thank you I love you too I really needed that tonight thank you 💓💓💓
I love you..🫂
Wth
Ayo pause
No you don't. Really, it goes against logic to "love" a stranger.
Miss my childhood.
life just hits different at these times. Seems like ur finally seeing life for what it is as an observer, and you think about how every decision has its own justifiable reasons. Everything just becomes clear in a way. No anger, sadness, or even happiness to cloud your judgment. Just pure observation. For a second, it feels like time is frozen. Everything is just still and calm, the future a long way ahead, and the past far away. The only thing that exists at the moment is the present. Feels almost comforting, knowing you’re protected within the boundaries of the present. Anyways, this mood only lasts for the night, and you’re all sucked right back in the next morning, having knowing what you felt but forgetting how it felt.
Thats some real shit @coolliam422
damn bro
The first I felt that feeling it felt like a hug from your friend you haven’t seen in years and I didn’t want to lose that feeling so I literally just sat there praying I didn’t fall asleep because I knew as soon as I fell asleep I wasn’t waking up until the next morning wishing I was still lying on my bed getting that comfort
You couldn't be more any more right than you are now on that bubba. I'm sitting here, and as I write this message, which will be here forever (as long as youtube still works, that is), Ive been contemplating every core decision I've ever made. As if I were watching it all on film. Telling myself what I could've done better and what I wish I would have known sooner. I know as well as you, I won't have this feeling in the morning, but thank you for saying what needed to be said. It's opened up a new way of thinking for me. One I know nothing of. Goodnight friend. I am gonna go to bed and dwell on my new thoughts. Safe travels and may you live a wonderful life
Lo, life striketh with a strange and singular weight in moments such as these. It doth seem as though thou art at last perceiving life as it truly is-an onlooker gazing upon its course. Thou dost ponder how each choice, in its turn, beareth reasons most just and rightful. In such an hour, all doth seem to align with a lucidity rare, unclouded by wrath, grief, or even mirth. 'Tis but the essence of pure observation that remaineth.
For a brief span, time itself appeareth to stand still, as though the world hath drawn its breath and held it. All lieth in quietude, the future stretched afar, the past a distant shadow. Naught endureth but the present-this fragile, sacred moment. Aye, there is comfort therein, as though thou art cradled within the safe confines of the now, untouched by the spectres of yesteryear or the unknowns of the morrow.
Yet, alas, this mood endureth but the watch of the night. With the breaking of day, thou art drawn back into the ceaseless current of life. The memory of what thou hast felt lingereth, yet the feeling itself slips through thy grasp, like mist dissolving in the morning sun.
this song reminds me of the last walk i had with my grandpa before he passed away. he was such a kind soul, i miss him so much.
rip pop for being the best grandpa i could ever wish for🕊️
Lo mismo digo...
@@Xe5c4peX ily🫶🏼
same my grandpa died too
As a muslim i want to say inna lillah wa ina ilaihi raciun its mean : "truly to allah we belong and truly , to him we shall return"
Same
Who came here to just chill and look at the depressing comments... Cause i did...
That might be me
Life is so grey..i might sound ungrateful but swear im not. Its always the same shit different day. Trauma,issues, procastination has led me to depression.. If i had a wish, it would be switching realitys..maybe to my favourite anime.
I’m just tired I wanna sleep
@@eleanorbeesley9676 same
Im just lisenting bc its so nistalgic......
This really reminds me of the times when I was 8-9 in the countryside with my grandparents. The post-socialistic countryside atmosphere, the smell of homemade breakfast, watching cartoons on the big old TV. I would do anything to live in these times again...
To everyone who is in a bad situation I'm here for u. Dont let anyone let u down. Let yourself rise too the light. Dont let any part of u go too dark or happiness will fade from your hearts and too the ground. If someone lets u down u tell them firmly and brave that u are worth a million u are good. Kind and caring. Dont let anyone take away ur kindness dont bully dont hit. Just speak with kindness. Kindness is the key yoo success too being a nice kind brave person u are. I hope u do well and good please stay calm when u are goimg too rage. Never disrespect parents or anyone else just be yourself. -mia
Ty
Listening to this, it sort of reminds me. I've lost myself over the years, especially due to the pandemic. How did I manage to make all these friends back then? Are they disappointed in how much I've changed? Sure, I've had a massive glowdown, but what do you take me for? It makes even the usual reason seem not as bad as before. Who was I back then? Why am I in the perspective of this body? I blindly changed over time for a reason, but it comes with costs, y'know. From outgoing, yet *also* narcissistic and easy to argue with, to silent and unapproachable, yet actually grateful. Who was the person in this body before? Where have they gone? Who am I?
btw thanks for reading the whole thing if you did :D
I understand that feeling
Dang I feel all of that I lost all my friends because I had a glow down I understand...
