Thank you everyone for listening in. Someone recently told me people will travel through and crash into this song at least once in their lives, and it will help heal. It talks of life, and it is life! I hope this tune has helped you the way the writing process helped me. I come back to this and see all the beautiful and somewhat sad comments and get filled with delight for becoming part of your lives! I wish you all well and may all your good intentions come to life! Lot more music to come and is on its way already! Some talking of love and some about thingsIi find intriguing! To music and to healing! :))
I don’t know but what I believe is you don’t have to get healed you have to experience the suffering from your own universe you are inside so that you can provide us the music that will help us to get healed Lots of love bekcha♥️♥️♥️♥️ My apthero awastha is my voice inside me inside i’m fully extrovert but outside I’m totally introvert as the non living things. Sometime i feel there is no worth of living like this but suddenly i realize i got the chance to experience the life from more depth so I’m going with this afthero awastha so that i can learn more and more on my own
Here's the lyrics Apthero awastha cha, malai almal almal bhairacha, maile bujhaaunai jaanina timi bujhe jhain garidinu la? pirale khaako cha nindra, chinta le bhokalai jindagi hudo ta khela, laagcha haarey chu sadhai hidechu, kuechu, ladema uthechu kei garey pani paar laagena ma je chu thikai chu bhaneraa hididiu sakinna yo sansaar maa hera apthero awastha cha kat kati darle khaairancha mannlai rijaaunai jaanina, jhutmut ko khusi bhaachu ma asthira bhaako cha dina, raataharu surtamaya bujhdina ramdachu kina dukha kasta gamnamai badliye aafulai badlincha re sansaar mitha ramra sochai jastai, "Haara namana." sachyaaera soch, badliyeko then ma samasya jain ko tain kalanka nabhana, naramro haina ma awastha aptherai ailelai... apthero awasthako bhumarimaa duliraachu ma hos huna deu kei samaya ho khusi awasya bhetaauchu ma aptherai awastha ma ahilelai huna dinu la malai merai samayama jindagi badalinu cha hmm.... :) and foeseal ko instrumental magic! some seem to have got the lyrics wrong!
thank you for sharing, i feel really bad. i am not gonna say it is going to be easy right away, can't lie to you as i did to myself. as i fight thru my demons myself and with my loved ones, i hope you find the strength somewhere or in someone. we will do great, this juni nai :)) Much love and power!
Dyamm bro I can't imagine how you are feeling right now I too have gone through some of those conditions, so just don't loose hope and believe in yourself no one is permanent, be different than others try different things and you will achieve, not everything but something.aru ta k vannu bro no one is trust worthy except it's your parents love your dad until he is alive just don't regret later❤️.
Yes, I am only 18 years old, but I have suffered more than my age in life, a few days ago I lost my brother whose love I loved more than my parents. Because he used to say that 'Don't worry, I am with you.. Fulfill your dreams, I will support you'. He went abroad with the dream of giving me and my family a better future, but he passed away within 5 days. He said that before going abroad " take care of everyone at home, I will buy guitar for you with my first salary, but today he is not with me, I don't even need guitar, just my brother is enough. And all these things have worsened my mental health and a few days ago my breakup happened. I am not worried about breakup but today there is no one to listen to me. These days only negative thoughts come to my mind But your songs make me feel better thank you for your songs especially " arko juni " This song reminds me of my brother.. Whenever I miss him I listen to this song. 🌼 I don't know you will read this comment or not but I tried to talk to you many times on Facebook but you didn't reply.
thankful for the love. tyo bhanda ni thankful for your words, sharing, pain. Some of it got me good. Hope it helped heal some of you. Do share and pour your heart out, if it helps, or do whatever that helps without hurting others. Only love and power to all the beautiful souls. Aptherai awastha hola, but we find a way bistarai or sooner if we can.
bekcha hi, thank you. Tbh guys, after a deep conversation with my close mate, i feel every bit of frustration in my bones rn. I don't see much hope for me here no matter how hard i try to see the silver lining. how do i say this without sounding desperate. I posted my first video about 10 years back, and here I am. Not that i am taking this for granted, i have every bit of gratitude. But shit is getting scary, life is getting too real and we live here amidst chaos and uncertainty. I can't keep asking people to stream, stream or listen or idk call me out. I still have hopes, but rn in this very moment, i don't see much besides exiting here and that too seems a far away possibility considering chances of rejection, the toil, the running, the system. So rn I stand at I don't know, maybe i should leave this place. But will i be let in? Still very much thankful to those in the comments sharing their heart out, loving and being kind. It somehow feels safe here. Much love and best wishes to you all... this is me, as i am rn... maybe my thoughts will change, but for now this is me. and I need to stop frequenting here for trends, views, numbers, and what not. Thank you. reply to: Bishwas Basnet 5 hours ago Repeat it unless you can feel every vocal bend used here. But please repeat on youtube, this guy deserves more inspiration for more amazing compositions ❤🎶
Dear Bekcha, You are honest and raw, a human in his most human form. The waves you’ve created through pouring, creating, trying and sharing is eternal. Helps relate. Helps learn. I’m so happy you share, I’m so happy people in this comment section have stripped their hearts, it’s a refuge, a healing energy. For the ukush mukush heart -🌷
Being introverted (ovethinkers) is hard. Just to avoid crowds, we tend to isolate ourselves. Being contactless for days is a common thing. But when you grab all your strength to go out and act normally, no one really cares about you, but that one person will always be there. He/she will always try to comfort you, know you, and that person will always be the one who asks what happened. This is for him/her " Aftero Awastha Cha Malai Almal Almal Vairacha , Maile Bujaunai Janina, Timi Bujey Jhai Garidinu La" loved this song @bekcha
I frequently have anxiety attacks and panic attacks but I'm jolly on the outside. I smile and laugh with everyone but When I'm alone, everything hits me up at once and the anxieties just worsen up. When I try to tell others that I have anxieties and panic attacks, they think I'm just kidding because I'm always jolly with them. This is the 'Apthero awastha' for me because I don't know how to express to my loved ones that I get anxieties and panic attacks and I feel low when I'm alone. They don't understand and I can't express.
i hope you find ways to help explain them, and that they understand. It is hard out here esp in the context that we are, but we don't give up hai. Takes a lot of patience for everything in Nepal. :)( i wish you well and that healing is found somewhere, pause but keep trying.
Have someone around you jasle tmro situation bujhxa ,jaslai timi afai trust garna sakxau.afule afulai cool banauna kosis gara ,tmle afule nai afno mind lai control gara.its really hard to get out from these things tara its not impossible hai feri.take care♥️
If sharing it with anyone doesn’t help . Try writing down your emotions cause at the end we are the one who should understand ourselves the most and it has worked for me a lot of time . And sometimes we are supposed to suffer just be patient . believe me time heals everything ❤️
27 years old Introvert, anxiety, health issues,past family issues,7+ years relationship breakup, couldn't figure out what i want to do in life. Going through this stage since last 6 months. Now i have gathered little courage to start all over again but still suddenly a wave of flashbacks hits and then i fear i may never get out of this phase😢
I can Totally understand you... I have been there too. Just stay strong and heal .... life is beautiful... this time just makes is stronger and better I am with you
My message for Bekcha: Your song is awesome brother. I am in Melbourne studying rn. ME AND MY FRIENDS GO THROUGH VARIOUS PROBLEM. WE WORK TOGETHER, EVERYTIME WHILE WORKING WE LISTEN THIS SONG. WE BELIEVE THAT IT GIVES US MOTIVATION, AS WE MISS OUR PARENTS, AND SOMETIMES SITUATION JUST BECOMES TOO HARD FOR US. BUT WE ARE STILL HUSTLING STILL FIGHTING AND ENJOYING ON LITTLE THINGS. YOU SONG IS REALLY MOTIVATION FOR US 🇦🇺.
