Fact

Fact
Each of you
Each of you
Each of you
Each of you
I run out onto the limb of feeling
I am balancing here waiting for a lift
I hear a siren but am not alarmed
Just cause I am walking about
I am able to and willing to keep it going
I can be whatever I want
It just takes a little convincing
That is a fact I tell myself
That is a fact I tell myself
That is a fact I tell myself
That is a fact I tell myself
I won’t go down before paradise
There is what I do, what I did
There is what I am
I got a taste for the grape
it walks up onto me and says hello
it’s almost warm and smooth and this time sweet
it’s warm and sweet
warm and sweet
warm and sweet
I take myself down to a lull note for you
For each of you
For each of you
I spin my plates for each of you
I try to spin them for me
but I like a fast spin
and most of you don’t like the spin I like
so I make my spin like your spin
and whenever I can steal a spin
like the one I like
I steal it and relish it and hope it never ends
because I really do not like making my spin like yours
for each of you
it makes me resent you
I say when I see I am not your friend
I say I would like to see you dead
I say I would prefer you were not here
but then I would stop saying this
because I realize it is such a horrible thing to say
and instead I would just erase you
by changing the subject