You. Are. Amazing. I love you, no for real, i do You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality And if you need to talk, just write me your IG and we can talk about everything Im here for you. 💜 All great on this world from Germany 👑
theres two types of long songs. 1. time passes too slow and you just want the song to be over 2. time passes way too fast and you never want it to end this one is type 2
@Chile Confederado life wasnt fair and it is not going to be fair and dont try to make it fair because you will waste your time and at the end they will laugh at you so if you dont sacrifice with the little thing that you love to do you will sacrifice your hall future and dreams and even you life!! 🙃💔🥀(it might be non-sense but if you have the same problem as me you will get it..... Aboody 9/11/2022
_”When did we grow up? When did the time fly by? Why, why didn’t I love you more, hold you closer? Why didn’t I keep the pictures and the things we made? Why the _*_fuck_*_ didn’t I try? Try to look better, feel better, be better. Why can’t I remember the sound of my own voice?_ _When did I grow up?_
I made some cold brew coffee today, and it was really delicious. Takes a long to make, unfortunately. The problem is that you don't know when to make one or if you should make a cold brew. It takes a day to finish a cold brew. Yes, you could plan ahead, but what if ingredients for your classic drink runs out? or what if you don't feel like drinking coffee that day? Despite all that, a cup of cold brew is really delicious. You could definitely just brew a cup of coffee and refrigerate it. Yes, you could, but it honestly doesn't have the same effect as _"cold-brewing"_ it.
I’m over here crying about me cat that died two years ago.. I miss him even tho people think it’s silly to be sad about a cat, they just don’t understand what my bond was with him. Rip Garfield I miss u sm
Oh im so sorry for you , i lost my cat too 1 year ago , and i was really in pain because i needed him in that moment, it was horrible and i totally understand you💕. Rest in peace little angel 🕊✨
Um sorry, my cat died 2 months ago, it hurts, but u dont need to explain yourself to others, just feel your pain (sorry my english is so bad, but i hope that u undestand what i tried tô say)
You. Are. Amazing. I love you, no for real, i do You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality And if you want you can write me on IG My username is : yourmaskedpanda All great on this world from Germany 👑
If you're reading this, just know that i can never accept the idea of us drifting apart like this. You mean so much to me. I'd never wanna lose you I love you
The joker once said, "We stopped checking for the monsters under our bed, when we realized they were inside us.", "Someday, someone will break you so bad you will be unbreakable." , "They laugh at me because im different, I laugh at them because their all the same." , "Some people want to see you fail, dissapoint them." , "Trust no one! Salt and sugar are the same color." , "Before you judge me, make sure you're perfect." "I do not live in the darkness, the darkness lives in me." "The wrong people always teach the right lessons.", "The people who smile the most, are going through the most."
@@awesomegirl1739 You are the kind of people that they were talking about. smh if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it. The quote is eye opening and underrated -.-
Let me sleep I am tired of my grief And I would like you To love me, to love me, to love me This is the night when these woods sigh Come with me There are people who cannot speak Without smiling But they would take me from your hand Or they would try, they would try This is the murmur of the land This is the sound of love's marching band And how they hold you like a gun And how I sing you like a song I heard when I was young And buried for a night like this Buried for a night like this
Home, some said that it's a place, some said that it's a person, but those never fit these feelings. I get homesick a lot, missing neither a place nor a person, craving for something, that was never mine, never existed. Yet, there's this hole, deep in my chest, crying out for the pieces, that were never there. I miss you so much, but who or where are you?
i've felt this way before, its not painful to miss this someone or something but i felt numb because i do not know who or what i am looking for... just lost
Home, I realized wasn’t a place Nor a person It was a feeling I longed for To feel safe To feel loved To feel cared for and warm I longed to feel like I belonged I longed to feel wanted and cared about But where is this feeling? What brings it about? How do I find it This feeling I’m desperate for
i dont miss them, i miss the memories we had. the memories replays in my head over and over and over again. it doesnt stop. when i see you all i see is memories. when i talk to you it lights up my world but when you left it hurt like i was dying. you took a piece of me. you are one of the best things that happened to me. i hope you know that. i miss you so much. i hope you’re doing ok. i love you…
It feels like every time I listen to nobody(mitski) i can cry, I cry finally everything out. But this song feels like just very deep pain, so deep, that I can get an tear out and I’m just numb
Every time I listen to this, i get this weird feeling. A feeling as if I'm running away from something, or maybe towards something. As if I am lost. Like I had a life before all of this, when I was happy. And this is killing, but i can't stop listening to this. It reminds me of something I lost long ago, yet i don't know what it is. I just want everything to be alright, I want you all to be alright.
I just want to let you know... there is still time to make things right, whether it's with yourself or sombody else. If you love someone tell them, if you care about someone tell them, if you want to hug someone tell them, but also tell them that it's going to be okay. Tell yourself that you love yourself you only have one body so love it, tell yourself that it'll be okay even when it's not, tell yourself that you care about yourself. Try to make things right, you'll be happier.
I needed this. Me and my best friend are drifting apart because we're growing up. We've known each other for 12 years and this is the first time in over a decade I've had a birthday without her there. We said we would grow up together, move in, have the same jobs, we said we would conquer the world together. But now we've grown up, and we're slowly drifting apart, I have more growing up to do, but now I have to do it without her. It hurts so much. I was so excited to spend my whole life with her right there with me. I don't want to grow up anymore, it's too painful, I've lost so many people. Your comment helps a lot, it's put my mind at ease. At least for now, I'm in peace for once.
