Bruh, I straight up cried for a day on this. Needed to grieve, but didn't know it. Haven't seen your reaction, but you a real guy so i'm sure it's great.
Hey man dont be afraid to let it flow sometimes. I've been fortunate enough that dementia hasn't affected my family or my life personally but I still cry to this song after multiple listens. It isn't a weakness :) good reaction and take care. I'll be waiting for the next one
Right at about 3:10 you can see the mood change in your face, man. Shows you know what this is like. How hard this is. Great reaction, Gibby. Hug your loved ones tight, guys! Much love. 💞
I've had to deal with losing my grandmother who had dementia, wht kills you is watching them decline and knowing you cant even help them since theres no coming back. I'm glad your opening your eyes to it tho!
@@angrypineapple4951 what is sad to me is seeing a glimmer of recognition in whoever it is affecting’s eyes. I believe that they can mentally see things but have trouble expressing it and it hurts knowing there’s only so much you can do.
@@straightteeth1 from what I've seen they fully know what's going on.. but it's just their eyes, it doesn't click in their mind, the memories stay fresh, but today didnt happen... if that makes sence???
Its been hard this year I'm here bro And if they do play this song live there will be no moshing nothing it'll be the time too honor loved ones in the family who passed away
this year has been so hard and i cried watching this video being thankful that i have not lost my memory and that life must go on no matter how bad it gets we will get through it
You introduced me to Spiritbox back in September so I HAD to see your reaction to this song. The first time I watched this video it hit me like a truck. I was stunned and speechless. This band is something special. I could tell after your initial reaction when it started that the video and song really grabbed you. I’m glad you didn’t pause it.
After losing my grandfather almost two years ago, and trying to help my grandmother with what she has been going through I'm surprised that I was able to hold it together... 💔🛐
I believe this might me the only one you haven't paused throughout and to be honest I think pausing it would have interrupted the overall vibe and meaning....
I just lost my great grandma back in October I found out she passed away when I was at work I cried for the longest and my grandpa passed away 16 years ago It still hurts me
My grandpa passed back in November I can still remember his face as he was laying in his bed. We went to my grandmas house to say goodbye, he died 30 minutes after me and my mom left my grandmas house. I've only ever cried once at a funeral and that was my first one. I was so close to crying at my grandpas funeral tho. That funeral was my first time ever seeing my dad cry at anything, which is what almost made me lose it.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my Nan 16 years ago. I miss her, she was the main grandparent I was so close to. Holding onto these memories big time. But now I'm watching my parents going through this stuff
i went through the same thing with my grandma until she passed last year. She was the greatest person that i have ever met. this song made me cry and a song hasnt done that in a LONG TIME
It has to be worse than death, Dementia. Not for the one losing their memories, but for the families having to watch their loved one forget every important memory they have before they go. Alzheimer's runs in my family and I'm bound to get it someday, like the males before me. I'm less worried about me, but seeing my grandfather and even my father repeat things they've told me 4 times in a day is just crushing. My heart goes out to anyone else dealing with this tragedy.
Yeah that feeling of loosing or almost loosing someone you love, it's unexplainable. I almost lost my sister's, but thanks to the brothers and sisters that visit and preyed for and only one doctor that said, don't listen to the other doctors I'll keep her safe. She's alive and kicking. Her leg might not work as before, but thank God she made 😊
I lost my mom to ovarian cancer in 2016. In 2012, she had some pain in her stomach so I took her to the emergency room. 2 hours later, stage 4 ovarian cancer. My mom was a tough, biker chick woman. Watching her fight and suffer for 4 years until she went into a hospice bed 2 weeks before she passed, after looking me in the eyes and telling me she just didnt want to fight anymore, was indescribably tough. And this whole time taking care of my grandma going through dementia as well. Watching both my mom and gma fade. It makes you numb. My mom was only 52 when she succombed to cancer at 7am, Jan 2, 2012. When they took her body away I cried so hard I thought I was going to break my back. If you ever cried that deep cry you know what I mean. I cant lie and say you eventually get over it, but time does heal a little. If it wasn't for my faith in God I dont know how I would have taken it. This song hits hard. I dont know which was worse. Watching my mom shrivel away from cancer, or my gma fade away and not know who I am or where she is.
