apocalypse - cigarettes after sex (slowed)
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Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex
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Reasons to live:
1: We would miss you.
2: It’s worth it to be alive.
3: It does get better, believe it or not it will eventually get better.
4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise.
6: God made you for a reason, you have a purpose.
7: There is always a reason to like you may not know it right now, but there’s always a reason to live.
8: So many people care about you.
10: You are amazing
11: I don’t even know you and I love you.
12: I don’t even know you and I care about you.
13: There are plenty of other people that love you.
14: There are plenty of people that care about you.
15: God loves you.
16: God cares about you.
17: Sometimes will be really tough, but it will just make you a stronger person.
18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about all the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them if your dead.
19: I want you to be alive.
20: People care about you, they are about you even more than you know it.
21: You won’t be able to listen to music if you die.
22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song if you die.
23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite singer if you die.
24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite rapper if you die.
25: listening to really loud music.
26: Killing yourself is never worth it, you’ll hit both yourself and the people who care about you.
27: There are so many people that would miss you including me.
28: You’re preventing a future generation, your kids, from even being born.
29: You are Gorgeous.
30: Someone out there loves you.
31: How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve your life if you die?
32: Proving people wrong with your success.
33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
35: You’ll never have the feeling of waking into a cold building on a hot day.
36: Being stupid in public just because you can.
37: Helping other people.
38: You have a future to live for.
39: Being alive is just real good.
40: Not being alive is just really bad.
41: Finding your soulmate.
42: All Nighters.
43: Sleeping in all day.
44: You can look back at your self later in you life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide.
45: Nobody will ever be like you.
46: Your Unique.
47: Puppies.
48: Puppy Kisses
49: Netflix.
50: Decorating the Christmas tree.
51: The kind of dreams that wake you up and you can’t stop smiling.
52: Breakfast in bed.
53: New Clothes.
54: New Shoes.
55: New books by your favorite authors.
56: Sunrises and Sunsets.
57: Friends.
58: The Ocean.
59: Sunlight that is warm on your back but not too hot.
60: Your Family.
61: Inside Jokes.
62: Birthdays.
63: Christmas.
64: Family Traditions.
65: The taste of your favorite food.
66: Watching your favorite tv show.
67: Watching your favorite Movie.
68: The adventure of going somewhere new.
69: The ability to persue what ever you choose ( there are over 7 billion people on Earth, don’t be afraid to be you )
70: To earn money and rewards.
71: You can always flip your life around.
72: To find the perfect job of career.
73: Pizza.
74: Kittens.
75: New Haircuts
76: Awkward moments you can look back to and laugh.
77: God is Good.
78: The world needs you.
79: Roller Coasters.
80: Showers.
81: Cake.
82: Growing old.
83: Growing old with the person you love.
84: Singing.
85: Sleeping.
86: Ice Cream.
87: Eating warm cookies straight out the oven.
88: Food in general.
89: Movie nights.
90: Candy.
91: Popcorn.
92: Daydreaming.
93: The happy moments.
94: Halloween
95: Sleepovers.
96: Parties.
97: Having a good personality.
98: Making people happy.
99: Bonfires.
100: Sitting on rooftops.
101: Going on vacation.
102: Hearing crazy stories
103:Telling crazy stories.
104: Treehouses
105: Starbucks
106: You’ve changed someone’s live.
107: If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things.
108: Everyone has a talent including you.
109: Eating crazy food.
110:Hanging out with your friends.
111: Nobody can ever replace you.
112: You have so much to live for.
113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do.
114: Living life to the fullest.
115: Heck, I would miss you like crazy.
116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you died.
117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you.
118: Your future kids will never come to existence of you die right now.
119: You could save someone’s life.
120: You are too beautiful to disappear.
121: You are bigger than any of your problems.
122: You are never alone in this struggle.
123: Tomorrow is another day, please be there to see it.
124: You are worth more than you think.
125: But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, anything could happen.
126: Sex.
127. Bitches
128. Money
129. Hentai
130. Porn
131. You would just hurt other people if you would harm yourself.
132. Nobody REALLY wants you to kill yourself or harm yourself.
133. You are the fucking best, bro / sis.
134. Memes
135. Just chill out, smoke some weed, relax, be with friends.
136. Pray to God.
137. Listen to this song.
138. Make more n more memories.
139. Spend time with your family & friends and everyone.
140. Masturbate XD
if anyone wants to talk about something email me at pdxclark21@gmail.com
All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to:
Argentina: +5402234930430
Australia: 131114
Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147
Belgium: 106
Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05
Botswana: 3911270
Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association
Canada: 1.833.456.4566, 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)
Croatia: 014833888
Denmark: +4570201201
Egypt: 7621602
Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688
Finland: 010 195 202
France: 0145394000
Germany: 08001810771
Holland: 09000767
Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000
Hungary: 116123
India: 8888817666
Ireland: +4408457909090
Italy: 800860022
Japan: +810352869090
Mexico: 5255102550
New Zealand: 0800543354
Norway: +4781533300
Philippines: 028969191
Poland: 5270000
Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50
Russia: 0078202577577
Spain: 914590050
South Africa: 0514445691
Sweden: 46317112400
Switzerland: 143
United Kingdom: 08457909090
USA: 18002738255
Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255.
for the actually depressed ppl
Love you
@@wolfausxd2546 no u
Ilysm. This made my day
Thank you. :)
You sir , are a good man ;)
"I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna f*cking die.
