My Breakdown | Part Two with Mama Felician
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- Опубліковано 8 лют 2025
- Part 2: We’re back with Mama Felician talking about my journey with depression and anxiety. I thank God I have an incredible support group who helped heal me.
Do you want to see our time in Calabasas next?
Thank you for taking the time to listen to my story. Ultimately, what got me through this was a beautiful combination of spending time with God, family, friends, medication, therapy, exercise, finding my triggers and really digging deep and figuring myself out and taking time for me.
I recommend all of this. No it’s not easy but keep pushing through.
One day you will tell your story of how you overcame what you went through and it will be someone else’s survival guide.
Thank YOU! For sharing your testimony, I am so grateful for this. The words you speak I could have easily said myself and I have. But God is our ultimate healer , he doesn’t lead us to the water to drown us , he leads us so we can come back stronger and even in my struggles (and I still struggle) I am grateful. Hugs to you sweet girl! Thank you so much ♥️
Amen. And thank you.❤
Thank you for sharing your story. I am very glad to know you are doing better and to see you smiling! It can be exhausting fighting this good and most important fight (IMO) for your mental wellness. I suffered multiple concussions, and have never been myself since. I am still in recovery from the physical injuries to my brain, and as a medical student I've had to spend more and more time away on this journey of continued healing. It is devastating to suffer neurological (and that includes psychological) consequences from any injury - physical, biochemical, infectious, etc. I was curious after pt. 1 if you ever did learn if you had covid or not- because I know it changed my brother's behavior for months when he was infected working as a resident in the ED in 2020. Although I was fully vaccinated, I got covid in January and it altered my behavior for a bit, as well. Maybe it's the scientist in me that wants to know the cause and because I know that the neurological effects of covid are severely understated. But I hesitate even in writing this, because I know the effects are what need the most attention and healing. And perhaps the first-gen, minority woman in me is subconsciously like, we must have a reason to breakdown, right? This doesn't "just happen" [especially not to us?!?!!] It's not the most important to know how it happens right now, but even more so how to come up. Thank you so much for sharing this testimony, especially when you said this can happen "to anyone at any time." I am here for letting it all break down so that you can build back up stronger. And we are.
Keeping your family in my prayers, and please pray for me and mine, as well.
I know you are not a medical information channel, but I would also love to know what herbs and supplements are helpful for added support. [disclaimers and all that]
Hi Claud. I, for the first time experienced anxiety 2 weeks ago. I had about 5 episodes within 3 days. I literally felt like I was going to die. It was through God, my husband and later confirmed by a dr that it was anxiety. I have not started medication. I am open to it. However, since I know what happen and learned what triggered it, I have been able to manage it. I believe that this was a lesson for me. A lesson to lean on God and to deepen my relationship with him and along with that I have learned that people with mental issues need us! They cannot fight alone. The enemy attacks our minds. Not because we are weak, but because the minds controls everything. The mind is powerful.
I grew up as a pentecostal pk and now a P's wife, I know this is a battle is spiritual war. We must fight and we must fight together. As I am on my journey, I thank you for sharing. Your MIL gave sound wisdom here. I hope to see more of her in the future. Much love!
Thank you for sharing, I went through that since December 2020 and yes the same things except por medication was my breakthrough. It is like you describe feeling yourself again. I asked God why why but then He was my refugee in those moments and still is, and God took care of everything, I am the provider of my family and seen God take care of my job, my business was impressive. Believe God and remember to reach out, to your family, friends, church and very important Doctors.
If Mama Felician had a UA-cam channel, I'd listen. She's what we all need. 💜
What a wise woman.
Me too!
AMEN!!! I just did a search to make sure I haven't been missing her channel......please sign me up I waiting for her channel 🤔
Yes just encouraging spiritual guide and just a prayer every week
Yes!!! We all need prayer worrier’s just like you beautiful mother in law!! Praise GOD for her!! All the GLORY TO OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST!! With him WE ALL will not fail!! GOD BLESS US ALL!! ❤️🙏🏻
The village doesn’t stop when the child is grown…it takes a village to maintain that which has been raised. We need each other ❤️
Beautifully said!