I have a playlist of this song that keeps repeating itself for when I'm feeling icky or had a dad day. Can't tell you how much I needed this right now :)
-I feel bad. This is not a disease that a doctor can cure, it's inside, in my chest. Everything is empty there, as if my heart was torn out. -Flowers for Algernon-
These types of songs make me happy for some reason and give me a sense of place, they are so beautiful and sad that it makes me smile. Ill listen to it in class and if someone asks me what I’m listening to, I’ll tell them I’m listening to my life.
there’s a hole in my chest. this song feels like salt on the open wound. but i love the pain since i know it is somehow healing even under the burning.
When you feel you don't belong on earth and think about the existence of your life, you soon realise how much lonelier it gets when your not like everyone else but the thing is there's probably someone out there who's going through the sane thing but our souls won't meet until death
I spent a good portion of my day at my local firehouse chilling with the emts and when I got up to leave one of them said “I love you” (he meant it in a nice way, like a farewell) and I honestly never felt more lonely. I cry everytime I think about it.
life is so hard at times, I never know what's next and it scares me. Im happy for once in my life with my body, looks, my girlfriend, my music, my job and all but im scared something well ruin it all. this song helps me forget those fears and just drift.
sometimes i wonder, will it ever end? the strange, continuous flow of time. the one that leads to so much grief, anger, and so much joy in between it all. will I ever just stop trying? prevent my heart from getting ripped to shreds to its ever so thinning layers. sometimes I wonder how long it will be before I end up giving up-- but I don't believe I'll give up anytime soon. i probably will never give up and I'll die knowing that I still cared. knowing that I never stopped pushing to make life something worth living for.
Thought songs like this would help with my severe depression but they do nothing but increase the intensity of it and i love it its just the way i always lived
This was me a year ago talking from a heart consumed by depression I still am depressed even more than before it becomes more severe the more I explore life but i just came to term with it its a part of who I’m now a shadow that needs no light to appear it’s always there and always will be.
I never knew that hugging my cat and cuddling with him that morning would be my last time in my whole entire life.. then I headed off to the airport thinking he’s gonna come the next week... he’s gone forever.
Today's Friday November 26 the time is 7:54 and I'm proud of myself for not giving up and for not harming my self for 7 weeks also I am so proud of you guys if you haven't heard this from anyone I'm so proud and I love you all go drink water let go eat food because you deserve it. Take care of yourself.
Where did time go? One day we were talking about forever. About us growing up, about how excited we were to drive. About everything we dreamed about. Now your gone. You’ve drifted away. You left. I guess you decided that I wasn’t meant to be in your life. Or maybe you thought you just didn’t need me anymore. I still miss you. Everyday I wonder what happened to us. Where I went wrong. What I did to make you leave. Because that’s all I can do now. Where did time go? Where did YOU go?
Remember that hurt can be healed, grief means you have truly loved and that love is persisting where they are gone, and sometimes we need to be alone to truly know what it's like to be there for others. People and life aren't perfect, we all walk the path, but we are truly never alone, you need to tattle on your demons and help them as well, they're also part of you ❤️
I am drowning in the lake that makes an ocean. A hole that grows the longer you fall. Spinning out of orbit, ground control can’t help me now. I drift between all the things I am, hurling past support and cliff holes. I could try to latch on, but I don’t want to take others down with me. It’s so cold out here
This song reminds me of PTSD. Because it’s remembering the morning that you woke up, suffering. And the suffering was of the worst kind - the inability to suffer. I’ve had PTSD for about a year now, and it has ruined my life. I can honestly say it’s so terrible. That morning when you wake up, and you know it’s your bedroom, but it feels like you don’t recognize it, same thing with people. The world becomes fuzzy. Fighting is so hard with this disorder. There is a difference between survival and living. PTSD has taken my life away. You just haft to find something that out-ways the terrible feeling. The feeling of No feeling at all. Because what is life worth if we can’t live it? If received lots of treatment for my different disorders and mental health issues if you will, (I was diagnosed with PTSD shortly after Anxiety and Depression) but no amount of meds or therapy fixes the unbearable pain of no pain. Because without pain, we are without happiness. People always say “oh your crying so you feel emotions!” It’s not that simple. If you only knew. I barely recognize you.
I sleep to escape feeling. I drink to numb my feelings. I listen to music to distract my feelings. I hate and love how I feel everything on another level.