He sang this song as an unreleased one in Nepal Startup Fest 2022. I was one of the audience, filled with tears. That was a time, when I broke up with a man from whom I had been trying to run but never wanted to leave. It was my fate that I listened this song live. It felt like, he was singing my story. Yaa' our story can't be same but we feel same through our hard times (apthero awastha). Bekcha is singing everyone's life & being a part of our recovery. ✨
this song has lifted me up from my dark days since past few days i was not doing good mentally n it went worse n worse day by day overthinking almost ate me up but after listening to this beautiful song i think after evey dark night there's always a bright morning so here i am feeling much better now and i am hoping for the upcoming better days thanks bekcha ❤️
My Apthero Awastha has been acceptance of circumstances: my home, country, life turns. Want to blame, escape, and keep dreaming in a bubble. My heart feels so pumped to have been part of such a powerful project. Directing, acting, working with Bekcha. Visualizing the words and bringing it to form, my first try. Reading through the comments has made me stronger than ever before. Much maya 🧡
The scene where she wipes off her tears and then get ready, we all have been doing it right?? Putting on a happy face hiding our problems and pain and moving on in life
Being in a foreign country far from your love and family hits you different suddenly heard this song. At first, god this is related to me and the middle of the song eyes with full of tears, aftero awasta xa maile bujayuwnai janina 🥺 Thnaks bekcha for this song 😊
I was not okay and still going through phases... As I was listening to different songs , found this yesterday. My heart screamed ' yo ta Mai ho' listening to this masterpiece . Hijo Bata Kati sunisake ❤️this song really has a healing power❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am in love with this girl who can’t be mine.Sometimes I feel like I should run away..Tara I can’t...Afthero Awastha Best wishes brothers @bekcha @foeseal ❤️
Bruhh just give it a try Go and purpose her. You don't need any cozy environment or a classy restaurant. Just purpose her with your true feelings. And believe me if she accepts you in that scenario she is your future. And if she forwards the hand of friendship then accept that. That means she cares about you. But if she refuses you, you gotta understand that she is just an infatuation. There is nothing to worry about. The only way out is through it. Best of luck
This song made my day☺️ Apthero awbastha xa .but I will make my shelf proud.its hard to go away form home.i miss my family.iam fine and I can do it Mom don't worry. Life is so . do what you love n what makes you happy.its your life and it's your decision.enjoy the moment.just flow the way .thanks for everything what I have today .
Life hits hard vanchani vanai matra haina raicha aile bhogdae chu. 1.Australia apply garna khojdae chu, aafnae dd few months agadi janu vako tesaile every kaam dhilo hudae cha. Dhilo was still fine but each ma every step ma 'Nai' 'not gonna happen' 'not possible' sunda purae aas marne raicha. Nepal mei survive garna kita financially strong huna paryo kita politically and hamro both chaina. 2. Family issue, money crisis le ekdam problem and mero baba ko behaviour towards my mother totally not acceptable and hamro yo patriarchy samaj le yeti normalize garisakyo ni yo kura it just digusts me. He is good dad but not good husband.i hope he'll get better. 3.love life ta jhan jhan complicated not his fault though maybe because i am just hard to love. Sometimes i wonder if i am the problem and want to quit but reminding myself that it's just a APTHERO AWASTHA and not my whole life ko awastha, moving on this life ko journey. Hopefully i don't lose hope and die lol
i wish sabai thikai hos chaadai, patience ekdum nai chahincha for everything and whenever sth bad happens, we tend to think why me, why sadhai, why and why's only, but estai cha mostly reality. So we hold on! :)) and keep doing what we must!
It's 2:16 am and still I can't sleep,no matter how tired I am 😥feeling empty,depressed.this song helps me to calm down.I hope I can get better soon.thanks for the song!
I put on a smile each day. I tell everyone that I am doing okay. I act as I'm happy & they all believe it. I learned how to keep my mouth shut & to fake it , but the truth is everyday I wakeup & I dont feel happy at all . I go to sleep & I'm not at all happy. I want to help myself but I refuse to speak to anyone....
The same goes when you're in the verse of depression,whether in love or you're fighting with your life.Every person can't handle it normal.And Bekcha delivered absolute perfectly,thank you for this song ♥️
I was a school topper till garde 8! Afterall covid started and i couldn’t focus the way i used to! And after class 9 i turned into a average student! Ani huda huda see ma 2.40 gpa aayo! Opt ra math ma D aayo! Everyone started blaming me for these things! Now i m not the same guy i used to be! I turned into a rude guy where i was cute child before!💗 I gonna study hard and i will achieve my goal now! Nothing’s late go ahead guys!
Just wanted to say that for all burnout people out there, the fact that you managed to recognise that you are burned out is the first step to recovery. Always remember the way to break free is to face the problem and break them down logically and resolve it one by one, step by step. For things that are irresolvable, don’t worry about it since there’s nothing you can do. Cheers !!❤️
In this generation we all teenagers are going through the situation depressed inner insecure of own things but still smiling to keep things right Pretending like everything is okay
I wanna dedicate this song to my close friend ,he himself is a songwriter and singer.Nowadays,i rarely talk with you but through this platform i just wanna say ,just understand yourself,just love yourself,i knw its really hard for you to be happy but just try to be happy once ,start to enjoy yourself.it might be hard at first but i know you can.i just wanna see you happy man.dherai maya ❣️
It's not a sad song It's just awaring you to be good enough for yourself, Teaching you to search happiness on small stuff. Teaching you to enjoy the aura of yourself no matter what is going on just know you're brave enough to encounter each and every obstacles. Hajur haru aaile mareko fuul jsto jokrinu bha xa hola tara tyo gham ko kiran ani pani ramro paii paxi ( thinking postively even in worst time.) once again you will bloom. Life ho ups and downs aauxa but know that you're the champ💜 Atti bujna malai 1 din lagyo. First time sunda malai sad song lagya thyo but actually its not. According to my perspective. Bekcha daii you're too good on story telling hatss off. Lots of love and support💜
I listened this song more than 25times yet i didn't read cmts Just now i read them and cmts here are really heartbreaking 💔 I hope everyone will understand that whenever we feel everything has destroyed we don't have anything left to do we must remember that there are more things to do in life.... Just don't give up Keep doing the things that you like Hope you'll get success 💙🦋
Thank you Bekcha for this song. I am 25 and am kinda lost. This song helps me figure out a way and reminds me that i have girl who loves me very much and my parents who have never ending faith and support for me. ❤️
Different people are fighting different battle in life. Kahile pani mero problem aruko vanda thulo xa navannu , never compare. Everyone is fighting in life. Afnu vitra ekdum dherai pida huda ni kosailai nasunai sympathy namagi strong vayera everyday hidney manxe harlai salute xa. God ll soon reward u with the best🥺❤️
I wear smile on my face every day and pretend like I'm the most happiest person in this world but I'm stuck on my own head and even i can't share my things with anyone and now that is my "Apthero awastha"
#translation attempt I hope you understand this state that I’m in, I know not how to put them into words My appetite and sleep is lost to the woes and distress. If life were a game, I always only find myself on the losing side I did keep going, and rose after each fall but to no avail I can’t stay true to myself ‘cause things don’t work that way. Things are hard, and this fear may swallow me whole The heart is hurt, and I’ve worn this defensive smile My days and nights are fraught with worries and by no means stable But somehow i revel in this pool of sadness, (as if I’ve always needed this) I did keep going, and rose after each fall but to no avail I can’t stay true to myself ‘cause things don’t work that way. It is believed that changing yourself changes the world, “Think good things and stay positive. Never give up.” and yada yada I did all that and changed my ways, but nothing has changed. Don’t call me a prude, or simply dismiss me, It is just that things are utterly chaotic right now... For now, I am caught in this whirlpool of sadness and misery, But let me do my thing and get out in my own time I’ll be okay, maybe not today I shall find that happiness, I know not when, but I will.
Mero apthyaro awastha... Overthinking too much in small thing.. so much smoking ... bahira niskina man nalagne !kotha vitra aafai ma haraune...recent days dekhi I have been engaged in meditation works so i am feeling quite better than before.. And Tysm .. I am feeling much better by this..
