losing 3 family members in 1month

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  • @mccallmirabella
    @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +4233

    I feel so blessed to have known all three of them for as long as I did. That type of thinking keeps me going.
    Hug your loved ones today and subscribe if you want to continue on this journey with me. Xoxo.

    • @alialkafagi7387
      @alialkafagi7387 3 роки тому +38

      McCall, I just wanted to let you know that I’m always here for you and I’m sending you huge long hugs, and sending you lots of love ❤️. Don’t worry 🥺❤️

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 роки тому +9

      who is steve

    • @XricheeX
      @XricheeX 3 роки тому +18

      @@Hello-ww7xr yeah my question too.. i was like who’s the 3rd family member than? And then the end credits came.

    • @delilahhh123
      @delilahhh123 3 роки тому +10

      ur grandma and dog will have friends with my dog and grandma and grandpa 😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺

    • @claudiaespinosanchez2321
      @claudiaespinosanchez2321 3 роки тому +9

      I am so so sorry for your losses ❤️🙏 God Bless you with all the strength in the world! You are so strong and brave❤️❤️❤️

  • @annalse5188
    @annalse5188 3 роки тому +3914

    Bro when she said “I wish I could just hug her” and “I love you Bella” I was crying like a Baby I can’t imagine what you are going through

    • @tamikaradl7996
      @tamikaradl7996 3 роки тому +6

      Happened to me 2 weeks ago :( love her

    • @kaelynsraue1033
      @kaelynsraue1033 3 роки тому +1

      Me too 😖

    • @y2kgabi
      @y2kgabi 3 роки тому +2

      @@tamikaradl7996 stay strong love

    • @agnesdaroczi9206
      @agnesdaroczi9206 3 роки тому

      Me too I was cryinggg and couldnt even belive what She been throw 💛 im SOO sorry for her🤍🙏🏼 I hope things will get better for her💗💗🥺🥺!!!!shes the strongest 🙏🏼❤️

    • @EramSheikh
      @EramSheikh 3 роки тому

      Me too i lost my dad. Please pray for him

  • @jayda6916
    @jayda6916 3 роки тому +3313

    Losing a pet that you’ve known for your whole life is like a bomb dropping right on your chest

    • @skypie5374
      @skypie5374 3 роки тому +56

      I swear I just wanna cry out of no where 😭

    • @kailynbranch8048
      @kailynbranch8048 3 роки тому +31

      that is the hard part my dog might die this year

    • @kailynbranch8048
      @kailynbranch8048 3 роки тому +25

      and I am crying just thinking about it I have had him all my life

    • @jayda6916
      @jayda6916 3 роки тому +14

      @@skypie5374 same girly, it’s okay to cry
      Ur tears r better outside than in, there’s more room outside

    • @jayda6916
      @jayda6916 3 роки тому +8

      @@kailynbranch8048 literally since I was born my dog was alr here but not even one, it was the hardest thing to hear when my mum told me, I’m sure ur strong tho
      If u need to talk, my comment isn’t going anywhere x

  • @Thatlittleinsaine2
    @Thatlittleinsaine2 5 місяців тому +130

    I started crying when you talked about Bella, losing a pet is the worst feeling ever. I’ve lost 4 cats and 1 dog. We got 4 more cats and I’m terrified of them being gone. May all of your deceased friends and family rest in peace

  • @WillowPace_20090
    @WillowPace_20090 5 місяців тому +83

    I am so sorry for your losses! I lost my dad, grandad and sister in one day :( I hope you get through this time and spend as much time with family as possible as you never know when you might never see them again..

    • @decentdeclangaming4304
      @decentdeclangaming4304 4 місяці тому +12

      That’s tragic I can’t imagine what your going through. Sorry for your losses

    • @Swiftismother
      @Swiftismother Місяць тому +2

      God I couldn’t imagine when she talked about losing her dog I loved my cat to death she got hit by a car. I couldn’t imagine losing my dad of papaw I don’t have a sister but imagining my brother all in the same day . I lost my great papaw and mamaw my granny and pops in the same month I feel you and Mcalls pain ❤

    • @WildSwiftieDreams
      @WildSwiftieDreams Місяць тому +2

      Am so sorry for your loss get good rest and remember they are always with you in your heart ❤️

  • @morgan5737
    @morgan5737 3 роки тому +2842

    I didn’t know Bella but I literally started crying. If I’m like this with other people’s dogs around the world how am I going to deal with the death of my own? 😭

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +34

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @katemedvedenko890
      @katemedvedenko890 3 роки тому +11

      You just can't be ready for that, so enjoy these moments with your pet!❤

    • @sophi2669
      @sophi2669 3 роки тому +7

      same !! My dog is going to be 4 in July of 2021.. she’s growing up so fast and she is literally my everything ! I literally cannot live without her 😭

    • @jacelopez4038
      @jacelopez4038 3 роки тому +1

      i feel that

    • @morgan5737
      @morgan5737 3 роки тому +4

      @@sophi2669 mine will be six may 5th 😭 I have the closest relationship with him as well because I got him when we were going through family issues :/

  • @ncJnn00
    @ncJnn00 3 роки тому +93

    3:27 just me casually pausing the video to walk outside in the middle of the night to give my chickens a hug

  • @strawberry-lr3ml
    @strawberry-lr3ml 3 роки тому +8

    all I have to say is thank you. it feels good knowing someone goes through the same heartbreak

  • @breeannwalker8309
    @breeannwalker8309 3 роки тому +6243

    I lost my entire family, my mom is what I have left and she's not in good health

    • @biaapopescu.
      @biaapopescu. 3 роки тому +729

      Im so sorry! God bless you and your mom

    • @xMCgirl26x
      @xMCgirl26x 3 роки тому +253

      Praying for you. Here for you 🤍

    • @katarina2923
      @katarina2923 3 роки тому +132

      God bless you all!!! And my God give a good health to your mother...

