@@ellisonnyback Ok, so my take on this is that you probably have very conservative, and christian parents? When you get older you will realize that there is more to life than this. From your current perspective you only get one flavor. But issues with your family is tough dude, what can I tell you... edit: after watching more of your videos, I am beginning to empathize with you! But why don't you create a new channel with a nick name, and not letting your parents know? I can understand the need to having a youtube channel to vent, but be careful. There is a lot of toxicity going on in the social media realm, and it can really put you down if you let it. BTW, you remind me a bit of the character in the edge of seventeen played by Hailee Steinfeld. If you haven't watched it, maybe you should. Good turns! And for the love of G... stop abusing drugs and alcohol young woman! (this is not a father speech!)
You’ll be good, just keep doing what you love, and especially keep being yourself, anyone disowning you will learn the mistake they made sooner or later🫡🙏
Oh Ellison my heart goes out to you as I have been in your position years ago, your family seem like they are worth blocking if all they can do is have a go at you instead of supporting you. Just wish I could show my support for you more than I can on here
Makes sense. But that's normal. When you find your path, your friends and family are used to the old you, and the change bothers them one way or another. That's what happened with me when I started earning online which involved a different lifestyle. Till now they think I don't do anything....😂
I’m sorry for all your hurt, pain, struggle, and what you are going through. My experiences have been much the same. Society is built on the need to “fit in” and the path of finding ones true “Self” aka following the heart, is often met with much resentment and resistance. In society, there is always something to “fix” in someone, but why? If something is broken surely it can be fixed, but you were never broken, and there is nothing to fix about you. I could go on, but this comment is getting kind of long lol, and I don’t comment very often… but thank you for the video. It really resonated with me. A wonderful video by a wonderful human being ❤
P.S. When you’re ready, you should look up Matt Garret. He’s a small UA-camr. His videos have brought me a lot of joy… and what brings me joy I love sharing. His latest video is “Easy is Wisdom, Struggle is Old” its 11 min. Lots of love!!
If you want to stop saying “like” all the time you need to start getting used to something else. I had a habit of speaking English and Spanish at the same time and I hate it. But I made myself very aware and started to practice. And now I speak English and Spanish separately. You got to have a plan and a goal. My goal was to learn more Spanish and expand my vocabulary in English. And now no more bad habits.
@@ellisonnyback I'll tell you what, I will adjust my comment if you re- read Andybonds comments and take them to heart.. Family is everything if they have your best interest at heart.. I am now in my 50s and have lost most of my family around me now.. Look forward at life with promise , its better than looking back at it with regrets.. I do wish you the best, but don't air your laundry out there for all to see , be better than that, even if you don't have the best family situation. UA-cam is a huge platform, find something positive to do with it.
You're very photogenic and beautiful. May I suggest to find subject matter to make videos about, like sewing or model trains or faucet repair. Having something to talk about makes it easier to make the videos. _Expecially_ topics that interest guys would grant you a large audience. Something like power tool critiques, video game reviews, how to organize the tools on your workbench, how to use a 3D printer, etc would work.
@@illy8468 Just a suggestion ... I've noticed that men like attractive women. I figured if Ellison wanted to make money off of youtube then she could follow the trend. Male subjects or nerdy subjects with attractive presenters goes over well.
When you say you got "disowned" by your family, does that mean: 1. They refuse all financial support to you from now on. 2. They don't want any contact or interaction with you. 3. Both 1 and 2 How do you financially support yourself?
Hey I think you should start looking for God’s love and support. Therapists and talking about your problems can help but it’s nothing compared to the help that God can give you.
Ellison... I don't know you; never seen your videos; don't even know why the algorithm put this video on my homepage. But sweetheart... family is supposed to be there to help and guide you, not judge and manipulate you. Whether or not you can ever be "good enough" for the family, don't let that keep you from being "good enough" for YOU. It's ok if you share more honestly on here than they would like. It's ok if you say "like" and "um" a lot. You're on UA-cam, not on trial! We have to be open to criticism and willing to learn and grow, but it seems like the criticism has made you so critical of yourself in a way that only makes you even more frustrated. You're an awesome, beautiful person and it's amazing that you're willing to share so vulnerably on here. Be the best person you can be but don't try to be perfect! Keep sharing and being real!
i really appreciate this comment! i will take what u said to heart. im trying to learn to be less critical of myself so reading things like these makes me feel less crazy. thank u!
