My little cousin commited suicide 3 days ago on the 4th of july. Im currrently packing and planning my flight to lay him to rest with my family. Times are tough. Thanks for this . I can listen to while i fly. Rest in paradise bailey. Im coming to see you one last time brother.
My Dad passed away 2 weeks ago. The amount of grief I feel is immeasurable. My life will no longer be the same, which is expected with the loss of a parent I suppose. Regardless these videos help relax me. Thank You For the Mixes Sad Hours 🙏🏽 they help so very much
yo bro i know how it feels to have a loved one die its very painful one person at church every sunday he would give away snacks and tell jokes. but next week he died😔. just dont let his death be negative upon ur life instead appreciate the time u had wit him dont let it drag u down of dispair
love and prayers for you. i can’t imagine the painful void you are experiencing right now. but hold on. keep holding on. it will pass. the crushing ache of grief you feel right now will run its course. praying for your healing ❤️ you’re not alone, you’re never alone. let yourself feel the pain of the loss of someone you love, be gentle on yourself. and eventually when the time is right, pick yourself back up again. life is painful but with each painful experience we are made stronger. i truly believe that. no experience is wasted. God bless
i lost my mom cause of a fukin cancer (2 years of sickness) one year ago , she was my secure place, my friend ..i'm 35 y old man and i have my indipendent life, i miss my mom every day , every morning and every night... but life goes on, sorry for my english i'm tryin my best ...day by day u will be more stronger and more aware of the fact that life is not that terrible, think about wars, starving kids under the bombs..U are here with your music and your freedom.. life is a gift death is certain, go ahead my friend
I've opened this video to relax and because driving for me it's a pleasure (i'm a car guy) and antistress too. I was reading tough comments about people who suffered a loss and it's very heartbreaking. I think that life it's the most valuable thing that we have, and damn sometimes it's too short, so we have to enjoy all the moments with the people who love. My soul it's with you brothers and sisters, stay strong ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I’ll never forget my grandma leaving the house with the paramedics and her telling me everything will be okay. That was the last thing she told me to not worry everything will be okay that she will be okay. Those were the last words I heard from her and the last time I saw her. I miss you and grandpa so much I hope to see you guys again in heaven. I love you both so much for as long as I Iive. ❤
The tough thing Is, nothing can replace your childhood, nostalgia can also bring sadness as its a reminder how good it was but how shit it is now, and the realisation that our adult lives will never live upto it, even tho it'll have good moments it's not the same..
Life is hard. When your a kid you wished you were a adult . Now that you are, it aint what it seems. Throughout the bullshit in this world, you need to start with loving yourself and believing yourself. If you expect help you will take the road to dissapointments.
Reading through the comments here is quite a depressing experience. I hope ya'll find strength to navigate through your life and to overcome every painful situation you are or will be in
This is life man... everyone fighting their own battles. Life has always been hard and will always be, sometimes the good moments make us forget about it but sooner or later life will hit you hard again. The end of the line is always death and there is nothing we can do about it. Fun thing is that it should make us calm and not the opposite. "Memento mori" must be a plus for us to enjoy every day, to love friends and family, not get stressed about small things. Hope you all have a wonderful life.
It's beautiful how people just share their Stories without judging each other; quite the opposite. They're being comforted by like-minded persons. Music is therapy Stay safe everyone ✌️
Everytime Im looking in the mirror, I see her face in it. People says I have her eyes and I smile in the way she does. My heart breaks a little when I hear it all over again, because she passed away few weeks ago. The house is so much bigger now, when she is not there. I'm trying my best to pull myself together, to be supportive to my younger brothers but I can't. She was our hero. We love you, mom, we always will. We are separated by time, not distance.
I'm sorry for your loss.... I hope that everything will be good for you and your little brother . I hope that you can overcome this terrible tragedy, I believe in you.
My grandpa got buried on my birthday but that’s life keep your faith in god workout 🏋️ don’t let life knock you down and if it does get back up! And knock it down it’s a never ending spiritual mental battle love you guys stay blessed & and never stressed
Life for sure isnt what they all talk it up to be, it took me a long time to accept myself and where im at in life, the more i chased and chased $$$ and realized i wasnt even happy anymore. Appreciate the ones you love and the ones who continue to be around you because thats it!!! Thats all u got in this life so live it!!!!
I'm 19 years old and my life is falling apart, I had to leave home because my parents treated me very badly, but I didn't know that then I would have to come to terms with myself, my head goes against me and I always end up in a very serious state of paranoia. while I lost friends and my girlfriend, I don't have a penny because my parents have never helped me and my grandmother tries to give me a hand as she can, I work to be able to get my license but I would also like to have a support from someone. in love I'm a disaster my partner loved me but I was too busy hating myself so much as to push her away, I realise how much I hate myself, with friends I panic and I always start to have suicidal thoughts, I would really like to have had a family where you grow up with love too Sorry for the spelling mistakes but I'm Italian, and this seemed like a good place to vent
please translate. lütfen insanlara yaranmaya çalışma, seni seven seninle kalırdı. ve günün sonunda yalnızız. hayatının bittiğini düşünüyorsun ama bu gencecik yaşta dünya avucunun içindedir. böyle düşünceleri bilirim. ben de şu anda yatağımda oturuyorum ve saat 02.26. sevgilim beni terk etti, sınavımda başarısız oldum ve kendimle ne yapacağım hakkında hiçbir fikrim yok. aynı yaştayız bu arada. kendimize odaklanmalıyız. geçmiş için yapabileceğimiz bir şey yok. geçmişi düşünmeyelim. bunları sana söylerken aslında kendime de söylüyorum. çünkü dipteyim. ah, sadece huzurlu olmak istiyorum. bu zor günler geçecek. zaman her şeyin ilacı. sevgili yabancı, lütfen aklından bir daha intihar ile ilgili düşünceler geçirme. eğer sen yaşamıyorsan bu evrenin bir anlamı yok. hikayenin sonunu gör. güneş, gecenin en karanlık anından hemen sonra doğar. evet klişe laflar ama gerçek. ileride otuzlu yaşlarımıza geldiğimizde geriye dönüp bakınca pişmanlık duymayalım. en genç yıllarımız, hayatı öğreniyoruz, elbette acılar yaşayacağız. bunlar bizi biz yapacak. korkma ve tutun. ben de yaşadığın şeyleri yaşadım. sadece inan. istersen ağla, üzül, fakat zamanla geçeceğini ve güçleneceğini aklından çıkarma. sana bunları söylüyorum çünkü birçok kez hayatımı sonlandırmayı düşündüm. düşündüm ki, yıllarca aynı acıyı çekeceğim, hep böyle boktan hissedeceğim, hedeflerime ulaşamacağım. yavaş yavaş farkına varıyorum ki hayat zaten bir yolculuktan ibaret. hepimize farklı davranıyor. ve şimdi ölmektense nefes almayı tercih ederim, çünkü ölürsem hiçbir şey değişmeyecek. yaşarken bir şeyleri değiştirmek benim elimde fakat ölünce? bir hiç. yoksun. yok olmayı hayal edebiliyor musun? bir şeyleri değiştirmek için potansiyelin var. ilk başta düşünme şeklin. evet hayat şimdi dipte ama ileride? bilemezsin. pes etme. sen yoksan bu evren de yok. hiçbir şeyin anlamı yok. umarım biraz olsun seni bu düşüncelerden alıkoyabilmişimdir.
