My little cousin commited suicide 3 days ago on the 4th of july. Im currrently packing and planning my flight to lay him to rest with my family. Times are tough. Thanks for this . I can listen to while i fly. Rest in paradise bailey. Im coming to see you one last time brother.
Everytime Im looking in the mirror, I see her face in it. People says I have her eyes and I smile in the way she does. My heart breaks a little when I hear it all over again, because she passed away few weeks ago. The house is so much bigger now, when she is not there. I'm trying my best to pull myself together, to be supportive to my younger brothers but I can't. She was our hero. We love you, mom, we always will. We are separated by time, not distance.
I'm sorry for your loss.... I hope that everything will be good for you and your little brother . I hope that you can overcome this terrible tragedy, I believe in you.
Life is hard. When your a kid you wished you were a adult . Now that you are, it aint what it seems. Throughout the bullshit in this world, you need to start with loving yourself and believing yourself. If you expect help you will take the road to dissapointments.
I'm 19 years old and my life is falling apart, I had to leave home because my parents treated me very badly, but I didn't know that then I would have to come to terms with myself, my head goes against me and I always end up in a very serious state of paranoia. while I lost friends and my girlfriend, I don't have a penny because my parents have never helped me and my grandmother tries to give me a hand as she can, I work to be able to get my license but I would also like to have a support from someone. in love I'm a disaster my partner loved me but I was too busy hating myself so much as to push her away, I realise how much I hate myself, with friends I panic and I always start to have suicidal thoughts, I would really like to have had a family where you grow up with love too Sorry for the spelling mistakes but I'm Italian, and this seemed like a good place to vent
please translate. lütfen insanlara yaranmaya çalışma, seni seven seninle kalırdı. ve günün sonunda yalnızız. hayatının bittiğini düşünüyorsun ama bu gencecik yaşta dünya avucunun içindedir. böyle düşünceleri bilirim. ben de şu anda yatağımda oturuyorum ve saat 02.26. sevgilim beni terk etti, sınavımda başarısız oldum ve kendimle ne yapacağım hakkında hiçbir fikrim yok. aynı yaştayız bu arada. kendimize odaklanmalıyız. geçmiş için yapabileceğimiz bir şey yok. geçmişi düşünmeyelim. bunları sana söylerken aslında kendime de söylüyorum. çünkü dipteyim. ah, sadece huzurlu olmak istiyorum. bu zor günler geçecek. zaman her şeyin ilacı. sevgili yabancı, lütfen aklından bir daha intihar ile ilgili düşünceler geçirme. eğer sen yaşamıyorsan bu evrenin bir anlamı yok. hikayenin sonunu gör. güneş, gecenin en karanlık anından hemen sonra doğar. evet klişe laflar ama gerçek. ileride otuzlu yaşlarımıza geldiğimizde geriye dönüp bakınca pişmanlık duymayalım. en genç yıllarımız, hayatı öğreniyoruz, elbette acılar yaşayacağız. bunlar bizi biz yapacak. korkma ve tutun. ben de yaşadığın şeyleri yaşadım. sadece inan. istersen ağla, üzül, fakat zamanla geçeceğini ve güçleneceğini aklından çıkarma. sana bunları söylüyorum çünkü birçok kez hayatımı sonlandırmayı düşündüm. düşündüm ki, yıllarca aynı acıyı çekeceğim, hep böyle boktan hissedeceğim, hedeflerime ulaşamacağım. yavaş yavaş farkına varıyorum ki hayat zaten bir yolculuktan ibaret. hepimize farklı davranıyor. ve şimdi ölmektense nefes almayı tercih ederim, çünkü ölürsem hiçbir şey değişmeyecek. yaşarken bir şeyleri değiştirmek benim elimde fakat ölünce? bir hiç. yoksun. yok olmayı hayal edebiliyor musun? bir şeyleri değiştirmek için potansiyelin var. ilk başta düşünme şeklin. evet hayat şimdi dipte ama ileride? bilemezsin. pes etme. sen yoksan bu evren de yok. hiçbir şeyin anlamı yok. umarım biraz olsun seni bu düşüncelerden alıkoyabilmişimdir.
Sei una persona che si merita di vedere il futuro, le cose si sistemeranno. Fai un passo alla volta e vedrai che ce la farai, sei un grande e non dimenticarlo mai. 💪 Un abbraccio da un tuo fratello italiano.
When I was younger I too hated myself and tried many times to kill myself because of the grace and Love of Christ I was saved. Çhrist showed me unconditional Love He showed me I was worthy of life. I am now 69 years old and a born again Christian. Please consider giving your life to Christ if you have a Bible please read it if not please get one in it is God's word it will bring you peace 🕊️ I'll keep you in my prayers. We are commanded to be strong and to be of good courage God is your source for everything 🕊️🫂🕊️
I feel like I just don't connect with anyone or anything. I want to because I love the idea of people, wishing we can all heal and LOVE. Unfortunately, there's so much going on in the world. It's hard to focus on the goodness when it's far in between and the world is much larger than our boxes of safety. Struggling. Some love me and want me around...I hope😢 but I love me enough to not want to stay and endure more than what's already broken me. Good night. To whomever reads this...we aren't alone although we're far. ❤
focus on what you can handle and control. you can't change everything, but you can change the lives of people around you. spread happiness and it will come back to you
I’m 17 and I still don’t have plans for the future…I left school because I would always cry in there, I would panic and I would get judge by everyone since I was 5…I never understood why…I know I’m not pretty but it’s not like I can change it just to please them… everything I do is wrong, I left school for a break and I will go back next year…but I feel so lost, I feel like I screwed up my future…I tried committing suicide so many times…but I’m such a coward to even dare to hurt myself…sometimes I just don’t want to wake up and let it all be over…while sometimes I’m too scared to die…I have this social anxiety and I can’t even talk to a wall without panicking…my hands sweat…my heart beats faster than normal….i feel like I have ice in my blood…and it hurts…I can’t breathe…I just want it to be over…I don’t know why they even judge me at first sight….everyone laughs at me…everyone points at me…I just try not to cry…and now I’m just here in bed all day…I can’t eat or sleep…and when I do can sleep I want to stay in my dreams…I don’t want to wake up… It might not be worth it staying all these years alive but I just hope some day….it will.
