The whole “you forgave him” from your family is disgusting ! You were a CHILD your family should have defended you ,not try to manipulate you into forgiving him. I always feel so many emotions watching your videos cause in some ways we’re a bit alike so I feel seen. Also seeing you be able to move on with your life, have your own beautiful family & be successful is such an inspiration.🥹
It’s not fair that your own family would not protect you from a predator. That is NOT something you can “forgive”… even if you forgave him they should have never let him around you or any kids ever again. I am glad that you now have your own family to love. ❤ love you lex
Baby Lex is completely valid in how she reacted to the adults in these situations. You were just a mirror of their actions and they couldn’t handle getting the same energy back as they were giving. A lot of adults try to disguise bullying as parenting. If you wouldn’t act that with an adult or with a stranger’s kid, you should not be acting like that with your kids who you know have to rely on you completely. In short, all the adults need they butts beat👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾 💜
Lex, it’s not disrespectful. It’s self defense. You have to give respect to get it. I hate that you still to this day question if you were wrong. You were not wrong.
The fact that he was even given the chance to ask for your forgiveness never should have happened. There should’ve been no contact between him and any of your family after he straight up admitted to what he did… that’s so messed up.
When Tommy asked you what are you doing in the bathroom a few episodes ago and said don’t touch the razors. I get that to a level that kills me! Like I was failed by everyone in my life but not to the extent that you were and the pain I have I don’t know I just wish I could go back in time and take you in and love you girl! Every adult in your life will answer for their past. I’m so proud of you and glad you made a family of your own who loves you unconditionally. I’m glad you have found that and created that!
I can't believe grown adults expect a 10 year old child to forgive actions like those. You were a baby. I am so sorry you had to endure all that. When I think of my kids I would do anything to keep them safe. ANYTHING! I don't understand.
I been checking UA-cam like I was checking for my income tax refund 😂 You were so brave at 10 to tell your momma when you were younger maybe cuz I was 5 when my step dad did it what he did but I kept it a secret till I was 15. Thanks for sharing I know this shit is hard to talk about but I know this is somewhat therapeutic. Sending you a big hug cuz when you said you had to rinse your mouth I felt your aching heart babe! Unfortunately, this happens to often. Just know I’m proud of you for sharing your story. Ppl have to know we won’t be kept silent. ❤
The moment I’ve been expecting for a while! You’ve come a long way girl. I can’t believe your family turned on you for a disgusting man as he was!! You’re strong af and deserve everything good that has came to you. Love ya!! You are amazing!!🫶🏻🫶🏻 I love your story times. What a way to end it!
The fact that your family kept saying “don’t break up the family..your brothers need their father.” That is so messed up that they put that on you, THE CHILD, and not the guilty adult!! I’m sorry that the most important people in your life have failed you but you turned out to be an amazing adult and mother. Thank you for sharing your story Lex❤
This grown man is the one in the wrong, he knew exactly what he was doing, stole your childhood away and instead of you being the priority, your dignity and safety, these other grown people who should know better almost blame you for his actions, your brothers matter, yes, but in that moment he ruined the family not you Alexis, it would have been ok if he was put away, your brothers still have love around them, no one needs a predator around, your mom was wrong for blaming you, for not protecting you, for adding to the trauma instead of helping release it from your life, I know how bipolar is, but she would have seen, him getting locked up and being free from him would have been the best thing for her mental health and of course yours. You re amazing sis, ❤ bless you, your hubby and your babies❤❤
PLEASE don't feel like you have to give us every single detail of your trauma. Don't feel forced. And honestly, you don't owe your viewers ANYTHING. I love you 💕 Happy New Year. I pray that you grow and all your dreams come true this year.✨
jayda i have had THE worst night of my life. was just freaking out about what im gonna do with myself bc the last thing i need is to sit here and think. i think you rly saved my life tonight. i rly do. i love you more than you could imagine ❤️
As a mom of 5 I know how rough it is when sickness goes through the house. I boil a huge pot of water mixed with tea tree oil,lavender oil,sage,tyme and mint. It kills air born germs and opens up air ways. It honestly cuts sickness time in half! ❤
My Heart Hurts this made me Breakdown in tears “ HOW DARE THEY!! ” I Want to Go back in time with you & Just SAVE YOU!! You say so much without saying everything & You have been through So Much Sh:t Alexis You Deserve the world!! Your Always in My Prayers.
Hell I would never just let someone slap me ..your mom and grandma took “ respect “ as a one sided thing . Thank goodness you turn out such a well rounded person ❤
Dang, I feel ya about your mom not teaching you what a woman should know. My mom is exactly the same way. Even as a grown woman there are things I wish I knew sooner or was better at because I wasn’t taught at an early age.
Of course you didn’t feel safe (different from not feeling safe prior) because you told your family and nothing changed. A 10 year old child not feeling safe like that is truly not something any child should ever have to go through. You grew to be an amazing person. I’m sure I speak for all when I say thank you for sharing your story with us. We love you! ❤
My hearts breaks for you and I always tear up every single time you talk about all the trauma you endured, you had to go through this alone, and the fact that your family had his back snd not yours. You been through hell and back and you're so strong and you pushed through it all. Much love to you. 💜
Alexis when I tell you the over explanation train used to stop on my block!!! Chile the day I decided to miss the damn train was the day I freed myself. A simple no thank you. A simple hey I won’t be able to make it but we can plan for another day would suffice. Free your mind sis. It’s the best feeling ever. And if they press you, well respond one week later lol.
Ahhhh, I am so happy you uploaded! I was loosing motivation and nowwww I can work and just listen to your story! I’m all the way caught up, so I feel like I’m continuing a book or sum! ❤😂 I tried watching other story times but I was getting so bored! 🥹 Anyways, I love you, AlexisJayda!! 🖤🖤
OMG ! PERFECT TIMING !!! I was door dashing and listening to music and I pulled over to find a podcast to listen to then I get the notification my fav posted !!!!
Ugh, the way they tried to manipulate you when you were 10😢 my daughter is 10 and I just can’t imagine 💔 my heart breaks for baby lex. To have all of that pressure put on you, after you were brave enough to come forward. you didn’t deserve any of that😢
Is is bad that I was kinda hoping she ran away so she wouldn’t have to go to “kid jail”. Alexis you are so strong & for years I have watched you grow & shine soooo bright!!! Thank you for allowing us to be apart of your journey!!
Lex im happy you defended yourself. You did nothing wrong, no one should ever put their hands on you. You deserve and deserved respect. Our elders use the fact that their elders to gaslight us into being bullies and that is not ok. You couldnt keep quiet because your inner self needed someone to speak up for you, so you did that for yourself. Im so happy youre not in contact with toxic people and that you finally have the love and respect you deserve with the beautiful family you created.
I’ve been following you for years&every time I hear one of ur stories it amazes me how far u have came&what an amazing person/mom/wife/sister/etc u are! Even after all the crap u went thru u managed to pull thru&i applaud u for that!❤
Damn jade you have been trough so much in life You’re a true soldier I’m so happy to see how much you’re life has changed and the love you have for your family and the love they have for you may god continue to bless you and your family ❤️
It’s so annoying that no one ever protected you, yes you made mistakes but you were a kid and you didn’t have guidance and everyone around you failed you, so happy to see the person you’ve become
You’ve come so far you’re so strong. You’ve come a long way I’m so proud of you. Can’t wait for more story times. This was probably the best cliffhanger
I love that you’re breaking generational curses with your babies. Most would use what youve been through as an excuse to do bad or treat their babies bad. I’m so so sorry you had to go through any of this. I think I think this every video. God I wish we could’ve adopted you.
Girl, if you chose to never talk to your mom again, no matter how much it may hurt, you wouldn’t be in the wrong. She failed you miserably. None of your childhood was your fault. Literally all these adults failed you.
22:42 I don’t want you to ever feel bad for acknowledging somebody’s wrong behaviors to somebody right is right and wrong is wrong Alexis. You’re doing what’s right . I wish I had people to defend me like you do for your family members. Please continue speaking up.
Happy New Year Alexis 🤎 I watch all your storytimes & have been for years. i always try not to comment on your mom. But bro this story made me so maddddd, your mom is grimey asl. You're so strong for continuing to talk to her. I wish I had your strength & ability to forgive.
24:12 I love this about u, I am so close to my brother. He is 12 years younger than me but I felt the need to protect him and keep him safe and happy and just be with him. Hes autistic but even now that hes 22 i still call him "mi chulo" and love seeing him, im glad u guys are still close
The amount of grown ups that failed to protect you is insane. I hope telling us this stories helps you heal. Nothing but blessings for you lex you’re strong mamas 🫶🏽
i was so hype when you posted this 😂❤ it so sad to hear how all these adults have failed you and then they demand respect from you and then for your mom to take you to jail but not your stepdad for his abuse is so sad and sick to hear ☹️ . you had to fend for yourself majority of your childhood and they feel like you’re disrespectful for having boundaries and sticking up for yourself is ridiculous . im glad you’re happy now lex cuz it takes courage to be such a beautiful person even tho you’ve experienced a lot of hurt love you lex ❤️❤️❤️❤️🫶🏼
I understand you so much, and you help me feel understood. Embrace your strength because you are so resilient.. and remember how much comfort you’re giving so many people. ❤️❤️
You’re breaking my heart more and more each video. I hate that you low key agree that your mom didn’t like you. It’s actually the opposite. She knew you were the only person in her life that wouldn’t leave her and that’s why she let her full rage out on you. She made you so fkn tough and then couldn’t handle you when she saw what she created. I’m literally balling my eyes out in my room right now because she seems incredible but the ducking drugs always win. My dad was in and outbid our lives with the same bullshit but i couldn’t imagine doing it alone. ❤
I’m so happy for you for where you are at today! ❤ you deserve all the good things in life. Happy New Year🎉 hoping nothing but blessings to you and your family🫶
“ that disrespectful “ for not letting your grandmother hit you ? Nahhh , who ever said that is wrong and child abuse hitting a child just because you want to keep them in line , and damn I would have done the same thing , when said you booked it , I was like yay . Sending you good vibes ❤and luck 🍀
I was scrolling on my phone being lazy but I programmed myself that "if you're gonna watch lex, you need to be cleaning" lol so I'm off to wash dishes while it watch lol thanks for keeping me productive
I finally understand. Growing up I went through so much shit, but I continue to better myself for my family. When I talk to friends or family about past situations, they tell me how sad and bad they feel for me for what I went through and ask how I’m so “normal” and such a great person after all of that. I always thought, what do you mean, I just did what I had to. I was in survival mode. Listening to your story times put me in their perspective. I feel so sad that you had to go through those things but also because I know those exact feelings. Your feelings and emotions till this day are valid. You didn’t deserve any of it, you deserved to be loved by the ones who were supposed to be there. Till this day certain family members don’t talk to me because I cut my mom out of my life. At times it does still hurt but I refuse to be mentally and emotionally abused by her. Keep pushing forward and being a amazing momma! I can see through your vlogs that your babies love you so much! ❤
Happy New Year Alexis. I lost my Papa that raised me and was my best friend the day after thanksgiving 2023 and when I needed a laugh i turn to your videos. Thank you so much
Yaaassss queen. Your not the only one who will defend those who have a hard time speaking up. I thought I was the only one with this mindset. I will forever help others even when it's by myself 👏🙏❤️. Much love lex❤️
Ive had terrible panic attacks and I used to be ashamed cause I always felt it was my fault Id think I did something bad and id go through all my smallest decisions. It took a lot of repetition of telling myself that I believed in myself. But even know its super hard to go through an attack I lose reality and I know when its coming and I just cry cause its so tiring using every fiber in my body to fight my anxiety.
Your story times always make me cry because I grew up without a mom and just hearing and imaging what you went through with your mom just makes me so sad… why did she have so much hatred towards you? Her own baby, I just couldn’t imagine taking to my daughter that way if I ever had one. You’re such a beautiful soul inside and out. I love you so much!!!! Thank you for sharing these stories with us. Baby lex deserves justice and everyone who hurt you will get theirs! 💞💞💞 we love you beautiful
Wow you literally have me crying with you. When things like this happen we loose our sence of security. There are still days I dont feel safe but we have to stand our ground and keep it moving. Now Im on the edge of seat waiting for the next video.
Lmao HELL YEAH!! I was hoping you would say you took off running. That was mad fucked Up that your mom tried to put your ass in jail all because you said how you felt. People like that shouldn’t be parents. My step daughters bio mom is crazy también just like your mom. It’s so sad to see kids In that situation with a toxic and mentally unstable parent. Im so sorry Lex. Im glad you stood up for yourself.
I can’t believe as a ten year old they expected so much from you. You are a child your mom and family should have been there to protect you no if ands or buts. I’m so sorry Lex everyone failed you and you didn’t deserve that then or ever. Also saying shut up is so ugly especially to your child. Your feelings are 100% valid.
I know you had to do what you had to do for survival, but it kills me to hear you blame yourself for other people treating you poorly. You shouldn’t have had to shut up or act right. You were just defending yourself and calling these people out for their horrid behavior. Having a completely normal response. They knew damn well what they were doing to you and that they’re the reason for you “acting out”. And the only reason they got mad and blew up on you is because things weren’t going their way and they couldn’t escape from the constant reminders of their atrocities. You have a heart of gold, Lex, cause I would’ve never talked to any of these people again after going through everything you went through as a child
Yayy 1st storytime of the NY!!! Happy New Year Babe!!! Hope this year is filled with all life greatest blessings!!! And I hope you succeed at not over explaining yourself. Don't give anyone that much energy who don't even deserve it. You got this girly ❤😊
Whoa that is so much!! Bubbles and her man should have treated you better And where was Joe? Like why was he not there apologizing?! TF! I am so sorry that the people's meant to protect you were the main ones harming you Lex. You deserved better and I am glad you survived and did better for yourself❣️❣️ 🎊HAPPY NEW 🎉 YEAR 🎉
My mother told me.. I was also 9… “we can call the police but then he might get sent back to Mexico. Do you want your niece to grow up without a dad?” And he’s also done more bad to good to my nieces and nephews and my sister. To this day my mother still wants us around and everyone to be together as family.
Been going thru it with my pregnancy and this video came in, just in time ❤ I just want to say, your hair is soooo gorgeous! And “don’t stop talking” “bet” 😂 made me laugh out loud. Hope you’re doing so well! 😊
If anything you were always too respectful, I wish I would’ve met you and saved you and made you a soul sister I’m happy your in a much better place now god sees all and one day people will pay for the things they did time and time again much love Lex ❤
I love you lex! You genuinely deserve the best love ❤❤ you have no idea how much I love to hear your story times because I had a very fucked up childhood after my dad got deported & i can truly truly relate… wish it was over sometime else lol but the fact that you can speak on it, makes me feel I’m not the only one broken & healing is possible one day, one decision at a time 💕💕💕😊
MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR
Happy holidays ❤❤❤
Same to and the fam🖤
Happy New Year beautiful 🫶🏽
Happy new years!
Happy holidays to you too also you look so pretty
The whole “you forgave him” from your family is disgusting ! You were a CHILD your family should have defended you ,not try to manipulate you into forgiving him.
I always feel so many emotions watching your videos cause in some ways we’re a bit alike so I feel seen. Also seeing you be able to move on with your life, have your own beautiful family & be successful is such an inspiration.🥹
It’s not fair that your own family would not protect you from a predator. That is NOT something you can “forgive”… even if you forgave him they should have never let him around you or any kids ever again. I am glad that you now have your own family to love. ❤ love you lex
The fact that your a UA-camr & have a better life than your childhood is incredible, you have came a long way Alexis
58:34 Happy New Year Lex & fam. 🎉
The bags behind you can you try white red blue brown black 🫣😳🤣🤓
Baby Lex is completely valid in how she reacted to the adults in these situations. You were just a mirror of their actions and they couldn’t handle getting the same energy back as they were giving. A lot of adults try to disguise bullying as parenting. If you wouldn’t act that with an adult or with a stranger’s kid, you should not be acting like that with your kids who you know have to rely on you completely.
In short, all the adults need they butts beat👊🏾👊🏾👊🏾 💜
Exactly
Period
Facts!
Lex, it’s not disrespectful. It’s self defense. You have to give respect to get it. I hate that you still to this day question if you were wrong. You were not wrong.
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The fact that he was even given the chance to ask for your forgiveness never should have happened. There should’ve been no contact between him and any of your family after he straight up admitted to what he did… that’s so messed up.
When Tommy asked you what are you doing in the bathroom a few episodes ago and said don’t touch the razors. I get that to a level that kills me! Like I was failed by everyone in my life but not to the extent that you were and the pain I have I don’t know I just wish I could go back in time and take you in and love you girl! Every adult in your life will answer for their past. I’m so proud of you and glad you made a family of your own who loves you unconditionally. I’m glad you have found that and created that!
I can't believe grown adults expect a 10 year old child to forgive actions like those. You were a baby. I am so sorry you had to endure all that. When I think of my kids I would do anything to keep them safe. ANYTHING! I don't understand.
I been checking UA-cam like I was checking for my income tax refund 😂
You were so brave at 10 to tell your momma when you were younger maybe cuz I was 5 when my step dad did it what he did but I kept it a secret till I was 15. Thanks for sharing I know this shit is hard to talk about but I know this is somewhat therapeutic. Sending you a big hug cuz when you said you had to rinse your mouth I felt your aching heart babe! Unfortunately, this happens to often. Just know I’m proud of you for sharing your story. Ppl have to know we won’t be kept silent. ❤
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Me too!
I swear I check for your videos atleast twice a day 😅 I love the recap at the beginning as well ❤
The moment I’ve been expecting for a while!
You’ve come a long way girl. I can’t believe your family turned on you for a disgusting man as he was!! You’re strong af and deserve everything good that has came to you.
Love ya!! You are amazing!!🫶🏻🫶🏻
I love your story times. What a way to end it!
The fact that your family kept saying “don’t break up the family..your brothers need their father.” That is so messed up that they put that on you, THE CHILD, and not the guilty adult!! I’m sorry that the most important people in your life have failed you but you turned out to be an amazing adult and mother. Thank you for sharing your story Lex❤
This grown man is the one in the wrong, he knew exactly what he was doing, stole your childhood away and instead of you being the priority, your dignity and safety, these other grown people who should know better almost blame you for his actions, your brothers matter, yes, but in that moment he ruined the family not you Alexis, it would have been ok if he was put away, your brothers still have love around them, no one needs a predator around, your mom was wrong for blaming you, for not protecting you, for adding to the trauma instead of helping release it from your life, I know how bipolar is, but she would have seen, him getting locked up and being free from him would have been the best thing for her mental health and of course yours. You re amazing sis, ❤ bless you, your hubby and your babies❤❤
PLEASE don't feel like you have to give us every single detail of your trauma. Don't feel forced. And honestly, you don't owe your viewers ANYTHING.
I love you 💕 Happy New Year. I pray that you grow and all your dreams come true this year.✨
jayda i have had THE worst night of my life. was just freaking out about what im gonna do with myself bc the last thing i need is to sit here and think. i think you rly saved my life tonight. i rly do. i love you more than you could imagine ❤️
You’re not alone 💯😭❤️🙏
Whatever it is you’re going through, always remember it gets better
Idk what you’re going through but I will say a prayer for you tonight. Take care
What got me through my time was knowing that it’s not gonna be like this forever…. This to shall pass….💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
As a mom of 5 I know how rough it is when sickness goes through the house. I boil a huge pot of water mixed with tea tree oil,lavender oil,sage,tyme and mint. It kills air born germs and opens up air ways. It honestly cuts sickness time in half! ❤
My Heart Hurts this made me Breakdown in tears “ HOW DARE THEY!! ” I Want to Go back in time with you & Just SAVE YOU!! You say so much without saying everything & You have been through So Much Sh:t Alexis You Deserve the world!! Your Always in My Prayers.
Kex over explaining herself while talking about over explaining herself is me!!♡
When you're raising yourself, there is no line of being a disrespectful child! You're taking care of yourself!!
Hell I would never just let someone slap me ..your mom and grandma took “ respect “ as a one sided thing . Thank goodness you turn out such a well rounded person ❤
Dang, I feel ya about your mom not teaching you what a woman should know. My mom is exactly the same way. Even as a grown woman there are things I wish I knew sooner or was better at because I wasn’t taught at an early age.
I am like you too with panicking and I do believe it stems from our trauma throughout childhood and life! You’re not alone! ❤
Of course you didn’t feel safe (different from not feeling safe prior) because you told your family and nothing changed. A 10 year old child not feeling safe like that is truly not something any child should ever have to go through. You grew to be an amazing person. I’m sure I speak for all when I say thank you for sharing your story with us. We love you! ❤
My hearts breaks for you and I always tear up every single time you talk about all the trauma you endured, you had to go through this alone, and the fact that your family had his back snd not yours. You been through hell and back and you're so strong and you pushed through it all. Much love to you. 💜
Alexis when I tell you the over explanation train used to stop on my block!!! Chile the day I decided to miss the damn train was the day I freed myself. A simple no thank you. A simple hey I won’t be able to make it but we can plan for another day would suffice. Free your mind sis. It’s the best feeling ever. And if they press you, well respond one week later lol.
Ahhhh, I am so happy you uploaded! I was loosing motivation and nowwww I can work and just listen to your story! I’m all the way caught up, so I feel like I’m continuing a book or sum! ❤😂 I tried watching other story times but I was getting so bored! 🥹 Anyways, I love you, AlexisJayda!! 🖤🖤
OMG ! PERFECT TIMING !!! I was door dashing and listening to music and I pulled over to find a podcast to listen to then I get the notification my fav posted !!!!
Ugh, the way they tried to manipulate you when you were 10😢 my daughter is 10 and I just can’t imagine 💔 my heart breaks for baby lex. To have all of that pressure put on you, after you were brave enough to come forward. you didn’t deserve any of that😢
Is is bad that I was kinda hoping she ran away so she wouldn’t have to go to “kid jail”. Alexis you are so strong & for years I have watched you grow & shine soooo bright!!! Thank you for allowing us to be apart of your journey!!
Lex im happy you defended yourself. You did nothing wrong, no one should ever put their hands on you. You deserve and deserved respect. Our elders use the fact that their elders to gaslight us into being bullies and that is not ok. You couldnt keep quiet because your inner self needed someone to speak up for you, so you did that for yourself. Im so happy youre not in contact with toxic people and that you finally have the love and respect you deserve with the beautiful family you created.
I’ve been following you for years&every time I hear one of ur stories it amazes me how far u have came&what an amazing person/mom/wife/sister/etc u are! Even after all the crap u went thru u managed to pull thru&i applaud u for that!❤
You have no idea how much I look forward to seeing you post new videos for us 😭💕 always with that perfect timing 🔥
Damn jade you have been trough so much in life You’re a true soldier I’m so happy to see how much you’re life has changed and the love you have for your family and the love they have for you may god continue to bless you and your family ❤️
So happy you posted Lex. Been going through the hardest days lately. Your videos always put a smile on my face though ❤️
It’s so annoying that no one ever protected you, yes you made mistakes but you were a kid and you didn’t have guidance and everyone around you failed you, so happy to see the person you’ve become
You’ve come so far you’re so strong. You’ve come a long way I’m so proud of you. Can’t wait for more story times. This was probably the best cliffhanger
I’m so glad you ran. Stand up, young Lex. Can’t wait for the next episode 😉
I love that you’re breaking generational curses with your babies. Most would use what youve been through as an excuse to do bad or treat their babies bad. I’m so so sorry you had to go through any of this. I think I think this every video. God I wish we could’ve adopted you.
Your storytimes always cheer me up at my lowest moments 💕
You should do a live premiere of nanny storytime one day so we can all really chismeando in real time
Anxiety is real!!! The way you have overcome in the worst situations is amazing!!! Tell your truth with conviction!!! Thanks Lex❤❤❤❤❤
its a disorder need to be taken serius
I love how considerate of others feelings you are even when Mrs peach didn’t consider yours 🥹❤️😊
Happy New Year , God Bless you and your Family Alexis. ❤ Wishing you and your Family nothing but the best for the new year.
Girl, if you chose to never talk to your mom again, no matter how much it may hurt, you wouldn’t be in the wrong. She failed you miserably. None of your childhood was your fault. Literally all these adults failed you.
I am so sorry they didn't get it and stop the hurt. I've been watching for a while but I don't remember hearing about your dad. Hugs and lots of love.
I swear I could hear u talk for dayssss!!! 1 hour videos seem like 5 mins listening to you !!! 😭😭😭 can't wait till ur next video love !! 💕💕
22:42 I don’t want you to ever feel bad for acknowledging somebody’s wrong behaviors to somebody right is right and wrong is wrong Alexis. You’re doing what’s right . I wish I had people to defend me like you do for your family members. Please continue speaking up.
Happy New Year Alexis 🤎 I watch all your storytimes & have been for years. i always try not to comment on your mom. But bro this story made me so maddddd, your mom is grimey asl. You're so strong for continuing to talk to her. I wish I had your strength & ability to forgive.
