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I will never forget the time when I was homeless living out of my car, I learned more about myself & people in those 6 months , I'm currently laying down on my couch listening to this & this brings back a lot of memories , if you are reading this , never give up on yourself , never stop believing in yourself, you will make it in this crazy life. ( Update: Wow! Thanks for the likes, remember never stop believing in yourself ✌
14 July was the last day I spent with my sister before she left - she moved abroad. Now I'm sitting in our empty house that used to be our home, we grew up here. It's a quiet summer evening, the light is flooding the empty room, and birds are chirping outside, but I suddenly feel sad. Memories can be so sweet and so painful at the same time.
My sister's gone for college too, she's in the same state but really far I do feel the same sometimes, though I enjoy being alone and all there's this little feeling inside somewhere that I need my sister now, that only she can solve the problems of our family that I will never be able to, our mum and dad seems to be more of themselves when she's around and home. God I love her sm and this vid reminded me of her sm bc only she drives our car whenever I hear the rain on the car roof sound she's probably the one driving. she'll be home in a week tho we're having this celebration kinda thing in our state called Onam just like Christmas. I hope you feel well bc I know they will be missing us too, every laugh their friends make, they'll thing oh my sister/ brother laughs the way you do or every jock they make, they'll think that we would've laughed our asses off for that jock I hope you'll be able to see your sister one day mate.
I’m in a room I’ve made my own. I don’t have work tomorrow and it’s 4 am. I have horrible allergies and am very tired. There’s a candle lit in the corner and it’s giving off a warm glow, it’s beautiful.
Just wonderful. It's the oddly cozy nature of being in a nice warm car that is turned off and watching the rain hit the windows that just makes me happy. You're in a bubble and surrounded by one of nature's greatest sounds....like being in the womb all safe and cozy.
Just by seeing the title, plus the music made me feel so nostalgic. I missed those days when I was still young. I would lay my head in my mother's lap, enjoy the music from the radio and the sound of the rain until I fall asleep in the car.
My father and sister have passed away and I think of them everyday, every minute, every time I hear my thoughts telling me that they are with me and to keep going forward.
To anyone reading this: Relax. Just close your eyes for a moment and relax. Breathe slowly and deeply. You’ll be alright. You don’t have to feel guilty for taking care of yourself. Breathe. Relax. You’re going to be okay.
im not sure if you will ever see this, but i wanted to say thank you. thank you for making this playlist. i have severe trouble falling asleep due to mental health issues. and this has helped me sleep on so many nights that i feel restless, and helps me find some sort of peace. with the no ads, and it just being the instrumental, it's amazing and so peaceful. im writing this actually right before i go to sleep listening to it lol. thank you again. god bless 🤍
لا أستطيع أن أنسى تلك اللحظات التي لطالما تذكرتها في اوقات حزني وإشتياقي له ❤ ربما نكون معا يوما ما أتمنى أن لا تكون حياتي بقدر الألم الذي أعيشه الآن وأن أستمر معه للنهاية ربما تكون قصتي ذات نهاية مبهجة قليلا ❤
It’s so sweet reading positive memories of other people. Life is filled with so much pain that it’s important to remember the good things. Without them, and without the good people, there wouldn’t be a reason for this madness.
I love this kind of music, they calm me down and I even read what other people have written here from their lives. What have they been through in life.. It's sad to read, but they all shed light on two things about life. I just feel the pain and the pleasures. And so I'm speechless, amazed every time I read what other people have written here. I have to say that there are only good people here, and always trust yourself, never give up, no matter how hard it is. Always smile, get other people happiness and this will make you happy too. I'll write it down for the last time, always believe in yourself and never give up. ❤️(ui: Unfortunately, my English is not the best 😅)
I’m so exhausted by my family, so tired of school and just wanna cry, but I can’t do that. It’s 1:15 pm and I’m going to sleep, but my heart is just so cold, I want some warm, thanks for the comments, it’s give me comfort vibes
Try yo best bro. Family can be tough but you're tougher than that. You're strong and will get through this. Remember, if they're toxic, thankyou next. It doesn't matter who it is, trust me. Yet, there are still responsibilities you have to accomplish towards them cuz' after all, they're family. Keep going🎉🎉
One day you will be able to distance yourself from the people you don’t want in your life, but for now you just need to keep moving. Sleep well and good luck
It reminds me when your with your parent and driving somewhere at night and It starts to rain. Then waking up into a city or at a forested area. Those memories are precious. The feeling and the vibe. Laying in the back seat and stuff. I would give an arm and a leg to experience and have that feeling again.
This really helps. My mother was diagnosed with a tumor, it’s cancerous. They removed most of it but in the process they removed a piece of her brain with it, now she’s a whole different person. It’s just hard to Her being your best friend always being able to talk to, joke around with to having her be a whole different person. Her being against me, being aggressive. I’m grateful she’s still here of course, it could’ve been a LOT worse. But it’s just hard, trying my best. I wish all of you the best.
Sa ulan Sa bawat bagyong dumaan Ikaw ang diyos Ng iyong buhay Ikaw ang tagapagligtas Sa tuwing walang mag aabot ng kamay Ikaw ang tagalunas Taga-punas ng luha Sa mukha at taga pawi Ng lumbay sa buhay
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She left three years ago on Christmas Day. I moved to the country and lived alone in a big empty house. The lockdowns came, and went. Occasionally I would have visitors, friends escaping the city, and we would light a fire and listen to the ever-present rain against the big southern windows. In moments like that, I learned to love myself slowly, and began to live again. Eventually I moved into my car to surf the North West, doing whatever work I could to stay healthy and keep moving. Life got better, and I saved up enough money to visit my family this year for the holidays. I met my niece for the first time, hugged my brother, forgave my father, and wrote down all my mother’s special recipes. Three years ago I was at my lowest, weakest and most alone. This year begins at my strongest, and most hopeful, the most loved I’ve ever felt. There’s someone waiting for me back in the North West, and her child too. I can’t wait to hear the rain on our windows, to see the slow dance of green flame in the Marri wood. I can’t wait to love them. I’m grateful that she left, that she did what she did to me. I hope she’s okay. I hope she’s loving someone better. I’ve forgiven her and I think of her often. I hope someone reads this at their lowest, that they know I’m pulling for them. They can survive the trauma, the pain, and hurt. If they do it will become a part of their beauty. It will help define them as a man or woman. Grip it tightly, do not let it slip into some faded memory. You will be better for it. Let the rain fall on your emptiness and fill you up with the beauty of this strange place. Find love in the smallest of things, like a droplet of water sliding down silicate glass, and go from there.
Ah man, you have no idea how much I needed to reread this stuff today. The notifications from these replies brought me back. Thank you to all who resonated with my story, it's never linear and I wish I could say that I've kept improving but It's been a year of ups and downs. I had a traumatic brain injury in May that affected my speech and memory, which had some heavy mental health side effects. I am recovering but it is not an easy or fast process. It compounds existing issues but I am slowly gaining control of things again. "I have no advice for anybody; except to, you know, be awake enough to see where you are at any given time, and how that is beautiful, and has poetry inside. Even places you hate." - Jeff Buckley
7 months. I’ve been amazing for 7 months. Not a single negative thought about myself. Lately I’ve been getting mentally tired and having trouble seeing the path ahead. My biggest fear is going back to the way I was. If I don’t do something now to change it I’m scared that I’ll never be able to see the light again. It took me 8 years to get out of the darkness. 4 of those years were spent bettering myself. I can’t do it for another 8 years and I can’t wait another 4 to be better again. This is my last chance
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I haven’t felt happy in 5 years and am about to be 19. I just want to feel better again, but I just don’t if it’s possible anymore. A few years ago I promised myself if things didn’t get better, I would kill myself by 25. I really hope I don’t go down a deeper hole in my 20s, I currently have no friends and never had any luck with any relationship. I just don’t know how much more I can take before I reach a breaking point, before I do something I could regret.
Where did you go? I needed you and you left. Where are you? Please? Please come back.… you know I get right? Yeah I get it. You had wounds that never healed so your sitches tore when you tried to move on. You got scared. I got scared. And yeah id run too, shit if i bled that much too I’d run all the way to heaven. But I’m tired, I cant keep up, I don’t even think I can move anymore, my knees are locking up, my throat closing, however my dead sea eyes can see thru the docks haze. We ran. We walked our asses into the corner and kept our heads down. We hid. In every cranny and every nook. We hid. And finally I felt safe. Eventually, I grew bored of safety It wasn’t until I picked up my head did I truly know you’d left, but once I did I was sure you’d wondered off, off to enjoy it all while you still can, trot the globe, get into trouble. I can’t wait to see all of the cool things you’re gonna show me. Stay safe but don’t be scared to earn some scars, they’re cool.
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This reminded me of my childhood, when dad and I would take a bus to visit my grandparents in another town. We'd mostly go in the summer, and it would sometimes rain, and it was so nice to just listen to the raindrops fall onto the bus' roof when we stopped for whatever reason.
