I LOVE your introspection. You totally deserve those moments to reflect on what you want and don't want. You are at an age where you do not really need to decide anything now, just keep discovering who you are and what you want. You will find what you need and what you deserve. xo
Your observations about traveling and the people around you are so beautiful, Adam. It can be easy to forget that everyone around us has just as intricate lives as we do. Also I'm blown away by the classiness of your dinner.
Great introspection. Its not weird that the move triggered this. I have been feeling the same weird feelings of envy and comparison since I moved to a new country to do a phd, and what is currently helping me a lot is reading books about mindfullness. I have the same that it blocks me from fully being myself and feeling on the outside constantly.
@17:20 - I can’t emphasize enough how much I relate to so much covered here, but especially that feeling of needing to move on to the next thing no matter where you’re at. I’m learning to truly live in the moment as a parent atm, and it’s very humbling. My 3 yr old lives only in the moment and I have to force myself to slow my mind down and truly exist with her in the here and now.
Thank you for sharing your feelings, I haven’t felt that understood about not being with someone/solo travel or feeling so chaotic in my life right now in a while ❤
That word that you are feeling about people having their own story is called Sonder. It’s the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own.
He probably means the sensation, the gas is pretty strong in sprite, that’s how I interpreted that anyway, I’d think that he knows sprite has no caffeine 😂
I'm always jealous of people who can eat spicy food... I'm very allergic... All skin inside my mouth would frown and if I don't drink milk fast enough I would get black spots on my gums and palate... It looks like inside of a dog's mouth inside when this happens... and feels as if I had a boiling water poured there... even after a spicy ketchup or anything that other people describe as "not spicy at all".. :(
I've heard that if you want to know the answers to your questions about dating anyone ...you have a drunk date where you both sit down have a few drinks and then start asking questions you want to know about each other ..the truth comes out! Have a list of questions you both want to ask before you get drunk. it saves a lot of time and heartache if you aren't compatible or have litte in common.
Adam, have you seen whats going on w/ Jessi & Lily's podcast? A lawyer is abusing the copyright system & flagging fair use as a copyright strike. Their podcast has 2 strikes! We need all content creators to speak on this, esp letting Olivia & Ethan know!! Plz help our girlies!!!
Hey Adam, great video. About feeling replaced or replaceable: maybe this is also a very deep down feeling of trying to “replace” what you had in Brighton with new people. Maybe you are scared of not being able to find what you had there and your mind is turning it into feeling that way about yourself in other groups. Just a thought.. but the mind works in crazy ways and I think sometimes figuring out in what ways we are projecting can give us some answers.
I have the exact same feelings about doing things without a person when everyone else has someone. I feel that a lot, but I think it’s also really good to be able to do things on your own and be independent. Even having lived in Chicago for over two years, I only found my people a year + into living here. This year I’ve really come into balance with who I want to give my time to and when. You will find your people. You will find your place. The city is small. And you are so big.
Adam im a bit younger than you (19) but genuinely your whole talk on everything going on brings me so much comfort and makes me feel so much better knowing im not alone, i hope you know that. Ive been struggling lately but your videos just make me feel so much better thank you
Awww I'm so jealous! I've always wanted to try their boneless wings, but I never travel and I live in Norway haha. Now i want to even more! Glad you enjoyed :) Have a great rest of your trip!
Loving the Vlogs I'm like he is here in my city. Wondering if anyone recognizes you and what their reaction is and what is yours? I would just say Hi and keep it moving. Living here I've seen celebrities on the train. I just wave or give a head nod. Anyway enjoy your time here and safe travels. Happy holidays everyone🎄❤ 🎅🕯❄
I'm just starting to watch your video Adam and thought to ask if you will be visiting the Beautiful Rockefeller Christmas Tree? It's my dream to come there during The Holiday Season! I hope you're having a wonderful time! 🎄 🎅 ❄ I'm just finishing your video. I'm sorry that you're feeling sad. Everything will come together Adam and possibly when you least expect it. You've been through so much and so much on your plate must feel overwhelming at times. You're amazing. Stay the course and take it as it comes!
