As a older mother myself, Jess soak in every moment you can. I sit here thinking back to my babies and they grew up way to fast. Before you know it they are grown living away. I reflect back on all the memories that is stored in my brain and heart. You look beautiful and being a mother is the best gift God gives us.
Omg!! That part of the video when she talks about worship is exactly how I feel whenever I am just worshiping and being in His presence. It's so peaceful like you can just feel His protection and that instantly calms you just like the baby is fully trusting that the mother is protecting her🥺💗
As a new mom myself ( gave birth in April!!) I will tell you- it DOES get easier! Those first months are tough and definitely a huge learning curve. You are doing amazing and it's normal to feel everything you are feeling!! Being a mom is such a huge job but it's so rewarding! You got this girl
I also gave birth on April. I agree with her regarding feeling lonely at times having to taking care of your child on your own while husband away doing work. It's nice knowing. I am not the only one going through such phase.
Might sound weird but you sharing your breakdown really helped me. My baby girl has been here a little over a week and I’ve had about three of those lol The pumping struggle is REAL. And you’re right; it’s like the best time of your life but some days are more of a struggle-bus than others. So grateful for your willingness to share your journey! You’re a terrific mum. 💗
Mumming is beautiful, hectic, tiring but oh so rewarding. We may look in the mirror and see our tired eyes but our babies look at us and see their entire universe 🥰 Parenthood looks beautiful on you both! God bless xx 💕
Omg Jess motherhood looks so good on you 🥹 you are literally glowing I couldn’t be happier for you. I know it’s difficult but you’re doing so much better than you’re feeling. Always rooting for you ❤
THAT breakdown is all of us girl at least u have a valid reason , im literally crying for no reason daily but that donut and music is the right way to go about it
🙌🏼🙌🏼THIS being so real, raw and vulnerable! Being a new mom is HARD. No matter how much you prepare. ITS SO different when the baby is actually here. You’re exhausted, stressed, lonely. But at the same time so blissfully happy and full of love! My …”partner” of 10 years left when we found out I was 5 weeks pregnant I chose to proceed with the pregnancy & have done it completely by myself ever since. It is the hardest and most rewarding thing I have ever done! YOU GOT THIS MAMA. 💙💙 sending you so much love.
I cannot believe Makaiah is nearly 2 months already! Never forget that you’re doing amazing Jess and you’re absolutely bossing parenting. I can imagine that parenting can be overwhelming at times, especially as a first-time parent, but you’re trying your hardest! Be patient with yourself. You and your baby are both learning new things each day. Sending love and positive vibes 🧡
I absolutely loved this! You put it together in such a beautiful way and it’s going to be so special to one day look back on when Makaiah is bigger 🥹 you are an incredible mom! Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable during a more difficult time. You’re so encouraging and kind and you shine for Jesus through your actions and speech in such an authentic way ❤️💐
Is so crazy, I have been following since long distance and it’s so emotional and sweet watching their love and the baby, their new life together! Can’t wait to see more❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry you are struggling. We have all been there, I promise it gets better! My mom told me many times, “it’s just so much to ask of a woman. Giving birthing, recovering, feeding, not sleeping.” As helpful as partners can be, it’s okay for it to feel hard. Thinking of you ❤️
Jess!! God bless you sister! I am a momma of 2 now and this brought me to tears, because every emotion you’ve had was very real in my life and thought I was alone in 🥹 It’s a mixture of overwhelming joy and gratitude. And the sense of surprise of “wow I’m a mum🥲🥲🥲”
I love the realism in this! I am also a new mum of a current 2 month old & its definitely comforting knowing that other mums are feeling the same on some days. Please update this routine each month so I can follow along with my son also!! Bless 🤍
Aww Jess…I’m a first time mama too and my baby is currently 5 and a half months old…and it does get really hard sometimes. My husband is a “blue collar worker” so he works a really hard, physically demanding job with LONG hours. My baby is also just a more needy baby, if I set him down for anything he screams and he refuses to nap alone…because of this I’ve had many breakdowns because it feels so hard never having a moment alone. That being said, being a mom is also the best thing I’ve ever done, I love my baby more than anything in the world and I wouldn’t change a thing! I just wanted to tell you this to let you know you’re not alone❤️ You’re doing great.
Hey, I'm also a first time mom to a 5.5 month old baby. I couldn't put her down at all without her screaming and then tried taking her to the chiropractor. It changed so much, she would sleep on her own, nap without being held, and could be content on her back/ play mat for a long time. I'd highly recommend it!