So i met a girl few months back it's been 5 months now. She was so rare and different . Her Vibe was simply the best of it's kind. We used to share each and everything with each other. She used to pick me up college ma. We used to hang out so often. She was a cheerleader for me. My safe place and my Home. We used have late night conversations. I was much of a overthinker we used to argue much (all because of my silliness) but it was always a "iloveyou" before Sleeping and "good morning beb" before waking up. Her treatment was the best i could ever get. Idk what happened aajkal she's just tired of stuffs rey she's bored with everything and everyone. She tries to avoid me and make me feel like she has got no intrests in me. It been 2 days without a conversation and i miss you much if you're reading this. Missing you has been my APTHAYRO AWASTAA lately please come backk i can't pretend like i don't care anymore. Take care 💓 Update : we ended it yesterday ! Thankyouu everyone
The thing is, I'm dating my junior who's in a different country. Although we both are happy as a couple, there's no knowing to when we'll meet or ever see each other. He's like the optimist character of our story, he motivates me, understands me and me being his senior doesn't act like one. The afthero awastha is we both want to hug each other because we've both been through a lot and we both found a way of happiness in each other's smiles, we both talk about how we'd spend our times holding hands and traveling and there's no saying when we're going to meet for real. I really want to hug him and thank him but he's so far away...😓💔
I'm going through my "Apthero Awastha" right now and it's been the hardest thing i've ever been in my life i had to leave her cause there was no option for me family pressure career tension future tension and everything i've had never felt like this before i'd became too cold too numb but thank you for this song i finally could let my true feeling i can finally cry till my heart has enough thank you soo soo much bekcha daju for this maybe things will get better or maybe i'll just die trying idk it's in the hands of fate.
You got this don't loose hope just remember that you are always stronger than you think but it's still okay if you aren't strong enough to deal with thing rn but trust yourself you got this :))
So much relatable to my current situation.... From few days, I am in so much mental tension & hypertension... Feels like I am going on the way of depression... In present day, the only thing that gives me inner peace is this song... Thank you for the masterpiece...
I don't know how it is going without her, 3 years with her and she left as my words hurted her,i really didn't meant anything and idk why i said that day, those messages make me regret everday .idk if she's gonna message me or not but if she did what i am gonna reply ur first few words hurted me so badly .i thought i had moved on but songs like these reminds me that i can't move on 😫,i really loved her so much and everday suffering i wish a second chance was given. outstanding song loved it bro❤️
I think many people can relate to this song at this era with a lot of competitions everywhere and everyone is constantly trying so hard to keep up with so called 'guidelines' made by the society to fit in it.
This song give me some relief ailya ko age like 21,22 ma nikai garo hudo rixa family, study, ani career ko pressure ani being a first child temlya chie sabai bognu parxa ma chie ailya mero career ko struggling phase ma xu bachelor phadi teya ani tespaxi chie mailya australia apply garya bichmaii tei tw ho middle class family problem ani ailya visa waiting ma xu k hunxa thaxhina most of the decisions chie reject vako xa ani this song gives me some relief k hard times sabiilie auxa hami lya face garyar jan strong hunuparxa vani feel ayo Hope we will get over the hard times💗
Well.. I'm here just to appreciate you and your hardwork for writing this song. Kati din kati mahina kharchinivayo hola just for 4:17 mins. I literally felt it in my heart. Again thank you for this masterpiece!
I don't remember the time when I was really Happy. It's just feels like everything falling apart or I'm living with Heavy stone on my chest. This song is so relatable to every point. The struggles for responsibilities, Financial problems, Family issues, Career, Friends and Mental Health is draining me out. A part of me wants to give up but the only thing holding me is HOPE. I know I will do Better and will become a Happiest person ever, taking care of my family and Living life to the fullest. HANG IN THERE LITTLE BIT MORE 🥺
There are many songs which we can relate through our ongoing life.This masterpiece actually relate everyone's life.Everyone will go through their 'Apthero Awastha' sooner or later.As intro part is thruth full i.e. yes there are many things we don't talk about and hide within us. Your voice is so mesmerising and keep going Dai ✨❤️
Watch more than 10 times straight. Ma jasto students jo future ma kehi garnu cha vanera sochi racha ta kehi garnai sakeko chaina teslai mann vitrai dekhi nai hit gardo raixa yr!!. Thank you for making my day and making me remember my dreams and goals which are unfinished❤❤
This time will also pass guys. After that you will find better version of yourself 🥰. Be proud of you and make this hard time a better opportunity to make yourself precious ❤️
Mailay personally experience garako as a girl, just be strong, confidence and the reason for your happiness should be you yourself. Hamilai etini kei abuse vako vaya please don't think about kaslay k sochxa just come out and speak, yedi tatini garna sakdanau vanay close manxya haru lai share garnu, just take care of yourself ❤❤❤🌺🌺🌺
this song is unheard feelings of every ppl who are struggling to climb the success, who are dealing with depression ,who are always hearing the comparison like falano ko xori ,xora ,tara yo afthero awastha kei samayeko lagi ho.dear @bekcha thank uh so much for this beautiful track.thank uh
It was really worth watching hijako show of bekcha😖geet sangai akha ma asu variyera aayeko pattai vayena on Afthero awastha geet💗Thankyou so much for giving us the beautiful moment and now i m doing good than yesterday dukha dekhi vaagi aayesko australia ma sukha khojda afulai harayeko patto nahuda this song goes deeply inside 🥺
i am feeling every line of this song.Dukha dekhi vagi Australia aaipugey samaye ra thau anusar everything going to be okay vanera but those mellow dramas keep haunting me here too.Its been a month i am fighting with my thoughts and trying to get out of those bad past.Hope i will b e fine soon
Would describe my "Apthero Awastha" as secretly loving someone so hard but being not able even to talk to her. Whenever I see her my heart beat rate increases, I start sweating, can't even speak properly. Being an introvert hits hard. Also I am stuck between "I am young I gotta enjoy" and "Time's running out I gotta grind everyday!". So many things in my mind ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................................................................................................
The first time I heard the song,(found it on Spotify first) even though I couldn't understand a single word, nor could i interpret the meaning of a single word. it just felt like I could already feel the song deeply, i just knew I could feel it. There's something so magical about the song even I couldn't express. It's like, you know there are those types of songs which you wanna share with everyone as it's beautifully composed. Then there are songs that just touches your souls, songs that you don't wanna share with anyone, but just keep to yourself forever and listen to it in solitude. "Apthero Awastha" is one such song that has grown closest to my heart. Thanks for the song, Bekcha❤️ Request : I'd be really grateful if someone can translate the song for us.🙏
#translation attempt I hope you understand this state that I’m in, I know not how to put them into words My appetite and sleep is lost to the woes and distress. If life were a game, I always only find myself on the losing side I did keep going, and rose after each fall but to no avail I can’t stay true to myself ‘cause things don’t work that way. Things are hard, and this fear may swallow me whole The heart is hurt, and I’ve worn this defensive smile My days and nights are fraught with worries and by no means stable But somehow i revel in this pool of sadness, (as if I’ve always needed this) I did keep going, and rose after each fall but to no avail I can’t stay true to myself ‘cause things don’t work that way. It is believed that changing yourself changes the world, “Think good things and stay positive. Never give up.” and yada yada I did all that and changed my ways, but nothing has changed. Don’t call me a prude, or simply dismiss me, It is just that things are utterly chaotic right now... For now, I am caught in this whirlpool of sadness and misery, But let me do my thing and get out in my own time I’ll be okay, maybe not today I shall find that happiness, I know not when, but I will.
I get similar vibes to that of cold play and all. These underground artists are really talented . I don’t know whether it’s the composition or all but the singer seems to be really sad and hasn’t found sanity yet. Even the later part where he talks about the positive side , it actually didn’t match the intensity to sooth the dark phase of the song . The song is actually really haunting. I hope those who are going through such rough phase find bliss and strength to carry the weight .
Your voice is one of the best voices and it completely takes every bit of sadness away from me. Well at least till the song lasts😅. Copped with a shitty break up with the help of your songs, spent the entire lockdown with your music on repeat and still I can't stop listening. This is just another addition to my ever increasing music thirst. Loved it
So proud of nepali music such a talented artist exist and i hope many more to come and i wish few years after nepali artist will be shining in international platform All the best for your upcoming project bekcha and all nepali music artist
The pain of rejection...💂 Cadet The seek of love...💔🙋♀️ The suffer of ignorance..🙇😪💔 The endless trust.🤧.. yrs passed away..😢. Now your song gets me teary eyes... 😪💔
Luckily landed up here. Undoubtedly this is going to be on repeat for several days. I feel so connected to this song. Took me a year back, while I was struggling for something better. Well, still the struggle is ongoing, on different circumstancecs for different things. Now this relates so much living far off love,family and friends. This is going to be my anthem. I wish all the best to whoever shares this feeling. KEEP GOING ON, YOU'LL DEFEINETELY REACH SOMEWHERE....
I overthink. Even though I am just 13 it's a part of me and I really hate myself for it. It's hard, being a person that overthinks this often and the shittiest part is I always am expected to be something but it is hard to do so. I don't know what I am living or how am I i living but it surely is an "apthero awastha". This song never fails to bring me to tears. Thank you for creating this masterpiece.