Rain is my home,my safe haven,my calmness,my sleeping pill,my happiness,my sadness,i can feel everything just by listening to it. It gives me a sense of comfort then words pop up on my mind, “It's okay to rest, it's okay to be sad, there's always tomorrow as long as something shines above.” It feels like nature also gets tired and lets it all out,that i'm not alone in darkness like i thought i was. It was calming to feel everything chasing you leaving you alone and only hearing the cry of the precious sky.
theres something so comforting about being inside a car while its raining or snowing. I realized that and pressed record button… it helps me to not overthink🚗
Life isn´t about time spending on this earth. Its about filling each moment with love and passion. Love is the strongest energy even if it is not reciprocated...
I think i remember once, when i was still in russia when i was driving back home on a bus from Olga region with my mom, it was raining outside, and, as much as it was not the most comfortable ride, it still felt oddly cozy and actually comfy, to the point of me being able to fall asleep with my head leaning on my mom's shoulder i'll be honest, i miss those times..
My favorite person sent it to me, I miss him , our memories for 6 years that I can't describe. I think it's the beginning of winter, the beginning of sadness and isolation. I hope to get better without him
If you were the One nothing loves more than anything. Nothing had a love with someone just like the someone you described.. tell him you love him.. nothing could be the best and worst thing to come of it. It's a gamble . But hey that's life..
This feels nostalgic all of a sudden, the memories, the past, I miss it all esp when I was still a kid who's feeling the real happiness, who had no problem, the moments that my family's still complete. It's hard growing up alone, risking myself in everyday routine now that I'm an adult, arounding my time in everyday routine; work, eat & study until I graduate in college, everything changed in just one snap. It's scary, I'm so so scared bcs I don't know what life will I have in the future, I feel so lonely esp this year 2022, idk everything seems so sad, dull & hurtful. I wanna reset everything where everything's still fine & I badly miss those genuine happiness...
Being alone n scare to make any social networking experience this music give ne emptiness inside hollowness to fill me up again energized to hold all my decisions myself
I live in a desert country. Rains are rare. They are temporal. Yet the most serene phenomenon after bouts of dust and long summer heat. They relaxes every bit of my senses. The smell of rain, geosmin, dare I say hits better than the smell of coffee. The sound of trickling rain over corrugated iron car shades and on the tiles on the floor and on the street. The sight of the cat waiting for the rain to go.
Getting through the hardest time of my life as a singel mom of the most loving and caring children. Tryna find my self .. a Partner and freedom inside of my soul. Was walking the last 2 weeks with this Sound with my dog as long as my legs could .. i just wanted to go further but not back where so many things were waiting for me to find Resolution. Beeing alone in silence by urself walking for houres in the rain in the cold ..sad and crying get u to the next Level of understanding that : it goes on time ist not the problem but ur aditude dose. So i keep on fighting This Sound helped me a lot 🙏
Saya sebenarnya tidak tahu harus berkata apa, tetapi saya sadar bahwa kehidupan itu memiliki penuh makna yang tercantum di dalam nya. Di setiap lembaran yang kita lalui memiliki cerita tersendiri yang tak terhitung lembaran hidupnya, serta pengalaman masa lalu yang indah maupun yang pahit menjadi cerita tersendiri yang akan dikenang selamanya, Ataupun diceritakan nya kisah hidup kita yang dulu kepada anak cucu kita untuk generasi masa depan yang akan datang, serta menjadi pembelajaran hidup nantinya supaya hari esok akan menjadi lebih baik dari pada hari sekarang atau yang dulu. I don't really know what to say, but I realize that life has a lot of meaning in it. Every sheet we go through has its own story that has countless pages of its life, and past experiences that are both beautiful and bitter become a separate story that will be remembered forever, Or the story of our past life is told to our children and grandchildren for future generations who will come, and become life lessons later so that tomorrow will be even better than today or the past.
I’ve used this video to help me sleep every night since I moved to a new country for study, in which my only human connection was a girlfriend who left me two weeks before I was set to arrive. It’s been over a month now since I got here and it’s been the hardest few weeks of my life mentally, but this video helped me find a modicum of solace in this hard time of extreme solitude for me. Thank you and I hope everyone watching finds happiness. You will eventually be happy everything in your life happened.
@@ondine2008 I got through it ok!! It wasn’t a permanent move it was just me living there for an extended amount of time to do a language course. I learned a lot about myself and I travelled around a lot on my free days, so I would say it went well. Thanks for asking :)
@@ondine2008 I was studying Dutch in Belgium as I intend to move there once I’m done with my ecology degree. It’s a very easy language for English speakers for the most part. I’m still far from fluent though haha
الحياة قاسيه نوعا ما احسني ضايعه بكل شي ولا اعرف الاتجاه الصحيح بحياتي كأنها متاهه اصبحت حياتي اليوميه عباره عن قتىل في شغفي ومقارنة نفسي بالاخرين! عندما يحين الليل اغوص ببحر الذكريات وتتضعاف احزاني ليتني لم احيا ابدا اتيت هنا لافرغ ما بقلبي لاني لا امتلك احدا يسمعني
Phenomenal playlist 🙌 I’m always thinking about life and how much suffering we go through; life is definitely a bitch. This playlist is helping me think about the past in a calming way. Can’t help but always think about the future as well. I don’t know what’s in store for me, death, happiness, nothing. I’m scared, I want to tackle life but I don’t want to be in the hamster wheel of working a shit job, paying bills, and dying. I wish we could just hang out like when we were kids, running around without a care in the world. Took me a long time to accept that I’m depressed, I just want to be on top of the world and help everyone who feels like me. Better days, please come our way 🙌
Got a colouring book of my favourite books today. I'm considered "too old" for colouring books, but something about it is so... healing, I guess. Probably gonna fall asleep while working on it and listening to this, which in my opinion isn't a such bad way to drift off :]
I feel my life run out of control in my hands, I feel things go by so fast and intensely, I'm living one of the best parts of my life and I just know it. But sometimes it scares me, makes me want to cry, makes me want to go back to who I was in the past: someone with few responsibilities. But it also makes me wonder how many things I've overcome, how many things I designed, the dreams I now have and how close I am to realizing them. My family growing up, seeing my brothers even more united with me. This all makes me closer to God, it all makes me want to thank you immensely and untiringly. This song gives me a mix of emotions, a mix of sensations. It gives me a peace, a peace capable of making me believe that everything is in its place, despite the regrets.
It’s a Saturday afternoon, I’m almost done with my copy of “On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous” and right as the music settles in my brain so that I don’t even feel my headphones, I read the line, “Because the sunset, like survival, exists only on the verge of his own disappearing. To be gorgeous, you must first be seen, but to be seen allows you to be hunted.”
This puts me back in my childhood. You remember that time when you noticed such details like rain on windows, while everybody else was rushing and in a hurry. Who else wants this time and feeling back?
This is a confession. I cannot tell you what I feel. I cannot convey what I am feeling. I am a coward in this sense, being too shy or scared to actually tell you what I have in me. What we have, I like it. I want it. But maybe I want more. Maybe I need more. I don't tell you everything, because I fear it will tarnish all that we have. Who do I place above here? You, or me? Or do I even need to place anyone above here? Aren't we equals? Equally lost, equally hurt, equally dishonest? Equally pained? I want you to know it without telling you about it. This is wrong. The day I have the courage, the will, I will tell it to you. Till then, I shall find joy in what we have. With love, R. To only you, P.
This reminds me wholely of being a young kid and falling in and out of a sleep state while my parents drove home from vacations late at night. I would know exactly when we were back on our block just by the turns that the car made. Then I'd fake sleep just to be carried inside. I'd give anything to be that kid again.
I hear you friend! I remember falling asleep in the back of the station wagon driving home from Cali late at night, my mom would yell " WeR'e HoMe!!" and we literally *faked sleeping* so we also could be carried in !😂
I'm reading a book, missing my family and accepting a hard decision I've made. It is difficult and a bit sad but I feel at peace and it's good for my future❤
my life been a rock bottom lately, i found myself pregnant in november and the baby daddy disappear right after i told him the news. i’ve been so lonely going through this pregnancy on my own, i don’t know what to do, i feel like this is the end because i cant do this on my own any longer, and the thought of my child will growing up without his dad just killing me, knowing i have the same daddy issues. i dont want my child to go through the same thing i’ve been through, i keep thinking to myself should i end this life i have because what else do i have? what else do i can fight for? i’m in so much pain and i hope that i have a different life, not this miserable one.
I hope you will be alright. You are so strong, don't hesitate to reach out for support, if you need some. Just remember that there is almost always one more option, one more step to go and one other path or direction to follow. You will find yours - I'm absolutely sure about it. Sending you hugs and love
I take my car to the beach when it rains, put down the back seats and lay still...sometimes for hours, barely moving. Not asleep, not awake. I never know whether I'm enjoying it or not. It's undoubtedly peaceful, yet, overwhelmingly sorrow filled. "No one to call" is freedom, but it's lonely too.
I'am listening while reading the comments, some comforts me and another hurts. I hope everybody of you have a long healthy and comfortable life with pple you love 💗
Thank you. I can close my eyes and relax. It's as if I'm in the car and it's raining gently and steady. In most video's the rain doesn't sound like actually rain. I give this 10 stars.
Alot of you could make a living from writing, there are alot of wonderful snippets of prose and poetry in these comment sections. There is alot of pain but also hope, kindness and beauty here. Never forget the joy that comes from a simple drop of rain.
