I saw Hole live around this time in Seattle. It was an intense show, very raw. Drew Barrymore came out on stage and waved hello, she was dating Eric Erlandson at that time. At one point, the crowd lit up their lighters and Courtney started to cry saying “this is the first time I’ve had lighters at a show” it was a great time, i was 21.
Calm down we are entitled to our own opinion,I think she suspected something might happen to Kurt but she was left out on the details,she talks to much,
In my opinion, "God, i hate you" is the most hurtful line in this whole performance. You can hear the love-hate mixed emotions come out so strongly in this, along with her facial expressions. She does not hate him, she hates what he did to himself and her. Courtney, i hope that you've found the peace you deserve after all of these years.
@@ember5914 'God' didn't take Kurt away; Kurt took himself away. It's awful, but that's the truth of it. As we se her here, Courtney is a raw, walking wound. That "FUCK...YOU!" is about as primal as it gets.
@@kaskaperi9665 Exactly. They only think this way because Courtney was as mentally distressed and abusive as one was to the other, they went back and forth all of the time. But one thing for sure is, most of the fighting happened due to them both being heavily hooked on various drugs, heroin being their favorite to do together but it was creating a problem for both their relationship and careers. She does not deserve to be labelled as a murderer, or anything at all for that matter. Just a girl who was struggling with living life and the tragic moments that came with it.
@@hiraimomo3681but she was also a factor, their relationship was toxic and abusive. not to mention towards the end of his life he thought courtney was cheating (which she said she wasn’t) and kurt was attached to her and it broke him
And yet people thought that she killed him, she never wanted anything more than to have Kurt Cobain back. Her family was never complete without him, she loved him.
I was watching this in class, and when she said "I want him, he's all gone", my jaw literally dropped and I teared up, and my classmate asked what's wrong. Damn this hit me hard. She was prolly at her lowest at the time, it just hurts to watch her like that. I hope she's doing better.
This is actually hard to watch....You feel EVERYTHING going on with her...whoever thinks Courtney "killed" Kurt-1-is an idiot, and 2-after watching this-should think different.
Привет, русский комментатор! Песни и выступления Кортни очень эмоциональные и искренние. Здесь, от её слов: "I want him! He's all gone!" мне тоже стало не по себе, по-человечески её жаль. Я поверить не могу, что люди замешивают её в смерти Курта, якобы она убила его или хитро подстроила убийство.
@@JayG-v4l They're lyrics from Miss World, another great song by Hole! There's a live performance of it from this exact concert (from The Metro, Chicago) that the whole band sounds fantastic on!
Kurt is in Heaven watching over his family. I wish Courtney would help drug addicts get into Rehabs. Dont let them out too soon. Kurt climbed over the fence of the Rehab Centre to leave. Fffkkkkkit 😢
Addicts in rehab can leave anytime they'd like unless court-ordered. Kurt could have walked out the front door, if he'd chose to. Addiction is an awful thing that digs it's claws into and destroys everything you care about, but if a person hits that wall and really wants to get better, they will. Or at least really fight and try. It typically takes multiple trips to rehab and it's beyond miserable but is definitely possible. I've been off of drugs for 18 years now and I tried many times before succeeding. After the novelty of quitting wears off is when it really gets hard. Most people don't communicate that enough, in my opinion.
I don't give a flying fu*k, I've always ❤. Courtney, and i still think it's total BS that way too many think she had him killed. I mean, Kurt was never shy about being suicidal, since his teens. And that, coupled with the whole fame that was too much for him, and his heroin addiction, how is it even questionable? Anyone who actually listened to Hole before and after the Live Through This album, (which is a fu*king AMAZING ALBUM), would know that Courtney penned those lyrics. And her behavior the following year after his suicide is very telling of her real pain and grief she was experiencing. She's one of my main female idols. I'm 💯 gen X, and the first time I heard Smells like teen spirit catapulted me into the grunge sound. And Nirvana and Hole were part of the main bands that I have and still do love!!
man she could sing back then. it takes a hell of a voice to continue singing after screaming like that. she cant sing now...theres just no energy now, shes off key
They’re both grunge lol. Her and the lead singer for Nirvana were married, which may contribute to the musical similarities since they were together when this album (and in utero I believe) were being written. It’s not hard to believe they influenced eachother a lot:3 this performance is unfortunately a couple months after Kurt passed.
I saw Hole live around this time in Seattle. It was an intense show, very raw. Drew Barrymore came out on stage and waved hello, she was dating Eric Erlandson at that time. At one point, the crowd lit up their lighters and Courtney started to cry saying “this is the first time I’ve had lighters at a show” it was a great time, i was 21.
lucky
Wish I was alive during this time
Tell us more. Drew Barrymore took drugs when she was young. I hope she is well. She is a good Actress.