Someone : Hey, How are you? Me:🥺🫂 Someone: what happen?? Me:🥺mm... it's been a long time since anybody ask me that🌻 Bekcha dai write songs that is really related with us 💙 his every song is related with someones real life❤🌻
i have spend my one years in one room between four wall to fulfil my dream and my parents dream i am struggling from 1yrs sometime anxiety sometime over think and the line of this song aftyera awastha xa malai almal almaal vairaxa really hits hard and this time i don't want to get failed and my time for fulfilling my dream is near i hope my hardwork pays offffffffff.............................
Afthero awasta ta Kati ho Kati vaneyra sakindai na ...🙂🙂Just like your song jati suney ni pugdai naa❤️❤️love it bro..estai estai geet nikalnu paryo aajhai👍
First rythm suney;catchy mann chuney tone sangai mann flow vayo;man lyric bujdai gaye mahasus gariyo aba ta latt laagyaa cha man yo geet ko tmro aawaaj ko timro creation ko!!!you are star man!! huge fan
Rejections from everywhere and can't get over from these issues,feels like have to carry bundles of unexpressive pains in heart forever.... The most apthero awastha for me is that i have to carry my fictitious smile everyday....🙃
It's very hard to keep fighting your mental health while taking so much pressure ! Most of pressure are especially from carrier, love life and family ! It's hits different when noone understand you and even tho you don't care about anyone but they keeps gives you mentally trouble ! Tired of crying right ! Scream garna manlagxa ! Maram maram most of people takes drugs at that moment tesley chai huna solve !!! For everyone who's been suffering from mental health ! I am with you your not only one you are so strong you made it till here a little more ani get your dream ! Or everything it hurts someonetime but move on is best changing yourself will help you so much ! Don't give up on yourself ! Your are master of your life control it don't let your life control it ! Don't let anyone won against you don't let your self get hurt only fight back !
Repeat it unless you can feel every vocal bend used here. But please repeat on youtube, this guy deserves more inspiration for more amazing compositions ❤🎶
hi, thank you. Tbh guys, after a deep conversation with my close mate, i feel every bit of frustration in my bones rn. I don't see much hope for me here no matter how hard i try to see the silver lining. how do i say this without sounding desperate. I posted my first video about 10 years back, and here I am. Not that i am taking this for granted, i have every bit of gratitude. But shit is getting scary, life is getting too real and we live here amidst chaos and uncertainty. I can't keep asking people to stream, stream or listen or idk call me out. I still have hopes, but rn in this very moment, i don't see much besides exiting here and that too seems a far away possibility considering chances of rejection, the toil, the running, the system. So rn I stand at I don't know, maybe i should leave this place. But will i be let it? Still very much thankful to those in the comments sharing their heart out, loving and being kind. It somehow feels safe here. Much love and best wishes to you all... this is me, as i am rn... maybe my thoughts will change, but for now this is me. and I need to stop frequenting here for trends, views, numbers, and what not. Thank you.
literally fighting with myself to heal from old memories which we had spent 🥺 each and every statement he had said to me is really hitting me now ...those compliments..... his care😢 it's so difficult to come out from that particular pain or what which even i can't understand what's that😵
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Thank you everyone for listening in. Someone recently told me people will travel through and crash into this song at least once in their lives, and it will help heal. It talks of life, and it is life!
I hope this tune has helped you the way the writing process helped me. I come back to this and see all the beautiful and somewhat sad comments and get filled with delight for becoming part of your lives! I wish you all well and may all your good intentions come to life! Lot more music to come and is on its way already! Some talking of love and some about thingsIi find intriguing! To music and to healing! :))
Love from Purba❤❤ We are waiting of your next project
Love from chitwan, keep singing this kind of lyrics ❤️
“Sleeping capsules”💊
Hi guys, we on trending! Keep over bhanda over streaming on YT hai. Hehe. I mean, share ur thoughts. Thankyou ek quintal! :))
Welcome, one ton👁
trending batai ako ho tara pailai dekhi chinthye tapailai love ur voice
Bekcha dai hajurko every song mero atmabata niskeko aawaj jastai lagxa k...
Always be happy dai🌼🌼
Dui quintall maya ❣️❣️
Damn..binge listening to your music and your voice has been ringing in my ears🤭 Keep growing☺️ and yeah finally today apthero exams are over..Whowoo😅
For lyrics : ua-cam.com/video/_0QY5VgQV-U/v-deo.html
What has been your 'Apthero Awastha,' a situation physically or mentally that you think you may never get out of? :)( i'd love some honesty!
my 'apthero awastha' is in the description, partially.
I don’t know but what I believe is you don’t have to get healed you have to experience the suffering from your own universe you are inside so that you can provide us the music that will help us to get healed
Lots of love bekcha♥️♥️♥️♥️
My apthero awastha is my voice inside me inside i’m fully extrovert but outside I’m totally introvert as the non living things.
Sometime i feel there is no worth of living like this but suddenly i realize i got the chance to experience the life from more depth so I’m going with this afthero awastha so that i can learn more and more on my own
@@b3kcha I have already felt that what you felt sir☹
My apthero awastha was someone who left me for someone with all the beautiful memories I hope this apthero awastha song heals everything ❤️🕉️
Running with same thoughts right now, confusion which way to choose also feels sometimes better to quit the world.
Here's the lyrics
Apthero awastha cha, malai almal almal bhairacha,
maile bujhaaunai jaanina timi bujhe jhain garidinu la?
pirale khaako cha nindra, chinta le bhokalai
jindagi hudo ta khela, laagcha haarey chu sadhai
hidechu, kuechu, ladema uthechu kei garey pani paar laagena
ma je chu thikai chu bhaneraa hididiu sakinna yo sansaar maa hera
apthero awastha cha kat kati darle khaairancha
mannlai rijaaunai jaanina, jhutmut ko khusi bhaachu ma
asthira bhaako cha dina, raataharu surtamaya
bujhdina ramdachu kina dukha kasta gamnamai
badliye aafulai badlincha re sansaar
mitha ramra sochai jastai, "Haara namana."
sachyaaera soch, badliyeko then ma
samasya jain ko tain
kalanka nabhana, naramro haina ma
awastha aptherai
ailelai...
apthero awasthako bhumarimaa duliraachu ma
hos huna deu kei samaya ho khusi awasya bhetaauchu ma
aptherai awastha ma ahilelai huna dinu la
malai merai samayama jindagi badalinu cha
hmm.... :) and foeseal ko instrumental magic!
some seem to have got the lyrics wrong!
🫶🏻🥺
Thanks feri pani !
Apthero awastha
Guitar chords Pani❣️❣️
Afthyaaro vyeni hidna xodnu hudeina bro
zindagi ystei ho
aasu ra haassso aaudei jaadei ho jiban ma😎😎
Thank you to everyone. Your prayers are miraculous.
thank you for sharing, i feel really bad. i am not gonna say it is going to be easy right away, can't lie to you as i did to myself. as i fight thru my demons myself and with my loved ones, i hope you find the strength somewhere or in someone. we will do great, this juni nai :)) Much love and power!
More power to you brother 💕 wish you a best life ahead 💞
Yeah Hope is the only thing which keep us alive and it will too ✌️. Keep faith
I'll pray for you. Good luck in life.
Dyamm bro I can't imagine how you are feeling right now I too have gone through some of those conditions, so just don't loose hope and believe in yourself no one is permanent, be different than others try different things and you will achieve, not everything but something.aru ta k vannu bro no one is trust worthy except it's your parents love your dad until he is alive just don't regret later❤️.
Yes, I am only 18 years old, but I have suffered more than my age in life, a few days ago I lost my brother whose love I loved more than my parents.
Because he used to say that 'Don't worry, I am with you.. Fulfill your dreams, I will support you'. He went abroad with the dream of giving me and my family a better future, but he passed away within 5 days.
He said that before going abroad " take care of everyone at home, I will buy guitar for you with my first salary, but today he is not with me, I don't even need guitar, just my brother is enough.
And all these things have worsened my mental health and a few days ago my breakup happened. I am not worried about breakup but today there is no one to listen to me.