Sei una persona che si merita di vedere il futuro, le cose si sistemeranno. Fai un passo alla volta e vedrai che ce la farai, sei un grande e non dimenticarlo mai. 💪 Un abbraccio da un tuo fratello italiano.
When I was younger I too hated myself and tried many times to kill myself because of the grace and Love of Christ I was saved. Çhrist showed me unconditional Love He showed me I was worthy of life. I am now 69 years old and a born again Christian. Please consider giving your life to Christ if you have a Bible please read it if not please get one in it is God's word it will bring you peace 🕊️ I'll keep you in my prayers. We are commanded to be strong and to be of good courage God is your source for everything 🕊️🫂🕊️
Times can be hard right now. If you’re reading this, just know there’s somebody you know that loves you. You’re going to be okay, whatever it is you’ve got going on is going to work out; one way or another. It’ll all be alright, even if it seems like it won’t right now. Have faith, believe, and keep your head up. Take care of yourself and be kind even if your hand is slapped away. And if no one has told you this in a long time, I love you. Take care of yourself.
Guys, I have generative anxiety depressive disorder and I'm 21, I live with my mother now and they shame me, etc., etc. It's very difficult for me, I even went to a psychologist and it got a little better, but it still hurts a lot, and there's a loan (approximately $320) and I can't cope... At 16, I lost my girlfriend during childbirth, I dreamed of moving to the USA, but I'm stuck here in Ukraine (I was born here), but everything is very connected to events. Forgive me for such a revelation, but I don't know who else to share this with
amigo espero UA-cam te ayude a traducir esto. Quiero decirte que no estás solo, mis oraciones y las de millones de personas están contigo, te mando un fuerte abrazo desde México. Todo mejorará, solo no te rindas
My brother and my dog died 1 year ago, i lost almost all my good friends, I always got used and rejected by people in my life I just relocated in a place I don’t like. I’ve been alone all day for the past 6month and I feel emptier than the void and yeahhhh that’s it
Life is not over. I advise you to surrender to God and repent to God. By God, you will find great comfort. Worship none but God, glory be to Him, who is above the seven heavens. Glory be to Him. There is no god but Him. I hope you are guided. ❤😊
has anyone ever felt like they want to take care of their younger sibling and just keep them safe and happy trying to make things better after you weren’t the best older sibling to them and you just hate yourself for it
Yep, I'm going through it, but I realized I'm not in the optimal state to restore our relationship at the moment (I need to heal a lot) and I cannot control her decisions as much as I don't want her to make the same mistakes that I've made.
Its social media has made ue so focused on aching fast even though the best part is not reaching your goal but waking up everyday with a healthy body and mind and working on your goals we always feel like we're late i agree we shouldn't waste any time but also we shouldn't Rush things and remember you're the main character focus on you
Sure life is full of those things, it's rough, its painful and you'll live through these experiences time and time again but it's also full of surprises that you'll never see coming which could change your life for the better but you need to keep your chin up high and keep moving forward to see those surprises its like the famous saying "It ain't about how hard you're hit, it's about how you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!" Stay strong life isn't always doom a gloom there's always hope for a better tomorrow.
It will never change until you allow yourself to live differently, to heal and to see the good and enjoy live as you can. If you keep depressing yourself, you'll never get out of it, I know, cause I've been in a depressing situation my whole life and at the moment I just can enjoy a few things in my life, so be grateful for what you have, focus on the good, cause there's always going to be things to worry about in this world. I recommend you Aaron Kim channel, a Korean man; he was healed from depression, anxiety, panic attacks and insomnia. He's videos will give you great comfort, go to the older ones, from two to three years ago, those are gems, he'll speak to your soul.
it makes me feel sad seeing my dad getting older, seeing that he continues being my hero, but he strongness is fading away, do not know how to react if he leaves this life
I went out with a guy in my 20's that drove like this drunk. I didn't know he was drunk. I told him pull over and walked home. It was late at night 🌙 no traffic , thank God. Never saw him again.
He dropped you off. Went around the corner and totalled his car. Never contacted you again because the embarrassment of you being right was just too much for him to bear...
I feel lost. My life is terrible, I feel like no one cares about me. It's been three years since I met a person who changed my whole life, motivated me, and made me happy. We were happy together, but I feel like I'm losing her. I don't know what to do. I am in great pain, I can't be happy. I have no one. Why do I deserve this?
You have to surrender to the facts of life and then you be at least better. Happiness doesn’t last, most people change, life will keep putting you in unwanted situations, and lastly not everything is your fault. Self respect… remember is important
All you have at the end of this life is yourself. Work hard on yourself, eat healthy, work out hard, and just try to be your best you. Chase your passion. That's all you can control in this life.