An Era The beginning of a new era started when my lost mind came upon such a strangled soul like yours. The fire inside of my deflated heart burned intensely for you, and for you only. Giving you some of my unused love was addicting. Nobody will ever compare to someone like you. Every morning, I would look at the honey-crisp sunlight and think of me and you watching it. Every night, I would go in search for a sky full of stars, look at the brightest one, and name it after you. Every heartbeat became stronger and stronger, because it was being fed by your unnamed love. The natural connection that I felt with you was so close and tight, my heart felt so close to you. Looking at your face, it would make me smile like I’ve never smiled before. Currently, everything I’ve been thinking about was the earliest of our memories, when loving from a distance was easy. Every time I heard your voice, it was the same feeling as falling asleep to music. Although we were not physically the closest, the tips of our souls always found a way to each other. Slowly, as time started to unfold itself into a different era, your soul started untangling itself. At least that’s what I thought. I will always be there to catch you from the deepest falls. I will always be there to listen to you, and put myself in the situation, to feel it with you, so you won’t have to be afraid of going through anything alone. Everyday, my mind and my heart asks for you. I can feel the lump in my throat and my voice painfully cracking when I tell myself “you’re really gone.” Even if you moved on and found your happy place elsewhere, you have always been my happy place, and you always will be. No matter how many new souls I will meet in my lifetime, yours will always and forever be my favorite. Never will I come to terms with hating you. You were far too treasured to be forgotten about. Sadly, I knew nothing lasts forever, not even that loving feeling that touched my heart in a way I wouldn’t let anyone else touch. Only in a dream will our friendship last for eternity. I’m holding on to that dream. I’ll be back for you, I promise. I hope I never wake up from that dream because I want to have a pure reality with you somewhere. Even in the afterlife, my heart will beat with more passion each and every day. Never will you leave my mind. You deserved the love that was given out, never ever doubt that. And I know somewhere in between the glimmering moonlight and the mesmerizing starlight, is a type of love that brings warmth on the coldest nights. And sometimes, I would blank out into deep nothingness. I would feel as I’m disconnected from reality but thinking about you brings me comfort. Although you have only stayed a few months with me, I learned to appreciate the moment, I didn’t know it was going to be robbed from me so early on. Your pure, bright smile is forever burned into my soul, no matter how many people try to extinguish it. My heart feels empty without you, the absence of your existence alone is able to put me in a state I have never been seen in before. My heart was hugging yours, I didn’t want to let go but I know it brings you happiness being free so I will let it happen, for the sake of your happiness. May every person you meet show you just how much worth you contain, and just how much love you really deserve. Although the moment with you felt very short, I was sure to enjoy every damn second of it. We are holding hands in my imaginary little universe right now. May the good come to you always, may your soul find it’s way back to me, in another universe. May your heart keep on smiling as my heart tries to stay in one piece. May you get to celebrate many, many anniversaries with many wonderful people. You have brought many un named emotions into my life and I haven’t quite yet became accustomed to every single one or identify them, but I’ll leave that for when I’m ready. When I’m ready to love another. It hurts when I see you going through a tough time and I can’t put in my effort into you anymore, because you’re gone. My job in your life is done, while it’s started for someone else. The fields will forever be greener because of you, the sky will always be bright blue because of you. I hope you will manage in life, and whoever’s job it is to take care of you, I hope they do a good job, you deserve the best. You’re the rainbow after the rain, the sunlight after the storm. Never have I seen anyone shine their light so bright onto a soul like that. You have always left me in awe from basically everything you said. If you meant it, I am beyond lucky to have been said that. I cannot amount how much I really loved you in such little words.. I couldn’t quite understand how you grew on me, how I came to be so attached to you, but loving you was addicting. I’m proud of you through everything, always. Even if I’m not there anymore, I know you’re doing amazing, you always were. I never doubted that. Your happiness will always be mine, seeing you smile brings a smile to my face effortlessly. I think about you day and night. Thank you for being the butterfly in my life. You were so beautiful and the connection I had with you was like no other, but when you flew away from my heart, I knew you were happier when you were set free. I hope you fly back into my heart to visit, my heart misses you every hour of the day. And just like that, it was the end of an era.
Im sorry for those who had not heard this masterpiece peace of a song. Most beautiful song i have heard. Being honest here i have cried to this song quite a few times😣🥺
Hello. If you did any of the following today I want you to know something. If you... •ate any type of food •got out of bed •put on clothing that is fresh •did dishes or laundry •went outside •walked around •brushed your teeth •brushed your hair •drank water •messaged a loved one •cooked something •went to the store •woke up •survived to today You are amazing and I'm so proud of you
I am so proud of you, for hanging on and for reaching out. We’re in this together. Growing up is so hard, I’m doing it too, but having someone to lean on makes it easier. You’re comment really helped me, it helped me realise that even the smallest things I do in my day are achievements. They’re not always a big one, but I still achieved something. I did something other than sleep to escape the world. Know that I’m here for you as well, and that I’m so glad that you’re here 💕💕
Maybe when we feel sad for no reason it’s because our soulmate is somewhere out there feeling devastated and worthless, just waiting for someone?… maybe
i think about you at least once a day, what you did hurt me so bad and i hate myself everyday for knowing in the back of my head that if you came back tomorrow id let you... and thats the worst part i think, that despite what youve put me through that i’ll always still love you...
You. Are. Amazing. I love you, no for real, i do You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality Darling if you want to talk, im here for you. All great on this world from Germany 👑
You. Are. Amazing. I love you, no for real, i do You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality Write me your IG username and we can talk if you want ♡ All great on this world from Germany 👑
You go out and live everyday like it’s your last…like it’s everyone’s last because once they are gone or you are gone you or they would wish they spent more time with you. You don’t truly ever know what someone is going through unless you are going through the same thing. Time is short live it to ur fullest. It’s funny how life is so beautiful but you can end it in a second. You are worth more in this world then you can imagine. There’s always someone out there who cares about you. Life has its battles but you can win them it just takes time. If you always think of the light bulb burnt out then you will never enjoy the light. It’s not over until you say it’s over. Crying is beautiful it shows how strong you are. Sometimes you don’t know how much you really care about someone..until you lose them.
Hope your ok bro. I understand completly. In and out of each day i wish only to dissapear. But no pain lasts forever. It will all pass. The good, the bad, the ones you love and hate. The sad truth in life is its finite. But dont just go through the motions man. Its hard just to survive each day and i bet you probably dont even think bout thriving. But just surviving the day is not enough. Live your life as well as possible. You only get one. Wish u the best
i’m living the last months of my childhood i can’t believe it. i can’t believe i will go to uni in september. i am so scared, why did it go so fast, why can’t i stop time. i want to continue enjoying it. i can’t let go, i can’t watch everybody go their own way, i can’t imagine them forgetting about me. i’m so scared
im so tired . i just want it all stop . i wanna like living , smile and actually be happy . sleep is my escape and drugs are my distraction , my friends are the knot tied to keep me here . and im the kite just so badly trying to fly away but never does .
sometimes I miss you , just to feel something rather than the numbness that consumes me . It gives me something to do to past the never ending time. I find it funny how every second or every minute with you time flew. But now that your gone time goes slow, seconds feel like days. Minutes feel like months. I know you would be disappointed in me because I never moved on. But I am an empty vessel with no soul when you left you took that part of me with you.
You know, every couple months I come back to this song to remind myself of how much I’m a failure I am to my dad and I can see it in his eyes that he’s disappointed in me. Every time we try to talk about anything, i get embarrassed of what I say and the conversation is always one sided. I know he doesn’t like me anymore and that he wants me out of his life, but I don’t make the effort to leave. Everything I do I met with an eye roll. And the worst part about it is that he doesn’t take me seriously, I’m just a big joke to him, he would talk mad smack about me to anyone that would listen to him, and to be honest he has the right to think that and say all these things because i’m so useless, and just a pathetic human being all around I’m really single handedly ruining my life, I’m just a loser to his and everyone else’s lives that has met me. I really need to get a therapist sorry.
I am so sorry that your father is treating you like that. I feel like a failure because I can’t be consistent in anything especially school and I just feel like I can’t do anything right. I hope you make your father proud soon and I hope you’re doing okay.
You are unique and you are loved. Accept the person you see in the mirror and rebuild a new chapter of your life by saying I love YOU! To that person you see in the mirror each and everyday.
Nesse exato momento estou dentro de uma sala onde as pessoas estão me rebaixando e me deprimindo com suas horríveis palavras e olhares e essa música me acalma e me faz sentir de uma maneira totalmente diferente, eu me sinto inseguro cmgo mesmo e isso é tão horrível...
“And even as we drift apart, I will think of you. Your breath, your gaze and your voice are forever burned into my soul.”
"Your words seared my soul"
I'll never forget this comment.
😛😁💞
@MansouR1997 FFR
@@estefaniatorres5035 You just made me want to write a love letter to my crush 🥺🥺🥺
The timing for this uplouad is perfect.... You dont know how much i need it right now
Your're such an amazing person don't let anyone take it. Follow your instincts and believe in yourself♡ Thats how y survive
You. Are. Amazing.
I love you, no for real, i do
You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
And if you need to talk, just write me your IG and we can talk about everything
Im here for you. 💜
All great on this world from Germany 👑
theres two types of long songs.
1. time passes too slow and you just want the song to be over
2. time passes way too fast and you never want it to end
this one is type 2
@Chile Confederado life wasnt fair and it is not going to be fair and dont try to make it fair because you will waste your time and at the end they will laugh at you so if you dont sacrifice with the little thing that you love to do you will sacrifice your hall future and dreams and even you life!! 🙃💔🥀(it might be non-sense but if you have the same problem as me you will get it.....
Aboody
9/11/2022
_”When did we grow up? When did the time fly by? Why, why didn’t I love you more, hold you closer? Why didn’t I keep the pictures and the things we made? Why the _*_fuck_*_ didn’t I try? Try to look better, feel better, be better. Why can’t I remember the sound of my own voice?_
_When did I grow up?_
I made some cold brew coffee today, and it was really delicious. Takes a long to make, unfortunately. The problem is that you don't know when to make one or if you should make a cold brew. It takes a day to finish a cold brew. Yes, you could plan ahead, but what if ingredients for your classic drink runs out? or what if you don't feel like drinking coffee that day? Despite all that, a cup of cold brew is really delicious. You could definitely just brew a cup of coffee and refrigerate it. Yes, you could, but it honestly doesn't have the same effect as _"cold-brewing"_ it.
Every time I hear this song I think of my past too
what is this from?
I’m over here crying about me cat that died two years ago.. I miss him even tho people think it’s silly to be sad about a cat, they just don’t understand what my bond was with him. Rip Garfield I miss u sm
Garfield ☹ He sounds wonderful
Oh im so sorry for you , i lost my cat too 1 year ago , and i was really in pain because i needed him in that moment, it was horrible and i totally understand you💕. Rest in peace little angel 🕊✨
Um sorry, my cat died 2 months ago, it hurts, but u dont need to explain yourself to others, just feel your pain (sorry my english is so bad, but i hope that u undestand what i tried tô say)
@@AnaCecilia-zr9zb oh I’m sorry about you’re cat, I’m sure they meant a lot to you😕
@@AnaCecilia-zr9zb oh I’m sorry about you’re cat, I’m sure they meant a lot to you😕
_''And guess I'm just a mess_
_And maybe I'm just lonely_
_Or just bitter but I know_
_My head's a storm and my_
_Chest is empty''_
“We didn’t realise we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun” ~ Winnie the Pooh
Wow!!!
this feeling of a heavy heart won't go away and its killing me
You. Are. Amazing.
I love you, no for real, i do
You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
And if you want you can write me on IG
My username is : yourmaskedpanda
All great on this world from Germany 👑
i felt that
How you feelin nowadays?
@@stanley2747 the exact same🖤
@@josie6925are you okay?
If you're reading this, just know that i can never accept the idea of us drifting apart like this. You mean so much to me. I'd never wanna lose you
I love you
bruv who are u again
make me cry. love you too, hope all is good.
like where do i know u from????
@@alice11100 Bruh.... :(
@@alice11100 bruh.
The joker once said, "We stopped checking for the monsters under our bed, when we realized they were inside us.", "Someday, someone will break you so bad you will be unbreakable." , "They laugh at me because im different, I laugh at them because their all the same." , "Some people want to see you fail, dissapoint them." , "Trust no one! Salt and sugar are the same color." , "Before you judge me, make sure you're perfect." "I do not live in the darkness, the darkness lives in me." "The wrong people always teach the right lessons.", "The people who smile the most, are going through the most."
this deserves more likes
this comment is underrated and needs more hype
Bro did you just quote the joker. Do you realize how lame that is
@@awesomegirl1739 what do you mean lame?
@@awesomegirl1739 You are the kind of people that they were talking about. smh if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it. The quote is eye opening and underrated -.-
Let me sleep
I am tired of my grief
And I would like you
To love me, to love me, to love me
This is the night when these woods sigh
Come with me
There are people who cannot speak
Without smiling
But they would take me from your hand
Or they would try, they would try
This is the murmur of the land
This is the sound of love's marching band
And how they hold you like a gun
And how I sing you like a song
I heard when I was young
And buried for a night like this
Buried for a night like this
Home,
some said that it's a place,
some said that it's a person,
but those never fit these feelings.
I get homesick a lot,
missing neither a place nor a person,
craving for something,
that was never mine,
never existed.
Yet,
there's this hole,
deep in my chest,
crying out for the pieces,
that were never there.
I miss you so much,
but who or where are you?
i've felt this way before, its not painful to miss this someone or something but i felt numb because i do not know who or what i am looking for... just lost
Home,
I realized wasn’t a place
Nor a person
It was a feeling I longed for
To feel safe
To feel loved
To feel cared for and warm
I longed to feel like I belonged
I longed to feel wanted and cared about
But where is this feeling?
What brings it about?
How do I find it
This feeling I’m desperate for
maybe it's your old self?
Your old self or childhood
i dont miss them, i miss the memories we had. the memories replays in my head over and over and over again. it doesnt stop. when i see you all i see is memories. when i talk to you it lights up my world but when you left it hurt like i was dying. you took a piece of me. you are one of the best things that happened to me. i hope you know that. i miss you so much. i hope you’re doing ok. i love you…
I don't know who you are but I really hope you're better or at least okay.
It gets better ,it doesn't seem like it now but it does.
My friends always asks me why i am listening to sad songs, i always say: Sometimes u gotta make yourself sad so you can feel something.
Jesus loves u and Will make u happy for a eternnity
Not everybody has that belief but thank you for spreading it anyway@@DogGoToTheLua
Here comes my Lord in great Glory, his spirit testifies as a witness that Christ has risen 🙌
Because the girl he loved is gone.
And he’s still here.
He remembers everything.
It feels like every time I listen to nobody(mitski) i can cry, I cry finally everything out. But this song feels like just very deep pain, so deep, that I can get an tear out and I’m just numb
This song makes my heart stop for a second because it’s just so devastatingly sad.
Every time I listen to this, i get this weird feeling. A feeling as if I'm running away from something, or maybe towards something. As if I am lost. Like I had a life before all of this, when I was happy. And this is killing, but i can't stop listening to this. It reminds me of something I lost long ago, yet i don't know what it is. I just want everything to be alright, I want you all to be alright.
This is the soul💓
@@lescami4720 Wish I didn't have one
@@theultimatebug5349 You have
Just bring her back 🙏💞
Everything is passing so fast I didn’t realise until now how much I’ve missed of this beautiful world due to my mental state.
You know how people say that there will always be that one person in somebody's heart, if we dont make it, it will be you, thank you for everything
Isso foi muito forte, você também nunca conseguiu amar alguém ?? As vezes penso que sou muito frio a ponto de não sentir nada...
I just want to let you know... there is still time to make things right, whether it's with yourself or sombody else. If you love someone tell them, if you care about someone tell them, if you want to hug someone tell them, but also tell them that it's going to be okay. Tell yourself that you love yourself you only have one body so love it, tell yourself that it'll be okay even when it's not, tell yourself that you care about yourself. Try to make things right, you'll be happier.
I needed this. Me and my best friend are drifting apart because we're growing up. We've known each other for 12 years and this is the first time in over a decade I've had a birthday without her there. We said we would grow up together, move in, have the same jobs, we said we would conquer the world together. But now we've grown up, and we're slowly drifting apart, I have more growing up to do, but now I have to do it without her. It hurts so much. I was so excited to spend my whole life with her right there with me. I don't want to grow up anymore, it's too painful, I've lost so many people.
Your comment helps a lot, it's put my mind at ease. At least for now, I'm in peace for once.
I have a playlist of this song that keeps repeating itself for when I'm feeling icky or had a dad day. Can't tell you how much I needed this right now :)
-I feel bad. This is not a disease that a doctor can cure, it's inside, in my chest. Everything is empty there, as if my heart was torn out. -Flowers for Algernon-
omg thank you timing hits perfect. i really needed this rn. love your vids! take care!
thanks to the author of this channel. I do not know what I would do without you and your channel
These types of songs make me happy for some reason and give me a sense of place, they are so beautiful and sad that it makes me smile. Ill listen to it in class and if someone asks me what I’m listening to, I’ll tell them I’m listening to my life.
the best phase of my life is just passing by
same, and I want to try to make memories so I can later look back on them but I’ve got no one to share them with.
mine has already passed, then i listen to this music and try to remember.