I’ve mixed sprite with blue Gatorade it tastes good. I wish I lived near any of these fast food places you are reviewing. I wouldn’t buy any weed or whatever in NYC it could be laced. Ya never know who to trust there
Remember, that people's exes are their EXES for a reason. They don't want that person again. They are looking for something different. Give yourself some credit and recognize your worth!
I really like this channel. Nice to hear your perspective on your surroundings and life. Are you still in the US? That chicken looks delicious. I prefer 7-Up over Sprite and Powerade (white cherry) over Gatorade. Love the pickles on the sandwich, but NO mayonnaise for me. We have a place here called Wingstop, but I have never been there. I may try it. I prefer ranch sauce. As far as relationships, I think you are overthinking it. You are in a new country and city. Just try and keep it simple on a friendship basis. Find people with similar interests. People who are nice and kind and have a sense of humor. Things will fall into place. Explore the new areas by yourself so you can get the lay of the land (I think that's the right term). Happy holidays to you and your family!!
Oh dear Adam,, i truely love how in touch you are with your Emotion..specially at your age. Just want to give a little word of wisdom.. You must try and NOT think of yourself as a " Replacement " or even " Replaceable " In any kind of Relationship you have, now or in tne future, Why you might be thinking. Well there is Only One You, and One of everyone else..and No one can Replace Another.. we all have value! It is Equal value and We are All worthy!.. Not one individual and replace another EVER!!
My husband was a rebound in the sense that it was a back to back relationship…. We’ve now been married 3 1/2 years and together 4 years. Being a “replacement” isn’t always a bad thing. It’s all about switching the mindset.
Yes, I love Sonder. That's what that feeling is called of taking a step back and observing other people's lives and what they may be going through. Knowing they have their own life, with their own highs and lows❤ it's a beautiful thing. Especially because so little percentage of people have the brainpower to think about others. That's not even to be rude, it's actually true. Most people don't have a 'folder' in their brain for thinking outside of themselves. I love it when people can do that!! ❤
i'm literally eating wingstop as i watch this you should definitely eat wingstop this is my third day in a row of being sick home from school eating it i'm gonna cry it's so good adam TRY WINGSTOP
I love your videos like these Adam. I literally watch all of your videos. I completely understand where your coming from when you talk about being lost and insecure about friendships and stuff because I’m 22 and have three young children and a lovely partner but I struggle to social with people my age because they don’t understand my life because most people my age don’t have children or responsibilities. So I feel a bit left out or lonely at times and don’t know how to fit in because I don’t drink or party and I like to watch tv series and go to fun places with my kids but people don’t want to do that.
I love to people watch. When I lived in a city that had a baseball stadium, I would go to the cheap games and watch the people instead of the game. (Because, let's face it, baseball isn't very exciting most of the time. 😂)
I have my weed delivered to me. They literally deliver it to you where I live. You can get vapes, weed and concentrates and edibles all delivered to you. Just to let you know on NYE, Times Square is organized so its not like randoes are there. They literally have people put in sections so you're all really part of the show. It's more of a production than anything. But I agree, I have no desire to be out in the cold like that in a herd of people.
A lot of ppl feel like dating is a nightmare. And both of you are wondering if they and their date are a good fit for each other. You’re not alone in your feelings about it. It’s normal. Take your time…when you’re ready you’ll know.
Boy, you are going to have to eat fruit and vegetables for the next month with all the garbage food you've been eating.😂 I'm a people watcher too. It's super important to "be in the moment" and take it all in.