Hey, just a small advice. Try white noise! You can find 10 hours long playlists on UA-cam. Place him down and play white noise, it worked wonders for my daughter. She’s 5 years old now and she is my bestie. It gets easier, I promise ❤
I have 5 kids and I didn't know how much I needed to see someone else breakdown. So raw and real. I have been through all those emotions multiple times. I'm a decade older than you but love connecting with your content. It's always so nice and encouraging to watch your vlogs. Like catching up with an old friend. Thank you for you!
Genuinely seeing you grow is like seeing my imaginary older sister grow. Had me tearing up like I’ve known you my whole life🥹💜 I mean I have but you get my point😂💜 Love you Jess! You are the most amazing mum!
Watching you cry made me so emotional 😭💜 you are so pure! I know you had to make a lot of sacrifices and it gets overwhelming but I hope you know that having those days is totally okay and you are such an amazing mum!!🥺💜
Jess, thank you so much for sharing your season of motherhood with all of us. Seeing you as a mommy to a precious little girl is so very beautiful. May the Lord continue to pour unconditional joy and laughter into this season of your journey. Your little girl is absolutely so, so beautiful and already deeply loved by many all over the world. 💛
I relate so much! Being a mom is absolutely the best, but the emotional breakdowns when you get a little time to yourself are so real. I really appreciate you showing that. I love that saying it’s so true it really does fill a empty space you didn’t know was there! ❤
have been following you since i saw the engagement video and it's has been so incredible watching gabriel and you, not only grow into better individuals but also as a family, with milo first and now with makaiah. 💛 may your family always be blessed.
Not me over here being so emotional during this whole video. Pregnancy hormones 😅 seeing you as a mom singing to your daughter has been so sweet! I’ve been following you since your wedding video so getting to see this season of life is beautiful!! 🤍
I just love how real you are! Every mum has their break down days but at the end of the day we’re only human and can do our best for our children. You handled it so well and mummy life looks so perfect on you! You and gable are doing such an amazing job and having the best support system really helps! Such a beautiful family 😭💛
You're an amazing mother Jesse!! ❤️ thank you for letting us know how you're feeling. Just know we all love you and we are here for you Jesse! When i first became a mom, the first few months was hard doing things on my own as well since my hubby was always there every day. Now with his work schedule is crazy I've had to learn how to do things without him some days and it showed me how much as a mommy we can do and how strong we are! Praying blessings over you and your family! 💕
It is so normal to have a random breakdown as hormones have been all over the place with being pregnant and giving birth and being a new mum. It’s normal. I remember the first 3 months being harder and then it got easier. That was my personal experience. And also, thank you for showing love towards us single parents. It is so life changing to have a baby and to do it alone is a different kind of rollercoaster. I am so glad you have Gabe. You are both amazing parents! 💖 I can tell that little girl is so loved!
I really needed this video today. I have a newborn as well and broke down today because not all days are easy. I took a small break when he was sleeping to watch your video and relax. God knew I needed to see I wasn't alone with my feelings. Thank you for being real. ❤️
Never been this early before... You're doing great Jess!! Watching your old videos where you've been speaking of your 'future daughter' makes me happy and emotional for you!! You're doing great mamma💜💜
I only saw a few minutes of your life as a mom, but don’t worry Jess… you’re doing amazing, both you and Gabe got each other’s back and that’s what parents supposed to do. wish you nothing else but happiness and great life❤
It’s so refreshing to see another new mom going through the same emotions as I am. Being a mom is such an immense blessing but, like you said, it definitely can get a little overwhelming when you’re alone with the baby all day while your husband is at work. But it also shows the incredible strength and resilience moms have. You’re doing great, Jess! Your little one is so so precious. Enjoy every single moment. My sweet girl just turned 3 months old and I’m shocked at how much she’s grown in such a short amount of time.
thank you for sharing even your breakdown. I think its important to share those moments as well (when youre comfortable to!) to have others feel seen and heard because you guys seem like such picture perfect parents and a family. sending love!
Aww Jess you’re such a sweetheart and a great mom! I have admired you so much from girlfriend to fiancé to wife to mom you have always inspired me! I love you so much, you’re a super mom💕💐
when i became a mom, it was a serious eye opener for me too. Everyone used to talk aout labr, but not the phase after that....and thats when my respect for my mom grew ten fold! you are doing great Jess!!!! god bless!
