IF YOUR LOOKING FOR SOMETHING DIFFERIENT TO DO WITH AN OLD DEAD HEAD OR YOU CANT DECIDE HOW TO SETTLE UP ON A DOUBLE FIND, HERE YOU GO. DEER SKULL HALF MOUNT PROJECT.
Man, two good halves Hanging on a wall facing each other would make an awesome gun rack in the home......kinda like the upside down hoof concept. Would look pretty dang sweet!👍👍💨💨
THAT turned out amazing! thank you for that! I followed your Pronghorn vid this year 2022 and did my first antelope kill in my life. I couldn't be more happy. saved me some cash and it looks awesome. The mop&glo makes it look so darn good too!
brother, I have to commend you on this great video and your details. I gave this idea to my nephew to use the head as a display and as a handle to open a small access door next to his fireplace to bring in more firewood. I like your information about cleaning and staining. Thank you.
I stumbled upon these videos a few years ago when I took my two boys ram hunting followed each step to the tee and they turned out great. I have since done two deer heads using these methods. Side note spray painting the skull with copper paint and wiping stain in the crevices is a neat look as well!
Dude I’ve been binge watching your videos for like a week. I have no clue why I just now found your channel.. you sir are VERY informative and VERY knowledgeable on this stuff. And your video quality it’s outstanding! Just saying.
Dude! As a taxidermistive watched so much of your stuff and have found better ways to do things . I absolutely love this it looks phenomenal. I'm definitely happy for deer meet for dinner for putting me on to you . I love this piece your awesome.
Awesome video I love the way this mount looks. Now I have to go find another big buck so I can do this mount. Thank you for the great videos I've been following you for a while and just boiled my first doe and raccoon skulls. I followed your method and they turned out great. Thanks again!
Shot my first whitetail last year. (2017) It was my first time doing a European mount. I did Okay for a beginner. I didn't use a pressure washer I just used a pair of pliers and a havalon. I'm getting a pressure washer and I'm gonna try your method. I've seen almost all of your videos and I really love them. Thanks for all of your info. I've definitely learned alot from your channel. Thank you Whitebone Creations😆
May I ask how you mounted it to mirror.. me and my brother just shot a buck and we both put the deer down and I think this would be a cool idea so there is no fighting over the rack
The stain color Early American, as you said in another video... looks great on my midwest whitetail antlers and I just finish my first skull.Thanks you for the tips tricks
Awesome vid . I actually did one similar two guy shot at same deer while dog hunting . The deer only had one bullet hole in it so they decided to split it in half . We mount each side on plaques. Again great job .
Thanks for the information, I am not a hunter, but would keep a found deadhead... I would not in a million years, have thought to call the DEC! Imagine me slapped with a poacher fine!!! That is comical ( actually not funny ) maybe ironic??? Anyway, you do an excellent job with your videos, thank you for the information.
mate what a brilliant idea ive done quite a few head this year i seem to be the guy all my mates want to do there heads and has given me a whole new angle on what to do with some of the not so good heads. when you rap the antler to protect it from the bleach dose it not bleed underneath ever? all the best from the UK
Just to say, I feel like the coloration with ONLY that product makes the horn a bit flat colored. the final "try with the sand paper" can be changed with a drybrush wash, like with a white or ivory color. I mean something like you dip your brush in paint, have it discharge on some paper until it berely lend color and then have it on the horns. I guess it's juts a practice matter.
WHITEBONE CREATIONS HUNTING. I was going to suggest the same thing... KMnO4. It goes on Purple dries Browntown....awesome for MY Elk and Deer sheds out here in AZ
I know, at least in ND here. You can actually get permits for picking up dead animals you find. I have gotten a roadkill permit in the past so I could legally collect deer and fur bearers that have been struck by cars. (plus not only did it benefit me for practice, but it also helps keep scavengers away from the roads.) This is how I started out doing skulls and practicing tanning hides. So if you have one of these permits, there's no need to contact the Fish and Game before hand. Thought my two cents here might help out someone!
Always great to watch your videos, and looking forward to putting some of your techniques into practice on some Australian boars and goats. Would love to get my hands on one of your Whitebone caps if they are available?
Where did you buy the heater and what is it called (sound stupid I know but I'm from the uk and have been looking EVERYWHERE!!) also any tips on cleaning a huge horse skull?
I'm in socal as well how much is it at tejon? Getting into hunting and just looking around! Any other good places that you just need a tag and hunting license
So I've tried the stain you've used. It's awesome and matched nicely. But it's not quite dry even after a 24 hour drying time. Have you had this issue? If so, how long does it take to fully dry or what other methods help it dry? Thanks in advance for any information.