24:12 I love this about u, I am so close to my brother. He is 12 years younger than me but I felt the need to protect him and keep him safe and happy and just be with him. Hes autistic but even now that hes 22 i still call him "mi chulo" and love seeing him, im glad u guys are still close
The amount of grown ups that failed to protect you is insane. I hope telling us this stories helps you heal. Nothing but blessings for you lex you’re strong mamas 🫶🏽
i was so hype when you posted this 😂❤ it so sad to hear how all these adults have failed you and then they demand respect from you and then for your mom to take you to jail but not your stepdad for his abuse is so sad and sick to hear ☹️ . you had to fend for yourself majority of your childhood and they feel like you’re disrespectful for having boundaries and sticking up for yourself is ridiculous . im glad you’re happy now lex cuz it takes courage to be such a beautiful person even tho you’ve experienced a lot of hurt love you lex ❤️❤️❤️❤️🫶🏼
This color shirt looks so pretty on you! It flatters you so beautifully ❤️💕
I understand you so much, and you help me feel understood. Embrace your strength because you are so resilient.. and remember how much comfort you’re giving so many people. ❤️❤️
You’re breaking my heart more and more each video. I hate that you low key agree that your mom didn’t like you. It’s actually the opposite. She knew you were the only person in her life that wouldn’t leave her and that’s why she let her full rage out on you. She made you so fkn tough and then couldn’t handle you when she saw what she created. I’m literally balling my eyes out in my room right now because she seems incredible but the ducking drugs always win. My dad was in and outbid our lives with the same bullshit but i couldn’t imagine doing it alone. ❤
I’m so happy for you for where you are at today! ❤ you deserve all the good things in life. Happy New Year🎉 hoping nothing but blessings to you and your family🫶
“ that disrespectful “ for not letting your grandmother hit you ? Nahhh , who ever said that is wrong and child abuse hitting a child just because you want to keep them in line , and damn I would have done the same thing , when said you booked it , I was like yay . Sending you good vibes ❤and luck 🍀
I was scrolling on my phone being lazy but I programmed myself that "if you're gonna watch lex, you need to be cleaning" lol so I'm off to wash dishes while it watch lol thanks for keeping me productive
I finally understand. Growing up I went through so much shit, but I continue to better myself for my family. When I talk to friends or family about past situations, they tell me how sad and bad they feel for me for what I went through and ask how I’m so “normal” and such a great person after all of that. I always thought, what do you mean, I just did what I had to. I was in survival mode. Listening to your story times put me in their perspective. I feel so sad that you had to go through those things but also because I know those exact feelings. Your feelings and emotions till this day are valid. You didn’t deserve any of it, you deserved to be loved by the ones who were supposed to be there. Till this day certain family members don’t talk to me because I cut my mom out of my life. At times it does still hurt but I refuse to be mentally and emotionally abused by her. Keep pushing forward and being a amazing momma! I can see through your vlogs that your babies love you so much! ❤
Happy New Year Alexis. I lost my Papa that raised me and was my best friend the day after thanksgiving 2023 and when I needed a laugh i turn to your videos. Thank you so much
Hope you had a new year,too! So excited for the vid
Yaaassss queen. Your not the only one who will defend those who have a hard time speaking up. I thought I was the only one with this mindset. I will forever help others even when it's by myself 👏🙏❤️. Much love lex❤️
Ive had terrible panic attacks and I used to be ashamed cause I always felt it was my fault Id think I did something bad and id go through all my smallest decisions. It took a lot of repetition of telling myself that I believed in myself. But even know its super hard to go through an attack I lose reality and I know when its coming and I just cry cause its so tiring using every fiber in my body to fight my anxiety.
Lex u needa be at 1mil already! Ur way better than some of these influencers with millions!
dude.. i was in tears
you are not crazy for expecting some basic respect. i cried. feel for you Alexis 🎉
I understand EXACTLY what you mean about craving loyalty or being envious of the kind of ride or die energy I noticed other besties have
Your story times always make me cry because I grew up without a mom and just hearing and imaging what you went through with your mom just makes me so sad… why did she have so much hatred towards you? Her own baby, I just couldn’t imagine taking to my daughter that way if I ever had one. You’re such a beautiful soul inside and out. I love you so much!!!! Thank you for sharing these stories with us. Baby lex deserves justice and everyone who hurt you will get theirs!
💞💞💞 we love you beautiful
loving these late night uploads💕
Your so strong for keeping your mom in your life still I don’t think I would have to strength for that
AHHHHHHHHHHH JUST WHAT I NEEDED, THANK YOU!! LOVE YOU!
OOOH HOW I'VE MISSED YOU!!!! I FEEL LIKE I HAVEN'T SEEN U SINCE LAST YEAR. LOL
HAPPY NEW YEAR, MERRY CHRISTMAS. I’m stocking coolers at work
Happy New Year my love, I miss you 💜 and may you get many more blessings along your journey.
Wow you literally have me crying with you. When things like this happen we loose our sence of security. There are still days I dont feel safe but we have to stand our ground and keep it moving. Now Im on the edge of seat waiting for the next video.