I feel like I just don't connect with anyone or anything. I want to because I love the idea of people, wishing we can all heal and LOVE. Unfortunately, there's so much going on in the world. It's hard to focus on the goodness when it's far in between and the world is much larger than our boxes of safety. Struggling. Some love me and want me around...I hope😢 but I love me enough to not want to stay and endure more than what's already broken me. Good night. To whomever reads this...we aren't alone although we're far. ❤
focus on what you can handle and control. you can't change everything, but you can change the lives of people around you. spread happiness and it will come back to you
There is good and evil, so there is heaven and there is hell. People’s satisfaction is an unattainable goal, but God’s satisfaction, and for God to be pleased with you, what is more beautiful than that? I invite you to Islam and to worship only God who is above the seven heavens, glory be to Him, the Most High. 😊❤
I lost my best friend.. my only friend.. to a fuckin overdose.. i cant explain the grief i felt.. it was worse than when i lost my dad.. it was indescribable.. shes been gone for about 6 years now and still to this damn day not a single day goes by where i dont think about her.. my soulmate.. a connection that transended the typical human emotions.. it wasnt love, it was something we dont even have words for.. ill see her again. I know i will.
Happiness is only found within those who are the calmest, anger is found in those who are in need of love, sadness is found in those who are broken. However, loneliness is found in those who are happy ~~Me
I’m 17 and I still don’t have plans for the future…I left school because I would always cry in there, I would panic and I would get judge by everyone since I was 5…I never understood why…I know I’m not pretty but it’s not like I can change it just to please them… everything I do is wrong, I left school for a break and I will go back next year…but I feel so lost, I feel like I screwed up my future…I tried committing suicide so many times…but I’m such a coward to even dare to hurt myself…sometimes I just don’t want to wake up and let it all be over…while sometimes I’m too scared to die…I have this social anxiety and I can’t even talk to a wall without panicking…my hands sweat…my heart beats faster than normal….i feel like I have ice in my blood…and it hurts…I can’t breathe…I just want it to be over…I don’t know why they even judge me at first sight….everyone laughs at me…everyone points at me…I just try not to cry…and now I’m just here in bed all day…I can’t eat or sleep…and when I do can sleep I want to stay in my dreams…I don’t want to wake up… It might not be worth it staying all these years alive but I just hope some day….it will.
I'm 17 as well as you, I went through it the same way you describe, I realized the main thing in this whole situation, you don't have to pay much attention to these people, I had (and probably have) a lot of people who wished the worst for me, only I helped me, I wish you not to think about "unprovable", find the strength to climb out of this pit, and just have a good life. (I hope you will understand me).
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks, I appreciate your words and well I try but it’s like watching everyone laugh at you, i can’t help but panic and now I’m stuck at home in my really dark room
@@yualfa7504 The most important thing is diligence and faith in the fact that you will find your own person, no matter what you are, know that at least one person from the comment believes in you)
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks…that means a lot to me…I wish your words come true and I can move on before I end up doing something I can regret. Sorry for bothering you btw
Why do these people keep having sad titles for these videos? I find them to be very comforting, gives you a cozy feeling like you get when you go for a nice drive like this. These videos are not sad, not even remotely.
When your favorite person leaves, his personality leaves. You are only present with his body without a soul, because he does not want to leave you, even though he is angry and hates you, but he denies. because of a mistake that you yourself cannot forgive yourself for. The world becomes dark, Everything around you becomes worthless. Your existence becomes worthless. Being around him and he can't accept you makes you disgust yourself and choose to leave because part of him wants to. I hate myself because I lost someone who was ready to give me the world, but I lost him and I can't get him back I lost the most person i ever loved and the person that Makes my world colorful and makes me happy but all i ever did was makes him sad i loved the way he loved me and the way he was Obsessed with me im sorry .. My life is ruined, I can't enjoy anything he was the only person that makes me happy he was there when i was alone he safed me lots of times and solved my problems i hate this shit
Estoy convencido de que este es mi último año aquí. Me detiene el hecho de pensar como se sentirán mis padres por lo que haré. Pero es que fuera de ellos no tengo absolutamente nada, y no soy nadie. Traté de ser la mejor versión de mí mismo pero fallé. Y he fallado tantas veces que no tengo espíritu más para continuar intentándolo. Supongo que, si bien habrá quien llore mi pérdida, serán más los que se sientan reconfortados, y eso me alienta un poco. Aún así, me hubiera gustado que las cosas fueran diferentes, pero tengo la esperanza de que, si no soy yo, mi familia estará bien y seguirá con su vida. De ser el caso, si una última cosa pudiera pedir, sería solo que ellos estén bien y que no les falte nada para ser felices. Empatizo con quienes se sienten destrozados y vienen aquí para escuchar bonitas melodías. Ustedes representan ❤ así que les mando un fuerte abrazo y mis mejores deseos para cada uno.
My son was crying and my wife laughed and said “I bet that’s how you sounded when your parents split up huh” my mom died seven years ago and I’m still fucked up by it.. idk how much longer I can take this…
You left her there as memorial ...this is why still hurt you ... Go back to her rest place .. 🥰 let her 2 min to cover you than go with her .. leave that place like she is coming with you 💪 My grandfather is with me now and I no longer feel he is gone 🫂 some people preffer to leave it there .. looks like we are not this kind 😌 we want to keep everything closer right ?