Yes!! 🙌🏽
Yes yes yes ♥️♥️♥️♥️💯
Big yesssss it takes a village 😻
I don't have a village.
Powerful testimony. Even with an INCREDIBLE support system, supportive husband and family, access to knowledge, therapy, and medication, Claudette's struggle with depression still seemed so difficult. Can we all take a moment to acknowledge the struggle of those whose outer AND inner worlds are falling apart but don't have the luxury to mend them and lack support or family to help them. Praying for them.
Joining you in prayer for them.♥️🙏🏼
Amen well said 🙏🏿
Praying sis, hang in there....sending HUGS🥰🙏🏽
Amen. That’s why we need to share our stories so no one feels alone.
😪 Amen ♥️🙏🏼
I vividly remember watching and loving Adrienne's "Day in the Life" video during quarantine with your whole family. I remember watching it and thinking "Wow! They're so lucky to have each other." While I still believe that, I never would've guessed that you were dealing with such deep depression and anxiety. Thank you for sharing your story. It's helping me to know I'm not alone in my own journey. It's also showing me that you never know what challenges people are walking through. Thankful for your bravery and your channel. Thank you, Claude & co.
You said this perfectly! I felt the same way! I loved seeing them in quarantine and never would’ve guessed that she went through this. Whether it was during or before that time. I’m so glad she’s/you’re doing better now Claude!🖤
Thank you ♥️ I feel so blessed to have my family… I never take them for granted. And yes that was that time my husband made the decision to head across the country to bring me to Cali. It was a really difficult time and no you are not alone ♥️♥️♥️
@@herchiclife ♥️♥️♥️ yes it was during that time and thank you so much 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
The fear of medication in communities of colour is so important to discuss, especially as it pertains to mental illness
Soooo true 😔
We also have to give ourselves grace. Unconsciously we all remember how we were tormented and rested on like toys by medicine. Those memories Md terrors are in our muscle memory.
It is true
THIS IS SO NEEDED...Especially in People of Color communities (I grew up in a Caribbean household as well). We are taught to pray it away and often shamed if you don't rely on God to fix it. I am so glad Mama Felician broke down the marriage of Faith AND Science! POWERFUL...Thank you guys for this!
🙏🏽God give us all wisdom
“Too much of anything is good for nothing.” When I tell you that I felt the wisdom that what coming out of Mama Felician. I was touched. I felt all of it. There is nothing better than speaking and listening to strong women like Mama Nilda and Mama Felician. I so appreciate being able to listen to all of you through these 2 vlogs. Thank you for blessing us.
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Thanks for your kind words TGBTG 🙏🏽
Gerd's mother is ANNOINTED. The divinity that reigns in her is purely divine.
Claudia your village is beautiful and you are so blessed. I am sure admitting your judgment on mental illness also aided in your healing. Thank you for your transparency. ❤❤❤❤🧘🏾♀️🧘🏾♀️🧘🏾♀️🧘🏾♀️
Thank you all the glory belongs to God 🙏🏽♥️
Claude, you have such a beautiful village. I thank God for you being so open to share these stories and experiences with us. As a 21-year old, these videos give me such hope for what my future can look like. Even though things won't always be easy, when you have people who love you the way we see in these videos, anything seems possible. Thank you.
🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼 thank you
Gerd’s mum couldn’t have said it better - the same way you finger, arm stomach can hurt is the same way your brain can. Suddenly I feel so ahhh words can’t describe. Blessings to you all!
