ever feel like you're just existing? does it ever get exhausting? You don't wanna live but then again you sorta don't wanna die yet. Like you feel but you don't feel? You feel nothing right now but there's so much going on around you, you should be feeling something but you just don't. it makes it seem like you're just existing in a empty void. you no longer have anything to pour out. music is getting old its not working like it used to and days are getting longer, holidays loose their light. you feel as if something exciting big is supposed to happen but it never does.
this is so true. I don't want to live anymore, yet I don't want to die. I want to run away, yet I can't. I want to live, but I can't. life isn't just about existing anymore, it's more about surviving.
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on UA-cam which is extremely lacking and rare to find. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
I feel that, was the happiest I could be with my gf then found out she was cheating on me and eventually caused us to split. Hard to let them go, harder to deal with the pain they caused
This is perfect for me. Stops thinking about life, forgets about worries. feels like your in your own little private place where no one to bother you. I’ve been going through a really tough time right now and being stressed about school work. Thank you for this sound, thank you.
please savour being in school, make the most of it, it is one of the best times of your life, next when you grow up you have to create the best times of your life
@@rei-ls4vv it’s based on a poem called “a poison tree.” it’s more obvious in the original poem but it’s abt how if you suppress your anger it can grow into something big like a tree inside you and do serious damage with its metaphorical poison fruit
It sounds absurd, but I genuinely believe this song is cursed. It is so entrancing and consuming, it absorbs you with each fuzzy phrase and every note. There's something so inexplicably powerful about it. I fear showing it to anybody, because any time I listen to it, I find myself entirely enslaved to it, only to wake the next day feeling sick or off. Very peculiar song. Perhaps this is just a superstition of mine, as i haven't experienced any such symptoms recently, but that was certainly my first impression when I hopped across this song months ago.
here in melb australia, this lockdown has been kicking my ass recently. i’ve been struggling to feel nearly anything, and it has even affected the music i listen to. without any real emotion, it was hard to listen to anything. this. this song perfectly channels my unused emotion. it’s a very monotone yet powerful and melodic song, and this specific transposition you’ve made is so amazing. :)
This song reminds me of a situation when you conquered life, you fulfilled all your dreams, you are with someone you love more than life, you found those who appreciate you and love you the most.You are alive, and you are looking at the world from the roof of a high-rise building.You are embraced by someone you love more than life, and he loves you the same way.Consider it a simple song, but it led me to the fact that the meaning of life is to conquer life itself.
I listened to this song when I was at my lowest bc I had very very bad depression. It makes me remember sm of the time that I associate the song with it, sadly.
I really can't explain how this song makes me feel, it's like, I don't have words lmao, is so calming, relaxing and beautiful, idk, I love the sensation that poison tree give it to me
My comfort song. I don't know how it makes me feel.. It's a mixture of happiness and sadness. It makes me reflect the good memories.. But at the same time, it makes me want to go back to them. It also reminds me of my bestfriend who is slowly leaving my life..
This song is that unspoken feeling of nothingness. That indescribable numbness that we all feel sometimes. To me the song is freeing allowing me to channel that energy somewhere. Thank you
There’s something so eerie yet peaceful about this. I feel scared but also safe and that everything is as it should be and meant to be. To everyone out there, I hope you find what you’re looking for in time and that you never be to hard on yourself.
Well, no one wants to hear me, so I want to talk here because I'm really tired, friend, my life is being destroyed, and I don't know what to do, and even my grades in school became bad, and all my friends left me, and my family couldn't stand to see me. I've had enough of this. I really feel tired. 🥹💔
Please keep going . Eventually it would be better if not perfect. Trust me u will meet a person that would made u feel special or maybe that person is already near u but u dont "see it" .Give it some time and try be positive . Life sucks when u overthink all the negatives @-itsoo
@@-itsooI'm struggling too but I met a girl that's currently my gf and help me so much. I stopped drinking all the time and have all that suicidal thoughts . Yeah maybe not completely but for sure she brings peace in my mind and I love her like nothing in this world
@@-itsoo I’m sorry to hear this. Just remember to be easy on yourself. Life is far from easy. The stresses of it can feel too much at times. They only will make you stronger though. Take a problem you have and handle it little by little, one day at a time. Control the controllables, and do things that bring you joy. If nobody else told you, I believe in you!
i used to listen to this song and it used to make me feel at ease,calm and peaceful,the soft,but strong lyrics and instrumental make me feel so many different emotions i cant explain,its beautiful.
This song feels like that moment between awake and asleep. You're just awake enough to feel yourself slipping. Your head nods, your eyelids are heavy, you feel peace in the void.
I thought I was the only one who loved this song because everyone loves "Headache". Whoever thought to do the is a goddess, genius, and someone I feel spiritually kin to.