Watching this makes me so excited for my little one to come soon! I love watching your videos. God bless you, Gabe and your beautiful daughter! And it’s ok to be emotional and have these break downs. You’re now a mother and it’s not always going to be roses and rainbows but know that you’re doing great! Your world is now Makiah and that’s such a beautiful thing! ❤
You're doing so great Jess! Don't apologise for what you're feeling, feel all the feels, it's totally normal, everything will be okay :) such a precious video, all your videos make me smile throughout, your little family is just pure happiness to watch, thank you for sharing this special time in your life with us 💖
My baby is about the same age and I feel you on the overwhelming days. I’ve learned I have to take things hour by hour and let myself have a good cry when needed. You are doing amazing mama ❤️
My husband works a full time job and I stay at home with our daughter, he doesn’t get home until around midnight so I am alone for majority of the day. I have had so many breakdowns in the last 3 months but I am so so so grateful I am able to stay at home with her. I wouldn’t trade being a mom for the world but sometimes the littlest things seem so big and the overwhelming feeling takes over haha. Things definitely get easier as time goes on and I’m trying to learn that she won’t be this small forever so even when it’s hard I’m cherishing every moment because one day she won’t want to be rocked to sleep etc. can’t believe makaiah is already 2 months old and our daughters are so close in age. I can’t wait to see them grow up together ❤
Motherhood is hard! And just because something is hard and challenging doesn’t mean it’s bad or we don’t love it. Remember you are only 2 months old as a mother! You know just as much as she does lol you’re doing amazing!
Please know that it’s okay to go through what u go through! Being a mum is never easy but find support in your community, especially ones who are mums your age or going through the same thing as u. You’re doing well Jess!!❤
whenever my husband isn’t around to help me with my baby i genuinely feel for single parents out there. it is so hard to do on your own and i cannot imagine how you do it. 💪🏼
Really appreciate you showing the little breakdown & struggles bc we all have days like that where it’s a little bit harder, & it’s nice to know we’re not alone. God bless y’all 💛
It makes total sense to be overwhelmed sometimes, so don’t worry, you and your feelings are completely valid. You’re an amazing mom, and Makaiah is just as lucky to have you as you are to have her. 😌💗 So glad to see things are going well for your family. You all are so wonderful.
Great update Jess 😍 Being emotional is 100% part of the job description, but these new feelings also help in deepening your connection with God. Glad you're safe and sound back in Nashville. Enjoy settling in as a family of 3 🌻
Jess you’re so beautiful in every way! The way you care about Makiah & Gabe, you are both rocking being hard working finding healthy ways to be happy & real + still looking after yourselves & Makiah! You’re superstars for being so special & raising such a beautiful girl too! Love you 3! You’ve got this!!! 🕊️🫶🏻💖🌹💖✝️
Jess you are always a year ahead of me and it’s been so cool! You got married exactly a year before me, were also long distance like me, moved several times, and then today I found out I am pregnant and my baby will be due in June! What a magical journey you’ve been on, and so cool to be a few steps right behind you. God bless 💗
Hun Ive been watching you & Gab since you both met! You guys are amazing & from experience in the mom life your doing amazing girl keep rocking!!!! I had my daughter Isabella Rayne on 12-28-21 & She had me up every 2 hours. It got to the point I was sleep deprived, I literally looked like a zombie. I got so overwhelmed I had a meltdown which included balling my eyes out but with all that i love being a mom and id do anything for her. She's definitely spoiled as shes my first daughter 🥰. I even watched both of you while I was pregnant especially when i felt a bit stressed id watch some of your old vids. Tell Gabe he's a great dad & rocking it. You guys are amazing & with that beautiful baby girl she just makes the puzzle complete. Kiss baby from Isabella & I keep up the great work & stay rocking! Much love from Michigan, USA!!
Awww Mama 🥰❤️ sending prayers and big huggs to you and your beautiful family ❤️ love you girl but yeah whenever you feel any time postpartum just talk to someone ok 🥰❤️ and cry and pray love you GOT THIS my beautiful ❤️
Oh honey it gets soooo much easier. My daughter is 5 years old and she is my bestie!You’ll be able to do the same things you used to do before having her pretty soon.❤
Awww Jess 🥹🥹 watching your breakdown just makes me want to give you a hug!! You’re so sweet. I know it’s a new season and you have a new role now as a mom but you’ve got this! And the Lord has equipped you 🫶🏼🙌🏼🥲💛
Oh I feel this so much. I gave birth to our first child 10 days ago. I love being her mom but I absolutely feel you in the roller coaster of emotions- breaking down in tears for no real reason other than the drastic chance in hormones and feeling overwhelmed. My husband is going back to work on Monday as I’m writing this and I know I’m really gonna have to lean into Jesus during this season. I know I’m not even 2 weeks into motherhood, but I am just starting to realize how important it is to take care of myself first. I can’t take care of my baby in the way she needs if I’m not caring for myself first. I’m saying this to myself too, but have some grace on yourself mama, you’re doing an *amazing* job ❤️
I want to say it gets SO much better! We had a ROUGH time with our fist. it was such a shift... But then gradually gets better and easier and normal. And definitelty after 19 months was the biggest shift imo. And now we have a second thats already 1,5 XD
It's not weird that you are having a bad day and get overwhelmed. It's part of being a new parent and sometimes having to manage on you own. You're doing great, give yourself a break. ❤I had to do it on my own from the time my son was 8 mos old and I feel you!
