Grouper - Poison Tree slowed & reverb 1 hour w/rain

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  • @rat_Grant
    @rat_Grant 8 місяців тому +436

    who the hell poisoned the tree

  • @sairasu0
    @sairasu0 Рік тому +234

    this is what my mind sounds like, I find comfort in this

    • @paty1688
      @paty1688 5 місяців тому +1

      real :3

    • @Auroratiny8
      @Auroratiny8 2 місяці тому +5

      dont mind the pfp my mom lol but yeah fr tho i find peace in this it sounds so sad but it feels so right

  • @zayan_gtr
    @zayan_gtr 2 місяці тому +17

    They say in heaven you get anything you wish for.
    Im gonna wish for all the lives i could've had.

  • @Whydid1trusty0u
    @Whydid1trusty0u 9 місяців тому +78

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love your insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.

  • @XyaLoved
    @XyaLoved 6 місяців тому +23

    The poison tree, its branches twisted and gnarled,
    A symbol of love that had turned cold.
    Once, its leaves were green, its bark was smooth,
    But now, it stands, a barren, lifeless thing,
    A reminder of the love that we had known.
    We met, and I knew he was the one,
    My heart skipped beats, my soul had begun.
    Before I knew his name, I knew he was mine,
    And he, my dear, was my favorite find.
    We fell in love, deeply, like the tree's roots,
    Our love was strong, our hearts, it soared.
    We shared memories, laughs, and sweet embraces,
    Our love was pure, our bond, unbreakable spaces.
    But as days passed, he started to fade,
    Like the leaves that fall, our love did decay.
    He distanced himself, and I felt the pain,
    Like a knife that cuts, our love was in vain.
    The memories linger, they won't go away,
    Like the scars that won't heal, they stay.
    The laughs we shared, the moments we had,
    Are etched in my heart, forever sad.
    Was it worth it? I'll never know,
    For love is a risk, we have to grow.
    But the memories, they'll always remain,
    A bittersweet reminder of the love we gained.
    The poison tree, it stands tall and proud,
    A symbol of love, that's now allowed.
    I'll cherish the memories, I'll hold them tight,
    For love, though it hurts, is always worth the fight.

  • @svn_urp
    @svn_urp 2 роки тому +102

    omg thank you,you’re the first who do it in slowed + reverb + rain and 1hour and instrumental only ,i will sleep in listening this

  • @cannedcoke
    @cannedcoke Рік тому +35

    This is exactly what I’ve been looking for just with the rain was louder

  • @kayla-yf7hh
    @kayla-yf7hh 6 місяців тому +65

    this typa music is the cure for depression or the reason for it.

    • @Sosa_damien13k
      @Sosa_damien13k 6 місяців тому

      i think ur up 2 no good buckaroo

  • @Welpitiswhatitis
    @Welpitiswhatitis 9 місяців тому +10

    she’s so fuckin beautiful yet so quiet
    just makes her even prettier but shes just a damn crush bro
    cant trust anyone anymore cause my mind wont let me.

  • @dollielamb3
    @dollielamb3 8 місяців тому +14

    It's hard to be an empath.
    If I help someone who is hurt, they are healed.
    Yet i am hurt over and over again, in sacrifice to help them again and again.
    Pierced by the wounds of the past, present and regret, who will never change.
    All caused by them...
    Yet I give up my soul to help a filthy flesh in need.
    For souless they are as they cannot speak.
    Then, once they are healed by my painful sacrifice,
    That has caused many tears to shed.
    They run.
    They run as fast and far as they can away from me.
    Because i will help everyone, but nobody will ever help me.

  • @shivanshkhurana9131
    @shivanshkhurana9131 Рік тому +13

    i get sleep paralysis if i don't listen to grouper at night
    liz harris, thank you for everything

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 8 місяців тому +7

    We lost you today,
    May your lost soul explore the long leeps of land,
    As the last rose rises
    There’s always one that falls
    I can’t change this but I can still feel it ❤️‍🩹
    Those simple moments whipped into memory’s
    Cause I’ll never see you again
    Ready easy ☮️
    ❤️‍🩹LLL❤️‍🩹
    Happy birthday man ❤️‍🔥

  • @svn_urp
    @svn_urp 2 роки тому +22

    perfect version

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 11 місяців тому +24

    Is this what memories sounds like?
    If so take me to my happiest one
    I can only live in bliss for so long
    Till the sorrows, all these sorrows
    Start playing my song.
    My heart isn't hollow but I still feel the echoes
    They ring in my heart
    So distorted I can't tell them apart
    I cry, I smile, I think, I wonder
    How to get this anger out without causing thunder
    .
    .
    Once i pull the plug its all storm's
    Storms that can eat me up in one bite.