What started as depression turned into pure panic, been listening to music all day but couldn't feel anything, until I heard this, like a quiet relief from life, I hope tomorrow is different
@@potatochips49 Tomorrow turned out to be better. I didn't sleep a wink last night and somehow the insomnia had it's way with my emotions. Do you ever worry you'll get into legal trouble for these uploads? I used to upload slowed versions and then the copywrite strikes spooked me. But I want to do it again
@@treebendsinthewind I genuinely can't answer that. I made this one first just so I can fall asleep listening to something and there isn't another 1 hour slowed version of this without it being instrumental. I made it for myself at first just so I can sleep but then it started gaining views. I'm really happy I can help people out in the process.
@@treebendsinthewind The thing om the video says "copyright claim" and I have no clue what that means but nothing has happened so far. Knocking on wood.
@@potatochips49 yeah I researched it and got conflicting answers. A lot of record companies will claim a song and then license it so they make money off of the ads when your video is viewed. I'm too paranoid honestly to upload my slowed down tracks but I wish it was kosher. Still have a paulstretched beach house song on my channel but I might take that down too.
I just want my father to realize that my mother is cheating on him and doesn't really love him, I just want to have a normal life like all my high school :(..
Tell him. I know you feel like you need to protect him from her but you need to let him know. If he finds out later it'll hurt him and you more than if you do right now. You're strong and brave. I believe in you and that you can do it, just make sure you're ready for the change that'll come with him knowing. Ily
The lyrics of this song is like a spell, quite literally "Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows sow in me Turn me into a poison tree" It's written like a ritual and with the catchy tune, it entrances you to listen to this spell over and over again. Some people in the comments say they get a strange feeling the day after listening to this and I truly believe that this song is the one of the closest things we have to magic. Good or bad I don't really know But words are spells, what we say becomes our reality, what we hear becomes our reality and the songs we listen to become our reality. Some say their intentions with more power, like this one. I wish the lyrics would be more positive because the power that this song has is actually scary 💀
So much fills my heart and my brain listening to this. I feel a type of nostalgia yet it’s not exactly nostalgia. There’s no way to describe the way I feel when listening to this. Thank you.
I hope everyone here is okay, this song reminds me of my ex, i love him so much and we spent a lot of things together i miss him so much, like he was so sweet and was ready to do anything for me and me neither but he changed and i missed him so much, i miss the old him….
@@potatochips49 my mom was trying to attack me through my bedroom door, and i was holding the door closed so she wouldnt get me. She would try hurting me so i tried hurting her back, like through trying to use a lighter on her hair and whatever else. I tried to call for help too, many times, but in the end it never worked. Right as she finally got my door off its hinges, i ran into the door and used it as a shield to pass her and make my way to the living room, where my brothers were (its an open concept house). I got there, but my brothers couldnt see my mom, only i could, and they finally told me that this Mom i was seeing was a ghost; she died a long time before (not irl). I got even more antsy because i thought i wouldnt be able to stop her, or she was going to hurt us all. She came to where i was sitting in an instant, with a kitchen knife, and i begged her to not hurt my brothers. She then stuck the knife into one of my brothers, but as i screamed no, i could see no blood or reaction from him. It was like we were frozen in time, but the knife still didnt hurt him at all. I was really confused, but then asked her not to stab herself with it. She ignored me and did so, this time she was actually being stabbed, right to the heart. Her last words were "i just wanted to see my cat.." which threw me off a lot, but i woke up almost immediately after and just felt sad.
i find it really remarkable and just personally odd how well people can resonante with the feeling of just overall comfortable calmness and warmth while listening because i used to listen to this song a lot when i was in a really dark place and therefore associate this song with more of a never ending darkness and defeat. sounds really edgy but back then i realized how much was wrong with my life and how much i actually was able to change. i saw all the missed opportunities from the past and all my responsibilities drifting away from me, i pretty much genuinely lacked any purpose which lead to a lot of anxiety, why bother keeping up, if theres already so much damage done, and only that much i can do to fix it? i figured it would require a lot of work, which i was not capable of putting up with mentally, as well as not willing to dedicate my life to fixing the mess in my brain. i still think thats the case sometimes but there are always these little time spans where i manage to prove myself wrong and feel alive again, at least for a little bit. but i dont know how to cope when the dark times return. so maybe i should just try to ignore it and make the best of it, ignorance is bliss :;;)
Everything will be okay in the end. If everything isn't okay, then it simply isn't the end. Keep up on the hard work. Reading your story made my mind open up a little more. Thank you
i have a very important message about this song: fard (this song makes me very comfortable, i love how it sounds and the slowing of the song makes me zone out. amazing.)