"Why am I in the perspective of this body?" I know exactly how you feel, it's called dissociation
Yo omg I totally get this feeling 😢
Music is truely an amazing thing, it’s crazy how it can change your mood in seconds
Just gonna get high, chill & listen to this in a dark room reminiscing on the good ol days of my childhood 🥹 love the feeling of nostalgia
I miss them... The song and noise in the background remind me of them its sad an comforting at the same time
Idk why but I kinda enjoy feeling sad
It’s like one of the only emotions you can’t show around anyone so expressing it feels freeing in a way just a brief moment of crying can really bring me a lot of comfort
dog i wish i can cry i've grown up in a house hold where basically crying is a bad thing unless ur physically really hurt so now i can't even cry anymore like i feel like i do and i want to but i "just" literally can't i can only feel the empty void in my body (sorry dude didn't mean to have a full on vent thing in your comment section just needed to vent that out)
3 months ago my cat passed till this day I cry about her she was beautiful and I still regret going to school that day if I knew that was my last day with her I would’ve gave her so many hugs and kisses although God is taking care of her I’m always gonna miss and love her till I die. I know she’s waiting up there for me and I’ll sooner or later be with her but I just don’t like telling my friends how I feel because I don’t want anyone to think I want attention but I love her LLP🕊️💚
Same but my dog died 4 months ago
Miss her too much but can't cry ppl are gonna call me crybaby
Me too bro a day ago I had a dream about a man who was a little bit more mean than me and I was like oh my gosh I just want to be friends but all ppl are so mean and weird
다들 힘내. 나도 강아지가 죽어서 슬프다. 울보 소리를 듣기 싫다면, 아무도 없는곳에서라도 울어야 해요. 울지 않으면 더 슬픈거 같아.
Okay something about my cat is that he actually cuddled with me the day before he died I think that was his way of saying goodbye to his 14 year-long friend
The fact that your cat's leave would effect you this much means you must've loved her a lot, and honestly, she was a very lucky cat to have such a loving owner.
You lie in bed…
You feel numb inside
It’s ok. I’m proud of how far you’ve come… ❤
Needed that, thx man ❤️
That's the first time anyone has said that to me in 3 years. Not even my parents have told me that they're proud of me. Thank you, man.
This song demonstrates the calm emptiness of my mind, sometimes it's a calm emptiness and sometimes it's a messy and noisy emptiness.
Since everyone is writing their experiences, I’ll talk about mine. I am treated like an adult and I am still a child. I don’t know how people truly are and accidently dehumanized a person and gaslighted them. I’m not perfect but I try to be, I want someone there in my life who understands and will always be there for me, but I’ve always been alone and I’m now traumatized. 2 of my favorites quotes are “I hate the world but it hated me first” and “Their called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a good person.” I just want the scars to stop growing and not get pity for something I did, I’m not a victim but a human being, people make mistakes but we never truly try to understand the right way to approach it, this is why I’m like this, a child forced to accept their nothing and will be nothing growing up.
Damn bro, I feel you so hard. I used to be treated like that too, I never really got any friends or anything, I know this probably won't help you. But if you are reading this, I Just wanna say one thing. There are people out there for you, like me. The world may be shit, but there may be other stuff in that shit....
Hey man just keep pushing you don't fully know what the future holds you will be something in the future don't give up I believe in you
Ah yes.. I used to remember me being outside with my sister and we always play together as the sun shines softly and the birds starts chirping. It was wonderful. Thank you for everything u gave God.
God Bless u my dear friend
God bless you, 😇
I remember playing this in 8th grade saying I’m really about to be in high school, now I’m a junior in high school. Man time flies.
im going to be a freshman, I can’t believe it i still feel like i look up to all the teens and stuff and then i remember that i am a highschooler now and that i am one. anyways, time’s scary.
same here, i miss the old times
Same
Edit: it’s seasonal depression yall. I’ll be back when winter hits
Enjoy it while it lasts I miss being a kid
I know maybe I'm much younger than you but now I'm in 8th grade an.. I can feel the same as you
I am Italian, when it was summer I usually went to my grandparents' villa, I was about 4 to 5 years old. It was near the sea, and I remembered the days when they took me for a walk nearby. They were unforgettable memories. Then, when they got very old, they couldn't do all the things they used to do. After some time, they died, leaving that villa unattended forever because no one bought it. Even if they fade away, they will remain forever in our memories.