I'm 17 as well as you, I went through it the same way you describe, I realized the main thing in this whole situation, you don't have to pay much attention to these people, I had (and probably have) a lot of people who wished the worst for me, only I helped me, I wish you not to think about "unprovable", find the strength to climb out of this pit, and just have a good life. (I hope you will understand me).
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks, I appreciate your words and well I try but it’s like watching everyone laugh at you, i can’t help but panic and now I’m stuck at home in my really dark room
@@yualfa7504 The most important thing is diligence and faith in the fact that you will find your own person, no matter what you are, know that at least one person from the comment believes in you)
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks…that means a lot to me…I wish your words come true and I can move on before I end up doing something I can regret. Sorry for bothering you btw
As a 16 year old, life is good but my expectations are higher, and that’s what makes me depressed. Recently I’ve gotten a girlfriend going on 6 months now. feeling good, but I feel like she’s just not into me like that, we haven’t kissed once. I feel like I’m drowning in sorrrow for my mistakes. Ever since I was 9 I discover the hub, and sadly it’s been addicting straight. I want to turn from it, but it’s to hard. I want to get into God more but having hard time finding him. I want my love life to be affectionate, I don’t want her to feel I want her for her body. I really do love this girl, and hope one day she’ll be my wife but idk how to take that next step. I’m stuck and I’m sad.
from a 19 year old to you... Please talk to your girlfriend. Be honest with yourself and her, you'll figure it out. You may stay together, you may go your own ways but honesty is the most important thing in a relationship. I've been dating my boyfriend for around 8 months now, and clear communication is what has kept us together. Don't focus on the long terms of a relationship if you can't get shit straight right now. You will never marry her or even get close if you two aren't connected like that. Healthy relationships come first and then comes time and marriage. I used to have an addiction to adult content. I wasn't even into it but I was hooked. What got me off of it was to stop watching videos and make a transition to reading $mut. It sounds different, but you'll find what you're looking for. AO3 is a great place to start. Another way is just looking at photos if you need the visual, and transition to drawings when you can. Trust me, it gets better. You're not alone. As for finding God, I don't have much advice. If you're Christian like me, start reading Psalms, especially the ones by David. If you're looking how to improve your walk with God, read Paul's letters. I can't give much more recommendations for any other religion, but go talk to a religious leader. They'll guide you on the right path. You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You are NOT alone. Somebody loves you. When shit gets rough, go spend some time with someone who means something to you. Your family, friends, girlfriend, etc.
My son was crying and my wife laughed and said “I bet that’s how you sounded when your parents split up huh” my mom died seven years ago and I’m still fucked up by it.. idk how much longer I can take this…
You left her there as memorial ...this is why still hurt you ... Go back to her rest place .. 🥰 let her 2 min to cover you than go with her .. leave that place like she is coming with you 💪 My grandfather is with me now and I no longer feel he is gone 🫂 some people preffer to leave it there .. looks like we are not this kind 😌 we want to keep everything closer right ?
Ill tell you all a little secret since your wondering and seeing this through different eyes. My name is shane, which is the NHS backwards in england. Im 23 years old my grandad on my mums side is fully iranian. My nan on my dads side is half irish, the rest is english. I met my god briefly. And im a god myself right now im in mental hospital because i need to be safe. I just wanted to let you all know since your all wondering how we all found this page right. My best friends called ant and in rap music were known as A1 we have been on car rides in real life where smoke has been coming up from the ground on the road. I even have a button for the future police from george orwells 1984. I figured out the code on snapchat and protected my dream girlfriend on snapchat and figured out her name context to create a countdown which saved her life. Now shes saving mine. Thankyou for beliving in me im the closest one to god. I promise
Reflect, oh, sentient ones. Recite the hex of final vows. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (book I)
In life the hardest moments are the ones you don't want to face. You've got to ask her bluntly. "mum Im probably wrong, but lately I've had the feeling somethings off and that you don't like me" trust me you'd rather know and find out why, than never know and always want to or feel like you're the crazy one
The tough thing Is, nothing can replace your childhood, nostalgia can also bring sadness as its a reminder how good it was but how shit it is now, and the realisation that our adult lives will never live upto it, even tho it'll have good moments it's not the same..
