Nikki I want you to know that 5 1/2 years ago I watched your breakup video and resonated with everything you said and broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years the next week. I’m now in a very healthy and happy relationship and we’re getting married at the end of this month. I owe that breakup to you so I wanted to say thank you ❤️
Thats crazy! Literally found her breakup video the week after my ex and I broke up and it helped me sooo much! I've now been married 2 years and expecting our first! So thankful for her video
I had mine removed (after 13 years of having them) without going under as well. It was the BEST decision I ever made. I heard a lot of fear based opinions on my breast not looking right after having them so long, but the body is remarkable and they look great and bounced back after about 2 months. Getting them removed was literally the best money I’ve ever spent on myself. I’ve been watching you for a few years now and know you’ve been tossing this around for a while. All the good vibes for an easy procedure Nikki! 💚💚💚
So excited for you! I love that you’re secure in who you are and in your relationship to get those bad boys out. Even if you put some back later just hearing you be ready to try this for your next goals in life is awesome. And yay for a surgeon in CA who encourages you not to rush right into a new set. Yay all around! You’re glowing and happy and it looks so good on you 😀
I’ve been watching your videos for years now and it’s been so awesome to watch your personal development and lifestyle changes. You’ve always inspired and motivated me. I hope you never stop vlogging, it would feel like losing a friend. 😢
Been in IT for 13 years, and yes, we do need your password. I’ve had people ask if for example you’re replacing a screen as to why we need their password. A good IT company will want to make sure your system is 100% working. I can assure you, we work on multiple systems all at once in a day. The last thing we want to do is rummage through your data. We want your system out just as much as you want it back and not see you again unless necessary. Another thing, calling in to check on the status constantly actually slows down the process. Most of us have to stop what we’re doing to answer you and we can only work as quick as your system allows. Not many understand that concept. Glad to see you so happy and content.
Nikki… you are beautiful with and without implants . Been with you for so many years. Best of luck to you and we all pray for your safe surgery and speedy recovery. Keep us updated, love ya ❤️😘❤️😘❤️😘❤️😘❤️
I am so excited for you! I am a natural a-b cup (solid b on the week of my period lol). Having a smaller chest is amazing and still very feminine.. wishing you the best 💞
After six years, I don't think I'll ever get tired of watching your videos, Nikki. Your house is super cute. I hope the explant goes well. And I hope your computer gets fixed.
Girly you’re doing so well! I’m rooting for your journey ☺️ also, being put under GA can actually increase risks for other things every time you do it, so not only is it scary but can be not the best for your body. But! Just so anyone knows, they have machines watching your vitals, including brain waves, so they can know if you’re not fully under etc. I thought that was slightly comforting lol, especially as someone who will probably need GA for surgery in the future. It’s awesome to see your glow up over the years and how much you’ve truly become yourself 💕
“Pop these bad boys out” 😂 😂 You are still gonna be your amazing self after you get the implants out so you have nothing to worry about. Happy you are doing what is best for you. ❤️
Your doctor gave you great advice. I've never had implants but I am a natural E/F cup and when I had my two sons, the increase in size during pregnancy and throughout breastfeeding is insane! You can go up anywhere between 2 to 4 sizes! Save yourself extreme back pain lol.
I wish that happened to me. I went from a DDD (pre-kids) to an F during breastfeeding but after feeding the last one, I’m down to a B/C which is really hard for me to be okay with.
I had an explanation and it has been so wonderful! Smaller definitely is better for fashion. It's a process but I loved it immediately! Good luck and I bet you will not want to re-implant. It's freedom!!!!!