If your ever depressed just remember jesus loves you and is always with you everyday no matter what.🙏
God bless u
Amenn
No matter what happens we are still young and learning if something bad happens we are all here for you to care and support and just know that you will overcome the obstacles that go your way you matter
Can’t go back in time but we can make the most of the time we have now. I wish I could change things, I thank the Lord they went the way he planned and I pray he may guide all of us on the path he has for us.✝️❤️
Listening to this in a windy dark morning while laying on the ground and looking up in the sky while also walking around alone really hits different
for those kids who are here in their 15s and 14s studying school. I just want to let u guys know that School isn't only about studies, enjoy it with all you've got coz when you look back they all turn into memories
Bro let me know how old are you and what are you doing now
I wish it was that easy, I want to make memories but everyone is always too “busy” doing work or they’re grounded. But I’ll check snap map and they’ll be at a friends house, or someone will be at their house. I never get out more because it’s almost like everybody’s against me, I do the same things other people do but when I do it it’s “weird” or “not funny”. But then some kid told me he was happy my great grandparents died in the holocaust. I used to get out all the time but people are so judgmental. And usually I’d just ignore it, but it’s hard too ignore something when it’s in your face all the time. I’m a taller person for my age, and I’ve had people say before stuff like “oh you’re bigger than them” and “you can easily take them” or things along the lines of that. I’d rather not start any fights because to be honest I’m always mentally drained. Recently I’ve been depressed as well, I’ve been struggling with my religion, and it’s conflicted my friendships in the past because I wasn’t catholic, and he is. I will always have a strong belief in God but I’ve struggles have been crazy lately and I can’t help but think about it in bed late at night. And school isn’t much better, people say things that are supposedly “just jokes” when really they always take things too far and start saying things about my personal life. I had a very fake friend once, he only wanted to be friends with me because of my height, and the fact that i was nice. If I had gum he’d always ask for it, I’d say sure. But every time he’d have something like that he’d either call me fat or look at me like I just said a slur. Outside of that, he’d always be asking me to join sports, but I stick strictly to playing guitar, but he call me out infront of the whole class and says. “You could be play basketball, but no, you play guitar, wow” not to mention in this annnoying ass, bratty fucking tone. In 6th grade, my friend got ran over by a car getting off the bus, the same “friend” who was being fake asked if he could see it, acting like he cared about him. So I showed him and I went back to my seat, I then heard some of the loudest laughter I’ve heard in a while coming from him and his friends. The teacher scolded him for it but he said “But _ told me to watch it, he said it was funny right _”, I obviously denied it but she yelled at me like crazy anyways. There’s so much more shit happening in my life but I’d fill the whole comment section so this is it for now. If you actually read all of this and are here just know God loves you.
I know it too good
@@PhucBuiuc-qv6yt well am in my 16s preparing for jee and neet
I've lived in Canada since I was born for 9+ years, I've always loved birds and at the time, we lived with my grandparents. Everyday I would birdwatch, read bird books, and set up bird feeders. I did basically all bird related stuff with my grandfather. When I turned 10 we moved to Papua New Guinea, my mother's home country. We moved for my dad's mission. I had to leave my two favorite people, my grandfather and my grandmother. I'm 12 now, and Im still in Papua New Guinea. I miss Canada. Even if it means living with my grandparents, I'd give anything. My grandparents and birds have made me who I am today. Be happy for the life u have and don't let it go to waste. I'm making do with my current lifestyle. Sometimes I just sit down in my room and replay morning dove cooing on my iPad and just sit there and listen so I can feel at home. It destroys me, but what else can I do? Thanks for reading this. - mercy
I miss being a kid sm I remember all the fun times as a kid not worrying abt a thing loving life not saying bad words and no phones making friends but the fun ends at one point ig..
This beautiful voice gives me nostalgia and helps me sleep. May Tengri heal all sick souls.
on this vacation i feel so great but,i miss something
that hit hard bro...
Yeah like you can’t wait until school is finally over and when Summer starts, but during the break you feel like there’s something missing, but you can’t figure out why and you realize Summer isn’t as good as you thought it’ll be(For me it’s probably having friends to talk to and hang out outside of school but ever since I moved away, I feel like I’m kinda alone, ngl it’s harder to make friends when your older than younger because it’s easier to talk to people and you can easily make friends if you like similar things)
This song is making everyone sob and thats ok!
I remember when my big brother told me to enjoy my childhood while it lasted.