  • @Вовчих
    @Вовчих 9 місяців тому +6

    Как бы плохо тебе не было, как бы сильно ты не устал - сражайся. Борись за свою жизнь. Не выживай а живи. Кайфуй. Отстаивай своё право быть счастливым. Только когда начинается дождь ты понимаешь всю ценность ясного неба. Если сдашься легче не станет. Всем нужна поддержка, но ты не все, ты можешь и без нее. Делай. Иди к мечте. Живи

  • @sarahsattar-g1x
    @sarahsattar-g1x 2 місяці тому +1

    the moment i realized my childhood was the best part of my life and was over before i knew i had one

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 11 місяців тому +9

    They were friends before me,
    But I felt like I fit in
    They were so nice and kind to me
    But I’m the problem
    I have kindness to give but not for myself
    I think of ways to help everybody else..
    Cause I can’t stand knowing that there suffering
    But I know I can’t fix it
    And i won’t stop trying
    But please let me in
    I’m begging,
    I wanna be there for u thru thick and thin
    The thought of u leaving crushes me harder then everything
    I rather my house burn down then lose you and you smile
    I wanna see the way you see the world
    I wanna travel
    I wanna say “I love you”
    But I’ll just fuck it up
    I’m sorry,
    I’ve caused myself such sorrows
    If u knew you’d probably say “I love you too”
    But some how that makes it worse..
    Why drop everything for me when I can barely plant my feet
    Why wonder thru the woods if I’m the one running
    Why me
    How?
    And what will this change?
    What’s worse is, this is the only thing keeping me grounded
    .
    So I need to put you on pause and come back..
    .
    But that’s not how this works,
    And there’s nothing i can do..
    But I still cry
    And I still care to ask why,
    And I haven’t gone completely cold
    So I still have that humanity to hold
    But it’s burning low like a torch
    And I’m running low on fuel..
    Scared to ask
    And reach my hand out
    To say “Help”
    Without the whispers
    Or the doubts

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 10 місяців тому +6

    Run the risks darling
    And bind getting us caught
    For the wait in jail will be heavy on our hearts
    The red moon will rise with our blood in mind
    And we'll grasp hook of life and death
    Yin and yang
    Until they tear us apart
    Of now we both are trapped In a endless love of sorrows and hate
    I can feel each shred of pain.

  • @jxyyy_02
    @jxyyy_02 9 місяців тому +4

    You were my favourite memory, but now you’re my favourite nightmare.

  • @svn_urp
    @svn_urp Рік тому +14

    i still sleep listening this song bro

  • @urfavviraqiibomber
    @urfavviraqiibomber 9 місяців тому +3

    to anyone that needs to hear this
    hey i just wanted to remind you, you only live once ur not immortal or live forver so please go pray go be happy go tell them you love them dont let anyone bring u down dont even think abt them at all because at the end u wasted ur whole day thinking abt how they hurt u when u could be healing and please hug ur mum or dad or even both of them its there frist time living so please be nice to them live everyday like its ur last bc who knows it could be if you want to let out ur anger/sadness u can ventill try my very best to help you stay strong you got this

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 9 місяців тому +13

    "🖤"
    Distractions arent always that bad
    They sometimes help when things get mad.
    When i get lost in my head
    They bring me back out again,
    Or rather,
    Smother what i want to cover
    & hide what i hate
    In the far backs of my mind
    To get caught up and lose track of time,
    To be busy and have those distractions
    Is like a blessing is disguise
    .
    To let out my emotions not with my lips but the feelings in my brain
    I cant even try to decipher the words anymore there just screams
    .
    My head feels so loud and heavy
    But then i relise the rooms actually quite and im the one thats unsteady
    Not ready to move or change
    Trying to make patterns out of nothing.

