I used to be so spoilt rotten being able to binge nanny series Alexis videos back to back.. now I’m all caught up and have to waaaaaait😂😂😂 I’m kinda jealous of people who just started the series
Ugh I hate those comments! "Why didn't you just leave" like really!?? Its so much easier said than done. Have they not heard about how many women have been unalived due to them leaving their abusers!?! I hate when people speak without walking a mile in someone else's shoes. Love you Lex! Please block those annoying people leaving those comments! You share your videos with us for us to be here for you and not for us to attack or belittle you for not leaving your abuser!!! Ignorant people man.
i used to think "why " also to people and family that hurt me and had hate towards me and were just ugly people. but then i saw this quote that said "you can never understand the reason "why "of evil people, the day you do is the day you become them " and thats because their brains and hearts arent normal they dont think how we think they arent wired as we are. The day we understand is because we also became evil. After hearing that i was able to let go of the "why" because id rather be so lost and confused then to understand how evil thinks and does. i love you Alexis your stories help me heal from my own trauma thank you for what you do
You can compare your attachment to him to an addiction. A stronghold/addiction is just that and doesn't matter if it's a substance, alcohol, sex or a person. It's a struggle that you keep going back to that you want to quit, you know it could be detrimental to your life but you're stuck in a vicious cycle! It takes work and is a process to break free from.
Girl going back to someone toxic it even loving them, is a form of addiction. So don’t tell yourself that you would beat yourself up, it’s what you saw and you depended on that feeling of “love” .
Your stories are so multifaceted. I love chilling with my drink and listening to the audacity of these people in your life. I wish your mom had handed squidwards mom her own ass on a platter. And I hope sometime down the line squidward gets his. Maybe by Joe. Maybe by pro. Idk who it will be but I hope they cleaned his clock. He deserves nothing good in life. The stepdad deserves even less. Can’t believe all these adults were so keen to defend someone like him. 😢 heartbreaking. Love you, Lex! ❤❤
Please don't let anyone's comments about what you could've or should've done get to you. A lot of us have been there before and totally get it ❤ You have grown from your experiences and created such a beautiful life for yourself and your children in spite of everything. Never forget that
Hey girl, it was a decision you made to stay with that fool, nobody judges you why . It's life lessons and you speaking on it helps so many to choose better . Thanks love
Anyone who judges you for staying in a toxic abusive situation has obviously never been through that, and should be grateful. Not only is it incredibly hard to get out of, you were a CHILD. Not to mention all of the other circumstances you were dealing with. Lots of love ❤️
I agree and disagree. If you’re an adult and are staying in a toxic abusive situation then you should be judged. You can lead a horse to water but you cannot make the horse drink it. If you were conditioned into thinking it was ok and genuinely think your situation is ok even tho it’s not then I get as to why it would take longer to leave . But if you’re fully aware and still decide to stay then you have no one to blame but yourself. This is coming from a survivor , I just had ECT done for my illness too and so I’m still recovering. I have no sympathy/empathy for people who aren’t willing to help themselves and just feel sorry for themselves while doing nothing to change it. Lex was a child in this story so this doesn’t apply to her. The adults in her life failed her. I’m only applying what I said above to adults who are full aware of their situation but are “too scared” to get help/do anything at all. Yes it’s hard to get out of but it’s not impossible.
@@Salazuki it’s not impossible, you can definitely get help and get out of an abusive relationship. But I disagree with you, it’s not just about growing up being a woman and getting out. No one asks for it. I’m glad you were able to recover from whatever you had going on. But it’s not easy for people who are scared for their life, even if you do have an escape plan/police are involved etc. I know someone who tried to leave for the sake of her child and she was killed that same day by her abuser. And unfortunately that happens all too often
Don't beat yourself up for being addicted to the toxicity. It's not your fault. It's what you knew and were surrounded with. Your home life was toxic and you were forced to be in it and accept it. It becomes normal after awhile and needed. You're amazing, you've survived so much and grown so much. Your kids are blessed to have you.
