I'm 37 and I have NEVER had the opportunity or ability to develop ANY kind of personal style. UNTIL NOW!!! I am going on a beautiful journey to find my personal style and finally begin expressing myself through my aesthetics. This has been so fun thus far and I haven't even gotten started yet! I'm still gathering basics and haven't even gotten to accessories or makeup or ANYTHING. But I have life experience on my side! While I have zero pictures of myself growing up or any kind of fashion eras in my past to draw from or learn from, I DO still remember the kinds of things I WANTED to wear back then. And my interests and my personality as it has evolved. I am SO excited!!! And thank you so much for sharing your fashion journey!
Honestly I think the outfit with the fiery red hair, black crop top, zebra booty shorts, and black platforms kinda slays imo. But maybe that’s just cuz it’s close to my style lol. Thx for sharing your style journey!💕
Love to see your style evolution! I remember saying to my mom at 13 that I’d rather regret the way I dressed than regret not trying it! Still stand by that! You’re always gonna cringe a bit about how you just to dress anyway because of how fashion cycles work.
Honestly? There were not many outfits that I didn't like, but I get it, you've changed over the years and probably feel at home in what you wear nowadays. When I go through my style evolution, I also cringe a lot but when being looked at it more objectively, I still like the way I looked like over the years for the most part. There was a specific era that I usually just have to laugh about, when reviewing the pictures from back then, but that's alright. But the most fun part about going through all these old pictures? It brings up memories and also reminds me of the vision I had with what I wore. I can actually remember all the emotions from back then by just looking at those images. It's also very fun to see how everything just led me to what I like wearing nowadays. There were so many elements that stick with me until this day. By the way, I have a pair of pants that come with a very similar vibe than those you wear in this video (those in your recent outfit) and I just bought them and love them. They are so cool and have this nice and floaty, super comfortable feel while looking absolutely bomb, interesting and different. I've never seen anyone wear such pants where I live, which feels a bit odd because they are so comfy and actually allow for a pair of leggings being worn underneath if you're getting too cold in them. I just stumbled across your channel by the way and instantly subscribed. There's something about you that just made me like you. And I do like your style very much too.
Love the evolution!🖤 I also noticed some subtle changes in your appearance over the years. Hope it’s okay to ask.. did you have something cosmetic done that helped you flourish into this version of yourself today? Hope it’s not too sensitive, I am just genuinely curious, cause maybe there’s something that you absolutely loved and could share with us lol😄😄 just looking for advise~~
I love this, thanks for sharing with us 🖤 Honestly, you seemed confident in all of your eras lol even if you looked a little uncomfortable in the pic, you didn’t seem not confident. Like you were so sure of the choices you made for yourself in all of those pics and I love that for you
The glow up between the first red hair and the blonde was craaaaazy. We needed a trigger warning coz that shit gave me WHIPLASH 🫨 (Obviously, all your looks are good, you could wear an actual diaper and a paper bag and it would be 😘👌 chef's kiss)
❤😂 You have to experiment until you find your signature style. The fun is in the experimentation. I had a version of those boots you were wearing in your 28th birthday photo. I like your style btw.
I’ll never understand these videos of people bashing their old appearance when that was literally the popular style at the time?? You’ll probably be embarrassed by your style now in ten years too. Im ready to see one of these videos with actual timeless bad outfits
We must be around the same age because we had very similar hair and wardrobe journeys in high school and college lmao. You’re totally an inspo for me now and I’m slowly making an all black wardrobe. Keeping my hair blonde tho because I look awful with dark hair.
I think all of us goth girls from the 90s/00s went from goth to scene to emo to scene back to emo and eventually back to goth as adults 😂 I DEFINITELY had a super cringe bright hair, laces braided into my scene racoon dyed mess and fake tan that oxidised SO bad 😂😂
You would’ve loved my grey cashmere sweater that had a giant pleather cross on the front and spikes on the shoulders that I had in 2013-because so did I 🤣I wore that sweater anytime it was clean till the spikes fell off
I had phenomenal style as a preteen, teenager, young adult. I’m talking total fire! However, somehow that turned into a total TRASH FIRE when I hit 24 and now all I wear is raccoon pajamas, and my hair as if have never washed it in 10 years. Warning to all the youngins………life hits you hard.😂😂😂
I feel you😂 I looked amazing as a teen and young adult. Every outfit was EPIC. Now chronic illness, life and depression have taken my style. I do slay a little from time to time. But not at all like I did back then.