Omg!!! This is the best news ever!! I cannot wait for mommy Nikki!! I love you ❤️ and don’t worry about your body Changing. Believe me when I say it’ll bounce back! 💯👍🏼
I am currently debating the same thing right now. After two kids mine have never looked the same…. And lots of extra skin from kids ( 30 lb weight gain) & 20 lb weightless. love this! Can’t wait to see the process ❤️
If it makes you feel any better, I had to get surgery in April for a kidney stone blocking me up and I had to go fully under and I was in absolutely the worst cardiovascular shape of my life after being in a depression hole for a year, and I was in and out fine! Haha kind of morbid but also I hope this calms your nerves
How did you and Teddy meet? Sorry if you already answered this. Also I feel like a good video idea would be "relationship talk/advice". I think you have been through a lot and could offer nice advice. Ps. If you did that pls let us non-instagrammers ask questions too haha
I’m happy for you that you’ll be getting an explant and without needing a general anesthesia! I feel the same way about general anesthesia. I’ve had it a few times, but prefer avoiding it when possible.
ahhh omg this probably so embarassing for me to say but your Hannah Montana shirt is everything!!! Two of my fave people evr 😍😍 idk If I've mentioned it before but you've always reminded me of Miley and I mean that in the best way!! You're so chill and bubbly like her which makes you both so easy to watch. Missed your rambley vlogs like this. Glad to see sd has been treating you well! Wish you all the best with your procedure! P.s. that golden hour lighting was gorgeous!! Also totally relate to you with the frustration of too much living space and not enough bedroom space lol. Maybe the same archtiect designed our houses. 😂 But when you said you would redesign the house way differently...girl, I say the same thing at least once a day. Totally feel you!! 🙈
I had my implants out 2 years ago because I had capsular contracture and didn’t get them replaced. It was the best thing I ever did, genuinely I’m so happy now BUT it was VERY hard at first, looking at my weird swollen flat chest was incredibly upsetting so just be aware ❤️ (which I’m sure you are)
Im 42 and got my implants 10-11 yrs ago, Im getting mine out next year too. Ive had an autoimmune response in my body.. not sure if its from having implants, but if its something I can do to check off the list... so be it. Good luck!
I went from a C cup to a G cup in pregnancy/breastfeeding... Doesn't happen to everyone, but it is very much a possibility. So he definitely gave you good advice.
As long as it’s someone who’s professional and it’s there job to help you with something wrong or a problem your having and once again there a pro then I don’t see any harm in it
I didn't realize you didn't have to go under when getting implants out. I'm not sure that would be less scary for me personally. Happy for you and that you're excited!
Hey beautiful! I remember seeing a video you did in 2018 and I commented about BII. I hope you heal quickly& feel better!! You are stunning always and such a role model to many. 🤍🤍🤍
Yes pleaseeee. Your handle bars are definitely too far forward - you should be more upright with a tight core. Will prevent back pain and also less stress on your quads and knees
Nikki you should ride the bike seat up a little higher you want to get full extension of your leg at the lowest point the peddled goes when seated (with a tiny micro bend in the knee? it’ll help you get the most out of each peddle
If you get one of those metal hooks you can clip on like your belt loop or your purse then put your keys on the hook and clip it to whatever you want to and that way you’ll be able to find your keys whenever you need them 😱💯
I’m the opposite. If I could have general anesthesia for a filling or a Pap smear I’d be all for it!! Just a light nap. Not a fan of the catheter though, that’s for sure.
Girl I FEEL you on cycle classes. It’s such a love hate thing. Like the workout is great but holy shit I feel like I’m dying. Like worse than running and half the time I scream like JESUS CHRIST while we’re STILL climbing hills. I remember the girl was like “2 min left in the warm up” and I’m like THAT WAS THE WARM IP
I hope you tried unplugging it and then plugging it back in lol. Mine just did the same thing the other day, and the biggest tell was that the TV was acting up too!