Exactly… it’s a difference between fighting a woman and a whole ass man and emotional damage as well. Ignore those comments Lex let them not understand and be damn grateful they don’t. Ilysm and looking forward to watching the rest of this I needed a story time 💕
I’m dealing with finding out my husband has been cyber cheating for the past 4 yrs. My life is in shambles and I’m devastated. I really needed a video from you to get my mind off things. Thank you. Sending much love to you and your family
Omg not me getting butterflies when joe pulls you to the side! No one should judge for staying! Love you lex! Thanks for always sharing your life with us! ❤
The process of detaching from a trauma bond hurts so much that it feels like you shouldn’t detach. I’m going through this now but I’m glad you broke away from your ex now ❤
OMG I love when you randomly pop up with a story time. It’s my serotonin hearing your voice and I just wanna say thank you for sharing your journey. I know it was rough, but you made it girl! You are too blessed to be stressed and in a mess! Idk the first thing of makeup but glad you’re doing perfume too. Much love, buttercup. We love you and God loves you always! ❤
I’m barely at the beginning of the storytime but I can’t be the only one that loves Lex’s mom going after Squidward and his stupid piece of shit ass mommy 😭
Girl the fact he molded you since you were so little. I seen so many adult woman being mentally and physically abused and its so hard for them to get out. I cant imagine how hard it would be for a teenager
Regarding toxic relationships, sometimes the only way people learn is by experience. You momma beared yourself out of a bad relationship. You saved yourself and your babies. You are amazing, and the people that took advantage of your friendship/ love, etc, are the ones that really missed out. I greatly admire your strength and willingness to forgive. I hope you never change the best parts of yourself because people dont know how to appreciate a good person. Have a great birthday, and continue to be blessed.
I know it must not be easy to get on camera and bare your heart with us but you have no idea how much I needed this tonight. Even if it’s just for 1 hour 14 mins 2 seconds, I get to pretend we’re actually friends, chismeando about past experiences and forget how much pain is in my heart right now. Thank you for that Alexis. Sincerely.
Lex, don’t be so hard on yourself. We’ve all done things when we were younger that we look back at and realize it. The important thing now is that you got out of that situation and are on to better and bigger things. Sending all the positive vibes your way! Can’t wait for another storytime 🥰
When I watch shows I’m the one who typically googles the answers and ending 10 min into the first episode… I got a lot of love for you bc I still come back knowing you’re about to give me a cliff hanger. 😭😭
Lex I am so glad your mom defended you like you always wanted ❤ even though it was later than you would have liked, I am glad this journey is starting for you. Much love for you and your family
Ooo😮 the suspense has me 🫨😬 ( the ending ) Thanks alexisjayda for taking time out of busy life and sharing with your other famBam a new nanny series 🥰 much love 💕 always
I feel you so much on this one. "Why didn't you hit back?" i get that question, or "if it was me. " So annoying no one knows what to do in that situation. Sending hugs ❤
Hey love been waiting for this to come out feels like a next episode on Netflix Thank you ! For the time and effort you put into these story times you are amazing and your story has an impact ❤
Little Lex deserves a lot of grace boo. You had to navigate adult situations with a child's perspective of the world and "x" years of life experience. In addition, it sounds like you didn't have too many good, solid options either. You did the best you could with what you had and the fact that you are where you are now is a miracle! Happy birthday and blessings !💓☀️🌻 besos 😘
Thank you so much !!!! I’ve been having a bad week to say the least 🥹 I swear I can relate to you so much and these story times make me feel like I’m taking a little vacation to the past even though it’s not me .
This is no place of judgment big or small towards Alexis. She’s opening up to us about her traumas, we listen and show her love and encouragement. And ppplease do a little research on dv, leaving a dv relationship is the most dangerous time. Sending you all hugs.
You & my husband have the same birthday and our girls have all the same birthday?! I also think mine and Rudees birthdays are around the same time!!! That’s soooooo weird!!! No wonder I’m obsessed with you guys!!! Happy early birthday, beautiful!!!