Je souffre tellement, je suis fatiguée. Papa tu me manques beaucoup comment se fait-il que tu es parti comme ça . Pourquoi me laisser seule dans ce monde . Maintenant qui va m'aimer ? Paaaaapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa💔
Reflect, oh, sentient ones. Recite the hex of final vows. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (book I)
Don't do it, no point in using a permanent solution for a temporary problem, I know life probably ain't seeming like all that rn but trust things get better cuz, keep on going, because it'll all be worth it, take care of yourself and stay safe 🫶🏽🙂
I had someone who was the best person I could ever have been with and she died a year ago and now life just doesn't feel good right now i cry myself to sleep every night and I feel so empty and emotionally exhausted I just want to die i,m 15 years old with autism and Its hard alot of people see you as a disgrace and a disappointment And it jus hurts knowing that you will never be happy again
I dont think that anyone is going to read this but i want to write this anyway. I was forced to move from Germany to Sweden, with my parents 2 years ago. I feel like i dont belong here. I have no friends, no safe space and no one i can talk to. I like to be alone but if you are alone for 2 years and have suicidal thoughts the whole time, makes the situation just worse. I hope that i will find some friends or a boyfriend but it is so hard to meet new people here when you are not from here. I feel so stupid every time i talk to a swedish person and I am afaid of talking to someone, because they could think that I am dumb. Because of my german accent they ask me the whole time "You are not from here, right?" and every time it hurts because i want to be like them but i will not be like them i will alwys be the german girl which moved to Sweden. But even in Germany I got into many traumatic situations and my own parents didnt belive me that i was raped and sexual abused by my ex-boyfrinds. That what makes it even more hard to talk with someone if I cant even talk with my parent about what happened. It feels like everything is against me and i hate this feeling. I try my best pushing through all of this but it is not that simple.
It surely isn't simple. You're in a really tough situation and it's ok to feel down and alone like that. Being alone for that much time can really hurt as we humans are social beings and being mocked by others, just makes it worse. I hope you'll find the right person and find an end to this loneliness. Stay strong as things will get better as time goes on. (Sorry for my bad English) I hope it helped.
Я потерял любимую бабушку в 10, я жил раньше у нее, забрали мама и папа. Но первое детское мое пропало. В 2023 умер мой дед. Мой любимый дед. Я узнал об этом аэропорту, точнее мне не сказали , я почувствовал..и плакал прямо в аэропорту, я шел и текли слезы. Хотя в трубку мне говорили все нормально сын , дед живой, с ним все хорошо. Но я чувствовал . Когда я сел , приземлился . Мама снова перезвонила мне и сказала что дед умер, они дали мне долететь нормально.. я долго думал, что изменилось в моей жизни? Спустя два года я понял, я потерял все детство, все что с ним связывало. Часть моего сердца где то там , куска отвечающего за моих близких умерло
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My little cousin commited suicide 3 days ago on the 4th of july. Im currrently packing and planning my flight to lay him to rest with my family. Times are tough. Thanks for this . I can listen to while i fly. Rest in paradise bailey. Im coming to see you one last time brother.
Omg while everyone was lighting fireworks your cousin passed. I’m so sorry to hear that. He’s in a better place now💔
@@Pogug_10 yea. Hard times right now. He will be at rest by friday
But... Why he did that? :/
бро, прими соболезнования
I’m so sorry to hear about that. I’m truly lost for words.💔😞
My Dad passed away 2 weeks ago. The amount of grief I feel is immeasurable. My life will no longer be the same, which is expected with the loss of a parent I suppose. Regardless these videos help relax me. Thank You For the Mixes Sad Hours 🙏🏽 they help so very much
yo bro i know how it feels to have a loved one die its very painful one person at church every sunday he would give away snacks and tell jokes. but next week he died😔. just dont let his death be negative upon ur life instead appreciate the time u had wit him dont let it drag u down of dispair
sorry for your loss. i hope hes in a better place. prayers to you and your loved ones, i hope you pull through. keep your head up.
love and prayers for you. i can’t imagine the painful void you are experiencing right now. but hold on. keep holding on. it will pass. the crushing ache of grief you feel right now will run its course. praying for your healing ❤️ you’re not alone, you’re never alone. let yourself feel the pain of the loss of someone you love, be gentle on yourself. and eventually when the time is right, pick yourself back up again. life is painful but with each painful experience we are made stronger. i truly believe that. no experience is wasted. God bless
@@guest-pr2kr realy ? You know how it feels? Because its so rare... 1%of all population know this feel..
i lost my mom cause of a fukin cancer (2 years of sickness) one year ago , she was my secure place, my friend ..i'm 35 y old man and i have my indipendent life, i miss my mom every day , every morning and every night... but life goes on, sorry for my english i'm tryin my best ...day by day u will be more stronger and more aware of the fact that life is not that terrible, think about wars, starving kids under the bombs..U are here with your music and your freedom.. life is a gift death is certain, go ahead my friend
I've opened this video to relax and because driving for me it's a pleasure (i'm a car guy) and antistress too. I was reading tough comments about people who suffered a loss and it's very heartbreaking. I think that life it's the most valuable thing that we have, and damn sometimes it's too short, so we have to enjoy all the moments with the people who love. My soul it's with you brothers and sisters, stay strong ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
exactly my brother👏
Remember the good times while you can.
Ok mister
Poland best
We are inher house axaxa
I’ll never forget my grandma leaving the house with the paramedics and her telling me everything will be okay. That was the last thing she told me to not worry everything will be okay that she will be okay. Those were the last words I heard from her and the last time I saw her. I miss you and grandpa so much I hope to see you guys again in heaven. I love you both so much for as long as I Iive. ❤
I feel like it was the end of my world when I stopped being a kid being older has been nothing but depressing.
Hi. I’m sorry. Please know that you are not alone. Wishing you lighter, brighter days, love, happiness and all good things. Gentle hug for you, too.
I just don't get why you sad mfers can't meet and build something together.
Being more open here than to real people is just strange.
Hey bro, how old are you, I understand you man, I know what it’s like. Are there times when nostalgia hits you hard?
The tough thing Is, nothing can replace your childhood, nostalgia can also bring sadness as its a reminder how good it was but how shit it is now, and the realisation that our adult lives will never live upto it, even tho it'll have good moments it's not the same..
Same, its a terrible feeling
Life is hard. When your a kid you wished you were a adult . Now that you are, it aint what it seems. Throughout the bullshit in this world, you need to start with loving yourself and believing yourself. If you expect help you will take the road to dissapointments.
