Her. My whole life, I have been alone with nobody besides family to make me feel special. And because I’ve been alone for so long I’ve never known what it’s like to be loved by someone so relatable, someone so like me that words don’t even describe how “me” she is, it’s like we lived the exact same life she’s so unbelievably similar to me that one could think I’ve know her my whole life or that we were family she was perfect. Before her however, I was alone. I didn’t know if I like being alone or if I’d gotten so used to it I didn’t know what the other side of life was like. But when she took me out of that alone feeling, it was like a drug that I got addicted to that I couldn’t stop. And so when she decided to ignore me when I was at a very vulnerable place it was like a hole that had reopened that I didn’t even know was there. And if I try to talk to someone about this gaping hole, I fear that the only thing that’s going to happen is pity, mockery, or worse ill get help that isn’t useful or doesn’t even relate to me. What if I text her this? What will happen what if my parents or friends see this. And they learn that their bundle of joy and class clown is nothing more than a mask. A character I fabricated, a role to play that I’d played so perfectly for so long that I’d become that character. But sooner rather than later every mask slips. When I said I’d become the character I truly meant it. I had become the little bundle of joy, of shits and giggles and funny little skits that get repetitive over time but the character doesn’t care. For the longest time, thats who I was but now I had become aware of what I was and the mask that I so effortlessly wore for so long now feels heavy and almost impossible to even lift. And you want to know why this mask got so heavy, because a little someone named Lily kept putting weight after weight after weight on it until it cracked and became unusable. I was perfectly content with being alone, being simple not so complicated and difficult to understand someone who didn’t seem s sociopathic and phyco analytical. I know someone will probably find this. To them I say Fuck. You. But the person who wrote this will just play it off as a bit of really well crafted writing while the mask on his face continues to crack and slip and fall apart only to be duct tape back together for the next person. Who knows maybe I’ll go back to the drugged up sensation of being with her or maybe I’ll get over it and a new mask will be formed that becomes so easy to wear I’ll never take it off. Or maybe no mask will come to my rescue and the people that I formed relationships with will know me for what I am. Time will tick and tell the story but until then this has been how I’ve been feeling for a while now. Someone write something funny like “I ain’t readin allat” in the reply it would bring a smile to my face
I hope everything will be okay and empty will be closed never to open again. I believe that you are a good person deep inside and always deserve to living the best things.
Sometimes it’s like you just pretend not to know that other people just want to be friends with you because you have something they want to have ,you keep giving them the “Thing” but they never actually wanted to be friends with you … You just keep smiling like nothing happened just knowing deep inside,they didn’t even wanted to be friends with you. That’s what I feel like.
1:00 It's making you cry every time You give your love to me this way Saying you'd wait for me to stay I know it hurts you But I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry Maybe I'd change for you someday But I can't help the way I feel Wish I was good Wish that I could give you my love now But I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry
those who walking down the path of being broken heart. Keep yourself busy it will be difficult few monts or years but keep yourself busy and go to the countryside and take some real fresh air then walk and run make yourself sweaty that will work and few months later you will feel the difference between past you and present you. Keep motivated guys you can do it.
Hey bro did u changed the thumbnail by any chance because I had the same song in my list but i can’t find the video anywhere. it was an anime girl laying down on a school desk with earphones i think
IT WILL GET BETTER GUYS!!! keep your chin up and remember how temporary things will be in a few years
it doesnt matter if im gonna get better
That's the spirit
Stay strong and it's okay to cry sometime yeahh buddyy
It's life, we won't be expecting always good things or bad
what if its constant what do i do if I've waited years and it keeps going when will i have a soul
“Go to sleep my love , they aren’t worth your pretty tears.”
Her.
My whole life, I have been alone with nobody besides family to make me feel special. And because I’ve been alone for so long I’ve never known what it’s like to be loved by someone so relatable, someone so like me that words don’t even describe how “me” she is, it’s like we lived the exact same life she’s so unbelievably similar to me that one could think I’ve know her my whole life or that we were family she was perfect. Before her however, I was alone. I didn’t know if I like being alone or if I’d gotten so used to it I didn’t know what the other side of life was like. But when she took me out of that alone feeling, it was like a drug that I got addicted to that I couldn’t stop. And so when she decided to ignore me when I was at a very vulnerable place it was like a hole that had reopened that I didn’t even know was there. And if I try to talk to someone about this gaping hole, I fear that the only thing that’s going to happen is pity, mockery, or worse ill get help that isn’t useful or doesn’t even relate to me. What if I text her this? What will happen what if my parents or friends see this. And they learn that their bundle of joy and class clown is nothing more than a mask. A character I fabricated, a role to play that I’d played so perfectly for so long that I’d become that character. But sooner rather than later every mask slips.
When I said I’d become the character I truly meant it. I had become the little bundle of joy, of shits and giggles and funny little skits that get repetitive over time but the character doesn’t care. For the longest time, thats who I was but now I had become aware of what I was and the mask that I so effortlessly wore for so long now feels heavy and almost impossible to even lift. And you want to know why this mask got so heavy, because a little someone named Lily kept putting weight after weight after weight on it until it cracked and became unusable.