I can't fall asleep... its exhausting. Its 11 already and around 1am.... I need to get up and study till 5 . My exams are in the corner but I'm restless. I need to sleep I want to but can't. I wish I will drift in soon.
I remember being 19 and in college, pulling up to the building where I would have another class that I hated. I sate behind the wheel, staring out of the windshield and it was raining just like this. I was questioning everything. Why was I even studying for this degree? What point did it have. The problem is, I didn't have an epiphany. I didn't have an answer. I just went home, and never went back to class. It took me a while. A long while. About 10 solid years of "jobs" and doing nothing before I found something to devote my life to. And someone to do it with.
I'm constantly strolling looking for the right song, sound, vibe to catch on here. It's been a long couple of months and I've been more out of my mind then I've realized. I feel like I've lost myself taking care of someone else whose ill and needs it, giving so much of me so they know that they are loved and helping, hoping the heal...some days I feel like I don't know who I am anymore but tonight I'm taking time for myself. This music is my guide tn, allowing me to breathe, allowing me to relax, allowing me to feel, one step at a time. It's raining outside and the fall breeze is cool but instead of being numb, I'm letting go. Thank you for this! I needed it more then you could understand ✌️💛😊
These comments are so wholesome. Reading them takes my loneliness away a little. I can now peacefully close my eyes and relax to this sound. Thank you 🤍
This summer is really dry. I miss the summer storms and rains. I would go put a chair on my balcony and enjoy the sounds of passing cars and rain drumming on the windows. I pray to god for some rain.
This one reminds me of my Dad. He would take us out on weekend trips into the woods, to a friends house or sometimes sailing, in his big grey chunky car. I was so proud once I was tall enough to ride the front seat, and he steered us through rain and storm in that car to some miraculous destination, like the sailor he once had been. I´m sorry for many a thing, and in moments like these I miss the old bear. Glad he´s one with the woods now, which he loved dearly.
Reminds me of when I was a little kid so carefree and innocent I would watch UA-cam videos and eat my dinner in my room each evening the rain tapping on the window like a sweet lullaby telling me no matter how hard things were I would be ok I wish I could still experience those feelings and those moments again I don't want to have to grow up I just want to be innocent and carefree I want to be full of comfort and joy but now I'm full of pain and sadness as my childhood comes to an end far too soon for me to handle...
I’m listening to this at work. 27 years old working a minimum wage job barely scraping by in life. I’m exhausted stressed tired of life ready to leave behind that person in me. I’m scared, I’m just scared I don’t know what to do no degrees just been working in restaurants I. I don’t know. I hope to come back to this one day and breath I’m terrified of where I’ll be.
Hey, I know life sometimes could be really hard to deal with, but it will never be too late if you really want to change the course of your life. I'm an example of it. Don't give up friend, you will find the way.
Rain on a car videos are some of the best. I love this channel. All the themed playlists with the ambience they bring bring me life. Never stop what you're doing.
It always sounded like that when I snuggled up in bed with my grandma and the rain was pattering against the skylight. It was wonderfully warm under the covers and in Grandma's arms... ❤️ I miss this time... Very...
imagine this, your traveling back home from out of town, its raining kinda heavy and you got the whole back sit for yourself so you get cozy with your pillows and blanket and you have your earphones listening to music though one ear and the rain though the other one. you slowly drift asleep and then you wake up and its night time still raining but not as hard so you just look out the window and watch the stars as you drift back asleep. that would be sooooooo lovelyy
This playlist reminds me of the times living in my car during winter. You wonder if you will wake up in the morning. My mind had left me in a place where if I didn't wake up, it was alright. It can get better, maybe not forever, maybe not for long, but those moments of happiness on my face and others, even if momentarily lived, are worth living for. Be safe.
I played this video and fell in love with the concept, did dishes to it, did thinking on it and got things done listening to it and was at peace, corny as it sounds, at peace. These are simple songs that may not be yours, but the service you provide as an avenue for these songs and the unique perspective title and conveyance of the note as a starting point gives each song a more compassionate and formidable foundation, a stage truly set for the song, not with the song.
This is just one of those videos for me. I’m familiar with the music now and I remember what comes next, but it’s still the best comfort somehow. I don’t leave comments often but I feel like I always return here when I feel vulnerable so I’d like to thank you. nobody
this reminds me of a time when a tornado passed by where i live. usually before they hit the sky can turn into these crazy colors. On this day the sky was a bright rose pink color. every thing looked pink while it was drizzling. it was like the world was wearing rose tinted glasses lol. it was so strange, beautiful and calming. I walked around the streets until the storm got bad.
This brings me such nostalgic memories of when me and my family were moving to and from Phoenix. I remember the long nights, seeing the headlights and back lights of the other cars driving beside and infront of us. I remember the warm fuzzy blankets and the layered socks we had to wear when leaving and entering Missouri. I remember the rain, the fog, the laughter, echoed laughter now. I remember the rest stops, the different types of music that would play every time we entered a different state.... But the nights in the car... They surely were something else. The way everything would just go quiet and you would hear the sounds of the car as you just looked up into the sky and watched the Moon and stars, even thinking the Moon is following you lol... It's such a special moment. It's very dear to me. I needed this video, thank you.
so hopeless bro. almost 19. no friends, no gf, no nothing. I get soooo happy when my phone goes off hoping, wishing, exited that it may be the time, the time someone wants to hangout or even text me! yet its just the weather app, or UA-cam reminding me there's a new lonely song playlist. 2024 music is the only thing that keeps me going tbh...
You might be alone at the moment, but someday, without any doubt, you’ll definitely find friends, friends who will protect you. No one is born into this world to be alone
26/01/2016, hôm ấy là tiết học thêm như mọi thứ 3 hàng tuần, bình thường bố sẽ trở em đi học trên chiếc xe máy future từ Hà Đông lên Nguyễn Xiển nhưng vì hôm ấy trời mưa to nên chú em đã tiện đường chở em đi học bằng ô tô. Khi ngồi ở lớp 1 lúc để đợi các bạn đến cho đông đủ nhưng vì mưa to nên người đành cho nghỉ, các bạn đến lớp r cũng đành quay về. Vì không biết về bằng cách nào nên người chở em từ Nguyễn Xiển về Phùng Khoang. Em vẫn nhớ rõ, trời vừa mưa to, đường vừa tắc. Lần đầu tiên trong cuộc đời em chỉ mong đường cứ tắc như thế này. Vậy mà cũng đã 6 năm rồi, vẫn nhớ rõ tiếng mưa rơi lộp độp trên xe trong khi chờ đèn đỏ ngày nào, những câu chuyện mình từng kể với nhau trong khi tắc đường... 6 năm hay 16 năm hoặc có thể mãi mãi sau này em vẫn sẽ nhớ khoảnh khắc này, ngày này, năm này người chở em đi qua Thanh Xuân, qua thanh xuân của cuộc đời em
It helps me a lot to sleep. I suffer from insomnia and overthinking. Since I discovered your channel, I feel like it took care of all the problems I had
It's 3 a.m. My old-school alarm clock woke me up with its loud ringing. As I sit here in bed, listening to these rain sounds, I reflect on what I have done. I just finished eating a cold Krabby Patty that I pulled out from under my pillow. Truly a strange feeling to be cured of hunger at 3 a.m. But I have no regrets.
Лето. Рассвет. Город ещё спит. Идёт дождь. Я один на пустыре…. _____ Summer. Dawn. The city is still sleeping. It's raining. I'm alone in a vacant lot...
It's 1:10 am, chump change compared to later times I've stayed up. I have homework that I'm stressing about. It's my first few weeks of college. I'm sitting in my dorm, my own lonely space, which I'm free to put up decor and things about what I really like without someone else judging. I don't know how to feel - what my brain wants to feel, what I can physically feel, and what is societally acceptable to feel are all out of alignment. Maybe I do just need to lay on the scratchy carpet of my childhood home again long after I have moved, watch the pet fish that have long died swim around, play with the old toys my mom got rid of without a younger me knowing. I need the past, even if nobody is there anymore. Things were better then, and I'm tired of pretending that the present will ever be better. Now will never compare to how nice then felt.
Now will never compare to how nice then felt, but thats because now is different. Then, you didnt know much, and so everything was easy to like. Now, you know more, so its harder to find happiness, but that makes it more valuable. You will find new things that fulfill you and make you happy in a different way. Im here in my freshman year of college as well. It will all be ok
This music is truly calming, it truly brings me memories of my oldest brother and I having fun before his passing 2 years ago. Yesterday I actually had a dream where I interacted with him, nearly like if it were real, which made me truly happy. But I truly miss the days where we use to adventure outside and catch lady bugs, or even watch the rain fall as he drew in his notebook while playing some Skrillex. Thank you for making such beautiful playlist, it truly helped me and many others to calm down/relax. It makes me smile when I read through comments and experience peoples memories just from a few words.
This may sounds crazy and i may just be high, but that sounds exactly like my older brother who passed away just a few years ago. I still remember him sitting in his chair outside while listening to Skrillex. It was one of our favorite artists at the time. So I understand exactly how you feel. Remembering those memories is just between the boundaries of sad and happy. It's a small light within a room that just feels so so empty. I've often dreamt about my brother as well, sometimes I'll wake up with a smile on my face until I realize he isn't actually here anymore.