I'm not as fast paced as you but I always wonder what next and I'm not IN the present moment. Takes a lot of effort to be more present .. mindful! It's frustrating in a way. I'm not as chill as I wish I was because of it
Love listening to your thoughts on life. I used to feel lonely as a teen and rather desperate to be in relationship as well bc the church pushing it. Making it seem like being in a relationship was the end all be all to life. And then i finally realized at 25 ( I'm newly 31 ) that i can live my best life without a man. I don't need to be in a relationship to be happy. I shouldn't waste my life mourning something i never have had. So yeah ever since I've been enjoying the ride. 😊
Ur thoughts are so valid. Just know that theres a special someone out there that will one day be by ur side. Its not about will it or not, its just not the time. Ive always thought you have to experience things alone first to value them with someone else. You kinda of have to do things first for your self and grow before your life is ready. Everyones path is different. Just dont feel alone cause you think theres no one there for you, there is someone there you just havnt crossed paths yet. That person also has to grow to be with you too.
Love all you're thinking and feeling is normal. Idk you, but one thing I can say is you're perfect the way you are. If someone can't like you or love you irregardless faults or perfections then, trust me they aren't worthy of breathing the same air as you.
Sounds like you are protecting yourself and u can recognize the people that u don’t want to hang around which are not really good for you. That’s a good thing
I was you when it comes to romance and love life, I was 23 when I got into my first relationship/any relations at all, I had dated a little bit prior, so I understand how your feeling and I was always told "it'll happen for you.." and I used to hate when people said that but it's true, it did and I'm happy to say we are still together 5 years later. Just know you aren't alone Adam ❤ Edited to add that I was lucky in that my relationship is also my partners first relationship so we didn't have that "am I better than your ex"
It so nice to see someone from around the same place i live around the same age I'll be 21 at the end of next month think/ have the feeling about all the different relationships etc.
Wait doesn’t the sauce always come with it already on? Is it different overseas I’m confused. The ones they eat on the show are different since theres variety and they aren’t boneless
Sonder - the feeling one has on realizing that every other individual one sees has a life as full and real as one’s own, in which they are the central character and others, including oneself, have secondary or insignificant roles That's what you made me think of with your discussion ❤
No ok!! You’re entirely heard!! I spent a lot of my teenage years either alone with friends or in my early adulthood I was in a terribly abusive relationship. I never really fit in anywhere and had a lot of problems with sticking with friends that treated me awfully for a long time for one thing or another. I also heavily grew up online, making more friends in far places than I could my neighbors. But I have a hard time trying to relate to people in not only friend groups but also I can’t really feel comfortable enough to even open romantically. It was always due to always feeling like I’m just filling a void and I’d like to be wanted for what I bring rather than having to live up to a certain standard or boxed view that’s exhausting. I’ll be 25 in early April, and happily in a relationship since 3/3/22. He’s been the only person I’ve really connected with. We’re the same person and he was always right in front of me for a long time, we just never talked. He’s also been with a lot more people than I have and it took me a long time to not try and compare myself bc I’m so unlike his type and it really fucked with me. Then I realized I’m nothing like what his patterns were. I was what he wanted as a healed man that wanted to do better, but it’s not always like that so take my nieche ass happening with a grain of salt but idk sometimes it really does fall into place. If there’s anything I can offer going through the same internal processing in a lot of ways, listen to your gut when it comes to people. If a block is up that is a constant pit in your stomach, listen to that, please. You’ll feel comfortable enough that it’ll be a flow. I’m so fucking serious rn. It won’t feel calculated or forced. It’ll be soft, and fun. I promise
I will say that my daughter at 21 went through a lot and also did a lot of solo traveling. Now she’s 27 married and pregnant. Life can change so fast.
I LOVE your introspection. You totally deserve those moments to reflect on what you want and don't want. You are at an age where you do not really need to decide anything now, just keep discovering who you are and what you want. You will find what you need and what you deserve. xo
Your observations about traveling and the people around you are so beautiful, Adam. It can be easy to forget that everyone around us has just as intricate lives as we do. Also I'm blown away by the classiness of your dinner.
Your conversation about loneliness is relatable. Everybody thinks that being lonely is a state of being, but it's actually a state of mind.
