A Deep Dive into The Caretaker's Everywhere at the End of Time

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  • Опубліковано 18 чер 2024
  • A massive exploration into The Caretaker’s 6 and a half hour long musical project known as Everywhere At The End Of Time.
    This video has been in the works for a very, very long time. Thank you for your patience and for all of your support for this channel over the years, it means so much to me.
    Cheers, enjoy, and as always... May the ballroom remain eternal!
    CHAPTERS
    Introduction - 00:00:00
    I: Who is James Leyland Kirby? - 00:05:40
    II: Who is The Caretaker? - 00:14:41
    III: An empty bliss beyond this World - 00:20:47
    IV: Entering the World of Everywhere at the End of Time - 00:26:39
    V: STAGE ONE - 00:37:58
    VI: STAGE TWO - 00:48:17
    VII: STAGE THREE - 00:54:35
    VIII: STAGE FOUR - 01:08:24
    IX: STAGE FIVE - 01:18:50
    X: STAGE SIX - 01:26:30
    XI: Noteworthy Fan Made Projects - 01:44:53
    XII: The Sample Hunt - 01:52:20
    XIII: The Search for the FPR Record - 02:05:43
    XIV: ...What Now? - 02:16:20
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    A big shout out to the following people who joined me in this video:
    James Webster
    linktr.ee/hcmj
    A Bucket of Jake
    / abucketofjake
    ED.
    / xelektricdreamsx
    TripleBeppo
    / @triplebeppo
    Jade
    / @jadeite427
    Blameitonjorge
    / blameitonjorge
    Justin Wharton
    / justwharton
    All of the sample hunters!
    personman
    Michael Clayton
    Lain
    BitGhost-Audio
    Jordan Keuring
    Animated Album Covers by:
    Ronan A Madden
    (Instagram: @ramunderscoresart)
    Stage 1 & 6 3D Models by:
    Digi
    (Twitter: @DiGi__Official)
    Photo of James & Tech:
    Ryan Bounedara
    / ryanbounedara
    Thank you to all of those who submitted artwork for this video!:
    Ronan A Madden
    Digi
    Deadpyne
    Justin Wharton
    Justin Anglin
    A big shout out to:
    Mr. Mister
    The Caretaker Discord server
    James Leyland Kirby
    leylandkirby.bandcamp.com/music
    & you, for watching! :)
    Much love, ur boi,
    Pad Chennington
    #TheCaretaker #EverywhereAtTheEndOfTime #PadChennington

КОМЕНТАРІ • 2,8 тис.

  • @PadChennington
    @PadChennington  Рік тому +159

    The HORRIFYING Sounds of "Girl with Basket of Fruit"
    ua-cam.com/video/omN7smzdt34/v-deo.html

    • @HoneyButter_Biscuit
      @HoneyButter_Biscuit Рік тому +12

      I wanted you to know that the art your grandma made is either cross stitch or needle point. My mom does them from time to time.

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  Рік тому +10

      @@HoneyButter_Biscuit thank you for the clarification! I kept finding all sorts of names for it lol

    • @Mbiaal
      @Mbiaal Рік тому +1

      @@PadChennington what are the cover animations in the video

    • @kern77
      @kern77 Рік тому +1

      may the ballroom remain eternal

    • @photon5g241
      @photon5g241 Рік тому +1

      may the ballroom remain eternal

  • @bigbrain1415
    @bigbrain1415 2 роки тому +5033

    I was incredibly worried about my grandma passing earlier this year. She knew this, and after she got better, she started to make me a cookbook. A hand made cookbook with every recipe she made for me in it. I flipped to the last page, and I saw something that made me feel ok. She put in the back of it, under her picture “All I can ask is that you always think of me as someone who loves you.” I’m balling my eyes out just writing this. I love you Mimi, never change.

    • @Zlagie
      @Zlagie 2 роки тому +118

      My Mimi died recently two months ago of cancer.
      I wasn't able to see her in person, but I was able to speak on the phone just a couple days before she died.
      I couldn't muster the ability to say anything more than "I love you forever", and I could desperately hear her trying to respond but she was ultimately too weak to speak.
      Sorry if this story is unnecessary, but you calling your grandma the same nickname resonated with me.

    • @bigbrain1415
      @bigbrain1415 2 роки тому +56

      I’m so sorry for your loss. I know even the thought of my Mimi passing sends me into a spiral. You’re story is incredibly moving, and I hope both of our Mimi’s find peace.

    • @pauljerome01
      @pauljerome01 2 роки тому +37

      Make sure to save it, make copies or archive the original for special uses. that is the one thing you cannot lose in your life

    • @gibbings5534
      @gibbings5534 2 роки тому +10

      as someone who loves my grandmothers cooking this really hits home for me

    • @CorridorOfMirrorsRemixes
      @CorridorOfMirrorsRemixes 2 роки тому +14

      I almost lost my grandmother who was very unwell earlier this year, too. On the way home after giving her a hug in her hospital bed, I felt this overwhelming state of sadness, anger, fear, depression…I wanted to die that very day. This album is so profound and powerful to me, and is my full-on fears of losing my loved ones in musical form, which made me reflect on that day when I listened to this album earlier today. I know one day Nanny will no longer be here, and it will hurt the most, because even my brother’s boyfriend believes like I believe that I will spiral afterwards when it happens. My mother’s passing is going to hurt even more so. As for the future, it’s looking bleak to me, because Poppy’s passing didn’t quite sink in, in 2011, and now that I’m older, I fully understand just how depressing and dark life is, and we are all heading towards the inevitable. There is no silver lining in death. There is no bright future or happy ending. We die, and enter the void forever.

  • @CorneliusCob
    @CorneliusCob 2 роки тому +2278

    I love how almost every time Kirby's name is mentioned, his face appears like:
    👁️ 👁️
    👃

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +338

      He do be poppin up doe here and there

    • @koro394
      @koro394 2 роки тому +83

      he do be at the end of time tho

    • @sillyT_T
      @sillyT_T 2 роки тому +50

      he do be everywhere

    • @ShwappaJ
      @ShwappaJ 2 роки тому +22

      Only Kirby and Cameraman will remain at the end.

    • @FE0003
      @FE0003 2 роки тому +43

      His hair is stage 3 cover

  • @TylerFNF
    @TylerFNF 2 роки тому +836

    The story of your grandmother, the explanation of EATEOT, The story of James, the emotion… I’ve watched this more than once… but it never gets old.

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +58

      Thanks for stopping by multiple times ! :) this video will always be my favorite one I’ve ever done, really thankful to have people like you return to it. Means a lot!

    • @MichaelVickers2007
      @MichaelVickers2007 Рік тому +10

      @@PadChennington half your views are probably from me at this point

    • @TylerFNF
      @TylerFNF Рік тому +5

      @@PadChennington guess who is back again!!!!!!!

    • @TylerFNF
      @TylerFNF Рік тому +1

      I’m watching it once again lol

    • @chrisfrontiero1407
      @chrisfrontiero1407 Рік тому

      I enjoyed this so much, Thankyou for sharing your personal experiences, may the ballroom remain eternal

  • @SomeoneIGuessYT
    @SomeoneIGuessYT 2 роки тому +581

    Fun fact: a few days ago when I first listened to everywhere at the end of time, I listened to it at night. I made it though the first 5 stages. But when the track “A brutal bliss beyond this empty defeat” played, I feel asleep. And I woke up when the terminal lucidity segment was playing, it was probably the most surreal moment of my life. I do wish I had the strength to get through all of stage 6, but it is what it is. Thank so much for this piece of art. Stay strong and take care.

    • @beyondobscure
      @beyondobscure Рік тому +33

      Well that's what I call a 1/1 million experience.

    • @Ranixo286
      @Ranixo286 Рік тому +20

      Yeah just please don't listen to this before falling asleep...can really mess with you.

    • @giuliolovato3797
      @giuliolovato3797 Рік тому +2

      @@Ranixo286why?