Man this song really gives me nostalgia since I can't play multiplayer on minecraft anymore Like I literally imagine being inside my first house, the common house with my friends, then sailing far away to a mushroom island to build my house with my best friend; I still remember being so fkn happy and brought my skeleton horse Ashe with me :D I remember the very moment I saw Ashe, I knew how much his existence would impact on me and named him after the singer Ashe since 'Moral of the story' was stuck in my head at that time I remember the iron armour Ashe wore and the many adventures I had with him.. so many I can't even count xD I remember roaming around the coast and messy purple pathways of the mushroom island, the lanterns glinting in the distance as I approached my home with Ashe I remember the near death experiences I had with Ashe because of how clumsy I was lmaoo Playing cat on the jukebox Dancing with my friends Laughing, smiling, creating memories I'd never thought I'd ever make.. we were just having fun Then Ashe disappeared Yea it was a horse but that was my precious horse It was as if he was my best friend and I least expected it The only remains I had was from the lead I found in the stable I kept him in and kept that stable as a shrine instead of getting a new horse But wanna know what is more heartbreaking? I lost the privilege to play with my friends since minecraft isn't compatible for my device anymore which means I can't continue playing in this awesome smp But at least they're happy Playing minecraft although I'm not considered their comrade anymore c;
I'm sorry you lost the ability to play and I'm truly sorry you lost Ashe. Sometimes the best thing you can do it not forget but also not try again? Go into a minecraft world and create things and do it for Ashe and your friends. I really don't knownwhat could help. I'm just suggesting to make new memories, not replace the old memories along with Ashe but make new ones. I hope that makes sense and I wish the best for you. xx
the feeling this song have is really amazing, i love the song, i listen it when i see de clouds in the night, really melancholy, i miss him, and the trees really look like a poison tree :(
Remember it gets better However It gets better only if you let it. Only if you want to get better I don’t know about the others who in fact don’t want to get better, but there are people out there From the thought of it, it’s saddening that they never get to see how much they deserve the world
I agree with that. It's not about anything else it's about the mentality you have when you deal with saddness. If you want it to get better, then it will. If you don't want to get better, it'll get worse. Thibk about that honestly puts me in a weird state of mind. Knowing how you can control something so simple even if you think something different of the situation.
I feel comfort when I listen to this. Although I was in a place not so long ago where I did feel sad listening to it, but now I'm happier and I feel happy when I hear it. For me it feels relaxing, the tune feels very comforting.
This makes me long for childhood, the time before depression turned everything into meaningless nothings when my heart was full.. I could do whatever I wanted with complete abandon.. like a cleansing rain it washes over me and I can see everything in me that I have locked deep inside, hidden from the world.. swirling in me, in the black void of lost memory.. pieces of me.. oh beautiful poison tree
its peaceful for others but for me its more like sad since probaly because of what i go trough but this makes me feel safe and gives me those good old happy memories with them..
I might be late, but please don't. I know things are hard right now but they do get better. And if they don't for some time it doesn't mean it's the end. It's the end when you're happy with yourself and everything around you. I love you
hey, came back to this and saw my comment. a lot changed in 3 weeks. i met the love of my life and i'm just a lot happier with myself. i feel loved, but still i struggle with my addictions. and it hurts. to keep going. but i'm trying my best. i'm doing it for her. for everything in the future. i can't give up on that. thank you.
this song makes me feel so many things- anyways i decided to do a POV/story type thing so yeh! ( *LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE READING* ) (ALSO listening to the music while reading is just for a better experience, If the music makes u distracted u can pause it while reading ^^) TW FOR: Derealization. You were running through a thick black forest, you HAD to get away from *THEM*. As you were running you could hear *THEM* cracking and breaking branches as they ran not to far behind you. Multiple curious animals joined you in your run as you slid under branches and jumped over roots, you didn't exactly know who *THEY* are, but you just knew you had to get away from *THEM* as soon as possible. Suddenly, everything stopped. No more sounds of the wind blowing in the trees, no more cracking branches, no, anything. It was all.. Dark.. you turned your head from side to side in the cold, endless void, you couldn't see, nor hear *THEM* anymore. For some odd reason, you felt.. safe.. no more running, no more stress, you could finally catch your breath. You decided to explore a bit, you took one cautious step forwards, strangely, the ground rippled as if it was a shallow water like substance. The heels of your boots echoed through the endless abyss, holding the strap of your bag, you look around as the sounds of the rippling water and the click of your boots led you forwards. You were still extremely confused, on how you got there, and where *THEY* went. Maybe you got caught? No.. Something else had to have happened.. You have heard stories as a little kid of how if *THEY* catch you something horrible would happen. But this isn't as horrible as you would think, right? you shook it off and decided to sit down for a while and just think. Strangely the ground wasn't damp but was extremely soft. You felt like you were sitting on a cloud, you fell backwards and just closed your eyes. You felt extremely tired from all the running you did earlier, so you slowly drifted off as you lied there.. Moments later you awoke in a large bedroom. Was it all a dream? You thought to yourself, Where *THEY* just a lie? You still had no clue, but you decided it was all just a dream and shook it off. Days later you had forgotten about what you thought was a dream. Yet *THEY* will always be watching you, and waiting for the perfect moment to confront you once again.