My Dad passed away 2 weeks ago. The amount of grief I feel is immeasurable. My life will no longer be the same, which is expected with the loss of a parent I suppose. Regardless these videos help relax me. Thank You For the Mixes Sad Hours 🙏🏽 they help so very much
yo bro i know how it feels to have a loved one die its very painful one person at church every sunday he would give away snacks and tell jokes. but next week he died😔. just dont let his death be negative upon ur life instead appreciate the time u had wit him dont let it drag u down of dispair
love and prayers for you. i can’t imagine the painful void you are experiencing right now. but hold on. keep holding on. it will pass. the crushing ache of grief you feel right now will run its course. praying for your healing ❤️ you’re not alone, you’re never alone. let yourself feel the pain of the loss of someone you love, be gentle on yourself. and eventually when the time is right, pick yourself back up again. life is painful but with each painful experience we are made stronger. i truly believe that. no experience is wasted. God bless
i lost my mom cause of a fukin cancer (2 years of sickness) one year ago , she was my secure place, my friend ..i'm 35 y old man and i have my indipendent life, i miss my mom every day , every morning and every night... but life goes on, sorry for my english i'm tryin my best ...day by day u will be more stronger and more aware of the fact that life is not that terrible, think about wars, starving kids under the bombs..U are here with your music and your freedom.. life is a gift death is certain, go ahead my friend
I've opened this video to relax and because driving for me it's a pleasure (i'm a car guy) and antistress too. I was reading tough comments about people who suffered a loss and it's very heartbreaking. I think that life it's the most valuable thing that we have, and damn sometimes it's too short, so we have to enjoy all the moments with the people who love. My soul it's with you brothers and sisters, stay strong ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Reading through the comments here is quite a depressing experience. I hope ya'll find strength to navigate through your life and to overcome every painful situation you are or will be in
has anyone ever felt like they want to take care of their younger sibling and just keep them safe and happy trying to make things better after you weren’t the best older sibling to them and you just hate yourself for it
Yep, I'm going through it, but I realized I'm not in the optimal state to restore our relationship at the moment (I need to heal a lot) and I cannot control her decisions as much as I don't want her to make the same mistakes that I've made.
I went out with a guy in my 20's that drove like this drunk. I didn't know he was drunk. I told him pull over and walked home. It was late at night 🌙 no traffic , thank God. Never saw him again.
Guys, I have generative anxiety depressive disorder and I'm 21, I live with my mother now and they shame me, etc., etc. It's very difficult for me, I even went to a psychologist and it got a little better, but it still hurts a lot, and there's a loan (approximately $320) and I can't cope... At 16, I lost my girlfriend during childbirth, I dreamed of moving to the USA, but I'm stuck here in Ukraine (I was born here), but everything is very connected to events. Forgive me for such a revelation, but I don't know who else to share this with
The screw factory is the screw factory. Home is the screw factory, all friendships are the screw factory, all social interactions are the screw factory, intimacy and sex are the screw factory, the countryside is the screw factory, the city is the screw factory, politics is the screw factory, second jobs are the screw factory, unemployment is the screw factory, sick pay is the screw factory, compulsory care is the screw factory, most pleasures have become the screw factory, travel is the screw factory, being useful and helping others is the screw factory, practice driving and driving test is the screw factory, therapy is the screw factory, exercise is the screw factory, staying healthy is the screw factory, memories are the screw factory, family are the screw factory. The work process goes: Monotonous, lonely, grueling, barking, bullying, disorienting, performance-demanding, humiliating, mind fucking, creaking ribs, irritable bowel syndrome, sore muscles, headaches, joint pain, nerve pain, uncertainty, self-hatred, shame, gear wheels, and conveyor belts. The best and closest friend - Sarcasm. A few short breaks - Writing, rock n roll, Hollywood, GTA, Max Payne, sleep, Jim Beam, and McD. Most of the effort seems to take more energy than it gives. Maybe it pays off in the long run, I have no idea. Sometimes I want to quit my job and never come back. But don't dare, don't have the energy, maybe it's just more screw factories beyond the screw factory, or even worse. Maybe I miss out on a raise or promotion. Maybe I would still miss something or someone at the screw factory, maybe I will be missed. I have to be thankful, at least it's not a sweatshop or slavery, and there are more difficult demeaning jobs here in the screw factory too. Will still get fired someday. No time to reflect, best get to work, think clearly, and keep a cool head, so everything is registered as it should. Otherwise, the supervisor scolds: "You are doing it wrong! Why are you even here?!"
I feel lost. My life is terrible, I feel like no one cares about me. It's been three years since I met a person who changed my whole life, motivated me, and made me happy. We were happy together, but I feel like I'm losing her. I don't know what to do. I am in great pain, I can't be happy. I have no one. Why do I deserve this?
You have to surrender to the facts of life and then you be at least better. Happiness doesn’t last, most people change, life will keep putting you in unwanted situations, and lastly not everything is your fault. Self respect… remember is important
All you have at the end of this life is yourself. Work hard on yourself, eat healthy, work out hard, and just try to be your best you. Chase your passion. That's all you can control in this life.
Sure life is full of those things, it's rough, its painful and you'll live through these experiences time and time again but it's also full of surprises that you'll never see coming which could change your life for the better but you need to keep your chin up high and keep moving forward to see those surprises its like the famous saying "It ain't about how hard you're hit, it's about how you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!" Stay strong life isn't always doom a gloom there's always hope for a better tomorrow.
It will never change until you allow yourself to live differently, to heal and to see the good and enjoy live as you can. If you keep depressing yourself, you'll never get out of it, I know, cause I've been in a depressing situation my whole life and at the moment I just can enjoy a few things in my life, so be grateful for what you have, focus on the good, cause there's always going to be things to worry about in this world. I recommend you Aaron Kim channel, a Korean man; he was healed from depression, anxiety, panic attacks and insomnia. He's videos will give you great comfort, go to the older ones, from two to three years ago, those are gems, he'll speak to your soul.
My brother and my dog died 1 year ago, i lost almost all my good friends, I always got used and rejected by people in my life I just relocated in a place I don’t like. I’ve been alone all day for the past 6month and I feel emptier than the void and yeahhhh that’s it
I dont think that anyone is going to read this but i want to write this anyway. I was forced to move from Germany to Sweden, with my parents 2 years ago. I feel like i dont belong here. I have no friends, no safe space and no one i can talk to. I like to be alone but if you are alone for 2 years and have suicidal thoughts the whole time, makes the situation just worse. I hope that i will find some friends or a boyfriend but it is so hard to meet new people here when you are not from here. I feel so stupid every time i talk to a swedish person and I am afaid of talking to someone, because they could think that I am dumb. Because of my german accent they ask me the whole time "You are not from here, right?" and every time it hurts because i want to be like them but i will not be like them i will alwys be the german girl which moved to Sweden. But even in Germany I got into many traumatic situations and my own parents didnt belive me that i was raped and sexual abused by my ex-boyfrinds. That what makes it even more hard to talk with someone if I cant even talk with my parent about what happened. It feels like everything is against me and i hate this feeling. I try my best pushing through all of this but it is not that simple.