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright"
H31p this is me
@@lauvayed umm k
Josh fan aye :)
Based
F*cking love that song..
the sexual tension between this song and my depression 😻
And now, are you okay ?
LMAOO
i generally don't like comments...
me too
being a depressed coomer
**music plays**
I love staying up late just to play this song while staring at the ceiling. Everyone’s asleep, The house is quiet, I feel happy in those moments. When it’s raining, makes everything 10x better. This may sound weird, but while I do that I feel peaceful, and less stressed. Music really does wonders.
Same here.
You spoke my mind!
I go out to my rooftop and stare at the stars and moon
This song just calms me! I don’t know what it is. 🤷♀️
I'm literally doing this rn. Try not to come back too often. But sometimes can't help myself
Am i the only person that's not depressed and still likes these types of music
consider yourself lucky
It's just the perfect song and traits for a depressive and melancholy mood. Slow tempo, lower voice
Fr I used to be depressed but now I'm just listening because it's so calming and I have school the next day and need to sleep
Little bits of pain make happiness sweeter.
Count me in 🙋
It's so fucking miserable seeing everyone your age going out into the world finding love, friends, and finding themselves while you sit at home contemplating to end your life. I wish I had a life of my own, I wish I don't have to feel like this.
I can relate a lot to this
you don‘t *have* to feel like this
Everyone has their own timeframe of finding the experiences in life that they value. To some, they find love very early in life.. to some, they find friends rather quickly and also lose them quickly. Some find their dream job on their 1st interview.. Others dont. It doesn't mean they aren't capable of finding what they want in life. I think the most important gift a person can have is patience.. to be able to believe that they will also experience the joys of this world at one point or another. One day you'll also find love, friends, and a better sense of who you are as a person.
everything is going to be okay, you will find yourself and you will live your life. you have all of your life left to live and find love and friends. please stay because your life is so valuable. i love you and i promise you will get through this.
😔
“ I don’t want to die, I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.”
Ah Freddie
Haha Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen love them ❤️
queen :(
'Goodbye everybody I've got to go'
Darling...
"One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures shattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide. I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness. He spoke to me with tears on his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide, I saw that trumble( my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home. He would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting on me.
The day after my suicide. I felt my sisters love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Processing moments.
The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing it.
At night, I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said "so many dreams we had", " so many loved ones", "so many people were going to meet", "you had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away? You must have a lot of courage to end your life.
Why didn't I use that courage to win?""
Thank God it was just a vision.
To remember. You are still here and your can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest.
-Stranger on UA-cam
okay now this made me cry so much
im sobbing
You are a hero
Thanks for the wise words this was a good speech
It hurts
Apocalypse. This song is like noticing the rain outside and choosing a midnight drive in a convertible. It's like being soaked in the water without a care in the world and keeping the radio on volume two. It's like pulling onto the highway at 2:46AM and being one of the only cars in sight. It's like reminiscing in the memories of them with you. It's like imagining them with you as you stop in the middle of the road, not a car in sight. It's like looking towards the sky as the rain grows heavier and blankets your face and hair and body in precipitation, the sound of their laughter bubbling over in your ears and in your mind. It's a feeling of longing and misery, but also euphoria. It's the feeling of missing someone so, so dearly, yet being able to cry and laugh at the same time because this is the best you've felt in months. It's a song of remembrance and of the future to look forward to. It's a bittersweet song. Apocalypse.
[i honestly don't know what possessed me-- i just woke up, so please disregard anything not to your liking ^^]
are you going to make a book with that or some shit-
Damn
this was so fucking beautiful…. i imagined this scenario and have added it to my to do list before death …
thanks for this … i hope you’re happy and safe wherever you are … take care
you just made my day :)
dude i can’t explain it but i don’t wanna die..i just don’t wanna exist anymore. you know? like i just wanna disappear for a little bit without any worries ahead.
omg thats what i feel but when i told my cousin that exact same thing she looked at me and i could see the URGE in her eyes to laugh and slap me at the same time
@@sarahigarcia856 same they just dont get how much im hurting
Wellll I was thinking that I was alone now I know there are 3 people somewhere in the world that just feels what I feel
just ghost everyone for a few days and drive. anywhere. get a hotel or sleep in your car, it’s a nice feeling
thats called shifting
I'm waiting for the day where I can say "I'm fine" and actually mean it.
do you want to talk to me about it??
You have to believe that you are fine and persuade yourself that you are fine and happy. It helps. You must change your subconcious mind, i felt like you too but i got over it when i did this stuff... Please do this, you need to change ur paradigm. Change how you live and change the musics you listen to into happier ones. You live once let it be fun and happy, take all the opportunities and help people give you...
me too.
you will i promise
I say this always. But this is just a habit. I'm fine. Am I fine? Idk.
Im proud of having listening to this song before TikTok
Yea
Same tbh
@@supernovaee they knew this song before it blew up on tiktok
Me too
Do we get an award?
