@Casper Wijnmaalen thank u so much for ur concerns, I'm okay now but it just gets really bad someontime,and I like don't feel like living.im only 13 and none is taking me seriously ,so that doesn't help,but I'm getting better .I try to do it day by day :)
@Casper Wijnmaalen thank u, I've been battling if I should tell an online stranger my struggles (no offense) and I'm kinda desperate rn,I just came back from school and had a really bad day.this guy has been bugging non stop since I moved here ,and it really getting to me,it got to me before but he all ways play the victim when I confront him or try to talk to him.i just locked my self in my room ,I wish I could just hit the reset but ,and never move to this stupid place
idk if u still feeling the same now, but i understand u, i know how it feels, be everything but culdnt be free to be yourself, it is life, but dead dont feel better cuz you'll lose the opportunity to be, even if the way is hard yo have the opportunity to be yoursefl in this life, you've the opportunity to fight for your freedom for your peace, for love... i love u, i dont know u bue i love u, you are not alone.
@sleepy • 16 years ago idk if u still feeling the same now, but i understand u, i know how it feels, be everything but culdnt be free to be yourself, it is life, but dead dont feel better cuz you'll lose the opportunity to be, even if the way is hard yo have the opportunity to be yoursefl in this life, you've the opportunity to fight for your freedom for your peace, for love... i love u, i dont know u bue i love u, you are not alone.
@Jaidyn Isom idk if u still feeling the same now, but i understand u, i know how it feels, be everything but culdnt be free to be yourself, it is life, but dead dont feel better cuz you'll lose the opportunity to be, even if the way is hard yo have the opportunity to be yoursefl in this life, you've the opportunity to fight for your freedom for your peace, for love... i love u, i dont know u bue i love u, you are not alone.
it’s ok to cry. it’s ok to be sad. it’s ok to be afraid. it’s ok to not be ok. but always remember; you are loved you are worth it you are precious you are perfect just the way you are; and i love you.
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
man it’s so difficult to feel sad anymore. To feel happy is even more of a challenge. I wanna cry all the time, just let it all out. But I’ve gotten to the point where I’m so exhausted and drained that it takes so much out of me to shed a tear. so instead I just sit there alone in the dark, contemplating life itself. I’m failing all my classes, my parents are disappointed in me. I only have one real friend and even then I still think he’ll leave me just like the rest. I can’t handle a relationship at all because I’ve lost the ability to love, to care, to feel really. It’s depressing. And it’s gotten to this point right here where I’m releasing my thoughts into a comment section of a song I love. I’m so tired, bro. I’m so sorry for the people that I’ve lost because In the end it was my fault. I mess everything up. Honestly. :/
Hey, stop. you are not messing everything up, things take time and I am proud of you at whatever stage you are. It`s okay not to feel anything, you are alive after all. I love you and I hope things get better, and they will. Upwards and onwards my bro, put yourself out there you got this! Failing your classes? Start working. Can`t love? Start reaching out. Motion before emotion, you don`t have to be amazingly good to start with but be proud of yourself for starting. And if you say "why would a random person love me, just remember if people can hate for no reason, I can love for no reason". I love you and take it a day at a time.
It'll be ok, trust me... I absolutely understand how you feel because if I didn't I wouldn't be here listening to this song, would I? I hope things are okay now, 9 months since you posted this... love you, and thank you if you're still here with us
Imagine, sitting outside on a summer night, the winds blowing, you’re with the love of your life, your best friend, your brother, sister, whoever you’re closest to. You’re sharing a blunt, and you’re playing this song. And suddenly everything is slow, and all you are responsible for in that moment is existing. Nothing more. Imagine the peace that would bring.