It surely isn't simple. You're in a really tough situation and it's ok to feel down and alone like that. Being alone for that much time can really hurt as we humans are social beings and being mocked by others, just makes it worse. I hope you'll find the right person and find an end to this loneliness. Stay strong as things will get better as time goes on. (Sorry for my bad English) I hope it helped.
Don't do it, no point in using a permanent solution for a temporary problem, I know life probably ain't seeming like all that rn but trust things get better cuz, keep on going, because it'll all be worth it, take care of yourself and stay safe 🫶🏽🙂
Life for sure isnt what they all talk it up to be, it took me a long time to accept myself and where im at in life, the more i chased and chased $$$ and realized i wasnt even happy anymore. Appreciate the ones you love and the ones who continue to be around you because thats it!!! Thats all u got in this life so live it!!!!
it makes me feel sad seeing my dad getting older, seeing that he continues being my hero, but he strongness is fading away, do not know how to react if he leaves this life
Happiness is only found within those who are the calmest, anger is found in those who are in need of love, sadness is found in those who are broken. However, loneliness is found in those who are happy ~~Me
I belive he does.even the evil or demons reconoist.but if this work for somebody i think in suicide and other stuff every day and only him and the love of my wife stop me from doing it.
Times can be hard right now. If you’re reading this, just know there’s somebody you know that loves you. You’re going to be okay, whatever it is you’ve got going on is going to work out; one way or another. It’ll all be alright, even if it seems like it won’t right now. Have faith, believe, and keep your head up. Take care of yourself and be kind even if your hand is slapped away. And if no one has told you this in a long time, I love you. Take care of yourself.
I had someone who was the best person I could ever have been with and she died a year ago and now life just doesn't feel good right now i cry myself to sleep every night and I feel so empty and emotionally exhausted I just want to die i,m 15 years old with autism and Its hard alot of people see you as a disgrace and a disappointment And it jus hurts knowing that you will never be happy again
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My little cousin commited suicide 3 days ago on the 4th of july. Im currrently packing and planning my flight to lay him to rest with my family. Times are tough. Thanks for this . I can listen to while i fly. Rest in paradise bailey. Im coming to see you one last time brother.
Omg while everyone was lighting fireworks your cousin passed. I’m so sorry to hear that. He’s in a better place now💔
@@Pogug_10 yea. Hard times right now. He will be at rest by friday
But... Why he did that? :/
бро, прими соболезнования
I’m so sorry to hear about that. I’m truly lost for words.💔😞
Everytime Im looking in the mirror, I see her face in it. People says I have her eyes and I smile in the way she does. My heart breaks a little when I hear it all over again, because she passed away few weeks ago. The house is so much bigger now, when she is not there. I'm trying my best to pull myself together, to be supportive to my younger brothers but I can't. She was our hero. We love you, mom, we always will. We are separated by time, not distance.
I'm sorry for your loss.... I hope that everything will be good for you and your little brother . I hope that you can overcome this terrible tragedy, I believe in you.
May I ask the reason she died? @ethergrim2916
damn bro , wish you luck and courage
Life is hard. When your a kid you wished you were a adult . Now that you are, it aint what it seems. Throughout the bullshit in this world, you need to start with loving yourself and believing yourself. If you expect help you will take the road to dissapointments.
I'm 19 years old and my life is falling apart, I had to leave home because my parents treated me very badly, but I didn't know that then I would have to come to terms with myself, my head goes against me and I always end up in a very serious state of paranoia. while I lost friends and my girlfriend, I don't have a penny because my parents have never helped me and my grandmother tries to give me a hand as she can, I work to be able to get my license but I would also like to have a support from someone. in love I'm a disaster my partner loved me but I was too busy hating myself so much as to push her away, I realise how much I hate myself, with friends I panic and I always start to have suicidal thoughts, I would really like to have had a family where you grow up with love too
Sorry for the spelling mistakes but I'm Italian, and this seemed like a good place to vent
please translate. lütfen insanlara yaranmaya çalışma, seni seven seninle kalırdı. ve günün sonunda yalnızız. hayatının bittiğini düşünüyorsun ama bu gencecik yaşta dünya avucunun içindedir. böyle düşünceleri bilirim. ben de şu anda yatağımda oturuyorum ve saat 02.26. sevgilim beni terk etti, sınavımda başarısız oldum ve kendimle ne yapacağım hakkında hiçbir fikrim yok. aynı yaştayız bu arada. kendimize odaklanmalıyız. geçmiş için yapabileceğimiz bir şey yok. geçmişi düşünmeyelim. bunları sana söylerken aslında kendime de söylüyorum. çünkü dipteyim. ah, sadece huzurlu olmak istiyorum. bu zor günler geçecek. zaman her şeyin ilacı. sevgili yabancı, lütfen aklından bir daha intihar ile ilgili düşünceler geçirme. eğer sen yaşamıyorsan bu evrenin bir anlamı yok. hikayenin sonunu gör. güneş, gecenin en karanlık anından hemen sonra doğar. evet klişe laflar ama gerçek. ileride otuzlu yaşlarımıza geldiğimizde geriye dönüp bakınca pişmanlık duymayalım. en genç yıllarımız, hayatı öğreniyoruz, elbette acılar yaşayacağız. bunlar bizi biz yapacak. korkma ve tutun. ben de yaşadığın şeyleri yaşadım. sadece inan. istersen ağla, üzül, fakat zamanla geçeceğini ve güçleneceğini aklından çıkarma. sana bunları söylüyorum çünkü birçok kez hayatımı sonlandırmayı düşündüm. düşündüm ki, yıllarca aynı acıyı çekeceğim, hep böyle boktan hissedeceğim, hedeflerime ulaşamacağım. yavaş yavaş farkına varıyorum ki hayat zaten bir yolculuktan ibaret. hepimize farklı davranıyor. ve şimdi ölmektense nefes almayı tercih ederim, çünkü ölürsem hiçbir şey değişmeyecek. yaşarken bir şeyleri değiştirmek benim elimde fakat ölünce? bir hiç. yoksun. yok olmayı hayal edebiliyor musun? bir şeyleri değiştirmek için potansiyelin var. ilk başta düşünme şeklin. evet hayat şimdi dipte ama ileride? bilemezsin. pes etme. sen yoksan bu evren de yok. hiçbir şeyin anlamı yok. umarım biraz olsun seni bu düşüncelerden alıkoyabilmişimdir.