When I went onto my anxiety medication it changed my life. I am now off of it and thriving 🧡
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This makes me sooo happy. Same here 🙋🏻♀️ Thank you Lord. Sending you the biggest hug ♥️
Struggling with anxiety this season and man! I’m so scared to take medication 😢
Oh Claude,you have no idea how much watching this has helped me ,to know someone else out there properly verbalize the things i was feeling and going through last year for an entire year. I was so anxious and depressed, I felt so alone even though I had my fiancé there with me .I couldn’t get out of bed on most days and if i did it was only go to the couch and sleep there,I couldn’t get out of my head. I tired so many things that didn’t work but i was too scared to actually seek medical help because I am Jamaican and we don’t talk about these things,we pray or ignore it because we don’t want to be seen as crazy, i wanted to try medication but all i kept hearing in my head is that everyone is gonna look at me and know that im taking meds for my mental health so i never did . Im not entirely sure when i got my breakthrough but I did and i feel alive. I still struggle sometimes but I’m working hard to not fall back in that dark place. Thank you for sharing this. You have an amazing support system 💜
I totally understand the cultural aspect of it… I grew up thinking the same way. Ohhh but what a holy relief those meds gave me.
I am so happy to hear that you are in a better place. Thank you Lord ♥️♥️♥️
This brought tears to my eyes because I literally go through the same thing with taking my meds for my depression and anxiety. 🥺 I battle myself. I really learned a lot from your Mother in law's perspective and I will keep that in mind. You're lucky to have such loving supportive family there. I wish I had that. 😭 I just started therapy again yesterday, so I'll be taking one day at a time and hope to get relief someday.
Amen…in Jesus name let’s put this in existence one day at a time.
Sis I'm praying for you 🙏🏽 🥰
I’m so sorry you go through this… I remember my therapist saying to me “would you withhold medication from you child?” And I thought no i’d never do that… so why do it to myself. I always tell myself “Claude, Be kind to yourself” those meds helped me out so much and gave my body a chance to heal itself. That and therapy (a lot of therapy) changed my life. I started to “stack my good days…” a concept my sister in law and her son taught me to do during my healing process. Sending you the biggest hug. Praying for you.
I am praying for you but you also need to take your meds and follow your doctors orders 🙏🏽♥️♥️
You're blessed to have such a great Mother in law, and I love her Caribbean accent 🙏🏾🥰
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I only wish that mama Felician and Claude would talk more about mental illness. It’s just one of those topics that is rarely discussed in depth.🙏🏼This woman has so much valuable wisdom❤
Best video I’ve seen in ages. I needed this. We all need this. Thank you!
Thank you so much ♥️🙏🏼
Mama Felician said no one knows it but he who feels it. That part! She was able to guide Claude out of the depression. Thank God Claude had the support she needed.
There is no greater love than that of a rallying family....
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil ~ for thou art with me!
Well said
the survivor of mental illness is STRONG. My sis has chemical imbalance. medication help her tremendously. Love you all.
I went through a dark time almost the whole 2021 alone... I wish I had the support system you have, how blessed you are. Only God brought me out. So happy for your relief and healing, keep pushing. Love from NY 🖤
Deanna, I’m so glad you got through it.
I can’t imagine how hard that was. But God… God is so faithful ♥️🥲
Sending you so much love- Claude
Claude this a ministry, you guys do such a wonderful job portraying the realness of all these issues. I hope you know God is doing something through you. I know that pain. It happened most acutely during grad school for me. It is real and debilitating, some times are worse than others even a decade later. I myself I have decided to stop taking medication because I have been breastfeeding for the past 6 years. This past year has been very hard, and this has been a reminder to me, that it is not okay, to feel this way for so long. But after awhile it becomes you, in a sense. When you mention Jet in the last video, I broke down because, my Kaiyah, whose now six, constantly tries to help be mommy’s helper, explaining to her that some our hearts get owwies sometimes and we have to see a therapist has been heartbreaking, even though her dad is one. I feel terrible about it. And I will say when you are on the edge, it matters not how much information you have, (we run a mental health practice and create resources for depression), but the experience is overwhelming and without support, it feels impossible. Your family is a blessing. The support you have in them is truly amazing. It truly does take a village of understanding and support and you have showcased this brilliantly. For those who are without it, it is reminder to find a tribe, places where you feel support, and to keep trying. Don’t give up, the world needs you. Thank you for this, please keep up this amazing work.