You cry made me cry! You have a cute cry face! You're doing great as a mama. Emotions going up and down are completely normal. You're such a pleasure to watch.
So, so sweet. Motherhood looks amazing on you, Jess! There is such a beautiful, deep love that comes through in these clips. 💕Congratulations again to you and Gabe!
Oh Jess, I understand hun. All that you’re feeling is so normal❤️ it gets easier I promise. But know that you’re not alone. Being a mother is the most challenging yet most beautiful experience.
Currently 22w preg and seeing this video and the realness of that breakdown helped me with the anxiety I have towards PP. Thank you for sharing it all ❤
You’re doing amazing mumma ❤️ honestly, nothing could ever prepare parents for the complete shock of becoming a new mum or dad! Thank you for sharing the hard times with us too, it makes other parents feel less alone and overwhelmed 💕 sending lots of love to you and your wee family xx
Jess, this was such a beautiful catch up 🥹❤️ You’re so right, seeing sweet Makaiah so peaceful in your presence is such a reminder of how we can lean into God’s peace and presence in every moment. Thanks for sharing your heart!
Ok I haven’t even gotten to finish this video yet because of my beautiful two month old baby that I’ve been taking care of all day by myself but I already know it’s the video I needed 🥹 right there with you jess!!
aww Jess seeing u cry made me so sad. it’s good you’re trying to do things for yourself bc u deserve it. you’re doing so well! this video was so cute, ur hair is so long and u are beautiful!! loved the film photos. hope u get more you-time soon :) 🤍
Honestly I can't believe how much i understand your struggle. I find myself in what you describe in this video (even our birth stories :) ) I have a 3 month old son, I am a first time mom as well, and feeling overwhelmed so many times .. I cry at every single video of yours because I feel so much confort seeing somenone else, somenone that I admire so much for so many years, going through the same things as I do. I often tell my husband about this and he is so happy that I feel encouraged by your videos.🤭 Thank you for sharing! It's such a blessing.
I feel like we are learning and growing everyday no matter what phase or stage in life we are at, and you are doing an awesome job at being mom. I’m taking notes right now while preggo.
IM SO JEALOUS OF YOU LIVING IN NASHVILLE DURING AUTUMN😩 I lived in Franklin in high school and the rolling hills are so breathtaking in the fall. You’re gonna love it, it’s so cozy!
You said that worship music was the equivalent of skin to skin for you, and I think your videos are that for me. After watching your videos I feel so at peace and motivated. It crazy!! Thank you for shearing your light🤍
Your new mum role fits you so perfectly, Jess!! 🥺 Makiah brings out the best in you and Gabe and we’re living for it 💛
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Super adore your little family! 🫶🏼 Thank you for sharing snippets of your life’s happiest moments 🥺
never knew that seeing you as a mum would be my favorite version of you. 🥹🫶🏻
Same 🥹 so wholesome
Omg I was saying this to myself too
Same, I melt every single video 🥺
Literally warms my ❤️. I figured she’d be amazing, she’s always been material with milo too 😊
Me too 🥹❤️
As a older mother myself, Jess soak in every moment you can. I sit here thinking back to my babies and they grew up way to fast. Before you know it they are grown living away. I reflect back on all the memories that is stored in my brain and heart. You look beautiful and being a mother is the best gift God gives us.
Omg!! That part of the video when she talks about worship is exactly how I feel whenever I am just worshiping and being in His presence. It's so peaceful like you can just feel His protection and that instantly calms you just like the baby is fully trusting that the mother is protecting her🥺💗
Shes 2 months old already? big girl growing so fast 😭 i still can’t believe you’re a mom now. Bless you and your fam ❤
As a new mom myself ( gave birth in April!!) I will tell you- it DOES get easier! Those first months are tough and definitely a huge learning curve. You are doing amazing and it's normal to feel everything you are feeling!! Being a mom is such a huge job but it's so rewarding! You got this girl
Confirmed! I also gave birth in April. Things change from month to month.
They are right!!! I had my in Feb! The first 3 months were sooo stressful! But it gets so much better and easier!!
I have a 3&4 year old and I think it gets harder 🤷🏼♀️
I also gave birth on April. I agree with her regarding feeling lonely at times having to taking care of your child on your own while husband away doing work.
It's nice knowing. I am not the only one going through such phase.
