empty thoughts for 1 hour

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  • Опубліковано 5 вер 2023
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    [ song ]
    nowt - empty thoughts
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    / discord
    [ copyright ]
    music by me, i don't own the images used in this video
    [ tags ]
    #1hourloop #calm #relaxing #nobody

КОМЕНТАРІ • 455

  • @nobodyplaylists
    @nobodyplaylists  8 місяців тому +1289

    Nobody asked for this, but here it is, 1 hour version of my instrumental song called 'empty thoughts'. Maybe it helps you sleep, relax, have profound and existentialist thoughts or just look at the ceiling at 1 am. Enjoy!

    • @kimweir9801
      @kimweir9801 8 місяців тому +19

      Nobody u rock awesomeness. Namaste 🙏

    • @pabloarambula4627
      @pabloarambula4627 8 місяців тому +20

      going trough my first real tough breakup, been struggling every day and this help me clear my toughts for a little bit, thanks

    • @xylolife7613
      @xylolife7613 8 місяців тому +23

      Perhaps we didn't ask, but we all actually wanted it, and unconsciously, we needed it. Keep on doing your magic!

    • @digblack
      @digblack 8 місяців тому +3

      Always so great. Thanks a lot!

    • @sir_albaxious1909
      @sir_albaxious1909 8 місяців тому +9

      It's not what I wanted...
      It's what I needed.

  • @xirish_rican730x9
    @xirish_rican730x9 8 місяців тому +240

    To everyone reading I'm glad we are all here, enjoying music together, we may be strangers, but I'm glad your here enjoying music with me and everyone as well

  • @mydlanapanna
    @mydlanapanna 8 місяців тому +195

    We are so focused on our busy, fast life. World wants to be noisy and cool. People are getting more and more lost, they crave for entertainment and they are afraid of boredom, as it reminds them of existential thoughts, or simply they find it unwanted, unatractive. But believe me, it is good to be different. It is good to slow down and feel the divine emptiness in your head in order to understand more at the end of the day. Thank you for another amazing opportunity to escape inside my soul 😊

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 8 місяців тому +10

      🙏🙏🙏
      “Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in all the earth.”
      Psalm 46:10

    • @capybarinya
      @capybarinya 4 місяці тому +1

      ah, if only my mind was empty sometimes. If only. Such a bliss, I imagine.

    • @krab8599
      @krab8599 3 місяці тому

      life is not that difficult unless you make it difficult or you gone through something terrible

    • @dannypatrick8671
      @dannypatrick8671 3 місяці тому

      your comment combined with the music is healing even for a nihilist in my senior years..thank you for the spark of hope for future people

    • @claytonwade3570
      @claytonwade3570 2 місяці тому

      a lotta good peeps exist sir that are sadly hidden over the voices of the idiots in our newer generation. have hope, we'll get it done.@@dannypatrick8671

  • @Imxone
    @Imxone 8 місяців тому +311

    This art really captures the mood of this track🖤

  • @alex8409
    @alex8409 4 місяці тому +247

    As someone who probably has a lot of unchecked, undiagnosed, and, therefore, untreated mental issues; listening to this while I sit outside and hearing the world live around me in the background is profound. One can never truly know what goes on inside of someone.

    • @JonnyBobby
      @JonnyBobby 4 місяці тому +9

      Amen.

    • @somebum5598
      @somebum5598 4 місяці тому +2

      real

    • @waedjradi
      @waedjradi 3 місяці тому +12

      Yeah, life is tremendously mysterious. No matter how close you are with someone, physically or emotionally. You will never know or understand them fully.

    • @georgek3261
      @georgek3261 3 місяці тому +5

      My Friend, we all faced mental health difficulties in this time and age. If you believe that you have something undiagnosed, a good and caring profesional might be able to seriously improve your life and help you discover yourself and heal ....

    • @user-xj3pr7ce3u
      @user-xj3pr7ce3u Місяць тому

      who cares about you.

  • @whitefeather2354
    @whitefeather2354 8 місяців тому +529

    I don’t comment on videos much, but I really needed you to know that your music has a huge impact on my life, and my mental health. I’m very young, and carrying the burden of a few troubling complications can feel like being drowned in snow-the cold, the weight, the darkness and the emptiness. So, thank you. Thanks a million, for these playlists and great music has gotten me through another day, and made me realise that even if today is a bad day, the heavy (and sometimes painful) consummation of today isn’t the result of my life.
    Thank you. ❤

    • @whitefeather2354
      @whitefeather2354 8 місяців тому +7

      @@James-pc1ku ❤Thank you, this means a lot.

    • @thoth47
      @thoth47 8 місяців тому +13

      I hope you find the way out of your dark night of the soul, whitefeather. Bless you.