bro, u can win this life, I believe in you (sorry my english)
p.s. I'm writing from my girlfriend's account
I lost to my boyfriend too , its really hard for me , i feel very down , pero todo pasará ❤
Sei una persona che si merita di vedere il futuro, le cose si sistemeranno. Fai un passo alla volta e vedrai che ce la farai, sei un grande e non dimenticarlo mai. 💪
Un abbraccio da un tuo fratello italiano.
When I was younger I too hated myself and tried many times to kill myself because of the grace and Love of Christ I was saved. Çhrist showed me unconditional Love He showed me I was worthy of life.
I am now 69 years old and a born again Christian.
Please consider giving your life to Christ if you have a Bible please read it if not please get one in it is God's word it will bring you peace 🕊️
I'll keep you in my prayers.
We are commanded to be strong and to be of good courage God is your source for everything 🕊️🫂🕊️
Rule no.1
LEARN TO BE HAPPY ALONE
NOBODY STAYS FORVER ❤
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i do everthing alone and i love it since I'm already young
I feel like I just don't connect with anyone or anything. I want to because I love the idea of people, wishing we can all heal and LOVE. Unfortunately, there's so much going on in the world. It's hard to focus on the goodness when it's far in between and the world is much larger than our boxes of safety. Struggling. Some love me and want me around...I hope😢 but I love me enough to not want to stay and endure more than what's already broken me. Good night. To whomever reads this...we aren't alone although we're far. ❤
focus on what you can handle and control. you can't change everything, but you can change the lives of people around you. spread happiness and it will come back to you
@maebug3518 I do but...
Hi, I'm Jen and it's not just the octaves I think. Personally, I'm considering drinking some RIM or brake cleaner atm for a high.
Und du?
@@jenadamczak968 what?
What Game is this? So dope!
it’s forza 5, i used to play it awhile ago but since my old steam account was stolen, i can’t really do anything about it
@@valid.0064very important for all
@@valid.0064 Its Horizon 4
@@valid.0064 if you played it you'd know this is FH4 not FH5. Doesn't look anything like 5 as it's clearly not Mexico
Forza Horizon 4, if you want it, get it as soon as you can in a discount before it gets delisted. These games have very limited availability periods.
Like old days. 😢❤
I’m 17 and I still don’t have plans for the future…I left school because I would always cry in there, I would panic and I would get judge by everyone since I was 5…I never understood why…I know I’m not pretty but it’s not like I can change it just to please them… everything I do is wrong, I left school for a break and I will go back next year…but I feel so lost, I feel like I screwed up my future…I tried committing suicide so many times…but I’m such a coward to even dare to hurt myself…sometimes I just don’t want to wake up and let it all be over…while sometimes I’m too scared to die…I have this social anxiety and I can’t even talk to a wall without panicking…my hands sweat…my heart beats faster than normal….i feel like I have ice in my blood…and it hurts…I can’t breathe…I just want it to be over…I don’t know why they even judge me at first sight….everyone laughs at me…everyone points at me…I just try not to cry…and now I’m just here in bed all day…I can’t eat or sleep…and when I do can sleep I want to stay in my dreams…I don’t want to wake up…
It might not be worth it staying all these years alive but I just hope some day….it will.
I'm 17 as well as you, I went through it the same way you describe, I realized the main thing in this whole situation, you don't have to pay much attention to these people, I had (and probably have) a lot of people who wished the worst for me, only I helped me, I wish you not to think about "unprovable", find the strength to climb out of this pit, and just have a good life. (I hope you will understand me).
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks, I appreciate your words and well I try but it’s like watching everyone laugh at you, i can’t help but panic and now I’m stuck at home in my really dark room
@@yualfa7504 The most important thing is diligence and faith in the fact that you will find your own person, no matter what you are, know that at least one person from the comment believes in you)
If you want to talk, write!
@@Chase-rg1lp thanks…that means a lot to me…I wish your words come true and I can move on before I end up doing something I can regret.
Sorry for bothering you btw
It's not sad, it's relaxing
the day the world ends will be the happiest day of my life 💔
Hang in there brother.
And remember there will always be someone in the world who loves you.😊
Nice 🙂
Uma das cenas mais bonitas é um carro que ganha liberdade e pode finalmente correr livre pelas ruas iluminadas da natureza...
My life 😭🙏my Mazda and the Road thank you 💗
Que bien me siento escuchando esto razón no la se pero me conecta con migo mismo 🙂
the end of the world was when i grew up and apart from my friends and it will never feel the same ever again
Man, why does FH4 look so much better than FH5 at night?