+huntallthetime1 sorry for the late response. I have had that on antlers that are really smooth or a bit greasy. I typically dab it on and dry it with a paper towel. Give it a good wash and dry and try again my bet is greasy horn from the boil.
i have quick question for you, where do you get those half moon mounting hardware from? I first seen them in your videos, but not sure what they are called or where to find them. I definitely enjoy watching your videos and i have learned a few new tricks from you .
Would you recommend maceration for an old deadhead without any residual hide? There's a little bit of old grease staining, or it could be discoloration from mud seepage. It's a bull moose skull I found half submerged in a swamp. I've showed the local wardens my find, and been giving a permission to keep the skull.
+Ned Telling Congrats on the skull. I would recommend a good long soak in dish soap and water remove hide power wash and whiten with peroxide. Thanks for watching
my brother just harvested a big doe today off of out land and i saved the skull and wont be able to boil it for a little while. should i put it in the freezer? or just let it sit?
Hey can you give any tips on doing just a skull plate mount? Also how about restoring an old chalky dead head my grandfather had laying around for ages? Be a nice memento
My dog dragged a buck skull in the other day... It was missing one antler, but the other is really unique. I was going to just Euro it whole, but I think I might do something like this.
Have you tried Sal Soda? It is technically the same as Arm & Hammor Washing soda, howevere, I think it works better than any other degreaser....just expensive to buy due to shipping. No one can seem to tell me why the sal soda is more sudzy/defats better
if you ever find yourself in a surplus of deadheads and antlers let me know. i'd gladly take them. especially elk, i've never had the pleasure. don't really have many option for deadheads or availability here in remote upstate ny
Do you consider yourself to be a good person? Most people do. However, most of us differ as to the definition of "good." The Bible says that God is good, and the Ten Commandments are His standard of goodness. So, we will look at God's Law . . . With a tender conscience, ask yourself if you have obeyed the following: You shall have no other gods before Me. (Have you always loved God above all else?)You shall not make yourself an idol. (Have you made a god in your mind that you're more comfortable with, a god to suit yourself?)You shall not take God's name in vain. (Have you ever used God's holy Name as a cuss word?)Remember the Sabbath Day, to keep it holy.Honor your father and mother.You shall not murder. (God considers hatred to be as murder).You shall not commit adultery. ("Whoever looks upon a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart" Matthew 5:27-28; this also includes sex before marriage).You shall not steal. (Have you ever stolen anything? the value of the item is irrelevant).You shall not lie. (Have you lied even once? Including answering these questions).You shall not covet. (Have you ever jealously desired what belongs to others?)The Bible says that God will punish all murderers, rapists, thieves, liars, adulterers, etc. He will even judge our words and thoughts. On Judgment Day, will you be found to be guilty or innocent of breaking His commandments? Perhaps you think that God is good, and will therefore overlook your sins. But it is His goodness that will make sure that murderers, rapists, thieves, liars, etc. receive justice. He would be a corrupt Judge if He turned a blind eye to injustice. Have you kept the Commandments? The Bible says that the Law is perfect. It commands you to be perfect (Matthew 5:48). Are you perfect (in thought, word, and deed)? Will you make it to Heaven? You may say that you are still good, but God says you're not (see Psalm 14:2-3). So one of you is lying, and the Scriptures tell us that it is impossible for God to lie. Remember that all liars will be cast into the Lake of Fire (Revelation 21:8). God's Law demands justice, and the penalty for sinning against Him is death and Hell. Listen carefully if you want to live. God Himself made a way where His justice and His goodness could meet. We broke the Law, but He became a man to pay the fine. Jesus suffered and died on the cross to satisfy the Law. God can forgive us and grant us the gift of everlasting life! But you may still think that you can (from now on) keep the Ten Commandments. But isn't it true that the best of us have lied, stolen, lusted, hated, failed to love God above all else, and failed to love our neighbor as ourselves? How can we then, live a "good" life if we have already sinned against God? At best we are reformed liars and thieves . . . but still Lawbreakers. Think of it this way - would you sell one of your eyes for a million dollars? Would you sell both for $50 million? I'm sure you wouldn't. Your eyes are priceless, yet they are merely the windows of your soul. What then must your life (soul) be worth? With these thoughts in mind, what would be a fair price to pay for everlasting life? It is utterly without price. Yet, if we trust in our own goodness to enter Heaven, we are saying to God, "I should enter Heaven because I have done good - I have earned