This song, especially this version, changes my mood really quickly. I could be happy and change to sad asap when I listen to this, opposite to that when I feel sad it could change to happy in no time. It's crazy
I can help you relax with soft music. Please visit my channel and enjoy it.🌻 💓 🌷
fucking same
I can relate
Being a hopeless romantic, without any romance in their life..
SAME:)
I felt this🥲
Well I'm not really a smooth guy, but if you ever need a friend. I'm here 🙃✌️
Surely we all be friends😂
Hey, that’s me... I’m a hopeless romantic with no experience 😀
this comment section gives me more comfort than my friends do.
Ily :)
Right I feel like I’ve know everyone for years
Same and I love your pfp!
@@bellaruby7772ilyt
@@C_nnibalism thank you!
Both this song and the comment section is like a warm hug on a cold night ♡
❤️so expressive
I knew a boy, he was so empathetic and caring, it was scary. I enjoyed and loved every second talking to him. Now I don’t know where he his. I hope he’s safe and healthy, doing well. Cigarettes After Sex was one of his favorite bands. Apocalypse was our song. I never knew how lucky I was to be with him and have him in my life. I never realized how much I loved him. Now we can never have the relationship we once had. I felt so safe talking to him. He would talk to me about how cruel and unfair the world was. I don’t know if he still thinks about me anymore. The very last thing he ever told me was that he hated me. “I hate you”. I’m still waiting for the day I can see and talk to him again. Don’t take anyone for granted.
Do you want to listen to music to relax, study or focus? I think you should listen to soothing music to relax. Please visit my neodic music channel. see you.🌴 🤎 🧡
Please sis......can you give more of the story?
I miss you too.
@@mmfb14 What the fuck is wrong with you? Respectfully. I’m literally going through this at this moment very moment. Maybe different but the feeling is there. She just didn’t had no romantic feelings for me. And well I’ve fucked up. All I have to do is manage it. And move on. Nothing I can do for the other person.
Nothing is permanent even your sadness and depression....
i can't explain it, but this song makes me feel so many different emotions. jealousy, sadness, happiness, everything and i don't know whyyy.
IKRRRRR I FEEL YOUUUU
Yeah I know. It’s crazy how a song can do something so amazing.
Its a combination between sadness and then an oddly comforting happiness. I could cry to this song but smile and pretend to be happy lol.
Welcome to, Depression
felt
Comment Section:
School Sucks
I’m lonely and depressed
Have no friends
Feelings we all have but can’t express
What Parents see:
Your grades are dropping!!
It’s that damn phone!
Just talk to them!
Get out of this phase it’s been 13 years *SWEETIE*
literally my life in a nutshell
Honestly. Youtude comments are the best way to vent
Plus, parents issues
u just described my life lmaooo
Hits different when it's 2 am and you're crying over losing someone you love
I am sorry to hear it. Be strong and don't give up, one day it will be better, time heals wounds.
This song kinda reminds me of like.. a feeling? like when you’re kinda sitting alone remembering something old or a good memory (ex. Relationships, friendships, a crush, a toy or memorable piece) .. it’s not sadness, but like a nostalgic emptiness?
literally then u want to k ys☠️☠️😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
poetic
@@kierandeville7776 mwehehehe
The entire school system needs to read these comments, they're killing us.
exactly.
@Elizabeth Quezada to the world 😔
My school made it a requirement for all the students in the school to take 8 classes for online school, I’m
✨ deceased ✨. 💀
exactly.
Ikr...
It’s getting bad again . I just want someone to notice .
hi i hope you find happiness soon, if u wanna talk im here
Im here
it hurts and if they noticed they would just throw my feelings aside, though.
Hey, im in the same situation...
Alot of people are here for you remember you are loved and
you matter.♡
the right person will notice, hold on to that
This song makes me feel like I'm too young to be going through all that I'm going through
Ikr
You ain’t goin through nun💀😭😭
@@JESSEWENEEDTOLIFT shut the fuck up
@@JESSEWENEEDTOLIFT dawg literally no one asked u, why r u commenting? 💀 like at least that person can find others that can relate to them by posting that comment, you have no one to relate to 🗿
Sad music is so beautiful, like I'm not necessarily sad or depressed but listening to these slowed, sad songs open up a whole different feeling that you don't get from anything else.
i completely agree
That's why all my playlist full of sad songs
I honestly just find it relaxing tbh.
It’s crazy how you can go from nonstop talking to not talking at all.
that’s what happened to me and all the schoolwork isn’t helping it’s just stress and it’s hard it’s really hard I know I might look ok and I used to cry a lot but lately it’s more numb and music is an escape I have lost my social skills have grown quiet and became numb it’s hard I try but it’s still hard and I do try my best trust me but it’s still not easy
i'm not liking your comment because it's at 69 like, but please know I have full intention of liking your comment
just happened to me today..
@@Sethlfr I’m sorry dude. It eventually gets better. Keep your head up and don’t look back. Move forward
ik this isn’t really sad but once when I was in 2nd grade I was really sad and didn’t really talk at school the whole day cause I didn’t give my mom a kiss before I left and I felt bad
I had a dream about this boy and we we're slow dancing to song. I feel emotionally attached to him, but I don't even know him.
