Hi Melia, I'm back after 8 months. Time flies so fast. It's been so long. I found my other home, my other haven. I stopped crying for X1's disbandment. You went through a lot. All the tears and pain, you always listen to this song crying over them. Crying every night to sleep for a week straight was an experience I hope to never experience again. It's 2:13 a.m. here now and there's school tomorrow. I have found Stray Kids, I found Stays. I am still healing and not over X1. I never will forget the injustice X1 & Oneits had to go through. I'm still trying to move on, I will be even happier than before. I love you, Melia. Stay strong. Go to your emotional support k-pop boy Bang Chan when you feel the lowest. He'll be there for you. As always, I wish you well. I wish happiness goes your way. I hope you can stay alive. I hope you can keep on living. I hope you can meet Stray Kids. I hope you can go to a Stray Kids concert. I hope you get to hug Bang Chan and thank him for keeping you alive. I hope you love yourself even more than now. I love you so much and thank you. Melia 2:19 a.m. Monday, October 5 2020
heyyy im back. I'm in a call with Gong Yue on Tuesday, October 13 2020, 2:20 a.m. at the moment. Hi Gong Yue, that listening to this song. Thank you for being in this call with me. I love you & thank you so much. Melia 2:22 a.m. Tuesday, October 13 2020
heyhey it's been 5 months since the last reply to myself. this song never fails to make me in feels, i miss x1...still... also did you know? i fell out of k-pop!! im very proud of myself considering how much it impacted me, positively, negatively, physically, mentally or anything. after watching mama 2020 for 8 hours straight, it made me realize how k-pop is actually ruining me. the immense pressure i have to put on myself to remind me to vote everyday. it's all gone now. im still a casual listener though. still love it too!! im focusing on myself now :) a lot more than before
heyhey im doing better :) i became a casual listener of kpop and enjoy watching kpop edits for fun i have tons of assignments to finish so I'll go do it noww I'll be happier each day and i am 172 centimeters tall
thank you for this.
Hi Melia, I'm back after 8 months. Time flies so fast. It's been so long.
I found my other home, my other haven. I stopped crying for X1's disbandment. You went through a lot. All the tears and pain, you always listen to this song crying over them. Crying every night to sleep for a week straight was an experience I hope to never experience again.
It's 2:13 a.m. here now and there's school tomorrow. I have found Stray Kids, I found Stays.
I am still healing and not over X1.
I never will forget the injustice X1 & Oneits had to go through. I'm still trying to move on, I will be even happier than before.
I love you, Melia. Stay strong.
Go to your emotional support k-pop boy Bang Chan when you feel the lowest. He'll be there for you.
As always,
I wish you well.
I wish happiness goes your way.
I hope you can stay alive.
I hope you can keep on living.
I hope you can meet Stray Kids.
I hope you can go to a Stray Kids concert.
I hope you get to hug Bang Chan and thank him for keeping you alive.
I hope you love yourself even more than now.
I love you so much and thank you.
Melia
2:19 a.m.
Monday, October 5 2020
heyyy im back.
I'm in a call with Gong Yue on Tuesday, October 13 2020, 2:20 a.m. at the moment.
Hi Gong Yue, that listening to this song.
Thank you for being in this call with me.
I love you & thank you so much.
Melia
2:22 a.m.
Tuesday, October 13 2020
heyhey it's been 5 months since the last reply to myself.
this song never fails to make me in feels, i miss x1...still...
also did you know?
i fell out of k-pop!! im very proud of myself considering how much it impacted me, positively, negatively, physically, mentally or anything.
after watching mama 2020 for 8 hours straight, it made me realize how k-pop is actually ruining me. the immense pressure i have to put on myself to remind me to vote everyday. it's all gone now. im still a casual listener though. still love it too!!
im focusing on myself now :)
a lot more than before
heyhey
im doing better :)
i became a casual listener of kpop and enjoy watching kpop edits for fun
i have tons of assignments to finish so I'll go do it noww
I'll be happier each day and i am 172 centimeters tall
Beautiful
😍😍😍
That reverb reminded me of billie Bich