Reading through the comments here is quite a depressing experience. I hope ya'll find strength to navigate through your life and to overcome every painful situation you are or will be in
This is life man... everyone fighting their own battles. Life has always been hard and will always be, sometimes the good moments make us forget about it but sooner or later life will hit you hard again. The end of the line is always death and there is nothing we can do about it. Fun thing is that it should make us calm and not the opposite. "Memento mori" must be a plus for us to enjoy every day, to love friends and family, not get stressed about small things. Hope you all have a wonderful life.
@felipedutra9815 well said
It's beautiful how people just share their Stories without judging each other; quite the opposite. They're being comforted by like-minded persons. Music is therapy
Stay safe everyone ✌️
These soothing sounds are like a mini-vacation for your mind. Just what you need when life gets too hectic.
Everytime Im looking in the mirror, I see her face in it. People says I have her eyes and I smile in the way she does. My heart breaks a little when I hear it all over again, because she passed away few weeks ago. The house is so much bigger now, when she is not there. I'm trying my best to pull myself together, to be supportive to my younger brothers but I can't. She was our hero. We love you, mom, we always will. We are separated by time, not distance.
I'm sorry for your loss.... I hope that everything will be good for you and your little brother . I hope that you can overcome this terrible tragedy, I believe in you.
May I ask the reason she died? @ethergrim2916
damn bro , wish you luck and courage
My grandpa got buried on my birthday but that’s life keep your faith in god workout 🏋️ don’t let life knock you down and if it does get back up! And knock it down it’s a never ending spiritual mental battle love you guys stay blessed & and never stressed
Life for sure isnt what they all talk it up to be, it took me a long time to accept myself and where im at in life, the more i chased and chased $$$ and realized i wasnt even happy anymore. Appreciate the ones you love and the ones who continue to be around you because thats it!!! Thats all u got in this life so live it!!!!
bro you know i miss playing gta,driving at nights like that and find some peace.
I'm 19 years old and my life is falling apart, I had to leave home because my parents treated me very badly, but I didn't know that then I would have to come to terms with myself, my head goes against me and I always end up in a very serious state of paranoia. while I lost friends and my girlfriend, I don't have a penny because my parents have never helped me and my grandmother tries to give me a hand as she can, I work to be able to get my license but I would also like to have a support from someone. in love I'm a disaster my partner loved me but I was too busy hating myself so much as to push her away, I realise how much I hate myself, with friends I panic and I always start to have suicidal thoughts, I would really like to have had a family where you grow up with love too
Sorry for the spelling mistakes but I'm Italian, and this seemed like a good place to vent
please translate. lütfen insanlara yaranmaya çalışma, seni seven seninle kalırdı. ve günün sonunda yalnızız. hayatının bittiğini düşünüyorsun ama bu gencecik yaşta dünya avucunun içindedir. böyle düşünceleri bilirim. ben de şu anda yatağımda oturuyorum ve saat 02.26. sevgilim beni terk etti, sınavımda başarısız oldum ve kendimle ne yapacağım hakkında hiçbir fikrim yok. aynı yaştayız bu arada. kendimize odaklanmalıyız. geçmiş için yapabileceğimiz bir şey yok. geçmişi düşünmeyelim. bunları sana söylerken aslında kendime de söylüyorum. çünkü dipteyim. ah, sadece huzurlu olmak istiyorum. bu zor günler geçecek. zaman her şeyin ilacı. sevgili yabancı, lütfen aklından bir daha intihar ile ilgili düşünceler geçirme. eğer sen yaşamıyorsan bu evrenin bir anlamı yok. hikayenin sonunu gör. güneş, gecenin en karanlık anından hemen sonra doğar. evet klişe laflar ama gerçek. ileride otuzlu yaşlarımıza geldiğimizde geriye dönüp bakınca pişmanlık duymayalım. en genç yıllarımız, hayatı öğreniyoruz, elbette acılar yaşayacağız. bunlar bizi biz yapacak. korkma ve tutun. ben de yaşadığın şeyleri yaşadım. sadece inan. istersen ağla, üzül, fakat zamanla geçeceğini ve güçleneceğini aklından çıkarma. sana bunları söylüyorum çünkü birçok kez hayatımı sonlandırmayı düşündüm. düşündüm ki, yıllarca aynı acıyı çekeceğim, hep böyle boktan hissedeceğim, hedeflerime ulaşamacağım. yavaş yavaş farkına varıyorum ki hayat zaten bir yolculuktan ibaret. hepimize farklı davranıyor. ve şimdi ölmektense nefes almayı tercih ederim, çünkü ölürsem hiçbir şey değişmeyecek. yaşarken bir şeyleri değiştirmek benim elimde fakat ölünce? bir hiç. yoksun. yok olmayı hayal edebiliyor musun? bir şeyleri değiştirmek için potansiyelin var. ilk başta düşünme şeklin. evet hayat şimdi dipte ama ileride? bilemezsin. pes etme. sen yoksan bu evren de yok. hiçbir şeyin anlamı yok. umarım biraz olsun seni bu düşüncelerden alıkoyabilmişimdir.
bro, u can win this life, I believe in you (sorry my english)
p.s. I'm writing from my girlfriend's account
I lost to my boyfriend too , its really hard for me , i feel very down , pero todo pasará ❤
Sei una persona che si merita di vedere il futuro, le cose si sistemeranno. Fai un passo alla volta e vedrai che ce la farai, sei un grande e non dimenticarlo mai. 💪
Un abbraccio da un tuo fratello italiano.
When I was younger I too hated myself and tried many times to kill myself because of the grace and Love of Christ I was saved. Çhrist showed me unconditional Love He showed me I was worthy of life.
I am now 69 years old and a born again Christian.
Please consider giving your life to Christ if you have a Bible please read it if not please get one in it is God's word it will bring you peace 🕊️
I'll keep you in my prayers.