    • @whitefeather2354
      @whitefeather2354 8 місяців тому +5

      @@thoth47 Thank you Thoth, bless you too❤

    • @brunocastiglia9742
      @brunocastiglia9742 8 місяців тому +6

      arriba amigo! abrazo grande! from Argentina

    • @whitefeather2354
      @whitefeather2354 8 місяців тому +5

      @@brunocastiglia9742 Muchas gracias amigo, you made my day🙏🏻

  • @rudyspective1870
    @rudyspective1870 8 місяців тому +70

    I wish I could seriously empty my mind of negative thoughts and think of nothing for an hour. Hopefully listening to this might help....

    • @eskapel8803
      @eskapel8803 6 місяців тому +10

      Try mindfulness my friend. It helped me, it might help you

    • @JJE18210
      @JJE18210 4 місяці тому

      @@eskapel8803 I second this mindfulness is one of the greatest tools I have been blessed to have been taught.

    • @aaronvigil9910
      @aaronvigil9910 3 місяці тому +1

      Read The Power of Now. It's been life changing for me. It goes way beyond mindfulness. It'll take you into the unmanifested. True salvation

  • @What_isMyname
    @What_isMyname 8 місяців тому +172

    You deserve ten million more subscribers. You are my favorite person on UA-cam! ❤

  • @jordanjoestar8839
    @jordanjoestar8839 3 місяці тому +11

    I live in South Dakota and on some quiet winter nights when you're alone, this 100% hits and feels almost like reality inside my head.

  • @asinine735
    @asinine735 5 місяців тому +31

    I find it endlessly amusing that a song called 'empty thoughts' helped me to write a very thought-heavy essay that i've been struggling with for a long time. thanks for your great music!

  • @cabomarlin
    @cabomarlin 7 місяців тому +30

    Hey you who is reading this, may God rest your tired and fearful mind, everything will soon be better, Jesus loves you

  • @troudbalos333
    @troudbalos333 8 місяців тому +78

    I like this picture. It reminds me of those nights during winter where time stops. I would take out a chair of make myself something to sit on and smoke the pipe just taking it all in...all this stagnant peacefulness. Thinking and wondering what lead to me sitting here contemplating this night of winter. The snow almost having that sepia look due to the sky being a orangeish grey. The wind blowing slightly into the branches of nearby trees. The moon proudly standing in the sky.
    I like these nights of winter. I can still experiance them im my dreams. I wish they would never leave.

    • @susanm7925
      @susanm7925 5 місяців тому

      Orangish grey? Pollution.

    • @mrhyde1110
      @mrhyde1110 5 місяців тому

      You mean this house is in Russia?!

    • @user-rl6fs6rd7m
      @user-rl6fs6rd7m 4 місяці тому

      nah, it's an effect of the evening sun or snow cover. I've seen it b4 many times @@susanm7925

  • @PARANOTIK
    @PARANOTIK 3 місяці тому +10

    I've struggled with severe anxiety my whole life and it's really hard some says are easier then others but when I hear music like this in the early hours before the sun comes up I believe everything will be okay and that I'm not alone so thank you

  • @NarrowGaugeWorld
    @NarrowGaugeWorld 5 місяців тому +16

    I'm 32. But I feel loneliness and emptiness every day. When I was in primary school, my parents worked very hard and usually came home just to sleep, so every single day after school I came home, where was just my grandpa, WWII disabled veteran, and went to another room to play parents' computer. I didn't almost ever go for a walk, because I was very young and nobody could come with me. So every day I came home and played old games like Prince of Persia, Test Drive, Dangerous Dave etc. Every single day. For weeks and months. Sometimes I could watch monochrome TV with grandpa, and to this day I remember TV footages from Yugoslavian and Chechen wars very well. And now, when I ask myself "Who are you?", I see little boy, sitting in a dark empty room in front of an old PC and playing old pixel games for hours. When I was 14, I met a girl in school, she was just 13. We have been best friends for many years, and ten years ago we finally got married. Year ago she left me and got divorced. And a week ago I found out that she cheated on me with her workmate and left me for him. I don't know, what to do with all this shit. My life is empty.

    • @tagiad8232
      @tagiad8232 5 місяців тому +4

      its om brother, just enjoy some music

    • @NarrowGaugeWorld
      @NarrowGaugeWorld 5 місяців тому +1

      @@tagiad8232 thank you, bro.

    • @FlashFlareLetsPlays
      @FlashFlareLetsPlays 2 місяці тому +2

      Your comment stuck out to me. Do you think there's more to life? Something beyond this world? I have seen and heard some incredible things in my life.
      Please don't let your story end being that lonely boy. Maybe there's still love out there for you.