Dreams are interesting to say the least. In my case they are a half open door to the future as I have Deja vu. Though there was one time a few months ago that I had a dream about my aunt who passed last February. But in cases like that I’ve come to learn that they are the people who’ve passed simply letting you know that they are proud of you for what you are doing now and what you have done in the past. And that they just want to make sure that you know that they are doing just fine now after their death. I’ll be honest, I am jealous of you. Because you actually care for your brother while my sister never really saw me as an older brother and I’m sure that she still doesn’t. Because you had a dream with him in it it shows that you 2 were close for most of your lives. And that is what I’m jealous of. But even still I am sorry for your loss. Losing a family member I know but a sibling. Even though me and my sister aren’t close I don’t know how I’d react to getting that news.
Some time i feel like people in this world is so alone and sad in their life but remembere what makes you better is you still not loose your hopes and suffer with the memories and beautiful time ther is 1000 reasons why your sad but there is one hope thet makes you feel better No one's life is perfect But if you try you ven make memorable I feel your pain my guys ❤ Sorry for my English 😅
this brings back memories from when i would go on car trips as a child and pass out while rain poured down on the car and wake up in the middle of the night at some random gas station. the sound of rain hitting the car was always so relaxing to listen to and fall asleep.
my dad and i went on so many car rides together and i really enjoyed them. in a few weeks i'm gonna move to study somewhere else. i'm gonna miss my dad and going on random car rides in the rain with him...
@Danny Dolan hey! thank you so much for your reply, it made me shed a tear to be honest! i really love this new place and i'm quite used to it by now. i come home every weekend so i can go on car rides with my dad! i really miss him on the weekdays tho, but i know i'll come home anyway! :)
3:09 this song, this song. It reminds me of this dream I had, my cousins, jack and Cyrus. My mother and my aunt. It was an old Italian styled outside mall. It was night time. This song was playing, and we were dancing in the rain. It was at night time and the street lights were beautifully glistening. It brings back so many painful and sorrow memories, and throws them in the fire.
I know this is a pretty stupid and weird comment but rain makes me so happy. I'm really not a happy person, usually sad or empty 24/7, but whenever i get to go out in the rain and get completely soaked, i just get this unbearable amount of happiness. This video makes me happy because of the rain sounds, but also so sad because I'm not actually out in the rain feeling the raindrops hit my face
I understand you so much, whenever i hear rain hitting the window when it's night time it makes me so happy and relaxed, i can't undertand or explain but i love it
I've become fixated on the idea that we are living a dream between two voids. I am convinced that what we (didn't) experience before birth is the same that comes after death. This single idea can make me both so melancholic and motivated with life. While it can be considered a cruel fate, I prefer to have lived and experienced whatever this wild ride can be called. I don't believe this feeling will ever leave me. No point to this rant, really, I just wish everyone reading this and hearing this sad music gets what they strive for.
I also used to sleep in my car when I was homeless and this brings back memories. It’s scary living from parking lot to alley ways every night and waking up every minute to check your surroundings but it’s also peaceful because despite your struggles, you kinda just sit with yourself and begin to know and understand yourself. It can be frightening being lonely but maneuvering it correctly and it can be peaceful. Perspective.
I knew something was wrong when I remembered how much I love the rain as a kid. I would be trying to sleep during storms and I would get sad. So I would cry but I would cry quietly making sure no one heard me. Then I would open my curtains and just stare for hrs as it rained. I would admire the thunder and lightning and I would usually stay up till it stopped it I would just fall asleep watching it. I think that was probably the best coping strategy I have and I do it every time it rains.(when I am at home at least)
If you are reading this, it doesn't matter where you are right now on this planet, I wish you a wonderful night and a happy. peaceful life where all your dreams come true 💜
Thank you @Stormy Lofi. I’m reading this right now and this random message from a stranger makes me very happy. Wish you a good life, if you do happen to see this, blessings xx
That is exactly what I needed. You don't understand how much your channel is such a comforting and healing zone I just can't get over it. Thank you so much
My favorite movie ever made. Something about it just drags me in. My friends and I rented out a movie theater room to watch it like it was intended to be. I think the team behind it would find joy in a small group of people in a small town right outside New Orleans enjoying their hard work all the way in 2023. Still have the disc :) keep it in a special spot.
I dont want to grow up.. i dont want to live the adult life.. i dont want to wake up at 5am to come back 8hrs later tired, sore, and worn out.. my mother made it look so easy.. but it wasn't easy for her to make it seem that way.. fake smile with preppy attitude and low energy in the mornings but drowned in coffee for a long term effect but really a short term, dark circles, weak, in pain. At the end of the week cant wake up the last day of the work week,makes it through with a beer on the weekend to drown the emotions for a while and release. But back at it again on Monday. I dont want to. I can't do it. I'm scared. I'm to close. I'm being pushed...
I want to grow up... I think I would like to be an adult. Having a safe place to live in, having control over my life. And not be studying about some document in the 12th century. I would be sitting in a room where I can learn about the real world, about things I care about. Maybe, I'm just a nieve child. But... Look on the bright side. If you get a job, not for the money, but for what you care about. Maybe all of those terrible weeks will be worth it.
When it rains, the fixed frequency of the sound of rain will block other sounds that are full of changes, making it easy for people to enter a stable sleep state, so people always feel particularly sleepy, and rain is equivalent to telling people "stay in a safe place. ”, so psychologically you will feel stable and relaxed, and naturally you want to sleep. So watching more videos like this always makes me feel very peaceful~💖+ 1 Like~
TIMESTAMPS / (author/s)
00:00 reverence (exist strategy)
02:58 empty thoughts (nowt)
07:14 what doesn't hold is bound to break (fading language)
13:21 fog everywhere (nowt)
17:28 the inner patern (bedroom)
21:30 time slows down (nowt)
24:49 radiance (cash)
30:29 floating (cyprinid)
37:33 city in the sky (natus)
41:58 changing (borrtex)
44:44 feeling the cold breeze (nowt)
48:09 shimmer (katahimikan)
Katahimikan is a Filipino word for "Silence".
Shimmer is "Kumikinang" in Filipino. Almost synonymous to the word "shining".
Hello! How would I be able to get in contact with the artist nowt (2:58)? I'm interested in possibly using his music for a short film I need to make.
@@luckyjet937 That's true.
Pmk
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I will never forget the time when I was homeless living out of my car, I learned more about myself & people in those 6 months , I'm currently laying down on my couch listening to this & this brings back a lot of memories , if you are reading this , never give up on yourself , never stop believing in yourself, you will make it in this crazy life. ( Update: Wow! Thanks for the likes, remember never stop believing in yourself ✌
this gave me the motivation to do what i should be doing.
i wanna give you a big hug, thank you for this moving comment.
@@notsamm4104 Much Respect to you 🧿✌🏾
Thank you.
Another reason to not end myself. Thank you
"The worst feeling isn't being alone, its being forgotten by someone you could never forget"
:(
The worst is to forget yourself and get stuck in it, without caring for yourself
That is very sad but being alone is worse. More final. Alone human beings can never be at peace, while one can still find fulfillment when forgotten
Yeahhhh damn true friend!! And being ignored too...🌛
It passes in time. As they say...time heals wounds...or something like that. Stay strong everyone❤️🤗
theres something so comforting about being inside a car while its raining. And even more so, when its at night
it is beautiflul
Even more, when a black oldschool fishy van is parked aside your space. Now that's something, ain't it
It's probably the fact that you're not getting wet lol. A nice thought when it's raining and you're trying to sleep
@@vyshnavprakash4906 omfg that's just creepy
Smoking a spliff inside hmm yeah
14 July was the last day I spent with my sister before she left - she moved abroad. Now I'm sitting in our empty house that used to be our home, we grew up here. It's a quiet summer evening, the light is flooding the empty room, and birds are chirping outside, but I suddenly feel sad. Memories can be so sweet and so painful at the same time.
it's what it is...life it's change and change it's life, make sure you have enjoyed the moments with your sister
how did she died
@@reen6904 they said she moved abroad.
My sister's gone for college too, she's in the same state but really far I do feel the same sometimes, though I enjoy being alone and all there's this little feeling inside somewhere that I need my sister now, that only she can solve the problems of our family that I will never be able to, our mum and dad seems to be more of themselves when she's around and home. God I love her sm and this vid reminded me of her sm bc only she drives our car whenever I hear the rain on the car roof sound she's probably the one driving. she'll be home in a week tho we're having this celebration kinda thing in our state called Onam just like Christmas. I hope you feel well bc I know they will be missing us too, every laugh their friends make, they'll thing oh my sister/ brother laughs the way you do or every jock they make, they'll think that we would've laughed our asses off for that jock I hope you'll be able to see your sister one day mate.
@@Chandra-sv2qe it was a joke, he was talking like if she dead or something
I’m in a room I’ve made my own. I don’t have work tomorrow and it’s 4 am. I have horrible allergies and am very tired. There’s a candle lit in the corner and it’s giving off a warm glow, it’s beautiful.
Bro u re in a movie i guess 😂✨
So peaceful
No can harm you in that space
bro are you raskolnikov?
Hi
Just wonderful. It's the oddly cozy nature of being in a nice warm car that is turned off and watching the rain hit the windows that just makes me happy. You're in a bubble and surrounded by one of nature's greatest sounds....like being in the womb all safe and cozy.