The way i’ve been obsessed with this second channel…fell asleep to it and woke up to it💀💀
Samee i feel like I’m at a sleepover lol
Great introspection. Its not weird that the move triggered this. I have been feeling the same weird feelings of envy and comparison since I moved to a new country to do a phd, and what is currently helping me a lot is reading books about mindfullness. I have the same that it blocks me from fully being myself and feeling on the outside constantly.
Adam, you are so wise and mature.. legitimately. The range of this vlog took me from laughing to crying.
Thank you ❤
Ok Trisha Paytass
Really pronounce the A$$
That's how i've always heard it said, the way he says it
@17:20 - I can’t emphasize enough how much I relate to so much covered here, but especially that feeling of needing to move on to the next thing no matter where you’re at. I’m learning to truly live in the moment as a parent atm, and it’s very humbling. My 3 yr old lives only in the moment and I have to force myself to slow my mind down and truly exist with her in the here and now.
Love you Adam!! Enjoy the holidays, sending you and your loved ones lots of love, joy and light❤ p.s: weeeed chat✨
Thank you for sharing your feelings, I haven’t felt that understood about not being with someone/solo travel or feeling so chaotic in my life right now in a while ❤
Boneless wings aren't wings lol. I love tenders/nuggets but the full wing experience requires working through the mess 😂
Always so lovely to hear your introspections Adam, thanks for sharing with us 🥰
I struggle with dating too adam, I have such a hard time opening up to people and trusting people fully.
I'm eating gummy bears with you 😂
That word that you are feeling about people having their own story is called Sonder. It’s the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own.
Sprite the wake up drink vs Red Bull
Red Bull 111 mg of caffeine
Sprite 0 mg of caffeine
😂😂😂
🤣🤣🤣
He probably means the sensation, the gas is pretty strong in sprite, that’s how I interpreted that anyway, I’d think that he knows sprite has no caffeine 😂
I'm always jealous of people who can eat spicy food... I'm very allergic... All skin inside my mouth would frown and if I don't drink milk fast enough I would get black spots on my gums and palate... It looks like inside of a dog's mouth inside when this happens... and feels as if I had a boiling water poured there... even after a spicy ketchup or anything that other people describe as "not spicy at all".. :(
Omg another vlog, this makes me so happy ❤❤thanks Adam
This was so cute and wholesome. Subscribed!
I've heard that if you want to know the answers to your questions about dating anyone ...you have a drunk date where you both sit down have a few drinks and then start asking questions you want to know about each other ..the truth comes out! Have a list of questions you both want to ask before you get drunk. it saves a lot of time and heartache if you aren't compatible or have litte in common.
Wings without ranch feels like a sin to me lol
Adam, have you seen whats going on w/ Jessi & Lily's podcast? A lawyer is abusing the copyright system & flagging fair use as a copyright strike. Their podcast has 2 strikes! We need all content creators to speak on this, esp letting Olivia & Ethan know!! Plz help our girlies!!!
Hey Adam, great video. About feeling replaced or replaceable: maybe this is also a very deep down feeling of trying to “replace” what you had in Brighton with new people. Maybe you are scared of not being able to find what you had there and your mind is turning it into feeling that way about yourself in other groups. Just a thought.. but the mind works in crazy ways and I think sometimes figuring out in what ways we are projecting can give us some answers.
Have you been to broadway in New York if not that is perhaps something you can do
This is deep I love it I’m HIGH 😅❤ 🎄 I got that Christmas tree in my system 😂
I have the exact same feelings about doing things without a person when everyone else has someone. I feel that a lot, but I think it’s also really good to be able to do things on your own and be independent. Even having lived in Chicago for over two years, I only found my people a year + into living here. This year I’ve really come into balance with who I want to give my time to and when. You will find your people. You will find your place. The city is small. And you are so big.