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 9 місяців тому +16

    “Glowing tree”
    Frail and brittle, the leaves fall with the poison
    Stale and still the roots no longer support the leaves
    Sad and gone is the wind that use to blow with the tree
    It’s poison, a strangely familiar taste
    Almost a blend of green brown and gold
    All the same feelings but with a different tone
    Still it reminds me
    Of a dream I dreamt
    But the dream wasn’t about me
    It only showed the poison tree
    But once I woke up
    I missed seeing that tree
    Because in the dream I wasn’t the tree, I was the poison
    Erasing its glowing energy

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 9 місяців тому +4

    ":🕓:"
    One of my biggest fears is for my negative thoughts to be correct
    My negative feeling to become a indefinite reality. . . .
    I can say im uneasy
    But not having a ground to walk on is truly frightening
    .
    New year, new air
    But yet i still hold my breath
    And have a tight chest
    And hope for you to come back
    To maybe poison me
    Or maybe i want revenge for all the scrutiny
    All the shit we've been thru
    Or maybe i just cut contact..
    .
    What dose time try to measure?
    periods between past present and future
    They say not to waste it
    But is that really the correct way to say it
    What dose "waste" even mean?

  • @Len_nockA
    @Len_nockA 3 місяці тому +3

    I experienced the first love with this song.. then I found out that a person communicates with me out of politeness, I stopped communicating immediately. the next day I find out that he is dating some girl and I was telling me that he is not in a relationship, I still love him, but he does not know it and let me not break the relationship for the happiness of myself, let him live happily with this girl

  • @thegirlwholoveroblox5505
    @thegirlwholoveroblox5505 2 місяці тому +5

    tired to live but scared to die

  • @joshcrane2005
    @joshcrane2005 Рік тому +9

    This is so perfect

  • @windowbike3525
    @windowbike3525 2 місяці тому +1

    WE CRYING OURSELVES TO SLEEP TONIGHT WITH THIS ONE❗❗❗🗣🗣🗣

  • @Th4bb1_
    @Th4bb1_ 7 місяців тому +3

    I miss him ‼️‼️

  • @moplchuz
    @moplchuz Місяць тому

    I love this so much brooo this really hit the spot

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 9 місяців тому +4

    “Womp womp”
    I feel like no one takes me seriously
    But is that there fault?
    Or the lack of stride and dignity in me
    Simply a reflection on the water
    Got my askn myself why bother
    .
    When the right one comes I hope they see past my refection
    And glimpse into the real me
    Womp womp.

  • @giNNacRuNcHie
    @giNNacRuNcHie Рік тому +13

    Its really peacefull and quiet in the backrooms...

    • @bibixmoxxie
      @bibixmoxxie 10 місяців тому +1

      i wish i could fall into that labyrnth of horror and insanity, it sounds so beautiful

  • @OmarBairakdar-ln6qr
    @OmarBairakdar-ln6qr 6 місяців тому +6

    go to a therapist❌ listen to music ✅✅♂🔥🔥🤌👌❤‍🔥💪🫀🗣🗣🗣🔥

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 Рік тому +7

    The word fake means something is not real
    Dose that mean that word and others are all fake to
    Why do some words have more power over others
    And some have stronger meanings than most
    And why when i close my eyes night
    I always fight my demons the most

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 4 місяці тому +1

    ''yu-kno''
    i adore you
    yet sometimes i cant stand you
    but i love to stand by you
    even if there's nothing going on
    i like how you pop in and out of the blue
    like a poppy
    shifting in the wind
    i shall not forget it
    but i wont want to dwell on it
    its only a page in my books
    now compare the chapters
    one after another
    you think you are ahead
    In which life ?
    Not this night
    but you are also false
    what i do
    is not something you can do
    i hope this path is bright

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 Рік тому +17

    "Beauty is pain"
    So then why is there sorrow in my life
    Is there someone who sees me as beautiful
    As astonishing as the stars
    For dose this person (or persons) wish to cause me pain? maybe harm?
    Cause that's all I feel
    I'd say I'm numb but even that numbness has that bitter cold feel to it.
    The taste of hate.
    I like to write poems, dont mean I'm good at em
    For what I say is true. Spoken by my present? past or future?
    Maybe my words even speak for you?

