Man I'm an Iraqi vet. I tampered with shit before going, but I never got into real hard shit. I came home and didn't realize how much it affected me so I didn't go get help for 5yrs. I never went small though. I would black out all the time and shit. I almost killed myself in a car accident and was in a coma 5days got out went right back to doing and selling dope. Finally got caught and went to treatment for for PTSD, and substance abuse. Then I went and sat 4yrs in prison. I slipped once but as of Oct 31st I have been sober 4yrs. I love your music it really hits home for me keep going man your an inspiration to us all.
Jessie Bierman 1rst off,thank you for your service! My son is a marine. 2nd I'm glad you're climbing out of that downward spiral that is drug addiction,all the best to you brother👍
If u never hear this again thank you for your service and the willingness to risk your mind body and to the people you layed your life down for remember this and pass it on "i am proud to be me if i wasent me id be someone else and it wouldent be worth the struggle of life cause without death we mean nothing"i say it when i wake up and go to sleep thanks again for your service not only in the service but in life
Jessie Bierman Thank you for your service and congratulations!! My husband is an Iraqi vet as well and similar story he’s got two years clean now and I’m almost to two as well...
Officially my new favorite musical artist. Explains my struggles in all his songs. Can’t quit the drugs. Keep tryin. Keep goin back. Issues in relationships kill me. But I can’t stop trying to be better.
I love reading the comments on his tracks, he talks about something that affects so many people but is demonized and really hard to deal with alone. I've had my struggles and I watch so many friends and family members fight those demons everyday and I honestly think loving an addict is harder than being an addict. Trying to love help and support them while they are going through hell and knowing you can't do much to ease the pain they feel is heartbreaking. His lyrics are an ugly truth at times and can be hard to listen to but I recommend his music to everyone I know that can relate because his music creates a safe place to be honest with yourself without being judged or talked down to. The positive comments and support I see on here give me hope for everyone I know battling addiction. It's a long hard road to recovery and the struggle is never over but it is possible to get better and be the person you know you can be. You won't make progress every day and there's a lot of days where it really feels hopeless but if you can just hang on and remind yourself that it's all about getting better and not going backwards or self destruction... you're winning the fight. Just don't go backwards. Never give up on yourself or your loved ones because it will get better. Stay strong and reach out to anyone you think needs the support, it really can save a life
From U.K wanted to show how far your message reaches... Addiction is a universal language, but for me the lyrics hit home/help the most...Colliche thank u for being so honest 💯🙏
MAN I JUST literally fell into your music right now this very moment ...your lyrics are realer then real I have been listening to struggle jennings, jelly roll, yela,and ritz music every day since leaving the military what I wasn't entirely hearing what I needed to, ya see for those of us blessed and cursed to have served overseas; there's just some nightmares and especially for me guilt for not bringing home my best friends properly....guess what I'm saying is .. I have Never in all my years felt lyrics that spoke directly to me about me...as I finish this tray here knowing my lady thst "loves me so much,"😭 is swipin my bits of clear and chunks of dark ... Knowing every time i tell her I'm quittin we are quitting now im like the devil now. So here I sit next to this dumpster wall and bushes traying off with her moreso as to. Just have a friend to talk to ..regardless of her purely "using" me . Ive attempted twice since being honorably discharged from the Marines, the last time after they cut the rope and I came to; i set about to cussin an yellin at all who had a hand in saving my life but to me at that moment they were makin me have to endure more pain...I've always hated it when people comment an say your music saved my life ...but tonight before I found your music just now .. I was walking thru a park here with boat anchor rope in chandler, Az looking again for the "Perfect Tree". So may I say Thank You and I'm sure my 10mos old daughter would thank you as well.. For saving this once was has been MARINE....
johnny B good thanks for your service. I'm gonna keep you and your daughter in my prayers, God knows she is going to need you. I too listen to Struggle, JellyRoll, and others from the Nashville underground. I guess that's how this guy's video ended up in my recommendations. #AddictionKills
Hey bud ur hero, thank u for my freedom. Just as courageous a strong as Chaz. I don't know how u feel on the Armed Forces end, cuz I am just cowardly citzen. But as far believing no music could make really believe I do deserve to breathe the same as my children. I do now. I too have been finding some kinda sokice n artist like Struggle, Jelly, Lacs, OT, and Yela. Til I listened to Drug Addiction and My Own Thoughts. Ljke Chaz could read mind and wrote those for me cuz I am to busy burning the bottom a glass Dick with a flame. That rope (1) u talked about isn't strong enough to take u out, they (10,000'!) could drop u or pop when u stood there protected ur rights and freedoms. Y cuz ur a muthafuckin HERO. Just like all heroes u have a dibilatating element. Just happens not to be kryptonite. Thanx Chaz
johnny B good you are a hero and will always be a marine. God has a plan for you here. Turn to him. I know the feeling trust me. It's a struggle day in and day out. We all have our demons trying to bring us down and some days they come closer than others to succeeding. WE can't let the demons win. Things I keep telling myself!!!!!! Hope your holding up HERO!!!!
johnny B good Hope you still haven't found that tree. Keep pushin on man & think positive. ' for what you think you will become ' it takes lots of time, lots of being positive & hell yeah there's going to be lots of fuckups but time is your friend. Pain recognizes pain
Sunshine is pointless without rain to grow. the mind is like a reflection in rippling water,you must allow it to settle so that the image before you can become clear.Respect from Albion P.A.
you're helping me learn to love myself and stay off drugs my bro, 5 days clean off opiates, amphetamines, benzos and weed your music is truly a privilege, keep it up my man you are changing so many peoples lives
Well I mean that's a lot of shedding that clean off of be proud of yourself keep your head up we are proud of you remember if you need somebody to talk to head up Colicchie he will always help if an out especially someone who is relapsing or trying to get clean he's one of us he's always kept it a hundred be proud of yourself keep your head up don't forget people places and things
Brother, I am ready, will you be my keeper as I look for another brother on the way,I don't know where I am going but I'm tired...since I started hearing your music it brings back what I lose every time I use, the emotions that remind me to pic myself up again, thank you for your words of the truth you have endured and continued to make sure that you don't stop being yourself while you overcome your fights with addiction,God bless you and your beautiful family and friends and I hope you continue to write what's within so that you won't stop helping me...May God Almighty lift you when you stumble to ease the burden of the fight...God bless you and yours.....a brother, Felipe Alaniz.....