Lyrics for my lovelies: "Someway, baby, it's part of me, apart from me" You're laying waste to Halloween You fucked it friend, it's on its head, it struck the street You're in Milwaukee, off your feet And at once, I knew I was not magnificent Strayed above the highway aisle Jagged vacance, thick with ice But I could see for miles, miles, miles 3rd and Lake, it burnt away, the hallway Was where we learned to celebrate Automatic bought the years you'd talk for me That night you played me Lip Parade Not the needle, nor the thread, the lost decree Saying nothing, that's enough for me And at once, I knew I was not magnificent Hulled far from the highway aisle Jagged vacance, thick with ice But I could see for miles, miles, miles Christmas night, it clutched the light, the hallow bright Above my brother, I and tangled spines We smoked the screen to make it what it was to be Now to know it in my memory And at once, I knew I was not magnificent High above the highway aisle Jagged vacance, thick with ice But I could see for miles, miles, miles
One of my favorite lines in any song ever will be “saying nothing, that’s enough for me.” It reminds me of someone very special in my life; someone that doesn’t need words to know that I’m feeling down. They can just see it, and comfort me when no one else will or can. I hope we can all have someone like that in our lives. To those who feel like no one is there for you, trust me- you will find a person who loves you and can read you like a book. Just remember this; if you take your own life, or if you’re thinking about it, you’ll never see the day you meet them. I love you all ❤️
I wish i could peacefully go, like just closing my eyes and never opening them again. I would feel no pain, no sadness, no fear, no anxiety, no nothing. Sounds kinda peaceful huh?
hey love, I hope ur doing better now but it will get better, it may take time but someday u will feel truly happy and I hope that day is soon. always remember that u matter, ilu hope u have a nice day and a wonderful life
I listened to Bon Iver all the time as a kid, and still listen to him now. So for me his music is nostalgic but in a melancholy distant sort of way. Thanks for making such beautiful edits, it feels like the songs have grown up with me
just imagine listening to this, on top of a high place,looking over your town. the warm sunset on your skin, the gentle breeze going through your hair. being at peace. alone, with yourself. the smell of the fresh air, and the sound of birds chirping around you.
lately I've developed severe BDD & EDs and I'm honestly desperate, I don't know what to do to stop thinking about body image & food all the time. Listening to this song made me forget for a little while.
i’d like to say i hurt myself, i know things are bad for me i know certain people are bad for me but time and time again i go back to those things because they feel like home. I wonder why i do that to myself i think it’s because i accept the love i think i deserve, but then again i don’t deserve much. one day i’d hope to wake up and i know i am actually loved and wanted, all i really want is to be appreciated. maybe one day it’ll happen, i hope it’s soon.
@@2th3stars i wanna bet it will, i appreciate you and you dont even know me. so it will come, i promise. if it doesnt i will give you permission to come slap me
I am not depressed, but I do hit myself on purpose and I know that I am not okay, but it's not that I can't get myself to do anything. I'll go from being happy to wanna die. I just can't really explain it.
Looking at these comments I realise the support strangers can give all because they have been through the same thing one is currently going through. Big loving hugs to the great side of the internet we save lives this way ;)
Been thinking of this song a lot lately. Makes me feel a little something. Not sure if it’’s regret, sadness, or something else, but its better than feeling indifferent.
Tomorrow is my grandfathers funeral.. I’m literally laying in the same bed he used to lay in right now as I type this comment. Flew all the way from London to Poland to visit my family and pay my respects to my grandpa. We never ended things on a good note… we haven’t spoken in three years and left things on a bad note. I miss him and I wish I had a chance to resolve things with him before his passing, especially right before Christmas. I’m sending my love to all of you out there and a Happy New Year with more positivity than ever. ❤️
I lost my best friend to suicide 6 years ago. I never stop thinking about him. RIP To the people who feel like they have nowhere to go, I'm begging you please don't end your life. You're life is so precious. You are worth something even if you think your not. YOU BELONG ON THIS EARTH!! Everyone belongs on this earth. Just So you know I personally love you whoever you are who needs to feel loved. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
The lights went out and me and my family went up to the terrace because of the heat. It was one of those nights when the sky was clear. Quietness of the silent night felt heavy. Mom talked about the girl next door getting married. I took out my headphones and switched on my phone. Thank the lord its charged. Surfed through spotify playlist and put this song on. I laid on my back and looked up at the sky. I was in peace. Happy i felt, surrounded with people who loved me.
i got ready without crying, i ate without throwing up 10 minuets later, and i drank something without gagging from the feeling of it flowing down my throat.. and no one noticed..
@@joecurran2636this is not a very nice comment. Want a medal for being ignorant and disrespectful, here, u earned it. Make peace and respectful intentions not hate comments..
