A House in Nebraska (Official Visualizer) - Ethel Cain
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- Опубліковано 10 тра 2022
- Official visualizer for "A House in Nebraska" by Ethel Cain.
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After listening to this about 3847282 times over the past week, one of the most gutwrenching and painful things about it to me is how slow the beginning is, there aren't many lyrics, but then towards the end she says so much. It's like being in conversation and you're holding back, until finally you can't hold it in anymore, you break down and you say all of the things you need to say. And then she slows down again, and all she can say anymore is how alone she feels. This song is an entire experience
I think that's part of why it's one of my favorites. And the lyrics just hit so hard. I cry every time during the second verse.
what she said ❤❤❤❤
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Ever considered being a music journalist? Cus this is bloomin genius.
@@Vi0letRayI know right? Fuck…..It’s they described this experience.
That back vocal where she says “And I needed you/And I need you still” don’t fucking taLK TO ME
Indeed!!
I also liked the blending vocal, of
"And I die there under you..every night, all night."
Just spectacular writing.
I'm sitting here, at 61, listening to this song, and I'm remembering what it was like to be in love.
I have tears in my eyes.
i'm sorry man.
You are Loved. ❤️
You have much more life to live partner
Has someone ever scared you ? Someone you love like you feel like it can end bad
Love is a curse sometimes..especially if it isn't reciprocated by the one you love..I'm blessed but there was a time in my life when things weren't so simple. I feel your pain and can relate..
The fact that even after she’s passed away, she still yearns for that house in Nebraska. “It’s all I know, and it’s all I want now.” I’m sobbing.
Yes that part of Sun Bleached Flies hit me like a truck
“These dirt roads are empty, the ones we paved ourselves” WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK
one of the best songs I have ever heard in my entire life. unbelievable.
Yes!!!!
REAL
100%
🙌
You haven't listened to a lot of music I guess.
Listening from a house in Nebraska I can confirm this rocks.
Must be nice sis
This song is so hauntingly vivid I can’t even call it a song. It feels like a real life moment that I’m experiencing as it unfolds. Each word and change in instrumentals hits so hard and the entire piece leaves me feeling like I just lived an entirely separate life in a matter of minutes. Wow. Just wow.
Cool!
An incredibly talented writer, I'm in awe of ethel 💫
It’s a wonderful way to experience music
Ambiance before structure
I am going through losing my husband due to my own stupidity. I live in Nebraska and I am
SOBBING!
I feel like I just experienced a whole movie. And that guitar solo striked me like thunder. Masterpiece.
flvmeed?
@@emomu yes lol I just copy pasted the comments from genius. Nice to meet you
@@emomu by your profile pic I see you have taste 🤌
@@cheesybirdmess7349 lol nice to meet you too!
Wow xo here?
As if this wasn't a sad enough song to begin with, then you see where it fits into the narrative of the album and it takes on such a deeper meaning. With the hypothetical what ifs we all deal with in life and love. Never realizing your own indifference towards someone could be so devastating to them. And what if you came back years later and realized your decisions sent someone down a path that eventually led to their death. This song is so heavy on an album that is pure genius in it's construction. Ethel Cain will now and forever be my sprit animal.
@Jeremie M ppl process pain differently. And when it comes to relationships that pain can be too much to cope with sometimes. And in most cases of suicide that person may not be the best communicator or even have a support system in place. I had an ex kill herself about 10 years after we broke up. It was a very brief relationship that ended amicably plus she suffered from severe bipolar disorder. But there's always that little voice in the back of my head that thinks maybe I contributed to the downward spiral. It's not a great feeling to be left with.
"I feel so alone out here." I think it's one of the (more difficult) things we come into life on this planet in order to experience. We're not alone, but it sure feels that way.
"'Cause you were the only one I was never scared to tell I hurt" is such a gut-wrenching line. Was on the verge of tears most of his song.
Rightt this whole song reminds me of my first love. As a woman, I fell in love with my girl best friend but during that time I was extremely depressed and suicidal, still I lived on for her.
"So I die there under you, every night, all night"
That was felt right in the heart.
Everybody has probably experienced this feeling.