Archie Beasley I disagree with you... ALL of his songs are the best. I think you meant this is your favorite among them perhaps? Mine is Drug Addiction.
I’m a Christian guy but I feel at home with this crowd. This crowd doesn’t judge. We admit our faults and don’t hide and run from them like most of the world. We are who we are. We put everything inside on the table. So for anybody out there just know your not alone.
@@Colicchie Brother, I’m good. But I think for us “Good” means something deeper than just saying the word ya know. “Good” meaning we got out stuff but we are dealing with it and life in the best way we know how. Trying to constantly be on the come up. Brother, my story is different than yours. Maybe we feel similar maybe not. We may be on different roads but I think we are both trying to get to the same place in life. I’m a nurse at work right now. Jammin persuit of loneliness. A dude just walked in my office and as usual people look at me and hear the music and they are puzzled, I don’t fit the profile but as you know you can understand the book by lookin at the cover. Anyway, he was like who is this? I told him Colicche! He said “I like that! Unique sound and kinda old school. Sounds like it’s gotta a deeper meaning than most.” I agreed with him and told him we’re to find you. I gotcha brother! I appreciate your honesty and humbleness in what you write. I think that’s what makes you different. I have a story if you even need more content for something new holler at me. I’m sure you don’t but it would be awesome. I’m a male nurse. Worked on and tried to help save many that have overdosed. I then did hospice and now I work will kids who have a trouble past. Anyway, I have said enough. Before I go I just want to say to keep your eyes on the finish line. Again, thanks for responding
Ive been listening to colicchie for a good while now few years, and still every time i listen to each song it brings me to a part of my life, different song different part. Im still not 100 percent clean but clean from most, ive come along way. I love your words Col you have a way of speaking to my heart. Your songs have gotten me this far ❤
first time hereing this song and rapper. Iam from the streets it made me CRY. ALSO INSPIRED ME AND MADE ME RELIZE ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE GOING THREW THE SAME STRUGLES AS IAM. THAT MAKES ME NOT FEEL ALONE. THIS RAPPER RAPS ABOUT HOW IVE FELT FOR A LONG TIME AND HOW I FEEL NOW. " MUCH RESPECT TO THIS RAPPER AND SONG KEEP UP ALL GOOD WORK. YOU ALREADY ON YOUR WAY TO THE TOP CHEERS RENER IN MELBOURNE AUSTRALIA
Listened to you today. I have triplet daughters the age of 22. One of them I visited today in rehab in Louisa Ky and she said she heard you sing in Hunington West Virginia I believe at Christ's Temple Church. I could tell you really touched her heart and her mind. I pray your career grow's by the grace of God and you can touch more hearts who are having struggles in life such as you have my daughter. Thank you
TheGAMEINGFRENZY good job bro you are in the hardest part of getting better!! Good luck I have got clean countless times and always end up relapsing :( shit sucks...but keep up the good work you got this stay strong..much love from the 508 just you know you are not alone~coming from a fellow addict~
Music such.... emotion cause music is what it is just stories imagination ..... u as real Thug got people bumping this where u gets your beats sound like Casio keyboard vato sometime the best rap there is not one
Ur hope for me man motivation im still struggling but i am realizing wat im wrong about finally admitting to my additctions thank u ur music has made a difference in my life....
Was going through some music yesterday and came across Colicchie. I said man i know that name. I was in rehab with you some years ago. This brought tears and the Spirit to my soul last night brother! Much Love! God's grace is upon us and im glad to see you are spending it the way its ment to be spent.
Chaz, thank you so much, in a coma 4 months and 23 surgeries from a terrible HARLEY accident 05/10/2016...... Been eating shit sandwiches since I came home from the hospital. Divorce, custody battle, thieves, deceit, cheated on, and stolen life savings from ex wife. She left the 4 sons and we are doing ok, but an empty spot remains in my heart because of therapy, surgeries, ex wife, and fighting for life after being declared dead twice... Thanks for your talented words and beautiful music, chin up, never fuckin knuckle under my friend please!
Every song you sing touches me . You truly have been through he'll in many ways but you always come back stronger that's what I admire about you. Your songs are so powerful, you pour it all out, the good, bad and ugly that's not easy. You inspire me because you are 100 percent real , your struggle, your pain I feel it, I live it and sometimes it seems easier to give up, but that's not an option. You truly have a gift .I've lost a daughter from being drugged, and she wasn't an addict, I was and my son, it runs deep in the family but the most innocent died and that's hard to live with, 3 years later it's still hard and more young people are dying every day from fentenal that's laced in drugs. 4 kids have died within a month, and they were good people. It hurts me every time I see another young person die from an overdose. How do we save this generation from all the laced drugs and drugs period. Sorry so long. You just inspire me when I'm down. You are one of a kind
I’ve heard so many songs- read so much poetry- write my own poetry - but you, your story , your words touched my heart in the most powerful way. I have loved ones who were owned by drugs and as a sister , seeing what I saw - you’re strong and you for sure touch many lives. Proud of you and your work You should really write a book-
@@Colicchie bro your music saved my whole day.. I'm almost a year clean and the first time in a long time I had a urge... Thank you bro.. you inspire me and I'm having a good day. How are you? Check out my UA-cam channel I do inspirational videos... People like you inspire me. I'm an ex IV user.. God bless brother
I wonder how many comments have been written with tears in the writers eyes. I mean that as a compliment. Shit is magical and truthful to the deepest levels.