Do you know what your attachment style is? www.simplypsychology.org/attachment-styles.html
the heartburn you must have had 😭
Adam im a bit younger than you (19) but genuinely your whole talk on everything going on brings me so much comfort and makes me feel so much better knowing im not alone, i hope you know that. Ive been struggling lately but your videos just make me feel so much better thank you
..pls, don't bodysh-me mikenactor, bcsi look like him
They’re definitely eating regular wings not boneless
your thoughts on dating/relationships is LITERALLY exactly what goes through my head as someone who’s never been in a relationship
College/university in the US has spring and winter commencements. Idk how it is outside of the US but yeah that's the US
Awww I'm so jealous! I've always wanted to try their boneless wings, but I never travel and I live in Norway haha. Now i want to even more! Glad you enjoyed :) Have a great rest of your trip!
you have no idea how much i enjoy your content. i acnt thank you enough for going out of your way to PROVIDE FOR US MAMA MUCKER!!!
Definitely use the cloth after handling that hot sauce 😂
Loving the Vlogs I'm like he is here in my city. Wondering if anyone recognizes you and what their reaction is and what is yours? I would just say Hi and keep it moving. Living here I've seen celebrities on the train. I just wave or give a head nod. Anyway enjoy your time here and safe travels. Happy holidays everyone🎄❤ 🎅🕯❄
Who would YOU want to see on Hot ones Adam??
I am LOVING these vlogs so much!!! best part of my day
Have you gone to see the Rockefeller Christmas tree 🎄
lol that’s an NYC hotel room if I’ve ever seen one! 😂 teeny tiny closet.
The way he’s turning American… calling them fries🤫
When Sprite doesn’t contain any caffeine😂
I’d be so bored without u, Adam
I love these videos I relate so much to being an "observer" and it makes you appreciate life so much.
Hot Ones ate once again 🫶🏾
Insecurities are NORMAL. Not easy, of course, but you're definitely not alone in feeling how you are. ❤
The feeling about people watching and thinking about their lives is called "sonder". I think about it a lot too.
I'm just starting to watch your video Adam and thought to ask if you will be visiting the Beautiful Rockefeller Christmas Tree? It's my dream to come there during The Holiday Season!
I hope you're having a wonderful time! 🎄 🎅 ❄ I'm just finishing your video. I'm sorry that you're feeling sad. Everything will come together Adam and possibly when you least expect it. You've been through so much and so much on your plate must feel overwhelming at times. You're amazing. Stay the course and take it as it comes!
I’ve mixed sprite with blue Gatorade it tastes good. I wish I lived near any of these fast food places you are reviewing. I wouldn’t buy any weed or whatever in NYC it could be laced. Ya never know who to trust there
NYC has regulated dispensaries! Everything is thoroughly tested :))
Dispensaries are pretty legit, they wouldn’t sell laced stuff 😅 (or at least I would hope so)
Remember, that people's exes are their EXES for a reason. They don't want that person again. They are looking for something different. Give yourself some credit and recognize your worth!
I really like this channel. Nice to hear your perspective on your surroundings and life. Are you still in the US? That chicken looks delicious. I prefer 7-Up over Sprite and Powerade (white cherry) over Gatorade. Love the pickles on the sandwich, but NO mayonnaise for me. We have a place here called Wingstop, but I have never been there. I may try it. I prefer ranch sauce. As far as relationships, I think you are overthinking it. You are in a new country and city. Just try and keep it simple on a friendship basis. Find people with similar interests. People who are nice and kind and have a sense of humor. Things will fall into place. Explore the new areas by yourself so you can get the lay of the land (I think that's the right term). Happy holidays to you and your family!!
Sounds like you have outgrown Gatorade. Try BioSteel or Body Armour. You should like them better.
Adam, you have got to stop these food vids... SO jealous of everything you've been eating 😂. Especially since I am a fastfood addict, lol.
Oh dear Adam,, i truely love how in touch you are with your Emotion..specially at your age.
Just want to give a little word of wisdom..
You must try and NOT think of yourself as a " Replacement " or even " Replaceable " In any kind of Relationship you have, now or in tne future,
Why you might be thinking.