    • @mallikabirla
      @mallikabirla 3 роки тому +91

      That’s very unfortunate dude, will pray for your mom man, sending a big virtual hug!

    • @karymesegura4372
      @karymesegura4372 3 роки тому +45

      i am sorry bby

  • @sofie1493
    @sofie1493 3 роки тому +1371

    my family sold almost all of our pets last year, but including a dog, sugar gliders, and my bunny. it was and still is so hard on me, but i can’t imagine losing them to death. i’m so, so sorry to anyone out there struggling. i’m always here if you need to talk. 💗

    • @splendidcinnamon5340
      @splendidcinnamon5340 3 роки тому +14

      Why did they sell them?

    • @Prettypisces3558
      @Prettypisces3558 3 роки тому +16

      My parents had to give away my bunny almost a year ago and it’s crazy to me because it doesn’t feel that long ago. I miss him so much and no one understands

    • @splendidcinnamon5340
      @splendidcinnamon5340 3 роки тому +17

      @mizuhashi miharu my family had to give away our two puppies, winter and ceaser. They didn’t get along with our Rottweiler. And since he was a big dog and plays roughly. Those two would absolutely piss him off, they always barked at him and were very loud when we brought him home, they kept on trying to pounce on him and attack him. He’s not a bad dog, he’s a good dog. Ceaser was given to my dads friends kids, they are quite a wealthy family so there taking good care of him. Winter was given to my grandmothers younger brother, Winter is now a farm dog. I miss them but I’m so lucky to have had both of them in my life. I love Whiler too so much he’s the rottweiler. A two year old named him. His last owners kids did. It’s the only name he answers to. I’m so glad that I know that Winter and Ceaser are okay and are doing well.

    • @sofie1493
      @sofie1493 3 роки тому +22

      @@splendidcinnamon5340 they sold my dog because he didn’t get along with my other dog at all, and required a lot more physical activity, which was hard for my family. we sold my bunny because he was becoming more of a chore to take care of instead of a fun thing to do. i’m not exactly sure why we got rid of the sugar gliders

    • @lovehorsesforever8
      @lovehorsesforever8 3 роки тому +25

      @@sofie1493 please don’t get anymore animals since y’all can’t handle them. They don’t need to go through that

  • @kailynbranch8048
    @kailynbranch8048 3 роки тому +48

    I lost my friend to suicide 2 years ago, I still miss him every day and cry when I think about him but I know that he is in a better place now.

  • @itzelesparzaperez4859
    @itzelesparzaperez4859 3 роки тому +14

    this came up on my recommendations and i am truly sorry for your loss, losing a pet is one of the worst feelings in the universe as much as losing a human family member. you will pass through this and you will never be alone. i have a pet bird named yuki and she is a month away from turning one year old, i will definitely appreciate her more while she is here

  • @laurencantrell96
    @laurencantrell96 3 роки тому +682

    it is so hard loosing your childhood dog, trust me. I lost mine back in December and I still cry about him at least once a week. Just knowing they are no longer in pain brings me a lot of peace.

    • @madebyluv
      @madebyluv 3 роки тому +5

      Same. Lost mine in November after 15 years. Got him when I was a child. And lost my gen or a grandfather today. I haven't got out of bed or stopped crying. This isn't fair.

    • @mariajo2698
      @mariajo2698 3 роки тому +3

      Rhea G same, my grandma died last year on March 8 and I put my dog down on November 16. Also my mom’s aunt (we were getting closer) died on March 25 this year. But I can tell you it gets better, cry all you want! I send love to you ❤️

    • @charlotteevans7868
      @charlotteevans7868 3 роки тому +1

      same :( it will be 3 years next december

    • @nataliez5342
      @nataliez5342 3 роки тому

      I lost mine when I was 7 but I got a new dog in 2019

    • @ani9777
      @ani9777 3 роки тому

      Same, i also lost my 12 year old dog back in December and it was on my birthday, we had him since i was like 6 or 7 years old and it still hurts to this day whenever someone mentions him or how he used to be when he was alive or even seeing his pictures makes me cry so much, i just hope he's no longer in pain and in peace.

  • @ashleytalkington4474
    @ashleytalkington4474 3 роки тому +1332

    thank you for being vulnerable McCall!

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +120

      Love you Ashley :')

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 роки тому +6

      who is steve

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +5

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @-criedjupiter-8464
      @-criedjupiter-8464 3 роки тому +2

      @@paparia821 THANK YOU LOVE THIS MESSAGE AND LOVE YOU AND LOVE YOUR KINDNESS you have such a great personality i see too many people being toxic for no reason i think its this quarantine getting everybody cranky haha 😅

    • @elbi20
      @elbi20 3 роки тому

      yes!!