To nice ov a person but been through tuffest times but he strong enough now love his music it’s like all are lives at some point keep it going hun 👍🏼🙏🏼⭐️🏴
keep it up. you really have inspired me more than any rapper ever could.your vocabulary and ability to express emotions is beyond amazing you truly have a talent
Colicchie you are amazing beautiful strong talented warrior showing you can rise up is so beautiful strong praying for everything blessed for you and your family amen
I love you so much ❤️🙏 thank you for sharing your experience strength and hope with the entire world and not being ashamed you are a soldier! And remember we're never alone God is always with us! Seem so dark at times but continue with your rhymes and God will continue to give you signs! Love you Chas Smith AKA Coliicchie you are truly a strong person and God will always choose his strongest soldiers to go into the biggest battles and overcomer conquerors! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😇😇😇😇😇🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
damm bro you deserve so much more clout. fereall i can feal your emotion threw your lyrics like no other artist ive come by...everysong leaves me baffled, your storys you depict are so relateable and you paint the picture with your lyrics like picasso !! Cant wait for your next one!!
CC25Y Me too,right fkn Now as a matter of fact! He provokes every emotion I've been running from since i was a teenager. He should be in Mac Miller's place,and mac should be the 1 who's less popular!! This guy deserves it more,but as usual it won't get played because he's not radio friendly,and probably Never will be! Stupid ass music executives are missing out. Screw them,I'll always play this song and his others when the mood strikes me. Hope he never changes his style,so many people Desperately Need it,and I'm 1 of those people.😥👍
God gave you the most beautiful perfect gift... you found your happiness... and she is absolutely amazing she's a blessed girl to have such a father .... I'm so happy for you both... ~~ Well deserved 👏 🙌 Illinois
Chad, thank you! Your music has helped me more than I am capable of expressing in words. Your lyrics have truely helped me in my journey to start a new life. God Bless you and your family.
bro I don't do comments .....but I want to show you some love because everything you write is real as f.....your music is the truth....fire. I connect with this as a musician, as an addict, as a fan.
Honestly I'd rather talk to girls that i dont like...so when they finally leave me I'm not fighting for my life!!! Hit me right the jaw with that one. Keep doin what your doin. Real recognize Real
All alone this song inspired me to write. I write so I don’t go and just get higher than a kite. And honestly I’d rather talk to girls that I don’t like, so when they finally leave me i'm not fighting for my life. Listen how I’m feeling doesn't really make a difference when it's all in what you do let me speak on my existence. I get through life without a bottle or prescription, but every choice I make it is followed by suspicion. Once again she left me hanging like a drop ceiling, but it’s my fault I should’ve never caught feelings. I build walls stronger than a rock building, I beat myself up daily for the fact that I don't got children. I’m real quiet never speak unless I’m spoken to, but even when I struggle I’m still doin’ what I’m supposed to do. So understand that I'm the happiest alone, cause you wont get a chance to hurt me I can do that on my own. There’s issues from my past perhaps I'm glad to bury. Guilt and shame have always been my biggest adversaries. Broken promises made me savage I couldn't handle it. From being numb became accustomed to abandonment. All the liars that I met I had enough of them. After everything I been through how the fuck am I supposed to trust again? Nothing is comparable, that’s pain I never felt, so now I never listen when she says there is nobody else. I play it safe is that reward worth the risk. Erratic behaviours degraded when chasing that first kiss. Eject me from your life go head n hit the button. It just reminds me why I don't commit to nothin. I’ve carried burdens to the point I got a broken back. And I remember never sleepin’ I was smokin’ crack. Blind folded drivin on this hopeless path, a life without drugs how the fuck am I supposed to cope with that? I've done damage I’m still paying off my past debts. And I will help you as I’m dealing with this mad stress. It never stops but my mind has never had rest. It’s freedom only when I’m gasping for my last breath. You said you had my back but you're just unreliable. When shit got rough, I always seen a different side of you. Never show love to anyone that ever doubts you. Do you ever think this world is better off without you? You think I give a fuck about your face book likes, when I got a loaded pistol suicidal every night? And every scar I got was provided by a rusted knife, this ain’t an image; this my mother fuckin life. Chaotically I’m comfortable when I live in denial. When my world turns grey, look it's impossible to smile. But I have faith that the best is yet to come. I’m puttin’ that on everything, I put that on my ex's son. Now I pray next to the coffin in the morgue. History’s repeated as she's walkin out the door. If nothin else I'm just honest this ain't a cry for help. If she don't wanna love me, look, I’ll have to learn to love myself. I'm a mess somebody grab the nearest mop. I'm more callous and distraught from every tear I drop. Another shortcoming another repercussion And since I've been broken look im not afraid of nothin. I’m truly humbled by the messages I get, they keep me moving with this music, these confessions I depict. Cause when I struggle I stay more focused than ever. I believe that I can do this, so I must be feelin’ better. Again I opened up and she just sat there and remained silent. Whos coming with me? Lets go get higher than a plane pilot. I play it innocent; but understand my mind’s violent. I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’) I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’) I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’) I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’) I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’)
I love this song, when my son gets out of jail for drug possession I am going to get him to listen to your music. I hope it helps him, he has O'd 5 times. Last time 3 Narcan's to bring him back. I have told you this before on other video's and I am saving all your stuff for him! So glad you are still defeating your inner demons!! Stay strong!!