    • @st.pigeon0658
      @st.pigeon0658 Місяць тому +2

      I'm sorry about that stranger, I hope nothing but the best for you and there is still more in life to experience. Live life and enjoy the time you have here with your memories. have a Great evening

    • @tinyvr7036
      @tinyvr7036 Місяць тому

      Stop crying.
      Go make something. Join a pottery class. Help out at an old peoples home. Plant crocus or spring bulbs in a window box.
      Listen to this exquisite video and smile.
      Live beautiful .

  • @mimigwi3648
    @mimigwi3648 7 місяців тому +12

    your playlists kept describing my mind. now your song does that too
    it makes me wanna lay on a cold grass or even snow in the middle of nowhere and watch into the darkness of endless void above us

  • @trashbag4118
    @trashbag4118 5 місяців тому +24

    I'm not sure if anyone feels as I do but this makes me.....happy, knowing someone could take a pain an emptiness like mine and turn it into something beautiful, something I could never do. I'm so lonely and this is like a dead radio signal from a lost ship as I'm floating through space, not so much hope but more just a cold knowledge that the beauty of life goes on beyond us and more importantly, beyond me.

    • @davidthorvaldsen8903
      @davidthorvaldsen8903 5 місяців тому +1

      Man, there's still so much hope for you! God has a plan for you

    • @maralov75
      @maralov75 5 місяців тому +2

      Your comment stunned me. Hauntingly beautiful. From one lost soul to another ❤️‍🩹

    • @scvm2001
      @scvm2001 4 місяці тому

      Man, your comment makes me cry. This must have been how my father felt when he died three months ago. I sat there as I saw the light leaving his eyes. Our life feels so significant until it isn't. And then... you're just a spec of dust on the long lineage of the deceased.

  • @infertileguy
    @infertileguy 8 місяців тому +8

    this shit slaps at 2 am

  • @Slugger1990
    @Slugger1990 5 місяців тому +29

    This might harsh the vibe, but I had some overwhelming thoughts while I was listening to this as part of a new pre-bedtime ritual. The thoughts were of death, but not the way that you might be thinking. It'll be difficult to articulate, but maybe it will make sense to someone else. This piece reminds of what I like to think of as the Twilight before Death. As melancholic as this piece may be, this is how I'd like to go if given the choice. A warm cup of tea, some rain in the background, and this. This piece reminds me very much of what those final moments might feel like, or the soundtrack to those final moments. When, if the stories are believed, you are living your life again, in fast forwards, "flashing before your eyes" as the saying goes. Or a walk through the corridors of distant memories, memories you may not have thought about in years or maybe decades. The first time you rode a bike, your first day of school, your first love, your first car, or the funeral of a cherished parent, grandparent, or other family member. I dunno why, but that's what this piece is saying to me. "Welcome to your Twilight." You may wonder, if those were the thoughts in my mind, why I didn't click away to something more cheerful. I found it, these moments, to be a good time to reflect and look inward. Something I don't really get much time for. I know this is meant to clear your mind, to empty it. and it does that, but also leaves room for you to pick what you want to ponder on. instead of thinking about your bill, or student loans, or job, or whatever may be bothering you, if anything at all. This piece feels like a safe place to let your mind wander where it wants to go, instead of where it should go.

    • @SGTJones2009
      @SGTJones2009 5 місяців тому +2

      I played very similar, though a bit "lighter" music in the hospice room in the days and hours before my mother's death. I hope it soothed her and made her transition a peaceful one.

    • @sunnymoon369
      @sunnymoon369 4 місяці тому +1

      Excellent insightful comment.

    • @iguanatrader3781
      @iguanatrader3781 2 місяці тому

      Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

  • @razor7910
    @razor7910 4 місяці тому +5

    After finding out I have moderate depression, and feeling it lash out at me with everything it has, this is one of the few things I catch interest on. Thank you so much.

  • @the.seagull.35
    @the.seagull.35 8 місяців тому +11

    I started watching this on my TV and it is taking me to a different place. The visual and the music are a perfect match 👌

  • @funtime_error_
    @funtime_error_ 4 місяці тому +3

    this is exactly what i need when im looking for calming music or indeed, empty thoughts. this is so beautiful, so calm. kind of sad but that makes it worth listening to, it has no song no rythim yet it keeps playing these tunes with the ambience. its not distracting yet so fulfilling and calming. thankyou

  • @pretty.girl1l1
    @pretty.girl1l1 8 місяців тому +9

    im sure this is going to be amazing.