Loved this so much. I'm working on content to launch a second channel that will feature a lot of my own "business goth" content and I've already been planning to make a series of videos roasting my various past style eras, much like this one. I'm a bit older than you are, though, so rather than a "Scene Kid" era, I have a "Rave Barbie" period to pay accounts for. 😂 Too funny. I'm sure I'll look back on some of my current outfits later down the line and cringe just as hard. If you're not cringing at your past self, are you even growing as a person? 😂❤
Sorry for asking but what did you do to your face, did you had any plastic surgeries bcuz entire shape of your face is totally different..on those pictures nothing looks like this was you in younger days
I'm 37 and I have NEVER had the opportunity or ability to develop ANY kind of personal style.
UNTIL NOW!!!
I am going on a beautiful journey to find my personal style and finally begin expressing myself through my aesthetics. This has been so fun thus far and I haven't even gotten started yet!
I'm still gathering basics and haven't even gotten to accessories or makeup or ANYTHING.
But I have life experience on my side!
While I have zero pictures of myself growing up or any kind of fashion eras in my past to draw from or learn from, I DO still remember the kinds of things I WANTED to wear back then. And my interests and my personality as it has evolved.
I am SO excited!!! And thank you so much for sharing your fashion journey!
The fact that you mentioned a clockwork orange and AP English in the same sentence confirms we are internet soul sisters. 🖤 ✨
We had the same journey from myspace scene kid to hipster. I also wore a red lip, glasses and bowler hat with a pocket watch necklace. What an era
Honestly I think the outfit with the fiery red hair, black crop top, zebra booty shorts, and black platforms kinda slays imo. But maybe that’s just cuz it’s close to my style lol. Thx for sharing your style journey!💕
Same here. I was like “what is she talking about. That’s the best one so far. I’d wear it.”
I also really liked that outfit, you're definitely not the only one.
Love to see your style evolution!
I remember saying to my mom at 13 that I’d rather regret the way I dressed than regret not trying it! Still stand by that! You’re always gonna cringe a bit about how you just to dress anyway because of how fashion cycles work.
Honestly? There were not many outfits that I didn't like, but I get it, you've changed over the years and probably feel at home in what you wear nowadays. When I go through my style evolution, I also cringe a lot but when being looked at it more objectively, I still like the way I looked like over the years for the most part. There was a specific era that I usually just have to laugh about, when reviewing the pictures from back then, but that's alright. But the most fun part about going through all these old pictures? It brings up memories and also reminds me of the vision I had with what I wore. I can actually remember all the emotions from back then by just looking at those images. It's also very fun to see how everything just led me to what I like wearing nowadays. There were so many elements that stick with me until this day.
By the way, I have a pair of pants that come with a very similar vibe than those you wear in this video (those in your recent outfit) and I just bought them and love them. They are so cool and have this nice and floaty, super comfortable feel while looking absolutely bomb, interesting and different. I've never seen anyone wear such pants where I live, which feels a bit odd because they are so comfy and actually allow for a pair of leggings being worn underneath if you're getting too cold in them.
I just stumbled across your channel by the way and instantly subscribed. There's something about you that just made me like you. And I do like your style very much too.
Love the evolution!🖤 I also noticed some subtle changes in your appearance over the years. Hope it’s okay to ask.. did you have something cosmetic done that helped you flourish into this version of yourself today? Hope it’s not too sensitive, I am just genuinely curious, cause maybe there’s something that you absolutely loved and could share with us lol😄😄 just looking for advise~~
Beautiful as always 💖 Your style is on point!
I love these longer videos so so much! 🖤🖤
I love this, thanks for sharing with us 🖤 Honestly, you seemed confident in all of your eras lol even if you looked a little uncomfortable in the pic, you didn’t seem not confident. Like you were so sure of the choices you made for yourself in all of those pics and I love that for you
What was the thing that really helped you step into that next level of fashion? There is a clear shift where you so obviously leveled up😍
Thank you for sharing this. I think we've all been through that awkward stage of trying to find our styles and individuality ❤
The glow up between the first red hair and the blonde was craaaaazy. We needed a trigger warning coz that shit gave me WHIPLASH 🫨
(Obviously, all your looks are good, you could wear an actual diaper and a paper bag and it would be 😘👌 chef's kiss)
Literally 10/10 in every era because that was so in during that time 👌🏻 also the Haley Williams hair turned out soooo good
Omg, I went to Ithaca too! Transferred there in 2014 ❤
I need a Hair-AS tour next ASAP girlypop plz!!! 🙏🎶🤘💃💕
Love your style my Goth Gwen Stefani!💖👑💯
❤😂 You have to experiment until you find your signature style. The fun is in the experimentation. I had a version of those boots you were wearing in your 28th birthday photo. I like your style btw.