He really meant it.
your 13 bruh
I've been looking for something like this. Tysm
Im scrolling around here and looking for recents comments lol also isnt it beautiful when you sit in the balcony and chill while the sun set comes out? its beautiful
Bro is so majestic
This reminds of the times I walked to school in the morning. It was back in elementary, my mom took me, my brother aswell when he was also in elementary. I miss those simple times, when I got to walk and enjoy that peace. I'm now in freshman year and wished I could walk to and back from school, to feel and let the memories come in.😢
tips when listening to this song:
1. Close your eyes. when you feel sad, unloved, forgotten, etc. close your eyes and breathe in and out slowly
2. draw. Drawing might be hard for some people, but if your an artist, Draw something in your mind.
3. Rest. Resting is hard for some people, like having sleep paralysis, yelling parents, annoying sibling, etc. But remember that your loved ones who died, are with you.
4. talk with a trusted friend. I know it's hard, but having a trusted friend is good.
5. cuddle. If you have a dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, any loved one...cuddle with them.
and finally....6. don't forget that we are here for you....we care about you....if people hate you...they are just assholes....we are here for you....we love you....and what Do I mean we, you may ask....Jesus christ....
I'm only 13, But I used this tips due to PTSD.
Don't want to be nosy but what ptsd you had and good job from getting over it jesus loves you
Just the depressing moment just standing in the rain just soaked in the cold air and sitting on the grass just laying down there watching the clouds holding my dog just like watching the beautiful sky like heaven.
dont be sad it's over, smile because it happened.
It's hard to.
@Ihop_b
You're right.
@@lhip_b Sadly true…
This reminds of the time it was summer when I was 6 years old. Every morning my parents would go to work and my sister to summer school. They didn't want me to be home alone so they took me to my grandma's house which was about 2 houses down mine. Every morning at 8am I remember waking up very sleepy and getting my stuff so that I could walk with my dad to my grandma's house. I still remeber feeling the morning breeze and hearing those birds chirping...
1 year ago..
My favourite music/religion/health/social studies/art teacher..
Gets things..
She has 2 kids..
So she understands children..
She was really kind and told everyone to never give up and my favourite quotes were..
“you might not remember exactly what i said.. but you will know that i said”
“If you wrote a book id read every chapter”
“Thank you for being you”
“You are going to be ok..”
she didnt die..
She moved away..
Far..
Far away..
Her last words she ever said to me was..
“Remember what i say, the new teacher to replace me may not be so kind.. but its going to be alright just keep pushing through.. and remember me..”
the new music teacher doesnt teach art, religion,social-studies and health..
Only music
In my head i have to hold on those touching memories..
Of my one and only favourite teacher.. Mrs. Billard :(
And idk why but a 10yo got pleased with this.. not every teenager has that much nostalgia
Tysm for the likes 🥲🙏
I love how the music helps me tune in and relax and really enjoy the peace
Wished I had friends to actually talk to or to hang out with man, this song just makes me feel more lonely/sad, it makes me miss my memories from my old childhood friends but ig I am lonely, ever since I moved away I talk to barley anyone, they’re the type of people to just talk to for a while and forget about you, that’s probably why I don’t like school in the first place…
I miss having the feeling of wanting to talk/hang out with your friends really bad because that was the one thing that made school fun, or the excitement to play video games with them afterschool. Rn I feel like school is boring and a waste of my time, I just wished I had someone to talk to…😕
This is the same for me also 😢
Putting headphones sitting under a tree with your pet while watching a sunset. Listening to this music that gives you nostalgia really gives you a thought about your childhood. When you first had your pet when it was young and you were young. When you first brought your pet for a walk. Or even when your pet was laying next to you sleeping. It was all great times that set you in tears while having the thought of it. How about we go back to your primary days. You were probably scared at first but a few months pass you already have a friend group of more than 3. Go front 7 years from that first year of primary and now your already in highschool that what felt like 2 years. Now when your in highschool it might feel a little slower. Until you get your first girl in about 2 years after. You had fun with your girl and time passes. Now 4 more years pass and your working. Another 10 years later you've married and now having children. All of that is what felt like a minute has pass. Think about the times you've had. Appreciate what you have and be with your family longer. Leave social media and minimize screen time. You dont have much time left before you go and meet them. Enjoy life with something that is not forever. Technology is forever. Not life...