No please keep going i know this wont really help but people love you maybe not around you but they do.you're worth it live your life for you ,do the things you want , love yourself , you'll be happy soon find this happiness please try and be strong for yourself not for People please please
i cry everyday no one love me . my friend hate me . i feel lonley . i am alone . everyday i go to bed after school and i just listen to music and cry . everyone think im alright because i can put a smile and no one appreaciate me for what i do . i always give people what they want and love them . but no one loves me back . why ? . why ? :( :( no one love .
does anyone else miss the person they really love and talked all the time abt everything but suddenly one day you barely text and it seems like that person is slowly drifting away from you but you don't want them to go bc you've never felt like this for anyone and you don't want it to go away bc if it does you'll lose yourself and wont be the same without her. but she doesn't know how much you love her and she thinks you hate her but you don't and she doesn't realize it but you want to tell her how much she means to you but your scared to tell her. and when you talk to her you start to cry bc she's found someone and she really likes him your really happy for her but not at the same time because you don't want him to break her heart bc she deserves the world and to be happy....just me? *im sorry i wrote a lot but i needed to say it:(*
@@marcelomatos7015 bem eu não estou , mas nunca dura pra sempre! Não se esqueça de pensar e respirar fundo sempre! Descansa e depois continua ! Caso você queira desabafar ou sei la, o minimo que não seja absurdo para dois desconhecidos kkk , to aqui
I beat myself up with words to make myself stop crying it hurts it really does I just don't want to cry in front of my family or anyone I love I don't want them to see what's wrong with me I don't want them to ask what's wrong with me because if they do I know I would start crying and choke on my words.
reality is bitter, yes... it is. fear hides in the heart of those who truly love, and between both sides, one will be hurt, and have their traumas exposed again. It is always the one who tied himself with ropes of dependence on a mere mortal being, vulnerable to failure. Giving him your heart and not being reciprocated, is like being hit by arrows inflamed with a poison that kills little by little, in real life you lose your hunger, your sleep, your physical and mental capabilities, your sanity, and finally your reason of still being alive. Is love really worth it? maybe the right way. Is love worth a few bruises on your wrists? a troubled mind and an exhausted heart? No, but I'm not the one who decides that. -rakell
Your skin is not a paper,don't cut it Your face is not a mask,don't cover it Your size is not a book, don't judge it Your life is not a film,don't end it Your neck is not a skirt,don't hang it Your heart isn't a door,don't lock it! Don't hurt yourself because of a girl/boy,someone will always will be with you. Life isn't a joke.We need to appreciate it, even if it's hard.
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ily thank u for all of these
welp... that hurt
Bon iver hits different man..
Yesssssss
Fr
Literally and so underrated too :/
fr I love all of the songs, they make me feel some type of way.
these kind of songs calm me down.
Same,l feel like dying to it
@Casper Wijnmaalen thank u so much for ur concerns, I'm okay now but it just gets really bad someontime,and I like don't feel like living.im only 13 and none is taking me seriously ,so that doesn't help,but I'm getting better .I try to do it day by day :)
@Casper Wijnmaalen thank u, I've been battling if I should tell an online stranger my struggles (no offense) and I'm kinda desperate rn,I just came back from school and had a really bad day.this guy has been bugging non stop since I moved here ,and it really getting to me,it got to me before but he all ways play the victim when I confront him or try to talk to him.i just locked my self in my room ,I wish I could just hit the reset but ,and never move to this stupid place
Doctor: you have 6 minutes and 41 seconds to live
Me:
i would spend those 6 mins tryna find a song xD
Finally that comment fits correctly❤️
@@tiagoizaguirre8837 HQHQHQH
Bahaha
I don't want to die but I don't want to be here. I just want to disappear from existence and go somewhere else other than here :,)
@ROXY PENE YESSS
I’m in the same boat and I don’t know where to paddle to.
idk if u still feeling the same now, but i understand u, i know how it feels, be everything but culdnt be free to be yourself, it is life, but dead dont feel better cuz you'll lose the opportunity to be, even if the way is hard yo have the opportunity to be yoursefl in this life, you've the opportunity to fight for your freedom for your peace, for love... i love u, i dont know u bue i love u, you are not alone.