It hit home when you said “as you got older you fought back.& that you had to parent yourself.” me to!😔 I have to remind myself “it wasn’t my fault” be kind to yourself. I know it’s hard 🥺
Some things you say in these videos give me flashbacks to my own trauma. Mine isn’t exactly like what you went through but I think hearing you talk about yours helps me process mine. Thank you! ❤
27:25 aww I love this for you. It doesn’t matter how a parent remembers things from their child(ren)’s childhood, and they may disagree with the child’s memory- but it’s soo sooo important for the parent to validate their child’s feelings and memories. SO IMPORTANT. Especially if they had a traumatic childhood. I’m glad your mom finally saw you and saw that you needed her to have your back and being her choice to defend you, and being happy to do it, simply because your their child and no one better come crazy at their child! I really loved hearing this for you and seeing a glimpse of your inner child being healed/“heard”. ❤❤❤❤❤
Needed this tonight 😊 Needed this tonight 😊 as soon as you said your bday date I ran to my calendar and it’s already in there 😂 I love birthdays so much I’m glad you’re starting to look forward to yours ♥️♥️
Anyone who asks why she didn't hit him back or leave, Don't. Just don't because unless you have ever been in an abusive relationship you will never understand why she stays. It's not easy to leave or defend yourself because you "love" them and you're scared of them at the same time
Dude the accent and laughing memes adds to the story 😂I was laughing my ass off when joe said no she just invited her self . Then all of a sudden that laughing meme pops up 😂😂that’s my favorite one to use all the time lol😂
It makes me so sick to hear how your family treats the situation with that monster!! I’m so sorry you have to go thru that bs!!!! We love you Alexis!!!❤
My has breast cancer and is going through treatment. She is so strong. She amazes me. She says everyday she opens her eyes is a blessing. You are blessed girl. Your beautiful xoxo
Nah Lex… don’t beat the hell out of yourself! Skillet is foul for being with him & supposedly your BFF 😒 Strawberry is dirty as hell too, playing games
Thank you as usual for your videos they make me so happy. We’re born in the same year, when I listen I learn so much about how I was as an addict active in addiction. Never get to really listen to the other side and how it messes up others lives. Now that I’ve been sober for years I can see how I hurt people. I never could understand how me doing drugs caused anyone else issues, it took me a long time to see what damage I did. I appreciate the patience and love you show to your mom. I know it’s tough! But also I can see a lot of the things that happened to me that happened to you and how we both picked different routes, you’re so strong. Thank you really❤
So true, getting older is an absolute blessing that so many don't get to receive. My canas, my wrinkles, that I'm beginning to notice were once a cause of worry but now I see them with different eyes. Unfortunately, I've learned 1st hand that tomorrow doesn't always arrive for everyone. Just yesterday I was blessed to see my parents 82 & 77 in their kitchen, laughing and smiling with each other and it gave me such peace. I pray to have a long life with the love of my life. Bring on the old age, I'm looking forward to it. I pray for it ❤
@15:13 even grown ass women stay in those situations, how the fuck is a little girl who was fucking homeless, and being abused (mentally, emotionally, financially, physically, etc.), by EVERYONE in her life supposed to have the mental wear withal to figure out he's not supposed to abuse her... what a silly question! The fuck?! We are so proud of you Lex, and baby Lex was a badass survivor who deserves ONLY grace and love!! And I hope this next birthday is an amazing chapter in the book of AlexisJayda!!! ❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉 (sorry for the cussing 😅😅)
Alexis I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS! Ik that I don’t show as much love as I’d like to. But I really do love you vids. Honestly everytime that I watch them I always want to give young Lex a hug and take her in. You’re one of my favs, I can NEVER just let one of your videos go by without watching them right away. There always just soooo good. Keep it up love ❤️
I knew you’d be posting soon, been waiting to see your beautiful face! You’re so therapeutic to listen to, we really relate with feeling we don’t really belong anywhere, but I always feel like I belong with the fambam!
I’m doing absolutely nothing but watching this, BY MYSELF- which couldn’t make me happier! Omg I cannot believe she called your mom a clown! She must have lost her mind 😂😂😂
Driving home from work. I e been trying to work on anger I hold on from my childhood and you’ve helped me little by little, video by video. Thank you Alexis 💕
You always touch my heart. I watch you while I’m putting my make up on and depending on what your talking about sometimes it takes me longer bcus I always cry with you. Also, you do not have to explain to anyone why you didn’t fight back and stayed in that relationship so long. Some people just don’t understand unless they lived through it. We don’t all have the same strength and like me I had to find my strength. Your a beautiful person with a beautiful heart.