I was perfectly content with being alone, being simple not so complicated and difficult to understand someone who didn’t seem s sociopathic and phyco analytical.
I know someone will probably find this. To them I say
Fuck. You. But the person who wrote this will just play it off as a bit of really well crafted writing while the mask on his face continues to crack and slip and fall apart only to be duct tape back together for the next person. Who knows maybe I’ll go back to the drugged up sensation of being with her or maybe I’ll get over it and a new mask will be formed that becomes so easy to wear I’ll never take it off. Or maybe no mask will come to my rescue and the people that I formed relationships with will know me for what I am. Time will tick and tell the story but until then this has been how I’ve been feeling for a while now.
Someone write something funny like “I ain’t readin allat” in the reply it would bring a smile to my face
I aint reading all that
I ain't readin allat!! (I read all of it)
Just be you.
I hope everything will be okay and empty will be closed never to open again. I believe that you are a good person deep inside and always deserve to living the best things.
I hope you feel better.
Sometimes it’s like you just pretend not to know that other people just want to be friends with you because you have something they want to have ,you keep giving them the “Thing” but they never actually wanted to be friends with you …
You just keep smiling like nothing happened just knowing deep inside,they didn’t even wanted to be friends with you.
That’s what I feel like.
I'm genuinely impressed by melody of this song, it always make me feel upset even though I don't have any of bad things.
They are not thinking about you, go to sleep
😢
okay.
It appears you’re right
🥲
Yeap you'r right thanks for bring that fcking news
1:00
It's making you cry every time
You give your love to me this way
Saying you'd wait for me to stay
I know it hurts you
But I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
Maybe I'd change for you someday
But I can't help the way I feel
Wish I was good
Wish that I could give you my love now
But I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
i love listening to this for chilling, i really wish i don't hear these songs for being drowned in sadness and hopeless... not anymore.
those who walking down the path of being broken heart. Keep yourself busy it will be difficult few monts or years but keep yourself busy and go to the countryside and take some real fresh air then walk and run make yourself sweaty that will work and few months later you will feel the difference between past you and present you. Keep motivated guys you can do it.
Philippians 4:6
Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
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Cry😢😢😢
amen.
Cry😭
My jae used to love this.
Ngl the rain adds to the feeling
remember me when your famous 🙏
Perfect for vday
factss
I see WEP, i click.
This anime is make me cryಥ_ಥ
Please tell me the name of the anime
Wonder Egg Priority shattered me and then left me on read
we need a 2nd season for sure
Tried 3-4 episodes, shit had me confused and I quit
What happened with Neiru?! I love this Anime but the end???
@@HotPink999 yeah it was so confusing
Tf bro it's insanse why it's not blown till now it's 11 months old
Hey bro did u changed the thumbnail by any chance because I had the same song in my list but i can’t find the video anywhere. it was an anime girl laying down on a school desk with earphones i think
No, this has always been the thumbnail!!
@@Musicalloserty, I think the guy just deleted his post that’s why i can’t find the video
I'm so sorry to all these babies in this comment section. I love you all and I hope you are doing ok
Thats exactly how she looked at me after telling my fellings for her.
FR :'/
Good things are happening. Why am I still listening to sad music?
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It's okay, stay sigma my fellow ohian.
ohian sigmas❤
Tragic as hell
Name of the anime?
Wonder Egg Priority!
anime name ?
Wonder egg priority
BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AND REPENT FOR SINS MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST JESUS LOVES YOU IN JESUS NAME AMEN ✝️❤️🙏
Thank you brother.
Amen thankyou so much…
Thank you so much jesus is the prophet of god please search for that as I want the best for you u seem like a sweet soul please search
@@sweetvelvet-bf4qo JESUS IS GOD WHO COMES ON EARTH IN HUMAN FORM
@@nemanjaceperkovic3676 AMEN IN THE NAME OF THE SAVIOUR
I didn't deserve what they put me through.
Stay sigma yall
i miss my happy self
Go to sleep, they aren't worth your pretty tears.
ghuys my fucking widfe left me now pin this
😮😮😮
ให้เวลาผ่านไปเขาจะเข้าใจว่าฉันเป็นคนยังไงอดีตความจริงก็มีแต่คนที่จะมาเล่าอดีตส่วนมากไม่มีชีวิตอยู่แล้ว
mam....
hes just a man lorelai
Spaceman
stop wasting tears hahaha
Bro's trying hard to act like his goofy profile 💀
sleep
ppl
i am fucking tired of everything and every one,i am just a piese of useless shit.
its gonna be okay
@@bharatjaiswal7056 nah i already accepted it and let it sink in
No, you're not. I know I'm late but everyone deserves love so why do you think you don't?
then stop being useless problem solved
Shut the fuck up youre not useless and anyone who thinks you are can go off themselves expect u ofc because its normal to think ur not worthy
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elek
ياخي فاكككككككك شجاي يصير؟ شهل الدنية!
it's really like a circle, it repeated itself
كل هم سينجلي بإسمك يا علي.. دخيلك يا ابو الحسن
@@4realRecon😂😂😂
😅😅😅😅
😅😅😅