lyrics: rain rain go away come again another day i wanna live forever but mental illness gets in the way i feel so compelled when mania helps itself i cut my bangs and dye my hair i do it so well look how beautiful it is i am not in charge of this and when i come down i know that i’ll be pissed theres something inside that fucking hurts me every time ive tried every single pill to help me chill and i’m not satisfied one minute i’ll be fucked and the next minute i’m fine i can’t believe myself im overwhelmed i think ive lost my mind don’t romanticize my life i need a redesign don’t romanticize my life i, i need a redesign i have the good days good phase feeling like i like my face and body, taking pictures cuz i know im a hottie then the bad days, comes in waves feelin like i gained weight wish i could disembody and be somebody else cause im unwell i cant control myself im asking for help theres something inside that fucking hurts me every time ive tried every single pill to help me chill and i’m not satisfied one minute i’ll be fucked and the next minute i’m fine i can’t believe myself im overwhelmed i think ive lost my mind don’t romanticize my life i need a redesign don’t romanticize my life i, i need a redesign
i really love this song because the tune/melody sounds so casual and sounds like everything is "good" but if you listen closely to the lyrics its the exact opposite and theyre like trying to tell you "hello? im panicking i need to redesign my life rIGHT NOW ??" i mean I guess thats how I feel about this song. I really love it so much, the lyrics sounds so simple but it affected me a lot lol. please make more of this
I feel like this song describes BPD and Bipolar disorder quite well- I have this song on my playlist and It happened to play while I was cutting my hair during/ After a manic episode so I felt really called out- And the "Bad days" and the days where I feel gorgeous 😌✨ Really hits home :')
Awfultunes music makes me cry Going through a rough situation right now and awfultune helps me release my emotions all at once 😭❤️ I love you awfultune 😭❤️
i listened to this song on repeat in the time i felt like i was going insane a few years ago i just opened 4 tabs because i had it stuck in my head and i needed to hear it so bad this work is amazing youre amazing
This song is incredible. It’s telling you to stop making the same mistakes and be true to yourself. Do what you really want. Love who you want. That’s how you truly enjoy life. When you listen to what your heart is really telling you
I just discovered this song and it's amazing, it feels like home somehow and it's breaking my heart bc rn i can't escape mine which is worse than hell i think I feel the lyrics meanings and sometime some situation makes sense after hearing those Thank you for that song it helps me a little more in life and message for everyone with mental Illness : i know you can do it you are very strong we can do this together
Same. So ur not alone. Keep holding on that thread, cuz i am too. Lets keep holding each other's hands. I believe u will not fall. I believe in you. Love♡ Stay strong :]
My therapist thinks I have Bipolar but I don't think I do. I relate to every word in this song. 😳 If someone asks what's going on with me, I could just send them this song. It describes everything so well. I'm so glad Spotify recommend me this. I've been bobbing my head nonstop.
I’m depressed and have adhd. (Aswell as mother illnesses) so it literally being “one minute I’ll be fucked then the next I’ll be fine” hit HARD Thank you so much for this ❤
The fact that we relate so much I notice my weight last year I cut my bangs and died my hair red I just found this song this year I’m glad I’m not alone yk.
I happened to hear your song in Tiktok. Honestly, the song is great, I listen to it on repeat. I know it in some places... excellent performance and harmonious background
I'm feel like that too, but, in my case, are different identities whit they different perceptions and stories. I think that your case may have some disociation level. Remember, all the parts are beautiful, strong and were really necessary to survive the trauma 🙌🏻
So underrated. I can't stop listening to this. If anyone knows simmilar songs that captures existential crisis and all that clouds our heads, please leave me some suggestions. I would appreciate it.
this song is really great. ive been wanting to leave a comment but havent really been ready, but here i am. thank you for making this, i relate to it on so many levels. youre a great musician and i wish the best for you!
Damn I listened to this and sara in the bathroom for more than a week now and just figured out it's the same artist lmfao😂❤️❤️❤️ love you so much, suuuch good music!!!
It so weird to have my thoughts pulled out of my head like this. I have bipolar disorder and this is spot on with how I feel all the time. Edit: spelling and punctuation
lyrics:
rain rain go away
come again another day
i wanna live forever
but mental illness gets in the way
i feel so compelled
when mania helps itself
i cut my bangs and dye my hair
i do it so well
look how beautiful it is
i am not in charge of this
and when i come down
i know that i’ll be pissed
theres something inside
that fucking hurts me every time
ive tried every single
pill to help me chill
and i’m not satisfied
one minute i’ll be fucked
and the next minute i’m fine
i can’t believe myself
im overwhelmed
i think ive lost my mind
don’t romanticize my life
i need a redesign
don’t romanticize my life
i, i need a redesign
i have the good days
good phase
feeling like i like my face
and body, taking pictures
cuz i know im a hottie
then the bad days, comes in waves
feelin like i gained weight
wish i could disembody
and be somebody else
cause im unwell
i cant control myself
im asking for help
theres something inside
that fucking hurts me every time
ive tried every single
pill to help me chill
and i’m not satisfied
one minute i’ll be fucked
and the next minute i’m fine
i can’t believe myself
im overwhelmed
i think ive lost my mind
don’t romanticize my life
i need a redesign
don’t romanticize my life
i, i need a redesign
awfultune wait I love it so much
I NEED A REDESIGN
Awfultune te amo ❤️!!