These days only negative thoughts come to my mind
But your songs make me feel better thank you for your songs especially " arko juni " This song reminds me of my brother.. Whenever I miss him I listen to this song. 🌼
I don't know you will read this comment or not but I tried to talk to you many times on Facebook but you didn't reply.
i wish you strength. take good care of self and people you value. I hope you find all that you're looking for. thanks for sharing!
i am not active there, sorry
too strong brother, u can stop the hurrcane ☺️
be brave, be okay hai~ stranger
dherai tension na leu
ani pariwar ko kyal raknu ..
brother 🤍
I hope you are doing better ❤
thankful for the love. tyo bhanda ni thankful for your words, sharing, pain. Some of it got me good. Hope it helped heal some of you. Do share and pour your heart out, if it helps, or do whatever that helps without hurting others. Only love and power to all the beautiful souls. Aptherai awastha hola, but we find a way bistarai or sooner if we can.
Congratulations to achieve 1M😊😊
finally 1m
bekcha
hi, thank you. Tbh guys, after a deep conversation with my close mate, i feel every bit of frustration in my bones rn. I don't see much hope for me here no matter how hard i try to see the silver lining. how do i say this without sounding desperate. I posted my first video about 10 years back, and here I am. Not that i am taking this for granted, i have every bit of gratitude. But shit is getting scary, life is getting too real and we live here amidst chaos and uncertainty. I can't keep asking people to stream, stream or listen or idk call me out. I still have hopes, but rn in this very moment, i don't see much besides exiting here and that too seems a far away possibility considering chances of rejection, the toil, the running, the system. So rn I stand at I don't know, maybe i should leave this place. But will i be let in?
Still very much thankful to those in the comments sharing their heart out, loving and being kind. It somehow feels safe here. Much love and best wishes to you all...
this is me, as i am rn... maybe my thoughts will change, but for now this is me. and I need to stop frequenting here for trends, views, numbers, and what not. Thank you.
reply to:
Bishwas Basnet
5 hours ago
Repeat it unless you can feel every vocal bend used here. But please repeat on youtube, this guy deserves more inspiration for more amazing compositions ❤🎶
Dear Bekcha,
You are honest and raw, a human in his most human form. The waves you’ve created through pouring, creating, trying and sharing is eternal.
Helps relate.
Helps learn.
I’m so happy you share, I’m so happy people in this comment section have stripped their hearts, it’s a refuge, a healing energy.
For the ukush mukush heart -🌷
Eeeeeeee
Prod by foeseal
Always amaze me...
Dear @bekcha; the shit is real in everyone's life. I hope to change this one day.
Being introverted (ovethinkers) is hard. Just to avoid crowds, we tend to isolate ourselves. Being contactless for days is a common thing. But when you grab all your strength to go out and act normally, no one really cares about you, but that one person will always be there. He/she will always try to comfort you, know you, and that person will always be the one who asks what happened.
This is for him/her " Aftero Awastha Cha Malai Almal Almal Vairacha , Maile Bujaunai Janina, Timi Bujey Jhai Garidinu La"
loved this song @bekcha
❤💙❤
hope things get figured out soonest!
Beautifully expressed
what if you don't even have that one person!?
@@rishiii069 Don't know man 😂😂😂
I frequently have anxiety attacks and panic attacks but I'm jolly on the outside.
I smile and laugh with everyone but When I'm alone, everything hits me up at once and the anxieties just worsen up. When I try to tell others that I have anxieties and panic attacks, they think I'm just kidding because I'm always jolly with them. This is the 'Apthero awastha' for me because I don't know how to express to my loved ones that I get anxieties and panic attacks and I feel low when I'm alone. They don't understand and I can't express.
Koi afno najik ko manche lai sunau 1 jana lai matra biswas vako lai take care💙
i hope you find ways to help explain them, and that they understand. It is hard out here esp in the context that we are, but we don't give up hai. Takes a lot of patience for everything in Nepal. :)( i wish you well and that healing is found somewhere, pause but keep trying.
Guys, could you help her out or share? :))(
Have someone around you jasle tmro situation bujhxa ,jaslai timi afai trust garna sakxau.afule afulai cool banauna kosis gara ,tmle afule nai afno mind lai control gara.its really hard to get out from these things tara its not impossible hai feri.take care♥️
If sharing it with anyone doesn’t help . Try writing down your emotions cause at the end we are the one who should understand ourselves the most and it has worked for me a lot of time . And sometimes we are supposed to suffer just be patient . believe me time heals everything ❤️
27 years old Introvert, anxiety, health issues,past family issues,7+ years relationship breakup, couldn't figure out what i want to do in life. Going through this stage since last 6 months. Now i have gathered little courage to start all over again but still suddenly a wave of flashbacks hits and then i fear i may never get out of this phase😢
I wish you the strength. Life has to go on: for dreams, for our plans, for mom and dad and for yourself! Carry on little by little. :)) You matter!
hi folks, some words of encouragement here?
I can Totally understand you... I have been there too. Just stay strong and heal .... life is beautiful... this time just makes is stronger and better
I am with you
Time will heal you, trust me. One step, one day at a time. If all you did today is breathe, that is enough. Be kind to yourself!
Stay strong brother
My message for Bekcha:
Your song is awesome brother. I am in Melbourne studying rn. ME AND MY FRIENDS GO THROUGH VARIOUS PROBLEM. WE WORK TOGETHER, EVERYTIME WHILE WORKING WE LISTEN THIS SONG. WE BELIEVE THAT IT GIVES US MOTIVATION, AS WE MISS OUR PARENTS, AND SOMETIMES SITUATION JUST BECOMES TOO HARD FOR US. BUT WE ARE STILL HUSTLING STILL FIGHTING AND ENJOYING ON LITTLE THINGS.
YOU SONG IS REALLY MOTIVATION FOR US 🇦🇺.
Bro there are many ups and down in life so go with flow one day u will reach your destination believe in you!!!
Same with me 🙃 don't worry I can understand
He sang this song as an unreleased one in Nepal Startup Fest 2022. I was one of the audience, filled with tears. That was a time, when I broke up with a man from whom I had been trying to run but never wanted to leave. It was my fate that I listened this song live. It felt like, he was singing my story. Yaa' our story can't be same but we feel same through our hard times (apthero awastha). Bekcha is singing everyone's life & being a part of our recovery. ✨
Give time to yourself ☺️
hope life helps you recover in its mysterious ways!
I'm leaving this comment here because after a month, years and decades if someone likes this comment .... i get reminded to this song❣️❣️♥️♥️
this song has lifted me up from my dark days since past few days i was not doing good mentally n it went worse n worse day by day overthinking almost ate me up but after listening to this beautiful song i think after evey dark night there's always a bright morning so here i am feeling much better now and i am hoping for the upcoming better days thanks bekcha ❤️
heal, heal!
@@b3kcha healllllll
My Apthero Awastha has been acceptance of circumstances: my home, country, life turns.
Want to blame, escape, and keep dreaming in a bubble.
My heart feels so pumped to have been part of such a powerful project. Directing, acting, working with Bekcha. Visualizing the words and bringing it to form, my first try. Reading through the comments has made me stronger than ever before. Much maya 🧡
my bunu love u. proud of u
💜💜
The scene where she wipes off her tears and then get ready, we all have been doing it right?? Putting on a happy face hiding our problems and pain and moving on in life
Life!
-"म जे छु ठिकै छु, भनेर हिडिदिउँ,सकिन्न यो संसारमा हेर!"🌸💙🙃
Being in a foreign country far from your love and family hits you different suddenly heard this song. At first, god this is related to me and the middle of the song eyes with full of tears, aftero awasta xa maile bujayuwnai janina 🥺
Thnaks bekcha for this song 😊
:))( take care everyone out there chasing dreams!
Thanks brother keep going be yourself ✌👌👌
Thukka jatha keta bhayera runchas!!!
I was not okay and still going through phases...
As I was listening to different songs , found this yesterday.
My heart screamed ' yo ta Mai ho' listening to this masterpiece . Hijo Bata Kati sunisake ❤️this song really has a healing power❤️❤️❤️❤️
glad it has helped.
I am in love with this girl who can’t be mine.Sometimes I feel like I should run away..Tara I can’t...Afthero Awastha
Best wishes brothers @bekcha @foeseal ❤️
Its now or never just express your feelings towards her brother we're backing for you🤝
Bruhh just give it a try
Go and purpose her. You don't need any cozy environment or a classy restaurant.
Just purpose her with your true feelings.