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Tysm
😮 woah. R u kidding? TYSMM
Either way. YT premium is a W😊
When I was younger back in 2016, I used to go to my grandma’s house up to 2019 almost every day because my parents had always work to do and couldn’t be home to watch me. I remember playing monopoly and chess with her and watching cartoons at her house until February 27, 2020 when she unfortunately died to Covid-19. She died in her 70s and I will never forget her. Nowadays I sit it my house and get yelled at almost every single day by my father who retired a year before she died. I just with I could see her again. Whenever I left she would say “see you later alligator” and I would reply “in a while crocodile.” Those were the final words I heard her say before she died a few months later. She was the person to guide me through my childhood and I will never forget how kind she was. RIP
2020-2022 nostalgic, i think that the quarentine really hit us, anxiety, depress, and all of them, feel like a dream, like thats years doesn't exist, is... sad, how a lot of people can be afected of 2 years. The life is so weird, its real? Exist? Idk, just... enjoy it, good night ✨️
2020 was really the year I lost that happy childish spark. An im sure a lot of people can relate to this as well
That year of quarantine really screwed up my social life and skills I could’ve developed. It was at prob the most crucial time of my life at that point, which was my sophomore year into junior year. Although I had fun times at first with the couple friends I had, my growth as a person stagnated and my social life suffered. Once lockdown ended, all my friends kind of disappeared and branched off into different groups. But for me, I stayed clinging to the lockdown phase and never went back to how my life was before it. With this, my senior year was a horrible experience with no friends, no social life, no experience, nothing at all. I didn’t realize what I had done to myself until I was already on stage receiving my diploma with only my mom cheering for me. Now working two jobs with only my cousin as someone who I would call a friend, I deeply regret not taking that step of moving on from lockdown. But I just started realizing now that I been looking at the past and not focusing on what’s ahead of my life for most of my life. Even during lockdown I hyper-fixated on my life before. This feeling I had was what I started to call nostalgia overindulgence. This is what’s been preventing me from looking at my own future and growing. Maybe all of this is just my own delusions and paranoia but I do hope I somehow got my thoughts across. I recently started trying to break that habit and have some peace of mind with the moment at hand rather than indulging in the past too much. Right now, it seems that habit is still present with me talking about this with strangers.
i think it kinda depends on the situation n what u do abt it. Stop think in what qouldve happened if quarantine didn't happen, but what should I do abt it now.
I personally find nostalgia on that period, but a happy nostalgia. I loved, i played, I "learnt", I enjoyed, I laughed, I cried, I suffered, I lost people, got to meet new people. I lived, and i still do, and i'm grateful for it as well. Not saying this trying to look like a douchebag, i just wanted to tell u guys that no matter how hard life gets and how harder it got thanks to the pandemic, you're still alive, and that's beautiful. "You only die once; you live every day." things eventually get better. They do. It's the way life works. It's the way existing works. Its existence itself. It's change itself.
@@dannydeathwish5680 Same dude. Since quarentine my sense of time is completely fucked up. time goes faster smh.
reminds me of how i changed completetly,more bad but some good.i remember when i always woke up,greeting my family with a bright smile that could lighten up anyones day,yes,im 10 now,turning 11 soon.i remember when my second oldest brother still played with me before he 'grew up'.i remember when i used to be more energetic,more lively,more cooperative.i remember when i never used to punish myself,now i sit here writing this,its hard being a child who people think im not a human,i mean i make mistakes,but wow,how id wish for it to be in the past again,no more people saying 'kids theses days' or 'what happened?your so boring now' it hurts me.its hurts me more looking at my old pictures and seeing how i smiled,how i never gotten scolded at for not cooperating,for not being more 'mature'.my friend shouted at me in school,i was panicking like crazy!i just lost it,i screamed...i know as a christain i should love the people,but its tiring listening to people comment on me 24/7,it really is,and so is being commented by your brother about stuff like cleaning my room(im tired,i cant even be happy,let alone have energy to clean my room?),children doing chores like a 'good/happy' child.its never been the same since my brother past away,i have had thoughts of killing myself,i have cuts from cutting myself,but it wasnt major.sometimes i feel like giving up,but i have found people who have boosted my energy,wanting to make me happy and smile and cheer me up so i dont really think of hurting myself after i found those people,but i know i havent changed everything,i just hope i can provide a gppd future for myself when im older to my brother and parents,because i still survived because of them....all those rumors about P diddy and Drake and Beyonce and whatever else,why?it hurts me that people are making jokes about this,what has society done to this generation?and people say its my fault?i hope i can be the best in the future...better than this
Damn bro, your hurt, I know it may sound like a touche and like a "oh he is just pushing it on me" but I really belive . If you sit down. Put this on, or any t how of calling music on. And pray to jesus, don't talk,.just think. It's not bad to get angry at god, you can yell, cry, do whatever feels.right. But, Google soon find he not just this sky entity, he just a guy who want s to be a freind. In the bible(don't ask me where I'm terrible with James lmao) it say s Jesus love when we talk to him. If your already a Christian, maybe it's time to evaluate you're relation ship with god. Maybe take it to a mother level. Then again, I don't know you. I'm just the anonymous internet guy, commenting on you're post. Just, take what I say into consideration, just maybe couple find some thing that you never though you'd find. Have a good life. Dude
man your only 11 u gotta live ur childhood when I was 11 I used to be happy back then
this reminds me of being a kid, your mom waking you up for breakfast as it rained outside, you just being a little kid with no stress, just enjoying your childhood. LET ME BE A KID AGAINN I HATE BEING 13 EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GROW UP
trust me 13-18 are going to be the memories you treasure most rather than before, im 17 and these memories ive made during high school while im young will be treasured and loved until the day that i die
@@cringe3007 its hard if you have a filipino mindset
@@BugExellence yeah i will admit i dated a filipino girl and it was hard for her to ever hang out with me cause her parents werent so fond of me cause im white so she didnt get to see me that often and she was often jealous of when i went out to be with friends
@@BugExellence but high school will be better
I'm 24. You're still a child, hun. Once you turn 18, you'll be an adult.