Such great lyrics
♡ Lyrics:
Labored breaths and bed sores
Sing it to me all day long
When the aching sound of silence
Used to be our favorite song
You and me against the world
You were my man and I your girl
We had nothing except each other
You were my whole world
Then the day came
And you were up and gone
I still call home that house in Nebraska
Where we found each other on a dirty mattress on the second floor
Where the world was empty, save you and I
Where you came and I laughed, and you left and I cried
Where you told me even if we died tonight, that I'd die yours
These dirt roads are empty
The ones we paved ourselves
Your mama calls me sometimes
To see if I'm doing well
And I'd lie to her and say that I'm doing fine
When, really, I'd kill myself to hold you one more time
And it hurts to miss you, but it's worse to know
That I'm the reason you won't come home
But I still call home that house in Nebraska
Where we found each other on a dirty mattress on the second floor
(Where I needed you, and I need you still)
Where the world was empty, save you and I
Where you came and I laughed, and you left and I cried
Where you told me even if we died tonight, that I'd die yours
(So I died there under you every night, all night)
You know, I still wait (I still wait) at the edge of town
Praying straight to God that maybe you'll come back around
I cry every day, and the bottles make it worse
'Cause you were the only one I was never scared to tell I hurt
And I found photographs of our school, on the day we met
I thought that you were so beautiful, it was love, I guess
And you might never come back home, and I may never sleep at night
But God, I just hope you're doing fine out there, I just pray that you're alright
And I feel so alone, and I feel so alone out here
I feel so alone, I feel so alone out here
And I feel so alone without you, I'm so alone out here
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
I'm so alone out here without you, baby
Thanks so very much 🙏💯
I can't this is so beautiful I'm in verge of tears
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Thank you for posting 🙏🙏🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙
“where you told me even if we died tonight, that i’d die yours.” “when really i’d kill myself to hold you one more time” BRO THIS SHOULD BE ILLEGAL 😭
THANK YOU BC SAME🙏🏽😭💯❤️🔥
my cats staring at me wondering why i'm belting this ballad on repeat full volume
Realest thing I’ve heard
Why hasn’t anybody held me at gunpoint to listen to Ethel Cain because this is so beautiful
this song is so vividly painful… it’s hard to describe how it makes me feel, i just know i’m crying uncontrollably
this song resonates with me so much. when i was 14 i met a boy at church who had just emigrated from guatemala. we became close friends and he was the first boy to treat me romantically. when i was 15 we started dating, but unfortunately when i was 16 he had to leave and go back to his home country. this song is exactly how i felt when he left. some lines are eerily similar, like his mom checking up on me and one of the lyrics being something i wrote to him in a letter. it’s hard to accept you’ll never see someone again, especially someone who you loved and was the first to love you.
this is so sad omg, i hope one day you two will be able to reconnect
:(
@@user-iv7nz2dr3y deep down i hope so too, but i try not to get my hopes up too much. i found out that we are going to go to college in the same state, (which is really random and weird because he has no ties to this state). the college i might go to will be about 20 min from the one he’s going to. plus his mom offered me a place to stay in guatemala and told me anytime i want to go i’ll have a “home away from home”, so i could see him then! who knows what life has in store.
@@kate7152 would you mind giving updates? im rooting for you
GO TO HIM
@@TeeMcbee1 i wish i could
im beyond amazed with how this track turned out,, the vocals, the layering, how that fucking guitar comes in at 3:25 . i love the raw vocals and stripped back feel of the beginning, before the cascade of emotions that is the end. she really fucking killed this one ♡
(so i died there under you, every night, all night)
I love this comment ❤
You sound very emo
It sounds like a country song
ok "Never give up baby 1720" @@nevergiveupbaby1720
This damn song stops me in my tracks every time I hear it - just hypnotizes me when she sings, "You and me against the world, you were my man and I your girl."
I just discovered this album today and this song was like a stab to the heart. I lost my little brother to an overdose in 2020 and I have so much guilt towards myself that he didn't come to me for help during the last couple days of his life. Minus the romantic overtones, obviously, this song really captures the grief, guilt, love and loss that I feel since losing him. When I heard this part I just broke down crying:
I say that I'm doing fine
When, really, I'd kill myself to hold you one more time
And it hurts to miss you, but it's worse to know
That I'm the reason you won't come home
Ethel is an amazing songwriter and artist. Wow, I know what I'll have on repeat.
Oh don't beat yourself up there would have been no way to stop him I'm so sorry for your lost You hold on to those beautiful memories That's all you can do. Stay strong you are loved 🤗
(Embrace it with all you have)
He loves you for it
this. this comment is so beautiful, may your little brother rest in peace i’m so sorry for your loss and i hope you heal💗
It's not your fault❤
I can get through most of the song without crying even though it's incredibly moving but when it hits the "and I feel so alone" it feels like a punch to the gut
Preacher's daughter has to be one of the best debut albums ever. This is high high level. You created something special, Hayden
when i was in high school, there was a girl that was my best friend and who was the first time i ever fell in love with someone. i loved her so much and it was so painful because i knew she never felt the same about me. we would lay in the grass of my backyard every weekend and there was a little house that we always talked about buying and living in together once we graduated. i would dream about that house with her, imagine how it would look and just being able to see her beautiful face everyday. we started growing apart right before we graduated and she eventually moved out of state a year after and we haven’t talked since. i still love her and think about that house, the ‘what if’s and all. i hope that she’s happy and doing well in her life, but i’ll never forget about her.