Well there is Only One You, and One of everyone else..and No one can Replace Another.. we all have value! It is Equal value and We are All worthy!.. Not one individual and replace another EVER!!
My husband was a rebound in the sense that it was a back to back relationship…. We’ve now been married 3 1/2 years and together 4 years. Being a “replacement” isn’t always a bad thing. It’s all about switching the mindset.
Yes, I love Sonder. That's what that feeling is called of taking a step back and observing other people's lives and what they may be going through. Knowing they have their own life, with their own highs and lows❤ it's a beautiful thing. Especially because so little percentage of people have the brainpower to think about others. That's not even to be rude, it's actually true. Most people don't have a 'folder' in their brain for thinking outside of themselves. I love it when people can do that!! ❤
i'm literally eating wingstop as i watch this you should definitely eat wingstop this is my third day in a row of being sick home from school eating it i'm gonna cry it's so good adam TRY WINGSTOP
I know the exact restaurant you’re talking about because when I was 12 I got a second degree burn in my mouth from their spaghetti 😂😂😂😂
Not gonna lie, I'm jealous. But I also have zero spice tolerance so I'd also probably spontaneously combust after a few bites 😅🤣
I love your videos like these Adam. I literally watch all of your videos. I completely understand where your coming from when you talk about being lost and insecure about friendships and stuff because I’m 22 and have three young children and a lovely partner but I struggle to social with people my age because they don’t understand my life because most people my age don’t have children or responsibilities. So I feel a bit left out or lonely at times and don’t know how to fit in because I don’t drink or party and I like to watch tv series and go to fun places with my kids but people don’t want to do that.
Okay, how funny that I am drinking the same Gatorade and Sprite while I watch this. 🤣 It’s really good if you mix them too.
O’Conolly’s is a really good Irish Pub near times square, but not in it! Near the Museum of Broadway
I love to people watch. When I lived in a city that had a baseball stadium, I would go to the cheap games and watch the people instead of the game. (Because, let's face it, baseball isn't very exciting most of the time. 😂)
I have my weed delivered to me. They literally deliver it to you where I live. You can get vapes, weed and concentrates and edibles all delivered to you.
Just to let you know on NYE, Times Square is organized so its not like randoes are there. They literally have people put in sections so you're all really part of the show. It's more of a production than anything. But I agree, I have no desire to be out in the cold like that in a herd of people.
First! love your videos Adam!!
A lot of ppl feel like dating is a nightmare. And both of you are wondering if they and their date are a good fit for each other. You’re not alone in your feelings about it. It’s normal. Take your time…when you’re ready you’ll know.
Went to nyc for my birthday earlier this year and got an edible 🙈 did not go well lol I have very low weed tolerance
Ya, I can't do it at all
idk why I lovee the vibe of this video, the background is lowkey giving me life and it’s like we’re on FaceTime ❤❤
Boy, you are going to have to eat fruit and vegetables for the next month with all the garbage food you've been eating.😂
I'm a people watcher too. It's super important to "be in the moment" and take it all in.
I'm not as fast paced as you but I always wonder what next and I'm not IN the present moment. Takes a lot of effort to be more present .. mindful! It's frustrating in a way. I'm not as chill as I wish I was because of it
Appreciate the conversation. I think about these things often as well. And I'm also not high while doing so 😂😂
Love listening to your thoughts on life. I used to feel lonely as a teen and rather desperate to be in relationship as well bc the church pushing it. Making it seem like being in a relationship was the end all be all to life. And then i finally realized at 25 ( I'm newly 31 ) that i can live my best life without a man. I don't need to be in a relationship to be happy. I shouldn't waste my life mourning something i never have had. So yeah ever since I've been enjoying the ride. 😊
My Mom visited Times Square in the 1950's and even back then she hated it. She told me never to go, lol.
