I am glad UA-cam is becoming a place where there is no judgement for body or looks. It thrives to be a platform for connection, love, acceptance and respect. Love you Sahini and kudos to conquering your fears. More power and love to you.
Jaa iccha korbe khaabe,it's ur life,ur body,u make it, u dnt order anyone to make it for you my mil kept body shaming me,now am 53,it has definitely affected me,so dnt bother,enjoy life,it's a gift frm god not humans
@@Feashts I think you look very beautiful ! N ur body is cute ! Bollywood is making a certain body type the norm, but women are beautiful when they r happy from inside !
Felt like I watched a feel good short film. Everything crafted measured. Content, camera angle, lighting, background sound all were astounding.U rewrote this platform is not to show one particular emotions, but real life.
oh my gosh. oh my gosh! You don't know how much this means to me. I make sure to write intentionally and well so it conveys something meaningful. Thank you
No judgement Sahini. Kolkata does it to us. I live in Kolkata,and have never felt confident when I need to travel. We hide behind books, excuses and overthink unnecessarily.i have now realised that No one really cares or remembers as they are too busy in their own heads and their own lives,insecurities, priorities and goals. So I started living freely,not thinking about what others maybe thinking of me. I try to dress well, order a new set of clothes 2 weeks before travel . Small steps. Keep going.
Such a nice video.... Im 36yrs old n have 2 kids (9yr & 3yr)....Im a post graduate in pharmacy but never got the opportunity to work... Im 36 n have not earned a penny till date... Im completely dependent on my husband... From childhood i always wanted to be financially independent but my husband doesn't want me to work... He doesn't respect my feelings understand my problems... I don't have freedom to go out alone.Putting in one phrase im like a robot n he has my remote. He is good at other things like taking us out on weekends and all but still I feel bad for not letting me live the way I want to... According to him men r superior over women n men need not respect women. I still choosento continue to live with him because I want my kids to get the love from both mother n father. From past 5years I have been doing many online courses to seek a work from home job which he would not mind me doing, but didn't find any till date. Hope one day I can live my life the way I want.
@@deepthipasupuleti9596 Hey, you can do many things online keep on learning from online courses and start posting from any social media platforms and be consistent you will definitely get your ways🙏
@@shalinibisht thank you so much for ur advise... Yes I have completed Internship in digital marketing n completed course in content writing and email marketing as well. Trying to find intern or fresher or entry level jobs. For practical experience I have created a Facebook business page and also planning to write a blog. But I don't get enough time with my kids. Planning to take tuitions for kids from my next building. Trying everything from my side.
you can see on fueler..i saw an opening related to newsletter writers.a profile on fueler would help you leaps and bounds.the community is also welcoming🎉
I can't fathom how women choose to live with a man who don't even see them as just another human being. I appreciate your determination of doing something of your own it's truly empowering and I hope you achieve it as well. Make sure your kids don't grow up with this idea of men being superior to women . I have been in a journey of success and failure .I am aware how words of our closed ones affect our mental health. Doesn't matter what you do if you don't get acknowledged and appreciated it feels truly demotivating.But with time I have accepted that if you want to achieve something do it for yourself and stop looking for validation. Just so you know you can do it.All the best.
Dear Sahini, I don't write well, but your video made me smile. Seems like I'm not alone. 10 days ahead of my 34th birthday (single), as I was reflecting on the last year, your video felt very relaxing and liberating from the chase, the rush of life.
As an almost 40 year old woman, I totaly got back in time to my 20s, travelling alone for the first time, then first international trip, ordering room service first time, taking a train to a new city in a new country all myself... how much I have forgotten how special all those firsts were !! Love this
I feel for you because i also do these same things. I deny myself opportunities because I don't look the right way or have the right clothes. We have to be kinder to ourselves!
She is so pure. I admire her so much. As me myself anxious and middle class Bangali girl from a very small city, with problematic household. I aspire to get out my fears and choosing myself 💖
Firstly, I'm so proud of you because you were brave enough go. Insecurities are a part of us but we can't let them define us. I genuinely think that you're a beautiful person 🤍✨
I am literally moved by this! I am a person who is also afraid of meeting new people and for that I blame myself that i am not good enough....this made me feel so much better!
FYI, a lot of people go through the fear of not belonging but never have the courage to express it. You just made me drop a tear. You are doing great, dear and millions of people love your authenticity and gentleness.... those are good qualities we seldomly see these days. I'm glad you took that trip. the next ones become easier
Sahini, I felt like I was listening to my feelings. You echoed some points that made me reflect deeply. I realize I am loving and enjoying my solitude and becoming a recluse. Post covid, I fear being judged - weight gain, don't like dressing up. I hope you have a joyful time.
It made me cry too. Dear Sahini, thank you for being so honest and pure and beautiful and putting bits and pieces of yourself here. I am so happy for you to achieve all the good things in life. Including your husband. God bless 🙏🏻
4 months later, 11:30 PM on a random Friday this video reached me in a time when i really needed it. It felt like a warm hug. It felt like a reflection of myself. I saw myself in you and seeing you do the small things that I want to be able to do and achieve eventually made me so proud of you and excited for myself too. Thank you for this video, it deeply touched my heart. Much love to you Sahini 💕💕
As someone with social anxiety and a big time overthinker , it gets really hard going out. Plus I am fat too. But things get better overtime, I started correcting thoughts and most importantly I believed myself. It was all a phase and eventually after I did scary things It was okay. So proud of you. All of need hugs and eventually we all learn and grow. Embrace the fears and the process. I promise youre more than worthy of everything gurl! ily
Dearest Sahini, I am wonderfully surprised at how much of myself I see in you because it is so rare that I find people like me. My fears, my insecurities, my particular anxieties have always been mine alone. So, to see this video (or should I say the gentlest-yet-tightest-of-hugs) made me feel quite a lot of things. I saw myself being fearful. For you? For me? Questions for later. I too tend to avoid meeting new people or go new places alone despite knowing that most often I have the best of experiences when I take the leap. The fear takes over and temporarily erases the past happy experiences making those memories fictitious. I know my brain needs proof that this is a totally safe thing that I am doing, and hence it is important that I take the leap. But this only adds to the pressure (from me, which is worse). So, watching this video and seeing you shine your kind light so beautifully makes me so so happy. It felt like I did all of those wonderful things for some reason. I feel like we were best friends in some other lifetime. I wish I could give you a hug, like the one you beautifully made for all of us. Please take my love from these words and give yourself my hug. You are a very beautiful soul, and I wish you nothing but happiness. I love you, Sahini. And, I am so proud of you, my friend from another lifetime.