    • @Asymmetrization
      @Asymmetrization Рік тому +15

      i fell asleep in stage 2.... got woken up by the hell sirens.
      fml

    • @terranbricklin
      @terranbricklin 9 місяців тому +3

      Exact same thing for me. Waking up to that is...haunting. words cannot do it justice

  • @addderalll
    @addderalll 2 роки тому +507

    fun fact if anyone reading this didnt already know: the cover artwork for “eager to tear apart the stars” is a distorted watch. the watch face is at the top right.

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +57

      Yes! The first time I listened to the album I actually didn't notice it until the very end

    • @thapwizzagwuyx3927
      @thapwizzagwuyx3927 2 роки тому +18

      As surprising as it is, I knew already it was a watch, just never seemed to question why it looked so distorted either..

    • @ICE_woomy
      @ICE_woomy 2 роки тому +9

      Oh, you like the caretaker? Tell me what the stage 5 album is

    • @CorneliusCob
      @CorneliusCob 2 роки тому +16

      @@ICE_woomy you see it... It kinda looks, ... I think it's a... 😐

    • @extensioncordgaming8266
      @extensioncordgaming8266 2 роки тому +10

      @@ICE_woomy A couple dancing down the stairs.

  • @thesigmaenigma9102
    @thesigmaenigma9102 2 роки тому +822

    I listened to Everywhere At The End Of Time in its entirety during a recent trip to the west coast. At one point, sometime during Stage 4, I was driving through Donner Pass just after a bad snow storm. Nobody was around me and I was surrounded by utter loneliness. In Stage 4 the tracks really start to fall apart and the drone looms above everything you hear. I felt like I was disintegrating along with the music. I eventually made it through the pass and eventually completed the album but some small piece of my mind was left there on that lonely highway, the haunting sounds of the album corrupting my peace, dementing my very state of being. I'll never forget that. This album should come with a warning label. It will eat you alive if you're not careful.

    • @Magik_Cloud495
      @Magik_Cloud495 2 роки тому +13

      maybe that's the point?

    • @everykelmemeiscanon3437
      @everykelmemeiscanon3437 2 роки тому +40

      Yea this song made me feel weird and then I disconnected to everything. My mind was tormenting me from just hearing this, showing me false memory's that aren't mine. So then I cried, and cried, and then I finally realized it's just a dang song why the heck am I even feeling this. And it stopped. It still lingers in my head tho.

    • @baronvoncrags771
      @baronvoncrags771 Рік тому +4

      Holy shit that's brave.

    • @arisasworld6800
      @arisasworld6800 Рік тому +16

      That’s the point
      Dementia is VERY scary and as this album is trying to tell you about the true horror of it

    • @IAmBlothhundr
      @IAmBlothhundr Рік тому

      The clear example of low force of will.

  • @jake53105
    @jake53105 Рік тому +157

    My grandmother is in the middle of this process, somewhere in the middle of album 3 I’d say. I listened to the whole thing once, and it’s given me the ability to stay patient and calm when I answer the same questions over and over, day after day.
    She deserves that patience and love.

    • @micahw.5029
      @micahw.5029 11 місяців тому +6

      I’m a little late, but my grandmother passed 4 years ago from Alzheimer’s as well, two months after stage 6 was released. All I can say is cherish every moment with her, even through the frustration you’ll feel with the situation. Enjoy her presence and, as you said, stay patient - though she might not be able to communicate it, I know she appreciates it, and you, more than anything. I can’t express the regret I and my dad feel for the times we couldn’t be there for her.

    • @MrBet1001
      @MrBet1001 9 місяців тому +2

      My grandma is at the same point currently I had to teach her to use her phone because she forgot a couple weeks back.

    • @RatsOnTheIce19
      @RatsOnTheIce19 8 місяців тому +1

      @@MrBet1001yeah forgetting is hard… My grandpa got diagnosed with dementia and it’s scary… it’s not just the decreasing memory…. But his behavior and personality is extremely different from what it used to be…. He never used to be this hostile, depressed or impatient…. Luckily he is still lucid enough right now…. But… there may only be a few more years left of it…. And my memories of him will be corrupted by the horrors this disease will cause him…. It’s gonna be a long road… that’ll only end in death… but at least we have each other…..

    • @Hondarama
      @Hondarama 4 місяці тому

      @@RatsOnTheIce19
      Sorry to hear about your grandpa. My grandmother died from Alzheimer's disease in 2018, after having suffered with the illness for 12 years.
      I wish I could say it gets easier, but that only really happens at the end. :(
      One thing that's helped me cope a bit by somewhat avoiding the whole "memories being corrupted by the horrors of the disease" has been to remember her as essentially two versions of the same person. My Grandmother... And my Grandmother with Alzheimer's. Still the same person, but still also... Different.
      Not to try and forget the bad, but make an effort to remember the good so it overshadows the bad. Or at least takes precedence over the bad. :)
      That way whenever I think of my grandmother, I remember who she was. Not what the disease turned her into.
      No idea if I'm making sense here, and sorry if I'm rambling.
      Anyways, I hope the both of you (you and your grandpa) goes through this horrifying process as well as possible. :)

  • @KuuchWizard
    @KuuchWizard 2 роки тому +363

    You’re a wonderful grandson Pad. Don’t feel guilty because I’m sure every moment you spend with your grandparents is cherished by them and sometimes with family it’s the little things that make life worth living.

  • @willevensen7130
    @willevensen7130 2 роки тому +890

    Both lines of my family all struggle with Alzheimer’s/Dementia, and honestly for a long time I was scared. I couldn’t process losing all my memories forgetting the love of my life, my children. So when I heard about EATEOT I was instantly drawn to it, stage 1-2 scared me the most. Throughout the two I kept thinking that this could be me right now, full of life and joy only for it to be forgotten forever. I had to put it down for a couple months until a few months later where I finally decided to sit down and listen to it in it’s entirety. This time even though 1-2 still had that effect on me I kept going and by stage 4 I was hooked. At this point I wouldn’t or couldn’t stop listening. It’s funny because by stage 6 everyone that I’ve seen is sad..crying all that but it helped me find acceptance. Even if this horrible disease does take me, by the time that happens I will have had such a great and fulfilling life that I know I will have people that love me by my side till the end.
    If you read this all I truly thank you, and I hope for the best for every single one of you.

    • @anonymousposter6461
      @anonymousposter6461 2 роки тому +22

      yeah. ive got some neurological stuff going on, perhaps neurodegenerative. my memory is already bad enough for me to really resonate with stages one and two, haha, and i'm in my mod twenties -- i talke often with my 82 year old stroke survivor grandfather about neurological stuff, and we find we have much in common.
      scared the shit out of me, but that's okay. its good to prepare yourself, you know?
      i've been visiting my grandfather twice a week, lately. my pa passed from covid, and my dad's dad is my only immediate surviving family except my sister. my dad passed a year ago, in my grandfather's living room, and my sister and i both realized how.... limited time truly was, and how badly we wanted to do right by our grandfather.
      i hope things go well for you. i know your pain, but you're right -- we have loved ones here for us, and bad times tomorrow don't undo good times today. cherish that time with them while you can. truly, it can be yanked away in a moment.

    • @Rea_Content
      @Rea_Content 2 роки тому +3

      You're very welcome, and live a great life friend, good luck

    • @ridleyformk1244
      @ridleyformk1244 2 роки тому +3

      Hope you don't get it.

    • @robert99515
      @robert99515 Рік тому +1

      I thought the post-awareness stages were already terrifying. How?

    • @elenaxthatxbitch
      @elenaxthatxbitch Рік тому +2

      Dementia affects a lot of people! You know, no matter what happens. Your family will never stop loving and caring for you.

  • @blameitonjorge
    @blameitonjorge 2 роки тому +2188

    New Pad Chennington upload = good day :D

  • @paperpin1232
    @paperpin1232 Рік тому +463

    I know I’m 10 months late, but the work put into this video has to be acknowledged. Some people don’t realize how hard it is to make a video this long and this high quality. This has to be the best EATEOT video I’ve ever seen.
    May the ballroom remain eternal.