And believe me if she accepts you in that scenario she is your future. And if she forwards the hand of friendship then accept that. That means she cares about you.
But if she refuses you, you gotta understand that she is just an infatuation.
There is nothing to worry about.
The only way out is through it.
Best of luck
ohooo! sir!
This song made my day☺️
Apthero awbastha xa .but I will make my shelf proud.its hard to go away form home.i miss my family.iam fine and I can do it Mom don't worry.
Life is so
. do what you love n what makes you happy.its your life and it's your decision.enjoy the moment.just flow the way .thanks for everything what I have today .
wish you and all the bideshiyeka nepali lai dherai courage and strength, and love.
Life hits hard vanchani vanai matra haina raicha aile bhogdae chu.
1.Australia apply garna khojdae chu, aafnae dd few months agadi janu vako tesaile every kaam dhilo hudae cha. Dhilo was still fine but each ma every step ma 'Nai' 'not gonna happen' 'not possible' sunda purae aas marne raicha. Nepal mei survive garna kita financially strong huna paryo kita politically and hamro both chaina.
2. Family issue, money crisis le ekdam problem and mero baba ko behaviour towards my mother totally not acceptable and hamro yo patriarchy samaj le yeti normalize garisakyo ni yo kura it just digusts me. He is good dad but not good husband.i hope he'll get better.
3.love life ta jhan jhan complicated not his fault though maybe because i am just hard to love.
Sometimes i wonder if i am the problem and want to quit but reminding myself that it's just a APTHERO AWASTHA and not my whole life ko awastha, moving on this life ko journey. Hopefully i don't lose hope and die lol
i wish sabai thikai hos chaadai, patience ekdum nai chahincha for everything and whenever sth bad happens, we tend to think why me, why sadhai, why and why's only, but estai cha mostly reality. So we hold on! :)) and keep doing what we must!
Quite similar 🥺!!!
Bro keep calm . Better days are eagerly waiting for u 😁
No2😣
Don’t think negative but the life’s getting real and as you are applying for aus
It’s just getting started
Don’t get big hope on Australia
I'm leaving this comment here because if someone likes this comment.. I get reminder of this song.
Hope things are better 😊
❤❤❤❤
It's 2:16 am and still I can't sleep,no matter how tired I am 😥feeling empty,depressed.this song helps me to calm down.I hope I can get better soon.thanks for the song!
i am glad it has helped!
@@b3kcha wkkslsls
I put on a smile each day. I tell everyone that I am doing okay. I act as I'm happy & they all believe it. I learned how to keep my mouth shut & to fake it , but the truth is everyday I wakeup & I dont feel happy at all .
I go to sleep & I'm not at all happy.
I want to help myself but I refuse to speak to anyone....
Thanks for sharing beautiful piece of art b3kcha
I hope u find the courage! I hope you find a way!
Sending hearts to you ♥ Be strong
@@melinapaudel2811 I've tried hardest to get better.. & Thank you so much :)
The same goes when you're in the verse of depression,whether in love or you're fighting with your life.Every person can't handle it normal.And Bekcha delivered absolute perfectly,thank you for this song ♥️
thank you!
@@b3kcha ❤️♥️
When world needed him the most
He returned-
ammama kada!
I was a school topper till garde 8!
Afterall covid started and i couldn’t focus the way i used to! And after class 9 i turned into a average student!
Ani huda huda see ma 2.40 gpa aayo!
Opt ra math ma D aayo!
Everyone started blaming me for these things!
Now i m not the same guy i used to be!
I turned into a rude guy where i was cute child before!💗
I gonna study hard and i will achieve my goal now!
Nothing’s late go ahead guys!
life is not a straight path
you will fall, rise, crawl, fly
no matter the pain or joy
keep walking keep smiling and be yourself.
Just wanted to say that for all burnout people out there, the fact that you managed to recognise that you are burned out is the first step to recovery. Always remember the way to break free is to face the problem and break them down logically and resolve it one by one, step by step. For things that are irresolvable, don’t worry about it since there’s nothing you can do. Cheers !!❤️
gaaro hola hai. But try, we must ni! hoping, trying, waiting, working... :) thank you for the brightside.
Dami bro
The battle is long but worth it
In this generation we all teenagers are going through the situation depressed inner insecure of own things
but still smiling to keep things right
Pretending like everything is okay
I wanna dedicate this song to my close friend ,he himself is a songwriter and singer.Nowadays,i rarely talk with you but through this platform i just wanna say ,just understand yourself,just love yourself,i knw its really hard for you to be happy but just try to be happy once ,start to enjoy yourself.it might be hard at first but i know you can.i just wanna see you happy man.dherai maya ❣️
hope he does well, wish him well!
It's not a sad song
It's just awaring you to be good enough for yourself,
Teaching you to search happiness on small stuff.
Teaching you to enjoy the aura of yourself no matter what is going on just know you're brave enough to encounter each and every obstacles. Hajur haru aaile mareko fuul jsto jokrinu bha xa hola tara tyo gham ko kiran ani pani ramro paii paxi ( thinking postively even in worst time.) once again you will bloom. Life ho ups and downs aauxa but know that you're the champ💜
Atti bujna malai 1 din lagyo. First time sunda malai sad song lagya thyo but actually its not. According to my perspective.
Bekcha daii you're too good on story telling hatss off. Lots of love and support💜
💙💙
You're close! :))
I listened this song more than 25times yet i didn't read cmts
Just now i read them and cmts here are really heartbreaking 💔
I hope everyone will understand that whenever we feel everything has destroyed we don't have anything left to do we must remember that there are more things to do in life....
Just don't give up
Keep doing the things that you like
Hope you'll get success 💙🦋
Thank you Bekcha for this song. I am 25 and am kinda lost. This song helps me figure out a way and reminds me that i have girl who loves me very much and my parents who have never ending faith and support for me. ❤️
It's littt. Far behind of love songs , tragedy songs , reply songs. Bekcha came with the song that depicts life of struggle and hardships.
Different people are fighting different battle in life. Kahile pani mero problem aruko vanda thulo xa navannu , never compare. Everyone is fighting in life. Afnu vitra ekdum dherai pida huda ni kosailai nasunai sympathy namagi strong vayera everyday hidney manxe harlai salute xa. God ll soon reward u with the best🥺❤️
I wear smile on my face every day and pretend like I'm the most happiest person in this world but I'm stuck on my own head and even i can't share my things with anyone and now that is my "Apthero awastha"
#translation attempt
I hope you understand this state that I’m in,
I know not how to put them into words
My appetite and sleep is lost to the woes and distress.
If life were a game, I always only find myself on the losing side
I did keep going, and rose after each fall but to no avail
I can’t stay true to myself ‘cause things don’t work that way.
Things are hard, and this fear may swallow me whole
The heart is hurt, and I’ve worn this defensive smile
My days and nights are fraught with worries and by no means stable
But somehow i revel in this pool of sadness, (as if I’ve always needed this)
I did keep going, and rose after each fall but to no avail
I can’t stay true to myself ‘cause things don’t work that way.
It is believed that changing yourself changes the world,
“Think good things and stay positive. Never give up.” and yada yada
I did all that and changed my ways, but nothing has changed.
Don’t call me a prude, or simply dismiss me,
It is just that things are utterly chaotic right now...
For now,
I am caught in this whirlpool of sadness and misery,
But let me do my thing and get out in my own time
I’ll be okay, maybe not today
I shall find that happiness,
I know not when, but I will.
Íl
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Mero apthyaro awastha...
Overthinking too much in small thing.. so much smoking ... bahira niskina man nalagne !kotha vitra aafai ma haraune...recent days dekhi I have been engaged in meditation works so i am feeling quite better than before.. And Tysm .. I am feeling much better by this..
So i met a girl few months back it's been 5 months now. She was so rare and different . Her Vibe was simply the best of it's kind. We used to share each and everything with each other. She used to pick me up college ma. We used to hang out so often. She was a cheerleader for me. My safe place and my Home. We used have late night conversations. I was much of a overthinker we used to argue much (all because of my silliness) but it was always a "iloveyou" before Sleeping and "good morning beb" before waking up. Her treatment was the best i could ever get. Idk what happened aajkal she's just tired of stuffs rey she's bored with everything and everyone. She tries to avoid me and make me feel like she has got no intrests in me. It been 2 days without a conversation and i miss you much if you're reading this. Missing you has been my APTHAYRO AWASTAA lately please come backk i can't pretend like i don't care anymore. Take care 💓
Update : we ended it yesterday ! Thankyouu everyone
Talk clear things communication!