Yes teenagers are still children. Enjoy the freedoms of being a child, but once you turn 18, the older you get, the most likely you won't be able to get away with anything
I needed this man every person I know and love has hurtnme bad. I hide all my crys and pain in fake smiles just like this😂😂
At one point in your childhood, you and your friends went outside and play, for the last time, and no one knew it.
I never got to go outside with my friends because that moment was taken from me before I got the chance….Rip Nolan
@@MrRootBeer7777 Painful.
Thank you for making this music, this bring back my memory as a child playing around and fun, I really miss it, and I wish to be back...
thank you
This music reminds me of when I was in Turkey one day my friend Razan was at my house and we were cooking pasta together and filming a video for the memory. I still watch this video to remember my days in Turkey and my breathing there and... my stupid situations haha😅 I miss my school there and my colleagues... I love you Türkiye
Recuerdo esos días de lluvia cuando jugaba con mi hermano y amigos, todo era mágico, la navidad, año nuevo y distintas festividades, paseos de familia juntos, escuela y jugar a las traés con tus compañeros, extraño esos días. (2015 - 2019)
When it was simple, couldn't wait to go outside and see friends, now we are grown and too busy to enjoy growing up
It’s just been one week of school and I’m already depressed. I was all summer. I’m scared to show that because I’m anxious to. I’ve heard bad things about mental hospitals, so I don’t want to go there, but I’m so lost and tired. I just want to run away and live in the woods, away from my responsibilities
Hello, I'm a fellow student. Although school hasn't started for me yet (it will in about a week in a half), I understand. I've experienced social isolation, and man, I had some pretty low moments in my sophomore year of high school. Mac Miller once said in a song, "Time's moving slowly, I'm bouncing my head off the wall" (Song entitled "That's On Me). That epitomizes how I feel in the moment-and how I've felt for a some time now. The days seemingly go by on repeat...
Although I'm in a better spot now than I was about six months ago, I still have my struggles. I don't know if you are, but I'm a big believer in fate. When things get hard, I just try to remember that things will take care of themselves, and that things will unfold as they are meant to. -Sometimes- Often, that's hard to trust; to completely buy into that fact, that fundamental belief of my worldview.
I think about a lot of things listening to this melody-friends of the past and present, a specific girl at school, my future in a sport that I love, feeling isolated socially, the challenge of being a committed student-athlete. I question why I'm so hard on myself. I ponder on my flaws...
If you're reading this, and you're questioning the future-I'm right with you. All I know is that I can control being the best that I can be every single day. That's a challenge-but we were born to challenge ourselves-not stay in our comfort zone. I'm going to stay strong. I'm going to keep fighting. I hope you do the same.
@@ybussey damn. This could be an actual essay. I also completely forgot I commented this. When I share my emotions, I forget about it. Still not good though. This is my third year feeling like this. So real fun. I’m a junior now so I gotta lock in
@@Seven_frog Thanks... wishing the best for you, better days are ahead. Just gotta keep the faith.
the way i turned this on while i was sobbing nd it calmed me down is wild
I'm so lost in my life ....