I want him. He’s all gone.
I want my baby.
Where is my baby?
You took my baby.
nice pfp
@@landofthelividdead AHH TY LYNZ PFPS🤭🤭
@@7starcigslover YESSSS ❤️🖤❤️
the pain in her voice 💔
So powerful. This was only six months after Kurt killed himself.
Wtf did you just say
@@factorybear5264 That this was six months after Kurt killed himself and that is was powerful💀
Courtney probably used all those raw emotions and put them into this live song ❤❤❤
Calm down we are entitled to our own opinion,I think she suspected something might happen to Kurt but she was left out on the details,she talks to much,
Rip kurt
the pain in her face and voice.😕 1:00 “I want HIM.HES ALL GONE.” Explains everything.☹️
Literally everything
In my opinion, "God, i hate you" is the most hurtful line in this whole performance. You can hear the love-hate mixed emotions come out so strongly in this, along with her facial expressions. She does not hate him, she hates what he did to himself and her. Courtney, i hope that you've found the peace you deserve after all of these years.
i always heard it as « god i hate you » simply hating god for taking away kurt
@@ember5914 'God' didn't take Kurt away; Kurt took himself away. It's awful, but that's the truth of it. As we se her here, Courtney is a raw, walking wound. That "FUCK...YOU!" is about as primal as it gets.
I understand her as i had a conflictive relationship but im grieving and i happen to say the same things
this performance never fails to make me cry
can’t believe people think she killed kurt
Just shows how much people believe in stereotypes.
@@kaskaperi9665 Exactly. They only think this way because Courtney was as mentally distressed and abusive as one was to the other, they went back and forth all of the time. But one thing for sure is, most of the fighting happened due to them both being heavily hooked on various drugs, heroin being their favorite to do together but it was creating a problem for both their relationship and careers. She does not deserve to be labelled as a murderer, or anything at all for that matter. Just a girl who was struggling with living life and the tragic moments that came with it.
She Loved him so much still she was one of the reasons He k himself
@@Craigtucker607no she was not he had a bunch of other issues that contributed to his death
@@hiraimomo3681but she was also a factor, their relationship was toxic and abusive. not to mention towards the end of his life he thought courtney was cheating (which she said she wasn’t) and kurt was attached to her and it broke him
And yet people thought that she killed him, she never wanted anything more than to have Kurt Cobain back. Her family was never complete without him, she loved him.
bro i would give Courtney, Frances Bean, and Kurt the world tbh.
The drugs fuked it up. I think they would have been a good family. She was the tough one. He was the soft one. Miss you Kurt 😢
I was watching this in class, and when she said "I want him, he's all gone", my jaw literally dropped and I teared up, and my classmate asked what's wrong. Damn this hit me hard. She was prolly at her lowest at the time, it just hurts to watch her like that. I hope she's doing better.
pay attention in class. learn something.
@@gallowspole I do pay attention when it's needed. My overall average is 99 so yeah. But thanks for your concern ig
@@gallowspoleshut up
@@akkiia I don't shut up, I grow up, and when I see you, I throw up.
@@gallowspole did not eat
courtney they could never make me hate you after hole live at the metro in chicago on october 21st 1994
that song HURTS
i want my baby💔
Pure angst
UA-cam showed me a contact to a nearby psych ward after I typed the song's name in the searchbar
same
Same
Valid
UA-cam is a dick!
Right 🥲
i always get that warning when i search for this vid lolol
Real
same lol
same
this version gives me goosebumps every time
the raw emotion and pain in her voice omg
My idol...my twin.... Such a sad yet beautiful performance.
This is actually hard to watch....You feel EVERYTHING going on with her...whoever thinks Courtney "killed" Kurt-1-is an idiot, and 2-after watching this-should think different.
She’s been through so much. I was 15 at this time and this song still gives me goosebumps..
Nunca me harán odiarte Courtney
мне плохо от этого выступления. это единственная песня, которая заставляет меня плакать независимо от настроения и ситуации. мне жаль кортни
Why do you feel bad ?
Привет, русский комментатор! Песни и выступления Кортни очень эмоциональные и искренние. Здесь, от её слов: "I want him! He's all gone!" мне тоже стало не по себе, по-человечески её жаль. Я поверить не могу, что люди замешивают её в смерти Курта, якобы она убила его или хитро подстроила убийство.