its spiritual we all stumbled on him,the best one the best rapper i listen too,hes real talk and brave n conciousaand his help never stops to help us xx
I always have to say how great you are and ya music 🎵 is so great to listen too I need it like I used use h instead no more well over that don’t even think about it but there is other things to substitute with sadly so keep on with ya stuff stay strong keep bizzy Hun and don’t get to big headed when you are so famous please stay true to your self like you have all this time 👍🏼🔥🔥🙏🏼❤️
Listened to this then the song and the way it ends then the one that ends with so his daughter never sees him hogh, then the song bout his daughter. Beautiful. The progression of his words and state. Respect.
This song hits home in so many ways. When I got injured in Iraq back in 05 I came home and got real heavy in substance abuse. Track marks and toxic ass relationships are all I knew for ten years. I've lost so many people in my life through drugs, either through death or through them stabbing me in the back. It all ended the same way regardless, me being alone. I'm still alone, but I'm sober. Everyday is a struggle to stay clean, and every day it's still hard to live. But God will, he's got a purpose for a this craziness. This song helped put everything into words that I've been feeling, but couldn't explain.
Thank you colicchie so much. My higher power sent you to me when I needed it. I’m 20 years old and have been struggling with addiction for 6 years, you’ve opened my eyes and I now know I’m not alone and I will get through this. Much love - Daemeon
Collichie get yourself to the Edinburgh festival in Scotland I'm positive your ryms will be appreciated have you ever seen trainspotting well that's Edinburgh
This guy definitely knows what he is talking about!! Living life of a addict is not like living a way of life like no other thats for sure!! He keeps it real!!
I'm with you here man..I feel this so deeply..you speak to the soul and heart of the struggle...that lonely road..still feel lonely but I have over a year clean/sober/in recovery,every day we gotta fight, striving to be better then who I was yesterday..I always remember when I'm low, that the sober me on his worst day is still better then the using me on his best day..thanks for your music, been listening a couple years...it's helped me during this time of change and growth..bless you and yours....God is good.
@@ColicchieHey started working at a treatment facility and have the opportunity to help others who are still struggling thanks for the inspiration and reaching out in the past keep spreading your message it really helps people 🙏
Chase will listen to all/your cds, I promise that/I know I feel the same/way too if I can't ever find the/one/to/make/me/happy then/I'll probably die trying too....
This one guided me literally away from suicide I saw my diary drowning my daughter me getting her in my life and stoping this I saw nothing but snow 🌨️. After this song helping me get my head straight I wrote collicchies helping hand 🙏 I hope this helps the world 🌎 and gets me to my daughter I can only hope and pray 🙏
7 years clean still staying humble, still help the new comer still fighting demons. One thing that you said that hit me hard “there’s not you , there’s not me , there’s just us! Keep fighting people.
@@Colicchieholding up great! My worst days sober are way better than my best days high. My oldest daughter trust me again. My younger kids don’t know that side of me. I have a relationship with god. I’m still far from perfect. I fall apart so easy and over think everything. But I don’t have to use today. Instead of using I’ll chose to go help someone today! Hope all is well brother.
Still motivating old and new listeners, still come back to this song and memories from time to time for new inspiration to keep the drive I have partly due to you right after my daughter
Colicchie I Love your talent, your such a blessing. Man your a hero to so many. I don't want you to go backwards but even if you did you get right back up brother. These streets need you. God Bless, please keep on keeping on
I used to be in a really horrible situation but I got sober alone at home the hard way. I did get some free food and weed it really helped. I've been sober over three years. Now I am a amazing person and a miracle and a major success story with a huge heart
What a dope rapper , so real and I've been through the same addiction problems and my mate from the USA told me to listen to him and by god the hairs on my arm stood up as it was as if I was listening to my life story especially on drug addiction, I'm 9 months clean and sober now, he's the best rapper the USA have except Royce 5'9 and J.Cole. Obliviously Eminem aswell he's the GOAT . But colicchie is so real , nothing but positive vibes from this side of the pond the U.K. Big shout colicchie for telling ur story , not many would have the balls to .
For us all that have overcome our past in all forms, finds life. The artist words are truly appreciate and forms understanding beyond only if hear. Truly felt in all aspects.
Maxine James you got to have faith in yourself and you got do it for you're self it's hard I mean harder then anything you will go through but you can't lose faith in yourself
Would love an instrumental version of this song really hit home for me been dealing with some real hard stuff the last few years and just really enjoy listening to this man right heres music , been through foster care twice as child growing up people thinking there was something wrong with me so i was given tons of meds by doctors growing up by the age of five and treated terrible in school kept away from others socially awkward just so lost i really feel that way still as an adult music has always been an outlet grateful to find colliche and his wonderful music :)
I think we both have lived about the same life I'm glad you chose to keep fighting I have been fighting not just for my life for over 21 years my body and mind is about to give up but what I'm saying I'm proud of you keep it up even when I'm dead remember me and people like us are proud of you and what you have been able to stop and overcome.
Thanks Chaz 50 days clean today going strong much love to anyone in the struggle. This musicians very humble I reached out to him on Facebook when I was at Rock bottom his words of encouragement ment so much to me .