I came from another reaction to this song and was tearing up but I know how genuine you are as a person. So I came here to hear your thoughts and you didn't disappoint. Much love man
Courtney put all her emotion in her voice and this is so wonderful. And yep, I cried like a baby when I listened this song for the first time, especially because I lose my grandma to Alzheimer...
Everytime I hear this song I cry. I lost my favorite two women in this world to Alzheimer's. Until you go through it, no one understands what Alzheimer's does to a family. It's devastating.
Gibby I'm a huge fan of your channel but I never knew about your mother. August 30th has been a year since my mom passed from bladder cancer and when you said if only they had checked the right place, it brought tears to my eyes. My mom was in and out of the hospital being treated for kidney disease for 4 months. They basically told me they couldn't find anything wrong so we might as well check for cancer. She only had maybe 2 months after that.... I know EXACTLY what you went through and it hasn't gotten any easier for me at least but your videos always put me in a positive mood no matter what. Not sure if you will even see this but keep bringing the love and the amazing content!
Thank you for knowing it was rude to stop it ...buddy you're learning well and I see more modern content from and it affirms youre truly learning and and applying them as well . Good show young sir
My only brother(older, was my only true hero) passed away a decade ago in 2010. Killswitch Engage came out with "Always" a few years after he passed and I collapsed the first time I heard it. It would be an honor and a privilege to watch you react to that song seeing just how genuine your emotions are in your reaction videos!!!
This song reminds me of my grandma who is currently battling dementia. It makes me think of her and her struggle with the disease. I keep praying daily that she continues to be strong. This song makes me cry and I am not one to cry
It's amazing to see how deep this track hits with everyone. I mean you are for sure the most energetic reactor out there and to see you almost unable to bring out that energy speaks to the strength of this track.
My grandma suffers from senile dementia and I feel like even though she is alive, we already lost her, she doesn't remember who I am or even who my grandfather is. Advise, we need to enjoy the time with our love ones and avoid fighting with them, because later you will regret that time wasted. 😔
Blessed Be and Rules of 9. I lost my grandpa; who got into music playing with TBone Walker, this year and the feels are reals. Metalhead til I see him in heaven. 🤘🏾
Ladies and Gents (djents lol) we are SO blessed to be living in an age where music this beautifully inspired can be shared and experienced instantly with millions of people around the world. The New World Order can try to take our freedom, but they will never have my soul.
Just Lost My Mother To Cancer Two Day's Ago It's Extremely Difficult Lost My Granny To Cancer Aswell Hate It So Very Much But At Least They're No Longer In Pain And Together Somewhere Much Better
I lost my grandma in 2018... The struggle was real, I try to remember the goods thing tho... In the end, she couldn't recognize my mom, couldn't talk but somehow she did recognized me even when she couldn't say o remember my name. This song hits hard af
I can make it through so much of this video, but once it reaches the end with the piano and all of that. I always lose it. Such a beautiful and emotion track/video.
9 friends of my that I've known for a long time were murdered this year. My ex girlfriend and three other close friends were killed at their high-school last November. My ex and I were supposed to perform this song with my band. We're going to play this song for her soon and I'm excited to play it but it's gonna hurt like hell. It's one thing to play this song for her but playing this song without her is an entirely different thing. This will be the good kind of healing pain I hope.
I imagine you being Christian, someone has probably recommended Flyleaf before. But if not I highly recommend starting out with “All around me” or “Fully Alive”. Another great female rock singer/screamer.
All my Spiritbox reactions so far: bit.ly/3r4wFXc
Had to try extremely hard to keep it together with this one.... Love ya'll!
All Spiritbox reactions I've done so far: bit.ly/2W7v1Wc
Bruh, I straight up cried for a day on this. Needed to grieve, but didn't know it. Haven't seen your reaction, but you a real guy so i'm sure it's great.
at last! constance!
Hey man dont be afraid to let it flow sometimes. I've been fortunate enough that dementia hasn't affected my family or my life personally but I still cry to this song after multiple listens. It isn't a weakness :) good reaction and take care. I'll be waiting for the next one
Incredibly moving song. Her voice is hauntingly beautiful.
I legit can't watch this video without crying
Me neither
It's right at the end, when her son is fading away. Kills me
It'd 7 in the morning and I am bawling
Thanks Spiritbox. Songs like this show that we, the metalheads, have feelings too.