As a 16 year old, life is good but my expectations are higher, and that’s what makes me depressed. Recently I’ve gotten a girlfriend going on 6 months now. feeling good, but I feel like she’s just not into me like that, we haven’t kissed once. I feel like I’m drowning in sorrrow for my mistakes. Ever since I was 9 I discover the hub, and sadly it’s been addicting straight. I want to turn from it, but it’s to hard. I want to get into God more but having hard time finding him. I want my love life to be affectionate, I don’t want her to feel I want her for her body. I really do love this girl, and hope one day she’ll be my wife but idk how to take that next step. I’m stuck and I’m sad.
from a 19 year old to you...
Please talk to your girlfriend. Be honest with yourself and her, you'll figure it out. You may stay together, you may go your own ways but honesty is the most important thing in a relationship. I've been dating my boyfriend for around 8 months now, and clear communication is what has kept us together. Don't focus on the long terms of a relationship if you can't get shit straight right now. You will never marry her or even get close if you two aren't connected like that. Healthy relationships come first and then comes time and marriage.
I used to have an addiction to adult content. I wasn't even into it but I was hooked. What got me off of it was to stop watching videos and make a transition to reading $mut. It sounds different, but you'll find what you're looking for. AO3 is a great place to start. Another way is just looking at photos if you need the visual, and transition to drawings when you can. Trust me, it gets better. You're not alone.
As for finding God, I don't have much advice. If you're Christian like me, start reading Psalms, especially the ones by David. If you're looking how to improve your walk with God, read Paul's letters. I can't give much more recommendations for any other religion, but go talk to a religious leader. They'll guide you on the right path.
You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You aren't alone. You are NOT alone. Somebody loves you. When shit gets rough, go spend some time with someone who means something to you. Your family, friends, girlfriend, etc.
@@maebug3518Although this wasn't replied to me, I feel your words. Thanks❤
My son was crying and my wife laughed and said “I bet that’s how you sounded when your parents split up huh” my mom died seven years ago and I’m still fucked up by it.. idk how much longer I can take this…
just hold on man
You left her there as memorial ...this is why still hurt you ...
Go back to her rest place ..
🥰 let her 2 min to cover you than go with her .. leave that place like she is coming with you 💪 My grandfather is with me now and I no longer feel he is gone 🫂 some people preffer to leave it there .. looks like we are not this kind 😌 we want to keep everything closer right ?
Anyone else just waiting for the inevitable end?
I am happy let me good
Ill tell you all a little secret since your wondering and seeing this through different eyes. My name is shane, which is the NHS backwards in england. Im 23 years old my grandad on my mums side is fully iranian. My nan on my dads side is half irish, the rest is english. I met my god briefly. And im a god myself right now im in mental hospital because i need to be safe. I just wanted to let you all know since your all wondering how we all found this page right. My best friends called ant and in rap music were known as A1 we have been on car rides in real life where smoke has been coming up from the ground on the road. I even have a button for the future police from george orwells 1984. I figured out the code on snapchat and protected my dream girlfriend on snapchat and figured out her name context to create a countdown which saved her life. Now shes saving mine. Thankyou for beliving in me im the closest one to god. I promise
Reflect, oh, sentient ones.
Recite the hex of final vows.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (book I)
♾️GOD alone Is❗
In fact,
your birth was a Miracle by ♾️GOD❗
ALL THE CRAP THIS WORLD DID TO ME… WHOS STOPPING IT?
what game
Que jogo é esse?
Forza Horizon 4
❤
I lost everything
The end is death not material loss.
Hey what game is this? In the backround? Is it gta?
Forza 4
What game is this?
I wanna know too😊
@@ad-ih4po Its Forza Horizon 4
God mod
Sir, may I use your videos for background?
what game is this
Game?
27:37
is this off of gta 5
mum and dad had to go to get milk and never came back...😭😭
What happened?
@@angry_4 my dad left when i was a baby and sied ima get the milk
I think my mom hates me for no reason
In life the hardest moments are the ones you don't want to face. You've got to ask her bluntly. "mum Im probably wrong, but lately I've had the feeling somethings off and that you don't like me" trust me you'd rather know and find out why, than never know and always want to or feel like you're the crazy one
Remember the good times while you can.
Ok mister
Poland best
What game
Вроде Forza horizon 4
@@KrytouKachek Thank you very much.
@@Derketzer07 на здоровье
I feel like it was the end of my world when I stopped being a kid being older has been nothing but depressing.
Hi. I’m sorry. Please know that you are not alone. Wishing you lighter, brighter days, love, happiness and all good things. Gentle hug for you, too.
I just don't get why you sad mfers can't meet and build something together.
Being more open here than to real people is just strange.
Hey bro, how old are you, I understand you man, I know what it’s like. Are there times when nostalgia hits you hard?
The tough thing Is, nothing can replace your childhood, nostalgia can also bring sadness as its a reminder how good it was but how shit it is now, and the realisation that our adult lives will never live upto it, even tho it'll have good moments it's not the same..
Same, its a terrible feeling
My Dad passed away 2 weeks ago. The amount of grief I feel is immeasurable. My life will no longer be the same, which is expected with the loss of a parent I suppose. Regardless these videos help relax me. Thank You For the Mixes Sad Hours 🙏🏽 they help so very much
yo bro i know how it feels to have a loved one die its very painful one person at church every sunday he would give away snacks and tell jokes. but next week he died😔. just dont let his death be negative upon ur life instead appreciate the time u had wit him dont let it drag u down of dispair
sorry for your loss. i hope hes in a better place. prayers to you and your loved ones, i hope you pull through. keep your head up.
love and prayers for you. i can’t imagine the painful void you are experiencing right now. but hold on. keep holding on. it will pass. the crushing ache of grief you feel right now will run its course. praying for your healing ❤️ you’re not alone, you’re never alone. let yourself feel the pain of the loss of someone you love, be gentle on yourself. and eventually when the time is right, pick yourself back up again. life is painful but with each painful experience we are made stronger. i truly believe that. no experience is wasted. God bless
@@guest-pr2kr realy ? You know how it feels? Because its so rare... 1%of all population know this feel..