Do you know if they're removing the implant capsules? You might consider watching Clare Crawley from the Bachelor's Instagram story on her explant and breast implant illness. She shared a lot of really interesting information, and of course, I'm sure your story is different - it doesn't sound like you're having severe symptoms but could be helpful to hear more about the importance of also having the capsules removed too.
they don't remove the capsules in office like that ..just take the implants out ..leaving the capsule...ther is differing opinions on leaving the capsule /taking it out.... yeah lots of different opinions on the enbloc/capsulectomy etc. for sure. hard to know what is the best thing to do. definitely do some research and make the best choice for yourself
My kitchen is about the same size it drives me nuts lol I also have whats called an apartment stove which is basically a stove that's half the size of a standard stove ...
Hey Nikki! I wanted to ask about your Oura ring - what size do you wear? I have really small fingers and like the smallest size they go down is a 6! Also, wanted to know if you recommend it at all?
I’m not sure if you are aware, but you might have 2 capsules left inside if you don’t remove them as well. They don’t go away. Maybe do a little research on that just in case. But all the best either way I just wanted to mention in case no one has told you💕
I had a panic attack too and my last thought was not waking up too. I’m donating a Kidney to my boyfriend and they found a cyst on one of my ovaries so that’s why I was going under. I’m so afraid to have that feeling again
I did want to say, if you do decide you want implants back in b4 you have a baby...I've had mine for years, under the muscle and yes they got larger while pregnant and then I have been breastfeeding for 2 years no problem and my breast are the same size they were when implanted. Although they do look more natural now. Best of luck. And yes, smaller breast are so cute in so many outfits.
Best Buy will charge you exuberantly but it should be fine. Maybe change your passwords after and take note of who serviced your computer just in case some stuff ends up on the internet a year from now. But at bare minimum change your passwords.
I havnt cried in awhile...But when i heard of the removal of Nikkis breast implants.....The tears were flowing....lol..Anyway in all seriousness.....Since you are getting rid of them anyway and you said you were self conscious in wearing certain things......Can you do a final try on haul or bikini try on for us.....Please....Well thank you for atleast thinking it over...It can be empowering plus you control the narrative and can edit to fit your taste...Honestly i think you are sincere sweet....Probably really shy at times in real life...All the anxiety panic makes sense with your personality and the need to physically exhaust yourself...I understand the hyper aspect of Adhd and bipolar or Asperger type females...Very creative...The gaming is perfect meditation for you to manipulate your mind with dopamine and oxytocin without ever traveling........A natural genius...Lovely role model to study figure things all out in a lovely modern landscape of logic action to confront the impulsivity anger of the past.....What a genuine woman...A true role model........Top notch representative of Nature.....Verbal mind pattern mind and a picture mind.....She is much more aware of being observed and observing....Master of isolation and knowing when to be social in reading yourself well....Great communication about the true you with the boyfriend now...Both of you are good apples....Good action to cut people out and be your authentic self more lovely...I can see you now.....And yes cutting the alcohol down helped you way better...Happy content and very loyal truthful is the Nikki now...The clouds of affection have been lifted........I observe and study all personalities of consciousness......All humans are very easy 2 read.....Ok Earthgirl...You impressed me by actually becoming you.....
Nikki I want you to know that 5 1/2 years ago I watched your breakup video and resonated with everything you said and broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years the next week. I’m now in a very healthy and happy relationship and we’re getting married at the end of this month. I owe that breakup to you so I wanted to say thank you ❤️
Thats crazy! Literally found her breakup video the week after my ex and I broke up and it helped me sooo much! I've now been married 2 years and expecting our first! So thankful for her video
That’s a whole different kind of influencer! Congratulations 🎉
I as well had a breakup around the same time, and her videos helped me so much through it. And I as welllll am now in a happy relationship 💗
this is so sweet!
5 1/2 years ago?!? I can’t believe it’s been that long! I found her through that video and was going through a similar situation in my life!
I had mine removed (after 13 years of having them) without going under as well. It was the BEST decision I ever made. I heard a lot of fear based opinions on my breast not looking right after having them so long, but the body is remarkable and they look great and bounced back after about 2 months. Getting them removed was literally the best money I’ve ever spent on myself. I’ve been watching you for a few years now and know you’ve been tossing this around for a while. All the good vibes for an easy procedure Nikki! 💚💚💚
Did you have the capsules removed?
I had mine for 13 years too! I'm so happy I got them out.
So excited for you! I love that you’re secure in who you are and in your relationship to get those bad boys out. Even if you put some back later just hearing you be ready to try this for your next goals in life is awesome. And yay for a surgeon in CA who encourages you not to rush right into a new set. Yay all around!
You’re glowing and happy and it looks so good on you 😀
I’ve been watching your videos for years now and it’s been so awesome to watch your personal development and lifestyle changes. You’ve always inspired and motivated me. I hope you never stop vlogging, it would feel like losing a friend. 😢
Getting an explant saved my life-congratulations and good luck! I was sick and miserable with implants, I feel so much better nowadays.
SAME, girl!
Same I just had my explant surgery on Monday
@@melanieklarin2790 It’s only going to get better, you did a wonderful thing for yourself
@@gelitrippingkiddo5907 yes I’m so happy I went through with it no regrets!! Can’t wait to heal 🙏
Same! My 3 year explant-a-versary was last Monday and it changed my health so drastically. So worth the process to be free of them.
Been in IT for 13 years, and yes, we do need your password. I’ve had people ask if for example you’re replacing a screen as to why we need their password. A good IT company will want to make sure your system is 100% working. I can assure you, we work on multiple systems all at once in a day. The last thing we want to do is rummage through your data. We want your system out just as much as you want it back and not see you again unless necessary. Another thing, calling in to check on the status constantly actually slows down the process. Most of us have to stop what we’re doing to answer you and we can only work as quick as your system allows. Not many understand that concept. Glad to see you so happy and content.
Girl, you are glowing! Love seeing that you are so calm & free, love that vibe. 💕
Nikki… you are beautiful with and without implants . Been with you for so many years. Best of luck to you and we all pray for your safe surgery and speedy recovery. Keep us updated, love ya ❤️😘❤️😘❤️😘❤️😘❤️
I am so excited for you! I am a natural a-b cup (solid b on the week of my period lol). Having a smaller chest is amazing and still very feminine.. wishing you the best 💞
Girlie girl, you need to adjust your bike settings! Move your seat forward and don't hunch over the handlebar.
So happy you feel confident enough to make this decision and I’m sure helps having the support of your partner. Glad he will be there for you! 💕
After six years, I don't think I'll ever get tired of watching your videos, Nikki. Your house is super cute. I hope the explant goes well. And I hope your computer gets fixed.
Damn I thought explants were like a special type of house plant or something lol… I’ve been trying to up my house plant game 😂😅
Girly you’re doing so well! I’m rooting for your journey ☺️ also, being put under GA can actually increase risks for other things every time you do it, so not only is it scary but can be not the best for your body. But! Just so anyone knows, they have machines watching your vitals, including brain waves, so they can know if you’re not fully under etc. I thought that was slightly comforting lol, especially as someone who will probably need GA for surgery in the future. It’s awesome to see your glow up over the years and how much you’ve truly become yourself 💕
I'm planning on removing mine as well, didn't know you can do it without going under!! Can't wait for the post surgery video :))))))
“Pop these bad boys out” 😂 😂 You are still gonna be your amazing self after you get the implants out so you have nothing to worry about. Happy you are doing what is best for you. ❤️
I’ve missed you so much! Loved the last part of you just chatting with us like friends.
Your doctor gave you great advice. I've never had implants but I am a natural E/F cup and when I had my two sons, the increase in size during pregnancy and throughout breastfeeding is insane! You can go up anywhere between 2 to 4 sizes! Save yourself extreme back pain lol.
I wish that happened to me. I went from a DDD (pre-kids) to an F during breastfeeding but after feeding the last one, I’m down to a B/C which is really hard for me to be okay with.