At some point you should start working on getting rid of the "ummms". If you got rid of all the "umms" and "like" etc, your videos would be half as long.
Oh goodness! This is not a train of thought, this is a train wreck of thought!
that is somewhat true.
@@ellisonnyback Ok, so my take on this is that you probably have very conservative, and christian parents? When you get older you will realize that there is more to life than this. From your current perspective you only get one flavor. But issues with your family is tough dude, what can I tell you... edit: after watching more of your videos, I am beginning to empathize with you! But why don't you create a new channel with a nick name, and not letting your parents know? I can understand the need to having a youtube channel to vent, but be careful. There is a lot of toxicity going on in the social media realm, and it can really put you down if you let it. BTW, you remind me a bit of the character in the edge of seventeen played by Hailee Steinfeld. If you haven't watched it, maybe you should. Good turns! And for the love of G... stop abusing drugs and alcohol young woman! (this is not a father speech!)
You’ll be good, just keep doing what you love, and especially keep being yourself, anyone disowning you will learn the mistake they made sooner or later🫡🙏
And The Crysallis Stage is Before a Butterfly Emerges Atoneness Ellison
Oh Ellison my heart goes out to you as I have been in your position years ago, your family seem like they are worth blocking if all they can do is have a go at you instead of supporting you. Just wish I could show my support for you more than I can on here
Ya, Okay... she disabled the down vote button. Says a LOT! Just ignore this video.
i didnt💔💔
I don't think anyone can do that...
Makes sense. But that's normal. When you find your path, your friends and family are used to the old you, and the change bothers them one way or another. That's what happened with me when I started earning online which involved a different lifestyle. Till now they think I don't do anything....😂
@@zelmanito yes thats what i was thinking too. sorry this also has happened to u!!
i think i got called out 💀 hope my comment wasn't annoying/judgy or something, just thought it was funny. My bad g.
@@NanNan-br8bp nooo srysry i dont even care. thank u for the comment🤘
@@ellisonnybackyou look beautiful and gorgeous. Are you single
Your an lovely person so carry on being you
she is definitely a good medical subject
I’m sorry for all your hurt, pain, struggle, and what you are going through. My experiences have been much the same. Society is built on the need to “fit in” and the path of finding ones true “Self” aka following the heart, is often met with much resentment and resistance. In society, there is always something to “fix” in someone, but why? If something is broken surely it can be fixed, but you were never broken, and there is nothing to fix about you. I could go on, but this comment is getting kind of long lol, and I don’t comment very often… but thank you for the video. It really resonated with me. A wonderful video by a wonderful human being ❤
P.S. When you’re ready, you should look up Matt Garret. He’s a small UA-camr. His videos have brought me a lot of joy… and what brings me joy I love sharing. His latest video is “Easy is Wisdom, Struggle is Old” its 11 min.
Lots of love!!
If you want to stop saying “like” all the time you need to start getting used to something else. I had a habit of speaking English and Spanish at the same time and I hate it. But I made myself very aware and started to practice. And now I speak English and Spanish separately. You got to have a plan and a goal. My goal was to learn more Spanish and expand my vocabulary in English. And now no more bad habits.
yes i am trying.
If you need anything I’m always here for you
That's nice to know Chief.
Where are you from I'm at New Mexico but that same story with me I know don't give up girl.
🤔 yes, normally favors are returned with favors
Look for positive things in life.. You only do this once.
u dont mean this marc. this isnt u
@@ellisonnyback I'll tell you what, I will adjust my comment if you re- read Andybonds comments and take them to heart.. Family is everything if they have your best interest at heart.. I am now in my 50s and have lost most of my family around me now.. Look forward at life with promise , its better than looking back at it with regrets.. I do wish you the best, but don't air your laundry out there for all to see , be better than that, even if you don't have the best family situation. UA-cam is a huge platform, find something positive to do with it.