    • @simplyros3
      @simplyros3 Рік тому +6

      never too late to this absolute masterpiece.

    • @nightmaresans9161
      @nightmaresans9161 Рік тому +1

      Ey I'm like, a year and a half late, don't feel alone at all

    • @alieosharp3083
      @alieosharp3083 Рік тому +2

      Ten months later I gotta bring attention to this comment!

  • @scottcaramel
    @scottcaramel 2 роки тому +314

    I’m impressed at the quality this video managed to keep for its entire 2 hour runtime. Shows true dedication to the craft. May the ballroom remain eternal.

    • @GOODLUCKMUSIC8
      @GOODLUCKMUSIC8 2 роки тому

      Here's a piece of calm, meditation music, made for you Enjoy ! :) ua-cam.com/video/q7uE9RMwews/v-deo.html

  • @TABBYMUSIC
    @TABBYMUSIC 2 роки тому +787

    *The most brutal effort ever put into a video*
    Honestly though I swear I’ve been hyped for this for like, years lol

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +82

      Dude... I can't believe how long it truly has been lol!.. thank you for all your support on the channel and always stopping by!

    • @isweartofuckinggod
      @isweartofuckinggod 2 роки тому +3

      same

  • @PadChennington
    @PadChennington  2 роки тому +609

    Happy 5th anniversary to Everywhere at the End of Time :) Enjoy the video!

    • @maxx20010
      @maxx20010 2 роки тому +4

      Hey Pad! Quick question, just saw that Everywhere at the End of Time is getting pressed onto vinyl! In stages 1-3 and 4-6, first three being £59.99 and 4-6 being £89.99. Do you plan on getting it!

    • @IBauer-fm4bw
      @IBauer-fm4bw 2 роки тому +4

      Pad you changed my life. Please re-review NEWS @ 11

    • @peepnox7747
      @peepnox7747 2 роки тому +1

      :)

    • @andrewsimmons8051
      @andrewsimmons8051 2 роки тому +3

      May the ballroom forever remain eternal.

    • @eomex8379
      @eomex8379 2 роки тому

      @@andrewsimmons8051 deeep

  • @DarkworldRecords_LTD
    @DarkworldRecords_LTD 2 роки тому +113

    May the ballroom remain eternal indeed.
    (Not gonna lie, Stage sixes ended almost brought me to the point of tears. I'm not ashamed to admit that, and I think it's a wonderful end after the ride you've been taken on.)

    • @leomartin7409
      @leomartin7409 Рік тому +1

      When the music stops, I stop head bobbing and leave a dislike because the music stopped.

    • @leo.909
      @leo.909 2 місяці тому

      ​@@leomartin7409 It's like they always say, all good things must come to an end, that final sample from Stage 6 is like a goodbye, for us being to hear the 6 hours of our life.
      The Beginning was happy, Stage 1 and 2 was all joyful with some slight dementia in-between, Stages 3-4 was good, Stage 3 was good, Stage 4 was a jumbled mess, And Stages 5-6 are sad, Stage 5 was still the same as Stage 4, in music.
      *Stage 6 however, was really sad, it's like The Caretaker died of dementia.*

    • @leomartin7409
      @leomartin7409 2 місяці тому

      @@leo.909 but da music

  • @krajewski17
    @krajewski17 Рік тому +12

    Thanks for remembering me to spend more time with my old ones.

  • @themandownstairs4765
    @themandownstairs4765 2 роки тому +289

    Undoubtedly the most awaited Pad Chennington video

  • @tylercriss6435
    @tylercriss6435 2 роки тому +445

    I would absolutely kill to have those animated album covers as the background to my desktop computer. It looks incredible! I hope the artists responsible post those loops!

    • @brandonthesteele
      @brandonthesteele 2 роки тому +45

      Glad to see someone else pointing that out, those animated covers are sick

    • @PartyRockerOG
      @PartyRockerOG 2 роки тому +19

      Same bro

    • @RedHatGuyYT
      @RedHatGuyYT Рік тому +2

      you could record your screen and trim it down so it loops and turn it into a gif

    • @barrianic4
      @barrianic4 Рік тому +1

      @@RedHatGuyYT how do i screen record on a computer

    • @ivandbael
      @ivandbael 2 місяці тому

      Obs​@@barrianic4

  • @Brigeb20
    @Brigeb20 Рік тому +88

    My grandmother recently got cancer, seeing her hooked up to machines made me want to cry when I saw her, I don't know how to put this into words but it was depressing to see, and also comforting. The thought of her getting better and thriving kept me from bursting into tears once I saw her, even though I knew it was unlikely. There were so many things I could've payed attention to while I was with her but I never did, I regret it so much. She's always let us take old toys from her basement to our house, and I got many toys from her house, most importantly, Barbies that I played with alone, a lamb plushie that helped me fall asleep when it was dark, and a Christmas dress that no longer fits me. These objects are so important to me and I can't imagine losing them in the middle of the night or just while I'm out of the house, at school, with my mom, anything. I don't want to lose these items, I don't wanna lose the memories of her. I want to cry but I can't, I want to scream but I can't, all I can do is sit and reminisce about her, the stories she told, the times we visited her, the things she gave us, anything. I cling onto those memories like my life depends on it, I want to be happy with her but I feel this constant dread around her and it won't go away, because I know she's going to succumb to death someday, and she won't be with me, but that's ok. It's ok that I'm gonna lose her one day, it's ok that my kids might never meet her, it's ok that I won't have her around me anymore because I'll have those objects in some way, mental or physical. I'll miss her but I'll know that she loved me, and I loved her, I'll know that she tried her best to make me and my siblings happy. I'll feel sad for a little bit but I'll be able to move on, along with everyone else. She'll be with me for as long as I'm alive, as long as I can remember. I don't want to see her die but it will happen, and it's something I need to accept. Writing this helped me so much with dealing with the sadness of possible loss, I feel the need to thank someone for allowing me to do this, but I'm not sure who, but just thank you. Thank you for helping me, and thank you for letting me talk about my worries. Love you, grandma.
    Have a nice day, reader.

    • @sora15kurosaki
      @sora15kurosaki Рік тому +2

      Thank you for sharing your story. I can relate to it having seen my own Nana pass from cancer.

    • @TsarinaJacksontore
      @TsarinaJacksontore Рік тому +1

      i hope you will be alright and that you can get over that loss without any pain , you can do this i believe in you , no matter how much time it will take , all my condolences towards you and your family , 💗

    • @sourgreendolly7685
      @sourgreendolly7685 Рік тому +1

      I understand all too well... thought I was going to lose my gram last year. She raised me and I'm in my 30s but I'm not ready for that. I suppose we never are though...
      Gram survived uterine cancer despite the hardships of the hysterectomy and difficulty cancer treatments afterwards but last year she had a bone infection in her spine. She came home rather quickly after surgery, she was able to get up and get to the bathroom on her own and everything! I was trained to give her her antibiotics through her PIC line at home and a nurse and occupational therapist were going to come weekly... but the second Sunday she was home, she couldn't stand up. She had this pain in her hip that was unbearable and she ended up in a rehab for months.
      She didn't have any new hip issues, the pain she already dealt with had just gotten unbearable while her body healed from surgery. But while she was in rehab there were various issues... Random UTIs, cognitive reactions to certain antibiotics and pain medication, depression, anxiety, and one night she woke up from a dream convinced she was late for a wedding and tried to stand from her bed only to have a bad fall afterwards. She told me about the dream a week later, it was crazy all over the place, but she was on a lot of medication and seeing things so I can't tell how much she really dreamed. She'd have these lucid moments where she knew how she sounded and clearly thought she was developing dementia. I kept reminder her we all get loopy on those kinds of meds but I also knew that some elderly people develop dementia in reaction to some antibiotics. She didn't need to know that though, it would've just made it all so much harder.
      Thankfully she recovered, though she's not as steady on her feet as she used to be and she's more forgetful. She's not out of touch with reality at all for now. She's very scared that it's happening and all I can do is tell her how forgetful I've always been and no one remembers everything after 7 1/2 decades of life - that's a lot of life to remember!
      It's hard to know if she's more forgetful from the stress or if she's in those beginning stages but for now I still have her lucid and here. I'm not ready for that to change, but I have to focus on what we have now and spend time with her. She likes to watch me play video games, it's like more interactive TV for her and she loves farming sims as much as I do. I try to spend as much time with her as I can, though I'm dealing with my own health issues (sleep apnea, in the process of getting a CPAP so I can actually get restful sleep) that have made that more difficult lately. Hopefully I'll be better soon so I can watch her soap opera, share a smoke on the back porch, and play games for her regularly again.
      It's so scary though. In spite of all our family struggles and generational trauma, she's the closest thing to a mother I have.
      Now I feel like thanking you. It does help to put it out into the world, to stop hanging onto it and share it with others even for just a little bit. So thank you, internet stranger. Sending my love💕