Might sound weird but you sharing your breakdown really helped me. My baby girl has been here a little over a week and I’ve had about three of those lol The pumping struggle is REAL. And you’re right; it’s like the best time of your life but some days are more of a struggle-bus than others. So grateful for your willingness to share your journey! You’re a terrific mum. 💗
Mumming is beautiful, hectic, tiring but oh so rewarding. We may look in the mirror and see our tired eyes but our babies look at us and see their entire universe 🥰 Parenthood looks beautiful on you both! God bless xx 💕
Omg Jess motherhood looks so good on you 🥹 you are literally glowing I couldn’t be happier for you. I know it’s difficult but you’re doing so much better than you’re feeling. Always rooting for you ❤
THAT breakdown is all of us girl at least u have a valid reason , im literally crying for no reason daily but that donut and music is the right way to go about it
🙌🏼🙌🏼THIS being so real, raw and vulnerable! Being a new mom is HARD. No matter how much you prepare. ITS SO different when the baby is actually here. You’re exhausted, stressed, lonely. But at the same time so blissfully happy and full of love! My …”partner” of 10 years left when we found out I was 5 weeks pregnant I chose to proceed with the pregnancy & have done it completely by myself ever since. It is the hardest and most rewarding thing I have ever done! YOU GOT THIS MAMA. 💙💙 sending you so much love.
Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. We love you so so much! ❤
Seeing you emotional brings a whole new level of love and appreciation for you. Seeing you as a mother is my absolute favorite
I cannot believe Makaiah is nearly 2 months already! Never forget that you’re doing amazing Jess and you’re absolutely bossing parenting. I can imagine that parenting can be overwhelming at times, especially as a first-time parent, but you’re trying your hardest! Be patient with yourself. You and your baby are both learning new things each day. Sending love and positive vibes 🧡
she's older than 2 months now
I absolutely loved this! You put it together in such a beautiful way and it’s going to be so special to one day look back on when Makaiah is bigger 🥹 you are an incredible mom! Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable during a more difficult time. You’re so encouraging and kind and you shine for Jesus through your actions and speech in such an authentic way ❤️💐
Is so crazy, I have been following since long distance and it’s so emotional and sweet watching their love and the baby, their new life together! Can’t wait to see more❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry you are struggling. We have all been there, I promise it gets better! My mom told me many times, “it’s just so much to ask of a woman. Giving birthing, recovering, feeding, not sleeping.” As helpful as partners can be, it’s okay for it to feel hard. Thinking of you ❤️
Jess!! God bless you sister! I am a momma of 2 now and this brought me to tears, because every emotion you’ve had was very real in my life and thought I was alone in 🥹 It’s a mixture of overwhelming joy and gratitude. And the sense of surprise of “wow I’m a mum🥲🥲🥲”
I love the realism in this! I am also a new mum of a current 2 month old & its definitely comforting knowing that other mums are feeling the same on some days. Please update this routine each month so I can follow along with my son also!! Bless 🤍
Aww Jess…I’m a first time mama too and my baby is currently 5 and a half months old…and it does get really hard sometimes. My husband is a “blue collar worker” so he works a really hard, physically demanding job with LONG hours. My baby is also just a more needy baby, if I set him down for anything he screams and he refuses to nap alone…because of this I’ve had many breakdowns because it feels so hard never having a moment alone. That being said, being a mom is also the best thing I’ve ever done, I love my baby more than anything in the world and I wouldn’t change a thing! I just wanted to tell you this to let you know you’re not alone❤️ You’re doing great.
Hey, I'm also a first time mom to a 5.5 month old baby. I couldn't put her down at all without her screaming and then tried taking her to the chiropractor. It changed so much, she would sleep on her own, nap without being held, and could be content on her back/ play mat for a long time. I'd highly recommend it!
Hey, just a small advice. Try white noise! You can find 10 hours long playlists on UA-cam. Place him down and play white noise, it worked wonders for my daughter. She’s 5 years old now and she is my bestie. It gets easier, I promise ❤
Jess Talking To Kaia Is The Cutest And Sweetest Thing Ever! ❤
God Bless The Trio!🤍🧿
I have 5 kids and I didn't know how much I needed to see someone else breakdown. So raw and real. I have been through all those emotions multiple times. I'm a decade older than you but love connecting with your content. It's always so nice and encouraging to watch your vlogs. Like catching up with an old friend. Thank you for you!
Babe you’re doing amazing. Cry all you need, it’s a great way to release those overwhelming emotions! You’re an incredible mum. You’ve got this love ❤
Genuinely seeing you grow is like seeing my imaginary older sister grow. Had me tearing up like I’ve known you my whole life🥹💜 I mean I have but you get my point😂💜 Love you Jess! You are the most amazing mum!