When I hear ur music I feel everything u say i been thru it all too u have a serious impact on all of us outcasts as addicts u give us hope for a better life in recovery keep it up 💯
These days. Some your songs are keeping me going, keeping me from calling life quits. Couldn't thank you for all the support that you give without knowing it
I'm 7 months clean and it's hard right now. Stuck on step 9. I'm scared head racing. Problems with sponcer. Listening to this helps so much on that DESCENDING Rollercoaster. Thanks Colicchie
Man I'm an Iraqi vet. I tampered with shit before going, but I never got into real hard shit. I came home and didn't realize how much it affected me so I didn't go get help for 5yrs. I never went small though. I would black out all the time and shit. I almost killed myself in a car accident and was in a coma 5days got out went right back to doing and selling dope. Finally got caught and went to treatment for for PTSD, and substance abuse. Then I went and sat 4yrs in prison. I slipped once but as of Oct 31st I have been sober 4yrs. I love your music it really hits home for me keep going man your an inspiration to us all.
Jessie Bierman 1rst off,thank you for your service! My son is a marine. 2nd I'm glad you're climbing out of that downward spiral that is drug addiction,all the best to you brother👍
What are the animals like in Iraq? Did you manage to save many of them. Must be hard being a vet in such a discusting land
If u never hear this again thank you for your service and the willingness to risk your mind body and to the people you layed your life down for remember this and pass it on "i am proud to be me if i wasent me id be someone else and it wouldent be worth the struggle of life cause without death we mean nothing"i say it when i wake up and go to sleep thanks again for your service not only in the service but in life
Good for You man. Congrats.
Jessie Bierman Thank you for your service and congratulations!! My husband is an Iraqi vet as well and similar story he’s got two years clean now and I’m almost to two as well...
4 years clean because of this man! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼. Found colicchie’s music 2018 and changed my life. THANK YOU!!!!
Truly amazing..!! Keep it going, stay strong
almost four years for me as well ...next aug ill be clean from speed an cocaine
Officially my new favorite musical artist. Explains my struggles in all his songs. Can’t quit the drugs. Keep tryin. Keep goin back. Issues in relationships kill me. But I can’t stop trying to be better.
Again I keep getting high and I can't give up. I want to. E real
@@rachaeltollefson3886 @cheapdirt keep coming back! Thats the most important thing! 90 in 90! It works.
God bless you guys sending prayers your way hope your clean today
I love reading the comments on his tracks, he talks about something that affects so many people but is demonized and really hard to deal with alone. I've had my struggles and I watch so many friends and family members fight those demons everyday and I honestly think loving an addict is harder than being an addict. Trying to love help and support them while they are going through hell and knowing you can't do much to ease the pain they feel is heartbreaking. His lyrics are an ugly truth at times and can be hard to listen to but I recommend his music to everyone I know that can relate because his music creates a safe place to be honest with yourself without being judged or talked down to. The positive comments and support I see on here give me hope for everyone I know battling addiction. It's a long hard road to recovery and the struggle is never over but it is possible to get better and be the person you know you can be. You won't make progress every day and there's a lot of days where it really feels hopeless but if you can just hang on and remind yourself that it's all about getting better and not going backwards or self destruction... you're winning the fight. Just don't go backwards. Never give up on yourself or your loved ones because it will get better. Stay strong and reach out to anyone you think needs the support, it really can save a life
From U.K wanted to show how far your message reaches... Addiction is a universal language, but for me the lyrics hit home/help the most...Colliche thank u for being so honest 💯🙏
Thank you so much 🙌🏽🙌🏽 means the world to me
MAN I JUST literally fell into your music right now this very moment ...your lyrics are realer then real I have been listening to struggle jennings, jelly roll, yela,and ritz music every day since leaving the military what I wasn't entirely hearing what I needed to, ya see for those of us blessed and cursed to have served overseas; there's just some nightmares and especially for me guilt for not bringing home my best friends properly....guess what I'm saying is .. I have Never in all my years felt lyrics that spoke directly to me about me...as I finish this tray here knowing my lady thst "loves me so much,"😭 is swipin my bits of clear and chunks of dark ... Knowing every time i tell her I'm quittin we are quitting now im like the devil now. So here I sit next to this dumpster wall and bushes traying off with her moreso as to. Just have a friend to talk to ..regardless of her purely "using" me . Ive attempted twice since being honorably discharged from the Marines, the last time after they cut the rope and I came to; i set about to cussin an yellin at all who had a hand in saving my life but to me at that moment they were makin me have to endure more pain...I've always hated it when people comment an say your music saved my life ...but tonight before I found your music just now .. I was walking thru a park here with boat anchor rope in chandler, Az looking again for the "Perfect Tree". So may I say Thank You and I'm sure my 10mos old daughter would thank you as well.. For saving this once was has been MARINE....
johnny B good thanks for your service. I'm gonna keep you and your daughter in my prayers, God knows she is going to need you. I too listen to Struggle, JellyRoll, and others from the Nashville underground. I guess that's how this guy's video ended up in my recommendations. #AddictionKills
Hey bud ur hero, thank u for my freedom. Just as courageous a strong as Chaz. I don't know how u feel on the Armed Forces end, cuz I am just cowardly citzen. But as far believing no music could make really believe I do deserve to breathe the same as my children. I do now. I too have been finding some kinda sokice n artist like Struggle, Jelly, Lacs, OT, and Yela. Til I listened to Drug Addiction and My Own Thoughts. Ljke Chaz could read mind and wrote those for me cuz I am to busy burning the bottom a glass Dick with a flame. That rope (1) u talked about isn't strong enough to take u out, they (10,000'!) could drop u or pop when u stood there protected ur rights and freedoms. Y cuz ur a muthafuckin HERO. Just like all heroes u have a dibilatating element. Just happens not to be kryptonite. Thanx Chaz
hey Marine, once a marine always a marine. anyway look up tech nine's PTSD. it's a good song.
johnny B good you are a hero and will always be a marine. God has a plan for you here. Turn to him. I know the feeling trust me. It's a struggle day in and day out. We all have our demons trying to bring us down and some days they come closer than others to succeeding. WE can't let the demons win. Things I keep telling myself!!!!!! Hope your holding up HERO!!!!
johnny B good
Hope you still haven't found that tree. Keep pushin on man & think positive. ' for what you think you will become ' it takes lots of time, lots of being positive & hell yeah there's going to be lots of fuckups but time is your friend.