Хз
@@peterkarsten4046 don't romanticize my life
i found this song during my worst breakdown recently. it’s just comforting when someone puts my thoughts into lyrics. i don’t know why i’m crying
Same :)
same
Love you bro stay strong 💙
This song describe my life, it’s so good to know that I’m not alone, your song helped me so much ty!
I'm feeling like u, you are not alone.
Me too.
Samesies
Same
Do you use a drug for this?
As a person with bipolar disorder type 1, I can relate to this song quite a lot! Thanks for making this song! It helps me feel a bit less alone
Same
collapsing in catharsis to this after a mixed episode
I LOVE THIS SONG OMG ITS BEEN 3 YEARS AND ITS STILL AMAZINGGGG ❤️❤️❤️
Perfectly puts my manic depression into words, I love screaming these lyrics so much, thank you
everyone has their song that once they listen to brings back awful but epic memories, this one is mine still thriving even after 4 years.
you don’t have a single bad song :)
мне так нравится все в этой песне
Мне тоже :D , давай пять 🙌
@@DaynABEBAF даю пять
невероятно плюсую
+
@@r1ydontcare умножаю
Так жизненно, чёрт... Реально, помогите. А трек невероятно прекрасен, как и его автор
я могу как то тебе помочь, солнце? если нужно я могу поддержать тебя.
@@sonu.2181 Спасибо большое, благодарю, что остались не равнодушны, но не стоит, сейчас все в порядке) Желаю нам всем счастья.
@@akiraveltman1363 ох, хорошо
@@sonu.2181а у тебя все хорошо?
@@nagisa3.993 уу как наигранно-заботливо звучит
Your music is so comforting.
i really love this song because the tune/melody sounds so casual and sounds like everything is "good" but if you listen closely to the lyrics its the exact opposite and theyre like trying to tell you "hello? im panicking i need to redesign my life rIGHT NOW ??" i mean I guess thats how I feel about this song. I really love it so much, the lyrics sounds so simple but it affected me a lot lol. please make more of this
I didn't find this song, this song found me.
I feel like this song describes BPD and Bipolar disorder quite well-
I have this song on my playlist and It happened to play while I was cutting my hair during/ After a manic episode so I felt really called out-
And the "Bad days" and the days where I feel gorgeous 😌✨
Really hits home :')
Good that you know, you’re gorgeous somedays ✨
So true. i have bpd and bipolar and this song gives me comfort somehow. lyrics are too relatable.
Oh yes
Can't agree more
holy shit why is this so damn underrated
not my favourite type of music but its way too
relatable i cant stop listening
Awfultunes music makes me cry
Going through a rough situation right now and awfultune helps me release my emotions all at once 😭❤️
I love you awfultune 😭❤️
The lyrics kinda hit different
i listened to this song on repeat in the time i felt like i was going insane a few years ago
i just opened 4 tabs because i had it stuck in my head and i needed to hear it so bad
this work is amazing
youre amazing
perfect as always when it comes to you
i relate so much to the lyrics as if it's coming from me, thank you sm for putting this out in the world❤
The most relatable song ever 🤍🤍thanks for this song every word of the lyrics just fits so well with my life
this. this is how I feel, this song and “bye ily” are my comfort songs. :))
Idk how to describe it but your music just has THE feel!!
the way this is actually my life is weird but feels kinda comforting tho, less alone
This is literally my favourite song
this song deserves more attention. like. literally.
your music makes me so happy
This song is incredible. It’s telling you to stop making the same mistakes and be true to yourself. Do what you really want. Love who you want. That’s how you truly enjoy life. When you listen to what your heart is really telling you
i really love ALL songs awfultune’s cause this helped me know i’m not alone. thanks!
Whyyyyy sooooo underrrraaateddd😭😭😭❤️
I found this on spotify and now im glad that i found it because i relate to it so much plus its so good
I just discovered this song and it's amazing, it feels like home somehow and it's breaking my heart bc rn i can't escape mine which is worse than hell i think
I feel the lyrics meanings and sometime some situation makes sense after hearing those
Thank you for that song it helps me a little more in life and message for everyone with mental Illness : i know you can do it you are very strong we can do this together
Same. So ur not alone. Keep holding on that thread, cuz i am too. Lets keep holding each other's hands. I believe u will not fall. I believe in you. Love♡
Stay strong :]
прекрасно
ok but COME ON HOW IS THIS SUCH A BANGER AND NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT IT
This song is helping me so much right now also such a amazing bass line.