When making a scene for this song, I took the lyrics very literally A guy loses his best friend to killer plants and ends up encountering the poison tree when mourning his loss… he gets hypnotized and infected by the poison tree to spread the infection that caused plants to fo rabid…he wants to be turned into a poison tree…he gets what he wants, as the infection can lead to people turning into plants, but now he’s a spreader of the disease…
something about this song makes me feel safe and happy. my boyfriend said it reminds him of us and I never really knew the true meaning behind all of it but I love it.
I don't know what it is about this, but this makes me feel like I'm away from reality, safe and happy. Thank you for making this
You are so very welcome. Hearts and Kisses💜
me too, it helped me to deal with my feelings after exam, so i am so thankful about it
#brocken
@@okanelover that isn’t a kind thing to say to someone just saying their thoughts. Keep it to yourself
@@motherknowsbest1192 Ty
ever feel like you're just existing? does it ever get exhausting? You don't wanna live but then again you sorta don't wanna die yet. Like you feel but you don't feel? You feel nothing right now but there's so much going on around you, you should be feeling something but you just don't. it makes it seem like you're just existing in a empty void. you no longer have anything to pour out. music is getting old its not working like it used to and days are getting longer, holidays loose their light. you feel as if something exciting big is supposed to happen but it never does.
this is so true. I don't want to live anymore, yet I don't want to die. I want to run away, yet I can't. I want to live, but I can't. life isn't just about existing anymore, it's more about surviving.
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yes, everyday..
@@Larezvx i love u
Too real gang
I love everyone who sees this comment and I hope you continue living. ❤
I'ma end mine soon I love my siblings and cousins so much I hope they know that
@@rebeccadani5628 sweets don’t do that if yk they’ll miss you
i cant do ts anymore
@@whatslifeanymore726 what’s up?
@@whatslifeanymore726 what’s up??
I just want to be special
me too
me too bro...me too
u are special bro, love u gang
To me, you are the most special person
In reality, no one is. You’ll come to realize that as you mature. You and me, we’re a dime in a million.
this song is the definition of feeling numb. i love it.
I can only feel all the emotions I can't express with this song and this mind🧸🤎
I listen to this song every night. It’s the only song I can fall asleep to.
every night it helps me 🥲
literallyyy omg this entire week i slept with this on
This, Stars will fall, and most Beach House songs help me with sleep greatly
@@xtremeyoylecakeabsolutelyyyy, latley I was all over her and Roslyn have been pretty great too
@@potatochips49 FR! I love listening to weridcore and sad songs to bed, they’re so soothing!
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago.
It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on UA-cam which is extremely lacking and rare to find.
The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.
Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
It’s not letting go of this person that hurts. It’s the trauma and betrayal that was left behind. God I feel so numb.
I feel that, was the happiest I could be with my gf then found out she was cheating on me and eventually caused us to split. Hard to let them go, harder to deal with the pain they caused
This is perfect for me. Stops thinking about life, forgets about worries. feels like your in your own little private place where no one to bother you. I’ve been going through a really tough time right now and being stressed about school work. Thank you for this sound, thank you.
Anything for you
please savour being in school, make the most of it, it is one of the best times of your life, next when you grow up you have to create the best times of your life
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If I could pin this comment I would
This is literally a curse
@@oooceanman Fair enough
What's this song ab??
@@rei-ls4vv it’s based on a poem called “a poison tree.” it’s more obvious in the original poem but it’s abt how if you suppress your anger it can grow into something big like a tree inside you and do serious damage with its metaphorical poison fruit
Anyone awake, that just randomly found this .. ? I love it.
Its magic
@@LinaLina-gf2wx I know ..
This sounds like something that would play in twilight or Coraline
You're genuinely so right. Like maybe the end credits or something
It sounds absurd, but I genuinely believe this song is cursed.
It is so entrancing and consuming, it absorbs you with each fuzzy phrase and every note. There's something so inexplicably powerful about it.
I fear showing it to anybody, because any time I listen to it, I find myself entirely enslaved to it, only to wake the next day feeling sick or off. Very peculiar song.
Perhaps this is just a superstition of mine, as i haven't experienced any such symptoms recently, but that was certainly my first impression when I hopped across this song months ago.
Deadass the feeling off next day is true
you are crazy
I be going to sleep to this song 😭
My first impression of this song was: this is gorgeous…I will be listening to this on repeat along with other songs… anyway, oooh donuts!
u gotta be cursed ..
here in melb australia, this lockdown has been kicking my ass recently. i’ve been struggling to feel nearly anything, and it has even affected the music i listen to. without any real emotion, it was hard to listen to anything.
this. this song perfectly channels my unused emotion. it’s a very monotone yet powerful and melodic song, and this specific transposition you’ve made is so amazing. :)
@Mehnaaz Nisha hey i know you commented this 11 months ago, but i just want you to know that your comment made me very happy. thank you :) ❤
Timeless, ethereal and beautiful imo. Love Grouper.