Wowww♥️ Can we pleaseeee get an episode of mama Felician giving us tips on daily vitamins that are good for the mind, body and soul? Also I would love to hear more of this woman and how she became so wise.
I can't wait for you guys to resume sharing content. This is one of the most special channels I've come across in... forever. It's one of a kind.
This has really hit me so hard. I've been struggling so hard. I've been in so much pain. I look in the mirror and can't find myself. I'm praying so hard for myself and others that might be also struggling.
I pray that God will give you the desires of your heart ♥️ 🙏🏽
LOOK AT GOD!!!! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽I knew it! On part 1 I said that part 2 was going to be more than just being informative about mental health, but also be a testimony. I promise you, I cry every episode. Ms. Felician is definitely anointed. I can feel it when she speaks. Her voice is like a hug. Her presence is poised and peaceful. I’m sure she has many testimonies about how God showed up in her life, which is why she has grown and matured so much in the spirit. May this family continue to be blessed and protected in the mighty name of Jesus! 🙏🏽
To God be the Glory!
Thank you Claudette for choosing to share your experience and journey with us. It is greatly appreciated. And having a prayer warrior as a mother-in-law is definitely a blessing. The fact that she was there to talk to you by phone even if it was in the middle of the night shows her heart.❤
Honestly this makes me cry so bad but also so happy that you have such an amazing support system and knowing you weren’t physically alone during this traumatic experience
Sienna, thank you so much. And yea I have the best support system 🥹🥲♥️
This was amazing for the longest time I kept checking if you uploaded again after this and you never did. I absolutely loved this and was absolutely devastated when you stopped uploading? I have never commented on a public platform or social media platform. I genuinely want to know how are you and why did you never complete this amazing series. It was raw, emotional, honest, and so many of us go through stuff like this and I just want to know what happened? How come you stopped uploading. I hope you and your beautiful family are doing great! May you always stay blessed and protected by God.
I was taking antidepressants and didn’t want too then I felt better and then with my dr wanted to stop so I did and went back to how I was and realized that I am someone who needs this to keep me good to be better for me in the long run and to me I rather take the meds than to ever go back to how I felt….
Was your due to depression or anxiety? And what did they prescribe to you?
WOW! thank you so much. I too felt this way a couple of times during the pandemic as a mother of 3 (6yr,3yr,6mo.) at the time. But I thank god it was literally days (short lived) My husband was working 14 hour days out of the home and I had my kindergartener/1st grader suffering thru homeschooling while tending to our toddler and newborn. These 2 videos will save lives! I wish Gerd's mom could share more of her wisdom and spiritual knowledge.
Amen 🙏🏽
Omg Claude… I just love your mother in law. She is amazing…..inside & out. What wisdom this woman has. Thank you for sharing this. This gave a very different & needed insight. Thank you four your transparency.
Claude you have no idea how much you helped me. I lost 😞 my mom in December I got to 108 pounds I wouldn't eat. I was drowning myself and Thank God I have cousins and siblings that didn't let me fall.
If u were hoping you at least help 1 person. I raise my hand. Thank you mama Felicia -this was life changing. 🙌
I’m at the airport with tears in my eyes. Thank you for sharing your story. Now, understanding your story makes me happier knowing you got your dream home later that year. I don’t know you personally - but I’m so happy for you and proud of your strength ❤️
I just wanted to say I love Claude & Co.!❤️ You are so amazing Claudette! Are you planning on coming back to UA-cam for more videos? I hope so🙏🏼 You’re so genuine, real, & raw. You have helped me & im sure you’ve helped tons of others through this platform as well. God bless you & your family🙏🏼🙌🏼
I keep refreshing to see if there are any new episodes :)
This touched me so much. As a single mom I suffer from this with an autistic son and it’s very hard and can be very lonely. I always find time to pray and God listens but this really hit home and made me cry as if you were the only one to understand what I was going through.
Gerd mom is right on point !!!!
i love her and mama Nilda my spiritual sisters. i wish I could just sit and speak with them
Mama Felician Powerful powerful woman of God.