I'm moving away from all of my friends. I was excited at first, but now I'm lost. I'm sad I'm... I'm just done with life. I'm done with having to worry about my parents. Why is everything so expensive? Why do we have to pay to live why can't we just live breathe fresh air play with our friends like in 2014-2015 why we just stop I have depression so I'm not doing good I just want to feel the real feeling of joy and the morning dove while I'm sitting on a chair waiting for my lunch like when I was little I hate this world I hate people I hate life
Something is still pushing you. Find it. Stay strong; you can.
man I feel the same as u rn my friends I've been with for 3 years feel so distant now and we barely play shit anymore
It reminds me when I was little hearing those birds and when I was full innocent and have good memories, sometimes I wish I can go back to enjoy my childhood even now that am teenage now I do miss being little and not worry about life and just happy ❤
If you're reading this, I just want to tell you: Always be a good person, no matter what happens. No matter what anyone says, just be a good guy,your life will really get better, even if you, like me, go down the path of inevitable loneliness..
But I made my friend want to kill herself…
I feel ungrateful being so sad because I have lots of things but my girlfriend broke up with me and I don’t think about how much I miss my childhood until I find myself seeking any nostalgia I can just so I can feel back in that time again.
I like it.
its christmas. your alone just trying to sleep,.. its cold but calm
Hello i want to say everyone here i want y'all to have a good day and remember that you are the greatest gift your parents have and may God be with you all and have a good night/good morning, and have a good day and for the ppl who have loss ppl i understand because that happens to everyone one at some point and i had loss my own 2,two of them i had grow up with and loss im very srry for everyones loss may God heal u
This bring back old good memories
i love this
I woke up at 1 am at night and feels depressed because my dad will pass out some day and this music makes me remember most of my nostalgia i lose my 2 uncle in the past 2 years i love you dad and love yall stay safe and ive been slowly losing to depression for about 5 months now and i just wanna end my life because everyone i love is losing.
thanks bro...
Reminds me of waking up camping when everyone is still asleep and you just sit there in the comfort of your tent hearing the birds and just thinking about life
This is how I feel as a 2024 graduate. Reality hits too hard
At that moment you relax, you think back to the good memories, no non-serious things You tell yourself that you are lucky to have shelter, a family, friends, and a good environment. You tell yourself that even if a second passes you say to yourself I could not relive that
why...? why am i still here? i've done enough damage to myself, to my friends, to my family, everyone. so, why am i still here? i've fallen... very deep. i cant get back up. i cant make a stand. how can i? i ruined everything. will there be something or something that can save me?
*Probably none*
no,please don't harm youtself!i promise,just because you've done a few mistakes,it doesn't mean everything will be over.please,promise me that you will get better,alright?you will get back up,stand,and you will fix everything.stand proud,dear,everything will be alright.
No matter how bad you are, Jesus Christ loves you just come to Jesus Christ
Trust me I've been there. The only person saving you from this sht is the person you see in the mirror everyday. It's you. It's inside you. Please find that strength. I've been trying to find it for almost 4 years, only found a fraction of it. It takes time, but it's definitely there. Please don't give up, neither will I.
@@OptimisticNihilist1244 Jesus christ is the only one that can save you from eternal damnation that we all deserve because we are sinners
@@jesuslovesyou83558 I've done no sin
Since everyone is sharing their experiences, I will go ahead and share mine... this song immediately takes me back to my childhood, whether it was the earliest flashes of memories of when I was in school, to when I graduated, or to now, knowing that I will never wont be able to relive the same life I did just a few short years ago. I may be able to revisit the schools I attended, but the classmates and teachers I've known/grown up with have all gone away to bigger or better things and I will most likely never see them again. This is also coming from a kid that absolutely thought that school was a scam and a waste of time (and I still think that is the case, but that is a discussion for another time). I also miss the old brotherhood me and my siblings had, we played a LOT of videogames when we were younger, especially the older Halo games. Now that all of us are older and are now working jobs, got busy schedules, etc. We don't talk nearly as much as we used too and I get it, everyone's got their own life and each one of us has a path to follow, I just think it is depressing to me how fast time can move and wont stop for absolutely no one. I want to say it just boils down to this, I miss it. I miss it when everything in my life was so simple. I miss the feeling of being a kid, where there wasn't so much responsibility on my shoulders constantly and my whole outlook at life was significantly more optimistic and vibrant. Now, when I talk about this, I don't mean for this to sound like that I am ungrateful for the life I am currently living, Hell, I am more than happy with the spot I am currently at, its just I feel life gets so hectic sometimes, and I yearn for the peace and solitude when I was just a kid living in the moment. And Now when I look to the future, I don't even know if I am going to be alive within the next 10 or so years just because everything is looking so bleak around me.