This song reminds me of a situation when you conquered life, you fulfilled all your dreams, you are with someone you love more than life, you found those who appreciate you and love you the most.You are alive, and you are looking at the world from the roof of a high-rise building.You are embraced by someone you love more than life, and he loves you the same way.Consider it a simple song, but it led me to the fact that the meaning of life is to conquer life itself.
I listened to this song when I was at my lowest bc I had very very bad depression. It makes me remember sm of the time that I associate the song with it, sadly.
This is something I can relate to.
GiRly💅💅💅 Me tOo!🙂 #relatable
this makes me want to finally cry in someones arms after so long
real
I really can't explain how this song makes me feel, it's like, I don't have words lmao, is so calming, relaxing and beautiful, idk, I love the sensation that poison tree give it to me
My comfort song. I don't know how it makes me feel.. It's a mixture of happiness and sadness. It makes me reflect the good memories.. But at the same time, it makes me want to go back to them. It also reminds me of my bestfriend who is slowly leaving my life..
This song is that unspoken feeling of nothingness. That indescribable numbness that we all feel sometimes. To me the song is freeing allowing me to channel that energy somewhere. Thank you
There’s something so eerie yet peaceful about this. I feel scared but also safe and that everything is as it should be and meant to be. To everyone out there, I hope you find what you’re looking for in time and that you never be to hard on yourself.
Well, no one wants to hear me, so I want to talk here because I'm really tired, friend, my life is being destroyed, and I don't know what to do, and even my grades in school became bad, and all my friends left me, and my family couldn't stand to see me. I've had enough of this. I really feel tired. 🥹💔
Please keep going . Eventually it would be better if not perfect. Trust me u will meet a person that would made u feel special or maybe that person is already near u but u dont "see it" .Give it some time and try be positive . Life sucks when u overthink all the negatives @-itsoo
@@-itsooI'm struggling too but I met a girl that's currently my gf and help me so much. I stopped drinking all the time and have all that suicidal thoughts . Yeah maybe not completely but for sure she brings peace in my mind and I love her like nothing in this world
@@-itsoo I’m sorry to hear this. Just remember to be easy on yourself. Life is far from easy. The stresses of it can feel too much at times. They only will make you stronger though. Take a problem you have and handle it little by little, one day at a time. Control the controllables, and do things that bring you joy. If nobody else told you, I believe in you!
Listened to this the whole way on my roof thinking i was arthur morgan
i used to listen to this song and it used to make me feel at ease,calm and peaceful,the soft,but strong lyrics and instrumental make me feel so many different emotions i cant explain,its beautiful.
All the emotions that cannot be expressed in words are the strongest emotions 🧸🤎
This song feels like that moment between awake and asleep. You're just awake enough to feel yourself slipping. Your head nods, your eyelids are heavy, you feel peace in the void.
so so so so so inlove with this , twillght feeling one of those country living feelings when it’s sunny and hot outside swimming
This song will always have a special spot in my heart.
i really do love this song but it reminds me of someone that passed and i start tearing up
the whole aesthetic makes me think about everything I've done this past year.
this is perfectly slowed down and i feel as if im living this song. its so calming and its so comforting.
This song. This song...
I thought I was the only one who loved this song because everyone loves "Headache". Whoever thought to do the is a goddess, genius, and someone I feel spiritually kin to.
Idk if that is meant towards me but if so thank you
@@potatochips49
It was
@@sczarnecki5887 I appreciate that
What started as depression turned into pure panic, been listening to music all day but couldn't feel anything, until I heard this, like a quiet relief from life, I hope tomorrow is different
I'm glad I could help
@@potatochips49 Tomorrow turned out to be better. I didn't sleep a wink last night and somehow the insomnia had it's way with my emotions. Do you ever worry you'll get into legal trouble for these uploads? I used to upload slowed versions and then the copywrite strikes spooked me. But I want to do it again
@@treebendsinthewind I genuinely can't answer that. I made this one first just so I can fall asleep listening to something and there isn't another 1 hour slowed version of this without it being instrumental. I made it for myself at first just so I can sleep but then it started gaining views. I'm really happy I can help people out in the process.
@@treebendsinthewind The thing om the video says "copyright claim" and I have no clue what that means but nothing has happened so far. Knocking on wood.
@@potatochips49 yeah I researched it and got conflicting answers. A lot of record companies will claim a song and then license it so they make money off of the ads when your video is viewed. I'm too paranoid honestly to upload my slowed down tracks but I wish it was kosher. Still have a paulstretched beach house song on my channel but I might take that down too.
This song brings me so much pain:(
This is Hauntingly beautiful
I just want my father to realize that my mother is cheating on him and doesn't really love him, I just want to have a normal life like all my high school :(..