TAKE CARE KING 👑
I hope there’s some figuring out done soonest!
🤣🤣Babu niskaou yo maya jalko bhram batw...
🥺❤️
The thing is, I'm dating my junior who's in a different country. Although we both are happy as a couple, there's no knowing to when we'll meet or ever see each other. He's like the optimist character of our story, he motivates me, understands me and me being his senior doesn't act like one. The afthero awastha is we both want to hug each other because we've both been through a lot and we both found a way of happiness in each other's smiles, we both talk about how we'd spend our times holding hands and traveling and there's no saying when we're going to meet for real. I really want to hug him and thank him but he's so far away...😓💔
I've Been through this too. Were together for maybe 4-5 months. And i messed up 💓
I met my gf after 1 year may be more than that. Be optimistic u guys ll meet someday if thats what is destined to be. All the best❤
I'm going through my "Apthero Awastha" right now and it's been the hardest thing i've ever been in my life i had to leave her cause there was no option for me family pressure career tension future tension and everything i've had never felt like this before i'd became too cold too numb but thank you for this song i finally could let my true feeling i can finally cry till my heart has enough thank you soo soo much bekcha daju for this maybe things will get better or maybe i'll just die trying idk it's in the hands of fate.
Same brother!!! 😣
Same 😩just want peace
4 months ago you were so deeply in love with her
You got this don't loose hope just remember that you are always stronger than you think but it's still okay if you aren't strong enough to deal with thing rn but trust yourself you got this :))
@@Homghimire Hope you the best man💖
So much relatable to my current situation.... From few days, I am in so much mental tension & hypertension... Feels like I am going on the way of depression... In present day, the only thing that gives me inner peace is this song... Thank you for the masterpiece...
I don't know how it is going without her,
3 years with her and she left as my words hurted her,i really didn't meant anything and idk why i said that day, those messages make me regret everday .idk if she's gonna message me or not but if she did what i am gonna reply ur first few words hurted me so badly .i thought i had moved on but songs like these reminds me that i can't move on 😫,i really loved her so much and everday suffering i wish a second chance was given. outstanding song loved it bro❤️
I think many people can relate to this song at this era with a lot of competitions everywhere and everyone is constantly trying so hard to keep up with so called 'guidelines' made by the society to fit in it.
:))( true
This song give me some relief ailya ko age like 21,22 ma nikai garo hudo rixa family, study, ani career ko pressure ani being a first child temlya chie sabai bognu parxa ma chie ailya mero career ko struggling phase ma xu bachelor phadi teya ani tespaxi chie mailya australia apply garya bichmaii tei tw ho middle class family problem ani ailya visa waiting ma xu k hunxa thaxhina most of the decisions chie reject vako xa ani this song gives me some relief k hard times sabiilie auxa hami lya face garyar jan strong hunuparxa vani feel ayo
Hope we will get over the hard times💗
More power girl❤️❤️❤️
we will, must keep trying!!
"Pirle khako xa nidra...chintale voklai"🥺❤️...Hope everyone be capable to overcome their"Aphtero Abasta" in life 🧬...
Well.. I'm here just to appreciate you and your hardwork for writing this song. Kati din kati mahina kharchinivayo hola just for 4:17 mins. I literally felt it in my heart. Again thank you for this masterpiece!
I don't remember the time when I was really Happy. It's just feels like everything falling apart or I'm living with Heavy stone on my chest. This song is so relatable to every point.
The struggles for responsibilities, Financial problems, Family issues, Career, Friends and Mental Health is draining me out.
A part of me wants to give up but the only thing holding me is HOPE.
I know I will do Better and will become a Happiest person ever, taking care of my family and Living life to the fullest.
HANG IN THERE LITTLE BIT MORE 🥺
keep on keeping on! :)(
There are many songs which we can relate through our ongoing life.This masterpiece actually relate everyone's life.Everyone will go through their 'Apthero Awastha' sooner or later.As intro part is thruth full i.e. yes there are many things we don't talk about and hide within us. Your voice is so mesmerising and keep going Dai ✨❤️
I hope they get thru it! ❤️
Watch more than 10 times straight. Ma jasto students jo future ma kehi garnu cha vanera sochi racha ta kehi garnai sakeko chaina teslai mann vitrai dekhi nai hit gardo raixa yr!!. Thank you for making my day and making me remember my dreams and goals which are unfinished❤❤
keep going hai! thanks for the support, keep listening!
This time will also pass guys. After that you will find better version of yourself 🥰. Be proud of you and make this hard time a better opportunity to make yourself precious ❤️
I listen and sing along this song every night before sleeping and all my worries and insecurities get wiped out. It has become a ritual for me.
अफ्ट्यारो अवस्था
जिन्दगी हुदै छ खेला
हारेको छुइन म।।
अलिक अफ्ट्यारो मात्र भको हो।।।
keep going.......
huss :))
@@b3kcha u rply me.....Big day for me.....love frm India.......28/07/2022 इस दिन को भुलेगा नहि अपुन।।।धन्यवाद आपको बेक्चा❤️❤️
Mailay personally experience garako as a girl, just be strong, confidence and the reason for your happiness should be you yourself. Hamilai etini kei abuse vako vaya please don't think about kaslay k sochxa just come out and speak, yedi tatini garna sakdanau vanay close manxya haru lai share garnu, just take care of yourself ❤❤❤🌺🌺🌺
Yes
Any person who is facing problems and having "apthero awstha" right now may ur problem be solved and ur life may be filled with happiness 🦋
Bekcha dai ko intro is always the best❤️ loved the song
thank yoU!!!!!
this song is unheard feelings of every ppl who are struggling to climb the success, who are dealing with depression ,who are always hearing the comparison like falano ko xori ,xora ,tara yo afthero awastha kei samayeko lagi ho.dear @bekcha
thank uh so much for this beautiful track.thank uh
It was really worth watching hijako show of bekcha😖geet sangai akha ma asu variyera aayeko pattai vayena on Afthero awastha geet💗Thankyou so much for giving us the beautiful moment and now i m doing good than yesterday dukha dekhi vaagi aayesko australia ma sukha khojda afulai harayeko patto nahuda this song goes deeply inside 🥺
:)) thanks for coming!
Kasto dami geet ho 💗 sarai man paryo daju ❤ keep it up 😚👏
i am feeling every line of this song.Dukha dekhi vagi Australia aaipugey samaye ra thau anusar everything going to be okay vanera but those mellow dramas keep haunting me here too.Its been a month i am fighting with my thoughts and trying to get out of those bad past.Hope i will b e fine soon
you will be fine❤
Don't worry beautiful soul. Everything will be fine ,trust me. Godspeed to you❤
stay strong stay safe
You'll get over it 🤍
P
Would describe my "Apthero Awastha" as secretly loving someone so hard but being not able even to talk to her. Whenever I see her my heart beat rate increases, I start sweating, can't even speak properly. Being an introvert hits hard. Also I am stuck between "I am young I gotta enjoy" and "Time's running out I gotta grind everyday!". So many things in my mind ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................................................................................................
Maybe give it a shot... Good things might happen
The first time I heard the song,(found it on Spotify first) even though I couldn't understand a single word, nor could i interpret the meaning of a single word. it just felt like I could already feel the song deeply, i just knew I could feel it. There's something so magical about the song even I couldn't express.
It's like, you know there are those types of songs which you wanna share with everyone as it's beautifully composed. Then there are songs that just touches your souls, songs that you don't wanna share with anyone, but just keep to yourself forever and listen to it in solitude.
"Apthero Awastha" is one such song that has grown closest to my heart.
Thanks for the song, Bekcha❤️
Request : I'd be really grateful if someone can translate the song for us.🙏
it is in the newest comment: the English translation!
#translation attempt
I hope you understand this state that I’m in,
I know not how to put them into words
My appetite and sleep is lost to the woes and distress.
If life were a game, I always only find myself on the losing side
I did keep going, and rose after each fall but to no avail
I can’t stay true to myself ‘cause things don’t work that way.
Things are hard, and this fear may swallow me whole
The heart is hurt, and I’ve worn this defensive smile
My days and nights are fraught with worries and by no means stable
But somehow i revel in this pool of sadness, (as if I’ve always needed this)
I did keep going, and rose after each fall but to no avail
I can’t stay true to myself ‘cause things don’t work that way.