Our brains can’t make up new faces. You have seen this guy before, but you just can’t remember. I hope you somehow will find and see him again though. Sounds so magical 💛
you will cross paths with him again. ❤
Same sis!!!
Yet I thought I was the only one who dreams of this guy I don't know 😩
yea
This song sometimes bring peace, but sometimes pain.
Yes you are right ..and now I'm in absolute pain 😭😭😭
Just kinda crazy I’m laying here in my bed right now listening to this and this is one of my favorite songs ever. I’m 22 years old, about to be fresh out of college and on my own, and about to be starting a job where I’ll be making a great amount of money for myself but still lost in everything. I’ll probably look back on this comment in 10 years and reflect on myself, but who knows where I’ll be or if I’ll even remember commenting this. I just hope that if you see this, we’re feeling the same. I wish the best to everybody. If anyone sees this, let me know how you’re feeling too.
2023
I listen to this often. It calms me down incredibly and I choose nice things. I like this kind of music even more because I'm going through a mental crisis.
Hey! Lovely comment. I listen to this kind of music to help relax and it helps me breathe a little easier.
Why is everything better slowed
Cus everyone depressed
The worlds depression needs feeding.
Because life flies fast
@[GMD] Ztay true words bro
Go check out my book voices playlist those slow songs slap
i love how school made me starve myself, made my anxiety severe, depression severe, paranoia mild, etc.
just like that I feel, good that I'm already on vacation ...
I’m sorry. Please know school is not ur life. U have so much to live for. Stay strong. Find a way to get through this. You’re not here to live for pain but to overcome it.
ily
been feeling like this for a long time it sucks :(
you forgot stress, making it so we dont have time for ourself, not giving us the ability to work on mental health, be tired and have less sleep, taking away freedom, judging us for numbers, teaching us stuff we wont even use and forget after the test, and even alott more i have atleast 200
The song reminds me of the only friend I had since childhood, everything happened so fast and I didn't notice the signs that Amber gave, looking back I see that there was a request for help by the exchanges of looks, in the way she looked for nothing and said that she didn't have options like I did, but to me it all seemed normal because she was kind of philosophical and always joked about it. That afternoon as we were returning from the library she asked for a hug and invited me to travel around aimlessly, then she smiled saying it was a joke, I remember I didn't react but I disguised it when I saw that she was wearing a long-sleeved shirt only with bare hands and once she said she hated it. The next day she didn't go to college and at night they found the body. I think she just wanted to run away, to have a safe haven. Amber, I'm sorry I didn't hug you tighter that day, I really thought I'd see you again
Oh man,so sorry to much
The therapeutic power this has over me is truly unbelievable. Im actually often not even able to describe all the emotions and feelings it brings me. Truly fascinating and very much underrated song.
at this point, i don’t even know what i’m living for. i’m just here.
me
My religion is the only reason I didn’t escape from this life
this entire comment section pretty much. At least whatever the fuck we're doing we seem to be doing it correctly.
I can relate..
yh i cant do it to family and god, im scared of the pain but it would be such a relief
i dont wanna die, im just tired. wish i could sleep forever. sleep away my problemes, grades, parents and mental state.
sleeping is an escape nowadays.
i want to sleep and dream forever
yes
I understand but please hold on.
Parents are the only beings you can trust . Your bloodline that's all matters . I feel you too
Im not usually a person who listens to music like this, hell alot of tears go out for some reason. Feels empty and nice at the same time.
I've never met anyone like her, I finally feel understood, someone I can communicate with, someone I can be dumb with, someone I can tell my lamest jokes but she'll laugh at them all, someone I can hold, someone to whom I can express and not feel stupid for feeling things, someone who is just like me. But what is the point at the end of the day, when we have to separate, and not because of some petty quarrel, but just because we have different careers, long distances don't work, do they?
I won't be there when she'll need someone badly and the world seems miserable, what is the point then.
But I just can't say goodbye.
ok this is stupid, but it feels so good when someone notices you’re not okay and they actually care
yes omg :c
Not stupid, needed
Yes haha.. also it’s not stupid, your emotions and feelings aren’t stupid!❤️
wish I had more friends that did that.
Lately someone did that completly unexpected. It helped me. It lasted for a day and the i was just as bad as before
I’m not suicidal it’s just that every day feels the same. There’s no excitement anymore.. I’m just bored of life and tired.
THIS.
