It honestly made me feel so much better to see somebody really talking about this on the internet, it made me feel really validated, so thank you a lot
I've dealt with these thoughts too when I was younger. What made me realize that I should take my suffering and negative emotions seriously is that my life is everything I have, and I shouldn't want to spend it feeling miserable. It doesn't matter how small the problem might seem because it matters to you and affects how you go through life. So why not try to understand it and find a solution instead of burying it and comparing yourself to others? There will always be someone facing a bigger challenge, but that's their life, and you only have yours. Even if someone isn’t medically diagnosed with anxiety or depression, what's wrong with seeking solutions and comfort during times when you've felt anxious or down? Tips and advice for those who are diagnosed can also help you navigate those moments. We should always strive to be better and find peace within ourselves. No matter how small the pain or problem may seem, it’s yours, it’s real, and it does affect your greatest achievement and treasure: being alive.
6:00 You don't need to gatekeep yourself from depression - your pain is legitimate no matter where it's coming from, and you deserve any help you need. I've been on antidepressants and in therapy for over 10 years now, and it took me a while but I've learned that there's no need for shame because it ISN'T HELPFUL. Depression involves a chemical imbalance in your brain - medication is a tool to help correct that. The fact that you're able to speak so coherently about your self-harm like this shows that you have the emotional maturity to handle these problems - even for a silly UA-cam channel, talking about it is not easy and I'm grateful that you did!
the path to wellness is fraught with mistaken interlocutors and interlopers of the mind, spirals of deception might be driven to disturb but for the fact of ignoring the gravity of inner disturbance. you are on the path, and through the struggle you will one day find its fruition. i am rooting for you on this lonely road, and i'm glad you made way through the akward veils of antiprogression to express yourself as you felt it fit. damn, i got my second virtual school today bc of the snow. freakin midwest weather.
This piece saltwater taffy is spitting bars 🗣️🗣️🗣️ (I’m so sorry, I went to look for your pronouns and got hit with taffy) Also… as a Washingtonian, the Midwest cannot be real. I refuse to believe it. Fargo is a fantasy film.
6:40 OMG IM LITERALLY IN TENTH GRADE RN ANF GETTING MY FIRST THERAPY SESSION AFTER YEARSSSSS OF STRUGGLING AND IM SOOO SCARED BUT LIKE WASNT THIS THE THING IVE ALWAYS WANTED??? 😭😭😭😭🙏
I’ve never self harmed but most of my depression comes from validation issues. I’ve literally considered SH before because I didn’t feel validated, didn’t know other people have that thought process too. BTW I just got prescribed Lexapro today and I’m really hopeful!!!
So many things in your rant that I've thought before but wasn't brave enough to say. Righteous. I highly recommend you check out Kevin Smith's talk on trauma. He talks about how he thought his trauma and response wasn't valid.
you are LITERALLY wording out every. single. one. of. my. thoughts. wow.. ur my fav person in the whole entire internet
I think this is like the first time im seeing someone actually talk about my exact thought processes this is blowing my mind 😭😭
It honestly made me feel so much better to see somebody really talking about this on the internet, it made me feel really validated, so thank you a lot
girl wth u doin up, what are either of us doin up 😭
As a fellow 17 yr old lesbian who has dealt with depression and self harm and who also likes to rant, this vid made me feel so seen💀
I've dealt with these thoughts too when I was younger. What made me realize that I should take my suffering and negative emotions seriously is that my life is everything I have, and I shouldn't want to spend it feeling miserable. It doesn't matter how small the problem might seem because it matters to you and affects how you go through life. So why not try to understand it and find a solution instead of burying it and comparing yourself to others? There will always be someone facing a bigger challenge, but that's their life, and you only have yours.
Even if someone isn’t medically diagnosed with anxiety or depression, what's wrong with seeking solutions and comfort during times when you've felt anxious or down? Tips and advice for those who are diagnosed can also help you navigate those moments. We should always strive to be better and find peace within ourselves. No matter how small the pain or problem may seem, it’s yours, it’s real, and it does affect your greatest achievement and treasure: being alive.
6:00 You don't need to gatekeep yourself from depression - your pain is legitimate no matter where it's coming from, and you deserve any help you need. I've been on antidepressants and in therapy for over 10 years now, and it took me a while but I've learned that there's no need for shame because it ISN'T HELPFUL. Depression involves a chemical imbalance in your brain - medication is a tool to help correct that.
The fact that you're able to speak so coherently about your self-harm like this shows that you have the emotional maturity to handle these problems - even for a silly UA-cam channel, talking about it is not easy and I'm grateful that you did!
You are currently my favourite person on the internet !!!
MINE TOO
the path to wellness is fraught with mistaken interlocutors and interlopers of the mind, spirals of deception might be driven to disturb but for the fact of ignoring the gravity of inner disturbance. you are on the path, and through the struggle you will one day find its fruition. i am rooting for you on this lonely road, and i'm glad you made way through the akward veils of antiprogression to express yourself as you felt it fit.
damn, i got my second virtual school today bc of the snow. freakin midwest weather.
This piece saltwater taffy is spitting bars 🗣️🗣️🗣️ (I’m so sorry, I went to look for your pronouns and got hit with taffy)
Also… as a Washingtonian, the Midwest cannot be real. I refuse to believe it. Fargo is a fantasy film.
thinking a physical manifestation of the suffering would be the way to make people care/believe you. i also thought like this😭
6:40 OMG IM LITERALLY IN TENTH GRADE RN ANF GETTING MY FIRST THERAPY SESSION AFTER YEARSSSSS OF STRUGGLING AND IM SOOO SCARED BUT LIKE WASNT THIS THE THING IVE ALWAYS WANTED??? 😭😭😭😭🙏
I’ve never self harmed but most of my depression comes from validation issues. I’ve literally considered SH before because I didn’t feel validated, didn’t know other people have that thought process too. BTW I just got prescribed Lexapro today and I’m really hopeful!!!
i agree, thumbnail is dramatic in a good way
the thumbnail is so miss xcx core. Also like everything youre saying is real and this stuff needs to be said
So many things in your rant that I've thought before but wasn't brave enough to say. Righteous.
I highly recommend you check out Kevin Smith's talk on trauma. He talks about how he thought his trauma and response wasn't valid.
I’d rather be one of those people who talks about it than one of those people who avoids talking about it.
I luv ur channel boogerlover2007
Yo this video rocks, keep spreading your truth
I LOVE YOU BOOGERLOVER2007 (STILL DONT KNOW YOUR NAME BUT YOURE AWESOME)
Thank you for saying what other people are too scared to say boogerlover 😔🙏
This is off topic but what happened to your channel with the shining and whiplash reviews
Keep talking (if you enjoy it or find it helpful). We're/I'm listening and thinking about what you say.
GUYS IM OFFICIALLY A BOOGER
Am I… a booger?
good to see you, name twin🤼♀️ your youtube videos make a positive difference in this WORLD🌈 🌏 -ella, booger #115✌️