Ur thoughts are so valid. Just know that theres a special someone out there that will one day be by ur side. Its not about will it or not, its just not the time. Ive always thought you have to experience things alone first to value them with someone else. You kinda of have to do things first for your self and grow before your life is ready. Everyones path is different. Just dont feel alone cause you think theres no one there for you, there is someone there you just havnt crossed paths yet. That person also has to grow to be with you too.
Love all you're thinking and feeling is normal. Idk you, but one thing I can say is you're perfect the way you are. If someone can't like you or love you irregardless faults or perfections then, trust me they aren't worthy of breathing the same air as you.
Im jelous you got to drink your Gatorade in a nice glass and your eating a burger, wings, and fries. Im so hungry now lol
Sounds like you are protecting yourself and u can recognize the people that u don’t want to hang around which are not really good for you. That’s a good thing
Lewis Capaldi was on that show. He did extremely well!
I was you when it comes to romance and love life, I was 23 when I got into my first relationship/any relations at all, I had dated a little bit prior, so I understand how your feeling and I was always told "it'll happen for you.." and I used to hate when people said that but it's true, it did and I'm happy to say we are still together 5 years later. Just know you aren't alone Adam ❤
Edited to add that I was lucky in that my relationship is also my partners first relationship so we didn't have that "am I better than your ex"
It so nice to see someone from around the same place i live around the same age I'll be 21 at the end of next month think/ have the feeling about all the different relationships etc.
Sitting here currently watching this mukbang eating shrimp, rice, and corn bread with sprite as well 😂
Wait doesn’t the sauce always come with it already on? Is it different overseas I’m confused. The ones they eat on the show are different since theres variety and they aren’t boneless
So funny you feel scared to buy weed, it's been legal so long in Canada it's just like picking up a bottle of wine
Adam, how did you know I needed a hot wings mukbang?
🤣🤣🤣you’re gonna need an antacid
Sonder - the feeling one has on realizing that every other individual one sees has a life as full and real as one’s own, in which they are the central character and others, including oneself, have secondary or insignificant roles
That's what you made me think of with your discussion ❤
It's not an experience if you can't bring someone along.
yes adam eating bagel watching this purrrr
I’m glad you understand the no bone thing!🤢
I’m so excited. I love your vlogs
That looks so good I wish we had that here in Missouri !
Try a different Gatorade flavor! The blue for me tends to taste like cleaner 😂
honestly, I love feeling present in your videos!
Glad you enjoyed your food
Are you ok ? You haven’t posted in 4 days.
No ok!! You’re entirely heard!! I spent a lot of my teenage years either alone with friends or in my early adulthood I was in a terribly abusive relationship. I never really fit in anywhere and had a lot of problems with sticking with friends that treated me awfully for a long time for one thing or another. I also heavily grew up online, making more friends in far places than I could my neighbors.
But I have a hard time trying to relate to people in not only friend groups but also I can’t really feel comfortable enough to even open romantically. It was always due to always feeling like I’m just filling a void and I’d like to be wanted for what I bring rather than having to live up to a certain standard or boxed view that’s exhausting.
I’ll be 25 in early April, and happily in a relationship since 3/3/22. He’s been the only person I’ve really connected with. We’re the same person and he was always right in front of me for a long time, we just never talked.
He’s also been with a lot more people than I have and it took me a long time to not try and compare myself bc I’m so unlike his type and it really fucked with me.
Then I realized I’m nothing like what his patterns were. I was what he wanted as a healed man that wanted to do better, but it’s not always like that so take my nieche ass happening with a grain of salt but idk sometimes it really does fall into place.
If there’s anything I can offer going through the same internal processing in a lot of ways, listen to your gut when it comes to people. If a block is up that is a constant pit in your stomach, listen to that, please. You’ll feel comfortable enough that it’ll be a flow. I’m so fucking serious rn. It won’t feel calculated or forced. It’ll be soft, and fun.
I promise
Trust will always be sought after both ways. If someone doesn’t work for your trust actively they don’t deserve it
Is your brother older or younger than you?
I love this! I'm only a minute in ❤❤