Or homeless
@@Commonchaffinch2 ur home is planet earth
@@mr.leanflakes-highlights1556 wait till you're left on the streets and then we'll talk
@@hiraethsluminals8969 😂
Just by seeing the title, plus the music made me feel so nostalgic. I missed those days when I was still young. I would lay my head in my mother's lap, enjoy the music from the radio and the sound of the rain until I fall asleep in the car.
how old are you now, friend?
@@altoclef9727 lmao, tbh I'm still 15
@@Iliketea-px2qf haha, i guess you have a whole life to live ahead, you are still young😄
at first i thought you like 30 or so years old
@@altoclef9727 I am also 15 but still I kinda miss old times when we were young there was nothing to worry about and nowadays its full of depression.
@@FightingFury1234 keep your spirits up, things will change, they always do
My father and sister have passed away and I think of them everyday, every minute, every time I hear my thoughts telling me that they are with me and to keep going forward.
@@williamlawson7613 stay Strong Champ
❤
To anyone reading this:
Relax. Just close your eyes for a moment and relax. Breathe slowly and deeply. You’ll be alright.
You don’t have to feel guilty for taking care of yourself.
Breathe.
Relax.
You’re going to be okay.
Thank you. I needed this.
Thanks really appreciate this
Teşekkürler 🙇
Thank you 😊
@@into_the_fandom_verse ♥️♥️
im not sure if you will ever see this, but i wanted to say thank you. thank you for making this playlist. i have severe trouble falling asleep due to mental health issues. and this has helped me sleep on so many nights that i feel restless, and helps me find some sort of peace. with the no ads, and it just being the instrumental, it's amazing and so peaceful. im writing this actually right before i go to sleep listening to it lol. thank you again. god bless 🤍
Hope you get well ❤️🩹 ❤
I wish you the best of luck, stay strong
Saying thanks to the creator of the video is so sweet of you :D 💛 I really hope you get better, please take care and remember that you are loved :)
thank you to all that have replied ❤️❤️
@Danny Dolan im actually scheduled to talk to a doctor in a month which i can not wait for, itll definitely be a step in the right direction :)
لا أستطيع أن أنسى تلك اللحظات التي لطالما تذكرتها في اوقات حزني وإشتياقي له ❤ ربما نكون معا يوما ما
أتمنى أن لا تكون حياتي بقدر الألم الذي أعيشه الآن وأن أستمر معه للنهاية ربما تكون قصتي ذات نهاية مبهجة قليلا ❤
It’s so sweet reading positive memories of other people. Life is filled with so much pain that it’s important to remember the good things. Without them, and without the good people, there wouldn’t be a reason for this madness.
I love this kind of music, they calm me down and I even read what other people have written here from their lives. What have they been through in life.. It's sad to read, but they all shed light on two things about life. I just feel the pain and the pleasures. And so I'm speechless, amazed every time I read what other people have written here. I have to say that there are only good people here, and always trust yourself, never give up, no matter how hard it is. Always smile, get other people happiness and this will make you happy too. I'll write it down for the last time, always believe in yourself and never give up. ❤️(ui: Unfortunately, my English is not the best 😅)
I’m so exhausted by my family, so tired of school and just wanna cry, but I can’t do that. It’s 1:15 pm and I’m going to sleep, but my heart is just so cold, I want some warm, thanks for the comments, it’s give me comfort vibes
Best of luck to you, you're gonna get through this
Try yo best bro. Family can be tough but you're tougher than that. You're strong and will get through this. Remember, if they're toxic, thankyou next. It doesn't matter who it is, trust me. Yet, there are still responsibilities you have to accomplish towards them cuz' after all, they're family. Keep going🎉🎉
One day you will be able to distance yourself from the people you don’t want in your life, but for now you just need to keep moving. Sleep well and good luck
@@crevsw family are the people who want you to succeed, even if they don’t agree with your ways
It reminds me when your with your parent and driving somewhere at night and It starts to rain. Then waking up into a city or at a forested area. Those memories are precious. The feeling and the vibe. Laying in the back seat and stuff. I would give an arm and a leg to experience and have that feeling again.
This really helps. My mother was diagnosed with a tumor, it’s cancerous. They removed most of it but in the process they removed a piece of her brain with it, now she’s a whole different person. It’s just hard to Her being your best friend always being able to talk to, joke around with to having her be a whole different person. Her being against me, being aggressive. I’m grateful she’s still here of course, it could’ve been a LOT worse. But it’s just hard, trying my best. I wish all of you the best.
i pray for you.
@@mkk5024 thank you.
You'll be good(
@@pruvead Thank you
You’ll push through it, no sweat. 👍
Sa ulan
Sa bawat bagyong dumaan
Ikaw ang diyos
Ng iyong buhay
Ikaw ang tagapagligtas
Sa tuwing walang
mag aabot ng kamay
Ikaw ang tagalunas
Taga-punas ng luha
Sa mukha at taga pawi
Ng lumbay sa buhay
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She left three years ago on Christmas Day. I moved to the country and lived alone in a big empty house. The lockdowns came, and went. Occasionally I would have visitors, friends escaping the city, and we would light a fire and listen to the ever-present rain against the big southern windows. In moments like that, I learned to love myself slowly, and began to live again.
Eventually I moved into my car to surf the North West, doing whatever work I could to stay healthy and keep moving. Life got better, and I saved up enough money to visit my family this year for the holidays. I met my niece for the first time, hugged my brother, forgave my father, and wrote down all my mother’s special recipes. Three years ago I was at my lowest, weakest and most alone. This year begins at my strongest, and most hopeful, the most loved I’ve ever felt.
There’s someone waiting for me back in the North West, and her child too. I can’t wait to hear the rain on our windows, to see the slow dance of green flame in the Marri wood. I can’t wait to love them.
I’m grateful that she left, that she did what she did to me. I hope she’s okay. I hope she’s loving someone better. I’ve forgiven her and I think of her often.
I hope someone reads this at their lowest, that they know I’m pulling for them. They can survive the trauma, the pain, and hurt. If they do it will become a part of their beauty. It will help define them as a man or woman. Grip it tightly, do not let it slip into some faded memory. You will be better for it. Let the rain fall on your emptiness and fill you up with the beauty of this strange place. Find love in the smallest of things, like a droplet of water sliding down silicate glass, and go from there.
Thank you for your inspiring and hopeful story
@cylinders. you made my afternoon with this comment. Beautiful words ♡ today is also a rainy day. Greetings from Argentina
Ah man, you have no idea how much I needed to reread this stuff today. The notifications from these replies brought me back. Thank you to all who resonated with my story, it's never linear and I wish I could say that I've kept improving but It's been a year of ups and downs.
I had a traumatic brain injury in May that affected my speech and memory, which had some heavy mental health side effects. I am recovering but it is not an easy or fast process. It compounds existing issues but I am slowly gaining control of things again.
"I have no advice for anybody; except to, you know, be awake enough to see where you are at any given time, and how that is beautiful, and has poetry inside. Even places you hate." - Jeff Buckley
hi brother don’t know you personally…. but relatable ❤️🩹
7 months. I’ve been amazing for 7 months. Not a single negative thought about myself. Lately I’ve been getting mentally tired and having trouble seeing the path ahead. My biggest fear is going back to the way I was. If I don’t do something now to change it I’m scared that I’ll never be able to see the light again. It took me 8 years to get out of the darkness. 4 of those years were spent bettering myself. I can’t do it for another 8 years and I can’t wait another 4 to be better again. This is my last chance
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i do really feel the same
I haven’t felt happy in 5 years and am about to be 19. I just want to feel better again, but I just don’t if it’s possible anymore. A few years ago I promised myself if things didn’t get better, I would kill myself by 25. I really hope I don’t go down a deeper hole in my 20s, I currently have no friends and never had any luck with any relationship. I just don’t know how much more I can take before I reach a breaking point, before I do something I could regret.
لو كانت هناك مناورات ،مابين ارتفاع صوت الموسيقى ،وانخفاض صوت قطرات المطر والعكس ، ستظهر بلقطه سينمائية جميلة ، تحياتي ❤❤❤❤
Esse som me deu exatamente uma hora refletindo sobre a vida, foi um desabafo silencioso comigo mesmo, me sinto até mais leve
Where did you go? I needed you and you left. Where are you? Please? Please come back.… you know I get right? Yeah I get it. You had wounds that never healed so your sitches tore when you tried to move on. You got scared. I got scared. And yeah id run too, shit if i bled that much too I’d run all the way to heaven. But I’m tired, I cant keep up, I don’t even think I can move anymore, my knees are locking up, my throat closing, however my dead sea eyes can see thru the docks haze. We ran. We walked our asses into the corner and kept our heads down. We hid. In every cranny and every nook. We hid. And finally I felt safe.
Eventually, I grew bored of safety
It wasn’t until I picked up my head did I truly know you’d left, but once I did I was sure you’d wondered off, off to enjoy it all while you still can, trot the globe, get into trouble.
I can’t wait to see all of the cool things you’re gonna show me.
Stay safe but don’t be scared to earn some scars, they’re cool.
You have great taste in music! Can you take a look at my content? Am I doing something similar? I would like to know your opinion and what can be improved......
