childhood nostalgia // dark ambient mix
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- Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
- a dark ambient mix :)
dark ambient playlist :)
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1. inalerry - emptiness
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2. .diedlonely - fading
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3. one heart, inertia - lightbeam
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4. antent - hope to see you again
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5. a vow - as the light fades
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6. lmnl - safe again
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7. leadwave - memories (slowed)
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8. unholy - one wish
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9. bonjr - if its real, then i'll stay
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10. hozuki, for home use only - unforseen
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It doesnt matter how many countries i visit, how many landscapes i see, or how many times i move im always on the outskirt. Im only 18 coming up on my 6th move. Only 2 times have I ever been good friends with anyone. Only twice ive been able to join a conversation without having to intrrject myself into. Only twice did I have friends where i didnt have to plan topics of conversion everyday. But maybe just maybe next time will be different. Maybe i just needed to mive that 6th time. Maybe this will be the one.
Don't give up, good friends are out there :) Just keep searching and be yourself. They will come and it will be wonderful.
I’m listening to this while studying
I’m currently on a waiting list and don’t have a school and I’m in year 10 and have missed my mocks
I have GCSEs next year so hopefully I pass in sha Allah
😭🤍
IN SHA ALLAHHH!!! U GOT THIS GIRL
You can do it ❤❤
@@ryanwalker9030 ahhh tysmmm I’m also subbed to uuu from my laptop lollll 💙💙
I think the greatest parts of my childhood was when my moms family got together and a few hours before they all got too drunk, we were exactly that; a family. Then they just beat on each other and we all had to go home. But they would do that over and over again. For a few hours we would sit and eat and laugh or play video games. Just be kids until the adults let their ugly side show. Today my aunt died to her addiction. Like my mom did. And my uncle. What I would give to relive those couple hours again. And see them just a little happy. Man, life just keeps going
I loved reading this I can definitely relate. Reading this sparked a memory I’ve been away from my family for soooo long I forgot what it feels like to have family, but reading this sparked something in me that I do miss, I forgot😢
Soothing ❤
thank you 💙
Muxh love brother, lets make ambient music together, collab ❤
Reminds me of PS2 and Xbox360 days. Simpler times.
Dragon Ball Bt3 is one of my fav game on ps2 ❤
lets stay here forever.
I feel like my friendships are becoming distant since school ended and it's summer. Im afraid when school starts, I wont be as close to my friends anymore and we will end up all distant. I feel anxious texting my friends because I don't want to annoy them. Plus, when I text them, I dont get a response back until a couple days later or so, so I dont do anything abt it bc I dont want to seem desperate, yk?
This is harsh and I can fully relate! ya ain't alone
as a 27 year old adult, they re not your best friend, i call my bf not message and they come to my house if somehow i missed their call thats friendship, stop chasing them aubreyy. true friends always cares about you :) and when u find one u dont need many, one or two friends are enough, more positive support to u :) we all love u okey u r my friend now :)
Same,I'm feeling that me and my friends becoming strangers for each other.It’s summer now and I feel the same way, I think it will pass when I’m back at school, will I be alone? I thought so, but now, I think that being lonely is not so bad, you will recognize yourself, you won’t have to pretend to be someone so as not to lose friendship or suffer bad jokes about you, I don’t know what kind of friends you have, but believe me, loneliness is exciting. It's my opinion!!!
@@ryanwalker9030 aw tysm, I appreciate it sm💝
@@blindyl Tysm:) I can understand, and I agree with your opinion as well!
I have a memory that has remained in me. When I was little I used to go out and play in the yard of my house with a plushie I had of Charmander. One day I left it next to a porch while I went to play and when I came back to get it, my Charmander was accompanied by three more Pokemon. I remember that one was an Axel and another was a Pikachu, but I don't remember the third. Those stuffed animals belonged to some neighbors, three brothers, two boys my age and a girl about 5 years old. From that day on, the two boys and I became inseparable. I remember how we spent the afternoons telling jokes with our plushies in the portal where we met. One day they came to my house looking for me to go out to the yard to play with them, but I wasn't there that day, I thought, I'll see them tomorrow. I never saw them again and I wish I had known to have been there that day. I asked other neighbors about them and they told me that they had moved. They disappeared, in an instant, and I was never able to say goodbye to them, I never knew it would be the last time I would see them. I think about them a lot even though I'm a teenager now, we could have been the best friends in the world. I hope to see them again one day, but I always think that they must not remember me. The yard and the porch are very empty without them and my inner child continues looking for them every time I pass by. The funny thing is that at 18 years old I still sleeping with the Charmander who made me meet them. I would give anything to find out what happened to them. It is very sad that you never know when it will be the last time you see someone you love, it is very unfair that one day they disappear from your life and you are left with only the memory of who they were, but that you are not even able to remember their names.
But the best thing is that you still have your charmender with you ❤️❤
@@ryanwalker9030 that’s right💕💕
This happened to me with many childhood friends of friends, I was close with a lot of kids on my street. We moved, went to different schools, got different jobs, ect. The craziest thing to me is we are all still within a few miles of each other. But as adults, have never accidentally run into one another. I often dream about my best friend Justin and finally having his number. Asking if he, Jeff, Carly and Tim want to grab a drink.
I miss my old friends
They're not really gone, but
Well, time does really tick, don't it
But it's aight
felt bruv
You can't stop a person from changing, and you can't stop yourself from forgetting. In the end, it's the memories we miss the most.
@@heavenonhere agree with you but can we move on to making some more good memories. ❤❤
Hidiany
Emily
Jenna
Keina
Crishel
Linel
Lindsey
Juliannie
Julianna
Jasmin
Adrianne
Sarahi
Janeli
Mindy
Jenny
Anjorlina
4:30 literal cold chills. 😍 This helped me
How did you achieve that smooth camera movement in this video?
Vhs effect on adobe
of daca el ar stii cat il iubesc si cat de des ma gandesc la el. ii vreau tot binele din lume chiar daca nu arat asta niciodată. nu am curajul sa i spun cat de mult vreau sa l privesc in ochii si sa l strang in brate. stau nopti in sir treaza doar cu gandul la el. faptul ca ne am indragostit unul de altul in acelasi timp, in acelasi loc, doar cu o singura privire inca ma face sa cred ca am nevoie cat mai mult de prezenta lui. poate ceilalti or sa rada de mine, dar eu am vazut ceva in el ce ei nu pot vedea nici in ei insisi. poate intr o zi o sa mi fac tupeu sa ti spun cat de dor imi e de tine. nu o sa vezi asta niciodata, dar vreau sa ti spun ca inca te iubesc ❤ dupa tot ce ti am facut.. stii doar ca n as fi facut o intentionat sa ti frang inima. acum ca sa ma pot ierta, o sa ti ofer doar ce e mai bun din mine. sper sa ti spun toate astea intr o buna zi, acu tot ce pot mai bun sa fac e sa ma pun la somn, iar noi ne vom intalni din nou in visele mele 💓