Pain recognizes pain
You're the reason I never quit, and wake every day with a smile. So blessed to be here. Touched my life BIG!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you Chad there are so many people who feel what you wrote you are helping people whether you know it or not thank you
Sunshine is pointless without rain to grow. the mind is like a reflection in rippling water,you must allow it to settle so that the image before you can become clear.Respect from Albion P.A.
you're helping me learn to love myself and stay off drugs my bro, 5 days clean off opiates, amphetamines, benzos and weed
your music is truly a privilege, keep it up my man you are changing so many peoples lives
Well I mean that's a lot of shedding that clean off of be proud of yourself keep your head up we are proud of you remember if you need somebody to talk to head up Colicchie he will always help if an out especially someone who is relapsing or trying to get clean he's one of us he's always kept it a hundred be proud of yourself keep your head up don't forget people places and things
Brother, I am ready, will you be my keeper as I look for another brother on the way,I don't know where I am going but I'm tired...since I started hearing your music it brings back what I lose every time I use, the emotions that remind me to pic myself up again, thank you for your words of the truth you have endured and continued to make sure that you don't stop being yourself while you overcome your fights with addiction,God bless you and your beautiful family and friends and I hope you continue to write what's within so that you won't stop helping me...May God Almighty lift you when you stumble to ease the burden of the fight...God bless you and yours.....a brother, Felipe Alaniz.....
Thank you so much Margaret, much love and respect .. how are you tonight?
The best written rap song ever. Period.. On repeat... All day..
Archie Beasley I disagree with you... ALL of his songs are the best. I think you meant this is your favorite among them perhaps? Mine is Drug Addiction.
I’m a Christian guy but I feel at home with this crowd. This crowd doesn’t judge. We admit our faults and don’t hide and run from them like most of the world. We are who we are. We put everything inside on the table. So for anybody out there just know your not alone.
Incredible, honestly. How are you doing today?
@@Colicchie Brother, I’m good. But I think for us “Good” means something deeper than just saying the word ya know. “Good” meaning we got out stuff but we are dealing with it and life in the best way we know how. Trying to constantly be on the come up. Brother, my story is different than yours. Maybe we feel similar maybe not. We may be on different roads but I think we are both trying to get to the same place in life. I’m a nurse at work right now. Jammin persuit of loneliness. A dude just walked in my office and as usual people look at me and hear the music and they are puzzled, I don’t fit the profile but as you know you can understand the book by lookin at the cover. Anyway, he was like who is this? I told him Colicche! He said “I like that! Unique sound and kinda old school. Sounds like it’s gotta a deeper meaning than most.” I agreed with him and told him we’re to find you. I gotcha brother! I appreciate your honesty and humbleness in what you write. I think that’s what makes you different. I have a story if you even need more content for something new holler at me. I’m sure you don’t but it would be awesome. I’m a male nurse. Worked on and tried to help save many that have overdosed. I then did hospice and now I work will kids who have a trouble past. Anyway, I have said enough. Before I go I just want to say to keep your eyes on the finish line. Again, thanks for responding
Ive been listening to colicchie for a good while now few years, and still every time i listen to each song it brings me to a part of my life, different song different part. Im still not 100 percent clean but clean from most, ive come along way. I love your words Col you have a way of speaking to my heart. Your songs have gotten me this far ❤
I appreciate you Ashley, seriously. How are you today?
first time hereing this song and rapper. Iam from the streets it made me CRY. ALSO INSPIRED ME AND MADE ME RELIZE ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE GOING THREW THE SAME STRUGLES AS IAM. THAT MAKES ME NOT FEEL ALONE. THIS RAPPER RAPS ABOUT HOW IVE FELT FOR A LONG TIME AND HOW I FEEL NOW.
" MUCH RESPECT TO THIS RAPPER AND SONG KEEP UP ALL GOOD WORK. YOU ALREADY ON YOUR WAY TO THE TOP CHEERS RENER IN MELBOURNE AUSTRALIA
Listened to you today. I have triplet daughters the age of 22. One of them I visited today in rehab in Louisa Ky and she said she heard you sing in Hunington West Virginia I believe at Christ's Temple Church. I could tell you really touched her heart and her mind. I pray your career grow's by the grace of God and you can touch more hearts who are having struggles in life such as you have my daughter. Thank you
4 days strong just takeing it day a time you give me hope
TheGAMEINGFRENZY good job bro you are in the hardest part of getting better!! Good luck I have got clean countless times and always end up relapsing :( shit sucks...but keep up the good work you got this stay strong..much love from the 508 just you know you are not alone~coming from a fellow addict~
you got this bro just one more day
Music such.... emotion cause music is what it is just stories imagination ..... u as real Thug got people bumping this where u gets your beats sound like Casio keyboard vato sometime the best rap there is not one
TheGAMEINGFRENZY. U got this 💪
hang in there I've done it and I'm weak a it.if I can do it bro I promise you you can do it
Glad i discovered this song! I havent listened to this lyrical genius in a long time 2020💚💜💚💜the struggles real..keep hustling...