This reminded me of my childhood, when dad and I would take a bus to visit my grandparents in another town. We'd mostly go in the summer, and it would sometimes rain, and it was so nice to just listen to the raindrops fall onto the bus' roof when we stopped for whatever reason.
Isso mim acalma, eu sinto que realmente está chovendo. A chuva mim torna mais forte!!!
Rain is my home,my safe haven,my calmness,my sleeping pill,my happiness,my sadness,i can feel everything just by listening to it. It gives me a sense of comfort then words pop up on my mind, “It's okay to rest, it's okay to be sad, there's always tomorrow as long as something shines above.” It feels like nature also gets tired and lets it all out,that i'm not alone in darkness like i thought i was. It was calming to feel everything chasing you leaving you alone and only hearing the cry of the precious sky.
theres something so comforting about being inside a car while its raining or snowing. I realized that and pressed record button… it helps me to not overthink🚗
Life isn´t about time spending on this earth. Its about filling each moment with love and passion. Love is the strongest energy even if it is not reciprocated...
I think i remember once, when i was still in russia
when i was driving back home on a bus from Olga region with my mom, it was raining outside, and, as much as it was not the most comfortable ride, it still felt oddly cozy and actually comfy, to the point of me being able to fall asleep with my head leaning on my mom's shoulder
i'll be honest, i miss those times..
I’m all alone but music keeps accompanying me through my darkest and brightness days. Thank for making me feel less lonely ❤
I hope you find someone who truly loves you and cares about you. It's the real happiness
@@NIKITA-v4z5j Thank you so much, I hope it goes the same for you.
@Danny Dolan Thank you so much for sharing.
My favorite person sent it to me, I miss him , our memories for 6 years that I can't describe. I think it's the beginning of winter, the beginning of sadness and isolation. I hope to get better without him
You deserve happiness have mercy on yourself
@Danny Dolan 🥺♥️♥️
If you were the One nothing loves more than anything. Nothing had a love with someone just like the someone you described.. tell him you love him.. nothing could be the best and worst thing to come of it. It's a gamble . But hey that's life..
This feels nostalgic all of a sudden, the memories, the past, I miss it all esp when I was still a kid who's feeling the real happiness, who had no problem, the moments that my family's still complete. It's hard growing up alone, risking myself in everyday routine now that I'm an adult, arounding my time in everyday routine; work, eat & study until I graduate in college, everything changed in just one snap. It's scary, I'm so so scared bcs I don't know what life will I have in the future, I feel so lonely esp this year 2022, idk everything seems so sad, dull & hurtful. I wanna reset everything where everything's still fine & I badly miss those genuine happiness...
Being alone n scare to make any social networking experience this music give ne emptiness inside hollowness to fill me up again energized to hold all my decisions myself
I live in a desert country. Rains are rare. They are temporal. Yet the most serene phenomenon after bouts of dust and long summer heat. They relaxes every bit of my senses. The smell of rain, geosmin, dare I say hits better than the smell of coffee. The sound of trickling rain over corrugated iron car shades and on the tiles on the floor and on the street. The sight of the cat waiting for the rain to go.
Getting through the hardest time of my life as a singel mom of the most loving and caring children.
Tryna find my self .. a Partner and freedom inside of my soul.
Was walking the last 2 weeks with this Sound with my dog as long as my legs could .. i just wanted to go further but not back where so many things were waiting for me to find Resolution.
Beeing alone in silence by urself walking for houres in the rain in the cold ..sad and crying get u to the next Level of understanding that : it goes on time ist not the problem but ur aditude dose.
So i keep on fighting
This Sound helped me a lot 🙏
Saya sebenarnya tidak tahu harus berkata apa, tetapi saya sadar bahwa kehidupan itu memiliki penuh makna yang tercantum di dalam nya. Di setiap lembaran yang kita lalui memiliki cerita tersendiri yang tak terhitung lembaran hidupnya, serta pengalaman masa lalu yang indah maupun yang pahit menjadi cerita tersendiri yang akan dikenang selamanya, Ataupun diceritakan nya kisah hidup kita yang dulu kepada anak cucu kita untuk generasi masa depan yang akan datang, serta menjadi pembelajaran hidup nantinya supaya hari esok akan menjadi lebih baik dari pada hari sekarang atau yang dulu.
I don't really know what to say, but I realize that life has a lot of meaning in it. Every sheet we go through has its own story that has countless pages of its life, and past experiences that are both beautiful and bitter become a separate story that will be remembered forever, Or the story of our past life is told to our children and grandchildren for future generations who will come, and become life lessons later so that tomorrow will be even better than today or the past.
I’ve used this video to help me sleep every night since I moved to a new country for study, in which my only human connection was a girlfriend who left me two weeks before I was set to arrive. It’s been over a month now since I got here and it’s been the hardest few weeks of my life mentally, but this video helped me find a modicum of solace in this hard time of extreme solitude for me. Thank you and I hope everyone watching finds happiness. You will eventually be happy everything in your life happened.
It's been a few months, has everything been going alright, my friend?
@@ondine2008 I got through it ok!! It wasn’t a permanent move it was just me living there for an extended amount of time to do a language course. I learned a lot about myself and I travelled around a lot on my free days, so I would say it went well. Thanks for asking :)
@@Rafs-on-the-roof Oh, that's cool, I like learning languages as well. Which one were you studying there?
@@ondine2008 I was studying Dutch in Belgium as I intend to move there once I’m done with my ecology degree. It’s a very easy language for English speakers for the most part. I’m still far from fluent though haha
الحياة قاسيه نوعا ما احسني ضايعه بكل شي ولا اعرف الاتجاه الصحيح بحياتي كأنها متاهه اصبحت حياتي اليوميه عباره عن قتىل في شغفي ومقارنة نفسي بالاخرين!
عندما يحين الليل اغوص ببحر الذكريات وتتضعاف احزاني ليتني لم احيا ابدا اتيت هنا لافرغ ما بقلبي لاني لا امتلك احدا يسمعني
It takes me to an old time, where my soul belongs to nature. Thank you so much 🍃
Phenomenal playlist 🙌 I’m always thinking about life and how much suffering we go through; life is definitely a bitch. This playlist is helping me think about the past in a calming way. Can’t help but always think about the future as well. I don’t know what’s in store for me, death, happiness, nothing. I’m scared, I want to tackle life but I don’t want to be in the hamster wheel of working a shit job, paying bills, and dying. I wish we could just hang out like when we were kids, running around without a care in the world. Took me a long time to accept that I’m depressed, I just want to be on top of the world and help everyone who feels like me. Better days, please come our way 🙌
Got a colouring book of my favourite books today. I'm considered "too old" for colouring books, but something about it is so... healing, I guess. Probably gonna fall asleep while working on it and listening to this, which in my opinion isn't a such bad way to drift off :]
Bah, you're never too old for a coloring book :)
احبك ياعنود ماتعرفي قد ايش لدرجه اتحسس من كل شي سويتيه في الماضي 😔
I feel my life run out of control in my hands, I feel things go by so fast and intensely, I'm living one of the best parts of my life and I just know it.
But sometimes it scares me, makes me want to cry, makes me want to go back to who I was in the past: someone with few responsibilities. But it also makes me wonder how many things I've overcome, how many things I designed, the dreams I now have and how close I am to realizing them. My family growing up, seeing my brothers even more united with me. This all makes me closer to God, it all makes me want to thank you immensely and untiringly.
This song gives me a mix of emotions, a mix of sensations. It gives me a peace, a peace capable of making me believe that everything is in its place, despite the regrets.
Your words stole my heart
It’s a Saturday afternoon, I’m almost done with my copy of “On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous” and right as the music settles in my brain so that I don’t even feel my headphones, I read the line, “Because the sunset, like survival, exists only on the verge of his own disappearing. To be gorgeous, you must first be seen, but to be seen allows you to be hunted.”
This puts me back in my childhood.
You remember that time when you noticed such details like rain on windows, while everybody else was rushing and in a hurry.
Who else wants this time and feeling back?
This is a confession.
I cannot tell you what I feel.
I cannot convey what I am feeling.
I am a coward in this sense, being too shy or scared to actually tell you what I have in me.
What we have, I like it. I want it.
But maybe I want more. Maybe I need more.
I don't tell you everything, because I fear it will tarnish all that we have.
Who do I place above here? You, or me?
Or do I even need to place anyone above here? Aren't we equals?
Equally lost, equally hurt, equally dishonest?
Equally pained?
I want you to know it without telling you about it. This is wrong.
The day I have the courage, the will, I will tell it to you.
Till then, I shall find joy in what we have.
With love, R.
To only you, P.
This reminds me wholely of being a young kid and falling in and out of a sleep state while my parents drove home from vacations late at night. I would know exactly when we were back on our block just by the turns that the car made. Then I'd fake sleep just to be carried inside. I'd give anything to be that kid again.
I hear you friend! I remember falling asleep in the back of the station wagon driving home from Cali late at night, my mom would yell " WeR'e HoMe!!" and we literally *faked sleeping* so we also could be carried in !😂
@@ironmaven1760 Good times. :)
I'm reading a book, missing my family and accepting a hard decision I've made. It is difficult and a bit sad but I feel at peace and it's good for my future❤
Thank you for this playlist. Im currently laying in bed, ear buds plugged in with parents fighting not too far away. I needed this playlist ❤
@Danny Dolan Thank you
It won't be like this forever... coming from someone who was in a similar situation for years.