  • @sarahkyle9457
    @sarahkyle9457 4 місяці тому +6

    Love these calm music videos, especially when they don’t have commercials ! The continuous music is so welcome as the commercials always jolt me as I’ve settled into the calm ❤️thanks

  • @MakoTheFish
    @MakoTheFish 5 місяців тому +13

    This is beautiful. The dissonance of the quietest, shifting notes, the calmness and the reverb of the perfectly-spaced louder notes, and the ever-present, beautiful *_noise_* of every note slowly fading as it allows new notes to play. When I try to work, my mind is always talking. I can't focus on anything because of it. However, this beautiful music doesn't allow for silence, and doesn't allow my mind to wander. It's very relaxing, and I enjoy the songs where I can't hear anything -- including my thoughts -- except peaceful music. Thank you for making this.

  • @mohamed-hy9yx
    @mohamed-hy9yx 5 місяців тому +12

    i just wanna feel at peace no more worry no more pain no more overthinking just at peace

  • @HANSEN-FILM
    @HANSEN-FILM 4 місяці тому +5

    Just finished my exam, and thought that would calm my nerves, and lower my shoulders.
    it didn´t, but this video did. Great.

  • @miszellught700
    @miszellught700 4 місяці тому +2

    This is really helpful when writing my novels. This fits the nature of my stories and makes it easier for me to focus on writing. It is quiet and monotonous, so it does not distract me, but fills the silence, which is sometimes louder than loud music.

  • @senior_sakuga
    @senior_sakuga 8 місяців тому +11

    On my mama, one day I’m going to have to ring you up to score an OST for something. Every ambient track is perfect

  • @docomocco1396
    @docomocco1396 6 місяців тому +3

    my mind just overworks itself.Isn't beautiful that the thoughts it generates over some random image, expectations and feelings over some random creature can induce a large strain, a pain on this delicate thing called a heart

  • @kaonashii.
    @kaonashii. 8 місяців тому +29

    Please make these videos 6-10 hour loops 😭 IM BEGGING on my hands & knees! These videos helps my anxiety so much so it’d knock me clean out listening to it to go to sleep 😮‍💨👌🏾

    • @Jorge_Jones
      @Jorge_Jones 8 місяців тому +30

      Just go to settings and activate loop. Easy. 😊

    • @unethicaldesigns
      @unethicaldesigns 7 місяців тому

      just put it on loop

    • @autismreqiuem
      @autismreqiuem 6 місяців тому +3

      Just put it on loop right click to do so

  • @James_II
    @James_II Місяць тому +1

    Such simple chord changes but devastatingly intense .... Absolutely love this piece ❤

  • @Gummybear222
    @Gummybear222 8 місяців тому +18

    Still today i didn't told them
    That i love them
    But they did confess that
    They love someone else
    And hugged me,full of joy
    That was supposed to be a hug to enjoy
    But unfortunately I have feelings
    Well,i am not a toy
    My heart ached
    My body shivered
    I told it's bcoz of the cold wind
    But that wasn't the message to be delivered
    This was the day my body screamed
    In the most silent way ever
    This was the feeling i felt never
    The hope and question that
    Will they love me ever?
    Lost its own hope
    Was this the day i was waiting for?
    How can I get along?
    Or was this the day i always longed for?
    But still I will love them for sure
    Though my life is now full of confusion
    And I hope but I don't think there is a conclusion
    But for now I will let my thoughts bleed
    As the ink of my pen over my feelings lead
    Untill then I will be lost
    Lost in my thoughts
    In my empty thoughts
    All alone in my house
    (It's my first time commenting on any video...i don't know when I started listening to this just..just all my feeling everything I feel deep down came up.............this was also the longest poem I have ever wrote
    So so grateful for this video)

    • @tabandenis4
      @tabandenis4 8 місяців тому

      🫠

    • @fullframedexter
      @fullframedexter 8 місяців тому

      That's interesting.

    • @french__laura
      @french__laura 7 місяців тому

      this is beautiful

    • @fullframedexter
      @fullframedexter 7 місяців тому

      This is beautiful!@@french__laura

    • @LSK2K
      @LSK2K 5 місяців тому

      When making a negative past simple tense, you use the base form of a verb after 'Did not'.

  • @adis.3784
    @adis.3784 8 місяців тому +10

    Thank you for uploading this, you have my favorite tastes in music tied into hours of content 👍

  • @margret9313
    @margret9313 4 місяці тому +4

    This is almost exactly what I saw out of my window in a remote abandoned Russian village where I once celebrated the coming of a new year!