  • @godisluv-sw9hf
    @godisluv-sw9hf Рік тому +7

    Wow God has been on me lately.. he is on my mind non-stop, & out of no where too. I was depressed for a (decade) just living my life and I was not thinking about him at all. Years pass by and finally I prayed because I was in a dark place, I asked him to please reveal himself too me, or even help me with anything he could help out with, so I can know who he is.
    (And he delivered)
    Ive learned following (Christ) is not a religion its a (Relationship)🧠 & if anyone out there is lonely or hopeless i promise you Jesus (Loves you foreal) & Your never alone when you call on his name.. ✝️❤️
    God is love
    ______________

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 10 місяців тому +4

    if you never take risks.. how do u learn?
    and if you always take risks... you would be dead.
    ...
    what they dont tell you is 1 risky risk is all it takes to really change you

    • @bibixmoxxie
      @bibixmoxxie 10 місяців тому +2

      it wont just change you, ittle plunge a thorn of guilt and misery into your ill-kept and barely beating heart. Ittle clench its tethers and steer you into a distant horison of mystery. No matter how bright the flames are.

  • @svn_urp
    @svn_urp Рік тому +8

    11 months i listen this

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 10 місяців тому +4

    This tiered feeling is unfortunately comforting
    i cant think rn only feel
    and i feel lost, but i have no where to be particularly
    but to be so relaxed is like paranoia to me
    over and over and over again
    and the cycle repeats
    ...
    ofc i think of how things could have ended up
    much differently
    but i already came up with 1000 scenarios in my head . . . _ _ _ . . .
    if you have questions at least try to listen
    why explain myself to someone who wouldn't care to be there,
    minutes turn into hours, hours turn into days
    days weeks, weeks years
    some months i can remember every detail
    but most are an autopilot daze `
    i crave love, affectionate, & attention but i am, i..
    i am indeed scared
    if i reach out into the darkness and get my hand cut off
    is it my fault???
    or the thing that slashes
    it is darkness after all..

    • @bibixmoxxie
      @bibixmoxxie 10 місяців тому +2

      Dont be scared, be angry. Please. It will save you.

    • @StxrChxld7777
      @StxrChxld7777 8 місяців тому +2

      Come back here any time you need to. It’s safe here.

  • @AzazelHash281
    @AzazelHash281 8 місяців тому +4

    I wish I could consume the sun

  • @satoshibaa
    @satoshibaa Рік тому +2

    i needed this

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 8 місяців тому +1

    You broke me
    But I'll put myself back together.

  • @kronekr9289
    @kronekr9289 Місяць тому +1

    shit had me in tears

  • @profitlauncher22
    @profitlauncher22 Місяць тому

    Your videos always make my day. Keep going!
    big thumbs up

  • @zeex1488
    @zeex1488 16 днів тому

    i loved her more than anything

  • @Keshmf
    @Keshmf 2 місяці тому +3

    Can't let gng know i fw with this shi😂

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 13 днів тому

    “81” “44”
    Be in the now
    Shape life like pottery
    You only get better as you grow
    Even if some years are slow
    Tough rides
    Still a go
    Easy days
    Beyond this galaxy
    Who knows 🌌

  • @Marriareyy
    @Marriareyy 9 місяців тому +1

    thank you…

  • @Phamire
    @Phamire 8 місяців тому +1

    conrad i wish you would be able to see through your past fears and trauma and understand that someone out there whether it's across the country has loved you all this time
    i miss all our crazy shenanigans and even though it's been 2 years i can't move on and i don't know why. i know i have moved on because i sense that both my mind and heart are in a different place but i'm not ready to end that chapter with you. it's like my heart is tied into strings
    despite our distant past and faded memories, i've never stopped loving you even after we ended our relationship
    i wish i had the courage to say this to your face but i just can't force myself to. it's because i'm scared and i fear that you may not feel the same way, even if you don't, i wouldn't want to ruin what we have as friends because i'm content and happy with being your friend if it means that i can stay by your side and watch you grow as a person like you have done so all this time

  • @aboubakrsaid-l8r
    @aboubakrsaid-l8r 6 місяців тому +1

    my brain.

  • @someloner1335
    @someloner1335 6 місяців тому

    i know i shouldn't miss you, i know you hurt me, and your scar's left on me, it hurts but i need you, i really miss you dearly, i can't believe you did this to me, why can't i stop thinking about you? i know you're gonna hurt me, again. but i love you.