The comfort this song gives me is crazy
there’s a hole in my chest. this song feels like salt on the open wound. but i love the pain since i know it is somehow healing even under the burning.
"There is only one reason pain is there, It's to get immune to it for long periods of time."
"To me you're like a cloud. I can see you but yet I can't reach you."
When you feel you don't belong on earth and think about the existence of your life, you soon realise how much lonelier it gets when your not like everyone else but the thing is there's probably someone out there who's going through the sane thing but our souls won't meet until death
0:36 that’s the part y’all are looking for :)
I'm sad and this made me sadder. Thank you
wanna talk ?
Mi canción favorita te lo agradezco mucho lustry!!
every vid of urs gives me good vibes, ily
This song makes me want to lay down in the rain
I spent a good portion of my day at my local firehouse chilling with the emts and when I got up to leave one of them said “I love you” (he meant it in a nice way, like a farewell) and I honestly never felt more lonely. I cry everytime I think about it.
life is so hard at times, I never know what's next and it scares me. Im happy for once in my life with my body, looks, my girlfriend, my music, my job and all but im scared something well ruin it all. this song helps me forget those fears and just drift.
I’m scared too dw. I just don’t wanna grow up man
I WAS WAITING FOR THIS SONG FROM YOUUU
THANK YOU AND LOVE WHAT YOU ARE DOING 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻
Your videos are the absolute best things i listen to, I love your account
sometimes i wonder, will it ever end? the strange, continuous flow of time. the one that leads to so much grief, anger, and so much joy in between it all. will I ever just stop trying? prevent my heart from getting ripped to shreds to its ever so thinning layers. sometimes I wonder how long it will be before I end up giving up-- but I don't believe I'll give up anytime soon. i probably will never give up and I'll die knowing that I still cared. knowing that I never stopped pushing to make life something worth living for.
Thought songs like this would help with my severe depression but they do nothing but increase the intensity of it and i love it its just the way i always lived
This was me a year ago talking from a heart consumed by depression I still am depressed even more than before it becomes more severe the more I explore life but i just came to term with it its a part of who I’m now a shadow that needs no light to appear it’s always there and always will be.
if you’re reading this, everything will be okay
Sometimes things aren't meant to be ok.i think we spend so much time wishing we were dead to realize people might actually love us
no...
❤🍀
This is a masterpiece im not crying you are.
It is wery beautiful and slow
I love your channel
It’s always a sunny day when Christopher Robin comes to play
-Winnie the Pooh
this song helped me a bit today thanks 🥀
My biggest enemy has to be “change” and I’m a hypocrite since i also changed a lot
I’ve never related to a comment even more
felt
I’ve waited for this from u
I never knew that hugging my cat and cuddling with him that morning would be my last time in my whole entire life.. then I headed off to the airport thinking he’s gonna come the next week... he’s gone forever.
Today's Friday November 26 the time is 7:54 and I'm proud of myself for not giving up and for not harming my self for 7 weeks also I am so proud of you guys if you haven't heard this from anyone I'm so proud and I love you all go drink water let go eat food because you deserve it. Take care of yourself.
I’m proud of you too, good job for taking care of yourself
@@RynoJ5 Thank you 😊
I wish I could go swimming in the middle of a lake with just my thoughts and me.
I hope who ever made this playlist has good luck for the rest of their life ily
Listening to this gives me an out of body experience, better than drugs..
Where did time go?
One day we were talking about forever. About us growing up, about how excited we were to drive. About everything we dreamed about.
Now your gone. You’ve drifted away. You left.
I guess you decided that I wasn’t meant to be in your life. Or maybe you thought you just didn’t need me anymore.
I still miss you. Everyday I wonder what happened to us. Where I went wrong. What I did to make you leave. Because that’s all I can do now.
Where did time go? Where did YOU go?
beautiful
Remember that hurt can be healed, grief means you have truly loved and that love is persisting where they are gone, and sometimes we need to be alone to truly know what it's like to be there for others.
People and life aren't perfect, we all walk the path, but we are truly never alone, you need to tattle on your demons and help them as well, they're also part of you ❤️
thank u so much
I am drowning in the lake that makes an ocean. A hole that grows the longer you fall. Spinning out of orbit, ground control can’t help me now. I drift between all the things I am, hurling past support and cliff holes. I could try to latch on, but I don’t want to take others down with me. It’s so cold out here
This song reminds me of PTSD. Because it’s remembering the morning that you woke up, suffering.
And the suffering was of the worst kind - the inability to suffer.
I’ve had PTSD for about a year now, and it has ruined my life. I can honestly say it’s so terrible.
That morning when you wake up, and you know it’s your bedroom, but it feels like you don’t recognize it, same thing with people. The world becomes fuzzy. Fighting is so hard with this disorder.
There is a difference between survival and living. PTSD has taken my life away.
You just haft to find something that out-ways the terrible feeling.
The feeling of No feeling at all.
Because what is life worth if we can’t live it?
If received lots of treatment for my different disorders and mental health issues if you will, (I was diagnosed with PTSD shortly after Anxiety and Depression) but no amount of meds or therapy fixes the unbearable pain of no pain.
Because without pain, we are without happiness.
People always say “oh your crying so you feel emotions!”
It’s not that simple.
If you only knew.
I barely recognize you.