Lex please don’t beat yourself up for being addicted to the toxicity. As someone who has only been gone for 4 years from the toxic/abusive love it is SO hard to try to justify it and understand why it’s so addicting, but it is. You’re a beautiful, amazing soul and you deserve your happy marriage and all those beautiful babies you have now ❤️ I’m so glad you made it out❤️
Thank you for posting!!!!!!!!❤ I love your story times, thank you for not being afraid and having the bolas to let it all out 🫶🏼 happy birthday you Leo queen. I love my Leo’s 🙌🏼🩷✨
You are inspiring me to start writing my own journal "diary" of all the things that happened to me in my life. Even though it was more than 10 years ago.. I need to heal. ❤️🙏
That fam bam is correct! We as humans tend to self sabotage due to the traumatic experience because we are used to destruction in our lives such as DV (domestic violence) or FV (family violence) for example . Once we have that happiness or peace we tend to want to go back to a destructive lifestyle or mindset. Don't go to that Alexis! I do that too and have been working on it! We have been surviving for so long we don't appreciate the now moment and look back and say “wow, I didn't appreciate my time when I was younger.” Love you!
I’m cleaning my bathroom while listening to you! I’m glad you made it thru n stronger then ever at the end hun! That intro song is stuck in my head n I’m singing it like 10 times… Your make up eye lewk came out pretty & I saw this palette at Walmart last night but it was sold out… ❤❤
Love you Alexis. I know exactly how you feel in these toxic relationships it sucks so bad. So happy you have found your happy ever after. Im still waiting on mine lol. I know its still a struggle dealing with your past but thank you for sharing always!!
Don’t be so hard on yourself when it comes to little lex, she had to figure everything out on her own and she is so proud of who you have become. When I watch your story times I feel so many emotions. Sometimes I cry with you, sometimes I get soo mad when I hear about the things all these ppl have done to you or didn’t do for you but one thing is I nvr feel upset or judge little lex. You gotta forgive little lex whole heartedly you both deserve it 🫶🏼 thank you for continuing to share your story 🤍
This one was so funny, I love the nanny series. You know every one of us girls have a toxic squidward in our life, wen we were younger anybody who says they did is lieing. That you look back has a grow up your like eeeww what was I thinking. I think we are all supposed to go threw one. ❤❤
That a good way to look at it. Never thought of it until someone says. Especially when the year has been ruff. We beat that and another birth year to come.
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Ready for it girl! ❤
Love you moreee ❤
I used to be so spoilt rotten being able to binge nanny series Alexis videos back to back.. now I’m all caught up and have to waaaaaait😂😂😂 I’m kinda jealous of people who just started the series
Omg same lol 😂
same here😂
No forreal 😫
I feel like no one should judge as to why you stayed because we never know the reason until you’re in it. Love you Lex 🫶🏾💗
Yeah because there are grown adults clinging on in these types of relationships. For some it’s just something you have to grow through to learn
@@HeyitsBri_most don’t even make it out alive. Sadly.
Ugh I hate those comments! "Why didn't you just leave" like really!?? Its so much easier said than done. Have they not heard about how many women have been unalived due to them leaving their abusers!?! I hate when people speak without walking a mile in someone else's shoes. Love you Lex! Please block those annoying people leaving those comments! You share your videos with us for us to be here for you and not for us to attack or belittle you for not leaving your abuser!!! Ignorant people man.
i used to think "why " also to people and family that hurt me and had hate towards me and were just ugly people. but then i saw this quote that said "you can never understand the reason "why "of evil people, the day you do is the day you become them " and thats because their brains and hearts arent normal they dont think how we think they arent wired as we are. The day we understand is because we also became evil. After hearing that i was able to let go of the "why" because id rather be so lost and confused then to understand how evil thinks and does. i love you Alexis your stories help me heal from my own trauma thank you for what you do
You can compare your attachment to him to an addiction. A stronghold/addiction is just that and doesn't matter if it's a substance, alcohol, sex or a person.
It's a struggle that you keep going back to that you want to quit, you know it could be detrimental to your life but you're stuck in a vicious cycle! It takes work and is a process to break free from.
Girl going back to someone toxic it even loving them, is a form of addiction. So don’t tell yourself that you would beat yourself up, it’s what you saw and you depended on that feeling of “love” .
Your stories are so multifaceted. I love chilling with my drink and listening to the audacity of these people in your life. I wish your mom had handed squidwards mom her own ass on a platter. And I hope sometime down the line squidward gets his. Maybe by Joe. Maybe by pro. Idk who it will be but I hope they cleaned his clock. He deserves nothing good in life. The stepdad deserves even less. Can’t believe all these adults were so keen to defend someone like him. 😢 heartbreaking.