    • @aydenlessels5550
      @aydenlessels5550 Рік тому +3

      I would usually say “I hope things get better” but I’m not sure what to say.
      I just hope you can heal with time, it sounds like an incredibly rough situation.
      have a nice day, that’s all I can think to say.

    • @leomartin7409
      @leomartin7409 Рік тому +2

      My grandma died when I was turning six due to cancer. Obviously, me, a dumb six year old, was not as sad about it as I am now. Especially her cookie recipe, and everything she did. Hope I'll see her in the afterlife with those cookies. I had been in the hospital the day she died. I had been to her funeral. I saw the coffin. I should've stayed home but my parents were fine with it.

  • @cloudharmonia8199
    @cloudharmonia8199 2 роки тому +13

    Hearing Bit-Ghost's joy when he realized that it was the right song makes me so happy.
    May the ballroom remain eternal

  • @dreamcatalogue
    @dreamcatalogue 2 роки тому +433

    The Caretaker also made some of the first ever vaporwave-esque music as V/VM. I recall listening to John Peel in the early 2000's as a young lad and hearing his tilted edit of Chris DeBurgh's Lady In Red, which blew my mind at the time as I'd never heard anything like it before. Took about another 7 or 8 years for the rest of the world to catch on to these concepts, with OPN later remixing the same track under the "Chuck Person" name. I've always wondered if he got the idea directly from V/VM aka The Caretaker.

    • @DerekPower
      @DerekPower 2 роки тому +12

      Perhaps. Remember that plunderphonics predates both of them through John Oswald. Also, the V/vm stuff was more about confronting a certain music scene out of fondness for another one (Kirby was not a fan at all with what was coming out in the 1990s compared to the 1980s). Daniel Lopatin was not as confrontational. And maybe that was ultimately sparked the scene. And finally: post hoc, ergo propter hoc.
      Personally, I think of JLK as an important parallel to the vapour scene as there are a lot of intersections (yes, botched the metaphor but bare with me =] ). And this is why I think what has been happening is bigger than one individual or even a few.
      Just my thought … for now =]

    • @madspeterrommedahl4679
      @madspeterrommedahl4679 2 роки тому +3

      I got his Lady in Red remix (called "The Lady In Red (Is Dancing With Meat)") on vinyl as a 7" a little while ago. I got the exact same vapor-vibes from it. Although the B-side was a completely busted-up cover of Lionel Richie's "All Night Long" (named "Butcher All Night") which sounded like a Merzbow demotape. Really goes to show the two sides of Kirby's music: Part recognizable and part drenched in static.

    • @birchwwolf
      @birchwwolf 2 роки тому +2

      That gravelly way he made the whispered "cheek to cheek" sound... that's stuck with me these 20 years. love that edit.

    • @TRUEiMPROrecords
      @TRUEiMPROrecords 2 роки тому

      @@madspeterrommedahl4679 "The Lady In Red (Is Dancing With Meat)" is my personal "Scariest song ever". I always wondered how he managed to de-harmonize it that way.. I think it goes way beyond any vaporwave I've heard.

  • @AlvinFlang69420
    @AlvinFlang69420 2 роки тому +347

    This is “Everywhere at the end of time: The Movie.”
    Everything from a personal story, symbolism, going in depth to composition of the artwork and music.
    I knew you wouldn’t disappoint with this video!

    • @shreksmum
      @shreksmum Рік тому +3

      Ironically still shorter than the original lol.

  • @nanardeurlambda
    @nanardeurlambda 2 роки тому +51

    34:00 I think the last cover of "everywhere" is actually a painting surface that was never painted on. the the adhesive bands(the color of which implying easily removable adhesive) form a rectangle limiting the painting to a specific area, it's a common practice when you paint but don't want to fill the entire page.
    It's like the image has decayed so much all you can do is refer to it incompleteness.

    • @enflamedhuevos
      @enflamedhuevos 2 роки тому +8

      More than that, all the previous covers were the paintings encompassing the whole frame. The last cover is you looking at the canvass from the bigger picture

  • @antagonizingprotagonist8721
    @antagonizingprotagonist8721 2 роки тому +112

    When I listen to this album, I feel like I'm literally in the 20s. I'm young, but I feel like I miss days that never happened. I feel like I'm supposed to remember something I don't. It's amazing what music can do to the mind. May the ballroom remain eternal for all.

  • @continuum_mid
    @continuum_mid 2 роки тому +305

    I applaud The Caretaker for convincing thousands of people that noise music is good actually. Including me. I don't know how, but Stage 5 just reeled me in somehow.
    May the ballroom remain eternal.

    • @dr3dg352
      @dr3dg352 Рік тому +4

      I weirdly kind of enjoyed having parts of stages 4 and 5 playing in the background at work? They're most often said to be the scariest from what I've seen, but stage 6 was the hardest for me.

    • @lau_bowery
      @lau_bowery Рік тому +1

      ​@@dr3dg352 if you liked stages 5 and 6 i recommend you the work of lustmord :) king of dark ambient music

    • @dr3dg352
      @dr3dg352 Рік тому +1

      @@lau_bowery oh cool, thank you! 😄 I'll check them out.

  • @one_man_community
    @one_man_community 2 роки тому +223

    Imagine James Leyman orchestrating The Shining.

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +44

      never thought of that, that is definitely an interesting concept!

    • @one_man_community
      @one_man_community 2 роки тому +21

      @@PadChennington It fits the shoes, thematically.
      The Overlook Hotel, being an entity encapsulated by one fragment of time, on a more ontological sense. Though even physically possessing itself as an era frozen in time, that being the Gold Room and the various peoples of the hotel.

    • @sridevisudhahar309
      @sridevisudhahar309 2 роки тому +2

      @@one_man_community WOAH WAIT. This is actually pretty cool, I'm so invested.

    • @ComplexGMD
      @ComplexGMD 2 роки тому +4

      he was actually comissioned to make music for "Room 237", a documentary about The Shining. leyland is such a big fan of the shining, so he must have been very excited back then

  • @minemitts
    @minemitts 11 місяців тому +21

    The album being discussed in this video is downright terrifying for anyone, but especially me. I'm 21, and have always had heavy struggles with my memory, even at a young age. To see what it could be like if I do end up with dementia or Alzheimer's brings me such anxiety and genuine terror for the future. I can only hope to live a life well enough to grieve fully as it fades.

    • @Pork-lk2dn
      @Pork-lk2dn 4 місяці тому +1

      Me too and I'm 34 now and it's gotten worse. Not only that but my grandma passed away from dementia a month ago and in 2 days I have to put down my dog who also has dementia and cannot do anything anymore. This is the absolute worst way to go and it's horrible and I hope I don't end up getting it but I just decided today that if I do I will start making videos as soon as I'm diagnosed about my memories and the disease as it progresses until I physically can't anymore and die

  • @imme8471
    @imme8471 2 роки тому +46

    I always listen to the first couple stages while walking through the halls of my school, the hordes of people have never felt so lonely

  • @BigBoyz33
    @BigBoyz33 2 роки тому +240

    I listenened to this when i was going through a really bad time. My depression was taking over at a fast pace and gave it a listen during Winter, when my mental health always goes down to suicidal levels of bad. Even worse is i was on my 3rd day of not eating anything and listened to this during the night time which made things much worse.
    When i finished it, it made me realize i shouldn't take life for granted. I started trying to better myself and now im doing okay. I might listen to the album again some day but it really left a huge impact on me.

    • @ezroid7791
      @ezroid7791 2 роки тому +17

      Never have I related to a comment so personally. It kinda, slapped me awake in a way. I was in a stupor to cowardly to end my life, to sad to fix it. I was sick, stuck on my bed and then in my recommends I see that everywere at the end of time album. I heard it was really good, so I bit the bullet and watched it while reading.
      it was an emotional ride to say the least and I am very thankful I listened to it

    • @tatsuyasuou3368
      @tatsuyasuou3368 2 роки тому +4

      I believe in you man. Do your best.

    • @adamsmasher9769
      @adamsmasher9769 2 роки тому +2

      I finally got around to getting off my back with my depression and got medicated last month. I never thought i could feel... normal. Just... level, ya know? It feels so weird to not be depressed all the time, and part of me wants that back. "Depression is like a wet blanket. Its cold and heavy, but you keep it on. Why? Because you know that it will warm up eventually, and taking it off will take effort and leave you cold and uncovered, even if only for a little while. So you deal with the discomfort just so that you dont have to deal with a new kind of discomfort".

    • @Aiko_63194
      @Aiko_63194 Рік тому +3

      I hope you are doing better now since you wrote this comment. Make sure you remember to eat regularly and drink plenty of water! :)

    • @circumplex9552
      @circumplex9552 Рік тому +2

      As they say, good art should comfort the disturbed, and disturb the comfortable

  • @MasakoX
    @MasakoX 2 роки тому +685

    I feel the turning point in this is Sublime Beyond Loss...the seedy vibe of it is so unsettling and you feel like the character is drinking themselves into oblivion to temporarily ease the pain of loss of their faculties. Either way, cool video!
    EDIT: Also I feel that Hag is the pot from Stage 2 but it's exploded like you said and is going everywhere.

    • @Klaesick
      @Klaesick 2 роки тому +16

      Oh nice! I didn't expect you'd be here Masako! Glad your one of many people who like EATEOT.

    • @MusicTheoryLover
      @MusicTheoryLover 2 роки тому +3

      Sublime beyond loss is scarier than shit but.. I like it, has a nice bop to it

    • @attackdoge2003
      @attackdoge2003 2 роки тому

      Scary but good

    • @Zarathustra_infinite
      @Zarathustra_infinite 2 роки тому +1

      Oh wow that was a surprised but what a welcome one

    • @SpaceDoge
      @SpaceDoge 2 роки тому

      i'd say the decline doesn't really steepen until F3

  • @CharlieTourniquet
    @CharlieTourniquet 10 місяців тому +18

    This is amazing work. I work in a nursing home and have always been both fascinated and shocked by the decline of my patients. Even after 14 years I still wonder what goes through their minds as they banter to themselves, speak incoherent, broken phrases, wander aimlessly with a flat affect on their faces and address people both real and imagined. As fascinating as it is is is truly sad and heartbreaking to see them go through it.

    • @4agonism
      @4agonism 8 місяців тому +1

      You're a wonderful person, thank you for doing what you do ❤ :]

    • @MrMusicbyMartin
      @MrMusicbyMartin 5 місяців тому

      I once helped arrange activities for people with dementia, and was often astonished and moved to see people otherwise ‘lost’ come to life when they heard the music of their youth. I saw a man who had lost the power of spoken language burst into song in front of his tearful wife. I saw the difference cats and dogs would make to the mood in nursing homes, too.

  • @Ktrin006
    @Ktrin006 2 роки тому +58

    I know the album is a living portrait of dementia... It is raw and cruel and beautiful at the same time... However, as you said at first, it hits differently for everyone. My best friend passed away so many years ago... We were still children, and she was suddenly diagnosed with cancer. I was never allowed to see her at the hospital, my mom told me that children were not allowed to visit, so she never took me when she was joining her mother for visiting day. The day she passed away, I was very sick, and I remember seeing things around me like I wasn't there, like I was a person watching a movie from the outside. I remember my mother telling me that my best friend died and yelling at me not to cry, me crying out of rage and sadness, but still numb inside... Many years later, when I was supposed not to mourn anymore, I was told the things my best friend lived during her last days, and it hurts so bad like I knew I had to be there for her... Listening to EATOF brought me to picture her last days before she was diagnosed with cancer, and picture her last days at the hospital... All those emotions brought back to life: anger, frustration, and finally, acceptance... Thank you very much Pad Chennington for making this video and #maytheballroomremaineternal

    • @AK907LSD25
      @AK907LSD25 Рік тому

      Hope you got many miles away from your toxic mother, its a good feeling.

    • @tufty7026
      @tufty7026 9 місяців тому

      Without going into details, I relate to this. Adults do not always handle kids and grief/ loss together well. I hope you are doing well and hope you do not carry guilt. Out of your control and not your fault xx

  • @joshs2734
    @joshs2734 2 роки тому +244

    Well, that's it guys. This is it. No one can ever make another EATEOT video. This is the ultimate exploration of this masterpiece. Besides the brilliant video itself, actually talking to Leland makes this something you can't get anywhere else. This is your magnum opus Pad.

  • @lavenderkay533
    @lavenderkay533 2 роки тому +227

    Pad,
    Your story about your grandmother is incredibly well done.
    You said a few times that you felt like you were selfish, or thinking about yourself only. And it seemed like it was a bad thing. But it's not. Dealing with death is a very personal thing and you didn't do anything wrong by thinning about yourself in relation to your loved ones. I just think it's important to tell you that just in case you are feeling negatively about the way you felt at that point.
    This video is great.

    • @anonymousposter6461
      @anonymousposter6461 2 роки тому +1

      thank you for saying this.
      i think that humans are meant to help themselves first, to take care of themselves first (secondly others, of course). and people like to see their loved ones happy, healthy, and independent. i find this is especially true with grandparents, who are just happy to hear from you and see you smiling.
      pad, it was your "selfishness" that caused that embroidery to come into being. it was probably the catalyst for some of her final carefree moments. because of it you own a _priceless treasure_ of an heirloom, made from her own hand. i can't help but see any of that as anything except a beautiful, lucky thing to be cherished.
      cheers, and all the best.

    • @anonymousposter6461
      @anonymousposter6461 2 роки тому +1

      ... and may the ballroom be eternal

  • @mauriciojara7744
    @mauriciojara7744 Рік тому +56

    May the ballroom remain eternal.
    This was really well done.

  • @wormdeath
    @wormdeath 2 роки тому +94

    My grandma passed away very recently and I had stayed with her my whole life. So, I was there to witness ever stage of the dementia setting in. Although I'll never be able to understand the receiving end of what that was like I feel this album did such an amazing job at describing it more me. I was able to put myself in her shoes and see how it went from her taking care of me as a child to me taking care of her and eventually just watching her lying on her bed unable to talk and barely look around anymore. Although there was a sort of relief when she finally went. That through all that pain she was finally able to rest. I definitely feel like the process of going through dementia is more terrifying than death it's a long process of rot and just surviving unable to process what's happening around you and things or people that you see everyday make less and less sense until you just have to sit there and let the world go by without you, so quickly you don't bother to question it while it still remains the most frustrating thing you have to spent the rest of your life with.