Hello. Thank you for writing to me. "I know my brain needs proof that this is a totally safe thing that I am doing, and hence it is important that I take the leap. But this only adds to the pressure (from me, which is worse). " : this part, I completely understand you. I sometimes feel frustrated that it keeps repeating every time a new experience is about to happen, but I think practice makes perfect. I am reading all your lovely comments. And there are so many of us. I am happy that you think I have helped you in some way. It makes me so so happy
@@AWarmHug-bw3jm thank you for writing this. It helps me to make sense of my own feelings. People think I m an extrovert, little do they know it is my way for dealing with my fears and anxieties.
I have rarely left a comment but man this video hits home. You are an amazing storyteller. As someone born in the 90s, the social media wave just rushed through us and we started mindlessly consuming content in our teens and early 20s. It is now at 32, i am very conscious of the people i follow and the reasons i follow them for and you Sahini, are on top of the list. I am so glad to have found you. Thank you for your content and thank you for these very personal stories.
I don't know why you feel insecure, because when I see you all i see is a kind, happy little child who is living life slow and beautiful doing all that makes you happy, taking down time in a world which is moving nowhere so fast... Your inner innocence shines sooo bright 🌞❤ you're perfect the way you are, brave enough to just be you and accepting the simplicity of life... I know being an introvert and empath takes a toll on our mental health in a world of flashy things, but again that's what makes us so special ❤❤❤❤ So much love and power to you, as much as I enjoy your cooking, i think watching your videos always remind me that it's ok to take things one day at a time, everything doesn't have to be flashy.. life it still beautiful when it is calm, comfortable and slow... Thank you for constantly reminding us about it.. glad I made the right choice of going to the event, in the end the light from your soul shines brighter than your appearance... You are beautiful just the way you are ❤❤❤❤ much love to you!
seeing you be so candid about this process... brings tears to my eyes because i feel SO SEEN. im so shy and so anxious all the time, and i worry so much and im so afraid all the time.. but this. this feels so comforting. im taking steps in my life outside my comfort zone and it can be soo difficult. but everyday that we do something new, we grow. we grow.
Hi Sahini. I used to think that my fear of facing unknown places and unknown people would go away once I grew up, but it has only increased. I have always hated, feared rather, going out of my comfort zone. I was on the brink of rejecting a good opportunity until I saw your video and after watching it I'm gonna book the flight ticket now. So, thank you and I am sure it is going to be worth it, yes "I should go".
13:53 so what it was for me .. did I watch a youtube content creator video or the beautifully captured the real life with perfection and a small video of a middle class family life day with a fear and anxious and the best out of the world 🌎, you are the best you're out of this fake world . I don't know am I seeing myself or I'm seeing you as growing with simplicity ❤
Fear and insecurities are timeless. I struggle a lot with attending events and hanging out with friends simply because my weight is the first thing they notice, even when I was at my thinnest. I too am a Bengali girl living miles away from home, trying to make a life true to myself. Your content is both inspiring and heartwarming. I hope you stay true to yourself too. Godspeed Sahini
Your video was extremely relatable. I was always anxious to go out alone and be in a room full of strangers inspite of the most supportive husband and family ever. One day I just challenged myself to do it. Have never looked back after that. I love traveling alone now, I love exploring new cities and meeting new people. I dont care anymore about being judged. And as you summarised so well, everyone needs a hug, everyone is fighting their own insecurities. Love love love you for making this video. Love your courage❤ (shedding happy tears)
this video makes the Internet a better place❤️ you articulate complex emotions so beautifully! to be content is both being alone in a hotel room, making new friends and travelling alone, as well as the warm embrace of a loved one and their constant support and encouragement; there is no correct path
So glad I found this. I have the same fears but when I look at you I see that you are so sweet, understanding, intuitive and see nothing wrong but then when I see myself, I only saw my insecurities. I realise that people are judged for everything.. if you are too quiet, if you are loud, or whoever you are so it's alright. Those words have no meaning.
Usually I don't comment anywhere but after watching this video I'm feeling something and I don't know how to express this feeling in words. I'm not saying it's the best video I have ever seen but this video is something I need to hear or probably I want to say to myself. Hugs to you.
This is what I pay my internet bill for.. Wholesome, inspiring, comforting and motivating all at once. I'm an introvert, and I have always been afraid to meet strangers or make new connections. I am even afraid to complain to the waiter if there's something wrong with my food. This video makes me feel better and definitely boosts my confidence.... Thank you !!!
This is so relatable! I love how you capture the simplicity in everything and how this whole montage is filled with simple things; making it so special! Really hit home for me in terms of the travel anxiousness and question capabilities and meeting new people.
I just wanted to say how much I related to you when you shared about your feelings. It really resonated with me, and I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability. Your content always feels so genuine, and it’s comforting to know that I’m not alone in these feelings. Thank you for being so real-it means a lot.❤
Dear Sahini, Thank you for putting your thoughts out on UA-cam. I feel less lonely now after watching this. Lately I have been afraid to accept my body. I have zero friends and I spend most of the time inside my house doing chores and my office work. My parents and my expections don't match and the societal pressures often weigh me down and it feels heavy and constant fight. Thank you for giving the courage to keep moving and respecting yourself. Love you. xoxoxo
Hi Sahini! Watching this , I literally felt like I was seeing myself. A big big hug to you, thank you for making me realise that I am not alone in my insecurities. ❤
To be putting all those raw, chaotic, tangled thoughts and fears out there, talking about such profound but not talked about struggles feels like a breath of fresh air when all social media does is the otherwise. This is so so so beautiful. Please never stop doing what you love and expressing yourself. Please doubt yourself a little less coz, even if you don't, alot of people see how amazing and worthy you are ❤❤
Hi Sahini, Thanks for creating this vlog. It’s so comforting. I moved to a new country from India few years back and it has been a journey for me. Never faced anxiety back home. However after moving here I have faced anxiety, insecurity and didn’t have anyone to talk to. I take everyday as a challenge. I could relate and through your video I found out I’m not alone.
You always remind me my best friend. But you are like me too. I know how you feel - I feel the same way all the time. Anxiety is part of my character. But you are so much braver than I could ever be. I'm happy when I see your vlogs. You are... Normal. Not perfect, just normal, with all your fears, and happy things. And this is truly beautiful. I hope social media never changes you because persons like me need to know that they aren't alone. I'm sending you lot of hugs 💙💙💙
You are magical! This video was truly like a beautiful and wholesome shortfilm. Sahini you are so talented. I hope and pray that you realise how beautiful, awe-inspiring and amazing you truly are. Watching this video healed something in me...your fears as you showed them were so personal yet so universal...