  • @bubblegumfacebabe
    @bubblegumfacebabe 6 місяців тому +4

    my parents just got divorced, i broke up with my bf after 4 years since my parents wouldn't allow us to get married, my dad didnt pay the mortgage in 4 months so the bank is taking the house back this month, all my bank accounts are frozen along a 10 year travel ban not allowing me to leave the country due to my debt, no medical insurance since im not employed, severely indebted to a bunch of people and institutions, no car to begin with and a deteriorating health (stage 3 hidradenitis suppurativa and breast cancer at 26).
    all my (6) s-uicidal attempts have failed so i have given up on that, all i can do is breathe and watch my life go to waste, when i die i hope people will cherish the very few moments i had with them.
    i have no one to talk to so i regularly dump my thoughts somewhere on the internet, be well whoever is reading this

    • @JH324
      @JH324 5 місяців тому

      Is this true?

    • @bubblegumfacebabe
      @bubblegumfacebabe 5 місяців тому

      @@JH324 i have no reason to lie or seek empathy online from a crowd of strangers such as youtube comments

  • @doorswhofan
    @doorswhofan Місяць тому +9

    It's winter, and you're alone in a very isolated, faraway farmhouse somewhere in northern central Maine. The nuclear strikes have all just recently ended -- there's nothing on the battery-powered radios but static on all bands and frequencies. But you have a large stockpile of canned and freeze-dried foods; access to well water, and water filtration; plenty of firewood and firemaking materials. You have candles, lanterns with fuel, emergency lights and batteries. You have a small generator, and an ample amount of gasoline. You have several guns and a few thousand rounds of ammo. And you're waiting in the silence for what may come next.

    • @charliesierra6919
      @charliesierra6919 Місяць тому +1

      It's for the best after all.

    • @AndrewHarrison-tl6ij
      @AndrewHarrison-tl6ij Місяць тому

      A knock at the door. It's 0530, three Malaysian girl scouts with baskets full of bread, jam and kittens are standing in the morning breeze. Is it a trap?
      🪤

    • @doorswhofan
      @doorswhofan 23 дні тому

      @@AndrewHarrison-tl6ij 😀

  • @tylerthoms3950
    @tylerthoms3950 8 місяців тому +5

    I was struggling to do my writing assignment to write a vignette about solitude and this song was perfect for clearing my writers block!

  • @flirz4863
    @flirz4863 2 місяці тому +2

    одинокая изба в безлюдной глуши, это определённо плюс вайб ))

  • @Aloy0
    @Aloy0 8 місяців тому +8

    What's the beautiful art! I want to winter become as soon as possible. Long dark nights, warm bad, a cup of coffee. Book. And I. Lonely, dark and another history from book.
    I like your music, Nobody. And i wish all the best.

  • @GodOfTrance4
    @GodOfTrance4 2 місяці тому +2

    As if I didn't feel empty enough, this sound is so good it makes me even crave a minus existence

  • @grae9543
    @grae9543 5 місяців тому +5

    Just wasted a month with a girl to find out today when I kissed her for the first time, she's already dating someone online and now we're immediately not friends, I needed some empty thoughts, thank you.

    • @machosadness8821
      @machosadness8821 4 місяці тому +1

      Hey, at least you tried something with her. It's better than not trying and leave it as a "What if".

    • @lucidlagomorph5809
      @lucidlagomorph5809 28 днів тому +1

      SO sorry that sounds tough all the good girls are in Church maybe you will find your spouse there one day

  • @zebadiahwitch
    @zebadiahwitch 3 місяці тому

    This feels really great to have on. My mind really does settle with your stuff, so thank you.

  • @benfolds17
    @benfolds17 4 місяці тому +73

    I like turtles 🐢

    • @aquelquerie
      @aquelquerie Місяць тому +8

      I like goats 🐐

    • @cosmic._.turtle
      @cosmic._.turtle Місяць тому +7

      Aww thanks

    • @tinyvr7036
      @tinyvr7036 Місяць тому +5

      I love daddylonglegs.
      They eat bad spiders.

    • @josephmills5733
      @josephmills5733 Місяць тому +4

      I like mangoes
      Unless they’ve been stored in temperatures exceeding -190*C then they taste funny…

    • @TheBryanmauro
      @TheBryanmauro Місяць тому +4

      I like turtles too

  • @edwardalderetemerlin9498
    @edwardalderetemerlin9498 3 місяці тому +4

    I made a mistake, but I hope to fix it, nothing illegal, now I need music to keep my mind calm at night, I am grateful to have found your channel at this time, it helps a lot.

    • @hi_kevvin
      @hi_kevvin 3 місяці тому +1

      remember that you are a human, making mistakes is part of it.

  • @oleksandrsnape4637
    @oleksandrsnape4637 8 місяців тому +5

    3 hours ago video was published. Creator, thank you for such masterpiece. Your content always makes pleasure to the soul...