Thank you Jessica ❤️
Ur hope for me man motivation im still struggling but i am realizing wat im wrong about finally admitting to my additctions thank u ur music has made a difference in my life....
Was going through some music yesterday and came across Colicchie. I said man i know that name. I was in rehab with you some years ago. This brought tears and the Spirit to my soul last night brother! Much Love! God's grace is upon us and im glad to see you are spending it the way its ment to be spent.
Chaz, thank you so much, in a coma 4 months and 23 surgeries from a terrible HARLEY accident 05/10/2016......
Been eating shit sandwiches since I came home from the hospital. Divorce, custody battle, thieves, deceit, cheated on, and stolen life savings from ex wife. She left the 4 sons and we are doing ok, but an empty spot remains in my heart because of therapy, surgeries, ex wife, and fighting for life after being declared dead twice...
Thanks for your talented words and beautiful music, chin up, never fuckin knuckle under my friend please!
Truly get chills every time I listen to ANY colliche songs. So real so deep so beautiful. Reaching all us out here. Thx man.
Man I am so glad to have found you. I needed this comfort
Every song you sing touches me . You truly have been through he'll in many ways but you always come back stronger that's what I admire about you. Your songs are so powerful, you pour it all out, the good, bad and ugly that's not easy. You inspire me because you are 100 percent real , your struggle, your pain I feel it, I live it and sometimes it seems easier to give up, but that's not an option. You truly have a gift .I've lost a daughter from being drugged, and she wasn't an addict, I was and my son, it runs deep in the family but the most innocent died and that's hard to live with, 3 years later it's still hard and more young people are dying every day from fentenal that's laced in drugs. 4 kids have died within a month, and they were good people. It hurts me every time I see another young person die from an overdose. How do we save this generation from all the laced drugs and drugs period. Sorry so long. You just inspire me when I'm down. You are one of a kind
Absolutely love all of your music. Keep goin strong!
96NMC keep sharing he so deserves more 🙏🏼💕👍🏼
Amen bro
I’ve heard so many songs- read so much poetry- write my own poetry - but you, your story , your words touched my heart in the most powerful way. I have loved ones who were owned by drugs and as a sister , seeing what I saw - you’re strong and you for sure touch many lives. Proud of you and your work
You should really write a book-
Thank you so much Jessica, I just may someday..!! Much love
Thank you brother. Keep bringing people to God!
Much respect 🙏🏽 how are you today?
@@Colicchie bro your music saved my whole day.. I'm almost a year clean and the first time in a long time I had a urge... Thank you bro.. you inspire me and I'm having a good day. How are you? Check out my UA-cam channel I do inspirational videos... People like you inspire me. I'm an ex IV user.. God bless brother
I wonder how many comments have been written with tears in the writers eyes. I mean that as a compliment. Shit is magical and truthful to the deepest levels.
Good question, I know the lyrics, when written, had tears. Thank you, I appreciate it
To nice ov a person but been through tuffest times but he strong enough now love his music it’s like all are lives at some point keep it going hun 👍🏼🙏🏼⭐️🏴
Your song gave me strength at my lowest point... be proud that you actually help people...
Means the world to me Sean because many moments I forget or don’t see that. I appreciate it. Honestly
keep it up. you really have inspired me more than any rapper ever could.your vocabulary and ability to express emotions is beyond amazing you truly have a talent
Colicchie you are amazing beautiful strong talented warrior showing you can rise up is so beautiful strong praying for everything blessed for you and your family amen
First listen and tears are welling . I'm starting my road in 2019 clean
Same here was on drugs for 20 years now its 2019 and ive been clean 6months now keep it uppp xxwell donexx
U still clean now?
Well u doing ok?
I love you so much ❤️🙏 thank you for sharing your experience strength and hope with the entire world and not being ashamed you are a soldier! And remember we're never alone God is always with us! Seem so dark at times but continue with your rhymes and God will continue to give you signs! Love you Chas Smith AKA Coliicchie you are truly a strong person and God will always choose his strongest soldiers to go into the biggest battles and overcomer conquerors! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😇😇😇😇😇🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Thank you so much ❤️❤️
damm bro you deserve so much more clout. fereall i can feal your emotion threw your lyrics like no other artist ive come by...everysong leaves me baffled, your storys you depict are so relateable and you paint the picture with your lyrics like picasso !! Cant wait for your next one!!
This is the realist of all to hear the life we all walk in a song it's a vision...
Damn I feel every line. Got me in tears bro. Memories.
CC25Y Me too,right fkn Now as a matter of fact! He provokes every emotion I've been running from since i was a teenager. He should be in Mac Miller's place,and mac should be the 1 who's less popular!! This guy deserves it more,but as usual it won't get played because he's not radio friendly,and probably Never will be! Stupid ass music executives are missing out. Screw them,I'll always play this song and his others when the mood strikes me. Hope he never changes his style,so many people Desperately Need it,and I'm 1 of those people.😥👍
God gave you the most beautiful perfect gift... you found your happiness... and she is absolutely amazing she's a blessed girl to have such a father .... I'm so happy for you both... ~~ Well deserved 👏 🙌 Illinois
Thank you..!!!
every song you write just hits me it's like you are singing the male version of how I feel I was into meth 4 years clean
Amber L E wis congrats on being 4 years clean good to hear I'm almost a year off heroin. Keep it up!
Amber L E wis prescription anit psychotic drugs for me 3 years straight
Congrats keep up the life journey.
Fuck yeah came up
Man this guy might have just saved my life tonight i been high years nows this words Are real
Chad, thank you!
Your music has helped me more than I am capable of expressing in words.
Your lyrics have truely helped me in my journey to start a new life.