Dear Sahini, thank you for being vulnerable with us. It was so wonderful seeing you push your boundaries and enjoy, explore life ❤️ Thank you again for taking us along :,))
Apki ye long form videos dekh k mann ko shanti aur sukoon milta hai❤ aise hi videos banatey rahiye..aap jab apni mani baat bata rahe to hume bhi lagta h ki hum alag nahi. Thank you aur apke husband bohot sweet h❤
Just stumbled upon this. I was and am on heavier side,I was always afraid of rejection because it is instilled in our heads growing up, anything less than perfect is not lovable As an adult you realized, what a lie it was ,all the way. I took my first flight to Kolkata, my first ever flight, my then boyfriend booked for me, I was working in Goa Slowly but surely, we fell in love and built the beautiful relationship we have today, we have married for 12 years now. A beautiful home with our little son, and this video brought back memories. As I turned 40 this July, a little wiser me, says yes often and our little insecurities are what makes us unique. Keep smiling beautiful girl ❤
Oh my god, I can't believe this video came to my UA-cam feed on the day before I turn 30. I was able to relate to you a 100%. Being a wallflower for most of my life, I have feared trying new things, meeting new people... I really know that growth comes only once you get out of your comfort zone, but never had the guts. I may not have achieved much compared to others of my age, but I am trying. I will be measuring my success based on my own metrics not on anyone else. And that is going to be my birthday wish and goal. Happy Birthday to me🥳🥳 and Thank you @Sahini Banerjee for this sweet video.
sahini... i love this video. nearly cried by the end of it, because i have the same insecurities as you and have only recently found that i can do hard things and handle feeling difficult emotions, like fear and shame. i wish you nothing but the best; i think you're beautiful inside and out. thank you for being so vulnerable and real.
This is such a realistic video. I like your content and am a huge fan, but this just bought me even more closer to being self confident , shunning your fears, and pursuing your goals. Thanks Sahini.
I really appreciate your honesty and simplicity. So many of us have similar insecurities but don’t find courage to face them. Thank you for sharing your story, it’s so inspiring.
I really resonated with your video since I’m battling the same insecurities. Thankyou for being real on UA-cam!! Right now we live in a world of unreal and toxic productivity. This needs to change.
i always love your storytelling so much so that i keep rewatching the long youtube videos of yours. i love how you rearranged the bed before leaving :) i love how this made me feel heard and safe and comforted. i am glad to exist in a time when you are creating content. i keep showing your page to my friends now and then. you are amazing!
This has been one of the most relatable contents I've come across in a while! Coming off age and being open to new things is such a different experience for each of us. Your content is so genuine and unique to who you are. I hope you get to discover more about yourself and life in general, as we all hope to 😊
Hi shahini ❤ It's a request.. please never stop creating videos .. you're just healing me on so many levels.. I see you as an elder sister and you're just validating me in many many ways.... I love you so much.. thankyou..❤
Hey there! I just turned 32 and am single. I've been struggling with feelings of insecurity due to being unemployed. It's tough to shake off the fear and overthinking at times. Though I know I have talents and skills, I can't help but feel down about myself. I believe it stems from childhood experiences of rejection and negative comments from teachers, classmates, and even my parents. Recently, I've decided to stop comparing myself to others because everyone is going through something and dealing with it. We all have different timelines! I'm just trying to appreciate my life and live in the moment rather than feeling isolated.
This video looks so real and unadulterated....love how you show your vulnerabilities and how so many of us can related with the same emotions which you go through
Dear Sahini, loved your blog today. Thank you for being so real with your fears and insecurities. Hey recognizing that is half the battle won. I wish my younger self did that😊 You are brave to be able to take that leap of faith and go on this trip. Your husband is an amazing support so leverage that to fly. You inspire so many people which is amazing..I wish you lots of love, peace and success.
So proud of you Sahani!! You make me feel so safe. I had tears in my eyes by the time this video ended. Pls don’t stop making videos. You give strength to lot of us.
Kudos to you on conquering your fears. Anxiety can be a bitch and I also suffer from it. However, you have a loving and supportive husband, and your videos are really touching. It's not always easy to talk about our vulnerabilities online. I hope you are getting professional help for that anxiety. It can really work wonders. Sending you love and all the support. ❤
rewatching this video after a month and heck i cried again. somewhere felt like your are telling my story in your words. you are so pure Sohini. much love ❤
Hi Sahini, you reminded me of my younger self when I was about to move out from my native place for studies. I believe this is the the story of each and every girl who faced the fear and then realized it was not that bad and even very exciting. From this comment I want to convey a msg to all who belittle themselves and undermine there skills. We have to take a leap of faith and then only we can come out of that fear and experience new things in life (some good and some bad as well). I thank you for sharing this video publicly and raise awareness about fears due to insecurities, that we have built in our own mind and generally seen in females more. Lots of love and power to you. Keep cooking and sharing. Rashmi
Being a housewife I always love your content, each one of us have fear ,those who overcome become winners like you. Just love the way you deliver the content. Hoping to see more.
So relatable; why do we allow others to judge/misjudge us? You are an inspiration, Sahini. So very proud of what you do! Way to go, girl- this is your first baby step in a world that is not always kind but you will find the resilience to overcome your fears; you have come so far and still have a long way to go & you will get there.....love & courage coming your way!
Some months down the line I know I'll have to be traveling alone since my better half is not from the same state and this video really has given me that boost of confidence as I'm such an introvert and come up with reasons to not do things.... n then I'm also conscious of being judged idk why but its some hidden fear....Thank You for this video, pure, raw and real❤
Your video gave me hope Sahini. I am in some ways very afraid of many things in life and been trying to work on it. Looking at your courage and how you have allowed yourself to do things that used to scare you not long ago, gives me hope that i can also push my boundaries. Cannot thank and appreciate you enough for being so real and vulnarable in todays world when all we see is glitter everywhere. Wish you the best love. You are changing lives:)
I've been going through a rough patch, life isn't treating me as well as I'd like it to, haha. I have been a regular viewer since last year, finding comfort and relatability as a fellow Bengali living in Delhi. This video hit close to home, thank you. Your cinematography and soft demeanour is reminiscent of an old slice-of-live anime. P.S : I sobbed like a baby as I watched your Midnight Cafe shorts. I have no idea why, but what started as moist eyes eventually turned into heaving sobs. Thank you for sharing your art with the rest of us.