@sleepy • 16 years ago idk if u still feeling the same now, but i understand u, i know how it feels, be everything but culdnt be free to be yourself, it is life, but dead dont feel better cuz you'll lose the opportunity to be, even if the way is hard yo have the opportunity to be yoursefl in this life, you've the opportunity to fight for your freedom for your peace, for love... i love u, i dont know u bue i love u, you are not alone.
@Jaidyn Isom idk if u still feeling the same now, but i understand u, i know how it feels, be everything but culdnt be free to be yourself, it is life, but dead dont feel better cuz you'll lose the opportunity to be, even if the way is hard yo have the opportunity to be yoursefl in this life, you've the opportunity to fight for your freedom for your peace, for love... i love u, i dont know u bue i love u, you are not alone.
it’s ok to cry.
it’s ok to be sad.
it’s ok to be afraid.
it’s ok to not be ok.
but always remember;
you are loved
you are worth it
you are precious
you are perfect just the way you are;
and i love you.
thank you so much for this! i love you too
i have been going through so mush you dont know how much this helped thank you
you don’t even know but you probably saved a lot of people with just this comment
no u don't lol, but thanks
I love you you are a good person 3>
“and at once i knew i was not magnificent” hits me every single time
i can’t even comprehend the beauty of this song like it’s too good
I wish I could dream forever. So much better than real life.
I lve you
saying nothing, that's enough for me
Sometimes I want to feel sad, I've felt it before. It's just harder now
i just need slowed songs in my life, nothing more...
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
thank you so much! I also hope you're doing well
Ily. I am so thankful 💙
This really made me tear up 🥺❤️ thanks
Thank you, sincerely
lmfao becho I keep seeing you everywhere, thank you, ilysm and I wish the best for your life
man it’s so difficult to feel sad anymore. To feel happy is even more of a challenge. I wanna cry all the time, just let it all out. But I’ve gotten to the point where I’m so exhausted and drained that it takes so much out of me to shed a tear. so instead I just sit there alone in the dark, contemplating life itself. I’m failing all my classes, my parents are disappointed in me. I only have one real friend and even then I still think he’ll leave me just like the rest. I can’t handle a relationship at all because I’ve lost the ability to love, to care, to feel really. It’s depressing. And it’s gotten to this point right here where I’m releasing my thoughts into a comment section of a song I love. I’m so tired, bro. I’m so sorry for the people that I’ve lost because In the end it was my fault. I mess everything up. Honestly. :/
Hey, stop. you are not messing everything up, things take time and I am proud of you at whatever stage you are. It`s okay not to feel anything, you are alive after all. I love you and I hope things get better, and they will. Upwards and onwards my bro, put yourself out there you got this! Failing your classes? Start working. Can`t love? Start reaching out. Motion before emotion, you don`t have to be amazingly good to start with but be proud of yourself for starting. And if you say "why would a random person love me, just remember if people can hate for no reason, I can love for no reason". I love you and take it a day at a time.
heyy.. are you doing better? I just wanted you to know that you are not alone ♡
if you'd stop drowning in self pity and do something all this wouldnt be your fault
It'll be ok, trust me... I absolutely understand how you feel because if I didn't I wouldn't be here listening to this song, would I? I hope things are okay now, 9 months since you posted this... love you, and thank you if you're still here with us
@@a4h426 wow so caring
hearing this hurts me but calms me at the same time. :(
Imagine, sitting outside on a summer night, the winds blowing, you’re with the love of your life, your best friend, your brother, sister, whoever you’re closest to. You’re sharing a blunt, and you’re playing this song. And suddenly everything is slow, and all you are responsible for in that moment is existing. Nothing more. Imagine the peace that would bring.