Love you, Lex! ❤❤
Please don't let anyone's comments about what you could've or should've done get to you. A lot of us have been there before and totally get it ❤ You have grown from your experiences and created such a beautiful life for yourself and your children in spite of everything. Never forget that
Hey girl, it was a decision you made to stay with that fool, nobody judges you why . It's life lessons and you speaking on it helps so many to choose better . Thanks love
29:00 I feel the same way about trash bags! Hate when my family doesn’t take the bag out and put a new one instead of just overflowing it.
Anyone who judges you for staying in a toxic abusive situation has obviously never been through that, and should be grateful. Not only is it incredibly hard to get out of, you were a CHILD. Not to mention all of the other circumstances you were dealing with. Lots of love ❤️
This!
I agree and disagree. If you’re an adult and are staying in a toxic abusive situation then you should be judged. You can lead a horse to water but you cannot make the horse drink it. If you were conditioned into thinking it was ok and genuinely think your situation is ok even tho it’s not then I get as to why it would take longer to leave . But if you’re fully aware and still decide to stay then you have no one to blame but yourself. This is coming from a survivor , I just had ECT done for my illness too and so I’m still recovering. I have no sympathy/empathy for people who aren’t willing to help themselves and just feel sorry for themselves while doing nothing to change it.
Lex was a child in this story so this doesn’t apply to her. The adults in her life failed her. I’m only applying what I said above to adults who are full aware of their situation but are “too scared” to get help/do anything at all. Yes it’s hard to get out of but it’s not impossible.
@@Salazuki it’s not impossible, you can definitely get help and get out of an abusive relationship. But I disagree with you, it’s not just about growing up being a woman and getting out. No one asks for it. I’m glad you were able to recover from whatever you had going on. But it’s not easy for people who are scared for their life, even if you do have an escape plan/police are involved etc. I know someone who tried to leave for the sake of her child and she was killed that same day by her abuser. And unfortunately that happens all too often
Don't beat yourself up for being addicted to the toxicity. It's not your fault. It's what you knew and were surrounded with.
Your home life was toxic and you were forced to be in it and accept it. It becomes normal after awhile and needed.
You're amazing, you've survived so much and grown so much. Your kids are blessed to have you.
Exactly… it’s a difference between fighting a woman and a whole ass man and emotional damage as well. Ignore those comments Lex let them not understand and be damn grateful they don’t. Ilysm and looking forward to watching the rest of this I needed a story time 💕
“Shut the fuck up and are you wearing my tank top” 😂🤣 I’m cracking up rn
I hope these story times last forever
“take it as a victory” YES!! i love that with everything, how blessed we all are 😢❤
I’m dealing with finding out my husband has been cyber cheating for the past 4 yrs. My life is in shambles and I’m devastated. I really needed a video from you to get my mind off things. Thank you. Sending much love to you and your family
Omg not me getting butterflies when joe pulls you to the side! No one should judge for staying! Love you lex! Thanks for always sharing your life with us! ❤
The process of detaching from a trauma bond hurts so much that it feels like you shouldn’t detach. I’m going through this now but I’m glad you broke away from your ex now ❤
OMG I love when you randomly pop up with a story time. It’s my serotonin hearing your voice and I just wanna say thank you for sharing your journey. I know it was rough, but you made it girl! You are too blessed to be stressed and in a mess!
Idk the first thing of makeup but glad you’re doing perfume too.
Much love, buttercup. We love you and God loves you always! ❤
I’m barely at the beginning of the storytime but I can’t be the only one that loves Lex’s mom going after Squidward and his stupid piece of shit ass mommy 😭
😂😂 I was so hype to hear that.
Girl the fact he molded you since you were so little. I seen so many adult woman being mentally and physically abused and its so hard for them to get out. I cant imagine how hard it would be for a teenager
Regarding toxic relationships, sometimes the only way people learn is by experience. You momma beared yourself out of a bad relationship. You saved yourself and your babies. You are amazing, and the people that took advantage of your friendship/ love, etc, are the ones that really missed out. I greatly admire your strength and willingness to forgive. I hope you never change the best parts of yourself because people dont know how to appreciate a good person. Have a great birthday, and continue to be blessed.
