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  • Matt Maeson - Hallucinogenics [Official Video]
    From Matt Maeson’s Debut Album “Bank On The Funeral“
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    Director / Editor: Cody LaPlant
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    DP: Damien Blue
    1st AC / B Cam: Kyle Kadow
    Gaffer / SFX makeup: Austin Manchon
    Hair Stylist: Nancy Nguyen
    VFX artist: Bryan Mir
    Lyrics:
    Pushing past the limit
    Trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    'Cause I forgot I lit it
    Rippin' with my sinners
    'Cause fuck it, man, I ain't no beginner
    And then I crawled back to the life
    That I said I wouldn't live in
    'Cause I just couldn't open up
    I'm always shiftin'
    Go find yourself a man
    Who's strong and tall and Christian
    Pushing past the limit
    Trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    'Cause I forgot I lit it
    Drunken in Seattle
    Two more Xans and without a paddle
    I don't remember your face
    Or your hair, or your name, or your smile
    'Cause I just couldn't open up
    I'm always shiftin'
    Go find yourself a man
    Who's strong and tall and Christian
    Pushing past the limit
    Trippin' on hallucinogenics
    And then I crawled back to the life
    That I said I wouldn't live in
    'Cause I carried on like the wayward son
    And now through and through, I've come undone
    And now I am just but the wayward man
    What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hand
    'Cause I carried on like the wayward son
    And now through and through, I've come undone
    And now I am just but the wayward man
    What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hand
    Pushing past the limit
    Trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    'Cause I forgot I lit it
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 3,7 тис.

  • @ezl6307
    @ezl6307 6 місяців тому +50

    Can't believe this song is already 6 years old

  • @caricavanagh
    @caricavanagh 4 роки тому +2932

    I listen to this song everyday I battled with addiction my entire life. Today I am 300 days sober and working hard at a treatment center to help other women in Recovery stay sober. It's an amazing song by an amazing artist!!

    • @rich2583
      @rich2583 4 роки тому +42

      Keep it up! Rooting for you whoever you are

    • @dodie5466
      @dodie5466 4 роки тому +12

      Awesome!!

    • @dylanjperri
      @dylanjperri 3 роки тому +17

      Good for you Cari! You deserve to be happy!

    • @ouhsaine9570
      @ouhsaine9570 3 роки тому +11

      You’re doing a great job, mate! Keep it up 🙌🏻

    • @lisac763
      @lisac763 3 роки тому +6

      Congratulations 🥳👏🏻👏🏻

  • @ceceezz
    @ceceezz 3 роки тому +903

    I get the vibe that its not just about drugs, its about not being able to open up and losing who you love, and then yourself.

    • @Colt-Forty5
      @Colt-Forty5 3 роки тому +28

      I think you hit the nail on the head.

    • @jamesscott1811
      @jamesscott1811 3 роки тому +19

      That happened to me and is happening..

    • @luciddreams5272
      @luciddreams5272 3 роки тому +16

      How i felt when my wife left me. Exacly how i felt when i first heard this song.

    • @dylanbrinkman5916
      @dylanbrinkman5916 3 роки тому +6

      perfectly said, hits the same for me

    • @marisoljimenez4843
      @marisoljimenez4843 3 роки тому +14

      well indeed... my love just dumped me, and i just cannot get enough of this song.. and the burnt that i've caused myself for staying longer than i should

  • @thrawngames6282
    @thrawngames6282 6 років тому +2416

    That scene with the eye dropper and the gun... Holy shit man

  • @imjustjoshnya1151
    @imjustjoshnya1151 4 роки тому +169

    I see a lot of people on this thread dealing with some type of substance abuse.
    Like the scene in the video with the Bible says “it always seems impossible until it’s done” just remember tough times don’t last tough people do.. stay strong everybody

  • @sarahgreen6168
    @sarahgreen6168 3 роки тому +213

    "My cigarette burnt my finger cause I forgot I lit it" and "and then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in" give me goosebumps EVERY TIME

    • @lenaaustin6692
      @lenaaustin6692 Рік тому

      Yeah and a thermal burn from cigarette. Thanks for the tune

    • @xllsplitllx6949
      @xllsplitllx6949 11 місяців тому +1

      4th

    • @siddharthsingh1648
      @siddharthsingh1648 3 місяці тому

      I crawled back to the life I said I wouldn't live in." This line hits hard whether it's about going back to a broken relationship or returning to being an addict. It's like a haunting echo of promises made and broken.

  • @selcan234
    @selcan234 6 років тому +433

    lyrics:
    [Chorus]
    Pushing past the limit
    Trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    'Cause I forgot I lit it
    [Verse 1]
    Ripping with my sinners
    Because fuck it man, I ain't no beginner
    And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in
    [Pre-Chorus]
    'Cause I couldn't open up
    I'm always shiftin
    Go find yourself a man who's strong and tall and Christian
    [Chorus]
    Pushing past the limit
    Trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    'Cause I forgot I lit it
    [Verse 2]
    Drunken in Seattle
    To both ends without a paddle
    I don't remember your face or your hair or your name or your smile
    [Pre-Chorus]
    'Cause I just couldn't open up
    I'm always shifting
    Go find yourself a man who's strong and tall and Christian
    [Chorus]
    Pushing past the limit
    Trippin' on hallucinogenics
    And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in
    [Bridge]
    'Cause I carried on like the wayward son
    Now through and through I have come undone
    And now I am just but the wayward man
    What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands
    'Cause I carried on like the wayward son
    And now through and through I have come undone
    And now I am just but the wayward man
    What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands
    [Chorus]
    Pushing past the limit
    Trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    Cause I forgot I lit it

    • @connorhatch
      @connorhatch 6 років тому +4

      Needs more chai

    • @selcan234
      @selcan234 6 років тому +11

      omg you actually replied i love your music man keep up the great work!