I’m 28 and want to start dressing like you, this was so motivating for me bc I feel like sometimes I’m too old to change my style haha 🖤
Thanks for your honesty and the sharing of your fashion journey!
I related to this so hard... the Myspace era, the Hayley Williams hair and the questionable choices!
Through it all
You are stunning !
I think we ALL wanted that Hayley Williams hair and the white/blonde hair. I also fried all of mine off bleaching it red/orange and then white. 😂
So cute, and what a trip down memory lane, we definitely grew up in the same era 😂🖤
The myspace scenester to facebook hipster pipeline is so real 💀
the third photo is so paramore coded
You were always the most stylish person on campus in college!
Now we need a confidence tutorial 👏👏👏 love your confidence
You look like royalty here.
So glad I found you on these interwebs.
I’ll never understand these videos of people bashing their old appearance when that was literally the popular style at the time?? You’ll probably be embarrassed by your style now in ten years too. Im ready to see one of these videos with actual timeless bad outfits
We must be around the same age because we had very similar hair and wardrobe journeys in high school and college lmao. You’re totally an inspo for me now and I’m slowly making an all black wardrobe. Keeping my hair blonde tho because I look awful with dark hair.
I think all of us goth girls from the 90s/00s went from goth to scene to emo to scene back to emo and eventually back to goth as adults 😂 I DEFINITELY had a super cringe bright hair, laces braided into my scene racoon dyed mess and fake tan that oxidised SO bad 😂😂
Loving the message 🧑🍳 😘 ❤
Honestly you looked so cute!
Holy shoot the glow
Up
You would’ve loved my grey cashmere sweater that had a giant pleather cross on the front and spikes on the shoulders that I had in 2013-because so did I 🤣I wore that sweater anytime it was clean till the spikes fell off
PS don’t mind me commenting on my old LPS account LOL
the cami layered over the t-shirt is so amy winehouse XD
I had phenomenal style as a preteen, teenager, young adult. I’m talking total fire! However, somehow that turned into a total TRASH FIRE when I hit 24 and now all I wear is raccoon pajamas, and my hair as if have never washed it in 10 years. Warning to all the youngins………life hits you hard.😂😂😂
I feel you😂 I looked
amazing as a
teen and young adult. Every outfit was EPIC. Now chronic illness,
life and depression have taken my style.
I do slay a little from time to time.
But not at all like I did back then.
Hello, really liking your content! Do you have any ideas for casual Friday and airport travel goth?
i don’t think anyone should hate on themselves for the comma eyebrows bc we allll had them
Not me 👀
I didnt have coma, I had pencil thin Marlene Dietrich eyebrows if anyone remembers that 90s fashion faux pas. I blame Drew Barrymore. 😂
I’m still trying to find my style. I want to get out of jeans and t shirts, but my body shape is weird.
And you pole dance! Hell yeah 🤍
3:08 wait, farenheit or celsius?
(it's kinda shocking regardless, but.....)
Do you have scorpio placements ???
🖤🖤🖤
Loved this so much. I'm working on content to launch a second channel that will feature a lot of my own "business goth" content and I've already been planning to make a series of videos roasting my various past style eras, much like this one. I'm a bit older than you are, though, so rather than a "Scene Kid" era, I have a "Rave Barbie" period to pay accounts for. 😂 Too funny. I'm sure I'll look back on some of my current outfits later down the line and cringe just as hard. If you're not cringing at your past self, are you even growing as a person? 😂❤
Good Video! 👏🖤
Im interested in how you got those contour into your face, from normal 🐹 to boney cheeks 🥺🤧
I'm spotting at least 50lbs of weight loss maybe more but also surgery. You can clearly see she's gotton work done over the years.
Adorbs
I liked all your looks, a cool evolution. I would have definitely chatted with you in the front at Vans Warped. :)
You are so freaking CUTE! I wish we could be friends 😭🖤
This is a shoelace
Relatable💀😂
Hoes don't get cold! Lol lvoe your humor ❤
My style is like if Elle woods and Wednesday had a love child...one day im one and next day im the other...lol
Sorry for asking but what did you do to your face, did you had any plastic surgeries bcuz entire shape of your face is totally different..on those pictures nothing looks like this was you in younger days
Are you just into goth fashion or are you goth?
Dude. I naturally have borderline comma eyebrows. There's nothing wrong with them. Don't be mean. 🖤
I miss old IG filters 😂
How old are you now ? :)
31!
Why did we touch our eyebrows???? I still have 90s brows because I waxed them so much.
But all your eras were cute. You were too hard on yourself
- my soul is raped
- 45 years of despair
- I cannot escape my past
- I am tortured tormented traumatized haunted raped
You make me feel less alone trying to find my personal style at 29 🥹