Oh. I am so sorry you have been having such a hard time. I don't know what else to say. I can imagine how it might feel. I hope everything turns out well for you. lots of love to you lovely human
@@Feashts Thank you for taking time out of your busy day to reply! Ah well, feeling pain means I'm alive, I'm a lucky cat. I'm sure there are good times ahead. I wish you and all the other viewers a happy, happy life. Upwards and onwards, my friend. ^-^
I often have same insecurities.. but it’s about traveling to meet our families. I feel like if my husband accompanied me and my kids, it would all be better somehow. I missed out previously by not traveling home if he didn’t have any leaves or vacation days left, and then with Covid and stuff. 2023 was the first time I went with my kids and frankly, everything was fine. I handled airport fine, kids did fine, everyone asked about him but really enjoyed my and my kids’ company too.
Hi! I started watching your shorts by chance and I seem to navigate to them when I feel anxious/ or on the verge of having a panic attack. They make me feel calm so thank you for that. I think you should be immensely proud of yourself for feeling the fear and doing it anyways. Ordering room service might be nothing to a seasoned traveller however for someone who is fighting anxiety or some insecurity it’s a huge step to take- I think you should celebrate the fact that you are pushing yourself..
Her authenticity is a blessing to watch ❤ fresh breath of air ❤ infectiously encouraging ❤ any body would have bought pair of shoes but she decided to go with crocks on 🎉🎉🎉 thats doing what your heart contents ❤
I can’t tell you how much I felt this video. Every sentence, every word. I am something like you and I feel it’s okay to not be okay. Thank you for this ❤
Dearest Sahini, I was crying while watching you. Can't put into words what exactly was in my mind, but you broke something in me- something I was keeping hidden inside of me. Something i was hiding from myself- my real self. You reminded me that i am not being true to myself for the last few years, and to be myself again, i have to be brave enough to express myself- my real self, to embrace the vulnerabilities and to be me, unapologetically. You are really influencing people- just by being you, by being vulnerable, and being humane. And ofcourse, conveying that beautifully and brilliantly❤ Thank you❤ Keep growing. And know that you are doing a wonderful job
I want more of this. Not to say that you feel the need to document things and talk about your emotions all the time. It can get exhausting for you. Just that if you feel like making another one of these, don't hesitate to do so because it felt really nice watching this. It gave me perspective on some of my emotions. I think meeting, knowing and listening to other people opens us up to so many viewpoints. We don't have to necessarily agree to them, but at times, it compels you to think in a way you never thought of before. Not only that, you make memories and do things that you never thought of doing. You are beautiful. I loved listening to you, both your voice and your thoughts. Thank you :D
How can someone be so pure and beautiful....believe me didi, you have a great personality and most beautiful heart. I am only a college student...but I also have these types of insecurities like what people will say or think...but your video makes me believe that you can lead a beautiful life without thinking too much...thanks for the video Di
This is soooooo authentic and really it lifted that heaviness in my heart ❤️ thank you so much for being soooooo authentic. We all need content Creator like you
Mid video comment but Sahini dii, you got this!!!! You deserve every bit of recognition for the amount of effort you put in your content and you dont know this but you have helped me get out a super dark phase, something about your point of views in life helped me change my perspective. Its always the first time that seems hard and confused, you got this dii!!!!!
I do not know what was about this particular vlog, but there was this sense of calmness to it. Being an over anxious person myself, I could somewhat relate to what you tried put forth. But once you take that leap of faith it's liberating there after. Thank God and glad that you did this! Yes to many more such exoeriences❤
SHE IS JUST LOVE YAAR. cant tell how much relatable this videos is. Just know that someone who feels exactly like you is super proud of your personal achievements and looks up to you.
This video resonates with me so much. The thing about fear, I felt the same. It put smile on my face and I am so glad you are brave enough to put such honest videos out there despite of such hurdles. I want to see more of your long form videos. 🎉
This was so beautiful to watch. Perfectly written & completely honest. Thank you for letting us know how it truly feels to step out into the world. I hope you get comfortable in challenging yourself more - as I would hope for myself too. You got this 💛
This is so much relatable and validating in the sense that i'm not the only one who feels anxious and overthinks about traveling or new experiences. Also a reminder for me that no mater what my anxiety ridden brain tells me the other side of facing those small fears always feels so liberating.
This video made me feel everything I have been feeling lately. Not giving myself enough credits but learning to do so, it's such a slow process but atleast it is happening. I cannot begin to explain how relatable this is. I almost cried. Thank you for this. Lots of love and tight hugs to you. That's all.❤️
your videos evoke comfort, alike home everytimeeee and you can't even imagine how much influence you have in my journey thanks for being there:) stay blessed n safe bbg🤍
Absolutely loved this. I can relate to this so much. My first travel story, the insecurities and all the questions, could almost feel almost every emotion. For me this wasn't a vlog per se. It was a narrative of emotions and it made me smile. Thank you.
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I am glad UA-cam is becoming a place where there is no judgement for body or looks. It thrives to be a platform for connection, love, acceptance and respect. Love you Sahini and kudos to conquering your fears. More power and love to you.
@@priyankaraste yes thankfully youtube is not like instagram
It's because of people like you! Thank you for teaching me to stay positive! 🫂😭
@@priyankaraste I think it also has something to do with how she intentionally curates the community
Jaa iccha korbe khaabe,it's ur life,ur body,u make it, u dnt order anyone to make it for you my mil kept body shaming me,now am 53,it has definitely affected me,so dnt bother,enjoy life,it's a gift frm god not humans
@@Feashts I think you look very beautiful ! N ur body is cute ! Bollywood is making a certain body type the norm, but women are beautiful when they r happy from inside !
Story telling, voice over and music selection to the absolute perfection. Thanks for such a beautiful content.
Felt like I watched a feel good short film. Everything crafted measured. Content, camera angle, lighting, background sound all were astounding.U rewrote this platform is not to show one particular emotions, but real life.
oh my gosh. oh my gosh! You don't know how much this means to me. I make sure to write intentionally and well so it conveys something meaningful. Thank you
Yes this had all the ingredients of a short film. Normal struggles of a human being. Touched a nerve. ❤❤❤
Omg that's so true! This did feel like a short film. And I hope she creates sych videos more often
No judgement Sahini. Kolkata does it to us. I live in Kolkata,and have never felt confident when I need to travel. We hide behind books, excuses and overthink unnecessarily.i have now realised that No one really cares or remembers as they are too busy in their own heads and their own lives,insecurities, priorities and goals. So I started living freely,not thinking about what others maybe thinking of me. I try to dress well, order a new set of clothes 2 weeks before travel . Small steps. Keep going.
We do it to ourselves. Kolkata has nothing to do with it. We are human and it's okay to feel this way sometimes.
Such a nice video.... Im 36yrs old n have 2 kids (9yr & 3yr)....Im a post graduate in pharmacy but never got the opportunity to work... Im 36 n have not earned a penny till date... Im completely dependent on my husband... From childhood i always wanted to be financially independent but my husband doesn't want me to work... He doesn't respect my feelings understand my problems... I don't have freedom to go out alone.Putting in one phrase im like a robot n he has my remote. He is good at other things like taking us out on weekends and all but still I feel bad for not letting me live the way I want to... According to him men r superior over women n men need not respect women. I still choosento continue to live with him because I want my kids to get the love from both mother n father. From past 5years I have been doing many online courses to seek a work from home job which he would not mind me doing, but didn't find any till date. Hope one day I can live my life the way I want.
@@deepthipasupuleti9596 Hey, you can do many things online keep on learning from online courses and start posting from any social media platforms and be consistent you will definitely get your ways🙏
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I can't fathom how women choose to live with a man who don't even see them as just another human being. I appreciate your determination of doing something of your own it's truly empowering and I hope you achieve it as well. Make sure your kids don't grow up with this idea of men being superior to women . I have been in a journey of success and failure .I am aware how words of our closed ones affect our mental health. Doesn't matter what you do if you don't get acknowledged and appreciated it feels truly demotivating.But with time I have accepted that if you want to achieve something do it for yourself and stop looking for validation. Just so you know you can do it.All the best.
Dear Sahini, I don't write well, but your video made me smile. Seems like I'm not alone. 10 days ahead of my 34th birthday (single), as I was reflecting on the last year, your video felt very relaxing and liberating from the chase, the rush of life.
happy birthday
@@malinikundu2544 Thank you very much ❤️😇
Happy Birthday.
@@dysaniac3807 Thank you
Happy birthday ❤
As an almost 40 year old woman, I totaly got back in time to my 20s, travelling alone for the first time, then first international trip, ordering room service first time, taking a train to a new city in a new country all myself... how much I have forgotten how special all those firsts were !! Love this
I loved the last line - "Maybe coming of age happens at midnight, at a hotel room!"
Resonated so much with me!
I feel for you because i also do these same things. I deny myself opportunities because I don't look the right way or have the right clothes. We have to be kinder to ourselves!
She is so pure. I admire her so much. As me myself anxious and middle class Bangali girl from a very small city, with problematic household. I aspire to get out my fears and choosing myself 💖
Firstly, I'm so proud of you because you were brave enough go. Insecurities are a part of us but we can't let them define us. I genuinely think that you're a beautiful person 🤍✨
I am literally moved by this!
I am a person who is also afraid of meeting new people and for that I blame myself that i am not good enough....this made me feel so much better!
@@rishitarani2187 we will get through it :')
FYI, a lot of people go through the fear of not belonging but never have the courage to express it. You just made me drop a tear. You are doing great, dear and millions of people love your authenticity and gentleness.... those are good qualities we seldomly see these days. I'm glad you took that trip. the next ones become easier
Sahini, I felt like I was listening to my feelings. You echoed some points that made me reflect deeply. I realize I am loving and enjoying my solitude and becoming a recluse. Post covid, I fear being judged - weight gain, don't like dressing up. I hope you have a joyful time.
I don't know why i cried watching this....but it made me feel you were describing my feelings through your videos 😢
It made me cry too.
Dear Sahini, thank you for being so honest and pure and beautiful and putting bits and pieces of yourself here.
I am so happy for you to achieve all the good things in life. Including your husband. God bless 🙏🏻
4 months later, 11:30 PM on a random Friday this video reached me in a time when i really needed it. It felt like a warm hug. It felt like a reflection of myself. I saw myself in you and seeing you do the small things that I want to be able to do and achieve eventually made me so proud of you and excited for myself too. Thank you for this video, it deeply touched my heart. Much love to you Sahini 💕💕
As someone with social anxiety and a big time overthinker , it gets really hard going out. Plus I am fat too. But things get better overtime, I started correcting thoughts and most importantly I believed myself. It was all a phase and eventually after I did scary things It was okay. So proud of you. All of need hugs and eventually we all learn and grow. Embrace the fears and the process. I promise youre more than worthy of everything gurl! ily
Dearest Sahini, I am wonderfully surprised at how much of myself I see in you because it is so rare that I find people like me. My fears, my insecurities, my particular anxieties have always been mine alone. So, to see this video (or should I say the gentlest-yet-tightest-of-hugs) made me feel quite a lot of things. I saw myself being fearful. For you? For me? Questions for later. I too tend to avoid meeting new people or go new places alone despite knowing that most often I have the best of experiences when I take the leap. The fear takes over and temporarily erases the past happy experiences making those memories fictitious. I know my brain needs proof that this is a totally safe thing that I am doing, and hence it is important that I take the leap. But this only adds to the pressure (from me, which is worse). So, watching this video and seeing you shine your kind light so beautifully makes me so so happy. It felt like I did all of those wonderful things for some reason. I feel like we were best friends in some other lifetime. I wish I could give you a hug, like the one you beautifully made for all of us. Please take my love from these words and give yourself my hug. You are a very beautiful soul, and I wish you nothing but happiness. I love you, Sahini. And, I am so proud of you, my friend from another lifetime.
Hello. Thank you for writing to me. "I know my brain needs proof that this is a totally safe thing that I am doing, and hence it is important that I take the leap. But this only adds to the pressure (from me, which is worse). " : this part, I completely understand you. I sometimes feel frustrated that it keeps repeating every time a new experience is about to happen, but I think practice makes perfect. I am reading all your lovely comments. And there are so many of us. I am happy that you think I have helped you in some way. It makes me so so happy
@@Feashts 🥹🌻❤️
same. this video feels so personal, made me emotional🥺
@@AWarmHug-bw3jm thank you for writing this. It helps me to make sense of my own feelings. People think I m an extrovert, little do they know it is my way for dealing with my fears and anxieties.
@@s.s.m9936 🥹🫂🌻
I have rarely left a comment but man this video hits home. You are an amazing storyteller. As someone born in the 90s, the social media wave just rushed through us and we started mindlessly consuming content in our teens and early 20s. It is now at 32, i am very conscious of the people i follow and the reasons i follow them for and you Sahini, are on top of the list. I am so glad to have found you. Thank you for your content and thank you for these very personal stories.
I don't know why you feel insecure, because when I see you all i see is a kind, happy little child who is living life slow and beautiful doing all that makes you happy, taking down time in a world which is moving nowhere so fast... Your inner innocence shines sooo bright 🌞❤ you're perfect the way you are, brave enough to just be you and accepting the simplicity of life... I know being an introvert and empath takes a toll on our mental health in a world of flashy things, but again that's what makes us so special ❤❤❤❤
So much love and power to you, as much as I enjoy your cooking, i think watching your videos always remind me that it's ok to take things one day at a time, everything doesn't have to be flashy.. life it still beautiful when it is calm, comfortable and slow... Thank you for constantly reminding us about it.. glad I made the right choice of going to the event, in the end the light from your soul shines brighter than your appearance... You are beautiful just the way you are ❤❤❤❤ much love to you!
seeing you be so candid about this process... brings tears to my eyes because i feel SO SEEN. im so shy and so anxious all the time, and i worry so much and im so afraid all the time.. but this. this feels so comforting. im taking steps in my life outside my comfort zone and it can be soo difficult. but everyday that we do something new, we grow. we grow.
She has such a calming voice that can give a peaceful sleep. I dont usually watch long vlogs cause they bore me. This one is just amazing.
Hi Sahini. I used to think that my fear of facing unknown places and unknown people would go away once I grew up, but it has only increased. I have always hated, feared rather, going out of my comfort zone. I was on the brink of rejecting a good opportunity until I saw your video and after watching it I'm gonna book the flight ticket now. So, thank you and I am sure it is going to be worth it, yes "I should go".
13:53 so what it was for me .. did I watch a youtube content creator video or the beautifully captured the real life with perfection and a small video of a middle class family life day with a fear and anxious and the best out of the world 🌎, you are the best you're out of this fake world . I don't know am I seeing myself or I'm seeing you as growing with simplicity ❤
Fear and insecurities are timeless. I struggle a lot with attending events and hanging out with friends simply because my weight is the first thing they notice, even when I was at my thinnest. I too am a Bengali girl living miles away from home, trying to make a life true to myself. Your content is both inspiring and heartwarming. I hope you stay true to yourself too. Godspeed Sahini
thank you.
Your video was extremely relatable. I was always anxious to go out alone and be in a room full of strangers inspite of the most supportive husband and family ever. One day I just challenged myself to do it. Have never looked back after that. I love traveling alone now, I love exploring new cities and meeting new people. I dont care anymore about being judged. And as you summarised so well, everyone needs a hug, everyone is fighting their own insecurities. Love love love you for making this video. Love your courage❤ (shedding happy tears)
this video makes the Internet a better place❤️ you articulate complex emotions so beautifully! to be content is both being alone in a hotel room, making new friends and travelling alone, as well as the warm embrace of a loved one and their constant support and encouragement; there is no correct path
says the person who conveyed it just as beautifully. Thank you
So glad I found this. I have the same fears but when I look at you I see that you are so sweet, understanding, intuitive and see nothing wrong but then when I see myself, I only saw my insecurities. I realise that people are judged for everything.. if you are too quiet, if you are loud, or whoever you are so it's alright. Those words have no meaning.
Usually I don't comment anywhere but after watching this video I'm feeling something and I don't know how to express this feeling in words. I'm not saying it's the best video I have ever seen but this video is something I need to hear or probably I want to say to myself. Hugs to you.
This is what I pay my internet bill for.. Wholesome, inspiring, comforting and motivating all at once. I'm an introvert, and I have always been afraid to meet strangers or make new connections. I am even afraid to complain to the waiter if there's something wrong with my food. This video makes me feel better and definitely boosts my confidence.... Thank you !!!
This is so relatable! I love how you capture the simplicity in everything and how this whole montage is filled with simple things; making it so special! Really hit home for me in terms of the travel anxiousness and question capabilities and meeting new people.
I just wanted to say how much I related to you when you shared about your feelings. It really resonated with me, and I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability. Your content always feels so genuine, and it’s comforting to know that I’m not alone in these feelings. Thank you for being so real-it means a lot.❤
Dear Sahini,
Thank you for putting your thoughts out on UA-cam. I feel less lonely now after watching this. Lately I have been afraid to accept my body. I have zero friends and I spend most of the time inside my house doing chores and my office work. My parents and my expections don't match and the societal pressures often weigh me down and it feels heavy and constant fight. Thank you for giving the courage to keep moving and respecting yourself.
Love you. xoxoxo
You say you are shy but let me tell you, you express yourself more meaningfully than any extrovert could ever do ❤
Hi Sahini! Watching this , I literally felt like I was seeing myself. A big big hug to you, thank you for making me realise that I am not alone in my insecurities. ❤
This video healed parts of me that I didn’t know needed to be healed! In tears 🥺
To be putting all those raw, chaotic, tangled thoughts and fears out there, talking about such profound but not talked about struggles feels like a breath of fresh air when all social media does is the otherwise. This is so so so beautiful. Please never stop doing what you love and expressing yourself. Please doubt yourself a little less coz, even if you don't, alot of people see how amazing and worthy you are ❤❤
Hi Sahini,
Thanks for creating this vlog. It’s so comforting. I moved to a new country from India few years back and it has been a journey for me. Never faced anxiety back home. However after moving here I have faced anxiety, insecurity and didn’t have anyone to talk to. I take everyday as a challenge. I could relate and through your video I found out I’m not alone.
You always remind me my best friend. But you are like me too. I know how you feel - I feel the same way all the time. Anxiety is part of my character. But you are so much braver than I could ever be. I'm happy when I see your vlogs. You are... Normal. Not perfect, just normal, with all your fears, and happy things. And this is truly beautiful. I hope social media never changes you because persons like me need to know that they aren't alone. I'm sending you lot of hugs 💙💙💙
This is beautiful ❤
You are magical! This video was truly like a beautiful and wholesome shortfilm. Sahini you are so talented. I hope and pray that you realise how beautiful, awe-inspiring and amazing you truly are. Watching this video healed something in me...your fears as you showed them were so personal yet so universal...
Oh my god, this is the most wholesome thing I’ve ever watched. I just want to hug you 🥰
Why are you guys so cute and real? Feels good to see authenticity on social media. Keep being you. :)
Dear Sahini, thank you for being vulnerable with us. It was so wonderful seeing you push your boundaries and enjoy, explore life ❤️ Thank you again for taking us along :,))
This feels like a long warm hug. Truely.
Apki ye long form videos dekh k mann ko shanti aur sukoon milta hai❤ aise hi videos banatey rahiye..aap jab apni mani baat bata rahe to hume bhi lagta h ki hum alag nahi. Thank you aur apke husband bohot sweet h❤
Just stumbled upon this. I was and am on heavier side,I was always afraid of rejection because it is instilled in our heads growing up, anything less than perfect is not lovable
As an adult you realized, what a lie it was ,all the way.
I took my first flight to Kolkata, my first ever flight, my then boyfriend booked for me, I was working in Goa
Slowly but surely, we fell in love and built the beautiful relationship we have today, we have married for 12 years now. A beautiful home with our little son, and this video brought back memories.
As I turned 40 this July, a little wiser me, says yes often and our little insecurities are what makes us unique. Keep smiling beautiful girl ❤
Oh my god, I can't believe this video came to my UA-cam feed on the day before I turn 30. I was able to relate to you a 100%. Being a wallflower for most of my life, I have feared trying new things, meeting new people... I really know that growth comes only once you get out of your comfort zone, but never had the guts. I may not have achieved much compared to others of my age, but I am trying. I will be measuring my success based on my own metrics not on anyone else. And that is going to be my birthday wish and goal. Happy Birthday to me🥳🥳 and Thank you @Sahini Banerjee for this sweet video.
sahini... i love this video. nearly cried by the end of it, because i have the same insecurities as you and have only recently found that i can do hard things and handle feeling difficult emotions, like fear and shame. i wish you nothing but the best; i think you're beautiful inside and out. thank you for being so vulnerable and real.
This is such a realistic video. I like your content and am a huge fan, but this just bought me even more closer to being self confident , shunning your fears, and pursuing your goals. Thanks Sahini.
I really appreciate your honesty and simplicity. So many of us have similar insecurities but don’t find courage to face them. Thank you for sharing your story, it’s so inspiring.
This was so pure. Please never stop being you.
I really resonated with your video since I’m battling the same insecurities. Thankyou for being real on UA-cam!! Right now we live in a world of unreal and toxic productivity. This needs to change.
i always love your storytelling so much so that i keep rewatching the long youtube videos of yours. i love how you rearranged the bed before leaving :) i love how this made me feel heard and safe and comforted. i am glad to exist in a time when you are creating content. i keep showing your page to my friends now and then. you are amazing!
This has been one of the most relatable contents I've come across in a while! Coming off age and being open to new things is such a different experience for each of us. Your content is so genuine and unique to who you are. I hope you get to discover more about yourself and life in general, as we all hope to 😊
Something in me healed after watching this. Thank you, Sahini ♥️
Hi shahini ❤
It's a request.. please never stop creating videos ..
you're just healing me on so many levels..
I see you as an elder sister and you're just validating me in many many ways....
I love you so much.. thankyou..❤
Hey there! I just turned 32 and am single. I've been struggling with feelings of insecurity due to being unemployed. It's tough to shake off the fear and overthinking at times. Though I know I have talents and skills, I can't help but feel down about myself. I believe it stems from childhood experiences of rejection and negative comments from teachers, classmates, and even my parents. Recently, I've decided to stop comparing myself to others because everyone is going through something and dealing with it. We all have different timelines! I'm just trying to appreciate my life and live in the moment rather than feeling isolated.
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This video looks so real and unadulterated....love how you show your vulnerabilities and how so many of us can related with the same emotions which you go through
Dear Sahini, loved your blog today. Thank you for being so real with your fears and insecurities. Hey recognizing that is half the battle won. I wish my younger self did that😊 You are brave to be able to take that leap of faith and go on this trip. Your husband is an amazing support so leverage that to fly. You inspire so many people which is amazing..I wish you lots of love, peace and success.
So proud of you Sahani!! You make me feel so safe. I had tears in my eyes by the time this video ended. Pls don’t stop making videos.
You give strength to lot of us.
Kudos to you on conquering your fears. Anxiety can be a bitch and I also suffer from it. However, you have a loving and supportive husband, and your videos are really touching. It's not always easy to talk about our vulnerabilities online. I hope you are getting professional help for that anxiety. It can really work wonders. Sending you love and all the support. ❤
rewatching this video after a month and heck i cried again. somewhere felt like your are telling my story in your words. you are so pure Sohini. much love ❤
Talking on the phone to a stranger when you're not even at home is one of the most TERRIFYING things for me, I'm so proud you did that!
Right? I was very afraid
Hi Sahini, you reminded me of my younger self when I was about to move out from my native place for studies. I believe this is the the story of each and every girl who faced the fear and then realized it was not that bad and even very exciting. From this comment I want to convey a msg to all who belittle themselves and undermine there skills. We have to take a leap of faith and then only we can come out of that fear and experience new things in life (some good and some bad as well). I thank you for sharing this video publicly and raise awareness about fears due to insecurities, that we have built in our own mind and generally seen in females more. Lots of love and power to you. Keep cooking and sharing. Rashmi
Being a housewife I always love your content, each one of us have fear ,those who overcome become winners like you. Just love the way you deliver the content. Hoping to see more.
So relatable; why do we allow others to judge/misjudge us? You are an inspiration, Sahini. So very proud of what you do! Way to go, girl- this is your first baby step in a world that is not always kind but you will find the resilience to overcome your fears; you have come so far and still have a long way to go & you will get there.....love & courage coming your way!
This is cinematic. Beautiful. You are a true gem dear.
I am 6 minutes into the video and I already feel like crying. Such a heartfelt video.
Thank you for being you so that i can find courage to be me.( Coming of age @28. ) 🖐🏾
Some months down the line I know I'll have to be traveling alone since my better half is not from the same state and this video really has given me that boost of confidence as I'm such an introvert and come up with reasons to not do things.... n then I'm also conscious of being judged idk why but its some hidden fear....Thank You for this video, pure, raw and real❤
‘no one noticed by crocs’ I LOVED THIS VIDEO
Your video gave me hope Sahini. I am in some ways very afraid of many things in life and been trying to work on it. Looking at your courage and how you have allowed yourself to do things that used to scare you not long ago, gives me hope that i can also push my boundaries. Cannot thank and appreciate you enough for being so real and vulnarable in todays world when all we see is glitter everywhere. Wish you the best love. You are changing lives:)
I've been going through a rough patch, life isn't treating me as well as I'd like it to, haha. I have been a regular viewer since last year, finding comfort and relatability as a fellow Bengali living in Delhi. This video hit close to home, thank you. Your cinematography and soft demeanour is reminiscent of an old slice-of-live anime.
P.S : I sobbed like a baby as I watched your Midnight Cafe shorts. I have no idea why, but what started as moist eyes eventually turned into heaving sobs. Thank you for sharing your art with the rest of us.
Oh. I am so sorry you have been having such a hard time. I don't know what else to say. I can imagine how it might feel. I hope everything turns out well for you. lots of love to you lovely human
@@Feashts Thank you for taking time out of your busy day to reply! Ah well, feeling pain means I'm alive, I'm a lucky cat. I'm sure there are good times ahead. I wish you and all the other viewers a happy, happy life. Upwards and onwards, my friend. ^-^
Excellent content Sahini…your maturity in depicting the rawness of emotions is beyond praises…keep writing, keep creating and keep touching !
I often have same insecurities.. but it’s about traveling to meet our families. I feel like if my husband accompanied me and my kids, it would all be better somehow. I missed out previously by not traveling home if he didn’t have any leaves or vacation days left, and then with Covid and stuff. 2023 was the first time I went with my kids and frankly, everything was fine. I handled airport fine, kids did fine, everyone asked about him but really enjoyed my and my kids’ company too.
Hi! I started watching your shorts by chance and I seem to navigate to them when I feel anxious/ or on the verge of having a panic attack. They make me feel calm so thank you for that. I think you should be immensely proud of yourself for feeling the fear and doing it anyways. Ordering room service might be nothing to a seasoned traveller however for someone who is fighting anxiety or some insecurity it’s a huge step to take- I think you should celebrate the fact that you are pushing yourself..
Her authenticity is a blessing to watch ❤ fresh breath of air ❤ infectiously encouraging ❤ any body would have bought pair of shoes but she decided to go with crocks on 🎉🎉🎉 thats doing what your heart contents ❤
I can’t tell you how much I felt this video. Every sentence, every word. I am something like you and I feel it’s okay to not be okay.
Thank you for this ❤
tight hugs to you lovely human
Dearest Sahini,
I was crying while watching you. Can't put into words what exactly was in my mind, but you broke something in me- something I was keeping hidden inside of me. Something i was hiding from myself- my real self.
You reminded me that i am not being true to myself for the last few years, and to be myself again, i have to be brave enough to express myself- my real self, to embrace the vulnerabilities and to be me, unapologetically.
You are really influencing people- just by being you, by being vulnerable, and being humane. And ofcourse, conveying that beautifully and brilliantly❤
Thank you❤
Keep growing. And know that you are doing a wonderful job
Same! 🥹💯🙌🏼🫶🏼💞
I want more of this. Not to say that you feel the need to document things and talk about your emotions all the time. It can get exhausting for you. Just that if you feel like making another one of these, don't hesitate to do so because it felt really nice watching this. It gave me perspective on some of my emotions. I think meeting, knowing and listening to other people opens us up to so many viewpoints. We don't have to necessarily agree to them, but at times, it compels you to think in a way you never thought of before. Not only that, you make memories and do things that you never thought of doing. You are beautiful. I loved listening to you, both your voice and your thoughts. Thank you :D
How can someone be so pure and beautiful....believe me didi, you have a great personality and most beautiful heart. I am only a college student...but I also have these types of insecurities like what people will say or think...but your video makes me believe that you can lead a beautiful life without thinking too much...thanks for the video Di
This is soooooo authentic and really it lifted that heaviness in my heart ❤️ thank you so much for being soooooo authentic. We all need content Creator like you
Might be superficial but it is relatable. So relatable
Your words feels comforting! I'm only 19 and I feel insecure sometimes, it feels okay while watching your videos.
And you are too cute! 🌿
Mid video comment but Sahini dii, you got this!!!! You deserve every bit of recognition for the amount of effort you put in your content and you dont know this but you have helped me get out a super dark phase, something about your point of views in life helped me change my perspective. Its always the first time that seems hard and confused, you got this dii!!!!!
I do not know what was about this particular vlog, but there was this sense of calmness to it. Being an over anxious person myself, I could somewhat relate to what you tried put forth. But once you take that leap of faith it's liberating there after. Thank God and glad that you did this! Yes to many more such exoeriences❤
SHE IS JUST LOVE YAAR. cant tell how much relatable this videos is. Just know that someone who feels exactly like you is super proud of your personal achievements and looks up to you.
This video resonates with me so much. The thing about fear, I felt the same.
It put smile on my face and I am so glad you are brave enough to put such honest videos out there despite of such hurdles.
I want to see more of your long form videos. 🎉
You're absolutely GORGEOUS! Loved the softness and steadiness this video brought. You're doing amazing
This is the most beautiful thing I’ve watched in a long, long time❤ I struggle profusely with social anxiety and this felt like a warm hug.
You are beautiful inside out. Just the fact of you talking about your insecurities and then working through it with such calmness is ❤
This is one of the most wholesome videos I have come across in a while! Lots of love to you ❤
I love your videos so much. When I feel alone in the world despite having so many people around me, I find such comfort in your videos.
This video happens to be one of the best ones i have viewed on youtube over the years❤ comforting under the guise of less talked about self-loathing❤
This was so beautiful to watch. Perfectly written & completely honest. Thank you for letting us know how it truly feels to step out into the world. I hope you get comfortable in challenging yourself more - as I would hope for myself too. You got this 💛
This is so much relatable and validating in the sense that i'm not the only one who feels anxious and overthinks about traveling or new experiences. Also a reminder for me that no mater what my anxiety ridden brain tells me the other side of facing those small fears always feels so liberating.
This video made me feel everything I have been feeling lately. Not giving myself enough credits but learning to do so, it's such a slow process but atleast it is happening. I cannot begin to explain how relatable this is. I almost cried. Thank you for this. Lots of love and tight hugs to you. That's all.❤️
One of the best videos I watched. Raw and straight out from the heart!❤
Kudos to you girl & to all of us.
your videos evoke comfort, alike home everytimeeee and you can't even imagine how much influence you have in my journey
thanks for being there:)
stay blessed n safe bbg🤍
Absolutely loved this. I can relate to this so much. My first travel story, the insecurities and all the questions, could almost feel almost every emotion. For me this wasn't a vlog per se. It was a narrative of emotions and it made me smile. Thank you.