  • @jebs111
    @jebs111 3 місяці тому +2

    At time I wish I could just create something, something beautiful.
    But it always comes to a hault.
    If I start writing the whole thing gets ruined, If I start creating a movie, it's ruined.again.
    This channel is an immense help to my psyche. Thank you!

  • @joshuaprivett3552
    @joshuaprivett3552 5 місяців тому +6

    Good background noise for work involving higher levels of focus. Some lofi can be distracting but whatever this is, is perfect.
    Actually, if you add a rain soundtrack to this in the background it's even more perfect.

  • @evank3718
    @evank3718 4 місяці тому +3

    I wonder if that spike 45 minutes in formed by a few people randomly skipping there for some reason then more people seeing why there was a little spike, creating a bigger and bigger spike at that one location. This music is making me think.

  • @OzagSalo
    @OzagSalo 7 місяців тому +8

    This actually gives me an abundance of thoughts, makes me remember the past

  • @verablau
    @verablau 2 місяці тому +1

    Thank you, nobody, for this wonderful journey to nowhere…

  • @spanglestein66
    @spanglestein66 4 місяці тому +3

    I’d like to thank nobody for all the work work into bringing us these existential moments of reflection ❤

  • @tuffmarshmallow
    @tuffmarshmallow 7 місяців тому +6

    New fan, thank you for always helping me relax or sleep♡ I was hoping you could do something for painting while sad ? Just an idea, thanks again for your work ♡

  • @vinayk7
    @vinayk7 8 місяців тому +5

    Something I could meditate on

  • @beoknez6145
    @beoknez6145 3 місяці тому +1

    i have a small house in Serbia, a weekend house. It is in the woods, in a village that is abandoned by time of migration. No Young people are there, old people die.
    Yet in the end it will be a beacon of memory, and i wish i can go and visit it. To shut down, watch a small candle lit there, remember, mimick and talk to myself. For during a great pandemic, my father, uncle, aunt and cousin were there, as well as many other people who visited from time to time.
    We talked, joked, relaxed and enjoyed our time. My aunt, his mother, died. My father, whom the house belonged, died. My cousin, just like me, moved out of the country, and my uncle went back to the city. I always say, dont be sad that things arent like in the past, be happy that they happened. All i can say it is the most difficult of emotions of joy one could probably have. I inherited this small house, one that has everything necessary. One that can sustain me, its land, its climate, its sun, its moon and stars over it. Its clouds, storms, rain and snow, it all wheaters well.
    I want to go back there, i ask myself why am i here, where my apartment doesnt belong to me. What force of human nature drives me to not return. It is not just walls, it is memories, that will never return. i have to establish myself now, to sustain what i have, what i own, all my aspirations and ambitions, results and failures, yet peace i find only in the thought of this place.
    This place, alone, which i want to return to, this weekend-house, its vineyard and its cellar, i call my only home.
    I hope whoever is reading this, whoever needs a place of comfort, to see nature not for its beauty, but its stoic warmth, to find such a place, and if not, i hope that in this life or in the next, You can be my guest, in sanguine solitude enter, and with joy stay, to make perhaps new memories, jokes, food, comfort, warmth and the joy to have memories.
    One day i shall return, and know peace before the final peace that awaits us all. Hope guides me, naively and yet stuborn in conviction.
    I would like to express, whoever you are, find joy, remeber that there are places that You may call your final home, and strive towards it, dont give up, dont hurt Yourself, care for Yourself and those You love. Forgive, for in forgivness You will find Your peace. Dont pull on empty constructs, dont lie to Yourself, free Yourself and feel the joy and confidence for who You are.
    Find Your home, search for it, surround Yourself with people who seek a home, with those who found one, and once there, enjoy it.

    • @reacher2526
      @reacher2526 Місяць тому

      I hope you can return one day.Who looks after your place while you are gone?

  • @dmitry_burlak
    @dmitry_burlak 4 місяці тому +9

    Strangely enough, it is this music that motivates me to work. Sitting at your laptop doing your thing. I like to work at night 😤
    And yes, and I'm from Russia, the picture seems familiar. --.--

  • @isaiascarrizo6924
    @isaiascarrizo6924 2 місяці тому +2

    A few days ago, I was trying to recover the love of someone,but, it was too late, I was rejected by her, however, when another day came, I felt nothing, nor happiness nor sadness, just empty, I didn't know why but the felling was here, it is strange how our feelings work to protect us. Sorry for my english

  • @chaosfunds6999
    @chaosfunds6999 4 місяці тому +4

    Thank you immensely for crafting this incredible masterpiece. It's become a daily ritual for me, a source of inspiration and joy. Your dedication and talent shine through, and I'm endlessly grateful for the beauty you've brought into my life. Listening to it is an absolute delight!