We miss you Claude. Are you ok ? 🙏🏼😘
The untold truth that kills great,intelligent and God fearing ppl,by critic's....I love what Ger mom sais said STOP PLAYING GOD PPL......THANK YOU ALL THIS IS A BLESSING 🙌
We like Mama Felician and her spiritual walk. She excellently explains that "we are the human race, but Warriors" with many human experiences and life's lessons. We love her and would love to learn more about her journey, her strength, and her life lessons. I trust that you are well or on the road to true wellness. You served in the role of a Nurse (a human angel), being a nurse today is very difficult, particularly when you deeply love the human race. Human angel honestly understand that the human race is in deep trouble because they refuse to read the writing on the wall. We are all fighting for mental wellness, wisdom, and unconditional love. My prayers and love go with you, Mama Filician, and your family,
Claud, Thank you again. You’re a natural beautiful human that is definitely walking in your purpose. Each episode has helped me, either with new information or just picking up my spirits when my week has been rough. When I watch your videos, and you end them with a quick note. I just believe there’s a book waiting to be written inside of you. Praying for a friend like yourself into my life. I feel like everyone needs a Claud.. I hope that doesn’t sound weird.
🥹♥️ are you kidding me? You just blessed me. Thank you for these encouraging words. You have no idea how much that means to me. 🥲♥️🙏🏼 sending you so much love.
Claude. Am crying like a baby on my lunch break. I thank God for this channel, that He allowed for it to exist and for you and your family to find it necessary to share all this for us to know that we are not alone.
And I pray for myself that, I too someday will have an incredible village that teaches and supports me through it all and vice versa. Thank you. Salute to Gerd.
Missing this show so much!
Love this and your pure heart, Claud. I have also struggled with depression and anxiety and had to take medication for it. As a Christian, I understand the stigma surrounding that. But God uses things of this world just as powerfully as he uses things of the Spirit to heal and to set us free. Praise God for what He has brought you through!! “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives” Genesis 50:20
We have been discussing your video as part of our reading club. We are looking forward to Part III with Mama Felician and others who have support you. We really appreciate your heartfelt video with all its scope, depth, and dimensions. Thank you for sharing and your willingness too move into the deep water of life. We love you all and many many blessings.
Please share more and the healing that happened in California. My brother is currently going through deep depression for several years and this really helpled.
wow god bless your mom Gerd! she is so intelligent when she speaks its so comforting wow i want her to be my grandmaa lol
I wish I had a Mama Felician and Mama Nilda. Preach Mama Felician!!! Claude is so blessed to have these two strong, wise women in her life. So glad she recovered!
God bless you 👏🏽
So happy this has a part 2! Your vulnerability and transparency is beautiful! I am happy you have the village you have. So many gems in your story and interaction with Mama Felician. Her reaching out, connection to religion, and the solution oriented conversation. Beautiful!
Ahhh yes! Once again you are changing the culture with crushing the stigma of mental health and seeking help. I soooo understand your journey and applaud you for sharing your story. It's powerful and shines the light needed! I took goto therapy and have dealt w my own depression and anxiety....I am better today but it is real. Thank you!
Just watched this video for the second time. Then afterwards I made an appointment for my daughter to see the doctor on Monday! Request for medication for depression 🙏thanks again for sharing this video.
Mama Felician was SPEAKING🗣😭🙏🏽♥️♥️♥️
Gotta love mama Felician, she’s truly the best!!!! 🇹🇹♥️
If your finger or leg can act up, your brain can too ..mama Felician. This makes a lot of sense. Thank you for sharing your village with us, Claude.