And to you, the reader, Thank you. Thank you for reading a fairly long paragraph of some random dudes thoughts and experiences on the internet. Maybe some of you can relate to this feeling, if you do, comment your story, talk about it with your friends and family. I hope that you have a good life and to take a deep breath and to take one step at a time. Make sure you stop and smell the roses and really capture the moment in your memories. Because who knows what is going to happen within the not to distant future.
Desde que murio mi abuelo ( 2022) todo lo senri derrumbado . El era como mi mejor amigo , aunque no estaba en mi mismo pais . El jugaba canmigo , bailaba conmigo , escuchabamos cbia vieja y el era el que me soportaba...🤕 En 2022 llego una noticia que el...🕊️Se hizo una estrella muy linda , pero...Yo estalle , llore como nunca. Lo que no queria mi abuelo es verme llorar por su muerte , siempre me dijo que el me vigilara y apoyara en todo...Yo cada que escucho ( Abuelo ! Lolo ! ) me echo a llorar a solas, pero siento la presencia de que alguien me abraza estando solo , pero siempre digo : Es el , mi abuelito...♥️🤕
Es normal yo tambien perdi mi abuelo pero yo tambien siento que mi abuluelo esta protejiendo y no va a insecure de mi vida
Gosh,this hits so hard.
i miss this bird.
bro im only 16 and something abt this just been always hits me hard (ive been listening to this type of music since 2020) and i remeber getting up for the bus in the morning and waiting for it to pick me up and get so annoyed by the pigions when they do the hooting but now i miss it a lot. ive also notice ive been getting a lot more emotionally numb these past couple years (sorry i just had to get it off my chest for someone to hear)
Everyone in here is depressed. I feel that man.
Sometimes you gotta sit in that feeling for a while…
That's very true I had a very very bad childhood and now I try to be happy but it's hard and this song puts me back in my childhood and ik that you can't go back to your childhood but sometimes I wish we could
I just want friends to talk to, spend time with, and hang out because ever since I moved away, I lost my friends that I genuinely cared about and I feel a piece of me fell off but in this generation, I feel like it’s harder as time passes…
This reminds me of one of my friends died, and I used to come out and visit his grave every morning like always here sounds. I’ll never forget about that though. I’m in high school.
It’s sometimes crazy, how we all live such different lives in the same world, all the same blood. I’m homeschool, basically finished my senior year. Have had no friends, never really went out. Never socialized really. Never went to any dances or proms. Never had friends to text and talk to. Just me and my family. Me, a no one, who just a dreams. I always watch other high schoolers, finding my self a little jealous of them being able to enjoy being young, while I had to grow up so fast, never experiencing healthy experiences out in life with other people. And, I feel like if I did, people would hate me, or profile me as some lame kid. Life is so funny isn’t it…
This hits so different. Makes me think about how I’ll never be with the person I love and feel for.
Holle hermano, estas bien ?
A pasado algo ?
Una perdida de algun ser querido o amado ?
Recuerda que no estas solo, no te rindas a pesar de las advercidades o obstaculos en el camino, echale ganas no te rindas como yo lo ise :(
Thanks mate
This unlocked a very good core memory
Hell, I'm not even a preteen yet, and I'm already wishing I was "small" again. I had to mentally grow up faster than I needed to, why won't they just let me be a kid
but you are a kid
@DYLPICKLE_1 My age says so, but I look like like I'm probably 16, so Im treated as a 16 year old. Ironically, they still dont take me seriously despite that fact
I honestly just feel like not moving on and rather stayong in bed piled up with blankets while curdled up because looking back at the memorys it just makes it impossible to move on knows all thosr favorite youtubers i watched the games i played just sitting back while watching them die out bwarly anything to watch or play unlike before and the friends when we would play vr and stuff i cant turn back tho mainly sence i had abandoned that vr game for a long time only to return and relise there gone just never to play again i would hope to return every day but its still the same even tho i find new games and stuff the guilt and everything just keeps me back this music just gives nostalgia whats sad is how i just gave up and started being sad when i was young altho i know people have it worse but anyways i dont think youll ever see me so stay blessed and goodnight
This hits hard than my Dad's belt.
Nothing can stop you
I feel as if Covid didn’t just make us sick. I feel like it did something more drastic to our world because I would always wake up too a bright morning sky with beautiful colors and birds but it seems as if the sky’s got colder and the colors got darker. As if life is fading away. But hey that’s just a theory a Life theory
it changed me. it changed the world. younger children don't see it the way we do because we got the blunt of it. I missed my grade 8 grad, etc.
How relaxing it is to listen to ❤