i lost my mom cause of a fukin cancer (2 years of sickness) one year ago , she was my secure place, my friend ..i'm 35 y old man and i have my indipendent life, i miss my mom every day , every morning and every night... but life goes on, sorry for my english i'm tryin my best ...day by day u will be more stronger and more aware of the fact that life is not that terrible, think about wars, starving kids under the bombs..U are here with your music and your freedom.. life is a gift death is certain, go ahead my friend
I've opened this video to relax and because driving for me it's a pleasure (i'm a car guy) and antistress too. I was reading tough comments about people who suffered a loss and it's very heartbreaking. I think that life it's the most valuable thing that we have, and damn sometimes it's too short, so we have to enjoy all the moments with the people who love. My soul it's with you brothers and sisters, stay strong ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Reading through the comments here is quite a depressing experience. I hope ya'll find strength to navigate through your life and to overcome every painful situation you are or will be in
I want Better place where someone care for me someone who is always there for me to encourage and give me what i really want which is love 💘
bro you know i miss playing gta,driving at nights like that and find some peace.
Damn i came here to sleep, but everyone be depressed as shit in the comments, like damn hold back on the stories im tryna sleep, lmao
😢😂
Forza horizon is the most relaxing game in the world
has anyone ever felt like they want to take care of their younger sibling and just keep them safe and happy trying to make things better after you weren’t the best older sibling to them and you just hate yourself for it
yea, I’m there right now
Yep, I'm going through it, but I realized I'm not in the optimal state to restore our relationship at the moment (I need to heal a lot) and I cannot control her decisions as much as I don't want her to make the same mistakes that I've made.
Me currently I'm not the best sibling haven't see my sister in almost 2mounths i hate myself for it
I feel you brother 😢
I wasn’t the best ether🥲
I'm not really depressed but I like this kind of music
I miss the time where is was 10-15 years old, now im 22 years old i feel like everything is empty boring.
I went out with a guy in my 20's that drove like this drunk. I didn't know he was drunk. I told him pull over and walked home. It was late at night 🌙 no traffic , thank God. Never saw him again.
이건 인생곡입니다. 모든 살아있는 사람들을 축복해주는 노래 🎉이거야말로 아무데서 찾을수없는 귀한 신의 음악이 아닐런지 🎵
This is pure magic. I really thank you, because it's really beautiful
I grant you my subscription
hails from drauglur from germany
Guys, I have generative anxiety depressive disorder and I'm 21, I live with my mother now and they shame me, etc., etc. It's very difficult for me, I even went to a psychologist and it got a little better, but it still hurts a lot, and there's a loan (approximately $320) and I can't cope... At 16, I lost my girlfriend during childbirth, I dreamed of moving to the USA, but I'm stuck here in Ukraine (I was born here), but everything is very connected to events. Forgive me for such a revelation, but I don't know who else to share this with
man hope you'll get better soon
The screw factory is the screw factory. Home is the screw factory, all friendships are the screw factory, all social interactions are the screw factory, intimacy and sex are the screw factory, the countryside is the screw factory, the city is the screw factory, politics is the screw factory, second jobs are the screw factory, unemployment is the screw factory, sick pay is the screw factory, compulsory care is the screw factory, most pleasures have become the screw factory, travel is the screw factory, being useful and helping others is the screw factory, practice driving and driving test is the screw factory, therapy is the screw factory, exercise is the screw factory, staying healthy is the screw factory, memories are the screw factory, family are the screw factory.
The work process goes: Monotonous, lonely, grueling, barking, bullying, disorienting, performance-demanding, humiliating, mind fucking, creaking ribs, irritable bowel syndrome, sore muscles, headaches, joint pain, nerve pain, uncertainty, self-hatred, shame, gear wheels, and conveyor belts.
The best and closest friend - Sarcasm.
A few short breaks - Writing, rock n roll, Hollywood, GTA, Max Payne, sleep, Jim Beam, and McD.
Most of the effort seems to take more energy than it gives. Maybe it pays off in the long run, I have no idea. Sometimes I want to quit my job and never come back. But don't dare, don't have the energy, maybe it's just more screw factories beyond the screw factory, or even worse. Maybe I miss out on a raise or promotion. Maybe I would still miss something or someone at the screw factory, maybe I will be missed. I have to be thankful, at least it's not a sweatshop or slavery, and there are more difficult demeaning jobs here in the screw factory too. Will still get fired someday. No time to reflect, best get to work, think clearly, and keep a cool head, so everything is registered as it should. Otherwise, the supervisor scolds: "You are doing it wrong! Why are you even here?!"
Shit isn’t perfect but I’m learning to find peace in the chaos - Unknown
Maybe in another life..
I feel lost. My life is terrible, I feel like no one cares about me. It's been three years since I met a person who changed my whole life, motivated me, and made me happy. We were happy together, but I feel like I'm losing her. I don't know what to do. I am in great pain, I can't be happy. I have no one. Why do I deserve this?
You have to surrender to the facts of life and then you be at least better. Happiness doesn’t last, most people change, life will keep putting you in unwanted situations, and lastly not everything is your fault.
Self respect… remember is important
@@BigBoss-rw4mn 🫂
All you have at the end of this life is yourself. Work hard on yourself, eat healthy, work out hard, and just try to be your best you. Chase your passion. That's all you can control in this life.
this is so real... i go at night drive this is the vibe
Life is full of misery, mistakes, regrets, surprises, fear, lots of tears. I’m not surprised how that can change because it doesn’t and it never will.