Im scared im not going to be able to live life to the fullest. I just really hope I have a purpose
yes I'm not suicidal or depressed it's just life is so boring this is why I watch anime
it's ok buddy u'r not alone!!! i expirienced this kind of anxity this summer! and all i did to get passed through it is to do\practise new things, even tho changes in my life were the things i hated the most! and also i just waited and kept hopping it'll be ok even tho it's LITERALY not alright but it got better anway, just make enough time for ur self to rest\medidate\have fun on ur own, becuz U is the main charecter of ur life and nobody finna tell u otherwise :'))))
i exactly feel like this and its driving me insane
And here I am again, after 4 years. Lockdown vibes online classes. Uncertainty back then. I didn't knew how to feel about it all. I didn't knew anything about world back then. Now I am at collage feeling peacefull vibing to this masterpiece 🌠
somehow getting to know that theres a lot of people knowing your pain of being alone and depressed is kinda comforting
i don’t want to die i’m just so tired of my life, but one day if i don’t wake up, i won’t be sad
I love you so much
i love you
@@asiyayuldashev9125 but i love you
@@triple.k999 LOVE YOU MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
this is exactly how i feel. im sorry you feel this way it will get better soon
the comment section is so depressed
but at the same time everyone seems to be so nice to each other
@@beeegman ikr
yup 😗✌️
not depressed just sad
Its making me a little concerned
Here I am,again. This song makes me think about him. When I was at my first year of middle school I changed a lot of schools because of bullying, but then one night. I was taking a stroll, the next day I would've started again, at a new school. I was so nervous. I sat on a stone bench in front of a lake to calm myself down, and then he appeared. He sat next to me and said nothing for a minute, then when he finally opened his mouth, he said "what's your reason?". At first I just looked at him silent, how could he know? But, I felt like I could trust him even tho I usually don't trust people easily. I just felt like I could be honest with him. So I told him. I remember his sweet smile as he was listening to me. He then told me his reason. We spoke for hours and hours, we ended up playing UNO at a certain point. I remember going home with the biggest smile. And that's our story started. As soon as school started, I learned that bullies are everywhere, but this time I had him. The next day I found out he was one of my classmates, he helped me a lot to stop the bullying. A year later, we started dating, he confessed during one of our night strolls, I remember it like it was yesterday. His soft smile and his blushing cheeks. We loved stargazing and we chose our stars so that "if we ever find ourself away from each other, our stars are together". We often had dinner or lunch at each others houses, we went to the cat coffee together, went to funfairs, had picnics, dancing in the rain, learned to skate together, held hands during classes, study sessions cause I suck in math, falling asleep on my couch during a film, taking silly selfies, trying new food together, and so much more. He entered my world without saying anything and completely changed it. He added all his bright colors and lit up my world like no one ever did. This lasted six years. One day, he had dinner at my house, I asked him to sleep over since it was getting late, he refused cause his father just came back from a work trip and wanted to see him as soon as possible. Of course I couldn't force him to stay, in the end we would've seen each other the next day. So, he went back home. As soon as he left I prepared my schoolbag and went to sleep. 30 minutes later my mother woke me up, my father and my siblings were there too. I was confused. Then my mum told me what haunted me for years. He got hit by a car. The man driving was drunk. I was 17 when my world was destroyed. That's when I locked myself in my room and refused to do anything. It was the hardest year of my life. It's been 3 years now, I still see him in my dreams sometimes and almost can feel his presence when I'm alone. I miss you.
This made me sad💔🥺....I really hope that you r fine, he was really a pure soul. He came into this world for u, to protect and cherish you. Now you have to cherish his memories with you. Stay safe❤
he'll be so proud of your success i'll tell you that :)
i felt this in my BONES! chilled to the core. im so upset. life isn't fair.......... i wish things went right........ really feeling sad tonight.... #slows #recovery ........ someone please send good thoughts and tidings.... just wish someone would hold me tight..... xxxx feeling low xx thank you forreading sorry for bad englsih xx
grow up x
Real
Hey brother, I know that I am 2 months late, but do not ever give up, everything is going to be okay bro, it will all get better, you deserve happiness and good fortune, and you will get it brother, all the pain you feel will pass,... I understand your pain bro, I've dealt with severe depression in the past, but I overcame it, and now I'm doing much better, it's all going to be okay brother, remember you are worth it, and you deserve love and happiness, and you will also find the one for you, and the partner of your dreams, you will find the one that deserves you and that will make you happy, and that you can be happy with forever, I understand that it's hard to be happy, but eventually you will be happy again, and the pain will no longer be there, and you'll be so much happier,... Don't quit brother don't ever quit, I believe in you, you are loved bro, don't give up, you deserve the world man, love yourself and believe in yourself always man❤🙏
I kinda feel like the world is just me in my room nowadays. Kids my age are experiencing stuff , finding new friends , finding love and shit. and I feel like I'm just stuck
Felttttt😭🥺 it’s honestly soooo sad
especially w strict parents :/
Same like I sit and just think to myself what am I doing why can't I just be normal why can't I just have friends like when other ppl leave there phone for an hour it blown up from texts from all these friends and I look at mine and its dry ash nobody's texted my to just talk in months I feel like I'm just waiting away and like I have no purpose im alone and it feels like I always be
Bro, those kids aren’t doing anything special. Everything will be ok. I promise:)
@@urmom-zo6hs You need to love yourself first
it’s so sad watching yourself become the person you promised you would never become, and knowing there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it.
😔same
I feel you on that
cuz of that I lost my best friend and I'll do anything to get her back
@@soybigboy7566южзь
Жюэхббх
my younger self would be so ashamed of me :(
We all are in our own boats, struggling to get thru the ocean and well some of us facing waves, some of us dealing with strome, some of us getting stuck in thunder and while some of us having nightmares seeing tides. All that matters is how we balance our boat, keep on going everyone and i know you all gonna get your island, you will have your world of peace ❤️
Growing up is realizing nothing will ever be okay, and being just fine with that. It's understanding that a life of pain may be worth fleeting satisfaction that leaves you with more pain than you started with.
it’s funny how my parents notice my grades dropping but don’t notice that i stopped eating, stopped smiling, sleep all day, and cry all night. but none of that matters when i’m failing math class, right?
this really hits home
They don't notice the effort you're trying to make. All those late nights finishing homework. Only getting 5 hours of sleep, staying awake for more than 14 hours. Not really giving a fuck in anything that used to interest you. That tired face you have. They only notice your mistakes and failures.
we love you 🤍 i’m sure they do, too. any way you could talk with them about it? sometimes they just try to focus on the things they think will help you succeed and lose focus of the things that make you, you.