Tell him. I know you feel like you need to protect him from her but you need to let him know. If he finds out later it'll hurt him and you more than if you do right now. You're strong and brave. I believe in you and that you can do it, just make sure you're ready for the change that'll come with him knowing. Ily
has your dad ever found out? And I’m so sorry that you have to go through that
I love this song I’m glad it’s finally getting recognition
I lost all motivation, I wan't to cry
You've got this
Hope you're doing okay, I know it's been a while since you last commented. Sending my best wishes🩷
I feel like im personally talking to and reaching my guardian angel when i listen to this song, ty
I always come back to this video thanks for making it its perfect
Soso welcome, even after I made this 2 years ago I come back to it a little more than I should. I'm glad you do too, it means a lot🩷
This song makes me feel like I’m alone in an unknown place living there and just enjoying life and just hearing the rain
This is the key of the song I've been looking for. Love it so much
i really hate this song but i can't' stop listening
its reminds me to my mom but my mom passed away
May she rest in peace.
may she rest in peace, hope your okay sweetheart ❤.
Oqk
Rest in peace my friend hope youll find comfort in this song.
God rest her soul😔
The lyrics of this song is like a spell, quite literally
"Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrows sow in me
Turn me into a poison tree"
It's written like a ritual and with the catchy tune, it entrances you to listen to this spell over and over again. Some people in the comments say they get a strange feeling the day after listening to this and I truly believe that this song is the one of the closest things we have to magic. Good or bad I don't really know
But words are spells, what we say becomes our reality, what we hear becomes our reality and the songs we listen to become our reality. Some say their intentions with more power, like this one.
I wish the lyrics would be more positive because the power that this song has is actually scary 💀
Actually this song was based on a poem, not a spell or ritual
I miss my sisters
I hope your doing okay 👍🏼
I’m so sorry bro 🙏
I listened to this yesterday and fell asleep in 30 minutes lol
I do that everytime😭
thank you for this....., i keep remembring my mom with this song and i really ,miss her.....she passed away,.....
My condolences. I hope things go the best for you in the future💜
l bozo
@@Wolfkid2023 okay wolf kid.
So much fills my heart and my brain listening to this. I feel a type of nostalgia yet it’s not exactly nostalgia. There’s no way to describe the way I feel when listening to this. Thank you.
I hope everyone here is okay, this song reminds me of my ex, i love him so much and we spent a lot of things together i miss him so much, like he was so sweet and was ready to do anything for me and me neither but he changed and i missed him so much, i miss the old him….
this song also makes me feel like i can just watch the stars forever and just camping alone somewhere
i dont want, but i need this song to start playing on my last breath one day.
its oddly sad, unsettling and serene at the same time
It’s painfully Comforting.
I listened to this song all last night and had an awfully sad nightmare. Great song nonetheless!
@@potatochips49 my mom was trying to attack me through my bedroom door, and i was holding the door closed so she wouldnt get me. She would try hurting me so i tried hurting her back, like through trying to use a lighter on her hair and whatever else. I tried to call for help too, many times, but in the end it never worked. Right as she finally got my door off its hinges, i ran into the door and used it as a shield to pass her and make my way to the living room, where my brothers were (its an open concept house). I got there, but my brothers couldnt see my mom, only i could, and they finally told me that this Mom i was seeing was a ghost; she died a long time before (not irl). I got even more antsy because i thought i wouldnt be able to stop her, or she was going to hurt us all. She came to where i was sitting in an instant, with a kitchen knife, and i begged her to not hurt my brothers. She then stuck the knife into one of my brothers, but as i screamed no, i could see no blood or reaction from him. It was like we were frozen in time, but the knife still didnt hurt him at all. I was really confused, but then asked her not to stab herself with it. She ignored me and did so, this time she was actually being stabbed, right to the heart. Her last words were "i just wanted to see my cat.." which threw me off a lot, but i woke up almost immediately after and just felt sad.
This puts me in my feels for sure. thank you for making this. Grouper is good.
I was searching for this song for long time finally I found it
Thank you
I'm glad you found it
no cause I love this song, playing it 24/7 now
i find it really remarkable and just personally odd how well people can resonante with the feeling of just overall comfortable calmness and warmth while listening because i used to listen to this song a lot when i was in a really dark place and therefore associate this song with more of a never ending darkness and defeat. sounds really edgy but back then i realized how much was wrong with my life and how much i actually was able to change. i saw all the missed opportunities from the past and all my responsibilities drifting away from me, i pretty much genuinely lacked any purpose which lead to a lot of anxiety, why bother keeping up, if theres already so much damage done, and only that much i can do to fix it? i figured it would require a lot of work, which i was not capable of putting up with mentally, as well as not willing to dedicate my life to fixing the mess in my brain. i still think thats the case sometimes but there are always these little time spans where i manage to prove myself wrong and feel alive again, at least for a little bit. but i dont know how to cope when the dark times return. so maybe i should just try to ignore it and make the best of it, ignorance is bliss :;;)
Everything will be okay in the end. If everything isn't okay, then it simply isn't the end. Keep up on the hard work. Reading your story made my mind open up a little more. Thank you
pls dont delete this, its amazing, ive been coming back to it for months and listening for whole days sometimes ❤
I do the same exact thing every night.🩷 You don't have to worry about that
@@potatochips49 wanted to let you know im still listening 9 months later 💕
@@xventusxx6204 So am I🩷🩷 Thanks for letting me know
@@potatochips49 hell no
Listen to this while you sleep its peaceful
i have a very important message about this song:
fard (this song makes me very comfortable, i love how it sounds and the slowing of the song makes me zone out. amazing.)