  • @larisamihaela737
    @larisamihaela737 3 роки тому +3

    you're so strong babe. literally, you're handling it so well and i'm truly proud of you. i wish you all the best, the end made me burst into tears, i don't even wanna think about the day i'll lose my puppy, my childhood best friend and soulmate. love you!

  • @jiyyashah5636
    @jiyyashah5636 3 роки тому +1

    sorry for your loss, sending you lots of hugs and love! stay strong, stay positive, better things are coming your way

  • @Emily-br7ii
    @Emily-br7ii 3 роки тому +994

    My mom is currently on hospice and doesn’t have more than a few weeks left. I don’t think it’s a coincidence this was in my recommended. I’ve lost my grandpa, grandmother and uncle in the past year. I’m so sorry for your losses. Prayers for you 💛

    • @kaande6453
      @kaande6453 3 роки тому +49

      My dad is currently on hospice and doesn’t have more than a week or two as well 😭 Lost my grandpa in August. Cancer sucks

    • @islagrace9179
      @islagrace9179 3 роки тому +21

      I’m so sorry you’re going though that, I hope you mother has a good last few weeks. Make sure you tell her you love her. God bless you

    • @islagrace9179
      @islagrace9179 3 роки тому +8

      @@kaande6453 that really sucks. You’ll get through this. God bless

    • @Emily-br7ii
      @Emily-br7ii 3 роки тому +5

      @@kaande6453 It really does. Prayers for you!

    • @fdvdc
      @fdvdc 3 роки тому +4

      I’m so sorry to hear that, Praying for your Mom and you!

  • @rebeccadefraine
    @rebeccadefraine 3 роки тому +568

    i’ve lost 3 of my grandparents and they meant so much to me, it broke me down when you introduced your grandma.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +10

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @lottebertels539
      @lottebertels539 3 роки тому +8

      @@paparia821 hi, I lost my grandpa this afternoon, I know it’s not the same as what you discribed but it just hurts so much to think that he isn’t here anymore and that we won’t see him sitting at the table when we go to visit them, to think he won’t be on Christmas, Easter,... and bcs if corona we had to miss 2 years of Christmas and Easter and New Years with them so it just makes me so angry bcs we could’ve had so much more time with him if corona didn’t exist

    • @lottebertels539
      @lottebertels539 3 роки тому

      @@paparia821 I just wanted to share this with someone bcs apart of my family nobody really seems to understand

    • @ayah3223
      @ayah3223 3 роки тому +1

      I lost all of my grandparents by age 8

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +1

      @@ayah3223 I am so sorry to hear this! Please reach put whenever you need and I am wishing nothing but the absolute best in everything you do! You are so strong to share your struggles xoxoxo

  • @user-fc2cm9xk9e
    @user-fc2cm9xk9e 4 місяці тому +3

    I'm literally watching this 2 years ahead, and I am so so so sorry for your loss!

  • @ashleyytr
    @ashleyytr Рік тому +2

    i am crying literal tears rn.. im so sorry for your loss🥺

  • @aryanaek6516
    @aryanaek6516 3 роки тому +525

    in 2020, my bestfriend took his life, my grandma passed away due to covid, and my grandmas brother also passed away 2 days after. i understand. it’ll all be okay

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +18

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @britishgals9833
      @britishgals9833 3 роки тому +6

      my grandma also passed away due to covid and it has been so hard:( she was extremely youthful and my best friend.

    • @aryanaek6516
      @aryanaek6516 3 роки тому +2

      @@britishgals9833 my grandma was also my best friend. I’m deeply sorry for your loss:(

    • @liaedits
      @liaedits 3 роки тому +2

      i’m so sorry:(🤍

    • @user-xb4mh6jz3g
      @user-xb4mh6jz3g 3 роки тому +3

      Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved. Psalm 55:22

  • @user-cb5rn1td5j
    @user-cb5rn1td5j 3 роки тому +523

    This came up in my recommended and I figured I’d watch since I’m grieving as well. I lost my mom almost 6 months a go and I’ve also lost my grandmother, grandfather, a cat, and a dog. Every single loss is so so hard but different. I respect you so much for showing your vulnerability through such tough times. I’m so so sorry for your loss🤍

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +59

      I'm so sorry to hear that Talia, I am sending you so much love and hugs

    • @naaj2slimee
      @naaj2slimee 3 роки тому +2

      same.

    • @aashvibudia5384
      @aashvibudia5384 3 роки тому +5

      I lost my dad to covid in last June too 🥺

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +3

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @user-cb5rn1td5j
      @user-cb5rn1td5j 3 роки тому +2

      @@naaj2slimee I’m so sorry❤️

  • @Oatmealokes
    @Oatmealokes Рік тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss, they looked so lovely and bright. I know they are watching over you now and guiding you as you continue life without them being physically here but always in the heart.

  • @greengirldani
    @greengirldani Рік тому +1

    i just want to say thank you for making this. i, too, lost three family members but it was all at once due to a tragedy. this is so helpful to my grieving process knowing I’m not the only one (besides my family members)

  • @v.f6948
    @v.f6948 3 роки тому +589

    I feel very sorry for you, my dog, Emma, also passed away a few months ago, we had her for 15 years, since I was 5 years old, and losing her really was like losing my dearest friend.
    Thank you for sharing your emotions and I am very sorry for all the beloved ones you lost.
    In Germany we say: „Ich denk an dich!“

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +37

      Sending you hugs and love

    • @mimiraiinboow
      @mimiraiinboow 3 роки тому +3

      Mein Beleid 😓

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 роки тому

      @@mccallmirabella who is steve

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +3

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @christinedior7905
      @christinedior7905 3 роки тому

      @@Hello-ww7xr who is steve tho 🤷🏽‍♀️

  • @emmiedez
    @emmiedez 3 роки тому +264

    I need this. I lost my mom, dad and my adoptive mom who was my biological aunt before the age of 16. It was the worst part of my life. I’m getting through though. I’m 19 now and i’m happy. everyday is not easy and there isn’t any advice on how to get through it. Thank you for this love. I appreciate you sharing this so so much

    • @ramya8718
      @ramya8718 3 роки тому +9

      stay strong beautiful

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +20

      I am so sorry to hear that Emelly, I am sending you so much love

    • @emmiedez
      @emmiedez 3 роки тому +2

      @@ramya8718 thank you so much love❤️❤️

    • @emmiedez
      @emmiedez 3 роки тому +1

      @@mccallmirabella Thank you doll❤️ You yourself are so so strong! don’t forget that

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @hey.girlll
    @hey.girlll Рік тому +1

    i’m so sorry that happened to you!
    i feel so bad for you i hope nothing like this happens anytime soon again.
    i’m so sorry for your loss i hope you feel better soon i hope you soon feel a lot better soon i’m so sorry that you feel lonely and the worst is when you least expected.
    in comments i usually just say the most sussest/cringest/randomest/weirdest things but this time no.
    u don’t deserve that or any of this.
    i’m so sorry for your loss :(

  • @randomhuman805
    @randomhuman805 3 роки тому +1

    I just saw this video and it breaks my heart. I’m truly sorry for your losses. There in a better place now 💖

  • @ivynguyen8583
    @ivynguyen8583 3 роки тому +80

    your grandma was so beautiful! i lost my sister last march due to suicide, was definitely the hardest thing i have been through. i lost my dog chico 2 years ago, we had him for 8 years. life really isn’t easy sometimes and we just have to stick together and pull through. i’m sorry for your losses, i’m sure they all had beautiful souls. thank you for sharing with all of us🥺😭

    • @norah8621
      @norah8621 3 роки тому +1

      I also lost a dog named chico. Prayers and hugs❤️

    • @beautywow7520
      @beautywow7520 3 роки тому

      😓😓😓

  • @katherinecornell9982
    @katherinecornell9982 3 роки тому +173

    I lost my grandma four months ago, and I miss her every single day. I now wear one of her favorite rings on a chain around my neck. Every loss is different, and everyone needs something different. Sending love to you ❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +2

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @deannayork9128
      @deannayork9128 3 роки тому +1

      @@paparia821 I lost my grandma on March 27, 2017. Even though, it's 2021 now, I still miss her and think about her everyday. RIP, grandma Dorothy. Gone, but never forgotten.

    • @deannayork9128
      @deannayork9128 3 роки тому

      It still hurts. It's going on almost 5 years since she was taken from me. I'm still not okay.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому

      @@deannayork9128 Never forgotten because of an amazing granddaughter like you xoxoxo

    • @madisonvlado3937
      @madisonvlado3937 3 роки тому

      I pray God puts peace on your heart in Jesus name ❤️🙏🏼

  • @JazmineSodeke-Guerra
    @JazmineSodeke-Guerra 5 місяців тому +1

    i cannot imagine what you are going through just remember we are all here and we will support you no matter what

  • @shellybelly1071
    @shellybelly1071 Рік тому +1

    Completely feel you, losing so many people eventually feels numb. Death is definitely not new to my family and the grief is just....palpable. I hope you are doing better now

  • @rachelgreenberg26
    @rachelgreenberg26 3 роки тому +508

    I lost my grandfather today, I hope you’re doing okay!

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +29

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @rachelgreenberg26
      @rachelgreenberg26 3 роки тому +18

      @@paparia821 you have no idea how much this means to me....I'm happy that when he left, and quick without any pain.

    • @madell1556
      @madell1556 3 роки тому +3

      I am so sorry for your loss 🥺 I lost my grandfather last night. I hope you’re doing ok

    • @oliviagagen768
      @oliviagagen768 3 роки тому +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. May he Rest In Peace. My prayers and love are coming.

    • @lesegograce
      @lesegograce 3 роки тому +3

      I'm sorry😭😭😭😔😔😔I'm crying with u

  • @kenzieb662
    @kenzieb662 3 роки тому +281

    It was nice seeing someone who is going through the same thing as me. I lost my best friend recently on March 26. She was shot by a boy in our class while she was walking home from school. We are in 8th grade, she was gonna turn 14 in May.

    • @isa-if9xy
      @isa-if9xy 3 роки тому +51

      this is horrible. sending prayers to you and her family. i hope you are doing well 💗💗💗

    • @cindymarson9053
      @cindymarson9053 3 роки тому +16

      This is terrible I am so sorry. 🙏💗

    • @bhuvana7401
      @bhuvana7401 3 роки тому +12

      Kenzie I'm so so sorry, sending you, her family and her loved ones healing vibes

    • @mayagrace.k4414
      @mayagrace.k4414 3 роки тому +7

      My condolences I am so sorry

    • @britachii8359
      @britachii8359 3 роки тому +4

      omg 🥺 my condolences kenzie 🥺💞💞 sending you love and light!

  • @tiffanymroberts808
    @tiffanymroberts808 3 роки тому

    I’m so sorry sweetgirl. In the midst of pain and loss give yourself lots of time and grace to heal. It’s okay to not be okay. My mom was diagnosed with cancer in February. We were told she had 4-5 months but lost her 2 weeks later. It was very unexpected and it’s something I’ve realized you just learn to carry. When you feel sad let yourself cry and be honest with where you’re at and when you’re reminded of your loved ones take that moment as a “hello” from them. Enjoy that moment 🧡 and take it as a blessing.

  • @brooklynleahy
    @brooklynleahy 3 роки тому +1

    girl thank you for posting this, it was very comforting in how much i empathize with you and how similar our situations are. I also lost 3 family members within this past month: my dog that I’ve had since I was a couple years old that was considered family, my aunt, and my uncle. sending love to u and ur fam

  • @catcherry.x6702
    @catcherry.x6702 3 роки тому +28

    Guys, it's ok to be vulnerable. This is the best way to feel and overcome the grief that hurts you. God bless you all

  • @justashley234
    @justashley234 3 роки тому +41

    I don’t think my dog will ever know how much he helped me through depression anxiety a ton of pain and now I just wish I could just say I love you one more time

  • @iamnotok_
    @iamnotok_ 3 роки тому

    i am so beyond sorry to hear about all these things happening to such a beautiful person

  • @trevortumminia5237
    @trevortumminia5237 3 роки тому

    I can’t imagine what you must be going through Bella!! I’ll be praying for you and I hope you will be able to do things to help you feel better and find your ultimate purpose in life!! ❤️❤️

  • @elephant3013
    @elephant3013 3 роки тому +631

    Father God,
    Pls protect her an her family, let your love and peace comfort her
    I pray for her salvation
    In Jesus’ name
    Amen!
    Love you🤍💕🤍

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +9

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @iloveGod1105
      @iloveGod1105 3 роки тому +4

      Lovely!!! ❤️❤️ Thank you for this!

    • @lilyz1114
      @lilyz1114 3 роки тому +5

      AMEN!

    • @jade201208
      @jade201208 3 роки тому +2

      Amen

  • @beecher171
    @beecher171 3 роки тому +50

    I feel this so much, my dog died two months ago. We have had her for 13 hears (so my entire adolescence, I’m 23 now). Really felt like I lost part of my soul, 10.000 tiles worse than I imagined it would be, she was really the best pet ever. I still remember when we visited the person we got her from and my dog opened her eyes for the first time, when I was looking straight at her. I never felt all alone afterwards, there was always this feeling of her presence, especially when I struggled with health issues and because of bullying in HS. When we had to put her down, I was also the last person who she made eye contact with. And I just felt her presence slip away, it was the most insane thing I have ever felt.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +5

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @beecher171
      @beecher171 3 роки тому

      @@paparia821 thank you for this compassionate comment, I will remember this🙏

    • @aeoies
      @aeoies 3 роки тому

      i’m so sorry for your loss and i feel you :( my dog is still alive but he’s in his last few years. i got him as a gift on my 6th birthday and i’m currently 16 turning 17. he’s also rly sick :(( we’re trying to help him as best as we can but because his body isn’t in top shape because of age it’s rly not doing anything. i’m jus trying to enjoy my last few years with him as much as i can 🙃 i remember a few years ago he bit into a frog and got poisoned, started frothing and i broke down cause he had supposedly already died since he was unconscious and not moving but when i woke up the next day he was fine :) he’s a strong pup i love him with all my heart and i hope when his time comes he rests easy

    • @beecher171
      @beecher171 3 роки тому

      @@aeoies thank you! Most likely, you are going to be at University or have apprenticeship/job responsibilities when it happens. The only advice I can give you: If possible, home to your dog to say goodbye and accompany them. I almost didn’t drive home/didn’t have the opportunity because of internship and job responsibilities and even though it created some atrocious scheduling issues in hindsight (causing me to be the most stressed out in my entire life in late February/March and almost fail out of my degree), I would ALWAYS decide to do so again and say goodbye. Almost didn’t go home and I would probably never have forgiven myself to miss out on her last moments.

  • @evelynwilliams7526
    @evelynwilliams7526 3 роки тому

    I am so sorry that you are going through this. It must be so incredibly hard and losing anyone makes a person feel really empty. I also lost a dog when I was around 4, so it probably doesn't feel exactly the same, but it must be really hard. I am so sorry and I am keeping you in my thoughts! Sending love and support!!❤️

  • @julesoxana
    @julesoxana Рік тому

    Youre so strong❤ tysm for sharing your story and journey with us, so sorry for your losses, May Rest in Peace Joy, Bella and Steve💔🙏 Praying for you and your loved ones❤

  • @rosaliegee9847
    @rosaliegee9847 3 роки тому +20

    Mom,I can't, I just can't it's been 6months and im going crazy ,crying every day ,I feel you , take your time , having a grief brain makes us feel like we're going crazy , reach for ppl, u need hugs and u need some love , don't stay alone please bc ull give in to ur feelings ❤

    • @mollyannmanus
      @mollyannmanus 4 місяці тому

      Hey! Jesus loves you so, so much and is with you! He will help you through your pain and bring good through it, if you let Him. If you believe in Him you will be saved. He is the only way! Have a blessed day! 😊🦋

  • @sophiaduarte745
    @sophiaduarte745 3 роки тому +31

    I am so sorry for you losing your
    Grandma and Bella.
    Thank GOD for your Precious memories. ❤🌈

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +2

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @sophiaduarte745
      @sophiaduarte745 3 роки тому

      @@paparia821
      Much Blessings and Thank You. ♥️🕊

  • @anavh8067
    @anavh8067 3 роки тому +2

    Tis feeling is heartbreaking and just to think about it makes me feel miserable. I'm so sorry girly. What matters is what they left in you... what they taught you. Have a beautiful day

  • @erinhenry6528
    @erinhenry6528 4 місяці тому

    the end made me cry. not just because its sweet but it reminds me that james will always be in my heart. thank you for that

  • @wallflowers8285
    @wallflowers8285 3 роки тому +34

    Hey girl. I kinda know how you feel. 2 years ago I lost my grandmother, then 2 weeks later I lost an Uncle, then literally exactly 2 weeks later again, I lost another Uncle. Remind you that I’m in college struggling mentally, those deaths really did effect me and everyday I would cry while driving to class.
    But everything will get better sis. Keep your head up and faith strong 💕

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +4

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @user-xb4mh6jz3g
      @user-xb4mh6jz3g 3 роки тому +2

      Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved. Psalm 55:22

    • @williamwallace4080
      @williamwallace4080 3 роки тому +1

      I'm sorry about your losses. I understand how you feel. I lost 3 grandparents in the last 14 months: may 2020, february 2021 and june 2021. All of them died a during my end of semester exams and it was/is tough. I wanted them to be at my graduation and I blame myself for not having studied harder. I was always alone as well. My family lives in another country as I study abroad. I also recently broke up with my gf of 3 years so that definitely didn't help. I've pulled through but I know this summer will be tough. It'll be the first one without my grandmas.

  • @maggiemcshan2972
    @maggiemcshan2972 3 роки тому +6

    You are so strong. I know how it feels to loose several family members so suddenly. It’s going to be hard for a while but you will come out stronger than ever. I am always here as is everyone else.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @laylac4453
    @laylac4453 3 роки тому

    I’m so sorry hun. :( you and your family are in my prayers. All the best to you in the future ❤️

  • @_analina_
    @_analina_ Рік тому

    I'm so sorry, darling🤍You're so strong girl❤ Sending you a big hug🥺

  • @kara3756
    @kara3756 3 роки тому +7

    I’m so sorry, I’ve been in your position. you feel like that sadness will never end, but it does. things will get better, its ok to be sad! it’s your chance to live on their legacy! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @XricheeX
    @XricheeX 3 роки тому +35

    Losing a life is always difficult and sad. but the fact that a human or animal body can create a life, yet we cant get a hold of a soul or see what actually a soul is, its such a weird thing to think about and just that makes me trust that's there's 100% life after this. I lost my dog (who I had my whole life) when I was 13, so 10 years ago. I still think of that dog every day, and I remember that the first 1 to 2 years after losing my dog I had 0 happiness. It slowly came back and nowadays when im sad and think about it, the thought of believing that I will see everyone I lost again, makes me a little more happy. even if its going to take 70 more years, just the thought of that we will reunite makes my heart happy.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @Riley_playzz
    @Riley_playzz Рік тому

    Aw I’m so sorry for your loss and for your dog stay strong hope u feel better soon ❤️💞

  • @nat.3934
    @nat.3934 3 роки тому +1

    I’m so sorry for your losses 🖤I’m not shore who you are but I hope you’re doing better and we’re all here to support you and help you through this. We feel your pain

  • @h3llo239
    @h3llo239 3 роки тому +8

    I’m so sorry for all your losses, you’re so strong and i’m wishing you the best, Rest in Peace all of them 🤍

  • @kalmia_k
    @kalmia_k 3 роки тому +134

    For some reason, i blame myself why my dog died (mom says not my fault but..) we couldnt afford vet because of pandemic and fees for medicine for my grandma.. i just ask advices on pet groups what to do and what to feed him damn, i hated myself last year i really love my dog and i couldnt do shit but mourn... my heart aches for these angels.

    • @jerryg.kenney5666
      @jerryg.kenney5666 3 роки тому +11

      I promise you its not your fault :) just through your comment alone, I can tell that you love your dog so much and would never do anything to hurt him. my cat that I had for years was hit by a car and he had to be put down last summer. I remember blaming myself for no reason. I guess it just feels better to be angry at someone when grieving, and a lot of times it ends up being ourselves. but no matter how much blaming we do, it will never truly be our fault. you did all you were capable of doing and gave him the best thing a dog could hope for, a loving home.

    • @skypie5374
      @skypie5374 3 роки тому +2

      It’s okay your dog is in a better place trust me they’re very happy right now! :)

  • @miabemish3518
    @miabemish3518 3 роки тому

    aww girl i'm so sorry, i feel you on a personal level. my grandma died of cancer while away at our family home in idaho and my uncle committed the same week. it's been a lot and i fully understand where your coming from, i love you, you got this❤️

  • @sophiarose683
    @sophiarose683 3 роки тому

    i’m so sorry :( i hope you get better i don’t even know what your going through i’m so sorry i love you and i hope you get through this beautiful i love you your amazing i can’t even begin to understand what your going through i’m sorry you’ve got this don’t give up :(

  • @LadyJade-iq8gr
    @LadyJade-iq8gr 3 роки тому +8

    You are not alone, sweetie ❤️ I lost my grandmother two months ago and I miss her so much...I understand your pain.
    Sending you a big hug from Italy 💌

  • @lizmarypadilla887
    @lizmarypadilla887 3 роки тому +68

    Sending you so many hugs and high vibrations! May God keep them in his everlasting glory! 🤍

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +2

      Thank you!

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @realestone728
    @realestone728 3 роки тому

    I’m so sorry 💓💓 I don’t know you but I’m sending you all the love. I can’t imagine your pain and what you’re going through, stay strong xx

  • @Madex_x
    @Madex_x 4 місяці тому +4

    I get this a lot. I recently lost a friend and it was like getting hit in the chest. Keep going with life and you will find that there are a lot of happy things to ❤️

  • @carolina.2624
    @carolina.2624 3 роки тому +3

    I’m sorry for your loss. Stay strong I send love and I’m praying for you and your family. 💗

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you Carolina

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life XOXOXO

  • @km0146
    @km0146 3 роки тому +29

    During the first month of quarantine I lost my childhood dog (we got her when I was in kindergarten and I was 18 when we lost her), my grandmother, and my great uncle so I understand what you’re going through❤️ sending thoughts and prayers

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @roshu7625
    @roshu7625 3 місяці тому +1

    Im sorry for your loss, we wish you all best ❤

  • @camcarrie29
    @camcarrie29 3 роки тому

    I am so sorry :(((( I know how it feels to loose people and pets really close to you, although I’m sure my losses don’t add up to yours. I’m so sorry for your loss, but now all of them are in a better place. I hope you realize that your not alone and all of us are here to talk if you need it. Not many people are open about things like this and it’s good that ur embracing this. Everything is for a purpose. 💕 hope this helps you get through this ❤️

  • @user-rh8io2he8y
    @user-rh8io2he8y 3 роки тому +3

    i’m so sorry :( i promise it gets better. but thank you for sharing, sending love

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @aboundinggrace7029
    @aboundinggrace7029 3 роки тому +1465

    "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16

    • @DD-vt5cl
      @DD-vt5cl 3 роки тому +44

      Amen!

    • @Hi-oi4wb
      @Hi-oi4wb 3 роки тому +40

      Amen fellow Christian🙏🙏🙏🙏edit:thank youuuuuu so much 25 likes is the most I’ve ever got God bless

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +40

      YOU ARE SO KIND TO COMMENT THIS!!! This quote inspired me so much! Please take a pic of this comment or just please never forget it because you deserve to by constantly reminded of how special you are xoxoxox

    • @bd2885
      @bd2885 3 роки тому +11

      🤍🤍🤍

    • @sugarose29
      @sugarose29 3 роки тому +10

      Amen

  • @nikisaaa3719
    @nikisaaa3719 3 роки тому

    This girl went through a lot, God bless her🥺❤

  • @justalittleleaf9760
    @justalittleleaf9760 Рік тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss, you are so strong 🤍🤍

  • @gracestewart3110
    @gracestewart3110 3 роки тому +25

    She’s serious; hug your animals. I watched this around 6 something in the morning after interacting with my sweet baby cat boy. By 8am he was gone. Had I listened to her and went to give my pets a kiss perhaps I could’ve had one last moment with my sweet boy. Please listen go love on your pets and family.

  • @bobmiggins761
    @bobmiggins761 3 роки тому +10

    My dog died this week too. He was my best friend. You are not alone, I hope this gets better for both of us xxx

  • @BenjaminandKatiesVlogs2024
    @BenjaminandKatiesVlogs2024 Рік тому

    I’m so sorry Girl 😢 we all are here for we love you ❤

  • @Crybaby_Iz
    @Crybaby_Iz 8 місяців тому +1

    I love your content so much, please stay strong and take care of your self.

  • @knmmm5016
    @knmmm5016 3 роки тому +328

    Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28 🙏🏾💗

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +10

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @knmmm5016
      @knmmm5016 3 роки тому +5

      @@paparia821 thanks 🙏🏾

    • @lilyz1114
      @lilyz1114 3 роки тому +6

      YES! AMEEENNNN!