i want this to be the last song i listen to before i die
Lyrics for my lovelies:
"Someway, baby, it's part of me, apart from me"
You're laying waste to Halloween
You fucked it friend, it's on its head, it struck the street
You're in Milwaukee, off your feet
And at once, I knew I was not magnificent
Strayed above the highway aisle
Jagged vacance, thick with ice
But I could see for miles, miles, miles
3rd and Lake, it burnt away, the hallway
Was where we learned to celebrate
Automatic bought the years you'd talk for me
That night you played me Lip Parade
Not the needle, nor the thread, the lost decree
Saying nothing, that's enough for me
And at once, I knew I was not magnificent
Hulled far from the highway aisle
Jagged vacance, thick with ice
But I could see for miles, miles, miles
Christmas night, it clutched the light, the hallow bright
Above my brother, I and tangled spines
We smoked the screen to make it what it was to be
Now to know it in my memory
And at once, I knew I was not magnificent
High above the highway aisle
Jagged vacance, thick with ice
But I could see for miles, miles, miles
This song is unbelievably beautiful
One of my favorite lines in any song ever will be “saying nothing, that’s enough for me.” It reminds me of someone very special in my life; someone that doesn’t need words to know that I’m feeling down. They can just see it, and comfort me when no one else will or can. I hope we can all have someone like that in our lives. To those who feel like no one is there for you, trust me- you will find a person who loves you and can read you like a book. Just remember this; if you take your own life, or if you’re thinking about it, you’ll never see the day you meet them. I love you all ❤️
I wish i could peacefully go, like just closing my eyes and never opening them again. I would feel no pain, no sadness, no fear, no anxiety, no nothing. Sounds kinda peaceful huh?
hey love, I hope ur doing better now but it will get better, it may take time but someday u will feel truly happy and I hope that day is soon. always remember that u matter, ilu hope u have a nice day and a wonderful life
I heard this song for the first time and i'm in love with this song makes me cry everytime I listen to it♥️
somebody needs to hug lustry :(
I listened to Bon Iver all the time as a kid, and still listen to him now. So for me his music is nostalgic but in a melancholy distant sort of way. Thanks for making such beautiful edits, it feels like the songs have grown up with me
ayo Memento Mori
same here !
just imagine listening to this, on top of a high place,looking over your town. the warm sunset on your skin, the gentle breeze going through your hair. being at peace. alone, with yourself. the smell of the fresh air, and the sound of birds chirping around you.
lately I've developed severe BDD & EDs and I'm honestly desperate, I don't know what to do to stop thinking about body image & food all the time. Listening to this song made me forget for a little while.
how did they hurt you?
you can trust me love,
talk to me
the fact no one trusts me to say their story 😀.
i’d like to say i hurt myself, i know things are bad for me i know certain people are bad for me but time and time again i go back to those things because they feel like home. I wonder why i do that to myself i think it’s because i accept the love i think i deserve, but then again i don’t deserve much. one day i’d hope to wake up and i know i am actually loved and wanted, all i really want is to be appreciated. maybe one day it’ll happen, i hope it’s soon.
@@2th3stars i wanna bet it will, i appreciate you and you dont even know me. so it will come, i promise. if it doesnt i will give you permission to come slap me
@@0hg33z8 haha thank you and okay :)
@@2th3stars im proud of you, remember that luv.
"And at once I knew, I was not magnificent"
and now I have to fight my demons alone..again
lets go fight those demons together 🤜👹
@@tiramis0up can i help? :]
@@arisafari3643 sureee we will fight those demons insides y'all heads 👹🤛
You’re not alone:)
Lemme join! We'll fight together!
I am not depressed, but I do hit myself on purpose and I know that I am not okay, but it's not that I can't get myself to do anything. I'll go from being happy to wanna die. I just can't really explain it.
Bpd (Bipolar disorder) or mpd (multiple personality disorder)
@@imastoner3137 Yeah, so I found out that it's my add ( Attention Deficit Disorder) one of the symptoms are mood swings
justin vernon will forever be one of the greatest musicians of all time
its ok bby you can cry . let it out , and always know you are loved beyond words .
Looking at these comments I realise the support strangers can give all because they have been through the same thing one is currently going through. Big loving hugs to the great side of the internet we save lives this way ;)
It unlocks the memories the past when u stop to think of it for a moment and the smile comes on
after months of trying to get after one person, i found my soulmate through the journey.
I hear this almost everyday, I love this and I will love this forever thanks you so much for THIS version. Please don't delete this masterpiece.
