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- Опубліковано 8 лип 2023
- "How do I say the words, ‘I’m sorry’ when I know that words are not enough? And how can I ask you to forgive me when I know I can’t forgive myself?"
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you know it’s getting bad again when you start watching these
True
Does it ever get better?
@@timameye7687 nah, i just keep digging myself a bigger hole
More like getting worse
😢absolutely feeling lost
"I'm not doing well... I'm really really not doing well..." 🥺 same babe
Here if needed but I wish you the best
Why are you not doing well and it is hard to loss people you think you will never loss them
💔🚶🏾♂️
@@thelegends7203
I'm so hurt I just need a hug tired of hiding my feelings but when I let out it still doesn't matter I can't feel no more I want to be important
It’s now like, I don’t even care to share my thoughts with anyone anymore, cause eventually they’ll call I’m just a drama.
Especially with those who begged you to do that in the first place
But i have a question, if you feel like this, why care about mentionning drama, i mean i will be rude but if you mention it, for me you didn't gave up, in you there is still a part that wish someone to acknowledge you, i may be wrong, i don't know you but i wish i'm not wrong because it means there is still something worth to fight for in you, for you, have a gread day dude !
"You burn your self ? " i really can feel her, the pain ,it's just that everything is going wrong for the past 5years it hurts so bad that i hurt my self 💔
Me and to
It takes so much violence to be this soft
Starting to feel like ive watched all of these now im just back rewatching
real 🥺
You know when it's bad again when coming back to these
Sometimes i feel like God created me when he was bored , and he realized he made a mistake while I'm already here . How could everything go wrong , nothing works if I'm happy it's only for few moments.
You know happiness isn't meant to be a 24/7 thing cause how can you appreciate it being happy when you know nothing else
I'm so broken since I lost my husband I don't no how to carry on I really don't want to be here anymore im alone everyone hates me ppl I loved all these years hate me I've been lied to all my life I died twice and my husband saved me but I could be there to Dave him he died the day my grandson was born I left him alone to go to the hospital with my daughter I never seen him or got to say I loved him and I forgive him God I wish he would take me home to be with him , instead im stuck her with ppl that hate me im scared to be alone I don't no how im going to go on anymore God take me home I beg u
God is perfect, he doesn’t make mistakes. You are here for a reason and he can change your life.
Me to… ur not alone
Hey, please don't think that way. I don't know you, we may never meet each other but I feel and know that you're important to us and everyone around you. You're not alone❤❤❤
Because in real life the trauma doesn't just stop.
I sometimes also think I might be the problem and I don’t know why, I really ask myself why but I can’t find an answer why people keep letting me down when I would do everything for them. I don’t know if it’s because of my chronic illness, or because I’m hypersensitive, I just want someone to feel the same way for me as I feel for them but I thinks it’s impossible when you love that deeply and get attached so fast.. I try to be the best version of myself, I would give everything for the person I give my love to, but the same or even similar amount never comes back. I get ignored, yet I answer almost directly.
me too… me too.
Yepp agreed
girl i got faith in you peices of shits are having a great life while beautiful hearts like ours suffer miserably its not fair and we should know that
Same..🥲
Honestly I wake up broken every morning, I don't know how to carry on
Hey man.. listen.. been through that.. trust me it gets better in time.. hold on man.. it really does get better..
Stay strong
I hope you're okay, and I wish you the best. And all the love you can get. This was great anyway ❤
I feel like this. I hate this world and I hate myself because I can't find anyone who gives a shit. No I'm not looking for sympathy just one person who genuinely cares whether I even exist because right now I don't think that exists. I'm tired so tired. Maybe everyone is right that I'm just unlovable and a loser that deserves to suffer. I just am so ready to end. I don't wanna be here anymore.