Thank you all for destigmatizing cognitive illnesses. The brain is no different than any other organ. And there is SO MUCH SHAME AND ALMOST DISBELIEF especially in our society, around the dysfunction of the brain. I am especially moved when I think of all the amazing, loving, tender people we have lost through suicide. Often because they did not have support and did not feel they could talk about what was going on … ‘putting on a happy face….being strong for others ….. feeling alone in their thoughts of desperation’ This series and others like it can be that candle someone encounters that helps them through one more day … and maybe that one day will allow them to find the next, and the next, and they will be given the grace and the help they so dearly deserve in order to save their life. The pain of extreme clinical depression and anxiety is enough to make a person certain that the world and those who love them, would be better off without them around anymore. Just think of that level of pain. Compassion is what this world needs - in so many, many areas and many ways. Goodness, thousands of people are still dying every week from COVID aim this pandemic. Losing millions of people in such a short and sudden time - we all have grieving to do and we all need to employ kindness and support to whomever we meet. This is a very powerful series. it brought me to your channel and I am so glad and grateful to be getting to know your family. What a beautiful family it is. Much peace to you all.
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Hey Claudette and Gerd, Mama Nilda, and Papa Joe and Gerd's mom. I enjoyed watching today's part 2 video, it was so beautiful seeing everyone happy and together 🥰🥰 Sending love ❤️❤️ and can't wait for next week Wednesday's episode 😊😊
We love you Claud! May the Father the Son and the Holy Spirit be with your family daily.
I have had to stop multiple times during this video and last weeks, to dry my tears and blow my nose. Hearing you speak about the exact thing I have felt one too many times, broke me. Also seeing the amazing support from all of your family was so beautiful. Thank you so much for being so open.
I felt so strongly about not going on medication as well and it took four years for me to finally try it. And it was just like you said- you start feeling like yourself again. I felt like I was waking up from a nightmare and could laugh effortlessly again when I hadn't even realized I was forcing it.
I read Sara's post as well and decided to post my story. I ended up chatting with a few of my friends and it encouraged them to start their own journeys to better their mental health. Thank you so much for sharing this. Depression is so horrible when you feel like you're going through it alone.
This just blessed me… thank you for sharing this. And I truly believe sharing your story will change lives. ♥️🥲 thank you 🙏🏼
Claude!!! We’re waiting for more videos! We miss you!!!❤❤❤
You are beautiful Claudette!
Yes, our Savior is always faithful!!!
I have personally seen how prayer has pulled a cousin, sibling, friend, and acquaintance from death.
Prayer releases a cleansing of our surroundings from sin, pressing the enemy out of our environments so we can take continual breaths of spiritual life.
We may not realize, that we need more than physical air,food, exercise, and companionship to survive .
We all at times will need to push firmly against darkness through the power of Christ.
Morning & evening worship, sleep, and spa/water relaxation therapy is our path of healing.
Speak loudly the affirmation of God and blessing in your home. This will aide in the healing process
Thank you for a wonderful family video!
Wow!! That passage from Sara Bareilles was incredibly powerful and freeing for every single one of us who have found ourselves at the end of the road; a bottom of a dark hole; alone even though we may have been surrounded by people. It gave utterance to the many who have suffered alone or should I say without understanding in a room full of people. Thank you for your vulnerability and thank you for sharing the power of family; the power of love and the power of Almighty God!!
I truly loved watching this 🤍 I would love an updated version on where you’re at now and how you’re doing🙏🏽
This is such an important conversation. Thank you for your raw honesty and your vulnerability. Those of us with family members who suffer from mental illness often feel hopeless. I practice saying goodbye to my cousin because I know I can’t save him. I try to steel myself for the worst while praying and hoping for the best.
Your village has given me a different kind of hope- one where I can actively envelope my cousin in love. I will share this with my family. Thank you.
Wow … thank you for sharing this. I can’t imagine how hard that is… to watch and feel helpless. Praying and yes there is hope ♥️🙏🏼 sending so much love to you and your family.
God bless you and your cousin be there for each other we are stronger togather . I will keep you in my prayer 🙏🏽
Mama Felician is GOLD ♥️
Having a support system and using the resources we have us key. Everyone is different and what works for one may but be for the other. Keeping going Claud!!!! You have a good support system.