You are literally the most beautiful and purest human ever💜🥹
Watching you cry made me so emotional 😭💜 you are so pure! I know you had to make a lot of sacrifices and it gets overwhelming but I hope you know that having those days is totally okay and you are such an amazing mum!!🥺💜
Jess, thank you so much for sharing your season of motherhood with all of us. Seeing you as a mommy to a precious little girl is so very beautiful. May the Lord continue to pour unconditional joy and laughter into this season of your journey. Your little girl is absolutely so, so beautiful and already deeply loved by many all over the world. 💛
I relate so much! Being a mom is absolutely the best, but the emotional breakdowns when you get a little time to yourself are so real. I really appreciate you showing that. I love that saying it’s so true it really does fill a empty space you didn’t know was there! ❤
have been following you since i saw the engagement video and it's has been so incredible watching gabriel and you, not only grow into better individuals but also as a family, with milo first and now with makaiah. 💛
may your family always be blessed.
Awww bubba, you are doing such an amazing job as a Mumma and I am so proud of you in every single way! Love you and miss you so much already xx 😘
Being a mom is hard. Trust me, we all go through it. Even though it’s tough. Ik Makaiah appreciates it too. You’re definitely not alone
Not me over here being so emotional during this whole video. Pregnancy hormones 😅 seeing you as a mom singing to your daughter has been so sweet! I’ve been following you since your wedding video so getting to see this season of life is beautiful!! 🤍
you’re so kind and sweet, and watching the way you and gabe raise makaiah is just so beautiful. the world needs more kind-hearted people like you! 🥹💛
I just love how real you are! Every mum has their break down days but at the end of the day we’re only human and can do our best for our children. You handled it so well and mummy life looks so perfect on you! You and gable are doing such an amazing job and having the best support system really helps! Such a beautiful family 😭💛
This is so sweet 🥰
That’s crazy that it’s already two months for y’all!!! Y’all are doing amazing!
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You're an amazing mother Jesse!! ❤️ thank you for letting us know how you're feeling. Just know we all love you and we are here for you Jesse! When i first became a mom, the first few months was hard doing things on my own as well since my hubby was always there every day. Now with his work schedule is crazy I've had to learn how to do things without him some days and it showed me how much as a mommy we can do and how strong we are! Praying blessings over you and your family! 💕
You’re doing great, Mama! You can tell every ounce of your heart is put into being a Mum and it’s just so sweet to see. I love this version of you.
It is so normal to have a random breakdown as hormones have been all over the place with being pregnant and giving birth and being a new mum. It’s normal. I remember the first 3 months being harder and then it got easier. That was my personal experience. And also, thank you for showing love towards us single parents. It is so life changing to have a baby and to do it alone is a different kind of rollercoaster. I am so glad you have Gabe. You are both amazing parents! 💖 I can tell that little girl is so loved!
You’re so relatable now that you’re a mom thank you for being real and raw about everything going on in your life.
I really needed this video today. I have a newborn as well and broke down today because not all days are easy. I took a small break when he was sleeping to watch your video and relax. God knew I needed to see I wasn't alone with my feelings. Thank you for being real. ❤️
Seeing y'all as parents is honestly one of the cutest things EVER!!!!!
Never been this early before... You're doing great Jess!! Watching your old videos where you've been speaking of your 'future daughter' makes me happy and emotional for you!! You're doing great mamma💜💜
I only saw a few minutes of your life as a mom, but don’t worry Jess… you’re doing amazing, both you and Gabe got each other’s back and that’s what parents supposed to do. wish you nothing else but happiness and great life❤
Loved this so much. Hope that Gabe's family is staying safe.
Thank you for making these pregnancy and mum vlogs! It so interesting - I know all mums go through it differently but so lovely to hear your story ❤️
It’s so refreshing to see another new mom going through the same emotions as I am. Being a mom is such an immense blessing but, like you said, it definitely can get a little overwhelming when you’re alone with the baby all day while your husband is at work. But it also shows the incredible strength and resilience moms have.
You’re doing great, Jess! Your little one is so so precious. Enjoy every single moment. My sweet girl just turned 3 months old and I’m shocked at how much she’s grown in such a short amount of time.
thank you for sharing even your breakdown. I think its important to share those moments as well (when youre comfortable to!) to have others feel seen and heard because you guys seem like such picture perfect parents and a family. sending love!
Thank you for sharing the real parts of being a mom ❤ I promise it will get easier with time and you have a bunch of people supporting you!
Aww Jess you’re such a sweetheart and a great mom! I have admired you so much from girlfriend to fiancé to wife to mom you have always inspired me! I love you so much, you’re a super mom💕💐
when i became a mom, it was a serious eye opener for me too. Everyone used to talk aout labr, but not the phase after that....and thats when my respect for my mom grew ten fold! you are doing great Jess!!!! god bless!