I know it must not be easy to get on camera and bare your heart with us but you have no idea how much I needed this tonight. Even if it’s just for 1 hour 14 mins 2 seconds, I get to pretend we’re actually friends, chismeando about past experiences and forget how much pain is in my heart right now. Thank you for that Alexis. Sincerely.
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18:22 that part took me out “and are you wearing my tank top??” 😂😂
Lex, don’t be so hard on yourself. We’ve all done things when we were younger that we look back at and realize it. The important thing now is that you got out of that situation and are on to better and bigger things. Sending all the positive vibes your way! Can’t wait for another storytime 🥰
When I watch shows I’m the one who typically googles the answers and ending 10 min into the first episode… I got a lot of love for you bc I still come back knowing you’re about to give me a cliff hanger. 😭😭
😂 “bless your heart Barbara “ 🤣🤣🤣. Why do people feel the need to insert themselves…wrongly at that. Lol tf
I’m really digging the background. Really feels like it’s just you and me lol.
She kept calling me Maria 😂😂😂 I’m sorry lex but that shit was funny !!!
The way I laughed SO HARD when strawberry laughed at Sam 😂😂
Lex I am so glad your mom defended you like you always wanted ❤ even though it was later than you would have liked, I am glad this journey is starting for you. Much love for you and your family
Ooo😮 the suspense has me 🫨😬 ( the ending )
Thanks alexisjayda for taking time out of busy life and sharing with your other famBam a new nanny series 🥰 much love 💕 always
I feel you so much on this one. "Why didn't you hit back?" i get that question, or "if it was me. " So annoying no one knows what to do in that situation. Sending hugs ❤
The penguin took me tf OUT . Idk how no one brought that up lmfaoooo
Hey love been waiting for this to come out feels like a next episode on Netflix Thank you ! For the time and effort you put into these story times you are amazing and your story has an impact ❤
Little Lex deserves a lot of grace boo. You had to navigate adult situations with a child's perspective of the world and "x" years of life experience. In addition, it sounds like you didn't have too many good, solid options either.
You did the best you could with what you had and the fact that you are where you are now is a miracle! Happy birthday and blessings !💓☀️🌻 besos 😘
“Just because it hurts doesn’t mean it’s not the right choice” babyyyyyyy 💯💯💯🙏🏽❤️
Thank you so much !!!! I’ve been having a bad week to say the least 🥹 I swear I can relate to you so much and these story times make me feel like I’m taking a little vacation to the past even though it’s not me .
This is no place of judgment big or small towards Alexis. She’s opening up to us about her traumas, we listen and show her love and encouragement.
And ppplease do a little research on dv, leaving a dv relationship is the most dangerous time.
Sending you all hugs.
You & my husband have the same birthday and our girls have all the same birthday?! I also think mine and Rudees birthdays are around the same time!!! That’s soooooo weird!!! No wonder I’m obsessed with you guys!!! Happy early birthday, beautiful!!!
It hit home when you said “as you got older you fought back.& that you had to parent yourself.” me to!😔 I have to remind myself “it wasn’t my fault” be kind to yourself. I know it’s hard 🥺
Girrrrrl, just when I was like “ geez I need a new story time from Alexis “ boom notification came in!!! 🩷✨
Some things you say in these videos give me flashbacks to my own trauma. Mine isn’t exactly like what you went through but I think hearing you talk about yours helps me process mine. Thank you! ❤
27:25 aww I love this for you. It doesn’t matter how a parent remembers things from their child(ren)’s childhood, and they may disagree with the child’s memory- but it’s soo sooo important for the parent to validate their child’s feelings and memories. SO IMPORTANT. Especially if they had a traumatic childhood. I’m glad your mom finally saw you and saw that you needed her to have your back and being her choice to defend you, and being happy to do it, simply because your their child and no one better come crazy at their child! I really loved hearing this for you and seeing a glimpse of your inner child being healed/“heard”. ❤❤❤❤❤
Was sleeping and now I know y I woke up, cause u posted a new vid. Love watching them! 😊❤
Literally look forward to your story time, you’re so strong for sharing the triggering moments!!!