  • @0ContentDeleted0
    @0ContentDeleted0 8 місяців тому +7

    Lovely as always

  • @EddieMoerlins
    @EddieMoerlins 8 місяців тому +7

    I want to be happy

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 8 місяців тому +1

      ❤ what kinds of things make you happy?

    • @Duarteyahoo272
      @Duarteyahoo272 6 місяців тому +1

      Happiness doesnt come from not having problems or having a perfect life, it comes from knowing that even though everything may be falling apart, youre not alone
      "I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart, I have overcome the world."
      - Jesus Christ
      Wish you all the best, take care :D

  • @Nikola12567
    @Nikola12567 8 місяців тому +4

    You make youtube a better place....❤️

  • @DarcyTheManstop
    @DarcyTheManstop 6 місяців тому +3

    This song and this picture is like all my memories in one. What I have learned about myself is that the only reason I want to return to the past is because it has been drained of fear. I need to stay the course and try to drain the fear of my future and understand that life is all about the ups and downs.

  • @shavuhen4075
    @shavuhen4075 29 днів тому

    The background conveys the music and vice versa. Such a strange mystical feeling, it is not peace or fear, but something deeper, as if pulling towards itself

  • @bintangdomena
    @bintangdomena 4 місяці тому

    Empty, completely empty, is a pretty awesome thing!! Thanks!

  • @T-borG
    @T-borG 8 місяців тому +4

    I wrote a melancholic trash metal ballad ( instrumental) with a little rearranging these four chords but all "terza" down. Rhythm 1/7 (I know crazy) ; thanks man ! Much more to do, but basics are here.
    Now I'm going to sleep to this calming, dreamy version! - your subscriber from Balkan.

  • @mlg4008
    @mlg4008 8 місяців тому +3

    The notification appeared just when I needed it, thank you.

  • @chrissweeten6096
    @chrissweeten6096 3 місяці тому +2

    i live in a place much like this. my reality has been dark like this photo. and the music, i sense it holds hope of whats to come

  • @briannaschembri
    @briannaschembri 8 місяців тому +4

    I love your channel ❤

  • @robbabcock_
    @robbabcock_ 8 місяців тому +2

    Gorgeous music! 🧙🌌☄🎼🙏

  • @NKVD-Guard1988
    @NKVD-Guard1988 6 місяців тому +21

    Its 2am and im just tired of fighting suicide thoughts everyday. Let it happen. This music just makes me feel a bit better, so thank you author

    • @rtr912
      @rtr912 6 місяців тому +8

      keep on fighting my g, hope you'll get better❤

    • @NKVD-Guard1988
      @NKVD-Guard1988 6 місяців тому +7

      @@rtr912 thx mate, it got a bit better since i posted that comment, appreciate your help

    • @trappart9209
      @trappart9209 5 місяців тому +1

      Hope you will make things better. I believe in you 🤜🤛

    • @RikkeGade
      @RikkeGade 5 місяців тому +2

      I’m sorry to hear you are feeling so bad. Are you getting any professionel help?❤️ You are not alone and you deserve to feel good!

    • @NKVD-Guard1988
      @NKVD-Guard1988 5 місяців тому +4

      @@RikkeGade not proffesional, but i just became a little bit more open to my best friend so we share how we feel about problems in our lifes, it makes things a bit better. I have started to teach childrens in orphanage, so I guess, at least for now, i know that those kids need me, it gives me a reason and strenght to live. So for a long time, i guess i feel myself alive

  • @SweetJennaRainbows
    @SweetJennaRainbows 8 місяців тому +5

    Thank you Nobody ❤

  • @stagvelvet
    @stagvelvet 7 місяців тому +2

    It's 1 am. This is perfect.

  • @novascheller5957
    @novascheller5957 4 місяці тому

    This brought a canvas of difficult memories… and they needed to be seen/felt tonight…🖤🖤🖤

  • @dougwalters8003
    @dougwalters8003 8 місяців тому +1

    Damn I needed this...

  • @behennothandhismastier5138
    @behennothandhismastier5138 23 дні тому

    This will be my first comment ever.
    Being a human, having doubts, being crushed under serious thoughts, struggling between the vast daily life and being existent, the disturbing difference between the personas we bear on our faces and the thing, the pure and profound thing that emerges from the deepest point in ourselves when we are truly alone, the suffer of the poor and the beautiful moments of simple things...All these conflicts and many more, all these questioning and many more, maybe it is just being a human or something more, will they resolve? I wish I knew, I wish I have just buried them under the ground, I wish I had empty my thoughts. At least, this music can make me foresee through my feelings what is there after the beyond of resolution. This truly gives me the feeling of empty thoughts that I wish I had all along.