I was dancing to this song and now my body won't stop going around in circles 😭
Randomly got your song on spotify and now i cant help bt getting addicted to your songs...you r too good...damn
IM CRYYY I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO BE OKAYY FOR U :(((
My therapist thinks I have Bipolar but I don't think I do.
I relate to every word in this song. 😳 If someone asks what's going on with me, I could just send them this song.
It describes everything so well. I'm so glad Spotify recommend me this. I've been bobbing my head nonstop.
Your voice makes me calm 😌
I’m depressed and have adhd.
(Aswell as mother illnesses) so it literally being “one minute I’ll be fucked then the next I’ll be fine” hit HARD
Thank you so much for this ❤
I love this song sm !!
The fact that we relate so much I notice my weight last year I cut my bangs and died my hair red I just found this song this year I’m glad I’m not alone yk.
I happened to hear your song in Tiktok. Honestly, the song is great, I listen to it on repeat. I know it in some places... excellent performance and harmonious background
I'll be playing this for the next few days on loop
This is great, I'm type 2 so I kinda get it, not enough songs about this, it's important
I'm feel like that too, but, in my case, are different identities whit they different perceptions and stories. I think that your case may have some disociation level. Remember, all the parts are beautiful, strong and were really necessary to survive the trauma 🙌🏻
its 2024 and im still here
THIS IS SO UNDERRATED, IVE ADDED THISTO MY MAIN SPOTIFY PLAYLIST!!
I love and relate to this song sm, thank you for this! And thank you for opening my new binge listening to your music on apple ❤️
I FUCKING LOVE THIS HOW IS THIS NOT EXPLODED IN POPULARITY???
Omg I listen to this song on loop
This made me feel understood lol thank you so much
wow i feel this way so much im scared
The vibe that this gives me.... THE VIBE
So underrated. I can't stop listening to this. If anyone knows simmilar songs that captures existential crisis and all that clouds our heads, please leave me some suggestions. I would appreciate it.
Every time I need a good cry this is my go to
I need to listen this song on loop
this song is really great. ive been wanting to leave a comment but havent really been ready, but here i am. thank you for making this, i relate to it on so many levels. youre a great musician and i wish the best for you!
Trust me, the people will find this song one day it will no longer be underrated
This song hurt me so much, oh god..
ALL YOUR SONGS ARE SO GOOD HOW-
Just found out about your songs and I'm already hooked.
WOAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE IT
This song is fucking underrated!!
Thank you!!!! now it's my favorite song, it's real! keep going! you are cool!
Never truly related to a song as much as this one. Glad I stumbled across this work of art.
можно сказать была до миллиона
трек 💔
wish i was here when it came out! now i’m just listening to it at 5am with my sandwich
listening to this song on loop!!!😍 pretty much describes my life...
emo ahh
this is art for my soul !! I loved.
I’m already in love with this song 😍🥺
Pls Apple Music! 👉🏻👈🏻
Damn I listened to this and sara in the bathroom for more than a week now and just figured out it's the same artist lmfao😂❤️❤️❤️ love you so much, suuuch good music!!!
I LOVE YOUR MUSIC
Its my mental breakdown I choose the music
Idk what id do if this song wasnt a thing I love it sm
You're so cool, omg wow this is another level, holy sh*t what a voice! how you dare jeez! I can't
I am really happy to find this song. It means so deep to me. I find myself in the song. So thank you so much Layla 💝 love from Turkey😻
I'm so happy that spotify decided to recomend me this song
I needed this redesign ❤️
This made me feel so comfortable, tysm^^
Darling this song is wonderful! :) I hope for you to make more amazing songs and to stay safe and healthy.
isso ta perfeito😳💓
no choice but to stan !
Quizá no sepas español, pero eres lo mejor que me ha pasado en este 2020, por favor sigue así y jamás te apagues:(
a perro
Your voice , your songs makes me happy
i hope ur okay out there, be strong 💜
ur extremely underrated i wish more people new about you
ONE OF THE BEST SONGS IVE EVER HEARD
Wow! it's so beautiful, please don't ever stop doing what you're doing.
I need more songs like this
Everything about this song is it
After everything layla, you get me.
Essa musica descreve a bagunça q existe em mim de uma forma....
I love this song sm
песня просто описание меня🖐🏻🖐🏻...
It so weird to have my thoughts pulled out of my head like this. I have bipolar disorder and this is spot on with how I feel all the time.
Edit: spelling and punctuation
Found this in a playlist I love it 💖
You posted this on my 17 birthday, i wish i knew this song the last year it was so hard