Needed this tonight 😊 Needed this tonight 😊 as soon as you said your bday date I ran to my calendar and it’s already in there 😂 I love birthdays so much I’m glad you’re starting to look forward to yours ♥️♥️
Anyone who asks why she didn't hit him back or leave, Don't. Just don't because unless you have ever been in an abusive relationship you will never understand why she stays. It's not easy to leave or defend yourself because you "love" them and you're scared of them at the same time
I’m going to be saying “Bless your heart, Barbara.” all the time now 😂
It's like you knew I needed motivational speaking aka your story times in order to get this house clean 🤣🥰😩
Dude the accent and laughing memes adds to the story 😂I was laughing my ass off when joe said no she just invited her self . Then all of a sudden that laughing meme pops up 😂😂that’s my favorite one to use all the time lol😂
22:06 “imma get goin’” and that woman DID know, you told her and she WAS judging you. She deserved to hear about herself, in her own accent 😂
Omg i cant stop laughing at you doing the southern accent, i swear you are a natural comedian!!😂🤣
This lipstick color is everything on u! The best I've ever seen...suites u so well
When she say hey beautiful it always just buys a smile on my face and yes big Leo ♌️
Also girl I LOVE the new intro ❤
I didn’t know you finally left when g$n violence was involved. I can’t imagine little Lex in that moment-- we give her grace, we give her love 💜
It makes me so sick to hear how your family treats the situation with that monster!! I’m so sorry you have to go thru that bs!!!! We love you Alexis!!!❤
My has breast cancer and is going through treatment. She is so strong. She amazes me. She says everyday she opens her eyes is a blessing. You are blessed girl. Your beautiful xoxo
Love how you been editing these story times. Can see how much work you put into them. 💚💚 also the damn neck jerk had me 💀🤣
I laughed way too hard at that neck jerk 😂😂😂
I LOVE THE NEW INTRO
my fav part of the week when lex uploads the nanny series stories 🤗🤭
Nah Lex… don’t beat the hell out of yourself! Skillet is foul for being with him & supposedly your BFF 😒 Strawberry is dirty as hell too, playing games
Girl, I swear I literally was JUST binging your story times! I love the timing haha
Your stories are always inspiring because they are so relatable! You are amazing! I love you 🫶🏼🫶🏼
Thank you as usual for your videos they make me so happy. We’re born in the same year, when I listen I learn so much about how I was as an addict active in addiction. Never get to really listen to the other side and how it messes up others lives. Now that I’ve been sober for years I can see how I hurt people. I never could understand how me doing drugs caused anyone else issues, it took me a long time to see what damage I did. I appreciate the patience and love you show to your mom. I know it’s tough! But also I can see a lot of the things that happened to me that happened to you and how we both picked different routes, you’re so strong. Thank you really❤
So true, getting older is an absolute blessing that so many don't get to receive. My canas, my wrinkles, that I'm beginning to notice were once a cause of worry but now I see them with different eyes. Unfortunately, I've learned 1st hand that tomorrow doesn't always arrive for everyone.
Just yesterday I was blessed to see my parents 82 & 77 in their kitchen, laughing and smiling with each other and it gave me such peace. I pray to have a long life with the love of my life. Bring on the old age, I'm looking forward to it. I pray for it ❤
@15:13 even grown ass women stay in those situations, how the fuck is a little girl who was fucking homeless, and being abused (mentally, emotionally, financially, physically, etc.), by EVERYONE in her life supposed to have the mental wear withal to figure out he's not supposed to abuse her... what a silly question! The fuck?!
We are so proud of you Lex, and baby Lex was a badass survivor who deserves ONLY grace and love!! And I hope this next birthday is an amazing chapter in the book of AlexisJayda!!! ❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉 (sorry for the cussing 😅😅)
Alexis I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS! Ik that I don’t show as much love as I’d like to. But I really do love you vids. Honestly everytime that I watch them I always want to give young Lex a hug and take her in. You’re one of my favs, I can NEVER just let one of your videos go by without watching them right away. There always just soooo good. Keep it up love ❤️
Always making those hitters… I’m hooked to your stories… ❤ keep healing girl.. you made it…
I knew you’d be posting soon, been waiting to see your beautiful face! You’re so therapeutic to listen to, we really relate with feeling we don’t really belong anywhere, but I always feel like I belong with the fambam!