The queen has returned!!
I got my implants out over 2 years ago and it was the best decision ever! You’ll be so glad you did!
I had mine taken out 2.5 years ago as well and it was the best decision! It’s so refreshing to see so many women loving their natural bodies 🎉🙌🏼🤍
I had an explanation and it has been so wonderful! Smaller definitely is better for fashion. It's a process but I loved it immediately! Good luck and I bet you will not want to re-implant. It's freedom!!!!!
Omg!!! This is the best news ever!! I cannot wait for mommy Nikki!! I love you ❤️ and don’t worry about your body Changing. Believe me when I say it’ll bounce back! 💯👍🏼
Goooo youuuu for being brave and getting your implants removed!! You’ve got this! ❤️❤️
Love to see more of that natural, relaxed and beeing good to yourself Nikki. 😊
Super excited to see the redesign and I'm glad that you're going to be more comfortable after getting the implants out!
Good for you sister. So brave and I’ve thought about removing mine as well. 🙌👌😘
ALSO your living room looks AMAZING! I LOVE THE FURNITURE!
I recently got my implants out for very similar reasons to yours and I am so, so happy I did. Wishing you an easy, smooth surgery and recovery!!
Do the breast loose it’s natural fat tissue and lift and get a lot of stretch marks because of the removal ? I’m afraid they will look worse after
I am currently debating the same thing right now. After two kids mine have never looked the same…. And lots of extra skin from kids ( 30 lb weight gain) & 20 lb weightless.
love this! Can’t wait to see the process ❤️
If it makes you feel any better, I had to get surgery in April for a kidney stone blocking me up and I had to go fully under and I was in absolutely the worst cardiovascular shape of my life after being in a depression hole for a year, and I was in and out fine! Haha kind of morbid but also I hope this calms your nerves
Hope your feeling better
@@teaacustardcream2868 thank you! I am and I’m getting back into my groove and going to the gym again and all that
How did you and Teddy meet? Sorry if you already answered this.
Also I feel like a good video idea would be "relationship talk/advice". I think you have been through a lot and could offer nice advice.
Ps. If you did that pls let us non-instagrammers ask questions too haha
I may be wrong, but I think it was a dating app
I hope your surgery goes well!! We’re here to support you:)
I’m happy for you that you’ll be getting an explant and without needing a general anesthesia! I feel the same way about general anesthesia. I’ve had it a few times, but prefer avoiding it when possible.
Got so so freaking happy when you said thinking about kids!!! Best decision I ever made!
ahhh omg this probably so embarassing for me to say but your Hannah Montana shirt is everything!!! Two of my fave people evr 😍😍 idk If I've mentioned it before but you've always reminded me of Miley and I mean that in the best way!! You're so chill and bubbly like her which makes you both so easy to watch. Missed your rambley vlogs like this. Glad to see sd has been treating you well! Wish you all the best with your procedure! P.s. that golden hour lighting was gorgeous!!
Also totally relate to you with the frustration of too much living space and not enough bedroom space lol. Maybe the same archtiect designed our houses. 😂 But when you said you would redesign the house way differently...girl, I say the same thing at least once a day. Totally feel you!! 🙈
Your videos make me so happy! 😊❤️☀️
I had my implants out 2 years ago because I had capsular contracture and didn’t get them replaced. It was the best thing I ever did, genuinely I’m so happy now BUT it was VERY hard at first, looking at my weird swollen flat chest was incredibly upsetting so just be aware ❤️ (which I’m sure you are)
Wow your apartment looks beautiful! You def have a talent for decorating. Good luck with the surgery :)
you could extend the kitchen into the nook area in the future if you wanted it bigger! such a cute place
I love you girl. Please post more. I love your content. .:: I jump when I see your posts.
Im 42 and got my implants 10-11 yrs ago, Im getting mine out next year too. Ive had an autoimmune response in my body.. not sure if its from having implants, but if its something I can do to check off the list... so be it. Good luck!