my way in." Imagine if you wanted to give me a brand new (very expensive) car, but I said, "I can't take it! I feel embarrassed receiving such a gift . . . here's 10 cents for it." I'm sure you would be very insulted by such a pathetic offer of payment. Besides, if I pay for it, it is no longer a gift, it's a purchase . . . it's mine by right. When we talk of entering Heaven by being good, by trying to keep the Ten Commandments etc., we are tossing God 10 cents of "self-righteousness," which is a terrible insult to Him, in the light of His sacrifice. The only thing we can do is humble ourselves, repent of our sins, and receive the gift by trusting Jesus Christ alone. Almighty God demonstrated how much He loves you when Jesus suffered for you on the cross. If you want to trust in your own goodness, then you are saying His agonizing death on the cross was in vain. The Bible says, "For by grace are you saved through faith, and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God." You cannot earn a gift. When Jesus said to "believe" on Him, He was saying we should have faith in Him, in the same way you would trust a parachute to save you when you jump from a plane. You don't merely believe in the parachute - you put it on. Please don't "jump" without Jesus. If you die in your sins there is no second chance. God will give you justice, and you will end up in Hell forever. Any troubles you have at present are dwarfed by the trouble you are in with your Creator. His wrath abides upon you (John 3:36). God doesn't want you to go to Hell. Neither do you want to go there, so confess your sins to God right now, put your trust in Jesus to save you, and you will pass from death to life. Then read the Bible daily and obey what you read. (See John 14:21). Your obedience to God is the proof of your love. Have faith in God, He will never fail you. Pray something like this: "Dear God, today I turn away from all of my sins (name them). This day I put my trust in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. He is the only way for me to be saved. He is 'The way, the truth, and the life.'" Please forgive me, change my heart, and grant me Your gift of everlasting life. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen."
Man, two good halves Hanging on a wall facing each other would make an awesome gun rack in the home......kinda like the upside down hoof concept. Would look pretty dang sweet!👍👍💨💨
THAT turned out amazing! thank you for that! I followed your Pronghorn vid this year 2022 and did my first antelope kill in my life. I couldn't be more happy. saved me some cash and it looks awesome. The mop&glo makes it look so darn good too!
I really liked the idea of doing this if you were hunting with a friend so you both got to share it. Really excited to see a new video. Thanks.
brother, I have to commend you on this great video and your details. I gave this idea to my nephew to use the head as a display and as a handle to open a small access door next to his fireplace to bring in more firewood. I like your information about cleaning and staining. Thank you.
Pretty cool!! I love the idea of you and a buddy each taking half of the skull. Love your videos! Thank you for all of the info you've given us.
I stumbled upon these videos a few years ago when I took my two boys ram hunting followed each step to the tee and they turned out great. I have since done two deer heads using these methods. Side note spray painting the skull with copper paint and wiping stain in the crevices is a neat look as well!
Dude I’ve been binge watching your videos for like a week. I have no clue why I just now found your channel.. you sir are VERY informative and VERY knowledgeable on this stuff. And your video quality it’s outstanding! Just saying.
Dude! As a taxidermistive watched so much of your stuff and have found better ways to do things . I absolutely love this it looks phenomenal. I'm definitely happy for deer meet for dinner for putting me on to you . I love this piece your awesome.
Awesome video I love the way this mount looks. Now I have to go find another big buck so I can do this mount. Thank you for the great videos I've been following you for a while and just boiled my first doe and raccoon skulls. I followed your method and they turned out great. Thanks again!
Shot my first whitetail last year. (2017) It was my first time doing a European mount. I did Okay for a beginner. I didn't use a pressure washer I just used a pair of pliers and a havalon. I'm getting a pressure washer and I'm gonna try your method. I've seen almost all of your videos and I really love them. Thanks for all of your info. I've definitely learned alot from your channel. Thank you Whitebone Creations😆
Very cool! I'll try this one, thanks for sharing.
On our half euro's we make the back plate with mirror so it looks almost like a full mount looks kick ass
That’s not a bad idea. I’m gonna try that.
May I ask how you mounted it to mirror.. me and my brother just shot a buck and we both put the deer down and I think this would be a cool idea so there is no fighting over the rack
I'm going to give this a try I have a few old beat up deadheads in the garage 😃
amazing spin on a traditional mount!! beautiful job yet again
+Andrew D Thank you.
That's still an awesome mount! what did you end up doing with it?