We are commanded to be strong and to be of good courage God is your source for everything 🕊️🫂🕊️
Times can be hard right now. If you’re reading this, just know there’s somebody you know that loves you. You’re going to be okay, whatever it is you’ve got going on is going to work out; one way or another. It’ll all be alright, even if it seems like it won’t right now. Have faith, believe, and keep your head up. Take care of yourself and be kind even if your hand is slapped away.
And if no one has told you this in a long time,
I love you. Take care of yourself.
this is so real... i go at night drive this is the vibe
I'm not really depressed but I like this kind of music
이건 인생곡입니다. 모든 살아있는 사람들을 축복해주는 노래 🎉이거야말로 아무데서 찾을수없는 귀한 신의 음악이 아닐런지 🎵
I hope everyone on here can find peace and stillness.
Guys, I have generative anxiety depressive disorder and I'm 21, I live with my mother now and they shame me, etc., etc. It's very difficult for me, I even went to a psychologist and it got a little better, but it still hurts a lot, and there's a loan (approximately $320) and I can't cope... At 16, I lost my girlfriend during childbirth, I dreamed of moving to the USA, but I'm stuck here in Ukraine (I was born here), but everything is very connected to events. Forgive me for such a revelation, but I don't know who else to share this with
man hope you'll get better soon
amigo espero UA-cam te ayude a traducir esto. Quiero decirte que no estás solo, mis oraciones y las de millones de personas están contigo, te mando un fuerte abrazo desde México. Todo mejorará, solo no te rindas
@@CarlosLP95 Gracias amigo, traduje esto a través de Google Translator, les estoy muy agradecido a todos.
What Game is this? So dope!
it’s forza 5, i used to play it awhile ago but since my old steam account was stolen, i can’t really do anything about it
@@valid.0064very important for all
@@valid.0064 Its Horizon 4
@@valid.0064 if you played it you'd know this is FH4 not FH5. Doesn't look anything like 5 as it's clearly not Mexico
Forza Horizon 4, if you want it, get it as soon as you can in a discount before it gets delisted. These games have very limited availability periods.
My brother and my dog died 1 year ago, i lost almost all my good friends, I always got used and rejected by people in my life I just relocated in a place I don’t like. I’ve been alone all day for the past 6month and I feel emptier than the void and yeahhhh that’s it
Life is not over. I advise you to surrender to God and repent to God. By God, you will find great comfort. Worship none but God, glory be to Him, who is above the seven heavens. Glory be to Him. There is no god but Him. I hope you are guided. ❤😊
This is pure magic. I really thank you, because it's really beautiful
I grant you my subscription
hails from drauglur from germany
ختامها مسك ❤
has anyone ever felt like they want to take care of their younger sibling and just keep them safe and happy trying to make things better after you weren’t the best older sibling to them and you just hate yourself for it
yea, I’m there right now
Yep, I'm going through it, but I realized I'm not in the optimal state to restore our relationship at the moment (I need to heal a lot) and I cannot control her decisions as much as I don't want her to make the same mistakes that I've made.
Me currently I'm not the best sibling haven't see my sister in almost 2mounths i hate myself for it
I feel you brother 😢
I wasn’t the best ether🥲
Thankyou for this
Its social media has made ue so focused on aching fast even though the best part is not reaching your goal but waking up everyday with a healthy body and mind and working on your goals we always feel like we're late i agree we shouldn't waste any time but also we shouldn't Rush things and remember you're the main character focus on you
It's not sad, it's relaxing
Сколько я искал такого ютубера как ты ппц...
how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?
Life is full of misery, mistakes, regrets, surprises, fear, lots of tears. I’m not surprised how that can change because it doesn’t and it never will.
Sure life is full of those things, it's rough, its painful and you'll live through these experiences time and time again but it's also full of surprises that you'll never see coming which could change your life for the better but you need to keep your chin up high and keep moving forward to see those surprises its like the famous saying "It ain't about how hard you're hit, it's about how you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!" Stay strong life isn't always doom a gloom there's always hope for a better tomorrow.
It will never change until you allow yourself to live differently, to heal and to see the good and enjoy live as you can. If you keep depressing yourself, you'll never get out of it, I know, cause I've been in a depressing situation my whole life and at the moment I just can enjoy a few things in my life, so be grateful for what you have, focus on the good, cause there's always going to be things to worry about in this world.
I recommend you Aaron Kim channel, a Korean man; he was healed from depression, anxiety, panic attacks and insomnia. He's videos will give you great comfort, go to the older ones, from two to three years ago, those are gems, he'll speak to your soul.
it makes me feel sad seeing my dad getting older, seeing that he continues being my hero, but he strongness is fading away, do not know how to react if he leaves this life
Absolute legend!
I went out with a guy in my 20's that drove like this drunk. I didn't know he was drunk. I told him pull over and walked home. It was late at night 🌙 no traffic , thank God. Never saw him again.
He dropped you off. Went around the corner and totalled his car. Never contacted you again because the embarrassment of you being right was just too much for him to bear...
I want Better place where someone care for me someone who is always there for me to encourage and give me what i really want which is love 💘
No need the end. We will live!
I feel lost. My life is terrible, I feel like no one cares about me. It's been three years since I met a person who changed my whole life, motivated me, and made me happy. We were happy together, but I feel like I'm losing her. I don't know what to do. I am in great pain, I can't be happy. I have no one. Why do I deserve this?
You have to surrender to the facts of life and then you be at least better. Happiness doesn’t last, most people change, life will keep putting you in unwanted situations, and lastly not everything is your fault.
Self respect… remember is important
@@BigBoss-rw4mn 🫂
All you have at the end of this life is yourself. Work hard on yourself, eat healthy, work out hard, and just try to be your best you. Chase your passion. That's all you can control in this life.
I miss the time where is was 10-15 years old, now im 22 years old i feel like everything is empty boring.
Don't feel that way. Soon you will be 30 and you will miss the time you were 22. Make the present mean more than regrets in the future.
I feel like I just don't connect with anyone or anything. I want to because I love the idea of people, wishing we can all heal and LOVE. Unfortunately, there's so much going on in the world. It's hard to focus on the goodness when it's far in between and the world is much larger than our boxes of safety. Struggling. Some love me and want me around...I hope😢 but I love me enough to not want to stay and endure more than what's already broken me. Good night. To whomever reads this...we aren't alone although we're far. ❤
focus on what you can handle and control. you can't change everything, but you can change the lives of people around you. spread happiness and it will come back to you
@maebug3518 I do but...
Hi, I'm Jen and it's not just the octaves I think. Personally, I'm considering drinking some RIM or brake cleaner atm for a high.
Und du?
@@jenadamczak968 what?
There is good and evil, so there is heaven and there is hell. People’s satisfaction is an unattainable goal, but God’s satisfaction, and for God to be pleased with you, what is more beautiful than that? I invite you to Islam and to worship only God who is above the seven heavens, glory be to Him, the Most High. 😊❤
I lost my best friend.. my only friend.. to a fuckin overdose.. i cant explain the grief i felt.. it was worse than when i lost my dad.. it was indescribable.. shes been gone for about 6 years now and still to this damn day not a single day goes by where i dont think about her.. my soulmate.. a connection that transended the typical human emotions.. it wasnt love, it was something we dont even have words for.. ill see her again. I know i will.
Forza horizon is the most relaxing game in the world
Great content ❤❤❤
Life on earth does not matter. I will do it one way or another.
Like old days. 😢❤
Superb
even with an ending their is still hope . as long as i am still alive i will fight
Happiness is only found within those who are the calmest, anger is found in those who are in need of love, sadness is found in those who are broken. However, loneliness is found in those who are happy ~~Me
Yes 😏
My life 😭🙏my Mazda and the Road thank you 💗
no matter how hard i try
no matter how long iv'e tried
i will always be a failure...
You won’t. If you learn from your failures and mistakes, they’ll be building blocks for your future success. Keep going, bro❤
@@TheTateBros love bro that hit deep❤
@@taiss_taee I wish you all the best, bro
deep my feelings
Uma das cenas mais bonitas é um carro que ganha liberdade e pode finalmente correr livre pelas ruas iluminadas da natureza...
I like this music because the world likes "music" that is just loud and plain noise; no rhythm, no substance, no soul, just loud noise.
What game is this? great tracklist btw.
Forza Horizon 4
I’m 17 and I still don’t have plans for the future…I left school because I would always cry in there, I would panic and I would get judge by everyone since I was 5…I never understood why…I know I’m not pretty but it’s not like I can change it just to please them… everything I do is wrong, I left school for a break and I will go back next year…but I feel so lost, I feel like I screwed up my future…I tried committing suicide so many times…but I’m such a coward to even dare to hurt myself…sometimes I just don’t want to wake up and let it all be over…while sometimes I’m too scared to die…I have this social anxiety and I can’t even talk to a wall without panicking…my hands sweat…my heart beats faster than normal….i feel like I have ice in my blood…and it hurts…I can’t breathe…I just want it to be over…I don’t know why they even judge me at first sight….everyone laughs at me…everyone points at me…I just try not to cry…and now I’m just here in bed all day…I can’t eat or sleep…and when I do can sleep I want to stay in my dreams…I don’t want to wake up…
It might not be worth it staying all these years alive but I just hope some day….it will.
I'm 17 as well as you, I went through it the same way you describe, I realized the main thing in this whole situation, you don't have to pay much attention to these people, I had (and probably have) a lot of people who wished the worst for me, only I helped me, I wish you not to think about "unprovable", find the strength to climb out of this pit, and just have a good life. (I hope you will understand me).
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks, I appreciate your words and well I try but it’s like watching everyone laugh at you, i can’t help but panic and now I’m stuck at home in my really dark room
@@yualfa7504 The most important thing is diligence and faith in the fact that you will find your own person, no matter what you are, know that at least one person from the comment believes in you)
If you want to talk, write!
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks…that means a lot to me…I wish your words come true and I can move on before I end up doing something I can regret.
Sorry for bothering you btw
Why do these people keep having sad titles for these videos?
I find them to be very comforting,
gives you a cozy feeling like you get when you go for a nice drive like this.
These videos are not sad, not even remotely.
what's the instrument called? really love its sound......so peaceful, remind me of many many things
When your favorite person leaves, his personality leaves. You are only present with his body without a soul, because he does not want to leave you, even though he is angry and hates you, but he denies. because of a mistake that you yourself cannot forgive yourself for. The world becomes dark, Everything around you becomes worthless. Your existence becomes worthless. Being around him and he can't accept you makes you disgust yourself and choose to leave because part of him wants to. I hate myself because I lost someone who was ready to give me the world, but I lost him and I can't get him back I lost the most person i ever loved and the person that Makes my world colorful and makes me happy but all i ever did was makes him sad i loved the way he loved me and the way he was Obsessed with me im sorry ..
My life is ruined, I can't enjoy anything he was the only person that makes me happy he was there when i was alone he safed me lots of times and solved my problems i hate this shit
I dream about her still, even after i left her. Nd now i will carry this for the rest of my life, only wondering if she still remembers me
She does man trust me she does. But since you left her it is not your place to wonder anymore and now you should let her go
I love this so much…is this GTA?
Forza Horizon 4
Estoy convencido de que este es mi último año aquí.
Me detiene el hecho de pensar como se sentirán mis padres por lo que haré.
Pero es que fuera de ellos no tengo absolutamente nada, y no soy nadie.
Traté de ser la mejor versión de mí mismo pero fallé. Y he fallado tantas veces que no tengo espíritu más para continuar intentándolo.
Supongo que, si bien habrá quien llore mi pérdida, serán más los que se sientan reconfortados, y eso me alienta un poco.
Aún así, me hubiera gustado que las cosas fueran diferentes, pero tengo la esperanza de que, si no soy yo, mi familia estará bien y seguirá con su vida.
De ser el caso, si una última cosa pudiera pedir, sería solo que ellos estén bien y que no les falte nada para ser felices.