Your place is looking sooo cute and your skin is just glowing!
Love that you returned ❤️ I’ve been missing you on youtube!
Good for you girl! You probably won’t miss em’
Love these types of vlogs. Killin’ it, girl.
I went from a C cup to a G cup in pregnancy/breastfeeding... Doesn't happen to everyone, but it is very much a possibility. So he definitely gave you good advice.
As long as it’s someone who’s professional and it’s there job to help you with something wrong or a problem your having and once again there a pro then I don’t see any harm in it
Nikki, you are just awesome :) love how open you are with your life :) aaaaand thank you for the promo code!!!!!!
I love you so much Nikki 🌹 I’ve been watching you for years and I’ve never seen you so happy and beautiful
I didn't realize you didn't have to go under when getting implants out. I'm not sure that would be less scary for me personally. Happy for you and that you're excited!
Yay!!!! I love your home! Thank you for sharing it! (I’m obsessed with home stuff lol)
Yes we definitely change over time. Love that we have options.
Hey beautiful! I remember seeing a video you did in 2018 and I commented about BII. I hope you heal quickly& feel better!!
You are stunning always and such a role model to many.
🤍🤍🤍
Nikki if you are riding regularly on that bike please try to get a better adjustment, watching this as a cyclist gives me so much back pain 😬
Yes pleaseeee. Your handle bars are definitely too far forward - you should be more upright with a tight core. Will prevent back pain and also less stress on your quads and knees
Yes this. The seat is too far and probably the height too.
@@jeanneheartsyou agree! my back hurts just watching that form.
Nikki you should ride the bike seat up a little higher you want to get full extension of your leg at the lowest point the peddled goes when seated (with a tiny micro bend in the knee? it’ll help you get the most out of each peddle
Love the whole vibe in your home, so cozy 😊
Thank you for the beautiful energy 💕💕💕
Yes! I was just looking last night to see if I had missed a video from you, because I hadn’t watched one in a while! ☺️
Aww you’re ready for kids!!! I’m happy for you both children are blessings!!!
If you get one of those metal hooks you can clip on like your belt loop or your purse then put your keys on the hook and clip it to whatever you want to and that way you’ll be able to find your keys whenever you need them 😱💯
I LOVE SOUL CYCLE!! You have to do the class live, check out a studio!!! It’s soooooo FUN! Also a whole experience!
I’m the opposite. If I could have general anesthesia for a filling or a Pap smear I’d be all for it!! Just a light nap. Not a fan of the catheter though, that’s for sure.
I love your home decor! So cute!
Thank you Nikki for sharing, I love your vlogs. Support in all you do.
Also I feel your seat is too far back? It’s supposed to be from your elbow to the handles so you’re not hurting your back too much. Just a thought!
Ur vlogs are so naturally you. I love it 💖
Good luck with your explant🙏🏾
i am really happy with your decision nikki
Girl I FEEL you on cycle classes. It’s such a love hate thing. Like the workout is great but holy shit I feel like I’m dying. Like worse than running and half the time I scream like JESUS CHRIST while we’re STILL climbing hills. I remember the girl was like “2 min left in the warm up” and I’m like THAT WAS THE WARM IP
That’s exciting, I bet you will feel way better after they’re out! You might not even decide to put them back in!
I'm getting mine taken out in a month and I'm so excited to finally be able to sleep on my stomach again
I hope you tried unplugging it and then plugging it back in lol. Mine just did the same thing the other day, and the biggest tell was that the TV was acting up too!
Your Hannah t-shirt is so cute!
