This is mostly the reason of all independent woman who chose to be happy alone. They didn't want it. Nobody wants to be alone, but because of the experience of pain of being in a toxic relationship. They think that being alone is their only choice, their only way out. It is their defense mechanism. They have been traumatize by their past relationship that is still hunting them. Sometimes they think that they're being a coward not to try again. But mostly they would rather face and enjoy solitude and prove to themselves that they are strong enough to face it all alone, than being in a relationship that they're sure and have all the possibilities in their head that would always fail. That relationship is not for them. That nobody can take them as a partner. Because they are too scared, yet to hopeful. Too loving, but too stubborn and too indepently vulnerable. No one could take us. Its not sad. Its our reality
I love being alone beacuse when i put music that i like nobody tells me to change the music or to don't listen to music... when i'm with someone and they put that class of music i just stay silent and wait until they stop.. i like being alone beacuse i don't have to worry about the other people who are in the room and i can do what i want I like being alone beacuse i can cry without being hitted and for my family to say "NOW YOU CAN CRY" Emotional pain exists.. and it's worse than physical..
most people ive ever talked to have said that its not normal to not feel alone. They go on about how humans are social animals by pure nature or instinct. Saying how we are suppose to hate being alone. Its not for me. I live with my father, and I love him I really do. But I CRAVE being alone. I admit fun things can happen when your with family or friends I wont deny that. But when im alone I don't have to hide behind a mask. I don't have to pretend a smile or laugh at something I don't care about. I cant even truly smile anymore. When I am with someone they ask about how I am or how come I don't visit more. I make up lies such as school, work, taking care of pets, etc. Honestly I feel so much better when im alone. I can scream I can play music soo loud or write or draw without people telling me to stop or with no one yelling at me. I like being alone and I KNOW I have family I can talk to. I love my family. But I also love my silence, my being alone. Its just who I am.
I need to learn to be strong as a loner, i used to be like that in the past, i didn't give a damn if people liked or disliked me, i must be like that again, the one girl that i loved (ex-girlfriend) hurt me really bad, she lied to me and cheated and told lied to the boy she was dating and told him how i was a "jerk" and "didn't care for her" and made up other lies, that hurt me really bad, because i truly loved her and remembered everything she told me and every memory good and bad, and had thoughts about the future and would overthink things, but i could sense things going downhill so i started getting less attached because i could see things wasn't going to workout, because i didn't want to get hurt, and it happened, now im trying to forget her, it's kind if difficult to do it, but one way i manage to do it is by telling myself "she's dead to me" "she's gone" "she was broken dreams and temporary" "she was a cheater" "she was a lier" "she didn't truly love you" "the girl will be meaningless in the future she won't exist in your life and if you ever come across her in the future she won't be a big impact in your life so forget her" "you will find a better girl who will trully love you and be very honest,loyal, and kind with you" and that helps a bit, but there are far more things i gotta do to completely erase her from my mind and memories, i will have to delete tik tok snapchat and instagram, all app's that i got just to see her which i think is useless and don't really need it. I will have to delete all notes i took on her and all account information noted, and delete data download files from my computer regarding her and all notes i took on her. I have to delete everything to forget her but i also think, what if i might need those notes in the future for something important, but i don't see anything important i might need in the future regarding her, I'll find a girl in the future who's family will like and approve of me.
This came on automatically after another one and I just said “mer? Oh mer...” like... damn. She’s been through so much and has come out so strong. I’m only on season 13, but damn she’s been through so much
I love being alone , Im away from Problems , No need to carr about the Problems , Far away from Problems , Lonely but don't have Problems , A Peacemind
I now know I am love and loved! I can confidently say that. If you would of asked me that 2-3 years ago I would of called you the liar. The journey to self love and true love is not all gravy by no means...once you figure out it was in you and there all along?? You may say well shit I wish I would of got the memo on this life. Damn, then you wake up older, wiser and stronger and you're like, "look how far I've come!!!!" There's always hope if you truly believe.💜
I always convinced myself that I’d be better off alone, not because I wanted to but because I didn’t want to hurt the one I came to love.. now I love somebody, put so much into loving them.. but I don’t know how this is going to end..