Loveeee when you post , it makes my day everytime !😭❤️
I needed this story time today. Distract me from my mind Alexissssss ❤
Lmao HELL YEAH!! I was hoping you would say you took off running. That was mad fucked Up that your mom tried to put your ass in jail all because you said how you felt. People like that shouldn’t be parents. My step daughters bio mom is crazy también just like your mom. It’s so sad to see kids In that situation with a toxic and mentally unstable parent. Im so sorry Lex. Im glad you stood up for yourself.
I can’t believe as a ten year old they expected so much from you. You are a child your mom and family should have been there to protect you no if ands or buts. I’m so sorry Lex everyone failed you and you didn’t deserve that then or ever.
Also saying shut up is so ugly especially to your child. Your feelings are 100% valid.
I would’ve ran for sure. Hope you grabbed your phone before you did.
And I’m so sorry all this happened to you, but as always, thanks for sharing. 💛
I know you had to do what you had to do for survival, but it kills me to hear you blame yourself for other people treating you poorly. You shouldn’t have had to shut up or act right. You were just defending yourself and calling these people out for their horrid behavior. Having a completely normal response. They knew damn well what they were doing to you and that they’re the reason for you “acting out”. And the only reason they got mad and blew up on you is because things weren’t going their way and they couldn’t escape from the constant reminders of their atrocities. You have a heart of gold, Lex, cause I would’ve never talked to any of these people again after going through everything you went through as a child
Best wishes for the new year to you and your family. Today is my bday😊 I'm getting ready for work now😅
My heart goes out to you… so much happened that should have never happened.. I agree with you 100%.
Happy New Year, may your year be fulfilled with nothing but prosperous moments. May you and your family be in joy, peace and love all 2024 🫶
Omg please don’t get long to upload the next video and I hope you have a good year and live happily
When you said: “ I know when you’re a crackhead you can move mountains” 🤣😂😂 crackheads are strong asf!
Yayy 1st storytime of the NY!!! Happy New Year Babe!!! Hope this year is filled with all life greatest blessings!!! And I hope you succeed at not over explaining yourself. Don't give anyone that much energy who don't even deserve it. You got this girly ❤😊
Happy new year 🎆 I missed you ❗️❤️
Omg!! Hi, I finally got the notification!! Yay!! Love you girl!!
Happy New Year love wishing you nothing but the best this year ❤ I pray god heals your heart ♥️ and gives you peace
Whoa that is so much!! Bubbles and her man should have treated you better And where was Joe? Like why was he not there apologizing?! TF! I am so sorry that the people's meant to protect you were the main ones harming you Lex. You deserved better and I am glad you survived and did better for yourself❣️❣️
🎊HAPPY NEW 🎉 YEAR 🎉
Just finished the video and I’m shaking from how angry I’m for little Lex, I so glad you ran 😭 and I’m so glad you have a real family now
My mother told me.. I was also 9… “we can call the police but then he might get sent back to Mexico. Do you want your niece to grow up without a dad?” And he’s also done more bad to good to my nieces and nephews and my sister. To this day my mother still wants us around and everyone to be together as family.
Been going thru it with my pregnancy and this video came in, just in time ❤ I just want to say, your hair is soooo gorgeous! And “don’t stop talking” “bet” 😂 made me laugh out loud. Hope you’re doing so well! 😊
Still solo on the over night shift Excited to hear ur story
i’ve been waiting all week for this, i binge watched all ur videos this month ily 🫶🏼
If anything you were always too respectful, I wish I would’ve met you and saved you and made you a soul sister I’m happy your in a much better place now god sees all and one day people will pay for the things they did time and time again much love Lex ❤
I love you lex! You genuinely deserve the best love ❤❤ you have no idea how much I love to hear your story times because I had a very fucked up childhood after my dad got deported & i can truly truly relate… wish it was over sometime else lol but the fact that you can speak on it, makes me feel I’m not the only one broken & healing is possible one day, one decision at a time 💕💕💕😊
Every time you tell a story I always feel like I am right there right next to you having a one on one conversation 🤍
The cliff Hanger!! Love you Lex! Sending you lots of love and prayers always ❤
Been waiting since last year!!!😂. Currently working. Typing and listening and watching you. Ready for this storytime!❤
Over explaining Is a trauma response. I still struggle with doing doing it sometimes.
Thank you for sharing your story ❤❤ your strength ❤ your beauty ❤