  • @hawkeye_pierce
    @hawkeye_pierce 8 місяців тому +2

    Back in school with exams on my head already, Thsi is what it feels like

  • @TheSn0wmann
    @TheSn0wmann 5 місяців тому +5

    Hey, that's my photograph! Hunter Creek Ghost Town for those curious.

  • @MerlynChipman
    @MerlynChipman 4 місяці тому +3

    Yes. I need this. Fine that it is a loop. Thanks.

  • @nancyneptune542
    @nancyneptune542 8 місяців тому +6

    I like you nobody. thanks for this and the live.

  • @ShadowMan547
    @ShadowMan547 8 місяців тому +3

    Good for the mind, thank you.

  • @mrpunch9842
    @mrpunch9842 3 місяці тому

    This is so soothing... Have been sitting here for quite a while

  • @user-hp3ek6yw1o
    @user-hp3ek6yw1o 8 місяців тому +2

    Didin't know it was your song. It is my favourite from all on your channel. In different moods, this song gives me different feelings. Love it so much.💖 (English is not my first language, so sorry if there are any mistakes. :) )

  • @manysides2340
    @manysides2340 8 місяців тому +3

    There is a character named “nobody” in the Jim Jarmusch film, “Dead Man”. If you haven’t seen it, I would recommend it. The soundtrack done exclusively by Neil Young is amazing as well.

  • @xhillinn
    @xhillinn 8 місяців тому +3

    That image for the thumbnail and video is how my life has always felt. Desolate. Cold.
    Far away from everybody and everything. Feeling like I could never leave even if I wanted to, but we making our way out of this shit hole, slowly but surely.

    • @susanm7925
      @susanm7925 6 місяців тому +1

      That is such a poetic comment...Robert Frost: "And miles 2 go before I sleep.....".

  • @BLINK0NCE
    @BLINK0NCE 4 місяці тому +1

    This music helps me comfort my sickness, I took covid tests twice came back negative, still have lost of taste and smell, nose blockage, went to the doc many times, I have no idea what's wrong with me, i feel like my time is up or idk. i am active and well but i just feel like garbage for the past month.

  • @thatgirlyb
    @thatgirlyb 2 місяці тому +2

    ''Go home,Tao. Don't try to be a hero or a sage or a warrior. Just exist for a while and be decent. That's heroism enough.''

    • @b.b.b.b.b.b.b
      @b.b.b.b.b.b.b 2 місяці тому

      Exurb1a fan spotted in the wild!

  • @veiledsinisterly
    @veiledsinisterly 4 місяці тому +3

    reading the last chapter of the secret history whilst listening to this and it totally matched the vibe

  • @ashhughes8225
    @ashhughes8225 2 місяці тому +1

    This is wonderful. Thank you 🙏

  • @oliveirinha_2004
    @oliveirinha_2004 8 місяців тому +2

    U'RE AWESOMMMMMMM

  • @JasmineMcCue-ll3lg
    @JasmineMcCue-ll3lg 6 місяців тому +3

    Nostalgic, this place looks like my hometown in Michigan.

  • @earthangel906
    @earthangel906 2 місяці тому +2

    Music 🎵 is very relaxing ,

  • @capri_cat
    @capri_cat 8 місяців тому +2

    Brings tears to my eyes

  • @Werdly0
    @Werdly0 8 місяців тому

    i love your channel

  • @triggerwarning5025
    @triggerwarning5025 3 місяці тому +1

    just what i needed

  • @SimranSingh-2922
    @SimranSingh-2922 8 місяців тому +2

    Horror in the back of my head, which is still mystery from me why it's there, this terror sometimes engulfs me , and tears gush out of my eyes.
    What if i live in that darkness, in which my terrified mind has engulfed me for so long , so used to the feeling of nothingness, darkness, uncertainty, and horror that it no longer affects me....

  • @NoahLoftier
    @NoahLoftier 3 місяці тому

    I wanted to ask you for this, but my thoughts were empty. Yet here it is, thanks.

  • @zeldamorgan9260
    @zeldamorgan9260 4 місяці тому

    Why does this work? It shuts off that dual channel back chatter that lives in my brain, at least for a little bit. What an incredible relief. It gives me hope to know my old brain is still in here somewhere.

  • @donnaquixote7538
    @donnaquixote7538 5 місяців тому +2

    The picture really looks as if it were taken in Finland in December. 💗

  • @theepicchipmunk2011
    @theepicchipmunk2011 8 місяців тому +4

    I feel my worries dripping away

  • @NWWood17
    @NWWood17 6 місяців тому +1

    I really like that photo(?) of the cabin.

  • @bakerinthehouse5346
    @bakerinthehouse5346 6 місяців тому +2

    I always appreciate your moods.