Omg, I'm crying in my bed listening this song cuz it so very much perfect ❤ and this version is heartbreaking, btw broke my
I sleep to escape feeling. I drink to numb my feelings. I listen to music to distract my feelings. I hate and love how I feel everything on another level.
you are my salvation lustry
An Era
The beginning of a new era started when my lost mind came upon such a strangled soul like yours. The fire inside of my deflated heart burned intensely for you, and for you only. Giving you some of my unused love was addicting. Nobody will ever compare to someone like you. Every morning, I would look at the honey-crisp sunlight and think of me and you watching it. Every night, I would go in search for a sky full of stars, look at the brightest one, and name it after you. Every heartbeat became stronger and stronger, because it was being fed by your unnamed love. The natural connection that I felt with you was so close and tight, my heart felt so close to you. Looking at your face, it would make me smile like I’ve never smiled before. Currently, everything I’ve been thinking about was the earliest of our memories, when loving from a distance was easy. Every time I heard your voice, it was the same feeling as falling asleep to music. Although we were not physically the closest, the tips of our souls always found a way to each other. Slowly, as time started to unfold itself into a different era, your soul started untangling itself. At least that’s what I thought. I will always be there to catch you from the deepest falls. I will always be there to listen to you, and put myself in the situation, to feel it with you, so you won’t have to be afraid of going through anything alone. Everyday, my mind and my heart asks for you. I can feel the lump in my throat and my voice painfully cracking when I tell myself “you’re really gone.” Even if you moved on and found your happy place elsewhere, you have always been my happy place, and you always will be. No matter how many new souls I will meet in my lifetime, yours will always and forever be my favorite. Never will I come to terms with hating you. You were far too treasured to be forgotten about. Sadly, I knew nothing lasts forever, not even that loving feeling that touched my heart in a way I wouldn’t let anyone else touch. Only in a dream will our friendship last for eternity. I’m holding on to that dream. I’ll be back for you, I promise. I hope I never wake up from that dream because I want to have a pure reality with you somewhere. Even in the afterlife, my heart will beat with more passion each and every day. Never will you leave my mind. You deserved the love that was given out, never ever doubt that. And I know somewhere in between the glimmering moonlight and the mesmerizing starlight, is a type of love that brings warmth on the coldest nights. And sometimes, I would blank out into deep nothingness. I would feel as I’m disconnected from reality but thinking about you brings me comfort. Although you have only stayed a few months with me, I learned to appreciate the moment, I didn’t know it was going to be robbed from me so early on. Your pure, bright smile is forever burned into my soul, no matter how many people try to extinguish it. My heart feels empty without you, the absence of your existence alone is able to put me in a state I have never been seen in before. My heart was hugging yours, I didn’t want to let go but I know it brings you happiness being free so I will let it happen, for the sake of your happiness. May every person you meet show you just how much worth you contain, and just how much love you really deserve. Although the moment with you felt very short, I was sure to enjoy every damn second of it. We are holding hands in my imaginary little universe right now. May the good come to you always, may your soul find it’s way back to me, in another universe. May your heart keep on smiling as my heart tries to stay in one piece. May you get to celebrate many, many anniversaries with many wonderful people. You have brought many un named emotions into my life and I haven’t quite yet became accustomed to every single one or identify them, but I’ll leave that for when I’m ready. When I’m ready to love another. It hurts when I see you going through a tough time and I can’t put in my effort into you anymore, because you’re gone. My job in your life is done, while it’s started for someone else. The fields will forever be greener because of you, the sky will always be bright blue because of you. I hope you will manage in life, and whoever’s job it is to take care of you, I hope they do a good job, you deserve the best. You’re the rainbow after the rain, the sunlight after the storm. Never have I seen anyone shine their light so bright onto a soul like that. You have always left me in awe from basically everything you said. If you meant it, I am beyond lucky to have been said that. I cannot amount how much I really loved you in such little words.. I couldn’t quite understand how you grew on me, how I came to be so attached to you, but loving you was addicting. I’m proud of you through everything, always. Even if I’m not there anymore, I know you’re doing amazing, you always were. I never doubted that. Your happiness will always be mine, seeing you smile brings a smile to my face effortlessly. I think about you day and night. Thank you for being the butterfly in my life. You were so beautiful and the connection I had with you was like no other, but when you flew away from my heart, I knew you were happier when you were set free. I hope you fly back into my heart to visit, my heart misses you every hour of the day. And just like that, it was the end of an era.
i'm in love
love this so much omg
I personally want to keep this comment for the rest of my life...so breathtaking♥️
🥺❤️❤️😭😭
That was deep...
Thank you
Im sorry for those who had not heard this masterpiece peace of a song. Most beautiful song i have heard. Being honest here i have cried to this song quite a few times😣🥺
Hello. If you did any of the following today I want you to know something.
If you...
•ate any type of food
•got out of bed
•put on clothing that is fresh
•did dishes or laundry
•went outside
•walked around
•brushed your teeth
•brushed your hair
•drank water
•messaged a loved one
•cooked something
•went to the store
•woke up
•survived to today
You are amazing and I'm so proud of you
I am so proud of you, for hanging on and for reaching out. We’re in this together. Growing up is so hard, I’m doing it too, but having someone to lean on makes it easier.
You’re comment really helped me, it helped me realise that even the smallest things I do in my day are achievements. They’re not always a big one, but I still achieved something. I did something other than sleep to escape the world.
Know that I’m here for you as well, and that I’m so glad that you’re here 💕💕
This comment stuck with me for years “the ones that smile the most go through the most” idk why but it has definitely changed how i look at people now
Seu trabalho é incrível, por favor não pare jamais.