I'm from nowhere. Not far outside Nebraska. This visualization is like my childhood. This artist has captured something about my queer existence in the middle of nothing I haven't ever felt outside my own thoughts... Bless her.
This version of one of my favorite songs is nothing short of brilliant! Gave me chills and tears. My songwriter kid found her through Wicca and we immediately listened to everything she's got including under White Silas. The lyrics, the music, that VOICE! I'm almost 60 and she is one of my all time favorite song writers. The WORLD needs to hear Ethel Cain!
What do you mean by “this version”? Is this not the original version?
This is the original version though?
@@sabrinaf506 actually before hayden was ethel cain her stage name was White Silas & on her 2nd album "Sad Music For Sad People" she released AHIN but a diff version, u can find the OG version with the White Silas MV / Performance on YT
Jesus, this is probably the most heartbreaking song I’ve ever heard
MY FAVORITE SONG IS BACK ON YT
Right?? I've been jonesing...Thought it was lost forever.
This song probably pulled up deep rooted memories for me that should've probably stayed buried just a little bit longer. Amazing song. It genuinely sounds like the Nebraska sky.
This girl can write Poetry
I'M OBSESSED
There's something beyond captivating about Ethel's music. It truly moves you.
My cat got out almost a week ago and she's been seen a few cornfields away but she's not back and I'm wondering if I'm inappropriately sad for it being just a cat. But I loved my Pumpkin. Fucking cat, she's having the best time right now eating mice and looking at the moon.
Anyway this song is helping me be sad. I am shaving my hairy-ass legs and crying and listening to this beautiful tune. Thanks gal 💔✌🏻
please tell me you’ve found her this breaks my heart
I will say this with my entire chest, this is the most brilliant production I’ve ever heard on a song in my entire life. Everything about this track is an absolute masterpiece. The vocal layering, the instruments, the bitter melancholy in the lyrics. When you listen to this record, you live and breathe every single word, every single chord. I truly do not believe any sane person could produce something like this. Ethel Cain is a genius in every regard.
listening to this song after a breakup is absolutely soul destroying but it’s just in a world of its own in terms of beauty, an absolute unadultered masterpiece
I would love to do a short film for this entire album.
One of the best songs ever written, no doubt. It will stand the test of time.
You've tapped into something primordial here girl...dirt roads...dirty mattresses...I would die for you.
Though I've heard it a hundred times, listening to the "Preachers Daughter" version of this beautiful song, sent me into uncontrollable sobbing. A song that both hurts, but feels good at the same time. The guitar at 6:24 near killed me. 🤍
Edit: THIS is the best song on the album and her best song yet, period.
I still love Crush, maybe for the awesome trailer park, crystal meth deep south look of it, but loved the song b4 seeing her hopping in the back of the pick up and riding round a 1 traffic light town. This is reality for our and our kids lost generation . Only we now can save ourselves and this planet. Everyone needs to look up from our phones and look more at each other and look around at what "they" have done to our homes, the supposed greatest country on Earth! Really? If this is the greatest country on Earth it's time to move! What the hell happened? Over $5 for a gallon of gas and people still won't buy a Tesla which like the cars of old that kept running so to does a Tesla, on zero gas, so the cars expensive BUT doesn't break down, u only need to buy the 1, then the money saved NOT spending over $5 a gallon on gas, just makes complete sense, if we don't need oil, gas there goes most of the reasons for our kids going off dying in wars, just another plus for the impact buying electric cars would have, the ripple effect would be unfathomable. Only we can change and save the world! Rumsfeld and Chaney have been pulling the strings behind the scenes since Nixon! They've never had to care who the President was cuz they've been running the show for decades. Wtf!?
What about Western Nights, or God Conspiracy, or Inbred, or Powerline valley, or Crying During Sex, or Gibson Girl, or Michele Pfeiffer? Shall I go on?