    • @greedyfirstalgorithmlast26
      @greedyfirstalgorithmlast26 2 роки тому

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      @greedyfirstalgorithmlast26 2 роки тому

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      @👁 👁
      👃 This series of recordings is one of the most profound experiences of my life. I'm 60 and it has managed to tease out stuff I didn't know was there. Many many tears flowed but it was worth it.
      I didn't listen to the whole thing, and I don't think I'll ever have the time to, but I have skipped through to some parts and I'm in tears.
      My Grandma never had dementia, just the usual forgetfulness that comes with age. She had lived through the second World War, beaten breast cancer and cared for many kids, grandkids and great grand kids in her lifetime
      I can't imagine how awful it must be, knowing somewhere in the lifeless body of a late stage dementia patient is someone that you knew. Your mother. Your Grandmother etc. I'm thankful that my grandma was spared from something like that, and I can't put into words the level of sympathy I feel for those who suffer/know someone that is suffering through dementia.
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  • @absentreverie
    @absentreverie 2 роки тому +282

    EATEOT has always made me incredibly upset and depressed. but this video added a lot of context, comfort, and humanity to this album. the album is now a lot less scary to face and think about. thank you for this analysis. may the ballroom forever be eternal

    • @saltythegreat3549
      @saltythegreat3549 8 місяців тому +1

      same here. this video has made it easier for me to appreciate EATEOT as a work of art. it's really rather beautifully made

  • @buzzbabyjesus
    @buzzbabyjesus 2 роки тому +28

    I was my mother's caretaker for the last 5 years of her life as she descended into dementia, and death, in 2019. This album is devastating.

  • @yigakong1187
    @yigakong1187 2 роки тому +8

    No matter how many reviews open stage three with Back There Benjamin, it still jumpscares me.
    Also, a detail some people miss is that a lot of Stage 3’s titles reference neuroscientist Benjamin Libet. The most notable sort of discovery he made was that there was a half-millisecond delay with the brain processing the physical contact and consciously feeling it.

  • @carro_ott
    @carro_ott Рік тому +2

    This work genuinely terrifies me and I can’t explain why. I feel like It’s supposed to make me sad, but I just feel extremely disturbed just thinking about it. I honestly can’t understand why this work scares me so much

  • @agressia5582
    @agressia5582 2 роки тому +19

    *Remember:* never, *NEVER* call on this guy to read his summer vacation essay

  • @PicoRiveraCalifornia
    @PicoRiveraCalifornia 2 роки тому +186

    First off: May the ballroom remain eternal. C'est fini.
    Secondly: Pad, this was one of the best videos I've ever seen that's come out of your channel. This video not only introduces someone to the world of The Caretaker, but it also makes people aware that Kirby has done so much more than EATEOT. I gotta hand it to you, Pad - this is a video that just needs to be experienced with others. Great job, man.

  • @am-180
    @am-180 2 роки тому +34

    bit-ghost's reaction to the vinyl literally gave me chills, not only because of the unbelievably beautiful music but because of the sheer joy and excitement of discovery. it's unbelievable that a single record could have become this important to so many people, it's fucking amazing.

  • @jellygremlin583yearsago5
    @jellygremlin583yearsago5 2 роки тому +35

    This was such a beautiful deep dive into EATEOT, may the ballroom remain eternal.

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +3

      Thanks for watching!! :)

    • @t4aha.s
      @t4aha.s Рік тому

      Fatherless?

    • @Boppercat
      @Boppercat Рік тому

      @@t4aha.swhy don’t you enjoy the video, instead of making fun of someone because of a jellybean pfp

  • @integratedfiction1434
    @integratedfiction1434 2 роки тому +97

    people are alive until they are forgotten, and you've really helped your grandmother live forever in some way through this. love this album/the history but your storytelling was absolutely the highlight. went through a very similar time with my grandfather and I'm truly feeling for you

  • @themayhemcalling4099
    @themayhemcalling4099 2 роки тому +51

    Dementia and Alzheimer’s have hit my family hard. This album shook me intensely and, at the same time, brought me a sense of closure; I felt at one with my great grandparents one more time. I don’t know if I could ever listen to the whole album as one again, but I am so very glad I did once.

  • @kohencidence4485
    @kohencidence4485 2 роки тому +47

    I absolutely love how you managed to turn every album cover into an animation. It makes everything look so real and I think it’s amazing. I especially love how you did Stage 3’s cover, and made it look… alive… like the plant it’s supposed to be. Amazing job

  • @michaelmcgeary2772
    @michaelmcgeary2772 2 роки тому +25

    May the ballroom remain eternal. Thanks for this great introduction into a new artist for me

  • @vanpassinby
    @vanpassinby 2 роки тому +177

    Pad, I may not have watched your content before and such, but I've watched through the entire 2 hours, 21 minutes and 15 seconds of it.
    YOU DID SUCH AN AMAZING JOB, DUDE. I MEAN IT.
    I have never seen this entire moniker be so well-detailed and explained, all the way to the ART ITSELF.
    I am also legitimately AMAZED at the fact that some of the most well-known parts in EATEOT haven't been mentioned at all, if nearly *at most.* And to that, I want to say a HUGE thank you, dude. I mean it.
    Seeing the whole sample finding process be finally properly explained was also just- Man, I don't even have words for this. In my time in the Caretaker community, I've also made friends with a few of the sample finders, and seeing them be mentioned here for their sheer hard work, be it directly or indirectly, just makes me so proud of them.
    All this time you have dedicated to this video was entirely worth it.
    (ps: i may or may not have been one of the inspirations of "Nowhere At A Different Millennium", and seeing it also be mentioned really made a good chunk of my day)
    (pps: Awwwwh, that ending! My sincerest condolences to your grandmother. May she rest in peace, and may she rest happily.)
    May the ballroom remain eternal.

    • @MarigoldIsMelancholy
      @MarigoldIsMelancholy 2 роки тому +4

      I entirely agree! It's shocking how much dedication was put into this video and I believe Kirby should definitely see this.

    • @E3T7
      @E3T7 2 роки тому +1

      Well it looks like you’ve got a new subscription, join the deep Vaporwave club

    • @postawarenessconfusions1240
      @postawarenessconfusions1240 2 роки тому +1

      I agree too! This man should have a movie.

  • @mastersloseymusic3928
    @mastersloseymusic3928 2 роки тому +70

    May the ballroom remain eternal
    I think this is, hands down, one of the most important electronic works of the 2010’s if not the 21st century. This shows me that music has many different ways to be listened to and experienced. The grand depth of everything in this 6 1/2 hour long work is overwhelming and the details can be learned about for years. It was important for me in my own personal experience because of what one artist could do with this and creating something original like this.

  • @debrabarber3483
    @debrabarber3483 Рік тому +28

    On a lighter note, those stich art things are surprisingly fun. Like 1000 piece jigsaws or paint by numbers. Also thanks for making this, it's amazing someone put all this into music, which is not easy. Caretaker is very talented, hope he is still making stuff. Definitely an artist to keep an eye on

  • @lucke7193
    @lucke7193 2 роки тому +30

    May the ballroom remain eternal. Thank you.

  • @BunnyArisu
    @BunnyArisu 2 роки тому +88

    This mega album has really hit me hard. My grandpa is currently going through Dementia, and it's been really hard to deal with. I've been listening to this album everyday while I do computer stuff, and I'll turn it on as ambience to sleep to. I sincerely hope that one day we are capable of curing diseases like Dementia, it's such a horrific and unfair disease.
    May the ballroom be eternal.

  • @PadChennington
    @PadChennington  2 роки тому +109

    What are your thoughts on Everywhere at the End of Time? Any other albums or projects you’d recommend for others looking for a similar experience or sound? Let me know in the comments!

    • @typicalfurry2747
      @typicalfurry2747 2 роки тому +9

      I would recommend How To Dissappear Completely if you haven't already. It's similar to EATEOT but a different premise. A Bucket Of Jake did a good video on it

    • @mr.overthink2179
      @mr.overthink2179 2 роки тому

      It’s great, but in my eyes it’s absolutely overrated

    • @orakulooo
      @orakulooo 2 роки тому +2

      I think it would be great as an art installation, but it's the kind of product that works better on paper and concept than reality. Though enjoying it is definitely not the point, I agree that it's profoundly overrated, and somewhat pretentious. I'd recommend Stalaggh's "Gulaggh" for a more intense and disturbing experience.