Yeah.... parents... all they care about is education these days.... half the stuff I dont even need to learn about...!!!
THISSSSS
I love reading comments, I feel like we are all friends and tell each other about our problems and feelings..
same, I love that everyone just helps eachothe even though we dont know anyone
it shows how beautiful people can be
my friends just dont know how to reply to me when i tell them. Its not their fault tho they are one of the things that can make me happy
i wanna stay here forever omg...
friends who’ve never met :)
exactly, i got so used to these kind youtube comments and nice people that i forgot how harsh the outside world is. some time ago i was struggling with some things and when i asked a group chat i'm in for advice they all made fun of me. i feel much better here.
will forever be my favourite song, even when i've listen too it too much i always love it
Listening to this song while drunk and high makes you feel like your floating through time and watching life evolve from nothing to today's society
L pfp
Do you ever feel so incredibly attached to a character in a movie or series who isn't even real but it still hurts so much like if they are.
I’ll never be able to fall in love with a real person because of fictional characters. I know that’s incredibly sad but...I think I love the bittersweet feeling.
anime boys
Alex, 13RW
especially when they fall in love with someone else and you cant do anything about it because youre just a spectator
Malॐry 181 aww man me too. I always related to Alex and his personality so it always hurt to see him in so much pain
bff: why r u so sad stop it
siblings: stop acting so depressed
Parents: stop messing about your fine go do ur homework
Music: it's ok im here for you
I really wanna die... Like really, I have tremendous amounts of unfinished assignments and unstudied chapters, I have an addiction, and I now sleep in the morning and wake up at night, I just turned 15 two months ago, and I find this extremely disheartening that I haven't changed. I hope I get out this dark tunnel as soon as possible.
@@jeannedarc7533 Hi, I dont know you and you dont know me. Just know that death is not the right decision. I know its an awful sentence, but its true. ive been in your place, i didnt have an addiction, but one of my friends had. I just wanted to let you know that there are so much more things to experience in life than just school. I wont be able to help you to get out of that tunnel, thats your thing. But what i can do is telling you that youre loved. And everythng will be okay, trust me. the little things make us truly happy. for example: I title my day as a good day, when something nice happened, this could even be the sun for one second or a fucking delicious meal. i just really want you to know that youre loved and cared about. I really hope I was able to help you :)
@@xoxo9776 Thanks for this :), I needed a message like this
@@jeannedarc7533 I feel the EXACT same way. I recently turned 14, about month ago and I have so much unfinished work for school that I haven’t done. I don’t even DO school anymore. It’s been months since I’ve done school and I don’t know how to get back. It’s become so much of a burden for me and I’m constantly thinking about it and how I’ve failed not only myself, but the people around me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t talk to anybody, or do anything I used to do. It’s like I’m stuck in an endless loop that I don’t know how to get out of no matter how hard I try. Good to know that at least I’m not alone. We’re in this together bud. Wish you the best:,)
@@justaperson247 I'm happy to know that I'm not alone in this suffering, we'll get through this together, today I felt suicidal, but I didn't do it, because I knew that I'm preventing a generation from being born, and at the same time who knows? Maybe God gave us those hardships to go through and maybe they're valuable to our future because we learn from them, don't worry we can get through this together❤️😊
im so happy im seeing them live this year, i alr know its gonna be the one of the best moments of my life
I’ll never get tired of this song
Can you imagine 2 people taking about each other in the comments and not knowing 😭
must be so beautiful
What is real will prosper. They'll find each other :)
@@kewoked3722 I really hope💘
@@lisaajodyn9612 I'm positive!
im literally so scared to comment something for that exact reason😭😭
I'm not suicidal, but i dont want to wake up anymore. I wish i could just stay asleep forever, lost in my own head and replaying crazy dreams. My real life has become useless, meaningless. I'm just tired.
*inhales in reality shifting*
bestie same .
You'r right but dont think that type thing .Because life is short and enjoy
Same
omg this comment feels like home
Been listening to this slowed version since December 2021 and i still love it
I remember last year was chaos for me but there were these little moments were I felt peaceful, but they were nothing without my favorite songs, i just had them on repeat…it was like shield for me
Imagine u and your soulmate dancing this song in the rain.
The only positive comment I've found and I love this
my soulmate isn't real so im fine
I want this so bad
😔
I’m just tryna find my soulmate
schools kinda hard when you’re trying to stay alive
felt :\
You just need to keep going, it’s going to be difficult now and it might even get worse but It’ll make you stronger when you get through it. You’re not alone
School will be over soon. And it will just be ‘one of those memories’ again.
‘Sometimes we have to drown to know how good it feels to breathe again.’
