Happy to see another upload from you man, I enjoy your niche of content. That Spider-man Painted black video was awesome. I liked how you matched the visuals to the lyrics, and I liked the parallels with Spidey vs Sandman and Venom vs Spidey
I knew you were gonna come back anyway, first of all, I read what you were or are going through, not sure if it's true or if you used it as a distraction for your public, either way just hope things are going ok, second, I'm not a shrink but, I'd say if you're going through a dark spot, don't post or upload anything related to it, first of all I feel like it gets you stuck more time in the situation, second I think it's better to live these things without multiple opinions, because that could just make you doubt of what you're doing or what you were thinking you should do, and third I think that once you're out of the situation whatever content you make related to that just ends up looking ridiculous, Whenever you're going through a dark patch, seek help with family, with whoever family you have, or closest friends, I know we can upload whatever we want on the internet, but somethings are always meant to be private, hope you're doing well man, and once again, I knew you'd come back
@LousLair There was certainly a time in which I genuinely wanted to quit UA-cam because I had so much stress going on in my life and I saw quitting as the right thing to do in the heat of the moment. I've done so much fuck shit on my channel, I only saw it as right to address what's been going on, giving my full transparency on my thought processes. I have been talking with a professional, keeping up on maintenance in terms of physical and mental health. Believe me, there was so much more happening than just what little I let on, but honesty is my policy. From this day forth, there will be nothing but my full views on anything I speak on; movies, books, food, drinks, random activities. Think of this video as the end of the beginning.
@OurNameIs3CT0 I understand, I'm not gonna say I know what you're going through or what you went through, but what I do know is that there is indeed a feeling of quitting everything, you feel that your life came to an end and nothing has a purpose, I know because I've been through a lot of shit too, and I've "quit" dozens of times (before this channel I had other channels) and I've stopped because either I didn't find a purpose to what I was doing or o stained it with the shit I was going through, but I also realized, that quitting was just letting everything else win, I also saw ridiculous posting or making stuff related to it, because you either get over it or everyone is happy again and you end up looking dramatic, and it was like damn I looked so stupid and dumb (in my cases) so I came to realize it was better to fight these battles in private, the way it's supposed to be, yeah you're maybe gonna leave your hobbies aside, but it's not for quitting, I speak for myself and as I said I've quit many times, but there is always an itch in my head, wanting to do all of this, because it's what defines me, its what I love to do, it's something that's always gonna follow us in anyway, and I guess it also proves that no matter how much shit we'll go through, we're never gonna let it take us down, cause we're gonna stand up again, I really hope that everything is going okay man, if I sound too cold I'm sorry, but I usually say everything without coating it with pretty words, but I'm doing this because you're one of the first people to support my channel, and I really appreciate that, and I don't want other people to go through dark patches, although I know it's inevitable, there are ways to go through them, if you need to talk one day, I'm here man, not sure how I can help, but even if you just need a pair of ears to listen, or eyes to read a text, I'm here man, wish you the best, and can't wait to see you back on track because I know you will have the strength, to get back up.
Happy to see another upload from you man, I enjoy your niche of content. That Spider-man Painted black video was awesome. I liked how you matched the visuals to the lyrics, and I liked the parallels with Spidey vs Sandman and Venom vs Spidey
I'm glad you found your own place man. Hope things are only uphill from now dude. Keep smiling
My boi is back!!!
It's good to have you back, C0balt.
I knew you were gonna come back anyway, first of all, I read what you were or are going through, not sure if it's true or if you used it as a distraction for your public, either way just hope things are going ok, second, I'm not a shrink but, I'd say if you're going through a dark spot, don't post or upload anything related to it, first of all I feel like it gets you stuck more time in the situation, second I think it's better to live these things without multiple opinions, because that could just make you doubt of what you're doing or what you were thinking you should do, and third I think that once you're out of the situation whatever content you make related to that just ends up looking ridiculous, Whenever you're going through a dark patch, seek help with family, with whoever family you have, or closest friends, I know we can upload whatever we want on the internet, but somethings are always meant to be private, hope you're doing well man, and once again, I knew you'd come back
@LousLair There was certainly a time in which I genuinely wanted to quit UA-cam because I had so much stress going on in my life and I saw quitting as the right thing to do in the heat of the moment. I've done so much fuck shit on my channel, I only saw it as right to address what's been going on, giving my full transparency on my thought processes.
I have been talking with a professional, keeping up on maintenance in terms of physical and mental health. Believe me, there was so much more happening than just what little I let on, but honesty is my policy.
From this day forth, there will be nothing but my full views on anything I speak on; movies, books, food, drinks, random activities. Think of this video as the end of the beginning.
@OurNameIs3CT0 I understand, I'm not gonna say I know what you're going through or what you went through, but what I do know is that there is indeed a feeling of quitting everything, you feel that your life came to an end and nothing has a purpose, I know because I've been through a lot of shit too, and I've "quit" dozens of times (before this channel I had other channels) and I've stopped because either I didn't find a purpose to what I was doing or o stained it with the shit I was going through, but I also realized, that quitting was just letting everything else win, I also saw ridiculous posting or making stuff related to it, because you either get over it or everyone is happy again and you end up looking dramatic, and it was like damn I looked so stupid and dumb (in my cases) so I came to realize it was better to fight these battles in private, the way it's supposed to be, yeah you're maybe gonna leave your hobbies aside, but it's not for quitting, I speak for myself and as I said I've quit many times, but there is always an itch in my head, wanting to do all of this, because it's what defines me, its what I love to do, it's something that's always gonna follow us in anyway, and I guess it also proves that no matter how much shit we'll go through, we're never gonna let it take us down, cause we're gonna stand up again, I really hope that everything is going okay man, if I sound too cold I'm sorry, but I usually say everything without coating it with pretty words, but I'm doing this because you're one of the first people to support my channel, and I really appreciate that, and I don't want other people to go through dark patches, although I know it's inevitable, there are ways to go through them, if you need to talk one day, I'm here man, not sure how I can help, but even if you just need a pair of ears to listen, or eyes to read a text, I'm here man, wish you the best, and can't wait to see you back on track because I know you will have the strength, to get back up.