I have had so much trouble just learning to walk. I never did realize how much of your brain goes into each step. Its like every thing I used to do seemed to cmome natural but now I have to think out every little step of every move that I make . Such as picking up my foot , moving it forward while I concentrate putting all of my weight on the other foot or leg or other side of my body and you see IM Aam already overwhelmed I am really hard on myself . Its much easier to forgive someone else than
It is to forgive myself because I should know better. What comes natural to me does not any more and it takes me atleast 4 times longer to do every thing that I do . Its been 20 years since my accident and I am still learning things that were just taken for granted before. But I have learned to forgive me. And also to thank the good lord for all of this . And I know he has carried me because I have seen only one set of footprints in the sand . For many years now . But I am beginning to see my own as well again. So I know he is always with me every step of the way. I also know that he loves us all just like a father loves his children. He has proven this to me . I have experienced it first hand. What I believed all along. Thank You God for believing in me. I love you as well.
my list starts with "everything with a heartbeat" ~ my, the chickens, horses, cats, dogs and garden. I need lists or I can't focus on anything and nothing gets done. It is so hard.
I am hoping to get involved in some sort of volunteer work to give me a sense of schedule and structure to supplement my part time driving job and model car building hobby...
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I have had so much trouble just learning to walk. I never did realize how much of your brain goes into each step. Its like every thing I used to do seemed to cmome natural but now I have to think out every little step of every move that I make . Such as picking up my foot , moving it forward while I concentrate putting all of my weight on the other foot or leg or other side of my body and you see IM Aam already overwhelmed I am really hard on myself . Its much easier to forgive someone else than
It is to forgive myself because I should know better. What comes natural to me does not any more and it takes me atleast 4 times longer to do every thing that I do . Its been 20 years since my accident and I am still learning things that were just taken for granted before. But I have learned to forgive me. And also to thank the good lord for all of this . And I know he has carried me because I have seen only one set of footprints in the sand . For many years now . But I am beginning to see my own as well again. So I know he is always with me every step of the way. I also know that he loves us all just like a father loves his children. He has proven this to me . I have experienced it first hand. What I believed all along. Thank You God for believing in me. I love you as well.
my list starts with "everything with a heartbeat" ~ my, the chickens, horses, cats, dogs and garden. I need lists or I can't focus on anything and nothing gets done. It is so hard.
I am hoping to get involved in some sort of volunteer work to give me a sense of schedule and structure to supplement my part time driving job and model car building hobby...