  • @megcooper834
    @megcooper834 Місяць тому

    ive never wanted to disapear so much

  • @eufrasiaboccio1662
    @eufrasiaboccio1662 4 місяці тому

    Thank you ❤️

  • @isaiahrhett7874
    @isaiahrhett7874 Рік тому +1

    Oh this Finna slap in the abandoned warehouse at 2am

  • @maravidakovic_
    @maravidakovic_ 7 місяців тому

    As a shifter, this song reminds me of my dr a lot. I really hope "shifting" isn't some sort of joke becouse i really hate it here. It's crazy how people find so much peace in fictional characters. I wake up and all i think about is the world i actually wanna live it. I hate this reality so danm much and i rlly rllt hope i get to see him one day. (call me delulu but this man saved my life)

  • @Lusca616
    @Lusca616 10 місяців тому +2

    tu quer me matar né? kkkk mto bom isso

  • @venq1612
    @venq1612 8 місяців тому +1

    I want to kms.....not bc of this song but i feel pain almost everyday..........now ppl will say look at this fake depp kid
    ... but i do feel like this someone help me

  • @gabrielthornhill6868
    @gabrielthornhill6868 8 місяців тому

    every second i have spent with you has been platonic. platonic, and nothing more. no space for the love -- the world has crushed us both too thin in that regard, that either of us could even begin to manifest but a drop of affection for either or. and though weeks, months, six years were to pass, and inch by inch, i had bent that body of mine into one such vague representative of humanity, that perhaps, with some fine tuning, i could be capable of harboring affections towards you; and the world had hurt you thus, as it had hurt me. and if i can't even cure my own wounds, how am i to cure yours?

  • @danpott
    @danpott 11 місяців тому +1

    I miss u
    It's been 8 months

  • @S3NSEI507
    @S3NSEI507 6 місяців тому

    the real question is not what are you doing wrong ,are you good enough for everyone?,are you happy? etc, no the real question is who are you?

    • @JesusChristislord372
      @JesusChristislord372 5 місяців тому +1

      Jesus is the way the truth and the life.

    • @S3NSEI507
      @S3NSEI507 5 місяців тому +1

      @@JesusChristislord372 AMEN brother☝️✝️

    • @JesusChristislord372
      @JesusChristislord372 5 місяців тому

      @@S3NSEI507 Are you okay brother?

    • @S3NSEI507
      @S3NSEI507 5 місяців тому +1

      @@JesusChristislord372 try to focus on my disciplines and stay faithful to my lord, Jesus Christ even in the lowest moments. And you?

    • @JesusChristislord372
      @JesusChristislord372 5 місяців тому

      @@S3NSEI507 Amen, I’m doing great.

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 6 місяців тому

    “🎱”
    I get to uncover your pages one by one,
    but I’m a little worri-some
    The energy shifts in the air
    And I soon learn what I once learned again
    Not to say things will be same way
    Or that nothing will change
    But I can see it in your face
    And it shifts my heart
    In or out of place?
    It’s moved around so much I’m not even sure anymore
    But that’s ok!
    I don’t feel that seeping cold wall when I’m around you
    It’s like I can shine some of my inner child at you
    And you don’t shun them out
    They feel seen
    We feel heard,
    All is swell
    Till the swelling hurts
    And i notice things getting tight
    But hey, it’s alright.
    It’s fine. I’m fine.
    It’s ok, it’s gonna be alright.
    Right?

  • @danpott
    @danpott Рік тому +1

    Come on duhi, I really loved u):

  • @azula7777
    @azula7777 10 місяців тому

    just know i will wait for you i will wait till you are ready

    • @azula7777
      @azula7777 8 місяців тому

      a month later im still waiting for you. it was your birthday today and i hope you had fun. i will do anything to see you again

  • @SophiaG-fo1uj
    @SophiaG-fo1uj 2 місяці тому

    Off topic,but my mind's tweaking tf out OMG. I swear i have like 7 thought systems arguing with eachother. Like let me sleep damn,no need to start WW3 in my head at 10:32pm on a monday💀

    • @JTJ-
      @JTJ- Місяць тому

      ​​​@@AzrveIabout what exactly?, idk what this guy says but i really love "poison tree" it is a masterpiece i listen to this song
      when i smoke cigarettes without overthinking, and just quiet time to make my brain just comfortable.