Empatizo con quienes se sienten destrozados y vienen aquí para escuchar bonitas melodías. Ustedes representan ❤ así que les mando un fuerte abrazo y mis mejores deseos para cada uno.
My son was crying and my wife laughed and said “I bet that’s how you sounded when your parents split up huh” my mom died seven years ago and I’m still fucked up by it.. idk how much longer I can take this…
just hold on man
You left her there as memorial ...this is why still hurt you ...
Go back to her rest place ..
🥰 let her 2 min to cover you than go with her .. leave that place like she is coming with you 💪 My grandfather is with me now and I no longer feel he is gone 🫂 some people preffer to leave it there .. looks like we are not this kind 😌 we want to keep everything closer right ?
When I read the comments, I feel less alone
i dont wanna wake up tomorrow
I lost my grandmother last year of july. Her not being here anymore is hard.
can someone tell me this game ?
Forza horizon 5
@@umyamushinderiu52804
You can also try crew motorfest is good also
the way you drive is pretty wild tho.
the day the world ends will be the happiest day of my life 💔
Hang in there brother.
And remember there will always be someone in the world who loves you.😊
Nice 🙂
@@ahmadraza5656there is no one in this world bro 😢
Que bien me siento escuchando esto razón no la se pero me conecta con migo mismo 🙂
Je souffre tellement, je suis fatiguée. Papa tu me manques beaucoup comment se fait-il que tu es parti comme ça . Pourquoi me laisser seule dans ce monde . Maintenant qui va m'aimer ?
Paaaaapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa💔
Shit isn’t perfect but I’m learning to find peace in the chaos - Unknown
Reflect, oh, sentient ones.
Recite the hex of final vows.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (book I)
There's no car sound in the background 😿
which game do you play??
i wouldnt be sad if the world was ending , only because it already ended
Damn i came here to sleep, but everyone be depressed as shit in the comments, like damn hold back on the stories im tryna sleep, lmao
😢😂
Name ? 46:32
the end of the world was when i grew up and apart from my friends and it will never feel the same ever again
Anyone else just waiting for the inevitable end?
나는 오늘도 마지막 종착지까지 열심히 최선을 다하면서 계속 끝없이 달립니다.
I am fckng lonely and if this shit didn't change I will kms on this stupid year, I swear to god
me too, but I only have 2 weeks, I suppose.
Do you wanna talk about it? I'm here if you want.
@@Zero_404how are you bro don't do it
@@Zero_404 please, dont do it. I'm begging you
Don't do it, no point in using a permanent solution for a temporary problem, I know life probably ain't seeming like all that rn but trust things get better cuz, keep on going, because it'll all be worth it, take care of yourself and stay safe 🫶🏽🙂
I had someone who was the best person I could ever have been with and she died a year ago and now life just doesn't feel good right now i cry myself to sleep every night and I feel so empty and emotionally exhausted I just want to die i,m 15 years old with autism and Its hard alot of people see you as a disgrace and a disappointment
And it jus hurts knowing that you will never be happy again
What game is this
Forza Horizon 4
@@od1n495 thanks
whats that game name??
Forza horizon 4
@@julls42 how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?
what game is ?
Forza Horizon 5
@@heitorserenocunha2485 thanks dude
ill miss fh4 ngl
I dont think that anyone is going to read this but i want to write this anyway.
I was forced to move from Germany to Sweden, with my parents 2 years ago. I feel like i dont belong here. I have no friends, no safe space and no one i can talk to. I like to be alone but if you are alone for 2 years and have suicidal thoughts the whole time, makes the situation just worse. I hope that i will find some friends or a boyfriend but it is so hard to meet new people here when you are not from here. I feel so stupid every time i talk to a swedish person and I am afaid of talking to someone, because they could think that I am dumb. Because of my german accent they ask me the whole time "You are not from here, right?" and every time it hurts because i want to be like them but i will not be like them i will alwys be the german girl which moved to Sweden.
But even in Germany I got into many traumatic situations and my own parents didnt belive me that i was raped and sexual abused by my ex-boyfrinds. That what makes it even more hard to talk with someone if I cant even talk with my parent about what happened. It feels like everything is against me and i hate this feeling. I try my best pushing through all of this but it is not that simple.
It surely isn't simple. You're in a really tough situation and it's ok to feel down and alone like that. Being alone for that much time can really hurt as we humans are social beings and being mocked by others, just makes it worse. I hope you'll find the right person and find an end to this loneliness. Stay strong as things will get better as time goes on. (Sorry for my bad English) I hope it helped.
can we have a supercar in the next one :)
In the next life! Maybe.
@@hulking_presence why not this one?
no guys were gonna be fine
What style of music is it?
Ambient
Dark ambient
Que jogo é esse?
Forza Horizon 4
what game
Ребята, подскажите что за игра такая? Спасибо!
Форза 5
@@fad5060 спасибо 🙏 Брат
We can all cry togetha
Guys, what game is this ? I want to play it haha, somebody reply with game name
greatly appreciated!
What type of camera did you use for this shoot?
It's forza, a racing game, he probably used recording software on his computer for that.
Я потерял любимую бабушку в 10, я жил раньше у нее, забрали мама и папа. Но первое детское мое пропало.
В 2023 умер мой дед. Мой любимый дед. Я узнал об этом аэропорту, точнее мне не сказали , я почувствовал..и плакал прямо в аэропорту, я шел и текли слезы. Хотя в трубку мне говорили все нормально сын , дед живой, с ним все хорошо. Но я чувствовал . Когда я сел , приземлился . Мама снова перезвонила мне и сказала что дед умер, они дали мне долететь нормально..
я долго думал, что изменилось в моей жизни?
Спустя два года я понял, я потерял все детство, все что с ним связывало. Часть моего сердца где то там , куска отвечающего за моих близких умерло
😍
My lifespan has shorten a lot. I can't survive for that long.
8 1/2 years... hasn't left but I miss her already ;(
how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?