Derek, ReaLly like this audio,I ran away from love for a few years after 12years of a bad relationship. Because that way I couldn't get hurt anymore. I learned now with my current real the pain is worth it. I love love love you Derek. I miss u have a great day.
It can be very hard to.learn.being happy alone.. but ask.yourself these two.qs.. who are you with most the time.?. Who judges you the most?. If you answered yourself then thats all you WILL EVER NEED IN THIS LIFE.. and if you learn to treat yourself with love and respect then youll always be happy alone.. I've had an amazing journey in my 28 years and the growth ive accomplished the past year feels great.. it was hard at first like i spent countless nights laying in bed telling myself i.couldnt do.this this is to much pain.. but look at me im always alone well besides the fact my son is always with me but ofc im a mom so.thats normal but i have literally no friends i barely talk.to my family.. and im.okay with.that.. but of you're not ready for that then wait it out discover your true self everybody does things at their own pace. Thats all folks
I’ve always thought if i loved someone, and it fell apart, i might not make it. It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love, and then you don’t have it. What if you shape your life around it, and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain?
The truth is you have to look in the mirror too..how are you treating other people. Why they leave you alone. It is easier to blame them as a defence to your weak ego. But sometimes you need to change yourself and also forgive yourself and continue with new people as a better person. Learn something from the past but then forget about it and go on. Or maybe it is nobodys fault. You just tried to fit in with totally different people than you are. You need to find your soul group. Sometimes you don't even fit your family, you are born different.
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People always end up letting me down
Charlotte Lindenmayer I luv ya. Even if I don't know you I love you.
i hope you're okay know
This is mostly the reason of all independent woman who chose to be happy alone.
They didn't want it. Nobody wants to be alone, but because of the experience of pain of being in a toxic relationship. They think that being alone is their only choice, their only way out. It is their defense mechanism. They have been traumatize by their past relationship that is still hunting them. Sometimes they think that they're being a coward not to try again. But mostly they would rather face and enjoy solitude and prove to themselves that they are strong enough to face it all alone, than being in a relationship that they're sure and have all the possibilities in their head that would always fail. That relationship is not for them. That nobody can take them as a partner. Because they are too scared, yet to hopeful. Too loving, but too stubborn and too indepently vulnerable. No one could take us.
Its not sad. Its our reality
Daisy Cahte Arugay that was beautiful
Daisy Cahte Arugay I always tell my friends that I might be happier alone. Now when I see this. I can relate to it. I'm crying so badly.
I like being alone
I love being alone beacuse when i put music that i like nobody tells me to change the music or to don't listen to music... when i'm with someone and they put that class of music i just stay silent and wait until they stop.. i like being alone beacuse i don't have to worry about the other people who are in the room and i can do what i want
I like being alone beacuse i can cry without being hitted and for my family to say "NOW YOU CAN CRY"
Emotional pain exists.. and it's worse than physical..
most people ive ever talked to have said that its not normal to not feel alone. They go on about how humans are social animals by pure nature or instinct. Saying how we are suppose to hate being alone. Its not for me. I live with my father, and I love him I really do. But I CRAVE being alone. I admit fun things can happen when your with family or friends I wont deny that. But when im alone I don't have to hide behind a mask. I don't have to pretend a smile or laugh at something I don't care about. I cant even truly smile anymore. When I am with someone they ask about how I am or how come I don't visit more. I make up lies such as school, work, taking care of pets, etc. Honestly I feel so much better when im alone. I can scream I can play music soo loud or write or draw without people telling me to stop or with no one yelling at me. I like being alone and I KNOW I have family I can talk to. I love my family. But I also love my silence, my being alone. Its just who I am.
Very well said. I agree with this completely
Same..
I love Meredith so much for this. She’s my favorite ❤️
I need to learn to be strong as a loner, i used to be like that in the past, i didn't give a damn if people liked or disliked me, i must be like that again, the one girl that i loved (ex-girlfriend) hurt me really bad, she lied to me and cheated and told lied to the boy she was dating and told him how i was a "jerk" and "didn't care for her" and made up other lies, that hurt me really bad, because i truly loved her and remembered everything she told me and every memory good and bad, and had thoughts about the future and would overthink things, but i could sense things going downhill so i started getting less attached because i could see things wasn't going to workout, because i didn't want to get hurt, and it happened, now im trying to forget her, it's kind if difficult to do it, but one way i manage to do it is by telling myself "she's dead to me" "she's gone" "she was broken dreams and temporary" "she was a cheater" "she was a lier" "she didn't truly love you" "the girl will be meaningless in the future she won't exist in your life and if you ever come across her in the future she won't be a big impact in your life so forget her" "you will find a better girl who will trully love you and be very honest,loyal, and kind with you" and that helps a bit, but there are far more things i gotta do to completely erase her from my mind and memories, i will have to delete tik tok snapchat and instagram, all app's that i got just to see her which i think is useless and don't really need it. I will have to delete all notes i took on her and all account information noted, and delete data download files from my computer regarding her and all notes i took on her. I have to delete everything to forget her but i also think, what if i might need those notes in the future for something important, but i don't see anything important i might need in the future regarding her, I'll find a girl in the future who's family will like and approve of me.
This came on automatically after another one and I just said “mer? Oh mer...” like... damn. She’s been through so much and has come out so strong. I’m only on season 13, but damn she’s been through so much
Perhaps so. Emotions, sensitivity are the worst things.
I love being alone , Im away from Problems , No need to carr about the Problems , Far away from Problems , Lonely but don't have Problems , A Peacemind
This hits home..
I now know I am love and loved! I can confidently say that. If you would of asked me that 2-3 years ago I would of called you the liar. The journey to self love and true love is not all gravy by no means...once you figure out it was in you and there all along?? You may say well shit I wish I would of got the memo on this life. Damn, then you wake up older, wiser and stronger and you're like, "look how far I've come!!!!" There's always hope if you truly believe.💜
I always convinced myself that I’d be better off alone, not because I wanted to but because I didn’t want to hurt the one I came to love.. now I love somebody, put so much into loving them.. but I don’t know how this is going to end..
If you see this... you know who... know that I love you, no matter what... always and forever...
Alone is the best company,than to those who doesn't value your presence...
I cannot survive that kind of pain 💔
I felt all this deep💔🥺.
Meredith Grey ❤
Omg please tell me your still doing these I love this ❤️ great job instantly subbing
Well...there you have it....you said what's in my mind
this is amazing!
i feel this hard
Derek,
ReaLly like this audio,I ran away from love for a few years after 12years of a bad relationship. Because that way I couldn't get hurt anymore. I learned now with my current real the pain is worth it. I love love love you Derek. I miss u have a great day.
Filled with regrets,I'm still trying to survive from a break up that happened almost 20 years ago
Same here i don't want to fall in love then its not easy to be alone and it hurts a lot it remains as a scare💔
It can be very hard to.learn.being happy alone.. but ask.yourself these two.qs.. who are you with most the time.?. Who judges you the most?. If you answered yourself then thats all you WILL EVER NEED IN THIS LIFE.. and if you learn to treat yourself with love and respect then youll always be happy alone.. I've had an amazing journey in my 28 years and the growth ive accomplished the past year feels great.. it was hard at first like i spent countless nights laying in bed telling myself i.couldnt do.this this is to much pain.. but look at me im always alone well besides the fact my son is always with me but ofc im a mom so.thats normal but i have literally no friends i barely talk.to my family.. and im.okay with.that.. but of you're not ready for that then wait it out discover your true self everybody does things at their own pace. Thats all folks
I’ve always thought if i loved someone, and it fell apart, i might not make it. It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love, and then you don’t have it. What if you shape your life around it, and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain?
The truth is you have to look in the mirror too..how are you treating other people. Why they leave you alone. It is easier to blame them as a defence to your weak ego. But sometimes you need to change yourself and also forgive yourself and continue with new people as a better person. Learn something from the past but then forget about it and go on. Or maybe it is nobodys fault. You just tried to fit in with totally different people than you are. You need to find your soul group. Sometimes you don't even fit your family, you are born different.
Too hard to replace anyone to this gap
I tried to hide from pain. But I couldn't. Living alone is a not a bad option actually, this is the 21st century. World and society is changing.
Meredith Grey is the love of my life
What is the title of the piano song?
😭
What is the song
Well this is kinda old but i wanted to let you know that i used it~
Noooo but then he never cared
This is the weirdest stuff i ever heard. It's ridiculous, to even read this nonsense.