GOOD AFTERNOON YALL
I’m doing absolutely nothing but watching this, BY MYSELF- which couldn’t make me happier! Omg I cannot believe she called your mom a clown! She must have lost her mind 😂😂😂
Great background and the beautiful intro Alexa jayda…colors Unbelievable, I love it!
I'm a hospice CNA and I listen to you while ill drive to my patients houses...
Driving home from work. I e been trying to work on anger I hold on from my childhood and you’ve helped me little by little, video by video. Thank you Alexis 💕
You always touch my heart. I watch you while I’m putting my make up on and depending on what your talking about sometimes it takes me longer bcus I always cry with you. Also, you do not have to explain to anyone why you didn’t fight back and stayed in that relationship so long. Some people just don’t understand unless they lived through it. We don’t all have the same strength and like me I had to find my strength. Your a beautiful person with a beautiful heart.
Lex please don’t beat yourself up for being addicted to the toxicity. As someone who has only been gone for 4 years from the toxic/abusive love it is SO hard to try to justify it and understand why it’s so addicting, but it is. You’re a beautiful, amazing soul and you deserve your happy marriage and all those beautiful babies you have now ❤️ I’m so glad you made it out❤️
Thank you for posting!!!!!!!!❤
I love your story times, thank you for not being afraid and having the bolas to let it all out 🫶🏼 happy birthday you Leo queen. I love my Leo’s 🙌🏼🩷✨
I swear I feel like my grandma when she watches novelas cuz I be talking back to you like you can hear me ! Hahaha love you!!!!
Ok had to pause real quick. The new logo girl I LOVE IT!!!❤
Love the new Background ✨
Hiii, I'm so glad to see you! I like the new background, your nails, your shirt, and of course, seeing you 🩷 Hope you have a great day, friend!
You are inspiring me to start writing my own journal "diary" of all the things that happened to me in my life. Even though it was more than 10 years ago.. I need to heal. ❤️🙏
Ugh I can relate to this story so much like same to everything same same same, still healing and forgiving myself to this day❤❤ love ur videos
I tune the world out when you drop a new nanny series. I am so invested.
That fam bam is correct! We as humans tend to self sabotage due to the traumatic experience because we are used to destruction in our lives such as DV (domestic violence) or FV (family violence) for example . Once we have that happiness or peace we tend to want to go back to a destructive lifestyle or mindset. Don't go to that Alexis! I do that too and have been working on it! We have been surviving for so long we don't appreciate the now moment and look back and say “wow, I didn't appreciate my time when I was younger.” Love you!
1:06:20 because that’s the “ love “ you knew nd by fckrrs you learned what real love is about. Then to accept it when you’re loved for real
I’m cleaning my bathroom while listening to you! I’m glad you made it thru n stronger then ever at the end hun! That intro song is stuck in my head n I’m singing it like 10 times… Your make up eye lewk came out pretty & I saw this palette at Walmart last night but it was sold out… ❤❤
Love you Alexis. I know exactly how you feel in these toxic relationships it sucks so bad. So happy you have found your happy ever after. Im still waiting on mine lol. I know its still a struggle dealing with your past but thank you for sharing always!!
Don’t be so hard on yourself when it comes to little lex, she had to figure everything out on her own and she is so proud of who you have become. When I watch your story times I feel so many emotions. Sometimes I cry with you, sometimes I get soo mad when I hear about the things all these ppl have done to you or didn’t do for you but one thing is I nvr feel upset or judge little lex. You gotta forgive little lex whole heartedly you both deserve it 🫶🏼 thank you for continuing to share your story 🤍
This one was so funny, I love the nanny series. You know every one of us girls have a toxic squidward in our life, wen we were younger anybody who says they did is lieing. That you look back has a grow up your like eeeww what was I thinking. I think we are all supposed to go threw one. ❤❤
That a good way to look at it. Never thought of it until someone says. Especially when the year has been ruff. We beat that and another birth year to come.
So excited for this vid ! 1st day back in gym for 2 months !!! Here we go !!😅
Giiirl your edits and all the memes you add to your videos are everything !!! Thanks for taking the time to add them 😂😂
I miss my mom. I haven't been able to sleep since she passed away. I am up watching your story time. Blessings to you Lex. 🙏
Loved this storytime. There was just so much going on
Luv this I was just about to start cleaning my room btw luvvvvvvvv the new background I feel like it's so refreshing ❤
The GIFS make it even better 😁 I love your videos!