Watching this makes me so excited for my little one to come soon! I love watching your videos. God bless you, Gabe and your beautiful daughter! And it’s ok to be emotional and have these break downs. You’re now a mother and it’s not always going to be roses and rainbows but know that you’re doing great! Your world is now Makiah and that’s such a beautiful thing! ❤
You're doing so great Jess! Don't apologise for what you're feeling, feel all the feels, it's totally normal, everything will be okay :) such a precious video, all your videos make me smile throughout, your little family is just pure happiness to watch, thank you for sharing this special time in your life with us 💖
Your dad sings so well and his voice is so soothing
Do you know what song is that?
Oh Jess. My heart broke to see you cry. I hope you have lots of support in TN ❤
My baby is about the same age and I feel you on the overwhelming days. I’ve learned I have to take things hour by hour and let myself have a good cry when needed. You are doing amazing mama ❤️
My husband works a full time job and I stay at home with our daughter, he doesn’t get home until around midnight so I am alone for majority of the day. I have had so many breakdowns in the last 3 months but I am so so so grateful I am able to stay at home with her. I wouldn’t trade being a mom for the world but sometimes the littlest things seem so big and the overwhelming feeling takes over haha. Things definitely get easier as time goes on and I’m trying to learn that she won’t be this small forever so even when it’s hard I’m cherishing every moment because one day she won’t want to be rocked to sleep etc. can’t believe makaiah is already 2 months old and our daughters are so close in age. I can’t wait to see them grow up together ❤
Motherhood is hard! And just because something is hard and challenging doesn’t mean it’s bad or we don’t love it. Remember you are only 2 months old as a mother! You know just as much as she does lol you’re doing amazing!
Hard doesn’t mean bad, I LOVE that 💛💛💛
I feel like I grow up with you, Jess. So happy to see you glowing in this new season❤
You guys are such a sweet family and it's totally normal to cry and feel sad, all your emotions are valid!
Please know that it’s okay to go through what u go through!
Being a mum is never easy but find support in your community, especially ones who are mums your age or going through the same thing as u.
You’re doing well Jess!!❤
whenever my husband isn’t around to help me with my baby i genuinely feel for single parents out there. it is so hard to do on your own and i cannot imagine how you do it. 💪🏼
Thank you for showing all the raw emotions. Love the authenticity🧡
Really appreciate you showing the little breakdown & struggles bc we all have days like that where it’s a little bit harder, & it’s nice to know we’re not alone. God bless y’all 💛
It makes total sense to be overwhelmed sometimes, so don’t worry, you and your feelings are completely valid. You’re an amazing mom, and Makaiah is just as lucky to have you as you are to have her. 😌💗 So glad to see things are going well for your family. You all are so wonderful.
Great update Jess 😍 Being emotional is 100% part of the job description, but these new feelings also help in deepening your connection with God. Glad you're safe and sound back in Nashville. Enjoy settling in as a family of 3 🌻
It’s never easy to be a parent, but it’s a worthy occupation and it teaches you something new.
Jess you’re so beautiful in every way! The way you care about Makiah & Gabe, you are both rocking being hard working finding healthy ways to be happy & real + still looking after yourselves & Makiah! You’re superstars for being so special & raising such a beautiful girl too! Love you 3! You’ve got this!!! 🕊️🫶🏻💖🌹💖✝️
Jess you are always a year ahead of me and it’s been so cool! You got married exactly a year before me, were also long distance like me, moved several times, and then today I found out I am pregnant and my baby will be due in June! What a magical journey you’ve been on, and so cool to be a few steps right behind you. God bless 💗
Hun Ive been watching you & Gab since you both met! You guys are amazing & from experience in the mom life your doing amazing girl keep rocking!!!! I had my daughter Isabella Rayne on 12-28-21 & She had me up every 2 hours. It got to the point I was sleep deprived, I literally looked like a zombie. I got so overwhelmed I had a meltdown which included balling my eyes out but with all that i love being a mom and id do anything for her. She's definitely spoiled as shes my first daughter 🥰. I even watched both of you while I was pregnant especially when i felt a bit stressed id watch some of your old vids. Tell Gabe he's a great dad & rocking it. You guys are amazing & with that beautiful baby girl she just makes the puzzle complete. Kiss baby from Isabella & I keep up the great work & stay rocking! Much love from Michigan, USA!!