Dude I was thinking the exact same thing then I saw your comment....
Right at about 3:10 you can see the mood change in your face, man. Shows you know what this is like. How hard this is. Great reaction, Gibby. Hug your loved ones tight, guys! Much love. 💞
I’m pretty ignorant when it comes to dementia and the impact it has on families but man this was an eye opener for me.
It's something I wouldn't wish my worst enemy to go through
I've had to deal with losing my grandmother who had dementia, wht kills you is watching them decline and knowing you cant even help them since theres no coming back. I'm glad your opening your eyes to it tho!
@@angrypineapple4951 what is sad to me is seeing a glimmer of recognition in whoever it is affecting’s eyes. I believe that they can mentally see things but have trouble expressing it and it hurts knowing there’s only so much you can do.
@@straightteeth1 from what I've seen they fully know what's going on.. but it's just their eyes, it doesn't click in their mind, the memories stay fresh, but today didnt happen... if that makes sence???
How tf can you be ignorant to something this horrible?
I lost 3 people I really cared about this year. When this song came out I cried my eyes out.
Its been hard this year I'm here bro
And if they do play this song live there will be no moshing nothing it'll be the time too honor loved ones in the family who passed away
God bless their souls 🙏❤
I'm so sorry for your losses
The way he reacted to this made me so happy, because that's exactly how I reacted to it. I swear, kindest and most genuine youtube out there.
I cry everytime i hear this...and seeing your reaction i cried a freaking river, man!! Hugs for you, my brother...from Venezuela!
this year has been so hard and i cried watching this video being thankful that i have not lost my memory and that life must go on no matter how bad it gets we will get through it
I have probably listened to this song over a 100 times and it hits just as hard everytime.
I love Spiritbox this is song hits me home for losing my grandmother last year
Thanks for not stopping the video out of respect. So much respect to/from you.
Song fr gave me chills and tears the first time hearing it. Real emotional stuff here dog
You introduced me to Spiritbox back in September so I HAD to see your reaction to this song. The first time I watched this video it hit me like a truck. I was stunned and speechless. This band is something special. I could tell after your initial reaction when it started that the video and song really grabbed you. I’m glad you didn’t pause it.
this band always come up with a good chorus.
I can’t wait for this reaction! This song is probably my favorite release this year and the video is so beautiful #Spiritbox 🤘 #Gibbygang 🤘
After losing my grandfather almost two years ago, and trying to help my grandmother with what she has been going through I'm surprised that I was able to hold it together... 💔🛐
I believe this might me the only one you haven't paused throughout and to be honest I think pausing it would have interrupted the overall vibe and meaning....
I love this band, I love this song, I love the meaning behind the video, I love the meaning of the song.... I actually crying
Feel the same way, every time I watch this song. I absolutely love it.
I just lost my great grandma back in October
I found out she passed away when I was at work I cried for the longest and my grandpa passed away 16 years ago
It still hurts me
I hug you from the distance, my friend...
My grandpa passed back in November I can still remember his face as he was laying in his bed. We went to my grandmas house to say goodbye, he died 30 minutes after me and my mom left my grandmas house. I've only ever cried once at a funeral and that was my first one. I was so close to crying at my grandpas funeral tho. That funeral was my first time ever seeing my dad cry at anything, which is what almost made me lose it.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my Nan 16 years ago. I miss her, she was the main grandparent I was so close to. Holding onto these memories big time. But now I'm watching my parents going through this stuff
i went through the same thing with my grandma until she passed last year. She was the greatest person that i have ever met. this song made me cry and a song hasnt done that in a LONG TIME
It has to be worse than death, Dementia. Not for the one losing their memories, but for the families having to watch their loved one forget every important memory they have before they go. Alzheimer's runs in my family and I'm bound to get it someday, like the males before me. I'm less worried about me, but seeing my grandfather and even my father repeat things they've told me 4 times in a day is just crushing. My heart goes out to anyone else dealing with this tragedy.