Miss your videos. ❤ I hope you will continue the mental health awareness videos 😊
Girl, this happened to me a year before the pandemic.. It was Jesus who saved me through that journey. I am bless to see that you had a Woman of God to guide you with God’s wisdom.. only He was able to get you through this with His Wisdom by gifting you this Woman of God who used His knowledge and then wisdom to guide you in what needed to happen in your journey. In scripture it says we the church are called to comfort those who need comforting, weep when they weep , etc and that’s what Mama F did ! Praise the Lord for what he allowed you to go through in order for His glory to be seen! Everything you said basically I went through except it wasn’t the pandemic and i didn’t have a spiritual momma but God! He guided me through my journey, with His nourishment by leading be to the water and boy o boy was I refreshed. I can’t wait to hear the rest of your testimony! I pray that this testimony reaches to others and they too can be comforted and see what God did! Blessings, sis
Ohhhhhh wow!!! I am absolutely addicted.....do we really have to wait another week for another episode. Claude I am so proud of you for sharing your amazing story. You have an amazing support team. Your husband reminds of mine, so supportive of us and will do whatever it takes for their wives.....nothing like a good island man...my hubby is Jamaican. Gerd's mom.....OMG!!!! I was listening to her like I was at women's club and she was in charge.....I kept saying PREACH MOM!!! My first time hearing speak and her wisdom, knowledge, delivery, spirit, personality, confidence are all amazing.....she could have spoken for hours and I would still be listening....please have her back on this topic again...I WANT AND NEED MORE!!!! We as women do need to open up and share our stories, so many of us are going through the same thing we need each others love and support. I just wish I could HUG you all right now. I wish you all would for a women's club on UA-cam that we can all form an amazing sisterhood and lift each other up and love on each other without judgment. Love you all. THANK YOU ‼️
❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾. Thank you!
@@gerdalexander897 please encourage your mom to do a woman's youtube....WE NEED HER!!!
Claude thank you so much for sharing your journey!I've been struggling with social anxiety,ocd,and depression for years.I'm 32 now,an I've tried so much to heal.The pandemic played a massive part in these worsening.I've been struggling with feelings of hopelessness.I keep pushing though.Thank you for creating a safe space to share.Any prayers from anyone would be greatly appreciated!
You have no idea how much Gerd’s mom’s advice helped me. I’ve been brought up in a culture where medication for mental health is not even looked down upon it is hated. This talk just met my spiritual, emotional and logical self (if that even makes sense). It truly gives hope and a road map
Thank you, thank you, thank you ❤🙏🏽😢
Good job Claude this is part of your continued healing and progress YOU GOT THIS.... Just imagine no one knew,what a success Claude ,God bless and continue to help all who suffers and all who helps with mental illness
I wish I had this when I was in my early 20s. Praying some young 20-something’s sees this in their time of need.
Please share. We need to get positive content in the hands of our youth.
Crying into your phone as a reminder that tomorrow will be better.
I experienced the same thing during the pandemic. It was so hard to even understand what was happening in my mind, let alone reaching out to my community/ inner circle. I was so scared to tell them for the fear they would think something was wrong with me, or worse, I was being "dramatic" and needed to get over it. If it wasn't for therapy, rest, exercise, and my support team (headed by my husband who was with me every step of the way), it was a long process to healing but I made it. Thanks for sharing your story. ❤️
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Think about it this way, your mind is just broken same as any part of the body. Just needs time to heal. I saw my mother go through depression and that was possibly one of the worst time of my family’s life. There is definitely a stigma when it comes to religion and mental health. Your life journey will be also be a light at the end of the tunnel for so many. Lots of love from Trinidad
Thank you all for this video. I’m you Claude right now 🥲 I refuse meds but your story has encouraged me.
Hey Claude, why did you just leave us? 😢 Miss your infectious positivity and realness! So many would kill to be apart of a family with people like you all, and the closest we get to it is watching these UA-cam videos 😭 Much love, hope all is well ❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing. As a mother, L&D nurse, Christian, and a woman who has experienced both incapacitating depression and anxiety- I thank you and your family for refuting the stigma of mental health.