Both your comments are hard. But there is just two deaths in my school and that sucks. Don't add to the list because you have to remember Wear your friend too fauna
I know EXACTLY what you're talking about
i couldn't imagine it could be slowed down even more than it originally was but i love this version as well
i love this slowed version so much
This hits diff when you're failing at school and life in general
I failed an exam on which my life depends
Ik and u just feel like u wanna give up cause there's nothing going right in ur life😩
Yeah...It really does
@@popckyy yeah
@@popckyy and like honestly whats the point, why are we fighting for a future that we might not even have.
parents - you're not good enough
school - you're worthless
friends - we're all fake
music - i'm here for u
hotel - trivago
the hotel - trivago hit a lil too deep 😔
You really should do more school work though since you can’t even tell the difference between your and you’re
@@yuno273 Excuse me shut the fuck up cause if you were smart you would know ur is just a way of saying you're. Get out of peoples comments saying fucked up shit.
@@yuno273 dude- wow
@@kendahlhilliard6281 lmfao yeah ur is a shortcut to either you’re or your but what i was talking about is that he said “school - your worthless” and thats not the correct ‘your’ “you’re” would’ve been correct there not “your”
going to see them live soon!! so excited!!!
I remember listening to this while studying. Discovering this band was the best thing for me.
I hate how my parents think I’m doing perfectly fine when really I’m having a hard time.
Can i help u? You can tell me everything . We may friends.
Same it is horrible i never want to leave the house
You need help? I can help you, text me baby.
Well with my parents it's like I built some trust with them troughout the years and now when I say I'm fine they just belive me. Yeah I know that spilling beans and breaking down in front of the people you want to be respected by is really fucking hard. But if you don't comunicate your feelings then how could they know? And I don't mean saying yeah I'm okay. It just does not work. If you really want your parrents to unerstand what you are going through, you need to have a long conversations. And I know it's not easy, but it's the only way.
Well the other way is to just leave them out of it which is what I am doing because I've tried the communication and I just can't bring myself to being honest with them.
@@ACNoob3 My parents never wanna listen to how I feel, they only care about themselves. I only trust my mom BARELY. My dad on the other hand is just a terrible father.
parents: your gonna get held back
school: 10 assignments due tomorrow
friends: shut up omg
music: I relate its gonna be okay :)
comments too sis, comments too
@Gabriella_ PlaysMinecraft hey dude i'm really sorry for you i wish you get better soon :(
exactly- especially to the first thing.. I have a really hard time doing my homework, and it brings down my grades A LOT. My parents have told me that if i dont keep up my school may not want me anymore (i go to a private school) or that i might be held back. They say that like those are the only two options- we've even been thinking about other schools for me to apply to, like they already know that my school wont want me. Im so stressed and my only way of coping and keeping myself alive, is by using my free time solely for self care, but even that isnt enough... Ive actually been cleaning my room for the past two days, without even being told to!! :D but they dont seem to care and say that im just procrastinating o_o sorry for the rant!! and i really hope you feel better soon
@@rokkoo1437 you making all these efforts is so fucking goood, im glad you sre practicing self care, sometimes this is all that matters, i wish you well! This is gon sound weird , but i love you and hope you are well!
preach
This sounds better than the original version. Listened to it once and now I'm forever addicted
This is the only way i can feel okay even when everything is not okay , even when everything is falling apart , i just listen to music and let it all go.
"i just wanna be...appreciated"
hi bb, I love you so much and you absolutely marvelous to me always
thought i was the only saying it while it was playing
Me too :)
& you are appreciated ❤️🙂
@@ok.coolaid5948 i love people like you💖🥺
This is perfect for my nightly crying session thank you 👍🏻
lmao same
we have the same name ;)
Emilía Atladóttir lol hello 😂
Have those all the time:)
Hey, I hope you are doing good :) keep your head up, I’m proud of you❤️
this song makes me feel SO beautiful when talking about love but at the same time it makes me cry. as if life is beautiful but there are very sad moments where you have to meet again.
She Introduced me to cigarettes after sex when we were talking and when we I asked her out we we’re listening to this song near the river at night and it brought me so much happiness now it’s just memories and sadness
im so lonely.
i’m here if you need 🥺
honestly same. i just a want a friend. a genuine friend who i can talk to whenever i want and we can laugh and play games together. we can tell each other secrets and stay up late texting and have those deep conversations that make u rethink life. i just a want a friend who i can go out with and we can have fun together. i just want a friend :/
no you arent. im here for you.
Feel u ...♡
@@kiwikwazy hi uhm im not sure if i can help that much but my insta is @uwusnaruto , dm me and we can talk it through , we can be friends :))
leaving a comment so whenever it gets liked I come back here, read all the comments and listen to this masterpiece again :')
Come backkkkk
U °꓃ °U doggo wants you back to listen together
Thats a great idea from a great and beautiful ,smart person
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We luv u Tyler thanks for existing!!
Omfg cas i cant get enough...
I loved a lot of songs but with time i get bored and stop listening to them,but cas man i m in love.
this hits different when your life is falling apart
and when you're dying
i love you and it gets better
@@emiliahofer862 it really doesn’t...