I can't stop watching this even if it hurts so much
You can almost feel a bit of her void and grief
this specific performance of this song comforts me so much its unexplainable
every time I hear this song I cry
exactly 30 years ago from today
I feel Courtney's pain, I feel her power, I feel her Strength and weakness. I love this woman.
bloody love Courtney
they could never make me hate you courtney
fr im not a defender of her but she deserved to be treated like a complicated human being like so many other male rockstars who did so much worse
even though courtney is a horrible person she didn’t deserve to go through this at all. the same thing applies to kurt and frances ofc
stop calling her she's killed kurt, she didn't and never killed anyone..
trying to find the song but there was “u are not alone”😹
Me too! And suicide prevention advice!
Pure grunge powered angst
i want HIM. he’s all GONE.
Those in pain we are here
Ouvindo o álbum em 2024!❤
I need some kill me pilllllss
Are you ok
Oh were they lyrics from the song ?
@@JayG-v4l They're lyrics from Miss World, another great song by Hole! There's a live performance of it from this exact concert (from The Metro, Chicago) that the whole band sounds fantastic on!
Queen ❤😢
where is my baby....
Kurt is in Heaven watching over his family. I wish Courtney would help drug addicts get into Rehabs. Dont let them out too soon. Kurt climbed over the fence of the Rehab Centre to leave. Fffkkkkkit 😢
Addicts in rehab can leave anytime they'd like unless court-ordered. Kurt could have walked out the front door, if he'd chose to. Addiction is an awful thing that digs it's claws into and destroys everything you care about, but if a person hits that wall and really wants to get better, they will. Or at least really fight and try. It typically takes multiple trips to rehab and it's beyond miserable but is definitely possible. I've been off of drugs for 18 years now and I tried many times before succeeding. After the novelty of quitting wears off is when it really gets hard. Most people don't communicate that enough, in my opinion.
Anyone who thinks she killed him should watch this performance
Hole's Only Wilder Years 🥺💜
Wow. I'm so confused and so blown away and the most wonderful way possible
Amazing
you can literally hear the pain in her voice
she's my queen. 💘
The live performance ever
i love her so much
“Courtney killed Kurt!!” And then this is courtney
I want HIM… HES ALL GONE!
I want him he's all gone we all felt that
“I want HIM. He’s all gone”
this song hits hard as a 14 year old imagine how harder itll hit me in 20 years
Dw I'll remind you
❤❤❤hole
More videos please!❤
anyone who thinks she didn't love kurt hasn't seen this performance
te amo courtney
This is good eerie
thsi is so sad but also disturbing because she was probably off her head, in the documentary cobain they were constantly on dr#gs it’s so sad
THERE IS NO MILK!!!!!!
Guess we’d have to milk it.
"courtney killed kurt" explain this.
Ever met a master manipulator before? Someone who always plays the victim? I like hole though
@@Daniel_Martin98or maybe he killed himself because his life was terrible and he had mental health issues for decades
@@NEZXWE that’s a possibility. I’m just saying Courtney does look completely innocent
@@Daniel_Martin98 yah i think she’s innocent
@@NEZXWE everyone’s entitled to their own opinion
the best hole song
poor courtney 💔
He's all gone :(
my roman empire
❤
I don't give a flying fu*k, I've always ❤. Courtney, and i still think it's total BS that way too many think she had him killed. I mean, Kurt was never shy about being suicidal, since his teens. And that, coupled with the whole fame that was too much for him, and his heroin addiction, how is it even questionable? Anyone who actually listened to Hole before and after the Live Through This album, (which is a fu*king AMAZING ALBUM), would know that Courtney penned those lyrics. And her behavior the following year after his suicide is very telling of her real pain and grief she was experiencing. She's one of my main female idols. I'm 💯 gen X, and the first time I heard Smells like teen spirit catapulted me into the grunge sound. And Nirvana and Hole were part of the main bands that I have and still do love!!
nós garotas meio Courtney Love
nunca vao me fazer odiar a courtney
There’s still people that think she killed him
"courtney killed kurt" expain this then.
🔥🔥🔥=P=🔥🔥🔥
man she could sing back then. it takes a hell of a voice to continue singing after screaming like that. she cant sing now...theres just no energy now, shes off key
kim aldı benim bebemi
nirvana - i hate myself and i want to die
who are you
Edit: okay for context i dont remember subscribing to this channel
who are YOU
Are you serious?
😂😂🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤡🤡
Something I ask myself from time to time
Hole is more famous than you ever will be stfu 😭
Drove him and still sang about it damn
Here yall go
…
This sounds like nirvana
the girl singing it is actually Kurt cobains (lead singer of Nirvana) ex!
@@az-cl3nf Technically not ex, she's his widow
This was kurts wife 6 months after he died
They’re both grunge lol. Her and the lead singer for Nirvana were married, which may contribute to the musical similarities since they were together when this album (and in utero I believe) were being written. It’s not hard to believe they influenced eachother a lot:3 this performance is unfortunately a couple months after Kurt passed.
She is a train wreck,she needed time off,still angry