This band is something special
Yeah that feeling of loosing or almost loosing someone you love, it's unexplainable. I almost lost my sister's, but thanks to the brothers and sisters that visit and preyed for and only one doctor that said, don't listen to the other doctors I'll keep her safe. She's alive and kicking. Her leg might not work as before, but thank God she made 😊
I cried so hard when I first seen this music video, I even cried when you reacted, such a moving song and video
I lost my mom to ovarian cancer in 2016. In 2012, she had some pain in her stomach so I took her to the emergency room. 2 hours later, stage 4 ovarian cancer. My mom was a tough, biker chick woman. Watching her fight and suffer for 4 years until she went into a hospice bed 2 weeks before she passed, after looking me in the eyes and telling me she just didnt want to fight anymore, was indescribably tough. And this whole time taking care of my grandma going through dementia as well. Watching both my mom and gma fade. It makes you numb. My mom was only 52 when she succombed to cancer at 7am, Jan 2, 2012. When they took her body away I cried so hard I thought I was going to break my back. If you ever cried that deep cry you know what I mean. I cant lie and say you eventually get over it, but time does heal a little. If it wasn't for my faith in God I dont know how I would have taken it. This song hits hard. I dont know which was worse. Watching my mom shrivel away from cancer, or my gma fade away and not know who I am or where she is.
I came from another reaction to this song and was tearing up but I know how genuine you are as a person. So I came here to hear your thoughts and you didn't disappoint. Much love man
Courtney put all her emotion in her voice and this is so wonderful. And yep, I cried like a baby when I listened this song for the first time, especially because I lose my grandma to Alzheimer...
I lost my mom in April and this song hit hard.... 😔💔
Sorry for your loss brother. You have another family here on gibbies channel
Lost mine in October and I'm a mess over this song
Cant stop listening to this song, so glad to see it on the channel! Much love brother, stay healthy!
Difficile trovare parole,solo lacrime x questa emozione in musica. CAPOLAVORO.
Everytime I hear this song I cry. I lost my favorite two women in this world to Alzheimer's. Until you go through it, no one understands what Alzheimer's does to a family. It's devastating.
Gibby I'm a huge fan of your channel but I never knew about your mother. August 30th has been a year since my mom passed from bladder cancer and when you said if only they had checked the right place, it brought tears to my eyes. My mom was in and out of the hospital being treated for kidney disease for 4 months. They basically told me they couldn't find anything wrong so we might as well check for cancer. She only had maybe 2 months after that.... I know EXACTLY what you went through and it hasn't gotten any easier for me at least but your videos always put me in a positive mood no matter what. Not sure if you will even see this but keep bringing the love and the amazing content!
Thank you for knowing it was rude to stop it ...buddy you're learning well and I see more modern content from and it affirms youre truly learning and and applying them as well . Good show young sir
This video might be the biggest eye opener for me, EVER. I broke down something fierce and couldn't hold it in. Powerful.
This is the first time I've seen you not pause a video. They did an amazing job of this song and video, it really hits you!
He's already starting to cry before its even started, I relate man its okay. Its such a good song and video. True beauty. 😅
My only brother(older, was my only true hero) passed away a decade ago in 2010. Killswitch Engage came out with "Always" a few years after he passed and I collapsed the first time I heard it. It would be an honor and a privilege to watch you react to that song seeing just how genuine your emotions are in your reaction videos!!!
Great song and just as much of a hit with their video
Sorry to hear about your brother also R.I.P
This song reminds me of my grandma who is currently battling dementia. It makes me think of her and her struggle with the disease. I keep praying daily that she continues to be strong. This song makes me cry and I am not one to cry
The horror side of dementia disease. Oh this sad song everytime i listen touch my heart.I can't explain how i feel😪😪😢😭
I'm pretty sure its the only side
Pretty sure it is
I’ve watched the official video and a bunch of reactions and it hits all hard in the same way.
Would love to see you do Perennial, Trustfall, or The Mara Effect by Spiritbox.
This song hit me hard. Still does. Everytime I hear it. Beautiful!
It's amazing to see how deep this track hits with everyone. I mean you are for sure the most energetic reactor out there and to see you almost unable to bring out that energy speaks to the strength of this track.
You always keep it real man!!! Thanks for the reaction and I always enjoy your videos. Spiritbox is on another level!!
I think I’m joining the Gibby gang 🤘 great reaction.
First time watching you + their new banger. Thanks for the emotional friday.
I've lost family to dementia and this song sums up my feeling's sonically and visually perfection. Peace ✌️ from Stan the Alaskan.