@@Harth_music i know it doesn’t seem like it but i promise it does
gg bro cya in the next one
@@emiliahofer862 i hope so
School really has taught us
Depression
Making parents mad at us for failing Grades
Bullied
Suicidal thoughts
Anxiety
Bad grades
yea
are you okay? do u need someone to talk to? i'm here for you.
exactly
did you lie tho
but you end up missing it anyway.. dont you
This song means so much to me it simulates euphoria, and it's so extreme it just makes me think of my love of my life and it just remind me if the great times and moments we have had and it's scary to think on the fact they could of vanished from my life just recently and I couldn't do anything about it and that would of destroyed me
wow what a vibe with this slowed ver.
i don't want to die before i slow dance to this with the love of my life
edit: thank you for all the likes!! i appreciate it:))
Dance with me 🥰
same. this song makes me happy but also makes me wanna cry
@@brendajofre6835 **milly rocks stanky legs and whips and nae naes instensly**
@@brendajofre6835 with pleasure:)
@@iamsherlocked0850 s i m p
POV: it’s 7 am you haven’t slept in days and you’ve been in the same clothes for a week and ur failing school nd staring at the ceiling while this song play over Nd over again
Pretty much but my relationship with my parents is horrible
Thought it was just me.
I'm here for you tho
@@joshcucchiaro3882 same it’s like they’re in my life just not present if it makes sense
@@alanamh9383 same and i feel guilty about it but when i try to be with them they yell at me and belittle me so wtf am i supposed to do yknow. ugh i hate this shit
Supremacy🛐🛐🛐
Being told you're loved, having someone to hold and seeing in your significant other a better life just to be left with emptiness and silence.
Breaks up are truly painful
anyone else feel stuck and unmotivated?
Whatever it is you’re going through, you will get through it. It sounds stupid but this will pass. Just stay around and see how your life turns out, stay strong and keep your head up. You all have so much to offer to this world and don’t deserve to feel like you need to disappear in order to be okay. One day you will be okay, and breathing, I just hope you all stick around to see it. Be strong and stay safe guys. Right now we need each other more than ever. 💙
bruh literally me rn and even my therapists and doctors don't know what to do
@@honeyskies9802 Honesty feels like there’s nothing you can do about it. But just wait the feelings out. I hope the days get better for you though. Stay strong.
Yea and my parents are mad at me cuz all I want to do is sleep cuz I don’t know or what to do anything and they are disappointed in me cuz I’m not doing school
@@sofiacobb9538 Just focus on you dude. You’re doing the best you can right now and to be honest, if all you can do is wake up and breathe, that’s enough. If people don’t understand what you’re going through, that’s their fault, not yours. Just take care of yourself and do what you can to make you better.
yes literally me rn and everyone just keep calling me lazy when they know nothing bout whats going in my head
the tears fall in silence now.
i can’t even cry anymore
bro
felt.
@@elliesaidso same 🥶
Pls i could cry in my living room and nobody would notice
todays my birthday. i feel so old but i’m not sad about it. i’m so happy i came this far :)
Wow, tanks for this.
Imagine you‘re having a beautiful dress on, then when the beat drops you just fall .. just falling into nowhere.-
Damn... Dude this is gorgeous, as a young writer I love this. Really, it is beautiful, such a powerful feeling.
just fall in a beautiful white or cream spinning then fallin on the beat and start crying just crying.
white or cream dress is what I ment
I like this idea 🙂
@Sophia Willett Adding on to that, imagine you're at the top of a huge skyscraper while it's raining. You tiptoe onto the edge, then gracefully spin around 180 degrees. You close your eyes and let the raindrops fall on your face in heavy plops. When the beat drops, you open your eyes and elegantly let yourself fall back, looking at the deep gray clouds that are blocking the sun from reaching the glowing skyscrapers around you.
it hurts knowing you are slowly falling into that dark hole that you worked soooo damn hard to get out of...
fr
you can do it again, i believe in you:)
yup
You already know what it looks like. You don’t have to go back
I can feel this so deeply
I finally have people I love. People who I can be myself around. I'm so scared I'll lose them. They're the best things that have ever happened to me and I feel so happy when I'm around them. If any of them are reading this, just know I love you all so much it hurts
this song for me isn’t sad(mostly) for me.
It makes me think about my older siblings and how they look after me and never fail to make me happy. So when this plays,I close my eyes,and pretend I’m singing with them ^^
Whoever needs to hear this,your loved by someone. It could be your friends,family,dog,cat,pet,cousins,secret admirer,etc. And if you don’t think so..I
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You’re loved by me,keep going for me ^^
I miss the old me, the happy me, I was social, smart, and now I'm starving myself and depression is tarring me apart piece by piece, I'm failing all my classes, I'm losing hope, I haven't slept in days, all my friends changed and then left. and my parents are starting to become abusive, I don't know what I'm living for at this point.
im scared my friends will leave me
Please don't give up, we are here to talk with you. We are with you.
please don't give up, if you need someone to talk you can dm me on instagram it's @r4ing0th, you're loved
@@heartshqpedbox stop we have similar names
you are strong, you can do it. We believe in you. One day everything will get better and until this day you will show everyone how strong you are. Keep on, we love u
As Lilly White said once: "You just realize that you really need a hug before dying"
When?
@@platoniclovers9157 once
@@name-mb4ed lmao
love this songggggggggggggg