  • @austinthompson3593
    @austinthompson3593 4 місяці тому

    love y'all

  • @50tz84
    @50tz84 6 місяців тому

    No, I'm not alright. That's ok.

  • @patback2322
    @patback2322 5 місяців тому

    She cheated on me and wanted to fix things too late. Now she’s moving on so quickly to another guy, hurts even more than the cheating

  • @Leon.kenndyedy
    @Leon.kenndyedy 25 днів тому

    مظلوم

  • @megcooper834
    @megcooper834 Місяць тому +1

    im so tired

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 11 місяців тому +2

    My eyes droop down as im in and3 out of consciousness
    I cant sm.;m;jnnnjy 28:24 eem to find

  • @stupidzoet
    @stupidzoet 6 місяців тому

    I just want to disappear, why is life so hard? I'm only 12. Only 12 and inflicting deep scars into my skin. That's the only way to shut out the thoughts and pain I get. I hate everything and everyone around me, I don't wanna be here.

  • @kahlid040e
    @kahlid040e 20 днів тому

    I lost her.. My mom she went go get sum food but it was 18h they told me she got stabbed 8,838 times.... My dad was in the turando

  • @elpaisdemagusin
    @elpaisdemagusin 2 місяці тому

    Comment section did it again 🤣

  • @-M3nt4lly.1ll
    @-M3nt4lly.1ll 9 місяців тому +1

    rawan.. that's me ... ranya !
    ur the best electronique nd real friend ...
    ur electronique but nope!!
    ur in my heart rawan...
    i luv u so much .... i wish i was ur sister .. so we could escape to japan together .... i hate my mom . and u hate ur mom ?
    our moms r bad ?
    i wish we can talk in rl .
    and we can escape from our houses.
    We don't have family.
    we have but i wish they was like other family's ?
    idk wt to say but rawan ur my fav pretty girl !!!
    i swear i didn't see a cute and kind friend lik u...
    Real life...
    phone...
    its the same
    ur the kindest
    guys idk why m saying this but m broken
    m depressed
    m sad
    m not happy with my family
    i wanna die
    ik u don't gaf abt me guys but im typing this 4 her .
    and ik she will not see that comment but
    ily rawan.!!

  • @danpott
    @danpott 7 місяців тому

    Oh god I'm so tired

  • @Spicysand28
    @Spicysand28 2 місяці тому +1

    Anyone wanna talk

  • @MikeyHughes-ps2dc
    @MikeyHughes-ps2dc 2 місяці тому

    real

  • @Astolfo4ever
    @Astolfo4ever 3 місяці тому

    Hey Tyler durden How are you,

  • @carfo.
    @carfo. 6 місяців тому

    this ...

  • @Tollsushi101
    @Tollsushi101 6 місяців тому

    I’m genuinely so tired of this life cycle

    • @S3NSEI507
      @S3NSEI507 6 місяців тому

      if you want to talk about it know that I will listen to you

  • @Lil_slaughter
    @Lil_slaughter 6 місяців тому

    Real

  • @dariosantos3680
    @dariosantos3680 Рік тому +1

    real real

  • @megcooper834
    @megcooper834 Місяць тому

    surrounded by people who dont care enough to understand

  • @TheRealOnepr
    @TheRealOnepr 7 місяців тому +146

    In bed,thinking about my life choices,all the good things I've taken for granted,all the opportunities I've missed,all the memories I've made throughout these years. It hurts not only mentally but i feel a sharp pain in my heart when i listen to this music

    • @MarvinsOriginals
      @MarvinsOriginals 7 місяців тому +18

      okay now make a list on only the good things, you can breath, you have air in your lungs,you can hear, you can see, you can feel, you can toucch my point is you only focus on the negative, where ever your attention goes it grows, focus on the good things and more good will appear

    • @jonqthqn
      @jonqthqn 5 місяців тому +4

      Hold your breath and tears. Appreciate everything that you may consider pointless. Appreciate the love you receive from your family, God, Jesus amongst other sources. Appreciate the shelter. Appreciate your bed. Always look at life like the moon. Having a bright and dark side; beaming at its highest moments.