Makes me feel like I checked off the last thing on the bucket list, and I'm truly ready to let go of this mortal coil.
Or sumthin like that lol
Thus song grabs and doesn’t let go! Amazing!
This song hits so close to home....one of the hardest things to see someone go through
My grandma suffers from senile dementia and I feel like even though she is alive, we already lost her, she doesn't remember who I am or even who my grandfather is. Advise, we need to enjoy the time with our love ones and avoid fighting with them, because later you will regret that time wasted. 😔
Ah man, a year later and this song is now unfortunately something I can relate to.
soul-shattering!! Amazing!!
Loved this reaction. I don't think I've ever seen you not pause. :) I recommend checking out Spiritbox - Perennial next... another beauty.
You are awesome man love it thanks !
When he said “let’s do it for gram-gram”, I felt that
This music is very exciting for me. great video Gibby. Hello from Brazil.
Blessed Be and Rules of 9. I lost my grandpa; who got into music playing with TBone Walker, this year and the feels are reals. Metalhead til I see him in heaven. 🤘🏾
For another absolute beautiful song by Spiritbox, check out Trust fall!
Ladies and Gents (djents lol) we are SO blessed to be living in an age where music this beautifully inspired can be shared and experienced instantly with millions of people around the world. The New World Order can try to take our freedom, but they will never have my soul.
Her Instagram post about this song made me emotional before i even watched it..
Goosebumps every time!
It took me a few times of watching to realize stuff in the background was disappearing like pictures
Just Lost My Mother To Cancer Two Day's Ago It's Extremely Difficult Lost My Granny To Cancer Aswell Hate It So Very Much But At Least They're No Longer In Pain And Together Somewhere Much Better
I lost my grandma in 2018... The struggle was real, I try to remember the goods thing tho... In the end, she couldn't recognize my mom, couldn't talk but somehow she did recognized me even when she couldn't say o remember my name. This song hits hard af
Well I found a new group to my playlist
Love the song. We lost our mom this year a couple of months ago. Ty Gibby 😢🤗💔
dont worry, those goosebumps will go away shortly
yea watching this video was hard i lost both my dad and grandfather back in october it sucks nothing can ever prepare you for loosing loved ones
Sylosis droped a new song today called worship decay
I can make it through so much of this video, but once it reaches the end with the piano and all of that. I always lose it. Such a beautiful and emotion track/video.
This is gonna be that big reaction video like Jiner with Pices...only VERY different.
ALSO, first video you’ve never paused watching!
9 friends of my that I've known for a long time were murdered this year. My ex girlfriend and three other close friends were killed at their high-school last November. My ex and I were supposed to perform this song with my band. We're going to play this song for her soon and I'm excited to play it but it's gonna hurt like hell.
It's one thing to play this song for her but playing this song without her is an entirely different thing. This will be the good kind of healing pain I hope.
This song literally broke me.
This reaction 🙌
the cherry top to a great year of metal
Let’s do it for gram gram 🤘ayyeeee
Best reaction!!
This was straight heat
One of the best modern bands their debut album is supposed to be next year easily my own anticipated record in a while
The thought of literally forgetting who you are is scary af.
Great song. Hit up C4 by Texas in July!
This is art. Thats all I can say.
React to Erra - House of Glass
He would dig Erra
@@jimmymac4559 hes reacted to Breach and Snowblood, needs to get back to them theyre about to release an album
This is a video, where you call your loved ones after.. time is short.. time is precious.. reach out now...
This was an awesome reaction my guy. #gibbygang loved that song. You gotta do Black Lungs by Architects. Its such a Banger
What's the name of this song??? Somebody knows it? 0:09 pleaseee folks
You want music that will make you feel something? Here you go.
Erra - House Of Glass
Phenominal song🎵
Our farewell, from within temptation, meaby you like
Finally dawg!
Spiritbreaker- hello, drifter please!! Very underrated band!
I feeling you bro..
Corpus Christi by Diamonds to Dust
I imagine you being Christian, someone has probably recommended Flyleaf before. But if not I highly recommend starting out with “All around me” or “Fully Alive”. Another great female rock singer/screamer.
Really want to see you do Malevolence.
You need to check out Mister Misery- Ballad Of The Headless Horseman
It just came out yesterday
These feelings are indescribable. You mean sadness lol