Been thinking of this song a lot lately. Makes me feel a little something. Not sure if it’’s regret, sadness, or something else, but its better than feeling indifferent.
These are so beautiful and calming tysm for making these they have helped me a lot- the sound and melody🥰🥺🥺🥺
This is beautiful. Songs Like these make me feel what I’m truly feeling, and it’s nice to feel something, thank you.
Tomorrow is my grandfathers funeral.. I’m literally laying in the same bed he used to lay in right now as I type this comment. Flew all the way from London to Poland to visit my family and pay my respects to my grandpa. We never ended things on a good note… we haven’t spoken in three years and left things on a bad note. I miss him and I wish I had a chance to resolve things with him before his passing, especially right before Christmas. I’m sending my love to all of you out there and a Happy New Year with more positivity than ever. ❤️
This makes me think that one day , just maybe one day i'll be able to just look at the rain with my soulmate and just be.
Fell sleepy when hearing this😌 so calm and chill
The lyrics really hit different when its 2 days till christmas
It’s 2 months later, but for some reason I completely understand that feeling:,)
It is the best slow and reverb version of this song.Thank you for this.It helps
Dude I've been searching for a slowed reverb version of this song for ages I just knew it would sound mind taking thanks so much Lustry!
ty for making these
2:09 tell me while I’m chilling to the music I hear “Chiiiiiiicken biiits ‘nd stick of buuuutter”
STOPSGDFS I CAN'T UNHEAR IT AHAHSHDIDJ
I hate you for this 😃
I lost my best friend to suicide 6 years ago. I never stop thinking about him. RIP
To the people who feel like they have nowhere to go, I'm begging you please don't end your life. You're life is so precious. You are worth something even if you think your not. YOU BELONG ON THIS EARTH!! Everyone belongs on this earth. Just So you know I personally love you whoever you are who needs to feel loved. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
This channel never disappoints
she was my best friend, and she just left, she’s laughing partying enjoying life, while i think it’s my fault no one can stay
Your channel is a godsend.❤️
Wow this helped me to curl up and cry like a baby, thanks!
Why does it hurt so much? My heart is aching, it hurts, i just want to close my eyes, and never feel any pain or fear again.
ya, me to
Same here..but don't worry, I promise there will be a day where u WILL get rest!
nunca vi um garoto escutar musicas assim
The lights went out and me and my family went up to the terrace because of the heat. It was one of those nights when the sky was clear. Quietness of the silent night felt heavy. Mom talked about the girl next door getting married. I took out my headphones and switched on my phone. Thank the lord its charged. Surfed through spotify playlist and put this song on. I laid on my back and looked up at the sky. I was in peace. Happy i felt, surrounded with people who loved me.
This song is so beautiful
A beautiful piece made magnificently
Congratz on 200 k
Thank you
бесконечно влюблена в твои работы🤍
i got ready without crying, i ate without throwing up 10 minuets later, and i drank something without gagging from the feeling of it flowing down my throat.. and no one noticed..
I am so proud of you :)
@@amyablett3439 Thank you
thank youu
want a medal for doing basic fucking things???
@@joecurran2636this is not a very nice comment. Want a medal for being ignorant and disrespectful, here, u earned it. Make peace and respectful intentions not hate comments..
AND AT ONCE, I KNEW I WAS NOT MAGNIFICENT.
Wow this is peaceful
I asked myself, "am i happy", "Am i happy about where i am at this moment in time" and all of a sudden i started bursting out into tears.
I feel you, a lot of us do ❤️
@@razz6475 I am feeling better that I was 11 months ago, just comes to show it does get better ❤️
@@abbeyfigueredo5412 that's wonderful to know. Thank you for giving me hope✨
@@razz6475 no problem ❤️ you got this! Maybe in a couple months you can come back to this comment and tell me how your doing
I love it
Bon iver is my Therapy
ah nice and calm
this song hurts me so bad, but somehow gives me a harbor... makes me comfortable in sadness. Just wish I could share this feeling with somebody
this song make me cry
Perfect ❤️❤️
So good
Bon iver songs feels like home
I’m scare because i seriously think to do it.