    • @K56665
      @K56665 2 місяці тому +1

      Fr

  • @main_character_thabang
    @main_character_thabang 2 місяці тому +106

    we ain't making it out depression and emotional detachment issues with this one😂😂😂😂😂😂😂💯💯💯💯💯💯🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🥃🥃

  • @Call_m3_fuad
    @Call_m3_fuad 10 місяців тому +206

    we aint making it out of the bed with this one😂😂😂😂😂😂🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣

  • @kikoedd
    @kikoedd 11 місяців тому +368

    throughout the time we've spent together, all the laughs and all the name calling. i'm so thankful i was able to meet a beautiful and kind soul like you. you we're my everything, and i loved you and i still do. i cherish the memories. your laugh, your smile, ur hair, ur body, ur eyes. i loved everything about you and i still do. you stood out to me and i could never compare you to anyone. the love i had for you felt like no other, the relationship we had, i never experienced with anyone before. you are forever my beautiful sweet boy, i'm so sorry for what i did. it was never any of my intentions to hurt you. when we first met i noticed how hurt you were and i wanted to heal you. from all of your trauma and trust issues. i wanted to fix something i never broke. and when i see that smile or hear that laugh, i am reminded of how blessed i was to have you. if i could just go back one last time when i first told you, i liked you, i wouldn't have ever pressured you into dating me. if i was more patient this wouldn't have ever happened. i will wait for you, take all the time in the world you need. because i never gave you that time for yourself. i will always think back on what i did. i will never forgive myself for it. and words can not describe how deeply sorry i am. if we do ever reunite, just know, i will always be somewhere, waiting for you.

    • @danpott
      @danpott 11 місяців тому +19

      I really miss her too
      Sorry homie, I just felt like I want to say something to someone who understands my feelings, I'm dying bro/:

    • @vor946
      @vor946 11 місяців тому +11

      lmao bro down hysterically

    • @Yelena2337
      @Yelena2337 10 місяців тому +12

      I’m so sorry for you sweetheart I hope he comeback you really have a pure soul stay strong cutie❤

    • @sleeping_mattress13
      @sleeping_mattress13 10 місяців тому +7

      I’m sorry Man. It really be like that Fr :(

    • @Jack_Thatcher_
      @Jack_Thatcher_ 9 місяців тому +8

      ​@@danpottEverything dies, nothing will exist forever.

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 10 місяців тому +63

    Lyrics:
    Throwing poison seeds into the wind
    Make the poison tree to grow in me begin
    Let your branches fork my veins
    Let your honey tide in me
    Blood loving, poison whispering
    Oh, beautiful poison tree
    Let your power grow in me
    Let your sorrow pour in me
    Take away my blood and bones
    Make your flowers deep inside of me
    Least I'll still have company In my insides, tiny poison tree
    I seal my love in me
    Tiny beautiful poison tree
    Oh, beautiful poison tree
    Let your power grow in me
    Let your sorrows flow in me
    Turn me into a poison tree
    Turn me into a poison tree
    Make my shadow go away
    Make my branches strong and hard
    Make my leaves flower and spread
    Make me feel like something powerful
    Is growing deep inside of me
    Turn me into a poison tree

    • @meow_mcjj
      @meow_mcjj 6 місяців тому +9

      Idk I can't hear anything but dundundundundudndundundundun

    • @koolaid.suffer9348
      @koolaid.suffer9348 6 місяців тому +1

      @@meow_mcjj real 🕯️

  • @koolaid.suffer9348
    @koolaid.suffer9348 9 місяців тому +35

    People don’t know where u started
    They just see who you are now
    Show them yours strengths
    Don’t be afraid to fail
    Learn from your mistakes

  • @555_lovaa
    @555_lovaa 10 місяців тому +43

    I want to feel happiness one last time, But that'll never come back.

    • @Yucuuf
      @Yucuuf 7 місяців тому +4

      play minecraft

    • @kayla-yf7hh
      @kayla-yf7hh 5 місяців тому +3

      give yourself a chance

    • @paty1688
      @paty1688 5 місяців тому +4

      I hope u find your happiness

    • @abdullahalkassab7819
      @abdullahalkassab7819 5 місяців тому +2

      Ohhh man
      Belive in yourself
      Love yourself
      Have a time to talk with yourself
      Happeniss never came with people or lonely
      Now get up and have afun

  • @xnxdream
    @xnxdream 7 місяців тому +16

    you were undeniably smart. you were astonishingly handsome. you were unbelievably talented in every way. you always made everyone happy. you made me happy. your smile and the way you looked at me. you always took time to hang out with me. you removed all the cacophonies from my head. you took me away from my own mind, a dark and empty space with stars that couldnt shine. you were amazing, and everything ive ever wanted. i wish you were still on this earth to make that happen.