“I really don’t feel anything I don’t care anymore” I’ve changed 😔
worst words u can hear from person you love
It's hard when I tried my best and best but always get blames
i can really resonate with Ginny's clip ( "you burn yourself" clip) because i also self harm and my mom found out and reacted similarly. so it always gets me
I’m always the fucking problem what the hell is wrong with me
Nothings wrong with you bro. Your perfect and Ik I don’t know you but I just wanna say you are loved and if you ever need anything I’ll be here for you. You got this bro you gotta push through and show everyone that your not what they say you are
I have the same thought far too often. It's not true, you are not the problem. There is nothing wrong with you. Try to believe me, I know it's hard to believe, but just try for a moment to trust me with this one. I can't promise you that it will be okay, I can't promise you that you will get through this, I wish I could but I can't. But I can promise you, that you have everything inside you to become a person that can take on anything. One of my favorite quotes is: Always die tomorrow. I'm so proud that you made it through today, I send you all the love and strength I can give.
Me everyday
Amazing how many times I can I am not okay and people will think it is the first time I've felt they way.
Every family argument leads back to me being alive. wonder if I was gone they wouldn’t argue anymore, then they would listen.
My exact thought, maybe i just need to step down yk
I am broken inside! Unfixable !! Unloveable forever alone.
You are lovable. And I hope, that you will heal and see your worth.
I pray that you heal someday😮
i feel like that too
Reached out to the one person I thought would always be there… that’s a whole different kind of hurt
I can relate..
I can relate..
Three steps I found to happiness this, 1 stop caring what others think, 2 stop pretending you’re fine when you know you’re not. 2 OK with being alone but don’t cut yourself off from meeting new people in your life. You got yourself like number one like KISS said
Memories...i temember but im sonhappy om not there anymore...you were there in my darkest moment and once again o felt something stir up in my spirit thst gave me hope ...i praise God for you
Thank you
i dont believe i matter when everybody is in so much pain i think they will care when im gone and not do these things to anyone else ever againbecause they barely care when im agonizingly ripping apart from the inside out while just gnawing at the fact that im alive to feel this all
He will never understand how much I loved him
you are not the problem.. no one in this world is. its me who has the major problems.
😂😂😂😂
2023 here we leave and 2024 here everyone comes
@@K3vo010 it's been year for you, for me it's a bad life
This soooo deep
Totally speaks for those hurt😞😞😞😞😞😞
I loss my grandparent and my friends i never let it out i hold it in
The silence.
I don't know the context of the last scene but when the guy said I don't want to hate you because then I will have nothing left . I used to be like that , stayed and did everything to keep people in my life who were pieces of sht just because I wanted someone to be there , to care, to love, as much as I did to others . While they were all just using me. I think I've gotten better now .
Why i cant even cry???? I want to cry but i cant...
Guess I have nothing left except my self
I am not okay 😩
I'm dropping this, waiting to hear how you are doing
I'm sorry :(. If you need anything..
@@yahwedalumiracleonwuneme am doing good now hope same
@@user-dh9fn4ml3p thank you 🙏
I am the problem yes I am . I am toxic even though people calling me toxic are the ones who always made me feel left out, not enough, not good . Used me for 6 bloody years only to fill the space and today they got someone else and i became toxic for them . I still don't wanna hate them and say anything cause I feel that they will feel bad . And still I am the problem
I feel this hard asf
Im lost i don't care anymore im ready for it to end
I'm so pathetic...... i don't even know how to describe it....
Sometimes, existing hurts overall..
GOD DAMM IT 💔
Such a good video it so good and so sad to
I wonder if the kids could see it was emotionally breaking down the night they left ◀️😢
I wish there was away I'd could confront someone like my ex boyfriend Sean and tell him he was wrong to decide end thing's with me instead of asking how he felt that away about me I admit that they so many red flags about me I can discussed my life is Completely lost right now and emptied but maybe I'm not not good enough for him and maybe I'm the problem for him for blaming me for stuff and it's not fair to me I'm blaming myself for everything that he made me do and forcing me in highly pressure standers and the things I don't want to do that makes me uncomfortable and for pressuring me and forcing me to do unworthy inappropriate behavior and I will ever forget that post that Sean posted about me and saying mean and rude thing's about me and turned everybody against me Turing my family against me he crossed the line for sure this time 100 percent
Someone give Ryan Gosling an Oscar!
I am tired on and on. After years can't feel anything. I am like emty box 💀
BE KIND🙏🙏🙏
That’s life baby❤
Now this is haunting more maybe i am the problem . I don't have friends the ones who have left me and its not first or twice but more than n number of times the peaple i feel lile friend's left me and its because i think there is problem with me i was too kind and i just excepted too much from them i expected them to care about me the way i do. There is whole problem with me the way i look the way i see they way i think. Uhhhh its all problem now with me i am soo rude and bad
Jaante ho happiness kaise milti Hai yeh muje Pata nahi. Jab main khush nahi thi toh muje christmas joy mila aur aaj main khush hoon.
Ginny’s mom made her burns about her and ppl don’t know why Ginny don’t like her?? Imagine that reaction I’d be terrified
Am so depressed and have high anxiety I just want to escape
Ginny and Georgia🥺❤️
I want to care😢
Maybe I am the problem but would be better if I’m out of the picture
*Pls to everyone pat attention to this message *
The thing is everyone of us , we all are feeling this way without hope, without a reason to move on . As if its not enough, nowdays are the hard and last times we are living in.
But there is still hope for the future that all this problem will finish soon.
Like an anchor ⚓ Jehovah give us an extraordinary hope for the future that suffering and wars are about to end. So let's go always forward guys we won't remember all the things of the past and we will live the true life ❤️
I will feel real love in next life maybe
Life is very crual
I thought I am getting better but then again you can’t heal to the environment that broke you. I don’t really know if I am the problem or what? What is wrong with me?
I’m broken
Maybe im the problem 💔💔
I am not ok.😢😢😢
😔
I haven’t been alright for years now
😢
I do not forgive your actions and your darkness is your problem. What do I have to do with you? I don't care about you.
😢❤
Peut-être oui c moi le problème j'ai tt gâché tt le temps et toi tu n'a pas pu continuer de m'aimer mais pourquoi moi je n'ai jamais pu arrêter de le faire mon cher... je ne sais pas à quand je vais supporter ce fardeau sur mes épaules...
Man. What can I say?
What’s the name of the song? Pretty cool…
You are not the problem
I want to drown myself in summer when we go to the pool:)
Can you feel alone without feeling lonely? Can you regret a choice without dwelling on its outcome? Can you forgive a person without accepting the choice you forgave them for? Can you love a person while loathing their actions and views? Is that love for the person and not actually a lust for the physical abs emotional pleasures their presence brought you..?
Can you trust people, while never actually believing them?
i care too much
I feel this in my bones
I hope you know you did this to me Robert Kennedy you were my first love and my first heart break
I’m 15 and I’m going through hell rn my mom and my dad don’t care anymore about me
Same.
He’s just Ken.
i am the problem
No, you are not. I'm so happy you are still here. I'm proud that you made it this far. Try to do one nice thing for yourself today. If you can't that's alright. I love you, I'm here, I will listen, if you don't have anyone who you can talk to. I send digital hugs and even though it probably doesn't feel like it, there is still hope. Hope dies last, my friend.
I genuinely don't care anymore I am done
I'm gonna die manh🤣🗿
Are you okay? Please stay safe
Please ,PLEASE,PLEASE,
'SCARRING CAN LEAD TO SELF 'ESTEEM,SOCIALIMPARMENT,DEPRESSION,ANXIETY,AND OTHER 'PSYCHIATRIC AND PSYCOLOGICAL DISTRESS,
NECESSITATING A 'COMPREHENSIVE UNDERSTANDING OF THE LATE PERSPECTIVES,TOPICAL RESEARCH AND DIRECTIONS IN SCARRING'MENTAL HEALT"
.PLEASE ,BE KIND,BE NON'JUDGEMENTAL.
LET US WILL PASS,LET US YOU ARE THERE'
PLEASE,PLEASE🙏🙏
1:18 which movie?
Hi
Nope I’m not the problem
1:52 is that Grey's anatomy
Yes
00:32 ? Which movie/tv show?
its a TV show called The Good Doctor
@@frenchcaprisun3944no the one before that (the scene with the redhaired)
@@williamwendling8626stranger things
stranger things@@williamwendling8626
its stranger things
SO you are not dead ...
Hmm?
Movie 00:50 ? can help me plz :D
Ginny and Georgia
I know watching this I won't get any benefit but a bunch of sadness but can't stop me from watching 😅