Sure life is full of those things, it's rough, its painful and you'll live through these experiences time and time again but it's also full of surprises that you'll never see coming which could change your life for the better but you need to keep your chin up high and keep moving forward to see those surprises its like the famous saying "It ain't about how hard you're hit, it's about how you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!" Stay strong life isn't always doom a gloom there's always hope for a better tomorrow.
It will never change until you allow yourself to live differently, to heal and to see the good and enjoy live as you can. If you keep depressing yourself, you'll never get out of it, I know, cause I've been in a depressing situation my whole life and at the moment I just can enjoy a few things in my life, so be grateful for what you have, focus on the good, cause there's always going to be things to worry about in this world.
I recommend you Aaron Kim channel, a Korean man; he was healed from depression, anxiety, panic attacks and insomnia. He's videos will give you great comfort, go to the older ones, from two to three years ago, those are gems, he'll speak to your soul.
My brother and my dog died 1 year ago, i lost almost all my good friends, I always got used and rejected by people in my life I just relocated in a place I don’t like. I’ve been alone all day for the past 6month and I feel emptier than the void and yeahhhh that’s it
I feel lost
how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?
No need the end. We will live!
I dont think that anyone is going to read this but i want to write this anyway.
I was forced to move from Germany to Sweden, with my parents 2 years ago. I feel like i dont belong here. I have no friends, no safe space and no one i can talk to. I like to be alone but if you are alone for 2 years and have suicidal thoughts the whole time, makes the situation just worse. I hope that i will find some friends or a boyfriend but it is so hard to meet new people here when you are not from here. I feel so stupid every time i talk to a swedish person and I am afaid of talking to someone, because they could think that I am dumb. Because of my german accent they ask me the whole time "You are not from here, right?" and every time it hurts because i want to be like them but i will not be like them i will alwys be the german girl which moved to Sweden.
But even in Germany I got into many traumatic situations and my own parents didnt belive me that i was raped and sexual abused by my ex-boyfrinds. That what makes it even more hard to talk with someone if I cant even talk with my parent about what happened. It feels like everything is against me and i hate this feeling. I try my best pushing through all of this but it is not that simple.
It surely isn't simple. You're in a really tough situation and it's ok to feel down and alone like that. Being alone for that much time can really hurt as we humans are social beings and being mocked by others, just makes it worse. I hope you'll find the right person and find an end to this loneliness. Stay strong as things will get better as time goes on. (Sorry for my bad English) I hope it helped.
What game is this
Forza Horizon 4
@@od1n495 thanks
I am fckng lonely and if this shit didn't change I will kms on this stupid year, I swear to god
me too, but I only have 2 weeks, I suppose.
Do you wanna talk about it? I'm here if you want.
@@Zero_404how are you bro don't do it
@@Zero_404 please, dont do it. I'm begging you
Don't do it, no point in using a permanent solution for a temporary problem, I know life probably ain't seeming like all that rn but trust things get better cuz, keep on going, because it'll all be worth it, take care of yourself and stay safe 🫶🏽🙂
Thankyou for this
i dont wanna wake up tomorrow
i wouldnt be sad if the world was ending , only because it already ended
Life for sure isnt what they all talk it up to be, it took me a long time to accept myself and where im at in life, the more i chased and chased $$$ and realized i wasnt even happy anymore. Appreciate the ones you love and the ones who continue to be around you because thats it!!! Thats all u got in this life so live it!!!!
it makes me feel sad seeing my dad getting older, seeing that he continues being my hero, but he strongness is fading away, do not know how to react if he leaves this life
deep my feelings
I dream about her still, even after i left her. Nd now i will carry this for the rest of my life, only wondering if she still remembers me
She does man trust me she does. But since you left her it is not your place to wonder anymore and now you should let her go
나는 오늘도 마지막 종착지까지 열심히 최선을 다하면서 계속 끝없이 달립니다.
Superb
When I read the comments, I feel less alone
Happiness is only found within those who are the calmest, anger is found in those who are in need of love, sadness is found in those who are broken. However, loneliness is found in those who are happy ~~Me
Yes 😏
I hope everyone on here can find peace and stillness.
I belive he does.even the evil or demons reconoist.but if this work for somebody i think in suicide and other stuff every day and only him and the love of my wife stop me from doing it.
even with an ending their is still hope . as long as i am still alive i will fight
These soothing sounds are like a mini-vacation for your mind. Just what you need when life gets too hectic.
ill miss fh4 ngl
what game is ?
Forza Horizon 5
@@heitorserenocunha2485 thanks dude
Times can be hard right now. If you’re reading this, just know there’s somebody you know that loves you. You’re going to be okay, whatever it is you’ve got going on is going to work out; one way or another. It’ll all be alright, even if it seems like it won’t right now. Have faith, believe, and keep your head up. Take care of yourself and be kind even if your hand is slapped away.
And if no one has told you this in a long time,
I love you. Take care of yourself.
Absolute legend!
whats that game name??
Forza horizon 4
@@julls42 how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?
I had someone who was the best person I could ever have been with and she died a year ago and now life just doesn't feel good right now i cry myself to sleep every night and I feel so empty and emotionally exhausted I just want to die i,m 15 years old with autism and Its hard alot of people see you as a disgrace and a disappointment
And it jus hurts knowing that you will never be happy again
My dad was meant to come back thats why i never visited him
There's no car sound in the background 😿
Сколько я искал такого ютубера как ты ппц...
how are you friend? Jesus loves you do you want to talk about Jesus?
😍
Its not the end of anything.
Indeed
rlly? No views?
you're too early haha
Name ? 46:32
name the game guys
Forza horizon 5.
name game?
pls
Forza Horizon 4
Ребята, подскажите что за игра такая? Спасибо!
Форза 5
@@fad5060 спасибо 🙏 Брат
What game is this