Awww Mama 🥰❤️ sending prayers and big huggs to you and your beautiful family ❤️ love you girl but yeah whenever you feel any time postpartum just talk to someone ok 🥰❤️ and cry and pray love you GOT THIS my beautiful ❤️
Ohh your breakdown is bringing me to tears🥺
that's so beautiful that you mentioned listening to worship music felt like skin to skin, because it's one of life's best moments
Oh honey it gets soooo much easier. My daughter is 5 years old and she is my bestie!You’ll be able to do the same things you used to do before having her pretty soon.❤
Awww Jess 🥹🥹 watching your breakdown just makes me want to give you a hug!! You’re so sweet. I know it’s a new season and you have a new role now as a mom but you’ve got this! And the Lord has equipped you 🫶🏼🙌🏼🥲💛
You're doing so well!! It's totally normal to cry sometimes, but deep in your heart you should remember, that you are created for being a Mum
Oh I feel this so much. I gave birth to our first child 10 days ago. I love being her mom but I absolutely feel you in the roller coaster of emotions- breaking down in tears for no real reason other than the drastic chance in hormones and feeling overwhelmed. My husband is going back to work on Monday as I’m writing this and I know I’m really gonna have to lean into Jesus during this season. I know I’m not even 2 weeks into motherhood, but I am just starting to realize how important it is to take care of myself first. I can’t take care of my baby in the way she needs if I’m not caring for myself first. I’m saying this to myself too, but have some grace on yourself mama, you’re doing an *amazing* job ❤️
I want to say it gets SO much better! We had a ROUGH time with our fist. it was such a shift... But then gradually gets better and easier and normal. And definitelty after 19 months was the biggest shift imo. And now we have a second thats already 1,5 XD
It's not weird that you are having a bad day and get overwhelmed. It's part of being a new parent and sometimes having to manage on you own. You're doing great, give yourself a break. ❤I had to do it on my own from the time my son was 8 mos old and I feel you!
Worship music soothes my soul when I’m overwhelmed, stressed, etc!❤
My favourite family on the internet ❤️ sending love all the way from South Africa 🇿🇦
You cry made me cry! You have a cute cry face!
You're doing great as a mama. Emotions going up and down are completely normal. You're such a pleasure to watch.
So proud of you mum you’re doing such an amazing job makaiah is blessed to have you💛💛🥹
So, so sweet. Motherhood looks amazing on you, Jess! There is such a beautiful, deep love that comes through in these clips. 💕Congratulations again to you and Gabe!
Oh Jess, I understand hun. All that you’re feeling is so normal❤️ it gets easier I promise. But know that you’re not alone. Being a mother is the most challenging yet most beautiful experience.
Currently 22w preg and seeing this video and the realness of that breakdown helped me with the anxiety I have towards PP. Thank you for sharing it all ❤
I'm also 22 weeks and a few days. Hope it goes well for you !
You’re doing amazing mumma ❤️ honestly, nothing could ever prepare parents for the complete shock of becoming a new mum or dad! Thank you for sharing the hard times with us too, it makes other parents feel less alone and overwhelmed 💕 sending lots of love to you and your wee family xx
Jess, this was such a beautiful catch up 🥹❤️ You’re so right, seeing sweet Makaiah so peaceful in your presence is such a reminder of how we can lean into God’s peace and presence in every moment. Thanks for sharing your heart!
your hair looks soo shiny! It might be a hard phase now.. but nice to see you well and healthy! Love your vids
Ok I haven’t even gotten to finish this video yet because of my beautiful two month old baby that I’ve been taking care of all day by myself but I already know it’s the video I needed 🥹 right there with you jess!!
I love you Jess, you’re doing an amazing job at this mum gig ❤❤❤
You’re SUCH a good mum already 🤍
aww Jess seeing u cry made me so sad. it’s good you’re trying to do things for yourself bc u deserve it. you’re doing so well! this video was so cute, ur hair is so long and u are beautiful!! loved the film photos. hope u get more you-time soon :) 🤍
Honestly I can't believe how much i understand your struggle. I find myself in what you describe in this video (even our birth stories :) ) I have a 3 month old son, I am a first time mom as well, and feeling overwhelmed so many times .. I cry at every single video of yours because I feel so much confort seeing somenone else, somenone that I admire so much for so many years, going through the same things as I do. I often tell my husband about this and he is so happy that I feel encouraged by your videos.🤭 Thank you for sharing! It's such a blessing.
I feel like we are learning and growing everyday no matter what phase or stage in life we are at, and you are doing an awesome job at being mom. I’m taking notes right now while preggo.
jess, you are such a precious mum 🥹 a role model for the momma-world! i pray that this privilege will be gifted to us as well 🥺🙏🏼
Awww I'm tearing uppp😭😭
I so admire your honesty and being so vulnerable with us. I appreciate it so much. Also, your dad's voice is so beautiful!
IM SO JEALOUS OF YOU LIVING IN NASHVILLE DURING AUTUMN😩 I lived in Franklin in high school and the rolling hills are so breathtaking in the fall. You’re gonna love it, it’s so cozy!
aaaahhhh finally some stress relieving video 😩✨ looking so pretty mumma jess! 🤍
You said that worship music was the equivalent of skin to skin for you, and I think your videos are that for me. After watching your videos I feel so at peace and motivated. It crazy!! Thank you for shearing your light🤍