The stain color Early American, as you said in another video... looks great on my midwest whitetail antlers and I just finish my first skull.Thanks you for the tips tricks
That sick dude 👍 great idea love your vids. 🇺🇸 merica
Another great video and idea! Thanks for all you do.
+TechEdFireman Thank you
Love the Videos Ryan!
wow that's amazing i never thought of that . very nicely done on that mount
+Irvin Madrigal Thank you.
The final mount looked so good, perfect for a one sided deer.
Once again thank you, your pretty darn good at this youtube stuff eh!
+Ozzie Jim Thank you.
Looks good. Great alternative look!
+mike white Thank you.
Awesome video Ryan;)
Awesome vid . I actually did one similar two guy shot at same deer while dog hunting . The deer only had one bullet hole in it so they decided to split it in half . We mount each side on plaques. Again great job .
I really like this idea of the half skull, pretty cool. thanks for sharing
+Justin's Outdoors Thank you
You are a pro at this man
The details are key. Thank you
I've found so many dead heads that i just left because one side of the skull was destroyed!!! Not the case anymore! Very cool idea! Nice work!
+Randy Zuckerman Sweet.
This guy is awesome....
this is a great idea. very nicely done!
+BC Shed Hunter Thank you.
That's a super cool idea
Sweet, what a great idea.
Something about your videos is so interesting to watch and its awesome
+P Sylar thank you.
Awesome mate, really good idea!!
+Nathan Hoskins Thank you.
Awesome vid like usual
+kong lor Thank you.
freaking awesome! might have to do one of those one day!
+Jacob Dyck Thank you.
This is freaking awesome!!!! About to try this out, bet my guys will love it.....3 years late to the game
Thanks for the information, I am not a hunter, but would keep a found deadhead... I would not in a million years, have thought to call the DEC! Imagine me slapped with a poacher fine!!! That is comical ( actually not funny ) maybe ironic??? Anyway, you do an excellent job with your videos, thank you for the information.
Interesting way to display the mount,
now that’s original i love it
very cool project!!!!
+Marcio Filho Thank you.
Top notch, thanks!
+Mike Evans thank you.
that is a cool mount
+Orion Araujo Thank you.
mate what a brilliant idea ive done quite a few head this year i seem to be the guy all my mates want to do there heads and has given me a whole new angle on what to do with some of the not so good heads. when you rap the antler to protect it from the bleach dose it not bleed underneath ever? all the best from the UK
COOL IDEA!!!
+Clark Ostrander Thank you.
Just to say, I feel like the coloration with ONLY that product makes the horn a bit flat colored. the final "try with the sand paper" can be changed with a drybrush wash, like with a white or ivory color. I mean something like you dip your brush in paint, have it discharge on some paper until it berely lend color and then have it on the horns. I guess it's juts a practice matter.
Tip for coloring... potassium permanganate. I can elaborate if you would like.
+Brandi and Jake Smeltzer Thank you for that several have said the same thing. I️ have looked into it and I’ll give it a go.
WHITEBONE CREATIONS HUNTING. I was going to suggest the same thing... KMnO4. It goes on Purple dries Browntown....awesome for MY Elk and Deer sheds out here in AZ
I know, at least in ND here. You can actually get permits for picking up dead animals you find. I have gotten a roadkill permit in the past so I could legally collect deer and fur bearers that have been struck by cars. (plus not only did it benefit me for practice, but it also helps keep scavengers away from the roads.)
This is how I started out doing skulls and practicing tanning hides.
So if you have one of these permits, there's no need to contact the Fish and Game before hand. Thought my two cents here might help out someone!
QUESTION?? What are the names the bracket you use on the back on the final step. I have researched half moon mounts and cannot find them. Thank You.
Great as always! Do you ever use beetles for your Euro mounts?
+Mark Self Never have no room. Hope you well.
Always great to watch your videos, and looking forward to putting some of your techniques into practice on some Australian boars and goats. Would love to get my hands on one of your Whitebone caps if they are available?
+Mick Villa first of the year.
Can't wait.
Pressure washer question, does yours shoot out hot water or just whatever come out on the hose ?
Where did you buy the heater and what is it called (sound stupid I know but I'm from the uk and have been looking EVERYWHERE!!) also any tips on cleaning a huge horse skull?
I'm in socal as well how much is it at tejon? Getting into hunting and just looking around! Any other good places that you just need a tag and hunting license
thanks
AWESOME
+Rocco Podeszwa thank you.