No please keep going i know this wont really help but people love you maybe not around you but they do.you're worth it live your life for you ,do the things you want , love yourself , you'll be happy soon find this happiness please try and be strong for yourself not for People please please
With no People to trust, but with music
bon Hiver made me chuckle :)
LMAOOOO I NEVER REALIZED PLEASE
I just need it rn
I'm still here :)
@@voguechaeyoung me 2:)
Gooooood
This give me twilight vibes and idk why
i cry everyday no one love me . my friend hate me . i feel lonley . i am alone . everyday i go to bed after school and i just listen to music and cry . everyone think im alright because i can put a smile and no one appreaciate me for what i do . i always give people what they want and love them . but no one loves me back . why ? . why ? :( :( no one love .
Poesia em forma de música 🎶☺️💚
This comment section is the most supportive comment section I have ever seen.
does anyone else miss the person they really love and talked all the time abt everything but suddenly one day you barely text and it seems like that person is slowly drifting away from you but you don't want them to go bc you've never felt like this for anyone and you don't want it to go away bc if it does you'll lose yourself and wont be the same without her. but she doesn't know how much you love her and she thinks you hate her but you don't and she doesn't realize it but you want to tell her how much she means to you but your scared to tell her. and when you talk to her you start to cry bc she's found someone and she really likes him your really happy for her but not at the same time because you don't want him to break her heart bc she deserves the world and to be happy....just me? *im sorry i wrote a lot but i needed to say it:(*
sometimes its scary owning a gun
you are important!
*Bon Iver is not an artist, Bon Iver is a feeling* ❤️
Is it okay to just disappear and just like not come back for a year and then come back and then go and then come back 😺
Ao olhar ao meu redor .
Vejo que consigo lidar cmg mesmo.
A solidão nem é tão forte pois ao passar do tempo você acaba se acostumando com ela .
How is noone talking about the 2:20 "Miles, miles, miles"???
Ah llorar se a dicho:)
but i could see for miles, miles, miles.
this is a song you listen in a car late at night
ابداع واو
Fazia um certo tempinho que não doia tanto assim .
Edit1: Hoje doeu como há 3 semanas atrás
É né..:,)
@@marcelomatos7015 espero que isso passe, Marcelo! Que toda a dor seja ocupada por conforto no seu coração, de alguma forma ....
@@beatriz12280 espero que vc esteja bem também..
@@marcelomatos7015 bem eu não estou , mas nunca dura pra sempre!
Não se esqueça de pensar e respirar fundo sempre! Descansa e depois continua !
Caso você queira desabafar ou sei la, o minimo que não seja absurdo para dois desconhecidos kkk , to aqui
@@beatriz12280 Ksksks, sim nunca dura para sempre!
Obg, se vc quiser desabafar pode contar cmg rsr
I beat myself up with words to make myself stop crying it hurts it really does I just don't want to cry in front of my family or anyone I love I don't want them to see what's wrong with me I don't want them to ask what's wrong with me because if they do I know I would start crying and choke on my words.
I'm here for you...as hard as it seems, you got this, trust me.
God loves you :)
reality is bitter, yes... it is.
fear hides in the heart of those who truly love, and between both sides, one will be hurt, and have their traumas exposed again. It is always the one who tied himself with ropes of dependence on a mere mortal being, vulnerable to failure. Giving him your heart and not being reciprocated, is like being hit by arrows inflamed with a poison that kills little by little, in real life you lose your hunger, your sleep, your physical and mental capabilities, your sanity, and finally your reason of still being alive. Is love really worth it? maybe the right way.
Is love worth a few bruises on your wrists? a troubled mind and an exhausted heart? No, but I'm not the one who decides that.
-rakell
Your skin is not a paper,don't cut it
Your face is not a mask,don't cover it
Your size is not a book, don't judge it
Your life is not a film,don't end it
Your neck is not a skirt,don't hang it
Your heart isn't a door,don't lock it!
Don't hurt yourself because of a girl/boy,someone will always will be with you. Life isn't a joke.We need to appreciate it, even if it's hard.
can you do the rest of the album like this??? 🪦💗🤎☕️🎶🌧😭🙏🏼🧚🏼🦋🪐
Love from INDIA Bihar
i didn’t understand how much she meant until she left.