Shut up” I’ll Take A Shot❤
Why did they disowned u ?
I don’t get why they would disown you for your videos? You don’t post anything crazy or offensive
@@ip2 yeaa well. not too sure. maybe its the lip syncing to some sweat words
She talked about drugs and lip syncing to swear words. They are embarrassed.
You're very photogenic and beautiful. May I suggest to find subject matter to make videos about, like sewing or model trains or faucet repair. Having something to talk about makes it easier to make the videos. _Expecially_ topics that interest guys would grant you a large audience. Something like power tool critiques, video game reviews, how to organize the tools on your workbench, how to use a 3D printer, etc would work.
yes next time i fix a faucet i'll record it
why topics that interest guys specifically ??
@@illy8468 Just a suggestion ... I've noticed that men like attractive women. I figured if Ellison wanted to make money off of youtube then she could follow the trend. Male subjects or nerdy subjects with attractive presenters goes over well.
@@LordJinkiesyou've solved every "attractive" females issue with content creation online! what should they do for you? you deserve compensation.
God Alone Gets To The Point❤
I even got disowned by my mother and I hope things work out for you just like me things worked out 😊
thank u i appreciate this
her brain is at 1000 places at the same time
Liar
Families don't disown people for nothing. So what did you really do?
this is it.
When you say you got "disowned" by your family, does that mean:
1. They refuse all financial support to you from now on.
2. They don't want any contact or interaction with you.
3. Both 1 and 2
How do you financially support yourself?
both from my grandparents. except now their trying to take it back so✌️
Storms Pass
' Train of thought" ... is more like just train without brakes
Ltn M’Argys Done It( Grown)
we are not getting the full story here
or this is just a skit for giggles
its somewhat of the story💔
Get to the point!
im trying
That’s most girls
Omg girl what
ya..
Hey I think you should start looking for God’s love and support. Therapists and talking about your problems can help but it’s nothing compared to the help that God can give you.
TAKEN !
she looks like Riley
who dat
@@ellisonnyback from Inside out
Ellison... I don't know you; never seen your videos; don't even know why the algorithm put this video on my homepage. But sweetheart... family is supposed to be there to help and guide you, not judge and manipulate you. Whether or not you can ever be "good enough" for the family, don't let that keep you from being "good enough" for YOU. It's ok if you share more honestly on here than they would like. It's ok if you say "like" and "um" a lot. You're on UA-cam, not on trial! We have to be open to criticism and willing to learn and grow, but it seems like the criticism has made you so critical of yourself in a way that only makes you even more frustrated. You're an awesome, beautiful person and it's amazing that you're willing to share so vulnerably on here. Be the best person you can be but don't try to be perfect! Keep sharing and being real!
i really appreciate this comment! i will take what u said to heart. im trying to learn to be less critical of myself so reading things like these makes me feel less crazy. thank u!
Stop drinking everyday
i stopped💔
@@ellisonnyback ❤️😘
your face looks puffy
wisdom teeth got removed wooo but IK
Family can betray more than friends.Friends have to earn your trust but family does not...#family #friends🔥
#true 🔥
they jealous of your success
@@autumnliketheszn stoppp dont watch my vids
Probably roll down both your left and right windows and get a cross breeze going.
Are you in college? Are you planning to get a degree? What work experience do you have?
yuh workin and uni
At some point you should start working on getting rid of the "ummms". If you got rid of all the "umms" and "like" etc, your videos would be half as long.
Bro chill
@illy8468
Bruh, nil. I'm trying to help her out nutmuffins. Now go get your shinebox.
@@kbrewski1 nutmuffins ??? zinger 🔥
@illy8468
Glad you approve dipniblets!
yup i started editing!
You will succeed and keep doing the best you can. If you want to chat or need anything let me know