@@ericharmon9025 Western Nights is my other favorite.
we need a 20 minute version
I don’t know if my mental health could survive that
Vivi from Loona has taste
@@derlis_whatever7033 omg what does this have to do w vivi does she like ethel cain
@@i2krhtd it's the person that commented this lmaoooooo
@@derlis_whatever7033 WKSHSHDHS I DIDNT NOTICE i was happy i thought vivi also liked ethel
6:24 makes my heart melt … i‘ve never felt so much emotion, rawness and artistic transparency through an album as with preacher‘s daughter
Note to self: stay single
i needed this, thank you
I was introduced to music sitting at my father's feet just mesmerized by him playing guitar. I remember him saying a lot of people make music but the secret is to reach in and make people feel.
You quickly became one of my very favorite artists.
her voice is seriously so beautiful
Screaming and crying and throwing up and pissing this song is too good
I just discovered her. What a masterpiece!
When Ethel says "I'd kill myself to see you one more time," you can feel she's so far away, lost and honest. Devastating and beautiful song.
My son introduced me to this song. I cry every time I listen to it. Hauntingly beautiful ❤️
Be lifted. This vid is a gift.
@@p25h76l it definitely is. It touches my heart so much that I can't help but cry. It's a beautiful song.
Cómo está canción no tiene mas reconocimiento esta mujer es un astroo
"AND I FOUND PHOTOGRAPHS OF OUR SCHOOL ON THE DAY WE MET. I THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL, IT WAS LOVE I GUESS" *BRB I'M GONNA GO CRY*
I don’t think I’ve ever been hit so hard by a song that’s so resonating. Like the lyrics, my boyfriend left suddenly without giving me closure. Telling me “I feel relieved when you’re gone, I hate this home, I don’t care about you anymore” after 16 months together…even though he said he loved me everyday. As a discreet trans woman, finding a partner that doesn’t treat me any different is incredibly difficult…and he was my only safe space. And now it’s gone. I’m so scared to face the world again with all the violence and rejection I’ve received.
Two weeks later I very successfully bled myself out and didn’t expect to wake up, but I did. And this song was playing. Now here I am. This song feels like the only thing I have left
My brother just passed away. And "mama calls me sometimes to see if I'm doing well And I'd lie to her and say that I'm doing fine When, really, I'd kill myself to hold you one more time And it hurts to miss you, but it's worse to know"/"And you might never come back home, and I may never sleep at night
But God, I just hope you're doing fine out there, I just pray that you're alright
And I feel so alone, and I feel so alone out here
I feel so alone, I feel so alone out here" keeps looping through my head.
Tuning in from a little house in Nebraska 🥰❤️
Off topic, Your profile picture is so adorable omfg
It's been a month since the guy I was going out with chose to isolate himself and end our relationship due to him not being emotionally available and it hurts me so much not been able to know anything from him, the whole
"But God I just hope you're doing fine out there, I just pray that you're alright"
and
"I feel so alone, so alone out here"
hits so close to home, I miss him a lot and I've tried to get in contact with him but with no reply and it hurts me a lot. I love this song it relates to me in a complete way
In a similar situation rn.. I miss her more than anything and I think of her every night. I hope she’ll get help, love herself, and reconnect with me some day
What happened with the boy?
My most favorite song. This song has gotten me through so much hardship in just these past few months. Growing up in the Midwest/Southwest/South really does a number on ya doesn’t it boys?
The chokehold this song has had on me for weeks is unreal.
Shes definitely my new favorite artist,im fetting clean from heroin/fentanyl and this has been helpful to me every emotion and goosebumps i get its something magical
goosebumps when the guitar kicked in.
This is incredible.. I haven’t been moved by a piece of music like this in sooooo long. Hits me like a shockwave. I’m in awe.
😢 im sitting in my car bawling I feel like this was my past life such an amazing experience and song
Someone just sent this to me... when she said "your momma calls me sometimes just to see if I'm doing well" I immediately had tears on my cheeks
no one ever talks about "but its worse to know that im the reason you wont come home" THAT HITS HARD.
This is one of the greatest songs ever written. I've never cried so much listening to music before. Damn
THIS SONG IT'S JUST PERFECT. THANKS ETHEL FOR THIS MASTERPIECE
A masterpiece indeed...
i cant even count how many times i’ve listened to this❤
i dont think ive ever found a song that expresses grief so well, ethel cain you are such a beautiful soul
Just listened to the KEXP version, and this is one of the most touching songs I've heard in my 60 years.
I wonder how many people can relate to this song, Not just a breakup but a Lover Dying young never getting to know how that fairytale may have unfolded.
What an absolutely breathtakingly beautiful song this is. I can't believe I've been sleeping on you Ethel, how did it take this long to find you?
At last the algorithm got it right! Going to be replaying this whole album for some time now
this song means the world to me. its youth its the absolute crushing weight of love that you dont understand yet
The beginning feels like stepping into a hot bathtub while you’re weak and crying your eyes while your chest is in a sharp pain. Her voice feels like it how it sounds like to be entirely vulnerable, You’re speaking out everything you want to say to them …but only to yourself.
