I have this since 2016. Labeled as the black ship of the family dahil sa nangyayare sakin, I was diagnosed twice (‘16 and ‘19) nasasabihan akong baliw, it will always be my fault, kahit bata ako lahat ng masamang nangyari sakin ako ang mali, no one taught me to apologize because even my parents they don’t know how to apologize. Ngayon, I choose to isolate kasi totoo walang magmamahal sakin kasi Mahirap ako pakisamahan at mahalin. May conscience narin ako once na I am becoming destructive na involved ang talagang nagmamahal sakin but pag dumating ang change of mood I have no control. I hate myself for having BPD, I hated taking meds pero now I feel like i need them. Di natatapos therapy ko dahil Akala ng magulang ko I’m okay. I heard my dad na naging inconvenient lang na byahe pa just to see a psychiatrist Natawagan pa kong baliw….. Now, nagbabayad ako ng utang na loob sa kasalanan na hindi ko ginusto at sa disorder na hindi ako aware, hindi ko ginusto at mga childhood experiences ko na ikinaya ko magisa dahil kinakahiya ako.
There are different types of BPD: Hidden BPD and BPD HIDDEN BPD IS WHEN THEY FOCUSING ON HATING THEMSELVES INSTEAD ON HATING ON OTHERS BPD IS WHEN THEY HAVE MENTAL ISSUES AND SOMETIMES IT CAN AFFECT TO ANOTHER It's very hard to cope someone with BPD but try to talk to them. Remember it's their traumatic childhood(in the past) and the parents sometimes try to fight and neglect and abandoned them. The Disorder is not treatable but as long you can care for them in the hospital or at home 😊
@@BadtobbyBadactually ang nice ng sinabi ng commenter, the fact na ganyan pala view mo sa bpd, sana maging honest ka sa girlfriend mong nagmamahal sayo.
@@BadtobbyBadkung ganyan nararamdaman mo sa kanya then just break up. di mo alam na kung mahirap sayo mas mahirap sa nagbibitbit yun. the fact na nag open sya sayo means ang laki ng tiwala nya. Di mo deserve yung understanding ng taong NAGMAMAHAL NG BUO sayo if this is how you talk about her tuwing feeling mo di nya alam.
I have this since 2016. Labeled as the black ship of the family dahil sa nangyayare sakin, I was diagnosed twice (‘16 and ‘19) nasasabihan akong baliw, it will always be my fault, kahit bata ako lahat ng masamang nangyari sakin ako ang mali, no one taught me to apologize because even my parents they don’t know how to apologize. Ngayon, I choose to isolate kasi totoo walang magmamahal sakin kasi Mahirap ako pakisamahan at mahalin. May conscience narin ako once na I am becoming destructive na involved ang talagang nagmamahal sakin but pag dumating ang change of mood I have no control. I hate myself for having BPD, I hated taking meds pero now I feel like i need them. Di natatapos therapy ko dahil Akala ng magulang ko I’m okay. I heard my dad na naging inconvenient lang na byahe pa just to see a psychiatrist Natawagan pa kong baliw….. Now, nagbabayad ako ng utang na loob sa kasalanan na hindi ko ginusto at sa disorder na hindi ako aware, hindi ko ginusto at mga childhood experiences ko na ikinaya ko magisa dahil kinakahiya ako.
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Dont have kids at all...SDOH in the country is so poor being in the developing country. Sad
There are different types of BPD: Hidden BPD and BPD
HIDDEN BPD IS WHEN THEY FOCUSING ON HATING THEMSELVES INSTEAD ON HATING ON OTHERS
BPD IS WHEN THEY HAVE MENTAL ISSUES AND SOMETIMES IT CAN AFFECT TO ANOTHER
It's very hard to cope someone with BPD but try to talk to them. Remember it's their traumatic childhood(in the past) and the parents sometimes try to fight and neglect and abandoned them. The Disorder is not treatable but as long you can care for them in the hospital or at home 😊
@@BadtobbyBadmakipag hiwalay ka nalang kung ganyan pala nararamdaman mo sa kanya. seems like hindi ka na masaya, hindi patas yun sa kanya.
@@BadtobbyBadactually ang nice ng sinabi ng commenter, the fact na ganyan pala view mo sa bpd, sana maging honest ka sa girlfriend mong nagmamahal sayo.
@@BadtobbyBadkung ganyan nararamdaman mo sa kanya then just break up. di mo alam na kung mahirap sayo mas mahirap sa nagbibitbit yun. the fact na nag open sya sayo means ang laki ng tiwala nya. Di mo deserve yung understanding ng taong NAGMAMAHAL NG BUO sayo if this is how you talk about her tuwing feeling mo di nya alam.
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