For me it’s dad and grandma. I’m gonna leave it there.
my life been a rock bottom lately, i found myself pregnant in november and the baby daddy disappear right after i told him the news. i’ve been so lonely going through this pregnancy on my own, i don’t know what to do, i feel like this is the end because i cant do this on my own any longer, and the thought of my child will growing up without his dad just killing me, knowing i have the same daddy issues. i dont want my child to go through the same thing i’ve been through, i keep thinking to myself should i end this life i have because what else do i have? what else do i can fight for? i’m in so much pain and i hope that i have a different life, not this miserable one.
I hope you will be alright. You are so strong, don't hesitate to reach out for support, if you need some. Just remember that there is almost always one more option, one more step to go and one other path or direction to follow. You will find yours - I'm absolutely sure about it. Sending you hugs and love
How are you now.... Is everything alright???? Hope ur doing ok
I take my car to the beach when it rains, put down the back seats and lay still...sometimes for hours, barely moving. Not asleep, not awake. I never know whether I'm enjoying it or not. It's undoubtedly peaceful, yet, overwhelmingly sorrow filled. "No one to call" is freedom, but it's lonely too.
I'am listening while reading the comments, some comforts me and another hurts. I hope everybody of you have a long healthy and comfortable life with pple you love 💗
Thank you. I can close my eyes and relax. It's as if I'm in the car and it's raining gently and steady. In most video's the rain doesn't sound like actually rain. I give this 10 stars.
Alot of you could make a living from writing, there are alot of wonderful snippets of prose and poetry in these comment sections. There is alot of pain but also hope, kindness and beauty here. Never forget the joy that comes from a simple drop of rain.
I can't fall asleep... its exhausting. Its 11 already and around 1am.... I need to get up and study till 5 . My exams are in the corner but I'm restless. I need to sleep I want to but can't. I wish I will drift in soon.
I hope you are doing well now.
I remember being 19 and in college, pulling up to the building where I would have another class that I hated. I sate behind the wheel, staring out of the windshield and it was raining just like this. I was questioning everything. Why was I even studying for this degree? What point did it have. The problem is, I didn't have an epiphany. I didn't have an answer. I just went home, and never went back to class. It took me a while. A long while. About 10 solid years of "jobs" and doing nothing before I found something to devote my life to. And someone to do it with.
I'm constantly strolling looking for the right song, sound, vibe to catch on here.
It's been a long couple of months and I've been more out of my mind then I've realized. I feel like I've lost myself taking care of someone else whose ill and needs it, giving so much of me so they know that they are loved and helping, hoping the heal...some days I feel like I don't know who I am anymore but tonight I'm taking time for myself. This music is my guide tn, allowing me to breathe, allowing me to relax, allowing me to feel, one step at a time.
It's raining outside and the fall breeze is cool but instead of being numb, I'm letting go.
Thank you for this! I needed it more then you could understand ✌️💛😊
These comments are so wholesome. Reading them takes my loneliness away a little. I can now peacefully close my eyes and relax to this sound. Thank you 🤍
This summer is really dry. I miss the summer storms and rains. I would go put a chair on my balcony and enjoy the sounds of passing cars and rain drumming on the windows. I pray to god for some rain.
rain is the best thing that can exist in this world
@@lfs1015 not when you like to skate 💀
@@waffles658 hahaah
@@waffles658 xd
@@waffles658skating in the rain sounds so cool and fun though 😭🙏
This one reminds me of my Dad. He would take us out on weekend trips into the woods, to a friends house or sometimes sailing, in his big grey chunky car. I was so proud once I was tall enough to ride the front seat, and he steered us through rain and storm in that car to some miraculous destination, like the sailor he once had been. I´m sorry for many a thing, and in moments like these I miss the old bear. Glad he´s one with the woods now, which he loved dearly.
Reminds me of when I was a little kid so carefree and innocent I would watch UA-cam videos and eat my dinner in my room each evening the rain tapping on the window like a sweet lullaby telling me no matter how hard things were I would be ok I wish I could still experience those feelings and those moments again I don't want to have to grow up I just want to be innocent and carefree I want to be full of comfort and joy but now I'm full of pain and sadness as my childhood comes to an end far too soon for me to handle...
same
Don't . Adults are idiots.
I’m listening to this at work. 27 years old working a minimum wage job barely scraping by in life. I’m exhausted stressed tired of life ready to leave behind that person in me.
I’m scared, I’m just scared I don’t know what to do no degrees just been working in restaurants I.
I don’t know.
I hope to come back to this one day and breath I’m terrified of where I’ll be.
Hey, I know life sometimes could be really hard to deal with, but it will never be too late if you really want to change the course of your life. I'm an example of it. Don't give up friend, you will find the way.
- مايؤسفني هو بأن القلق الذي يجتاحني يسكنني ولايغادرني مُطلقًا فهو يُلازمني من صحوتي إلى وقت نومي، وبعد أن أغفو يوقظنِي.💔🔪
كميه الهدوء هذه تشفي روحي 🦋😔🖤
Rain on a car videos are some of the best. I love this channel. All the themed playlists with the ambience they bring bring me life. Never stop what you're doing.
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It always sounded like that when I snuggled up in bed with my grandma and the rain was pattering against the skylight. It was wonderfully warm under the covers and in Grandma's arms... ❤️ I miss this time... Very...
that’s nice to hear
imagine this, your traveling back home from out of town, its raining kinda heavy and you got the whole back sit for yourself so you get cozy with your pillows and blanket and you have your earphones listening to music though one ear and the rain though the other one. you slowly drift asleep and then you wake up and its night time still raining but not as hard so you just look out the window and watch the stars as you drift back asleep. that would be sooooooo lovelyy
its impossible to see stars and rain together tho, even to imagine that
@@fallegvenusx3681 ... Oh, well some can imagine it ig.. LMAO all funny though, but yeah that makes sense
This playlist reminds me of the times living in my car during winter. You wonder if you will wake up in the morning. My mind had left me in a place where if I didn't wake up, it was alright. It can get better, maybe not forever, maybe not for long, but those moments of happiness on my face and others, even if momentarily lived, are worth living for. Be safe.
This channel has the most wholesome and sad comment sections. We'll sleep thru sadness together ❤️
I played this video and fell in love with the concept, did dishes to it, did thinking on it and got things done listening to it and was at peace, corny as it sounds, at peace. These are simple songs that may not be yours, but the service you provide as an avenue for these songs and the unique perspective title and conveyance of the note as a starting point gives each song a more compassionate and formidable foundation, a stage truly set for the song, not with the song.
Also, I did not know it was you who posted this video until I checked, and I know why I was not disappointed now.
This is just one of those videos for me. I’m familiar with the music now and I remember what comes next, but it’s still the best comfort somehow. I don’t leave comments often but I feel like I always return here when I feel vulnerable so I’d like to thank you. nobody
Me too
this reminds me of a time when a tornado passed by where i live. usually before they hit the sky can turn into these crazy colors. On this day the sky was a bright rose pink color. every thing looked pink while it was drizzling. it was like the world was wearing rose tinted glasses lol. it was so strange, beautiful and calming. I walked around the streets until the storm got bad.
I put this on while reading, so peaceful
Based reader.
This brings me such nostalgic memories of when me and my family were moving to and from Phoenix. I remember the long nights, seeing the headlights and back lights of the other cars driving beside and infront of us. I remember the warm fuzzy blankets and the layered socks we had to wear when leaving and entering Missouri. I remember the rain, the fog, the laughter, echoed laughter now. I remember the rest stops, the different types of music that would play every time we entered a different state.... But the nights in the car... They surely were something else. The way everything would just go quiet and you would hear the sounds of the car as you just looked up into the sky and watched the Moon and stars, even thinking the Moon is following you lol... It's such a special moment. It's very dear to me. I needed this video, thank you.
so hopeless bro. almost 19. no friends, no gf, no nothing. I get soooo happy when my phone goes off hoping, wishing, exited that it may be the time, the time someone wants to hangout or even text me! yet its just the weather app, or UA-cam reminding me there's a new lonely song playlist. 2024 music is the only thing that keeps me going tbh...
You might be alone at the moment, but someday, without any doubt, you’ll definitely find friends, friends who will protect you. No one is born into this world to be alone
26/01/2016, hôm ấy là tiết học thêm như mọi thứ 3 hàng tuần, bình thường bố sẽ trở em đi học trên chiếc xe máy future từ Hà Đông lên Nguyễn Xiển nhưng vì hôm ấy trời mưa to nên chú em đã tiện đường chở em đi học bằng ô tô. Khi ngồi ở lớp 1 lúc để đợi các bạn đến cho đông đủ nhưng vì mưa to nên người đành cho nghỉ, các bạn đến lớp r cũng đành quay về. Vì không biết về bằng cách nào nên người chở em từ Nguyễn Xiển về Phùng Khoang. Em vẫn nhớ rõ, trời vừa mưa to, đường vừa tắc. Lần đầu tiên trong cuộc đời em chỉ mong đường cứ tắc như thế này. Vậy mà cũng đã 6 năm rồi, vẫn nhớ rõ tiếng mưa rơi lộp độp trên xe trong khi chờ đèn đỏ ngày nào, những câu chuyện mình từng kể với nhau trong khi tắc đường... 6 năm hay 16 năm hoặc có thể mãi mãi sau này em vẫn sẽ nhớ khoảnh khắc này, ngày này, năm này người chở em đi qua Thanh Xuân, qua thanh xuân của cuộc đời em
😢❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
It helps me a lot to sleep. I suffer from insomnia and overthinking. Since I discovered your channel, I feel like it took care of all the problems I had
i have insomnia too and its soo hard to live with it .. Take care of urself too
It's 3 a.m. My old-school alarm clock woke me up with its loud ringing. As I sit here in bed, listening to these rain sounds, I reflect on what I have done. I just finished eating a cold Krabby Patty that I pulled out from under my pillow. Truly a strange feeling to be cured of hunger at 3 a.m. But I have no regrets.