Claude, you have me crying again! Your testimony is incredibly powerful. The example of your support system during this time in your life is a template God is showing me and others. Thank you so much for your transparency. You didn’t have to share this, but you did! And for that… you will continue to be blessed for helping God’s people. May got continue to bless your amazing spirit. 🙏🏽
That hit hard, The mind also needs healing ❤️ Man I know this will help so many ❤️ Thank you Bella ❤️
Words fail to express the gratitude we all feel for you sharing this. Thank you. I wish it could’ve been a live chat where we could ask questions but I understand how difficult it is to even share this. Thank you.
I would love to hear more on the experience of those who were loving you & supporting you through this difficult time.
As someone going through PPD right now- I appreciate this episode🙏
I love the relationship that everyone has with the opposite spouses in law and it is great. THis is goals. Family and friends really do help.
I'm currently experiencing postpartum psychosis and depression. It feels like a deep, dark tunnel. I look forward to being lifted out of this. Thank you @Claude for sharing your story. It is encouraging.
First to like. Thank you for this story just has my own breakdown recently and couldn't relate more. I'm very open about it so it's nice to hear others share as well.
Omg this video hit home! For the last 10 years I was going through a steady decline mentally, I had people living in my home who behaved awful, I had to deal with a Job that was destroying me, it was awful. I cried on my way home and composed my self so my family didn’t notice . Didn’t want my children worried for me. I didn’t realize it at first but I was depressed about the course my life was in. I mean it looked good from the outside looking in but I was falling apart. I too didn’t want to say I was depressed. My doctor was worried for me. She does not like giving meds so she told me to speak to a therapist and omg that was the best thing I could have done! Mental health is so crazy. This doctor helped me so much and add to that the therapist. I cried watching this video. Claude you really are good doing videos . I hope you return soon .
Hi Claude, we need more videos!!! We miss you!
Depression is terrible- I used to feel, almost physically, a dark cloud in my head. All I wanted was to just lie in bed all day because everything felt like such a great effort to do. I was also scared of medication because I feared getting addicted to it. But I was too far gone and I really needed the medicine to get better. It’s true - the first day I took the medicine, I literally felt the dark cloud fade from inside my head. I was like “I feel normal again”. I think without the medicine at that time, I would literally have gone insane in just a few months time. I weaned off the medicine and did get better. I have had relapses here and there but nothing as terrible as that first time and now get out of it faster - sometimes just by allowing myself days off to just sleep and rest. God has been good and continues to help me. Lots of love to you Claude and your family too ❤️❤️
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Jealous of the amount of family support you have!!! You are SOOOOO lucky
Gerd mom 🥰 Claude ur mom to acknowledge and accept Gerd mom to be the spiritual head of the family tht is so powerful.claude I'm waiting for part 3
So Powerful!!!! I cried so much throughout both part 1 & 2. I remember the confusion and loneliness that came with depression. Not realizing what it was but knowing something wasn't right. Knowing I didn't want to feel that way but not knowing how to fix it. The isolation I felt by not wanting to burden anyone with my sadness. Loved ones looking for answers from me as a means to help me, but I had none to give because I didn't know why I felt the way that I felt. It wasn't until I removed myself from things that aided in my depression, began to focus on me and my happiness, that a road to recovery began. The support that God sends you once you cry out to God,❤❤❤ is invaluable and so vital. Also, the decision we make to want to get better and take baby steps toward that is so brave and necessary. So glad Claude was able to heal and come back to self. God bless!❤
I can totally relate I experienced the same despair and no one can understand unless they to go through awareness is important because not everyone has support without judgement glad you came out of it
Hi Claude, would you be open to sharing an update of how you’re doing nowadays. What worked for you, are you still on medication, topics as such. I appreciate the vulnerability, you are helping so many people!
I’m watching this in tears.
I went through it myself with little to no support. It was so hard.
Thankful that it’s better days now.
I’m not even halfway and I can feel the impact of this testimony. Both families are so amazing & the fact that both moms believe in the power of praying such a blessing. God bless you all and I’m so glad that your better Claude & can share this testimony with us.