    • @domodomo43
      @domodomo43 6 років тому +1

      It's y'all not tall

    • @roslynvincent1130
      @roslynvincent1130 6 років тому

      pastelblack I

    • @421whitney
      @421whitney 4 роки тому +1

      If you are an addict.. recovering.. this song makes so much sense

  • @deborahgoodbear5891
    @deborahgoodbear5891 4 роки тому +431

    He’s got that voice that makes me want to cry

  • @bigtiny1102
    @bigtiny1102 2 роки тому +388

    "Ill crawl back to the life that i said i wouldnt live in" man that shit hit hard for the hell my family has been through the past few years

    • @mjh5225
      @mjh5225 2 роки тому +6

      Hey man, I hope everything is going better for your family. Felt this comment

    • @BroskiesWithBroskies
      @BroskiesWithBroskies 2 роки тому +3

      Dude I’m sorry I know it’s tuff going through stuff like that I’m praying for you man

    • @mikerichardson9214
      @mikerichardson9214 2 роки тому +2

      You might be stranger, but damnit I hope you are okay

    • @meganheller4100
      @meganheller4100 2 роки тому +2

      Support, strangers or not, we all care and are here.

    • @SayWhen83
      @SayWhen83 2 роки тому +1

      Don’t give up on your fam, they need you more than you know.

  • @OldSchoolParatrooper
    @OldSchoolParatrooper 4 роки тому +506

    Somewhere between years of depression and on and off again addiction and drug use, you find a song that speaks to you.
    This is that song

    • @GoldPlatedGhost
      @GoldPlatedGhost 3 роки тому +1

      💜

    • @elel9640
      @elel9640 3 роки тому +5

      Damn man. This hit hard. I can relate and hope you're well.

    • @justincavinder5504
      @justincavinder5504 2 роки тому +1

      Stay strong buddy, there’s hope and a better life for all of us out there.

    • @meganheller4100
      @meganheller4100 2 роки тому

      You have support. We aren't friends, yet, but we got you

    • @GrahamHancock-i1e
      @GrahamHancock-i1e Рік тому

      Yeah, I feel. After all the pain, even after getting better, this song just makes me know he "gets it" in a way others can't

  • @magicalmarshmallow6133
    @magicalmarshmallow6133 4 роки тому +600

    Heard this on the radio today and I'm so glad I did

    • @chomker8164
      @chomker8164 4 роки тому +5

      Magical Marshmallow Me too!

    • @magicalmarshmallow6133
      @magicalmarshmallow6133 4 роки тому +5

      @@chomker8164 well glad I'm not the only one!

    • @KuraiSomnium
      @KuraiSomnium 4 роки тому +14

      Same I fell in love with the rhythm I couldn’t hear the lyrics on the radio 😂😂 luckily I heard “ my cigarette burnt my finger cause I forgot I lit it “

    • @magicalmarshmallow6133
      @magicalmarshmallow6133 4 роки тому +3

      @@KuraiSomnium Total mood! XD

    • @stevenortega672
      @stevenortega672 4 роки тому +3

      Same here!

  • @MrLucky-13
    @MrLucky-13 10 місяців тому +22

    I have been living in a shell of my former life, begging for on my hands and knees everyday asking Jesus for forgiveness everyday dealing with my demons and burying them every step of the way I realize now I’m not my past self and haven’t been for almost five years now , I’m alcohol free for five months now; it’s hard cuz I feel it calling for me everyday but I know it’s not me anymore.

    • @seanthomas5287
      @seanthomas5287 3 місяці тому +3

      You are not alone. From one addict to another. I was and am in your same boat. 13 years for me. Keep it up you are worth it.

    • @ScottAvery-xc8rx
      @ScottAvery-xc8rx 3 місяці тому +2

      keep pushing brother!!!

    • @Edaddy711
      @Edaddy711 Місяць тому +2

      Hang in there! Don’t give in, keep fighting for yourself!

    • @julieprice4328
      @julieprice4328 Місяць тому +1

      Hope you are still walking the straight and narrow. Listen, from personal experiences you are doing it right. Put your ALL in the Lord.
      Philippians 4:6 Be anxious for Nothing but in everything by prayer and supplication with Thanksgiving.Let your request be made known until God

  • @faith9196
    @faith9196 4 роки тому +1347

    I’m so mad that I didn’t find this song until now

    • @bredkass610
      @bredkass610 4 роки тому +6

      I literally just heard it for the first time in a lyft i was riding in just now lol

    • @shhs1227
      @shhs1227 4 роки тому +8

      lmao. I was just telling a friend this. A different friend of mine introduced the song to me a week back and I've been listening obsessively to it since

    • @worldview_kyp
      @worldview_kyp 4 роки тому +2

      If he wasn’t from my area code I probably would have just discovered it on radio too. Welcome!

    • @mr.boboman5701
      @mr.boboman5701 4 роки тому +1

      Same

    • @reagan3889
      @reagan3889 4 роки тому +1

      i found it last night and it’s been on repeat since

  • @rockfinancial2371
    @rockfinancial2371 3 роки тому +109

    This song is perfect in many ways. I’m 4 years alcohol free and I’ve had a life of suffering anxiety and depression. We’re not alone in our pain. We’ve been damaged, but we’re not irreparable. There’s healing in music.

  • @siddharthsingh1648
    @siddharthsingh1648 3 місяці тому +7

    I crawled back to the life I said I wouldn't live in." This line hits hard whether it's about going back to a broken relationship or returning to being an addict. It's like a haunting echo of promises made and broken.

  • @eduardoiparraguirre1132
    @eduardoiparraguirre1132 4 роки тому +678

    Pushing past the limit
    Tripping on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    Cause I forgot I lit it
    Ripping with my sinners
    Cause fuck it, man, I ain't no beginner
    And then I crawled back to the life
    That I said I wouldn't living
    Cause I just couldn't open up
    I'm always shifting
    Go find yourself a man
    Who's strong and tall and christian
    Pushing past the limit
    Tripping on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    Cause I forgot I lit it
    Drunken in Seattle
    Two more Xans and without a paddle
    I don't remember your face
    Or your hair, or your name, or your smile
    Cause I just couldn't open up
    I'm always shifting
    Go find yourself a man
    Who's strong and tall and Christian
    Pushing past the limit
    Tripping on hallucinogenics
    And then I crawled back to the life
    That I said I wouldn't living
    Cause I carried on like the wayward son
    And now through and through, I've come undone
    And now I am just but the wayward man
    What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hand
    Cause I carried on like the wayward son
    And now through and through, I've come undone
    And now I am just but the wayward man
    What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hand
    Pushing past the limit
    Tripping on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger
    Cause I forgot I lit it

    • @brettcomstock1156
      @brettcomstock1156 4 роки тому +53

      I think it’s “live in” - not living. I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn’t “live in”.

    • @kyrieshenbaugh3941
      @kyrieshenbaugh3941 3 роки тому +11

      The life I wouldn’t live in.

    • @sofapilot3868
      @sofapilot3868 2 роки тому +6

      It's the people like you that make this whole internet thing work. Thanks for posting lyrics. ❤

    • @echofoxtrot2.051
      @echofoxtrot2.051 2 роки тому

      This song reminds me of a time period in my life, and more specifically one of my old friends. I miss her. This song reminds me of her.

    • @bluboots45
      @bluboots45 2 роки тому

      what type of hellucinigenics, because im trying to upgrade.. weed and cocain just aint cutting it theses days.

  • @danny2271
    @danny2271 4 роки тому +1917

    How is this song 2 years old and just now taking off on alt-nation?

    • @David-go4ot
      @David-go4ot 4 роки тому +41

      that's how i discovered it too

    • @rachaelplese9697
      @rachaelplese9697 4 роки тому +14

      David Friedman SAME

    • @dinnerbone444
      @dinnerbone444 4 роки тому +22

      literally what I thought. I saw the date and was like 🤭 why is alt nation NOW telling me about this lol

    • @AstroZ99
      @AstroZ99 4 роки тому +8

      Getting played in Colorado

    • @Lemmealoned
      @Lemmealoned 4 роки тому +9

      Radio can sometimes be slow to pick up on something unless it already had a following.

  • @rayingram6702
    @rayingram6702 3 роки тому +643

    My brother took his life in January while tripping on mushrooms… this song is beautiful. If only his door would have opened sooner and showed him the light..

    • @jeremycasper5181
      @jeremycasper5181 2 роки тому +28

      Damn bro I’m so sorry

    • @DailyScandal
      @DailyScandal 2 роки тому +33

      fuck dude my heart hurts hearing that. My condolences.

    • @TheHouseOffice
      @TheHouseOffice 2 роки тому +20

      Shit I'm sorry man. My brother took his life a year ago too.

    • @DepthStrider222
      @DepthStrider222 2 роки тому +7

      I'm so sorry.

    • @assmaticcat
      @assmaticcat 2 роки тому +11

      I am so sorry man prayers to him and you. ❤

  • @brando3312
    @brando3312 6 років тому +512

    this is one of my favorite songs by you, especially the video. They way you showed how drugs can effect you so many unstable and confusing ways really hits home for me. Absolutely love it.

    • @CrackTheo
      @CrackTheo 6 років тому +9

      honestly I feel it in my chest hearing this song.

    • @TheBlakus420
      @TheBlakus420 5 років тому +1

      @@CrackTheo Same.. Not really sure a lot of people actually understand that.

    • @robdeneen9632
      @robdeneen9632 4 роки тому

      Brando Facts, the eye droplet to gun scene was crazy. Drugs are bot always good, honestly they’re bad most of the time at least for me

    • @isabelladouglas6081
      @isabelladouglas6081 4 роки тому +8

      It could also represent how drugs, especially in the case of hallucinogenics, cause people to face what's already there

    • @rhonangeraci9885
      @rhonangeraci9885 4 роки тому +1

      Bro I find this funny cuz he said haullgentics which have been proven that those types of drugs hurt the least amount of people, there not addcitve and most people take shrooms acid or dmt come out wit a better attitude on life. Don't judge them like its meth smh 🤦🏻‍♂

  • @The7thMastermind
    @The7thMastermind 6 років тому +2725

    Only a matter of time until the rest of the world discovers you

    • @hongii0243
      @hongii0243 6 років тому +7

      The7thMastermind so true🔥

    • @vincentgennaro5925
      @vincentgennaro5925 6 років тому +5

      The7thMastermind true he is so good 👻👻👻

    • @Jameseslick22
      @Jameseslick22 5 років тому +8

      One year later and here I am.

    • @subscriberswithnovideosc-jk5qg
      @subscriberswithnovideosc-jk5qg 5 років тому +5

      @@Jameseslick22 same. But I've liked put it on me for a couple of months now

    • @LRRVintage
      @LRRVintage 5 років тому +7

      i dont understand how I'm this late....

  • @celenapoff9273
    @celenapoff9273 2 роки тому +15

    I lost my brother/best friend to his addiction this year around my birthday. I asked him to send me a song. This is the one that played. I had never heard of Matt Maeson before. His words are like my buddy is singing to me.

  • @laurenhodges2044
    @laurenhodges2044 4 роки тому +119

    Nothing gives me chills like this bridge. That second wayward son makes something like literally loosen in my chest. I remember you played it first at your Chicago show with betcha and it just immediately made me cry. Do you ever find yourself getting emotional on stage? Your songs feel like such catharsis- I can’t imagine having to perform them night after night. Is it draining or healing in a way?

  • @willmordell2463
    @willmordell2463 4 роки тому +70

    This is the song my girlfriend and I bonded over the first time we met. I thought I was all cool showing it to her till she started singing every word, she already knew it. Months later and we went to see you live, and have kept on listening ever since. Thanks for your music Matt!

  • @shellbyhall5259
    @shellbyhall5259 3 роки тому +977

    His music hits different when you've struggled with addiction.

    • @robertj.s.cebula2440
      @robertj.s.cebula2440 3 роки тому +2

      Fr fr

    • @colleenxo88
      @colleenxo88 3 роки тому +24

      And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn’t live in…💔

    • @elijahfranklin6074
      @elijahfranklin6074 2 роки тому +9

      You'll always struggle with addiction. It's siren song will beckon to you for all of the years of your life. Beware of the id

    • @christianmichael9367
      @christianmichael9367 2 роки тому +3

      He's tripping balls on Acid, lol and Psychedelics are mind opening substances, like LSD, Psylocibin Mushrooms, Peyote, Ayahuasca Marijuana , Meo-5Dmt, DMT, are mind opening natural Spritual Plants an are produced in plants an animals and humans referring to dmt they often help people get off Addictions

    • @elijahfranklin6074
      @elijahfranklin6074 2 роки тому +2

      @@christianmichael9367 Fuck. No. Fucking hell dude. Water hemlock is an all natural substance. So is arsenic and wolfsbane. "Tripping balls" is your brain shorting out.

  • @theleechee4694
    @theleechee4694 6 років тому +407

    Carry on my wayward son
    For there'll be peace when you are done
    Lay your weary head to rest
    Don't you cry no more

  • @AshtynJoslyn
    @AshtynJoslyn 4 роки тому +1268

    I can NOT stop listening to this. I can’t believe I JUST around it. Thanks 🙏🏻 💕💕

    • @bengardner4359
      @bengardner4359 3 роки тому +23

      Look up this song for an hour you can find an hour of this song so you don't have to keep replying the son, btw if you see this I just want to say your welcome if you look it up 😁😀☺

    • @bengardner4359
      @bengardner4359 3 роки тому +8

      Hey if you look up this song for an hour you can find it there so you don't have to keep replaying the song, btw if you see this just want to say your welcome! 😁😀☺

    • @jhookjackfishing1924
      @jhookjackfishing1924 3 роки тому +1

      This song is about drugs if you don’t know it’s a bad song

    • @letusdebatenow
      @letusdebatenow 3 роки тому +35

      @@jhookjackfishing1924 one man's "drug" is another's medicine 😉

    • @vipercat3822
      @vipercat3822 3 роки тому +22

      @@jhookjackfishing1924 Oh no its about drugs, welp there is that cant listen to it. /s

  • @judithpriestess7781
    @judithpriestess7781 3 роки тому +50

    I'm quite addicted to this perfect song. Well done, Matt.

  • @jonmichael8432
    @jonmichael8432 6 років тому +184

    IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMETHING NEW IM SO EXCITED

  • @princeshaa
    @princeshaa 4 роки тому +249

    after my brother passed i fell into a dark hole of drugs and booze. i almost lost my marriage and my kids. it was super hard and 2 years later i still struggle but this song hits home and helps me get thru and helps me realize im not all alone in this world. thank you

    • @lisamichelle9425
      @lisamichelle9425 4 роки тому +9

      You are definitely NOT alone. You don't know us. Can't see us. But I've been through some shit too and I'd be there for you or anyone who needed a helping hand. When you've walked the Steps, you know.

    • @savl0389
      @savl0389 3 роки тому +5

      I think it's a metaphor at the end...the door opens and he seems to "wake up" and walks out of the door (the dark place). We all have that moment...alone ...sad..scared...the way ward son....and then someone/something opens the door. And we snap back to reality from our thoughts and anguish. It's hard. It's a dark place. But wait for the door to open.

    • @matthewbarela8011
      @matthewbarela8011 3 роки тому +7

      Keep your head up homie you got this i was on drugs starting at 13yrs old. Now I'm 38 and been sober now for 6yrs an counting!🙏🏼🙌🏼💪🏼

    • @Tvtelly10
      @Tvtelly10 3 роки тому +2

      My brother died to. And I too almost lost everything. I'm glad we survived that grief. Praying for you 🙏

    • @howie07463
      @howie07463 3 роки тому +1

      Same thing .. threw it all away ... but I’m still here and it isn’t the way I want it ... but I’m still here and can’t do anything about , but move on rebuild ... this song bring a me back to middle of the darkness ... hope you’re on better days again ..

  • @lylebrent9399
    @lylebrent9399 3 роки тому +30

    Bro, can I say how deeply this song has touched my soul? I feel every sing word.
    I cry with the memories it brings to me.
    It's bittersweet but thank you.

  • @ashleighwhiting5243
    @ashleighwhiting5243 6 років тому +160

    God, this is wonderful.
    Matt, i discovered you while randomly youtube diving a couple months back.... and I'm soooo glad i did! You sing with such emotion. Your music tells stories.... and it is fucking beautiful. I can't wait to watch your journey unfold, and to go on all the adventures your music takes me through.

    • @julienemoore3546
      @julienemoore3546 5 років тому +3

      If you like other similar artists let me know! I just found him and I'm looking for more!

  • @imjustjoshnya1151
    @imjustjoshnya1151 4 роки тому +20

    How is this man still not fully discovered some of the best music I’ve heard in a long while, you can hear his heart in his songs

  • @ambervleugels6261
    @ambervleugels6261 3 роки тому +21

    This song is so deep. The first time I heard this song is was shocked because it’s so deep and the first time I heard ‘carried on like a wayward son’ I immediately thought about supernatural and now the show is over so it hits me harder

  • @onebraincell5282
    @onebraincell5282 6 років тому +61

    That gun scene is fucking powerful

  • @thebearbeef
    @thebearbeef 6 років тому +105

    You don’t understand how much I love your music. Thank you for everything! Im such a big fan.

  • @OVGR
    @OVGR Рік тому +20

    I remember when I was in a Treatment center last August there was a guy who would play this song every single morning of the 45 days I was there lol. I'm about 6 months sober now.

  • @bealightinthisdarkworld8225
    @bealightinthisdarkworld8225 4 роки тому +32

    This song hits home.
    "I couldn't open because I'm always shifting"
    With my blood shot eyes and my shaky hands.

  • @ohpikashu4609
    @ohpikashu4609 3 роки тому +161

    im still pissed he made so many bangers then vanished off the earth bro come back i miss you

    • @gibbysmalls1867
      @gibbysmalls1867 3 роки тому +12

      Hes still making music, hes putting out some new stuff soon. Look on his Socials. He also just got Married

    • @mattmason4589
      @mattmason4589 3 роки тому +1

      Whats some other good ones?

    • @gibbysmalls1867
      @gibbysmalls1867 3 роки тому +6

      @@mattmason4589 Feel Good, Grave Digger, Tribulations, Mr. RATTLEBONE

    • @jvnance4859
      @jvnance4859 3 роки тому +1

      PLEASE

    • @gluhtnee2744
      @gluhtnee2744 3 роки тому

      @@gibbysmalls1867 feel good is so underated, its literally my favorite song

  • @indiapatrick6367
    @indiapatrick6367 24 дні тому +2

    Love this song ❤

  • @Snotfaces
    @Snotfaces 3 роки тому +37

    This man has captivated me. I'm hooked on his music so hard.

  • @purple_puffz
    @purple_puffz 4 роки тому +14

    "Cuz I carried on like the wayward son and now through and through I have come undone, and now I am just but the wayward man, what with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands" I felt that deep

  • @jennogilvie9744
    @jennogilvie9744 2 роки тому +48

    This songs speaks volumes to someone who’s struggled with addiction!! The line “my cigarette burnt my finger cause I forgot I lit it “ hits so home !!

    • @elladelong9712
      @elladelong9712 Рік тому +2

      I know that line was always fucking wit me

    • @GrahamHancock-i1e
      @GrahamHancock-i1e Рік тому +1

      Lol right? Can't put a number on how many afternoons I woke up with burns around my first knuckles, but too many 😂. Shit hurts to think about, but it helps a lot knowing it's common, you know?

  • @yasflaherty9234
    @yasflaherty9234 4 роки тому +39

    This song makes me feel things I never knew I could feel

  • @peacenluv80
    @peacenluv80 4 роки тому +91

    Well that looked like an awful trip. Just heard this on the radio on my way to work this morning. Can't believe it is 2 years old!

    • @jnino956
      @jnino956 4 роки тому +2

      Just heard it on the radio this morning as well ! 🤔 😆 had to come listen to it at the end of the night.

  • @ashelinamazin
    @ashelinamazin Рік тому +7

    The depths of my addiction took me to the prison system, I first heard this song alone in my cell struggling to process my very being and it felt like a message from God ❤ thank you.

    • @stides40
      @stides40 Рік тому

      life is amazing, good for you girl

  • @ingridpawlus2166
    @ingridpawlus2166 5 років тому +56

    I am so obsessed with this song. Playing it on repeat

    • @muhammad.husnain6819
      @muhammad.husnain6819 5 років тому +1

      Just heard it today, and it's on my head already.

    • @johnnyweaver3896
      @johnnyweaver3896 5 років тому +1

      Same here. It’s been a while since a song has done that to me but this guy nailed it!

  • @Potatory
    @Potatory 4 роки тому +72

    I've never found a song that better describes the darker side of hallucinogenics and what abusing it can do to you. A lot of it is very subtle and symbolic. The old him is dead. He doesn't remember the past well or people. Telling her (or someone) to go find a better man who's christian really shows the loss of ego and confidence that comes with abuse.

    • @DNPinthePP
      @DNPinthePP 4 роки тому +3

      Damn it they’re called “hallucinogens.” It sounds pretty in the song but don’t start saying it lol.

    • @thomaskornegay5849
      @thomaskornegay5849 4 роки тому +1

      @@DNPinthePP the dictionary definition of hallucinogenic means, "(of a drug) causing hallucinations". Sit down son.

    • @DNPinthePP
      @DNPinthePP 4 роки тому +5

      Ichigo Kurosaki I know that it’s a word, dingus, but it’s not the *right* word. HALLUCINOGENS (noun) have HALLUCINOGENIC (adjective) effects.

    • @ightholmes
      @ightholmes 4 роки тому +2

      @@DNPinthePP facts

    • @GrowingDownUnder
      @GrowingDownUnder 4 роки тому +1

      weak....hallucinogens are great and there is no dark side only all positive. Also cigarettes are not hallucinogens

  • @chlorine2181
    @chlorine2181 Рік тому +10

    When I was 8 my mom got me addicted to drugs had to fight for 5 years and this song brought tears to my eyes, so my bit of advice is No matter how impossible it seems You And only YOU can do it you have the strength to overcome it I believe in you ❤

    • @asdfjkli
      @asdfjkli Рік тому +1

      I'm glad you're doing better but holy shit what an awful mother. She was supposed to be looking out for you

    • @faeriepurdy3438
      @faeriepurdy3438 Рік тому +1

      Glad you were a lucky one, my dad got me hooked at 12, and I am 38 and still haven't been able to stop.

  • @gabejager4028
    @gabejager4028 4 роки тому +56

    Dude, you stand out. Your lyrics are great and the melodies as well. Ive being listening to lost of new songs, but coincidentally the ones I bothered searching about were yours and I didnt realize. You got talent. Keep at it

  • @GarnetGem
    @GarnetGem 6 років тому +486

    he needs a lot of love ok

    • @dylanhinegardner6778
      @dylanhinegardner6778 5 років тому +11

      Aηηιє don’t we all

    • @MayorBrownn
      @MayorBrownn 5 років тому +7

      Dylan Colby I love you

    • @NickBeno
      @NickBeno 4 роки тому

      Its fictional

    • @SamAndrew27
      @SamAndrew27 4 роки тому +1

      @@NickBeno, No, it's not. He wrote the song from the heart, and you can absolutely hear it in the music!

  • @lee-ann4010
    @lee-ann4010 2 роки тому +7

    I lost my ex to addiction. This makes me think of him so much. My heart goes out to anyone battling addiction, or anyone who has lost a loved one to it.. it just breaks my heart. RIP good people. You will be missed

  • @marenbrown3843
    @marenbrown3843 4 роки тому +27

    This is the best song I've heard in a while. Wow.

  • @jaxketpocket7147
    @jaxketpocket7147 5 років тому +103

    The lyric in the chorus “ my cigarette burns my finger cause I forgot that I lit it” was a reality for me well kind of, I overdosed when I was 13 and was repeatedly hallucinating that I was burning myself with a cigarette that I forgot about but it wasn’t even there. I kept thinking I was on fire and eventually my mother found me took me to the hospital and they pumped my stomach and I had a security guard at the end of my bed because I kept ripping off the ECG wires and trying to get to the rack of doctor pants I wanted so much over and over and over again. This song is epic and I love it. It reminds me of a time when I was beginning to escape from the real in any way possible , a life I continually try to not go back to. Wishing for Much love an success for you💕

    • @allisonmacrae381
      @allisonmacrae381 5 років тому +1

      Definitely, I hear ya. The first time I heard those lyrics, it made me instantly think of my younger years of insane drug usage & the many times I burnt myself, from being so fucked up & completely oblivious to the cigarette burning down to nothing bw my fingers. The lyrics made me strongly relate, but at the same time, they made me shudder, reliving those awful years but ultimately thankful I made it out alive & I'm still kicking.

    • @jaxketpocket7147
      @jaxketpocket7147 5 років тому +1

      Allison MacRae I’m glad your alive and kicking still too friend 💕 keep fighting the good fight for what we know is a better life even though it’s so tempting to just escape... just one more time. This music is very healing and a good reminder to stay good ..your right about that🙏🤗

    • @keur2454
      @keur2454 4 роки тому +2

      Soulseedart You’re both super strong 💖💖 Good luck I wish you the best :)

    • @keur2454
      @keur2454 4 роки тому +1

      Allison MacRae I love you both so much ❤️ Please stay alive and take care of yourself

    • @jaxketpocket7147
      @jaxketpocket7147 4 роки тому

      Klorox Bleach thank you for your kind words 💕 positivity and love are what heals this foe. 🙏

  • @VentureGroms
    @VentureGroms 2 роки тому +14

    This is insane. I can't describe to you how much I relate to what's going on in this video. But it really hits home. Makes me feel less alone

  • @Strikerachyt
    @Strikerachyt 5 років тому +15

    This video made me feel things I never thought I could feel. My whole past flashed before my eyes. Woah.

  • @coleernest8421
    @coleernest8421 3 роки тому +21

    Best lyrics I've heard in a long time. Amazing song

  • @GregGarcia-jk1lc
    @GregGarcia-jk1lc 20 днів тому

    A friend of mine showed me this song prior to her passing, now everytime I hear it i get a reminder to keep pushing thru. Thank you for your music and every memory it contributes. And anyone reading this better days are ahead keep pushing !

  • @falljeff111
    @falljeff111 4 роки тому +9

    Thank you Spotify, for showing me this beautifully constructed and heartfelt song. And thank you, Matt, for giving us that pleasure.

  • @BrookeWojcik9312
    @BrookeWojcik9312 5 років тому +7

    I cannot stop watching & listening to this. I lost my brother to addiction just a few months ago. This song & video really help paint the picture of what addiction does to someone. I get chills every time.
    Thank you for this beautiful work of art.

  • @kaileycreamer6100
    @kaileycreamer6100 Рік тому +12

    Your music is so real. It truly hits different than any other artist. You deserve the world man

  • @andrewhogan1822
    @andrewhogan1822 4 роки тому +6

    This song is a straight-up, unabashed, without a doubt, stainless steel jam. I could not help but replay multiple times. Bravo.

  • @stefyygagnon983
    @stefyygagnon983 5 років тому +41

    u are my discovery of 2019...more than that...i have been music sick since 2015.... you just brought me back...
    I don't know if im crazy but i find the personnal meaning for myself in your lyrics... or should i say sub meaning of certains lyric and direct punch with otherss..
    anyway.... you express my sickness but also my remedy with such accuracy...its almost goosebumping...no wait...it is....
    i just don't care. you deserve to stay underground so you can stay just good just like this (L)

  • @meatle
    @meatle 9 днів тому

    All you fighting for your very agency and well being, you can do this and you're worth it!
    Never give up. Things do get better.

  • @zackcejvanovic4150
    @zackcejvanovic4150 4 роки тому +6

    “I just couldn’t remember your name your hair or your smile”. Whoa man.... that that hit real deep.. that’s literally how my last break up is going... his music is so damn deep.

  • @calebscovers4714
    @calebscovers4714 10 місяців тому +5

    I'm so glad I got out of this lifestyle. May have been too late to save relationships I had with most people but not myself and that's all that matters.. just heard this song for the first time last night and I've played it so many times already lol. I'll be covering it one day soon and it'll forever be a song I play during live performances in the future . Getting sober made that future possible 🖤🥀

  • @kaseygroome4536
    @kaseygroome4536 2 роки тому +1

    So raw

  • @manwithmusic9067
    @manwithmusic9067 6 років тому +15

    He is absolutely amazing. Mesmerizing. And that's to be modest

  • @kayljones7454
    @kayljones7454 2 роки тому +1

    the best artiste.

  • @alexbigalinator6911
    @alexbigalinator6911 4 роки тому +37

    This song reminds me of after I broke up with my girlfriend of 5 years. I wasn't into drugs but I was under alot of emotional stress from the military and after i found out she had cheated on me. I started smoking for the first time and I remember feeling like I was developing schizophrenia seeing crazy things that weren't there. With the help of some really good friends and the Gods help I was able to see the light at the tunnel. There is always hope

    • @OB-bn6xb
      @OB-bn6xb 4 роки тому +4

      Hey man I'm glad you found your way home, I hope you're doing ok

    • @rayguadiana8612
      @rayguadiana8612 4 роки тому +3

      Trust Me brother it gets better, usmc over here I know what you been through. Just give it time it gets better Even if it doesn’t seem like it does it will There’s a reason why things happen. Just enjoy life man Cheers bro.

  • @harley304
    @harley304 6 років тому +43

    I heard the first line and I'm already in love!! 😍😍🔥

    • @yourmuse4461
      @yourmuse4461 6 років тому +2

      Harley SAME! (Hi Yoongi btw 💖😂)

  • @KRMcDonald-xg9es
    @KRMcDonald-xg9es 4 місяці тому +1

    Absolutely love Matt’s music. He’s my sons ages and his amount of talent is mind blowing

    • @5d3d2d
      @5d3d2d 3 місяці тому

      In other words, you're ancient :P jk jk

  • @pluglife7381
    @pluglife7381 4 роки тому +21

    “Who’s strong and tall and Christian.”
    This line an arrow to my heart 🩸💔

    • @gabelinsenbigler1675
      @gabelinsenbigler1675 4 роки тому +5

      I was in the talking phase with a girl, we were planning on going on a date after I got my liscence. I was a few weeks away from getting it. Her dad is pretty die hard Chrisitian and wouldent like me so we were gonna go out behind his back.
      After a while she seemed to get more distant, and I was okay if she didint feel the same anymore, so one night we decided to talk, and we both came forward saying how we felt things felt off and that maybe it wasant the best that we went out, because I wasant religious and I was a couple hours away. But we still wanted to be freinds cause we got along really well.
      Two weeks later she was texting me and the group chat we were in that she was dating this guy who was six foot, ripped, and "Christian". She was making out in the backseat of his car with him, behind her dads back. He was also the guy she told me not worry about, and asked me if it was okay if she talked to him while we were talking.
      So hearing that lyric really did rip through lol I really do miss the facetimes until four am with her talking about all the things we wanted to do for date ideas together

    • @jonhiggins2012
      @jonhiggins2012 4 роки тому +2

      @@gabelinsenbigler1675Welcome to women, bro.

    • @lanceeeee1
      @lanceeeee1 4 роки тому +1

      I’m short

    • @nickofgreece
      @nickofgreece 4 роки тому +2

      @@lanceeeee1 Haha me too! But at least I'm Christian!

    • @ayyonmichaels9731
      @ayyonmichaels9731 4 роки тому

      Facts

  • @rickcooper9905
    @rickcooper9905 4 роки тому +5

    After losing my best friend, my true love and soon to be mother of my child partner , 15 years later I thought I had healed. But after stumbling across this song it feels like I just lost her yesterday.

  • @captainxit5573
    @captainxit5573 2 роки тому +1

    I Just Heard This Song At 4AM On My Way To Work. Made Me Laugh & Cry In The Same Moment.
    For Those Of Us Who Have Been There...We're Alright.
    For Those Of Us Who Are Still There...We're Alright.
    Push Past The Limits Folks.

  • @tillforeverfallsapartt
    @tillforeverfallsapartt 4 роки тому +14

    LYRICS:
    Pushin' past the limit, trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger 'cause I forgot I lit it
    Rippin' with my sinners 'cause fuck it, man, I ain't no beginner
    And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in
    'Cause I just couldn't open up, I'm always shiftin'
    Go find yourself a man who's strong, and tall, and Christian
    Pushin' past the limit, trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger 'cause I forgot I lit it
    Drunken in Seattle, two more Xans and without a paddle
    I don't remember your face, or your hair, or your name, or your smile
    'Cause I just couldn't open up, I'm always shiftin'
    Go find yourself a man who's strong, and tall, and Christian
    Pushin' past the limit, trippin' on hallucinogenics
    And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in
    'Cause I carried on like the wayward son
    And now through and through I have come undone
    And now I am just but the wayward man
    What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands
    'Cause I carried on like the wayward son
    And now through and through I have come undone
    And now I am just but the wayward man
    What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands
    Pushin' past the limit, trippin' on hallucinogenics
    My cigarette burnt my finger 'cause I forgot I lit it.

  • @421whitney
    @421whitney 4 роки тому +5

    This song hits home... thank you.. I love the Bible part...It always seems impossible until it is done...So true.. you don’t get clean until you find God.. take it from me

  • @erickeys9524
    @erickeys9524 2 роки тому +7

    The fact that a song like this exists makes me feel a lot less alone in the world.

  • @therealdannymullen
    @therealdannymullen 4 роки тому +56

    Everyone has a different part of the song that hits them. I've never done hallucinogens, so for me the line was
    "Go find yourself a man who's strong and tall and Christian."

    • @lavans5721
      @lavans5721 2 роки тому +14

      "I dont remember your face, or your hair or your name or your smile..."
      "Cuz I just couldnt open up I'm always shiftin"
      I cant count how many people I've pushed away because I'm not enough for myself, let alone anyone else.

    • @underscore_nick1344
      @underscore_nick1344 Рік тому +1

      @@lavans5721 same man. Ive pushed people away because i felt like i told them too much. I never wanted to put my problems on someone else.
      I guess just pushing them away felt better than explaining my own mind

  • @christinetuttle8975
    @christinetuttle8975 4 роки тому +7

    touches my soul deeply, thank you.

  • @jende8652
    @jende8652 3 роки тому

    Matt, want to thank and hug you! Suffering and struggles are deep scars and you bring them to light with your beautiful words & voice. We're NOT alone in our heartbreak ... you are REAL and understand. We are damaged but unbroken. There's hope to reach the other side of addiction and mental anguish, tell me about it. Don't give up. Peace to you all.

  • @sanjanarao5812
    @sanjanarao5812 6 років тому +12

    I have been waiting for new music from Matt for what seems like forever and now that its here, I am NOT disappointed! I love this song and the music video, especially the scene with the eye dropper and the gun, holy shit. He's such an underrated artist.

  • @GelatinousCube93
    @GelatinousCube93 4 роки тому +6

    Some songs take me to certain moments in my life that I wish I could just relive one more time. This is one of those songs

    • @williamfanton6057
      @williamfanton6057 4 роки тому +1

      This is Daphne from the comment before you I'm not sure I'd wanna reexperience it again but this makes me crave that time and reaction again cuz its perfectly accurate to what happened

  • @andrewbrigance3999
    @andrewbrigance3999 7 місяців тому

    I'm here cause I've been there and further. Seen and lost irreplaceable things in life. The pain in this song is real. Time waits for no one, chose love always I beg you. You'll have a better conscience I promise. I speak these words from my very heart. Love others and follow Jesus please! I've done and seen things that haunt my soul.

  • @caminator8772
    @caminator8772 4 роки тому +5

    this is one of those songs that just makes me feel, idek it's hard to explain, but like I just want a fresh start in life. If that makes sense to anyone. It's that good.

  • @kathleen.l
    @kathleen.l 6 років тому +9

    The lyrics. The video. Powerful message.

  • @RealRabbit1124
    @RealRabbit1124 Рік тому +2

    This song is fucking beautiful. If you know, you know

  • @sirlanzelot24
    @sirlanzelot24 3 роки тому +5

    Kind of a Vance joy voice. I try to listen to this every morning. Makes my day 😀

  • @tristanjoe28
    @tristanjoe28 4 роки тому +4

    Hits my feels everytime! Whether it’s in the morning or later at night when you’re tripping on hallucinogenics. ✨🍄

  • @TylerTaylor89
    @TylerTaylor89 Місяць тому +1

    A bop I forgot about until
    Now 🥹

  • @raylupa9313
    @raylupa9313 5 років тому +6

    You are so expressive with an amazing voice. I'm going through hell and your music helps a lot. Thank you.

  • @dianascutariu6276
    @dianascutariu6276 6 років тому +5

    I AM WANDERING WHY YOU RE NOT IN THE TRENDING YET ? Gosh,Matt you're amazing,I'm happy that I've discovered you.You inspire me,you always give me good vibes,you are the best.KEEP IT UP!

  • @Tvtelly10
    @Tvtelly10 10 місяців тому +1

    This song still hits hard. No matter when it is where I am. This song will still be with me.
    It is the understanding for me. "It's the'not being the only one for me.'"

  • @spooninmycereal23
    @spooninmycereal23 3 роки тому +2

    I sit here in tears thinking about my brother who battled addiction to pills which ultimately lead to him hanging himself in 2012. I miss him so much and the scary thing is I just discovered Matt Maeson and he looks so much like my brother it's unreal.

  • @thewisconsinfiles
    @thewisconsinfiles 3 роки тому +6

    Thanks for pulling me out of a dark place Matt Maeson. The power of your music.

  • @siddharthsingh1648
    @siddharthsingh1648 3 місяці тому

    This song remains endlessly relatable; in fact, it's aging like fine wine. This song/album is something I keep coming back to.

  • @xpl0dinggamrguy808
    @xpl0dinggamrguy808 4 роки тому +24

    ima be honest, I hadn’t heard of this guy before i saw him perform with lana del rey in OKC last night. their duet of this song had me fucking SHOOK! anyways i think i found a new favorite artist!

    • @five-oh-six8259
      @five-oh-six8259 4 роки тому

      Xpl0ding GamrGuy seriously?! Imma go find it!! Thank you so much, I absolutely love ldr 🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @promisefried5766
      @promisefried5766 4 роки тому

      OKC gang

    • @samie3566
      @samie3566 4 роки тому

      Same

  • @danielcraft4111
    @danielcraft4111 2 роки тому +3

    This song and video are a documentary. All the levels. Well done.

  • @SirMustard0420
    @SirMustard0420 28 днів тому +1

    I remember the day this song came out. Such a timless song.

  • @buddee2057
    @buddee2057 3 роки тому +6

    My life's song 💯 Fighting for that next chapter. Prayers my friends.

  • @lilkck13
    @lilkck13 Рік тому +3

    This song just hits different now. Sobriety. Am I happy now?