So I've tried the stain you've used. It's awesome and matched nicely. But it's not quite dry even after a 24 hour drying time. Have you had this issue? If so, how long does it take to fully dry or what other methods help it dry? Thanks in advance for any information.
+huntallthetime1 sorry for the late response. I have had that on antlers that are really smooth or a bit greasy. I typically dab it on and dry it with a paper towel. Give it a good wash and dry and try again my bet is greasy horn from the boil.
How many times can you use the same peroxide mixture?
i have quick question for you, where do you get those half moon mounting hardware from? I first seen them in your videos, but not sure what they are called or where to find them. I definitely enjoy watching your videos and i have learned a few new tricks from you .
+kingbeaujangles thank you. That is called a noose hanger and I buy it from Vandykes taxidermy supply.
WHITEBONE CREATIONS HUNTING awesome thank you sir.
Would you recommend maceration for an old deadhead without any residual hide? There's a little bit of old grease staining, or it could be discoloration from mud seepage. It's a bull moose skull I found half submerged in a swamp. I've showed the local wardens my find, and been giving a permission to keep the skull.
+Ned Telling Congrats on the skull. I would recommend a good long soak in dish soap and water remove hide power wash and whiten with peroxide. Thanks for watching
WHITEBONE CREATIONS HUNTING Sweet deal! Thanks for advice and getting back to me
Do you order your peroxide online? And if so is there a link? Love the videos
+MrRiaz25 I order it from the beauty supply. Thank for watching
Where did you get that metal mount?
This dude just doesn't stop. Love this channel. I need a hat. How do we get the hat?
+James Bridges First of the year.
What kind of metal hanger is that?
What wood would you recommend for me to use to Mount a skull on?
I would use cherry.
Milas Daughdrill ok thanks
my brother just harvested a big doe today off of out land and i saved the skull and wont be able to boil it for a little while. should i put it in the freezer? or just let it sit?
+dustin schaefer Freezer.
thank you! and will do
Reckon you would be able to do a video on how to cape a buck out to give the hide back to customer or to send to taxidermist.
+PikeCountyTrapper I did on the Aoudad video. I put something together.
Hey can you give any tips on doing just a skull plate mount? Also how about restoring an old chalky dead head my grandfather had laying around for ages? Be a nice memento
+96mtbrider I have a video on how to crown mount, and I am doing another right now on cleaning up chalk horns.
WHITEBONE CREATIONS HUNTING awesome thanks a lot
My dog dragged a buck skull in the other day... It was missing one antler, but the other is really unique. I was going to just Euro it whole, but I think I might do something like this.
+The Bobcat In The Woods Good luck.
where do you get all the heads? this is a hobby i really enjoy but do not have availability to many dead heads.
+Greg Noyes Local hunting. Check with your local butcher.
I accidentally saw a video from deermeatfordiner when he skinned a gator. He said he was sending the head to you. Are we going to see you do that?
Jennifer Harton he did.it s on his channel somewhere.it s cool!
they posted a video on dmfd today
Have you tried Sal Soda? It is technically the same as Arm & Hammor Washing soda, howevere, I think it works better than any other degreaser....just expensive to buy due to shipping. No one can seem to tell me why the sal soda is more sudzy/defats better
+Stephen Jackowski You got me it's been years since I used it I bought it from Van Dykes.
if you ever find yourself in a surplus of deadheads and antlers let me know. i'd gladly take them. especially elk, i've never had the pleasure. don't really have many option for deadheads or availability here in remote upstate ny
Where can I buy those brackets
Hey Ryan, what are those pants you are wearing at the beginning of the video?
+First 4 Outdoors Those are the kuiu alpine pants. I love them.
Sweet, thanks.
What kind of bracket is that? Cheers
+Rusa slayer Its noose hook. Vandykes taxidermy supply.
WHITEBONE CREATIONS HUNTING cheers mate, looks great.
700👍
What hanger or hanger type is this?! Anyone got a name or a link?
Do you do taxidermy full time
what was the bracket you used?
+Lee W it's called a noose hanger from Vandykes taxidermy supply
what type of mount did u use?
+Milas Daughdrill it's called s noose hook from Vandykes taxidermy.
@6:30, what is mop n glow?
Alligator pls
what is the name of the background music?
I would like to buy a hat like that
+Mark Reich First of the year
are you using a tyto knife?
+Richard Diaz Havalon.