    • @TheKing-qz6mb
      @TheKing-qz6mb 2 роки тому +1

      The most life changing album I've never listened too

    • @scardelapena
      @scardelapena 2 роки тому +2

      Thank you very much Pad.
      I will cherish this video.

  • @YukaiRyujin
    @YukaiRyujin Рік тому +3

    Everywhere at the End of Time has helped me understand my father’s dementia. He’s currently in hospice right now and has weeks to live, but I’m at peace knowing that he’s at peace

  • @m1che_
    @m1che_ 2 роки тому +22

    May the ballroom remain eternal and may more souls find their peace with this beautiful project.

    • @ICE_woomy
      @ICE_woomy 2 роки тому

      This is my 3rd time watching this video lol

    • @GOODLUCKMUSIC8
      @GOODLUCKMUSIC8 2 роки тому

      Here's a piece of calm, meditation music, made for you Enjoy ! :) ua-cam.com/video/q7uE9RMwews/v-deo.html

  • @JordanKeuring
    @JordanKeuring 2 роки тому +63

    HELL YEA! God tier video Pad, glad to be here.

  • @shrineofmadlaughter
    @shrineofmadlaughter 2 роки тому +55

    May the ballroom remain eternal.
    Regardless of how many times this series has been discussed, I remain intrigued on all the opinions and studies that has comes into fruition.
    My mom recently passed earlier this year and her battle with dementia was one of the hardest experiences I've had to witness. I still struggle to this day to believe she is gone as I miss her dearly. This series personally hits me hard as I cannot go in without tears falling immediately. Not for the fear it can cause or emotions it brings alone, but how closely each stage mirrored my moms life and the constant progress of symptoms until her passing. Every day was another song towards the end. And the haunting beauty of the ending perfectly represents her story coming to an end.
    You did a phenomenal job of properly representing this series.

  • @dr_rth4410
    @dr_rth4410 2 роки тому +14

    May the ballroom remain eternal

  • @thevoid1601
    @thevoid1601 2 роки тому +17

    After watching this so many times , it’s still my favorite video essay, describe, tells a story, gives examples, explains, invites parts of the community and gives opinion all in the same time! It’s just amazing

  • @PXTother
    @PXTother 2 роки тому +27

    Thank you so, so much for this video. I was personally introduced to Caretaker by the algorithm around September 2020. This was around a month after my grandmother, at age 78, was diagnosed with dementia (never found out if it was alzheimers or a similar disease). It didn't make the disease any less sad - having your name forgotten by someone you've known your entire life is nothing short of heart-shattering - but it helped me sympathize with what she was going through, and made it a little bit easier. The first time I listened to Everywhere, I listened to it the entire way through. Since my grandmother was born in the years where these songs were popular, I was curious if she'd recognize the songs from EATEOT. The last time I saw her in person, she recognized Heartaches and Goodnight My Beautiful. She described A2 as "calming."
    After COVID resurged, I didn't see her again. She died in May from a unrelated medical issue around late stage 2 to early stage 3. It's been a rough journey, but EATEOT - and by extension, the rest of Leyland's discography - were ways for me to get a semblance of what she was going through, and albums like Sadly, The Future Is No Longer What It Was helped me grieve. Not once in my life has music moved me as much as this album did, and not once in my life have I been entranced by an artist's discography more. This video is a love letter to everything Caretaker and Leyland Kirby related, and I can't express how happy I am to be able to finally watch this video. The wait was absolutely worth it. Thank you so much.
    Here's some more video relevant titles:
    Long Video Is Over
    Place In The Algorithm Fades Away
    The Video Ahead Feels Lonely
    Hidden Sample Buried Deep

    • @PhyrigianFlame
      @PhyrigianFlame 2 роки тому +1

      I like Place in the Algorithm Fades Away 😂

  • @electricpants8196
    @electricpants8196 2 роки тому +35

    such an amazing experience, all 6 stages are so insanely intricately crafted, i love it.
    may the ballroom remain eternal, c'est fini.

  • @am-180
    @am-180 2 роки тому +41

    may the ballroom remain eternal, and may the memories we've made never burn ❤️

  • @starrienoir
    @starrienoir 2 роки тому +22

    When I first listened to this album, it really negatively affected me. I think the thing that was scaring me and fueling the paranoia and depression in me is the fact that my mom is probably going to be like this someday; she may not even remember me at some point in her life. I might just be a total stranger to her, and the thought of that is honestly terrifying. Her choices in life and genetics make her more likely to experience Dementia later in life.
    But now, after putting it down and then picking it back up after a little while, I’ve come to a realization; just because my mom may forget me someday due to Dementia, that doesn’t mean that I’ll forget. I’ll be able to remind her, and tell her stories of her life and mine. It’s helped me to kind of live my life in the moment, making as memories as i can, so i have as many stories to tell as i can.
    I don’t know if that makes a lot of sense, but i do hope that my words can comfort someone else who may be experiencing the same feelings that i have.
    May the ballroom remain eternal.

    • @blackjames4735
      @blackjames4735 2 роки тому

      Is this album on apple

    • @starrienoir
      @starrienoir 2 роки тому

      @@blackjames4735 I believe it’s on UA-cam only right now, but I’m not sure.

    • @Gardengap
      @Gardengap Рік тому +1

      The thing that scared me was Stage 5’s album cover ._.
      No seriously, it gave me nightmares and fears and I hate…

    • @starrienoir
      @starrienoir Рік тому

      @@Gardengap not gonna lie stage four and five make me feel really uncomfy with how uncanny they are!

    • @Gardengap
      @Gardengap Рік тому

      @@starrienoir stage 4 is fine, its just a painting of a person. I don’t get why people find that to be the creepy one.

  • @TripleBeppo
    @TripleBeppo 2 роки тому +55

    Thank you for this opportunity, Pad. Truly this video was worth the wait. Absolutely a wonderful work

    • @alcumezuke4949
      @alcumezuke4949 2 роки тому +4

      You are a perfect fit in this beautiful piece of art, amazing as always

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +6

      thank you for being a part of it homie 🙏 much luv!

    • @doodlehobbo8697
      @doodlehobbo8697 2 роки тому +1

      Hey bro what's up

    • @dominicesquivel3901
      @dominicesquivel3901 2 роки тому

      Sorry I havnt been able to see your newer stuff. Been busy. I’m hoping to find time to catch up

  • @lavenderghost444
    @lavenderghost444 2 роки тому +78

    Not gonna lie with that, i really wanted someone to really going deep with this stuff. Like, not only with EATEOT, But more like the caretaker, and also other projects made by kirby and this video...you did a perfect job. Im so thankful for the work you put into this video, and you totally light up my day. Wish you all my support and positivity in the future!
    (little note down here for others: Everywhere in the beginning of nowhere is a 9+ hours work, similar to EATEOT. The creator of the project was 14 at the time, and he made the project dedicated to her grandmother. I think it's totally worth to check it out, if you like this stuff. )

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +6

      Thank you so much LavendarCake! And I feel ya on that, I wanted to create something that explored as many possible avenues of Kirby and his work.. took a long time to make but I'm so happy I took my time with it.. thank you for stopping by, watching, commenting and showin some luv!

  • @82dorrin
    @82dorrin 2 роки тому +17

    Wow. This summary is almost as amazing as the original work itself...
    Bloody well done...

  • @pandakaizen
    @pandakaizen Рік тому +1

    I had listened to the Kirby series some time back, and really enjoyed your deep dive here. An excellent look into an excellent project. Thank you for taking the time to create this, and for sharing the story of your grandmother. May the ballroom remain eternal. 💜

  • @lachiripiolca
    @lachiripiolca 2 роки тому +33

    Just as the album itself, the ending got me harder than I would've expected. Thanks for this vid man.