It is believed that changing yourself changes the world,
“Think good things and stay positive. Never give up.” and yada yada
I did all that and changed my ways, but nothing has changed.
Don’t call me a prude, or simply dismiss me,
It is just that things are utterly chaotic right now...
For now,
I am caught in this whirlpool of sadness and misery,
But let me do my thing and get out in my own time
I’ll be okay, maybe not today
I shall find that happiness,
I know not when, but I will.
aaja apthero lagerw yo geet sundeko tw
mind nai pura fresh vayo bekcha bro thank you for this
song
glad it helped!
haii
"piraley khako xa nindra " this line hits hard ♥ the concept of this song is soo touchy💜
seds yaar :))(
I get similar vibes to that of cold play and all. These underground artists are really talented . I don’t know whether it’s the composition or all but the singer seems to be really sad and hasn’t found sanity yet. Even the later part where he talks about the positive side , it actually didn’t match the intensity to sooth the dark phase of the song . The song is actually really haunting. I hope those who are going through such rough phase find bliss and strength to carry the weight .
after reading this, i am not even sure. But the point is to keep holding on and to keep going! or take a break!
Your voice is one of the best voices and it completely takes every bit of sadness away from me. Well at least till the song lasts😅.
Copped with a shitty break up with the help of your songs, spent the entire lockdown with your music on repeat and still I can't stop listening.
This is just another addition to my ever increasing music thirst.
Loved it
Sable aafno dukha estai majjale open vayera express garna sake kasto ramro hunthyo
sharing helps ali ali bhayeni :)( do share
I wish I could open up all my apthero awastha. But I cant, pira la lasti nindra khie sakieo.
So proud of nepali music such a talented artist exist and i hope many more to come and i wish few years after nepali artist will be shining in international platform
All the best for your upcoming project bekcha and all nepali music artist
How can someone make such a relatable song?
You are amazing bro. A gem of Nepali music industry.
Lots of love ❤️
Arey' naa... :))
@@b3kcha no doubt you areee
The pain of rejection...💂 Cadet
The seek of love...💔🙋♀️
The suffer of ignorance..🙇😪💔
The endless trust.🤧.. yrs passed away..😢. Now your song gets me teary eyes... 😪💔
hope you feel better soon!
Luckily landed up here. Undoubtedly this is going to be on repeat for several days. I feel so connected to this song. Took me a year back, while I was struggling for something better. Well, still the struggle is ongoing, on different circumstancecs for different things. Now this relates so much living far off love,family and friends. This is going to be my anthem. I wish all the best to whoever shares this feeling. KEEP GOING ON, YOU'LL DEFEINETELY REACH SOMEWHERE....
hope you find some answer to all the running and everything else... take care. thank you for your time and words!
Jati sunyo teti maan parx yo song
Me.:aafailai afu sangai sunako jasto lagx............... Mitha ramro sochai jasto haar namana ♥️♥️
wishing you strength and love!
@@b3kcha ♥️♥️
This song has a different vibes. Many singers with their beautiful lyrics but bekcha is always my favorite ❤️. Love your each and every songs 🎶
Now I can imagine my all "Apthero Awastha" will end up 😌😌
It's difficult to see the light when life is feeling dark most Apthero awastha 🖤
❤️❤️
Time will come
Mayn what an melodious song made me dance ... Over hai dammi xa geet dah..🎊🎈
i am yet to see dance videos on this!
I overthink. Even though I am just 13 it's a part of me and I really hate myself for it. It's hard, being a person that overthinks this often and the shittiest part is I always am expected to be something but it is hard to do so. I don't know what I am living or how am I i living but it surely is an "apthero awastha". This song never fails to bring me to tears. Thank you for creating this masterpiece.
I hope things get better for you. Try not to worry too much... it is weird, but things tend to get better over time somehow.
Aayeeee, I just love the way the song is explained. A true masterpiece!!
Much love to bekchha and to everyone who went through " Aphthero Awasta" ♥️🕊
Someone : Hey, How are you?
Me:🥺🫂
Someone: what happen??
Me:🥺mm... it's been a long time since anybody ask me that🌻
Bekcha dai write songs that is really related with us 💙 his every song is related with someones real life❤🌻
Loved the lyrics, Cinematography and Direction! Truly a great work
i have spend my one years in one room between four wall to fulfil my dream and my parents dream i am struggling from 1yrs sometime anxiety sometime over think and the line of this song aftyera awastha xa malai almal almaal vairaxa really hits hard and this time i don't want to get failed and my time for fulfilling my dream is near i hope my hardwork pays offffffffff.............................
Afthero awasta ta Kati ho Kati vaneyra sakindai na ...🙂🙂Just like your song jati suney ni pugdai naa❤️❤️love it bro..estai estai geet nikalnu paryo aajhai👍
Your voice your song and the lyrics all are so awesome that any word cannot describe itt
thank you, sir!
@@b3kcha Always sir!🥺🫂❤
Forever glad that artists like him exist in Nepal🙌
arey, thanks!
I hope everyone's apthero awastha ends up by listening this one❤️🕉️
How i wish!
@@b3kcha 💗✨
First rythm suney;catchy mann chuney tone sangai mann flow vayo;man lyric bujdai gaye mahasus gariyo aba ta latt laagyaa cha man yo geet ko tmro aawaaj ko timro creation ko!!!you are star man!! huge fan
thanks ! :))
Watching bekcha grow this much fills my heart with joy...loveyoubekcha your old supporter😘😘😘😘😘😘😍😍🤩
First 30 seconds and already in love with the songg❤️🥺
Hats off to you bekchaa🥳🥳
Therapeutic...so relatable...when you can't express your deep emotions, this song becomes a friend of expression.
I accidentally discovered this song today and found out how popular this is already! I must be living under the rock.
thank you!
Rejections from everywhere and can't get over from these issues,feels like have to carry bundles of unexpressive pains in heart forever....
The most apthero awastha for me is that i have to carry my fictitious smile everyday....🙃
It's very hard to keep fighting your mental health while taking so much pressure ! Most of pressure are especially from carrier, love life and family ! It's hits different when noone understand you and even tho you don't care about anyone but they keeps gives you mentally trouble ! Tired of crying right ! Scream garna manlagxa ! Maram maram most of people takes drugs at that moment tesley chai huna solve !!! For everyone who's been suffering from mental health ! I am with you your not only one you are so strong you made it till here a little more ani get your dream ! Or everything it hurts someonetime but move on is best changing yourself will help you so much ! Don't give up on yourself ! Your are master of your life control it don't let your life control it ! Don't let anyone won against you don't let your self get hurt only fight back !
When nothing feels right.....just wait and have patience because everything happens for a reason.....
Loved this work Bekcha daie❤️
Thanks
This song got stuck up in my heart and head .... such a beautiful song ❤️
keep supporting, thanks~
Repeat it unless you can feel every vocal bend used here. But please repeat on youtube, this guy deserves more inspiration for more amazing compositions ❤🎶
hi, thank you. Tbh guys, after a deep conversation with my close mate, i feel every bit of frustration in my bones rn. I don't see much hope for me here no matter how hard i try to see the silver lining. how do i say this without sounding desperate. I posted my first video about 10 years back, and here I am. Not that i am taking this for granted, i have every bit of gratitude. But shit is getting scary, life is getting too real and we live here amidst chaos and uncertainty. I can't keep asking people to stream, stream or listen or idk call me out. I still have hopes, but rn in this very moment, i don't see much besides exiting here and that too seems a far away possibility considering chances of rejection, the toil, the running, the system. So rn I stand at I don't know, maybe i should leave this place. But will i be let it?
Still very much thankful to those in the comments sharing their heart out, loving and being kind. It somehow feels safe here. Much love and best wishes to you all...
this is me, as i am rn... maybe my thoughts will change, but for now this is me. and I need to stop frequenting here for trends, views, numbers, and what not. Thank you.
Kati Mitho sabda ho🙇❣️❤️😫
Apthero Awastha cha..malai almal almal vairaxa😊
Such a beautiful song💛
literally fighting with myself to heal from old memories which we had spent 🥺 each and every statement he had said to me is really hitting me now ...those compliments..... his care😢 it's so difficult to come out from that particular pain or what which even i can't understand what's that😵
I hope something or smn helps heal, take good care
@@b3kchathank you 😩❤️