    • @anarivera7434
      @anarivera7434 3 роки тому +18

      it’s so nice to see that there’s religious people who use their religion to help and be positive

    • @charlene.w.6124
      @charlene.w.6124 3 роки тому +4

      Amen

  • @savanna7534
    @savanna7534 3 роки тому +17

    you made me remember my dog that died 13 years ago I cried while watching this. Stay strong❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @savanna7534
      @savanna7534 3 роки тому +1

      @@paparia821 I wish the best for you too. ❤️

  • @RoyalReporterLydia
    @RoyalReporterLydia 3 місяці тому

    Sending lots of prayers and thoughts to you and your family during this time. I am devastated for you 😔🙏

  • @EricJGaming
    @EricJGaming Рік тому +1

    My condolences to you and your family, sorry for your loss ❤️

  • @inniesworld
    @inniesworld 3 роки тому +10

    I'm so sorry. Prayers to you and your family❤️

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +2

      Thank you

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @sarahshaikh4711
    @sarahshaikh4711 3 роки тому +7

    stay strong bby i’m sorry for your loss

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @lollysongh5488
    @lollysongh5488 3 роки тому

    Sending a lot of love, hope and light to you and the ones that are now in a better place ♥️

  • @Nature1sAmaz1ng
    @Nature1sAmaz1ng 5 місяців тому +1

    I am so so sorry about your loss. I am praying for you and I hope you will feel better. I know you might be better now since i uploaded this message after 2 years. I know its sucks losing your love ones but that is how life goes. I am praying for and i hope your family members are in a safe and peaceful place. ❤️🙏

  • @lu1umend0za.
    @lu1umend0za. 3 роки тому +26

    I lost my grandpa that was my best friend his death was so sad for me bless everyone who’s going through something like this

  • @laureng4890
    @laureng4890 3 роки тому +4

    i’m crying i’m so sorry McCall❤️❤️ we love u

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому

      Love u too

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @kellerpark6045
    @kellerpark6045 3 місяці тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Take care! 😢❤

  • @elidadiaz1758
    @elidadiaz1758 5 місяців тому +4

    I feel the pain. I lost 4 family members in the beginning of 2023, and lost 7 or more family members in total in just 2023. I’m 13 and it wasn’t easy losing them. It was hard to move on because just thinking about it killed my heart so much. It’s not always been easy because even when I was 5 years old I lost someone so close to me. I was sad for a little bit but now that I’m older, it’s harder. Even when Covid happened I lost my aunt. That hurt me so much because my dad lost his sister who he loved so much and I never see him cry so when he did it was terrible. I was 10 and felt like everything was over. I then realized it wasn’t and continued to push on and be happy like she wanted me to. If you ever lose a family member, think about all the memories you had with them and do things that make you happy. That’s how I’ve been doing it. Love you so much McCall. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @1zzfizz
    @1zzfizz 3 роки тому +10

    im sorry if you are reading this and are going through a rough time.
    just remember, you will adapt to the pain, it won’t go away.🥺❤️

  • @edwardleecaliforniausa
    @edwardleecaliforniausa 3 роки тому +5

    McCall I'm so sorry for your family loss and I'm praying for them and I'm praying for you as well gurl because you are grateful and you are sweetheart ❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤ sending you love to you

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @ethanosed
    @ethanosed Рік тому +1

    I actually feel really bad for you. I am so blessed to be grateful to talk or have fun with my family members for as long as I can.

  • @nanou5952
    @nanou5952 3 роки тому +6

    My grandfather recently passed away and on the same day of his funeral, my sister and her boyfriend passed away. Thank you so much for this video and for showing your emotions. 💗

  • @godadidjurgis2663
    @godadidjurgis2663 3 роки тому +4

    This made me cry. I am so sorry.

  • @annischickle6059
    @annischickle6059 3 роки тому +7

    I´m so so sorry for your loss.I know that pain because my dog died last year in june and it was the worst pain ever! But now i moved on and i got a puppy 2 month ago. The pain is still there but now i don´t have the time anymore to cry every second about him.I still miss him everyday though.I hope you can move on too even if it´s hard for you. Sending you all my love

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @YW2324
    @YW2324 5 місяців тому

    Im so sorry 😔😢 . I hope things get better. And i know they are still out there watching over you. 😊

  • @Hannah-rg8nk
    @Hannah-rg8nk 3 роки тому +1

    I could never go through what you are. You're a strong girl, and you'll get through this. I know you will. I'm so sorry about your losses, and I knwo you loved your grandma and Bella so much, and they loved you more than you know.

  • @nataylorr
    @nataylorr 3 роки тому +44

    This is why my mom doesn't want me to get a dog. Ill get so attached to it that if it passes, Il almost would never recover.

    • @sophiethepegasus
      @sophiethepegasus 3 роки тому +13

      Remember that grief is the price of love. It's part of the deal. I always say that grief is love with no place to go

    • @hannahrepollo
      @hannahrepollo 3 роки тому +1

      @@sophiethepegasus ive seen that quote before and I love it so much. and that's so true

    • @QueenSpicyMama
      @QueenSpicyMama 4 місяці тому

      ​@@hannahrepolloI don't like it, it's scary 😭

  • @emmarose3979
    @emmarose3979 3 роки тому +25

    Holy crap I cried so much watching this video. Hope your doing better

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 роки тому +4

      Thank you, I am! Just wanted to provide comfort to those who are going through something similar

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 роки тому +2

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @emmarose3979
      @emmarose3979 3 роки тому +1

      @@paparia821 Thank you so much!! It’s so important to support all through tough times.

  • @totallycors
    @totallycors Рік тому

    im so sorry, i understand how hard it must be we are all here for you ❤

  • @emily.4651
    @emily.4651 3 роки тому +8

    my cat (ive never spent a day of my life where she wasnt my cat so ive had her since birth) recently passed away at almost 16 years old. i miss her and loved her so much. i miss her fur, i miss hugging her, and i miss seeing her everyday. rest in peace baby. :)