What? I'm sorry I laughed when I read the rather random Krabby Patty. Is your stomach fine? D: > I know my stomach would be upset if I did that.
This makes you feel a feeling that I cant quite put in words. Its weirdly tranquil and peaceful
Лето. Рассвет.
Город ещё спит.
Идёт дождь.
Я один на пустыре….
_____
Summer. Dawn.
The city is still sleeping.
It's raining.
I'm alone in a vacant lot...
It's 1:10 am, chump change compared to later times I've stayed up. I have homework that I'm stressing about. It's my first few weeks of college. I'm sitting in my dorm, my own lonely space, which I'm free to put up decor and things about what I really like without someone else judging. I don't know how to feel - what my brain wants to feel, what I can physically feel, and what is societally acceptable to feel are all out of alignment. Maybe I do just need to lay on the scratchy carpet of my childhood home again long after I have moved, watch the pet fish that have long died swim around, play with the old toys my mom got rid of without a younger me knowing. I need the past, even if nobody is there anymore. Things were better then, and I'm tired of pretending that the present will ever be better. Now will never compare to how nice then felt.
Now will never compare to how nice then felt, but thats because now is different. Then, you didnt know much, and so everything was easy to like. Now, you know more, so its harder to find happiness, but that makes it more valuable. You will find new things that fulfill you and make you happy in a different way. Im here in my freshman year of college as well. It will all be ok
This music is truly calming, it truly brings me memories of my oldest brother and I having fun before his passing 2 years ago. Yesterday I actually had a dream where I interacted with him, nearly like if it were real, which made me truly happy. But I truly miss the days where we use to adventure outside and catch lady bugs, or even watch the rain fall as he drew in his notebook while playing some Skrillex.
Thank you for making such beautiful playlist, it truly helped me and many others to calm down/relax. It makes me smile when I read through comments and experience peoples memories just from a few words.
🕊️💤🌞🤝🏼
This may sounds crazy and i may just be high, but that sounds exactly like my older brother who passed away just a few years ago. I still remember him sitting in his chair outside while listening to Skrillex. It was one of our favorite artists at the time. So I understand exactly how you feel. Remembering those memories is just between the boundaries of sad and happy. It's a small light within a room that just feels so so empty. I've often dreamt about my brother as well, sometimes I'll wake up with a smile on my face until I realize he isn't actually here anymore.
Dreams are interesting to say the least. In my case they are a half open door to the future as I have Deja vu. Though there was one time a few months ago that I had a dream about my aunt who passed last February. But in cases like that I’ve come to learn that they are the people who’ve passed simply letting you know that they are proud of you for what you are doing now and what you have done in the past. And that they just want to make sure that you know that they are doing just fine now after their death.
I’ll be honest, I am jealous of you. Because you actually care for your brother while my sister never really saw me as an older brother and I’m sure that she still doesn’t. Because you had a dream with him in it it shows that you 2 were close for most of your lives. And that is what I’m jealous of. But even still I am sorry for your loss. Losing a family member I know but a sibling. Even though me and my sister aren’t close I don’t know how I’d react to getting that news.
I hope this year gives you so many reasons to smile.
Some time i feel like people in this world is so alone and sad in their life but remembere what makes you better is you still not loose your hopes and suffer with the memories and beautiful time ther is 1000 reasons why your sad but there is one hope thet makes you feel better
No one's life is perfect
But if you try you ven make memorable
I feel your pain my guys ❤
Sorry for my English 😅
this brings back memories from when i would go on car trips as a child and pass out while rain poured down on the car and wake up in the middle of the night at some random gas station. the sound of rain hitting the car was always so relaxing to listen to and fall asleep.
I could look at the sky in this video .the color..the place it takes me...all day and night
my dad and i went on so many car rides together and i really enjoyed them. in a few weeks i'm gonna move to study somewhere else. i'm gonna miss my dad and going on random car rides in the rain with him...
@Danny Dolan hey! thank you so much for your reply, it made me shed a tear to be honest! i really love this new place and i'm quite used to it by now. i come home every weekend so i can go on car rides with my dad! i really miss him on the weekdays tho, but i know i'll come home anyway! :)
I remember listening to this last year when my father died ,this really helped me ,but now this video reminds me of him
@@LBK_BEATz_ hes watching over you, always.
3:09 this song, this song. It reminds me of this dream I had, my cousins, jack and Cyrus. My mother and my aunt. It was an old Italian styled outside mall. It was night time. This song was playing, and we were dancing in the rain. It was at night time and the street lights were beautifully glistening. It brings back so many painful and sorrow memories, and throws them in the fire.
I know this is a pretty stupid and weird comment but rain makes me so happy.
I'm really not a happy person, usually sad or empty 24/7, but whenever i get to go out in the rain and get completely soaked, i just get this unbearable amount of happiness. This video makes me happy because of the rain sounds, but also so sad because I'm not actually out in the rain feeling the raindrops hit my face
I understand you so much, whenever i hear rain hitting the window when it's night time it makes me so happy and relaxed, i can't undertand or explain but i love it
I've become fixated on the idea that we are living a dream between two voids. I am convinced that what we (didn't) experience before birth is the same that comes after death. This single idea can make me both so melancholic and motivated with life. While it can be considered a cruel fate, I prefer to have lived and experienced whatever this wild ride can be called. I don't believe this feeling will ever leave me. No point to this rant, really, I just wish everyone reading this and hearing this sad music gets what they strive for.
I also used to sleep in my car when I was homeless and this brings back memories. It’s scary living from parking lot to alley ways every night and waking up every minute to check your surroundings but it’s also peaceful because despite your struggles, you kinda just sit with yourself and begin to know and understand yourself. It can be frightening being lonely but maneuvering it correctly and it can be peaceful. Perspective.
I knew something was wrong when I remembered how much I love the rain as a kid. I would be trying to sleep during storms and I would get sad. So I would cry but I would cry quietly making sure no one heard me. Then I would open my curtains and just stare for hrs as it rained. I would admire the thunder and lightning and I would usually stay up till it stopped it I would just fall asleep watching it. I think that was probably the best coping strategy I have and I do it every time it rains.(when I am at home at least)
I hope all the people listening to this will have a peaceful sleep and wake up with lots of positive energy.
If you are reading this, it doesn't matter where you are right now on this planet, I wish you a wonderful night and a happy. peaceful life where all your dreams come true 💜
Thank you @Stormy Lofi. I’m reading this right now and this random message from a stranger makes me very happy. Wish you a good life, if you do happen to see this, blessings xx
I just love the sound of raindrops on a car or window. Makes you feel at peace.
Listening to this music feels like a gentle caress to the soul. Simply beautiful.
That is exactly what I needed. You don't understand how much your channel is such a comforting and healing zone I just can't get over it. Thank you so much
My favorite movie ever made. Something about it just drags me in. My friends and I rented out a movie theater room to watch it like it was intended to be. I think the team behind it would find joy in a small group of people in a small town right outside New Orleans enjoying their hard work all the way in 2023. Still have the disc :) keep it in a special spot.
I dont want to grow up.. i dont want to live the adult life.. i dont want to wake up at 5am to come back 8hrs later tired, sore, and worn out.. my mother made it look so easy.. but it wasn't easy for her to make it seem that way.. fake smile with preppy attitude and low energy in the mornings but drowned in coffee for a long term effect but really a short term, dark circles, weak, in pain. At the end of the week cant wake up the last day of the work week,makes it through with a beer on the weekend to drown the emotions for a while and release. But back at it again on Monday. I dont want to. I can't do it. I'm scared. I'm to close. I'm being pushed...
I want to grow up... I think I would like to be an adult. Having a safe place to live in, having control over my life. And not be studying about some document in the 12th century. I would be sitting in a room where I can learn about the real world, about things I care about. Maybe, I'm just a nieve child. But...
Look on the bright side. If you get a job, not for the money, but for what you care about. Maybe all of those terrible weeks will be worth it.
When it rains, the fixed frequency of the sound of rain will block other sounds that are full of changes,
making it easy for people to enter a stable sleep state, so people always feel particularly sleepy,
and rain is equivalent to telling people "stay in a safe place. ”,
so psychologically you will feel stable and relaxed, and naturally you want to sleep.
So watching more videos like this always makes me feel very peaceful~💖+ 1 Like~
Absolutely legittttt
love that feeling
"wake up in your car, in the rain, in the highway south of America"😪🤤😪