At skulls
has the presher washer ever busted a skull up
#maketissuestinkyagain
Do you consider yourself to be a good person? Most people do. However, most of us differ as to the definition of "good." The Bible says that God is good, and the Ten Commandments are His standard of goodness. So, we will look at God's Law . . . With a tender conscience, ask yourself if you have obeyed the following:
You shall have no other gods before Me. (Have you always loved God above all else?)You shall not make yourself an idol. (Have you made a god in your mind that you're more comfortable with, a god to suit yourself?)You shall not take God's name in vain. (Have you ever used God's holy Name as a cuss word?)Remember the Sabbath Day, to keep it holy.Honor your father and mother.You shall not murder. (God considers hatred to be as murder).You shall not commit adultery. ("Whoever looks upon a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart" Matthew 5:27-28; this also includes sex before marriage).You shall not steal. (Have you ever stolen anything? the value of the item is irrelevant).You shall not lie. (Have you lied even once? Including answering these questions).You shall not covet. (Have you ever jealously desired what belongs to others?)The Bible says that God will punish all murderers, rapists, thieves, liars, adulterers, etc. He will even judge our words and thoughts. On Judgment Day, will you be found to be guilty or innocent of breaking His commandments?
Perhaps you think that God is good, and will therefore overlook your sins. But it is His goodness that will make sure that murderers, rapists, thieves, liars, etc. receive justice. He would be a corrupt Judge if He turned a blind eye to injustice. Have you kept the Commandments?
The Bible says that the Law is perfect. It commands you to be perfect (Matthew 5:48). Are you perfect (in thought, word, and deed)? Will you make it to Heaven? You may say that you are still good, but God says you're not (see Psalm 14:2-3). So one of you is lying, and the Scriptures tell us that it is impossible for God to lie. Remember that all liars will be cast into the Lake of Fire (Revelation 21:8). God's Law demands justice, and the penalty for sinning against Him is death and Hell. Listen carefully if you want to live.
God Himself made a way where His justice and His goodness could meet. We broke the Law, but He became a man to pay the fine. Jesus suffered and died on the cross to satisfy the Law. God can forgive us and grant us the gift of everlasting life! But you may still think that you can (from now on) keep the Ten Commandments. But isn't it true that the best of us have lied, stolen, lusted, hated, failed to love God above all else, and failed to love our neighbor as ourselves?
How can we then, live a "good" life if we have already sinned against God? At best we are reformed liars and thieves . . . but still Lawbreakers. Think of it this way - would you sell one of your eyes for a million dollars? Would you sell both for $50 million? I'm sure you wouldn't. Your eyes are priceless, yet they are merely the windows of your soul. What then must your life (soul) be worth? With these thoughts in mind, what would be a fair price to pay for everlasting life? It is utterly without price. Yet, if we trust in our own goodness to enter Heaven, we are saying to God, "I should enter Heaven because I have done good - I have earned my way in."
Imagine if you wanted to give me a brand new (very expensive) car, but I said, "I can't take it! I feel embarrassed receiving such a gift . . . here's 10 cents for it." I'm sure you would be very insulted by such a pathetic offer of payment. Besides, if I pay for it, it is no longer a gift, it's a purchase . . . it's mine by right.
When we talk of entering Heaven by being good, by trying to keep the Ten Commandments etc., we are tossing God 10 cents of "self-righteousness," which is a terrible insult to Him, in the light of His sacrifice. The only thing we can do is humble ourselves, repent of our sins, and receive the gift by trusting Jesus Christ alone. Almighty God demonstrated how much He loves you when Jesus suffered for you on the cross. If you want to trust in your own goodness, then you are saying His agonizing death on the cross was in vain. The Bible says, "For by grace are you saved through faith, and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God." You cannot earn a gift.
When Jesus said to "believe" on Him, He was saying we should have faith in Him, in the same way you would trust a parachute to save you when you jump from a plane. You don't merely believe in the parachute - you put it on. Please don't "jump" without Jesus. If you die in your sins there is no second chance. God will give you justice, and you will end up in Hell forever. Any troubles you have at present are dwarfed by the trouble you are in with your Creator. His wrath abides upon you (John 3:36). God doesn't want you to go to Hell. Neither do you want to go there, so confess your sins to God right now, put your trust in Jesus to save you, and you will pass from death to life. Then read the Bible daily and obey what you read. (See John 14:21). Your obedience to God is the proof of your love. Have faith in God, He will never fail you.
Pray something like this:
"Dear God, today I turn away from all of my sins (name them). This day I put my trust in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. He is the only way for me to be saved. He is 'The way, the truth, and the life.'" Please forgive me, change my heart, and grant me Your gift of everlasting life. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen."