I’m engaged and getting married next year. A few days after my birthday I received some news that might potentially create some hurdles when we start creating a family of our own. I’m trusting Gods vision for my life. It’s beautiful to see your trust in Him too. Thank you for sharing💕
My kids are 6,5, and almost 4… literally was pregnant back to back for three years. It is hard. God has equipped you with such a tremendous blessing that will test you in every way imaginable but You’re prepared and you have a village in US. We love you and thank you for sharing your journey. 💪🏽
Jade when I tell you we’re in the same boat! I recently found out i’m 4months pregnant with my 3rd baby and I have a 19 month old. I’m literally just now starting to feel peace after so many negative and selfish emotions. Prayer and encouragement from my hubby & family helped me get here. Thanks for the transparency i’m praying for you and keep me in yours as well 🙏🏾💕
So glad there are REAL people like you! It is unreal to never doubt, fear, or question! So many women need to see this vulnerability so that they dont feel alone and convicted by shame!
When I was pregnant with my first I had just gotten accepted into my masters program. I was due like three weeks after my start date. I felt like this then and it scared me. I was so worried. I didn’t know that was an emotion other women felt but I had severe depression throughout those months. And when my child came God gave me so much peace and joy. And a healthy baby. I totally understand this. And He will bring you peace!
I had to rewind your prayer. Honestly I didn’t think the prayer applied to me because I’m struggling with infertility. But after I heard what you said and how much it touched me, I had to run it back because even though we are on different ends of the spectrum, the worry, nervousness, confusion and fear is the same. So I thank you so much for this prayer Jade 🙏🏾. I know my timing is different than the Lord’s, but I believe when HIS time is right, my husband and I will finally be blessed to become first time parents. ❤️
I am not a mom, but my sister was deployed to Afghanistan when my niece was 7yrs old. I became an instant mom. I had to put myself down and take care of her. Bathing, school, acting out because she wanted her mother, cooking. I know it was God that kept us because several nights, I was so tired, I left the keys in the front door. Didnt realize it until the next day. I have watched you since the beginning and I know you are a strong woman of God. Thank you so much for being vulnerable.
Thanks for that prayer Jade ♥️🙌🏽 Not pregnant, nor do I have children but that was a prayer that I needed. God bless you, your family, and your pregnancy journey. 💖
Thank you for that prayer Jade 💗 My situation is a bit different, I had a baby girl in 2017 and have been having the hardest time getting pregnant. Thank you for the reminder that it’s Gods will 🙏🏽
I am on the opposite end of this. Our last baby was 6.5 years ago so we are over the moon for this new baby but your feelings SO valid and it's good you're letting it out now vs later! You are strong for letting yourself feel how you need to feel. You are a great mom and the baby is already so loved!
My children are now grown 36, 34, and 32 but I remember when I was in my 20's getting pregnant by a husband (in my circumstance) who was physically abusive, I felt the exact same way. I felt angry. I felt tired mentally and emotionally not just from his abuse but from taking care of children. In reality I was still a person who didn't even know myself, and barely out of teens. I had just turned 19 when my first was born. It's a journey but God has ordered your steps. He is with you every day and will consistently minister to your spirit. Be encouraged as he directs your path.
@J I am glad on a level. I do think sometimes I wished I had accomplish goals in the area of going to college right after high-school. Closeness ... They kind of do their own thing. My oldest daughter, we talk every day or she comes over. My grandson plays soccer so I'm always on the soccer field or when he has band concerts his granny is there
Wowwww! Thank you for this🙌🏼. I’m currently on baby 3 (4 & 2yr old already) and have 4 weeks left with this pregnancy and I have had similar emotions how am I going to handle this, finances time etc. you name it. This whole pregnancy I haven’t been mindful or present alot worrying and trying to “get things done” and didn’t stop and realize I needed to be praying more and handing it over the Lord!! Thank you so much as it’s not too late for me I really needed this to slow down and spiritually prepare myself something no one has told me the past few months. I hope pray all is well for you and your journey!!
First, I would like to say thank you! Thank you for being transparent and vulnerable. I am currently 5 months pregnant with my third child and felt the exact same way!! I felt guilty for even having those thoughts and did not know the right things to say to God, so thank you so much for that prayer!! You prayed all the right things and I received it and I gave it all to God! ❤️
Thank you so much for this real, raw, and emotional moment Mama Jade. I have been right were you were in this moment. Yes God ALWAYS has you. We are human and have human feelings. BUT GOD!!!
Thank you for sharing ❤️ As you said, God’s most perfect will often times does differ from our expectations and defies our understanding. I’m reminded of Mary, a young, engaged woman who was impregnated not by her choice, but by God’s most perfect will and she was called the MOST BLESSED & FAVORED among women!✨In a culture/society that celebrates and promotes ending life in the womb in the name of a woman’s choice THANK YOU for modeling true sacrificial love for your family. Thank you for being a godly example, Jade. Much love, favor and abundance to you and your family!💗
Beautiful Jade 🥹🫶🏾 thank you for sharing! God is so good 😊 I’m pregnant with baby #2 and I’m a little nervous about it. But I try to take myself out of the equation sometimes and think about when my kids are older… thinking about how much the age difference will matter in a good way. They’ll be close and they’ll need each other. The difficulty is only a moment in time for a lifetime of love and happiness that you’ll experience being their mom. I can tell your an amazing mother. I pray for each of us moms that God continues to give us joy, peace, rest, and strength whenever our new season of motherhood begins (or begins again ☺️).
Come on prayerrrrr 🙌🏾🙌🏾 That’s gonna bless so many, many prayers and blessings to you and you not only carry but prepare mentally (and everything else) One of my favorite sayings “There is purpose in your pain” and sometimes the pain that you endure is not just for you, but to help others along the way. You got this !!
This was sooooo God babe. I love you. Im so proud of you. Obedience to Him will always be our best response. I stand with you in prayer for us and all the women and marriages in the comments. Amen. 🤎
Honey you are doing SUCH A GREAT JOB with your family. You're a stallion. I know Momma R. is excited for her 5th grandbaby too. Beautiful Prayer Beauty.
This is crazy but I’ve been dealing with this. I found out I was pregnant with my third child when my daughter was 10 months old. I have been so overwhelmed. I haven’t been super excited and I’ve dealt with postpartum and just regular depression but I wanted my body to be my own so bad! But God is giving me a grateful heart and hopefully it continues once the baby is here. Prayers for every Mama going through these feelings and emotions right now because it’s not easy 💕
Well think about the people who Are struggling to have kids and I know you guys are thankful and grateful and blessed to have these kids and I just hope one day that I can experience that feeling that you guys are feeling one day
Omg. I needed this. The guilt I feel for not always feeling the blessing behind being pregnant! It is ok for us to feel this way because pregnancy IS hard. Comforting to know I’m not the only one. Just gotta keep praying 🙏🏽
Thank you for being so transparent. Watching you and your journey brings me a bit of peace. Im glad he speaks through you. I've watched you since your curly hair days and your growth spiritually and just blossoming into the woman you are today is such a inspiration. Thank you so much for this again 🥰
This was so on time for me. I just found out I’m pregnant last Sunday and my twins turn 8 months tomorrow. Thank you so much for sharing your experience but most importantly that prayer. I needed that as I’ve been feeling the exact same way.
Wheeewww you blessed me with this! I have those moments ALL the time (except I’m laid out on the living room floor with snot running down my nose lol) But you reminded me that Gods plans are always for our good. I have to embrace that and find the good even if the situation isn’t what I want it to be. Once I master that, I’ll truly know what it means to have real contentment. Congrats on your new bundle of love and joy! You’ll be amazing this round too. 💕💕💕
Listen those laid out tears flowing and snot going moments are when God shows up THEEEE MOST! Embrace the weakness because He then gets to show His strength that surpasses all! 💕
Thank you for that prayer and for sharing your experience. This came right on time. We have a 6 month old and just found out we are pregnant with baby #2. Thank you again. Praying that you have a smooth and healthy pregnancy.
Thank you for sharing transparently. I’m not a wife or mother yet but I like to see what it’s really like. Although, I’m not struggling with pregnancy that prayer spoke to what I am struggling with. Thank you for speaking life into me and my situation. I thank God for what he’s doing through you!
When I tell you I totally understand I am a mama three under five and it’s a task but it’s such a blessing and as a woman having God appoint us to the mothers is so amazing but It can drain a lot out of you. Yes it’s hundred percent ok to need a break.
I got pregnant with my third during at the beginning of the pandemic and I was mad the entire pregnancy. I have health issues and I felt like my health was at risk (it was). I'm glad that you shared. It's hard for others (not pregnant ppl) to understand.
Amen! Beautiful video and beautiful prayer. Thank you for your obedience and for being so vulnerable. Praying that you have an amazingly healthy and smooth pregnancy, delivery and baby 🙏🏽♥️
I’m not in the same situation as you but I recently received some news that left me feeling the same emotions you felt. Thank you for the prayer, I need it right. and thank you for being Obedient in sharing this.
God bless you Jade for your willingness in sharing courageously the myriad of emotions we feel in our life journey. You so eloquently stated “ your feelings do not disqualify you from being a great Mom” “it’s just the reality of life” as YOU ARE A GREAT MOM ! #offering. As one of seven siblings, and being a twin and seeing firsthand the love and sacrifice of producing the plan of God, I bid you blessings, provisions and expansion of your amazing tribe to support your family as you all walk out your destiny! Thank you for daring to model empathetic and raw belief❤
So funny, pregnant with my third and had mixed feelings as well. Totally prepared, financially and otherwise, with my husband but I definitely had that same thought: “Dang, going through this again.”
I appreciate you being open and honest I've felt that way lately myself but I don't mean to be rude but didn't u know what u were doing when u got pregnant or did it happen on accident?? I'm just curious
I haven’t watched yet but I’m currently pregnant with my second. I had a mental breakdown. I experienced depression which I wasn’t use to and had to talk to my therapist to release it. I have now come to terms with my pregnancy and feel excited but I’m definitely wanting my tubes tied so I am never surprised like this again. I have a great husband and a great first child but I didn’t have any intentions of giving him a sibling ever 😭
i have not had any children yet, but bc i am in my 30s I am terrified of having back to back pregnancies!! i can only imagine what goes through your mind. and what your body has to prepare for, again. i may just be one and done. lol
The Lord gives us strength in our weaknesses and life is a gift from God. It's a blessing to be fruitful according to Psalm 128:3... Your wife shall be like a fruitful vine In the very heart of your house, Your children like olive plants All around your table. Be strong and of very good courage (Joshua 1) I pray this pregnancy is the easiest for you and I believe just as you do that you will grow and learn from this according to God's Will and Word. You're a doll 🌺 and you have a beautiful family. We're supporting you and rooting for you my dear. You have a strong support and protector in your husband at your side. Continue being the strong woman, mother and wife that you are and an example of the Kingdom of God. Looking forward to your new journey and bundle of joy. All the best to you and yours Congratulations 🌺💕🌹💝☺️
I feel like this every time I have a scare my 2nd just turned 1 in May oldest is 3. It takes a while to get back to me after pregnancy I feel like atleast a year and breastfeeding it's a LOT.
I haven’t watched your channel in a while so I didn’t know you are very religious now? Did something change? Is there a video about your faith journey? Are you against birth control?
I have a podcast show with my husband Mark called The Godbolt Life Podcast where we share a lot about our spiritual journey + my “Goodbye LipsticknCurls” video touches on it too :)
I’m engaged and getting married next year. A few days after my birthday I received some news that might potentially create some hurdles when we start creating a family of our own. I’m trusting Gods vision for my life. It’s beautiful to see your trust in Him too. Thank you for sharing💕
My kids are 6,5, and almost 4… literally was pregnant back to back for three years. It is hard. God has equipped you with such a tremendous blessing that will test you in every way imaginable but You’re prepared and you have a village in US. We love you and thank you for sharing your journey. 💪🏽
Jade when I tell you we’re in the same boat! I recently found out i’m 4months pregnant with my 3rd baby and I have a 19 month old. I’m literally just now starting to feel peace after so many negative and selfish emotions. Prayer and encouragement from my hubby & family helped me get here. Thanks for the transparency i’m praying for you and keep me in yours as well 🙏🏾💕
I'm glad you're better
It’s hard because it’s a sacrifice of yourself. Aww mama, god got you! It’s gona be amazing!!
So glad there are REAL people like you! It is unreal to never doubt, fear, or question! So many women need to see this vulnerability so that they dont feel alone and convicted by shame!
Amen 🙏🏽
God bless you. This prayer really means a lot to me. Thank you
When I was pregnant with my first I had just gotten accepted into my masters program. I was due like three weeks after my start date. I felt like this then and it scared me. I was so worried. I didn’t know that was an emotion other women felt but I had severe depression throughout those months. And when my child came God gave me so much peace and joy. And a healthy baby. I totally understand this. And He will bring you peace!
I had to rewind your prayer. Honestly I didn’t think the prayer applied to me because I’m struggling with infertility. But after I heard what you said and how much it touched me, I had to run it back because even though we are on different ends of the spectrum, the worry, nervousness, confusion and fear is the same. So I thank you so much for this prayer Jade 🙏🏾. I know my timing is different than the Lord’s, but I believe when HIS time is right, my husband and I will finally be blessed to become first time parents. ❤️
100%! God is with y’all! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
COME ON PRAYER!!! That was good and I’m not married or have kids but that prayer speaks to numerous situations 🧡
Amen! May the Lord continue to keep you in his perfect peace mind body and soul. Thank you for sharing. 💕
I needed that prayer today; thank you Jade!
I am not a mom, but my sister was deployed to Afghanistan when my niece was 7yrs old. I became an instant mom. I had to put myself down and take care of her. Bathing, school, acting out because she wanted her mother, cooking. I know it was God that kept us because several nights, I was so tired, I left the keys in the front door. Didnt realize it until the next day. I have watched you since the beginning and I know you are a strong woman of God. Thank you so much for being vulnerable.
Thanks for that prayer Jade ♥️🙌🏽 Not pregnant, nor do I have children but that was a prayer that I needed. God bless you, your family, and your pregnancy journey. 💖
Thank you for that prayer Jade 💗
My situation is a bit different, I had a baby girl in 2017 and have been having the hardest time getting pregnant. Thank you for the reminder that it’s Gods will 🙏🏽
I am on the opposite end of this. Our last baby was 6.5 years ago so we are over the moon for this new baby but your feelings SO valid and it's good you're letting it out now vs later! You are strong for letting yourself feel how you need to feel. You are a great mom and the baby is already so loved!
My children are now grown 36, 34, and 32 but I remember when I was in my 20's getting pregnant by a husband (in my circumstance) who was physically abusive, I felt the exact same way. I felt
angry. I felt tired mentally and emotionally not just from his abuse but from taking care of children. In reality I was still a person who didn't even know myself, and barely out of teens. I had just turned 19 when my first was born. It's a journey but God has ordered your steps. He is with you every day and will consistently minister to your spirit. Be encouraged as he directs your path.
@J I am glad on a level. I do think sometimes I wished I had accomplish goals in the area of going to college right after high-school. Closeness ... They kind of do their own thing. My oldest daughter, we talk every day or she comes over. My grandson plays soccer so I'm always on the soccer field or when he has band concerts his granny is there
Thank you so much for that prayer!! I’m not pregnant but I needed that. ❤️
Wowwww! Thank you for this🙌🏼. I’m currently on baby 3 (4 & 2yr old already) and have 4 weeks left with this pregnancy and I have had similar emotions how am I going to handle this, finances time etc. you name it. This whole pregnancy I haven’t been mindful or present alot worrying and trying to “get things done” and didn’t stop and realize I needed to be praying more and handing it over the Lord!! Thank you so much as it’s not too late for me I really needed this to slow down and spiritually prepare myself something no one has told me the past few months. I hope pray all is well for you and your journey!!
Thank was a beautiful and genuine prayer 🙏🏽. Thank you sister in Christ
First, I would like to say thank you! Thank you for being transparent and vulnerable. I am currently 5 months pregnant with my third child and felt the exact same way!! I felt guilty for even having those thoughts and did not know the right things to say to God, so thank you so much for that prayer!! You prayed all the right things and I received it and I gave it all to God! ❤️
Thank you so much for this real, raw, and emotional moment Mama Jade. I have been right were you were in this moment. Yes God ALWAYS has you. We are human and have human feelings. BUT GOD!!!
Thank you for sharing ❤️
As you said, God’s most perfect will often times does differ from our expectations and defies our understanding. I’m reminded of Mary, a young, engaged woman who was impregnated not by her choice, but by God’s most perfect will and she was called the MOST BLESSED & FAVORED among women!✨In a culture/society that celebrates and promotes ending life in the womb in the name of a woman’s choice THANK YOU for modeling true sacrificial love for your family. Thank you for being a godly example, Jade. Much love, favor and abundance to you and your family!💗
God’s got you Jade. He loves you so so so much & is making a way for everything in your life right now. I’m praying for you.
Beautiful Jade 🥹🫶🏾 thank you for sharing! God is so good 😊 I’m pregnant with baby #2 and I’m a little nervous about it. But I try to take myself out of the equation sometimes and think about when my kids are older… thinking about how much the age difference will matter in a good way. They’ll be close and they’ll need each other. The difficulty is only a moment in time for a lifetime of love and happiness that you’ll experience being their mom. I can tell your an amazing mother. I pray for each of us moms that God continues to give us joy, peace, rest, and strength whenever our new season of motherhood begins (or begins again ☺️).
Come on prayerrrrr 🙌🏾🙌🏾
That’s gonna bless so many, many prayers and blessings to you and you not only carry but prepare mentally (and everything else)
One of my favorite sayings “There is purpose in your pain” and sometimes the pain that you endure is not just for you, but to help others along the way.
You got this !!
This was sooooo God babe. I love you. Im so proud of you. Obedience to Him will always be our best response. I stand with you in prayer for us and all the women and marriages in the comments. Amen. 🤎
Thank you babe love you babe !!
Honey you are doing SUCH A GREAT JOB with your family. You're a stallion. I know Momma R. is excited for her 5th grandbaby too. Beautiful Prayer Beauty.
Thank you so much hope you are well!
This is crazy but I’ve been dealing with this. I found out I was pregnant with my third child when my daughter was 10 months old. I have been so overwhelmed. I haven’t been super excited and I’ve dealt with postpartum and just regular depression but I wanted my body to be my own so bad! But God is giving me a grateful heart and hopefully it continues once the baby is here. Prayers for every Mama going through these feelings and emotions right now because it’s not easy 💕
Well think about the people who Are struggling to have kids and I know you guys are thankful and grateful and blessed to have these kids and I just hope one day that I can experience that feeling that you guys are feeling one day
Thank you so much for sharing! I have 4 children and felt those same emotions with my last son. This is very real❤️
Omg. I needed this. The guilt I feel for not always feeling the blessing behind being pregnant! It is ok for us to feel this way because pregnancy IS hard. Comforting to know I’m not the only one. Just gotta keep praying 🙏🏽
That prayer was right on time! Amen, Amen, and Amen! ❤️❤️
Thank you for being so transparent. Watching you and your journey brings me a bit of peace. Im glad he speaks through you. I've watched you since your curly hair days and your growth spiritually and just blossoming into the woman you are today is such a inspiration. Thank you so much for this again 🥰
This was so on time for me. I just found out I’m pregnant last Sunday and my twins turn 8 months tomorrow. Thank you so much for sharing your experience but most importantly that prayer. I needed that as I’ve been feeling the exact same way.
Sending you love and ALOT of strength! You are CAPABLE! 🙌🏽
@@JadeGodbolt 🤎🤎🤎
Wheeewww you blessed me with this! I have those moments ALL the time (except I’m laid out on the living room floor with snot running down my nose lol) But you reminded me that Gods plans are always for our good. I have to embrace that and find the good even if the situation isn’t what I want it to be. Once I master that, I’ll truly know what it means to have real contentment.
Congrats on your new bundle of love and joy! You’ll be amazing this round too. 💕💕💕
Listen those laid out tears flowing and snot going moments are when God shows up THEEEE MOST! Embrace the weakness because He then gets to show His strength that surpasses all! 💕
Thank you for that prayer and for sharing your experience. This came right on time. We have a 6 month old and just found out we are pregnant with baby #2. Thank you again. Praying that you have a smooth and healthy pregnancy.
Thank you for sharing transparently. I’m not a wife or mother yet but I like to see what it’s really like. Although, I’m not struggling with pregnancy that prayer spoke to what I am struggling with. Thank you for speaking life into me and my situation. I thank God for what he’s doing through you!
When I tell you I totally understand I am a mama three under five and it’s a task but it’s such a blessing and as a woman having God appoint us to the mothers is so amazing but It can drain a lot out of you. Yes it’s hundred percent ok to need a break.
I got pregnant with my third during at the beginning of the pandemic and I was mad the entire pregnancy. I have health issues and I felt like my health was at risk (it was). I'm glad that you shared. It's hard for others (not pregnant ppl) to understand.
Amen! Beautiful video and beautiful prayer. Thank you for your obedience and for being so vulnerable. Praying that you have an amazingly healthy and smooth pregnancy, delivery and baby 🙏🏽♥️
Thank you so much!
So beautiful of you to share. 💕
I’m not in the same situation as you but I recently received some news that left me feeling the same emotions you felt. Thank you for the prayer, I need it right. and thank you for being Obedient in sharing this.
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
God bless you Jade for your willingness in sharing courageously the myriad of emotions we feel in our life journey. You so eloquently stated “ your feelings do not disqualify you from being a great Mom” “it’s just the reality of life” as YOU ARE A GREAT MOM ! #offering. As one of seven siblings, and being a twin and seeing firsthand the love and sacrifice of producing the plan of God, I bid you blessings, provisions and expansion of your amazing tribe to support your family as you all walk out your destiny! Thank you for daring to model empathetic and raw belief❤
Thank you for sharing.
Praying for you girly u God is with you!
Definitely needed to see this 🙌🏾
So funny, pregnant with my third and had mixed feelings as well. Totally prepared, financially and otherwise, with my husband but I definitely had that same thought: “Dang, going through this again.”
I appreciate you being open and honest I've felt that way lately myself but I don't mean to be rude but didn't u know what u were doing when u got pregnant or did it happen on accident?? I'm just curious
I haven’t watched yet but I’m currently pregnant with my second. I had a mental breakdown. I experienced depression which I wasn’t use to and had to talk to my therapist to release it. I have now come to terms with my pregnancy and feel excited but I’m definitely wanting my tubes tied so I am never surprised like this again. I have a great husband and a great first child but I didn’t have any intentions of giving him a sibling ever 😭
i have not had any children yet, but bc i am in my 30s I am terrified of having back to back pregnancies!! i can only imagine what goes through your mind. and what your body has to prepare for, again. i may just be one and done. lol
Thank you so much for showing the REAL. Love you 💙
Sis, thank you 🙏🏽
The Lord gives us strength in our weaknesses and life is a gift from God. It's a blessing to be fruitful according to Psalm 128:3...
Your wife shall be like a fruitful vine In the very heart of your house, Your children like olive plants All around your table.
Be strong and of very good courage (Joshua 1) I pray this pregnancy is the easiest for you and I believe just as you do that you will grow and learn from this according to God's Will and Word.
You're a doll 🌺 and you have a beautiful family. We're supporting you and rooting for you my dear. You have a strong support and protector in your husband at your side. Continue being the strong woman, mother and wife that you are and an example of the Kingdom of God. Looking forward to your new journey and bundle of joy. All the best to you and yours Congratulations 🌺💕🌹💝☺️
Love you Jade!!!🌹🌹❤️❤️❤️
I feel like this every time I have a scare my 2nd just turned 1 in May oldest is 3. It takes a while to get back to me after pregnancy I feel like atleast a year and breastfeeding it's a LOT.
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽Amen.
Amen
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I haven’t watched your channel in a while so I didn’t know you are very religious now? Did something change? Is there a video about your faith journey? Are you against birth control?
I have a podcast show with my husband Mark called The Godbolt Life Podcast where we share a lot about our spiritual journey + my “Goodbye LipsticknCurls” video touches on it too :)
Why not use birth control? Not trying to be rude or anything at all. Just as a precaution to not get pregnant back to back, were you against bc?