  • @nurilaalmasovna9543
    @nurilaalmasovna9543 10 місяців тому +110

    i really can't sleep without this song

    • @zombaaaaaa
      @zombaaaaaa 9 місяців тому +4

      me neither

    • @alucardthev4mp
      @alucardthev4mp 7 місяців тому

      same

    • @loukang5468
      @loukang5468 6 місяців тому +3

      Fr, It has come to a point where I can only go to sleep with this song on, or anything like this

    • @BarwaqoF
      @BarwaqoF 5 місяців тому

      This is the only way I can sleep

    • @BarwaqoF
      @BarwaqoF 5 місяців тому +1

      ​@@loukang5468Same frr

  • @danpott
    @danpott 11 місяців тому +25

    I miss my days with u
    It was the happiest, quietest, loveliest, safest days I lived in my whole life):

    • @kayla-yf7hh
      @kayla-yf7hh 6 місяців тому +1

      isnt it pathetic how we waste so much time on a certain person and in the end they prove that they werent even worth a second of it.

    • @fruzsinasomogyi3220
      @fruzsinasomogyi3220 6 місяців тому +2

      @@kayla-yf7hhspending time on a person you loved is never a waste

    • @danpott
      @danpott 6 місяців тому

      @@kayla-yf7hh u r right
      I understand this now

    • @danpott
      @danpott 6 місяців тому

      @@kayla-yf7hh And I'll never love anyone like this again, it's just bc nobody deserves it.

  • @sam12iloveGod
    @sam12iloveGod 6 місяців тому +5

    I miss her, all the text, all the time i have spent with her idk what i did wrong she just left me i am feeling empty but i cant be a dead brother, a dead son i am very tired if you read this thank you for your time.

  • @danpott
    @danpott 11 місяців тому +63

    I can't even begin
    to describe how
    I'm feeling right now
    but all I can say is that
    it hurts a lot

    • @skyzeeeeee
      @skyzeeeeee 10 місяців тому

      nigga delete this corny ass shit rn😭😭🙏

    • @MKProsD
      @MKProsD 9 місяців тому +2

      It’ll get better, time heals all wounds my friend.

    • @danpott
      @danpott 9 місяців тому +1

      @@MKProsDthx bro

    • @astraltraveler3499
      @astraltraveler3499 9 місяців тому

      @@danpottit gets better u not alone i just did 5gtam of schrooms and intentionaly wanted to feel how i really feel all the pain sadnes betrayel etc etc after i faces it while tripping bals i feel lighter,face it dont pace it and u will heal

    • @Middleageboom
      @Middleageboom 8 місяців тому +1

      It is what strangles you inside, it is the weight and chains that dig you deeper into the bottomless pit of drowning and sorrow. You will not see light. Yet the crystals that dangle like a bright window of hope, yet you decide to keep hurting. As this moment will make what you truly desired. Open peace and inner wealth.

  • @danpott
    @danpott 11 місяців тому +7

    So, we are strangers now?

  • @jimenamoreno3634
    @jimenamoreno3634 9 місяців тому +3

    ᴇs ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ʟʟᴏʀᴀʀ ᴄᴏɴ ᴇsᴛᴏ? sᴇɢᴜɴ ʏᴏ sɪ , ᴘᴏʀǫᴜᴇ ʟᴏ ᴜɴɪᴄᴏ ǫᴜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴀ ᴇs ᴅᴇsᴇᴍʙᴏʟʙᴇʀɴᴏs ʏ ᴇsᴄᴜᴄʜᴀs ʏ ʀᴀᴢᴏɴᴀʀ ᴛᴏᴅᴏ ʟᴏ ǫᴜᴇ ʜᴀᴄᴇᴍᴏs

  • @MidnightLofiLounge
    @MidnightLofiLounge Місяць тому +2

    Lying in bed, reflecting on my life choices... all the blessings I've overlooked, the chances I've missed, the memories I've made. This music cuts deep, not just in my mind, but straight to my heart 💔🎶

  • @RebeccaSpinosa
    @RebeccaSpinosa 8 місяців тому +15

    I don’t know how to sleep without this song.