The feeling this song gives is indescribable, but it puts me in a state of limbo that makes reality fade away
Голова от всего болит,но эта музыка прекрасна. Музыка = обезболивающее,больше ничего нет,что успокоит меня.
Хотя музыка начинает бездействовать
@@F.erta2000 ого русский ком )
"I looked for him everywhere...
But..
He was nowhere to be found."
Listen to this song to fall asleep every night and listen to it at school it keeps me relaxed when I want to go crazy
Man this song really gives me nostalgia since I can't play multiplayer on minecraft anymore
Like I literally imagine being inside my first house, the common house with my friends, then sailing far away to a mushroom island to build my house with my best friend; I still remember being so fkn happy and brought my skeleton horse Ashe with me :D
I remember the very moment I saw Ashe, I knew how much his existence would impact on me and named him after the singer Ashe since 'Moral of the story' was stuck in my head at that time
I remember the iron armour Ashe wore and the many adventures I had with him.. so many I can't even count xD
I remember roaming around the coast and messy purple pathways of the mushroom island, the lanterns glinting in the distance as I approached my home with Ashe
I remember the near death experiences I had with Ashe because of how clumsy I was lmaoo
Playing cat on the jukebox
Dancing with my friends
Laughing, smiling, creating memories I'd never thought I'd ever make.. we were just having fun
Then Ashe disappeared
Yea it was a horse but that was my precious horse
It was as if he was my best friend and I least expected it
The only remains I had was from the lead I found in the stable I kept him in and kept that stable as a shrine instead of getting a new horse
But wanna know what is more heartbreaking? I lost the privilege to play with my friends since minecraft isn't compatible for my device anymore which means I can't continue playing in this awesome smp
But at least they're happy
Playing minecraft although I'm not considered their comrade anymore c;
I'm sorry you lost the ability to play and I'm truly sorry you lost Ashe. Sometimes the best thing you can do it not forget but also not try again? Go into a minecraft world and create things and do it for Ashe and your friends. I really don't knownwhat could help. I'm just suggesting to make new memories, not replace the old memories along with Ashe but make new ones. I hope that makes sense and I wish the best for you. xx
When I read “ Then Ashe disappeared “ it hurt. 😞 I would treat the dogs like it was my real life dog. RIP :/
I love this music its one of my favorites to listen to at night
i love this so much. Please never delete this
pinky promise
💞@@potatochips49
This song makes me so nostalgic for a person and a place that no longer exists.
the feeling this song have is really amazing, i love the song, i listen it when i see de clouds in the night, really melancholy, i miss him, and the trees really look like a poison tree :(
it is what it is
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@@KalixoKatplease let me try to help. my ig is toy._.lor , do not hesitate to reach out.
damn i had this on loop for like 2 days now
Bro this makes me rethink everything in my life but yet helps me sleep every night
Yeah well now you just wanna vanish off the earth sooooo yeah.
When i sad im listening to this and this is make me cry 🙂
Finally, one with the lyrics of the song. The only ones I can ever find are just the instrumental ones
Exactly. That's why I made this one, just because I couldn't find one with the words
oh beautiful poison tree.
its all never ending everything repeats in one way or another
Remember it gets better
However
It gets better only if you let it. Only if you want to get better
I don’t know about the others who in fact don’t want to get better, but there are people out there
From the thought of it, it’s saddening that they never get to see how much they deserve the world
I agree with that. It's not about anything else it's about the mentality you have when you deal with saddness. If you want it to get better, then it will. If you don't want to get better, it'll get worse. Thibk about that honestly puts me in a weird state of mind. Knowing how you can control something so simple even if you think something different of the situation.
@@potatochips49 well said :)
@@usernameless1131 appreciate it
Idk how people feel happy when they listen to this type of music i feel so sad when I listen to this song.
that's the point!!
I feel comfort when I listen to this. Although I was in a place not so long ago where I did feel sad listening to it, but now I'm happier and I feel happy when I hear it.
For me it feels relaxing, the tune feels very comforting.
@@tobysimmonds487i really like this song but when I listen to it I feel so sad you feel me!
playing this song on repeat at my lowest wish me luck
I am listening to this while studying.. It's depressing and relaxing at the same time
I cant do this anymore man… i give live a Chance and i fail again and again and again.