Hey Nikki, what is the size of your implants? Good luck with the surgery ❤
Hey Nikki I love you hope you’re well and staying safe
Your videos make me happy!!! 🥰
That second sitting room would be a great workout room for vids
You have a beautiful home Nikki great video
Make sure they remove the capsules!!!! 😊
Glad you're back! ❤️
Can I ask....what size implants do you have now?
adjust your seat/handle bar heights to make it more comfortable & not leaning forward so much!! :)
Love your transitions and music lol
Do you know if they're removing the implant capsules? You might consider watching Clare Crawley from the Bachelor's Instagram story on her explant and breast implant illness. She shared a lot of really interesting information, and of course, I'm sure your story is different - it doesn't sound like you're having severe symptoms but could be helpful to hear more about the importance of also having the capsules removed too.
they don't remove the capsules in office like that ..just take the implants out ..leaving the capsule...ther is differing opinions on leaving the capsule /taking it out.... yeah lots of different opinions on the enbloc/capsulectomy etc. for sure. hard to know what is the best thing to do. definitely do some research and make the best choice for yourself
@@kimberkiefer6886 For sure!
I ride much closer to the handlebars and it helps us shorties!
love all the decor!
Try some of Conor, Valentine, Matt Mills, and Tanysha’s classes - those are my faves 😍
Where did you get your shirt!?? I need it lol
My kitchen is about the same size it drives me nuts lol I also have whats called an apartment stove which is basically a stove that's half the size of a standard stove ...
Hey Nikki! I wanted to ask about your Oura ring - what size do you wear? I have really small fingers and like the smallest size they go down is a 6! Also, wanted to know if you recommend it at all?
Who is your surgeon? Can you send links!
Where are your gold hoop earrings from Nikki? Xx
🔥Yess I made it early. I love you and your content
I’m not sure if you are aware, but you might have 2 capsules left inside if you don’t remove them as well. They don’t go away. Maybe do a little research on that just in case. But all the best either way I just wanted to mention in case no one has told you💕
do a full house tour pls 💓💓
I had a panic attack too and my last thought was not waking up too. I’m donating a Kidney to my boyfriend and they found a cyst on one of my ovaries so that’s why I was going under. I’m so afraid to have that feeling again
I did want to say, if you do decide you want implants back in b4 you have a baby...I've had mine for years, under the muscle and yes they got larger while pregnant and then I have been breastfeeding for 2 years no problem and my breast are the same size they were when implanted. Although they do look more natural now. Best of luck. And yes, smaller breast are so cute in so many outfits.
Best Buy will charge you exuberantly but it should be fine. Maybe change your passwords after and take note of who serviced your computer just in case some stuff ends up on the internet a year from now. But at bare minimum change your passwords.
I havnt cried in awhile...But when i heard of the removal of Nikkis breast implants.....The tears were flowing....lol..Anyway in all seriousness.....Since you are getting rid of them anyway and you said you were self conscious in wearing certain things......Can you do a final try on haul or bikini try on for us.....Please....Well thank you for atleast thinking it over...It can be empowering plus you control the narrative and can edit to fit your taste...Honestly i think you are sincere sweet....Probably really shy at times in real life...All the anxiety panic makes sense with your personality and the need to physically exhaust yourself...I understand the hyper aspect of Adhd and bipolar or Asperger type females...Very creative...The gaming is perfect meditation for you to manipulate your mind with dopamine and oxytocin without ever traveling........A natural genius...Lovely role model to study figure things all out in a lovely modern landscape of logic action to confront the impulsivity anger of the past.....What a genuine woman...A true role model........Top notch representative of Nature.....Verbal mind pattern mind and a picture mind.....She is much more aware of being observed and observing....Master of isolation and knowing when to be social in reading yourself well....Great communication about the true you with the boyfriend now...Both of you are good apples....Good action to cut people out and be your authentic self more lovely...I can see you now.....And yes cutting the alcohol down helped you way better...Happy content and very loyal truthful is the Nikki now...The clouds of affection have been lifted........I observe and study all personalities of consciousness......All humans are very easy 2 read.....Ok Earthgirl...You impressed me by actually becoming you.....
YOUR SEATING POSITION ON THE "BIKE" 😭😭😭😭