Maybe when we feel sad for no reason it’s because our soulmate is somewhere out there feeling devastated and worthless, just waiting for someone?… maybe
Essa música é tão perfeita 😍😍
MEU DEUS UMA BRASILEIRA KKKKKKKK
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3:29 when he says “how they they hold you like a gun” gets me every damn time 😪😭
ahh thank you so much
the song is perfect and you made it better
"Id like you to love me"That hit a little different
i think about you at least once a day, what you did hurt me so bad and i hate myself everyday for knowing in the back of my head that if you came back tomorrow id let you... and thats the worst part i think, that despite what youve put me through that i’ll always still love you...
You. Are. Amazing.
I love you, no for real, i do
You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
Darling if you want to talk, im here for you.
All great on this world from Germany 👑
It’s been 4 years, nothing has changed.
There is so much going on in my life I'm exhausted and I have to be okay for everybody
Put your peace first , that may include telling them honestly and putting pride aside ❤️
1 Corinthians 10:13
Psalms 34:18
You. Are. Amazing.
I love you, no for real, i do
You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
Write me your IG username and we can talk if you want ♡
All great on this world from Germany 👑
It's okay, one day it will stop
i wish time would stop for a moment, i can’t keep up :/
You go out and live everyday like it’s your last…like it’s everyone’s last because once they are gone or you are gone you or they would wish they spent more time with you.
You don’t truly ever know what someone is going through unless you are going through the same thing.
Time is short live it to ur fullest.
It’s funny how life is so beautiful but you can end it in a second.
You are worth more in this world then you can imagine.
There’s always someone out there who cares about you.
Life has its battles but you can win them it just takes time.
If you always think of the light bulb burnt out then you will never enjoy the light.
It’s not over until you say it’s over.
Crying is beautiful it shows how strong you are.
Sometimes you don’t know how much you really care about someone..until you lose them.
i’m just fucking tired of life. i really hope from the bottom of my heart i don’t wake up tomorrow
Hope your ok bro. I understand completly. In and out of each day i wish only to dissapear. But no pain lasts forever. It will all pass. The good, the bad, the ones you love and hate. The sad truth in life is its finite. But dont just go through the motions man. Its hard just to survive each day and i bet you probably dont even think bout thriving. But just surviving the day is not enough. Live your life as well as possible. You only get one. Wish u the best
" _i will always be with you.._ "
i’m living the last months of my childhood i can’t believe it. i can’t believe i will go to uni in september. i am so scared, why did it go so fast, why can’t i stop time. i want to continue enjoying it. i can’t let go, i can’t watch everybody go their own way, i can’t imagine them forgetting about me. i’m so scared
Few weeks left, I’m here for you❤
im so tired . i just want it all stop . i wanna like living , smile and actually be happy . sleep is my escape and drugs are my distraction , my friends are the knot tied to keep me here . and im the kite just so badly trying to fly away but never does .
Did anyone else just start crying lmao
sometimes I miss you ,
just to feel something rather than the numbness that consumes me .
It gives me something to do to past the never ending time.
I find it funny how every second or every minute with you time flew.
But now that your gone time goes slow,
seconds feel like days.
Minutes feel like months.
I know you would be disappointed in me because I never moved on.
But I am an empty vessel
with no soul
when you left you took that part of me with you.
Dont be depressed, that shi makes you sad, and dont cry, that shi makes you dehydrated, now ur sad and dehydrated
You know, every couple months I come back to this song to remind myself of how much I’m a failure I am to my dad and I can see it in his eyes that he’s disappointed in me. Every time we try to talk about anything, i get embarrassed of what I say and the conversation is always one sided. I know he doesn’t like me anymore and that he wants me out of his life, but I don’t make the effort to leave. Everything I do I met with an eye roll. And the worst part about it is that he doesn’t take me seriously, I’m just a big joke to him, he would talk mad smack about me to anyone that would listen to him, and to be honest he has the right to think that and say all these things because i’m so useless, and just a pathetic human being all around I’m really single handedly ruining my life, I’m just a loser to his and everyone else’s lives that has met me. I really need to get a therapist sorry.
I am so sorry that your father is treating you like that. I feel like a failure because I can’t be consistent in anything especially school and I just feel like I can’t do anything right. I hope you make your father proud soon and I hope you’re doing okay.
Grecee:" eu vou partir seu coração"
Thomas: " já está partido💔"
i come here to listen to this religiously🧎♀️
gosh ily this is perfect
Esta musica me da tanta paz me hace sentir como si lo estuviera cerca a el :,))
You are unique and you are loved. Accept the person you see in the mirror and rebuild a new chapter of your life by saying I love YOU! To that person you see in the mirror each and everyday.
this comments are my comfort
I think we all know that we grew up too young.
*In the perfect time, i really needed this*
Nesse exato momento estou dentro de uma sala onde as pessoas estão me rebaixando e me deprimindo com suas horríveis palavras e olhares e essa música me acalma e me faz sentir de uma maneira totalmente diferente, eu me sinto inseguro cmgo mesmo e isso é tão horrível...
poxa :/
isso é horrível
@@pedroo5684 Você acredita q tudo mudou?
@@samukasoares4334 mudou?
@@pedroo5684 eh.. não tudo exatamente sabe,mais eu tento e aprendo a lidar
beautiful
I hope everyone in this comment section is having a good day. Or at least had a good few minutes. Ily
I am, thank you. I hope the same for you
Anyone else ever think, ‘what is the point.’ Yeah me too.
...
“Please come back”