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +9

      that ending is truly something magical, especially after sitting through the whole thing in one go... thank you for watching!

  • @user-dk2og7oi3x
    @user-dk2og7oi3x 2 роки тому +89

    may the ballroom remain eternal
    And Pad! This is the kind of dedicated and sincere work which elevate it’s creator to a new level. So congrats on Level Up my boy! I wish you the best!

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +5

      Thank you so much my friend :) ! wishing you the best as well!

  • @Cilvathorne
    @Cilvathorne 2 роки тому +3

    This is literally the best UA-cam video I have ever watched

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому

      Thank you :,) put a lot into this one, definitely my favorite one I’ve ever worked on. Thanks for stopping by!

  • @TiO2_
    @TiO2_ 2 роки тому +9

    may the ballroom remain eternal
    This was a great video, thank you

  • @Monstervolging
    @Monstervolging 2 роки тому +58

    There's a reason why I watch your channel, Pad and it's effort above all else.
    Note that all my project are based around these musical gems you've introduced me to and I use as inspiration. Thank you for your contribution to my writing, my musical culture and overall to my writing!
    Never cut your diverse musical palettes out of your life. Keep on searching, listening, sharing and inspiring. Much love

  • @ddeparturee
    @ddeparturee 2 роки тому +4

    OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE IM IN THIS VIDEO!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH PAD

  • @DoreenManning
    @DoreenManning Рік тому +10

    This is a truly incredible video about such a beautiful project. It makes me quite sad seeing that the Sample Hunt segment is the least watched section, since it's incredibly informative to hear the gargantuan task of finding the origins of all the track samples. Everyone who worked on this video did such amazing work. May the ballroom remain eternal.

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  Рік тому +2

      Researching the sample hunt and hearing stories from the many people behind the search was one of my favorite parts of making this video!! They were all amazing to work with and so dedicated. So much more has been discovered since this vid too!

  • @sixteen5142
    @sixteen5142 Рік тому +1

    I’m late to this craze. Your video wasn’t the first step I witnessed, but besides the audio itself, this has been the biggest step. Thank you for this deep coverage from all angles.
    May the ballroom remain eternal.

  • @caitlinmcnulty7354
    @caitlinmcnulty7354 2 роки тому +19

    Watching this after my grandfather passed away from Alzheimer’s this past June is bringing up lots of feelings and memories. A beautiful deep dive into an incredible piece of work. Thank you

  • @vaporwavereuploader4293
    @vaporwavereuploader4293 2 роки тому +17

    Can you talk about the UA-cam channel, EEGPROGRAMS in a future video?

  • @ace49722
    @ace49722 Рік тому +2

    thank you. for making this video. i was truly moved listening to the reaction when the record was found - that choir singing in the background, a chorus of angels like a miracle had just occurred, the emotion present in that moment was so much. may the ballroom remain eternal. thanks for all that you do.

  • @amaltheacatherinehughes9672
    @amaltheacatherinehughes9672 2 роки тому +1

    I absolutely love how you analyzed this entire album. You covered every aspect (some aspects i didnt even think of until i watched this video) and im very impressed. I think it was interesting how you intertwined your own story with your grandmother in between chapters, and how you explored the album art of the 6 stages. You even covered some of Kirby’s discography and background, which i think is great! This video essay is just so thoughtful and carefully written, and it turned out so well!

  • @typicalnormie842
    @typicalnormie842 2 роки тому +11

    Finally, something to watch while eating

  • @mrsticker2
    @mrsticker2 2 роки тому +74

    Who the hell gives this video a thumbs down??? Amazing documentary on this masterpiece. I look forward to repeated listenings of the album as well as this video. There's so much info to take in.

  • @valkryv7904
    @valkryv7904 2 роки тому +2

    May the ballroom remain eternal. Absolutely amazing video. I’m not much of a fan of ambient music but this album and the discourse around it has peaked my interest ever since a lot of videos talking about it surfaced.Thank you for analyzing the artistry of The Caretaker.

  • @LucasD.C.
    @LucasD.C. 8 місяців тому +3

    may the ballroom remain eternal

  • @Jadeite427
    @Jadeite427 2 роки тому +33

    So happy to be part of something like this. Thank you so much for the opportunity!

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +5

      My friend, thank you so much for stopping by! Can't even stress how much I've learned from you regarding the community, sample hunt, lesser known details about EATEOT, other Kirby works... was an honor working with you bud, keep up the amazing work over at the wiki! :)

  • @limedevil2518
    @limedevil2518 2 роки тому +27

    Stage one, for me personally, is about an old person looking back at the old days and remembering their youth. 'Burning memory', and other songs, having altered versions of themselves throughout the album represent the main character forgetting memories and grasping onto whatever piece of the memory they can find.
    *After all, how can you forget when you don't have any memories to forget?*

  • @Ocarina654
    @Ocarina654 9 місяців тому +1

    Really great video, thank you PadChen. I was introduced to The Cartaker through someone sharing An Empty Bliss on a music forum I used to visit a long time ago. Really enjoyed the breakdown of The Caretaker and these albums. May the ballroom remain forever eternal!

  • @BonesWasHere
    @BonesWasHere 2 роки тому +3

    May the ballroom remain eternal. Awesome video! Really changed my outlook on this project.

  • @Esoteric64
    @Esoteric64 2 роки тому +6

    May forever remain the ballroom eternal.
    …wait

  • @renovatioimperii9205
    @renovatioimperii9205 2 роки тому +51

    You should talk about that new genre called Liminal Wave sometimes in the future, greatly influenced by that majestic and profound release of Kirby...
    But by far, my most favorite take on EATEOT might be the nightcore bass boosted remix of the release, that really adds something and gives this impression of "Speedrunning memory loss to the point you actually forget you forgot".

  • @kavtheproto
    @kavtheproto 8 місяців тому +4

    May the ballroom remain eternal. *raises wine glass*

  • @aoni8254
    @aoni8254 Рік тому

    This video was an amazing experience to sit through, and I absolutely love how much detail and passion you put into this project. A spectacular video and may the ballroom remain eternal.

  • @emilywhite1429
    @emilywhite1429 2 роки тому +14

    As someone who didn't spend nearly enough time with their grandparents before they were gone and still regrets it to this day, both the album as a whole and this video specifically hit pretty hard. Thank you for your work, and may the ballroom remain eternal.

  • @londoncalling05_47
    @londoncalling05_47 2 роки тому +4

    When the DEEP DIVE of the album only makes up a 1/3 of the album.

    • @tommyhofer1176
      @tommyhofer1176 Рік тому

      only makes up 1/3? he covered the whole thing

  • @ava_beans
    @ava_beans Рік тому +3

    man this video is beautifully written i just subscribed🙏the story of your grandmother brought me to tears, it reminds me of my yaya who passed away from alzheimers and how i wish i spent more time with her. amazing work and thank you for making this video❤️🙏

  • @monkesalt3206
    @monkesalt3206 2 роки тому +3

    may the ballroom remain eternal
    took me 2 days to watch this thing and oh boy it was so worth my time.

  • @coralcrowglow
    @coralcrowglow 2 роки тому +65

    I'll edit this when I have watched it all but just know that I audibly cheered when I saw this. Congratulations on finishing this project!
    Edit: It took a while (2hrs to be precise) but that was incredible. The analysis, the cameos and the fact that video was just so well paced really just demonstrates your talent in writing!

    • @PadChennington
      @PadChennington  2 роки тому +11

      Thank you my friend!! Enjoy the video :)

  • @natakawilliams2444
    @natakawilliams2444 2 роки тому +5

    When u asked her for stitch art and she said "of course I would" I almost cried............nvm Im crying

  • @jeffreydaigle5917
    @jeffreydaigle5917 2 роки тому +8

    I discovered this album by accident on UA-cam not too long ago. I think when part 6 came out. I'm going through marital issues right now and this piece of art found me again...
    May the ballroom remind eternal
    Great job 👍