You are strong please keep going its gonna get better its just take time❤
This makes me long for childhood, the time before depression turned everything into meaningless nothings when my heart was full.. I could do whatever I wanted with complete abandon.. like a cleansing rain it washes over me and I can see everything in me that I have locked deep inside, hidden from the world.. swirling in me, in the black void of lost memory.. pieces of me.. oh beautiful poison tree
My song i listen to on the nights i cry myself to sleep to...
love ya
I listen to this while doing schoolwork
this is helping me sleep when im really stressed thank you for it
Of course ❤️
Same, I used this yesterday to help me calm down after a panic attack and it helped so much
@@motherknowsbest1192 I'm glad i'm able to help
Thank you a lot. This really helps me
its peaceful for others but for me its more like sad since probaly because of what i go trough but this makes me feel safe and gives me those good old happy memories with them..
I’m trying to listen to this to help with anxiety there is a tornado watch in my area and I’m terrified
I hope you're safe🩷
I want to stay in this song
Tysm for making this
soso welcome🩷
tysm for this I can sleep better with this but it make me feel like it’s a easpe from reality lol and I love it sm ps.-. some times I cry.
i don't feel like there's a point to keep going anymore. signing off from life here tonight. hope i make it out ok.
I might be late, but please don't. I know things are hard right now but they do get better. And if they don't for some time it doesn't mean it's the end. It's the end when you're happy with yourself and everything around you. I love you
hey, came back to this and saw my comment. a lot changed in 3 weeks. i met the love of my life and i'm just a lot happier with myself. i feel loved, but still i struggle with my addictions. and it hurts. to keep going. but i'm trying my best. i'm doing it for her. for everything in the future. i can't give up on that. thank you.
@@spacestationnick2810 A lot has changed, I want you to know if anythings goes south my comments are always on
@@potatochips49 Thank you friend.
@@spacestationnick2810 Anything for you
Siento que la vida se vuelve a sentí así, como está canción...
Had an depressive episode when I first heard this song I'm never gonna forget that moment
This song makes me cry🥹🥹
this song is so calming..
This song makes me feel like I’m not home I’m dreaming wanting to go bac to Tha past where it wasn’t hard to live
this song makes me feel so many things-
anyways i decided to do a POV/story type thing so yeh!
( *LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE READING* )
(ALSO listening to the music while reading is just for a better experience, If the music makes u distracted u can pause it while reading ^^)
TW FOR: Derealization.
You were running through a thick black forest, you HAD to get away from *THEM*. As you were running you could hear *THEM* cracking and breaking branches as they ran not to far behind you. Multiple curious animals joined you in your run as you slid under branches and jumped over roots, you didn't exactly know who *THEY* are, but you just knew you had to get away from *THEM* as soon as possible. Suddenly, everything stopped. No more sounds of the wind blowing in the trees, no more cracking branches, no, anything. It was all.. Dark.. you turned your head from side to side in the cold, endless void, you couldn't see, nor hear *THEM* anymore. For some odd reason, you felt.. safe.. no more running, no more stress, you could finally catch your breath. You decided to explore a bit, you took one cautious step forwards, strangely, the ground rippled as if it was a shallow water like substance. The heels of your boots echoed through the endless abyss, holding the strap of your bag, you look around as the sounds of the rippling water and the click of your boots led you forwards. You were still extremely confused, on how you got there, and where *THEY* went. Maybe you got caught? No.. Something else had to have happened.. You have heard stories as a little kid of how if *THEY* catch you something horrible would happen. But this isn't as horrible as you would think, right? you shook it off and decided to sit down for a while and just think. Strangely the ground wasn't damp but was extremely soft. You felt like you were sitting on a cloud, you fell backwards and just closed your eyes. You felt extremely tired from all the running you did earlier, so you slowly drifted off as you lied there.. Moments later you awoke in a large bedroom. Was it all a dream? You thought to yourself, Where *THEY* just a lie? You still had no clue, but you decided it was all just a dream and shook it off. Days later you had forgotten about what you thought was a dream. Yet *THEY* will always be watching you, and waiting for the perfect moment to confront you once again.
What a beautiful story. You're going places one day with the imagination you have
@@potatochips49 Tysm!! :D
@@_thatoneghostlyrat_1892 Ofc
Oml I’ve never wanted more of a story before
When making a scene for this song, I took the lyrics very literally
A guy loses his best friend to killer plants and ends up encountering the poison tree when mourning his loss… he gets hypnotized and infected by the poison tree to spread the infection that caused plants to fo rabid…he wants to be turned into a poison tree…he gets what he wants, as the infection can lead to people turning into plants, but now he’s a spreader of the disease…
something about this song makes me feel safe and happy. my boyfriend said it reminds him of us and I never really knew the true meaning behind all of it but I love it.