I find myself on the road late at night in a hotel room editing some black and white photographs of an abandoned tuberculosis sanatorium I explored earlier this evening, and have to say I find this and all your music inspirational - thanks
Do plan on posting them anywhere? That sounds really cool! (If you don’t mind me asking)
@@chloskyskies4399 Hi - I posted several on flickr
God that guitar solo hits me every time, what a crescendo of emotions I go through with this song. This album is one of those albums that’s just sticks with you. Thank you for sharing this with the world.
This is such a masterpiece- it is art within itself, it sends me to deep places I didn’t know existed, it is amazing
How am I a Nebraskan & I'm just now hearing this amazing song?!
“and i lie to her saying i’m doing fine when really id kill myself to hold you one more time” this makes me cry so hard
This song touches me like no other music has before 💜💜💜
The production on her music is so pristine, so...immaculate
A bloody masterpiece this is....!!@!!
Ethel Cain, there's no one else that can do what you do, not even close
Please, carry on.....🖤
You sound British
@@Pawn_Shop_Blues 💀
Just found her music , dk how I’ve gone so long wo knowing her❤❤❤
I’ll always think of her. This song brings out that ache in the most comforting way. And if she doesn’t come back around during this lifetime, at least I’ll know what it was like to hold her and laugh with her. On some other parallel at least, I’m certain we spend each night looking at the stars together
I didn't think new music could still move me as much as this does.
It makes me cry every single time I listen, and that's why I continue to come back; it makes me feel alive 🤍
Why, over a year later, do I still feel just as much pain as I did then?
Please, get out of my head.
It's far more than a masterpiece..
This tremor 3:22 is painful..
So ethereal- this genuinely took me aback on first hearing it
This whole album feels like it hurts but it's good at the same time
This song is so beautiful. To lay out lyrics so bare and honest is like a treasure to me on my journey to atoning. I feel so moved that I can relate to every part despite the song itself being about a very specific story.
Crushes my soul every time. .
This is incredible.
A House in Nebraska
A song by Ethel Cain
Labored breaths and bed sores
Sing it to me all day long
When the aching sound of silence
Used to be our favorite song
You and me against the world
You were my man and I your girl
We had nothing except each other
You were my whole world
Then the day came
And you were up and gone
I still call home that house in Nebraska
Where we found each other on a dirty mattress on the second floor
Where the world was empty, save you and I
Where you came and I laughed, and you left and I cried
Where you told me even if we died tonight, that I'd die yours
These dirt roads are empty
The ones we paved ourselves
Your mama calls me sometimes
To see if I'm doing well
And I'd lie to her and say that I'm doing fine
When, really, I'd kill myself to hold you one more time
And it hurts to miss you, but it's worse to know
That I'm the reason you won't come home
But I still call home that house in Nebraska
Where we found each other on a dirty mattress on the second floor
(Where I needed you, and I need you still)
Where the world was empty, save you and I
Where you came and I laughed, and you left and I cried
Where you told me even if we died tonight, that I'd die yours
(So I died there under you every night, all night)
You know, I still wait (I still wait) at the edge of town
Praying straight to God that maybe you'll come back around
I cry every day, and the bottles make it worse
'Cause you were the only one I was never scared to tell I hurt
And I found photographs of our school, on the day we met
I thought that you were so beautiful, it was love, I guess
And you might never come back home, and I may never sleep at night
But God, I just hope you're doing fine out there, I just pray that you're alright
And I feel so alone, and I feel so alone out here
I feel so alone, I feel so alone out here
And I feel so alone without you, I'm so alone out here
I feel so alone, I feel so alone
I'm so alone out here without you, baby
Thanks for posting 🙏🙏🙏🙏🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙
I accidentally pressed the song search button on my phone while in silence and somehow this is what it got
Listening to this Song soul Is torn apart..and heart tears..and it's Amazing how much melancholy and sadnesd are poetry in music..
When she said "That House in Nebraska” I didn’t imagine the house from courage the cowardly dog
I can't get enough of this song.
I miss her sm
This song makes me mourn every romantic, platonic, and familial relationship I've ever lost.
this song makes me want to move to Nebraska
I loved this song so much probably my favourite off the whole album, I had it on repeat probably like 30 times
Canzone meravigliosa, struggente. La ascolto ed il mio viso si riempie di lacrime.
gianluca siamo in due attualmente
This song is so unique to the woman experience. A lot of violence but a lot of love.