God Bless you and your family.
Thank you so much Rich, how are you today?
bro I don't do comments .....but I want to show you some love because everything you write is real as f.....your music is the truth....fire. I connect with this as a musician, as an addict, as a fan.
Fire
same. An addict as a fan
U are a blessing from God we all are and I am blessed to be here to hear from your life to come from my life of distraction to living
Much love thank you..!!
Honestly I'd rather talk to girls that i dont like...so when they finally leave me I'm not fighting for my life!!!
Hit me right the jaw with that one. Keep doin what your doin. Real recognize Real
Yeah that one struck home with me. Too relatable
Exactly bc that first time u fall in love and it ends. Drugs seem to be the answer to madness.
that shit happened to me I ended in ICU for 48 hours plus 2 weeks in healing ward
Hanging in the air
Fr fr bro
It's freedom when I take my last breath.. hits home most days
❤️🙏🏽
All alone this song inspired me to write.
I write so I don’t go and just get higher than a kite.
And honestly I’d rather talk to girls that I don’t like, so when they finally leave me i'm not fighting for my life.
Listen how I’m feeling doesn't really make a difference when it's all in what you do let me speak on my existence.
I get through life without a bottle or prescription, but every choice I make it is followed by suspicion.
Once again she left me hanging like a drop ceiling, but it’s my fault I should’ve never caught feelings.
I build walls stronger than a rock building, I beat myself up daily for the fact that I don't got children.
I’m real quiet never speak unless I’m spoken to, but even when I struggle I’m still doin’ what I’m supposed to do.
So understand that I'm the happiest alone, cause you wont get a chance to hurt me I can do that on my own.
There’s issues from my past perhaps I'm glad to bury.
Guilt and shame have always been my biggest adversaries.
Broken promises made me savage I couldn't handle it.
From being numb became accustomed to abandonment.
All the liars that I met I had enough of them.
After everything I been through how the fuck am I supposed to trust again?
Nothing is comparable, that’s pain I never felt, so now I never listen when she says there is nobody else.
I play it safe is that reward worth the risk.
Erratic behaviours degraded when chasing that first kiss.
Eject me from your life go head n hit the button.
It just reminds me why I don't commit to nothin.
I’ve carried burdens to the point I got a broken back.
And I remember never sleepin’ I was smokin’ crack.
Blind folded drivin on this hopeless path, a life without drugs how the fuck am I supposed to cope with that?
I've done damage I’m still paying off my past debts.
And I will help you as I’m dealing with this mad stress.
It never stops but my mind has never had rest.
It’s freedom only when I’m gasping for my last breath.
You said you had my back but you're just unreliable.
When shit got rough, I always seen a different side of you.
Never show love to anyone that ever doubts you.
Do you ever think this world is better off without you?
You think I give a fuck about your face book likes, when I got a loaded pistol suicidal every night?
And every scar I got was provided by a rusted knife, this ain’t an image; this my mother fuckin life.
Chaotically I’m comfortable when I live in denial.
When my world turns grey, look it's impossible to smile.
But I have faith that the best is yet to come.
I’m puttin’ that on everything, I put that on my ex's son.
Now I pray next to the coffin in the morgue.
History’s repeated as she's walkin out the door.
If nothin else I'm just honest this ain't a cry for help.
If she don't wanna love me, look, I’ll have to learn to love myself.
I'm a mess somebody grab the nearest mop.
I'm more callous and distraught from every tear I drop.
Another shortcoming another repercussion
And since I've been broken look im not afraid of nothin.
I’m truly humbled by the messages I get, they keep me moving with this music, these confessions I depict.
Cause when I struggle I stay more focused than ever.
I believe that I can do this, so I must be feelin’ better.
Again I opened up and she just sat there and remained silent.
Whos coming with me?
Lets go get higher than a plane pilot.
I play it innocent; but understand my mind’s violent.
I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’)
I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’)
I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’)
I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’)
I’ll find happiness or trust me I will die tryin’ (die tryin’)
Thank you for the lyrics! Much appreciated! :)
I love this song, when my son gets out of jail for drug possession I am going to get him to listen to your music. I hope it helps him, he has O'd 5 times. Last time 3 Narcan's to bring him back. I have told you this before on other video's and I am saving all your stuff for him! So glad you are still defeating your inner demons!! Stay strong!!
Absolutely Colleen, he can always message me if he chooses too. Stay strong, prayers 🙏🏽
Damn. Deep song. I'm so glad I came across your music :)
its spiritual we all stumbled on him,the best one the best rapper i listen too,hes real talk and brave n conciousaand his help never stops to help us xx
I like
This dude right here saved my life. Respect.
Much respect, truly. How are you today?
I always have to say how great you are and ya music 🎵 is so great to listen too I need it like I used use h instead no more well over that don’t even think about it but there is other things to substitute with sadly so keep on with ya stuff stay strong keep bizzy Hun and don’t get to big headed when you are so famous please stay true to your self like you have all this time 👍🏼🔥🔥🙏🏼❤️
shit really hits home. as a young teen i struggled an still do. your the voice that alot of us need to hear. thank you
real shit ...i feel you..that shit is always in my head .i got clean but still a happy. .real shit bro
Listened to this then the song and the way it ends then the one that ends with so his daughter never sees him hogh, then the song bout his daughter. Beautiful. The progression of his words and state. Respect.
Seriously blows my mind too
💗💓🖤💚💙💜 flipping love you.. AMAZING STRENGTH OF ALL THINGS CONSIDERED TO HARD
This song hits home in so many ways. When I got injured in Iraq back in 05 I came home and got real heavy in substance abuse. Track marks and toxic ass relationships are all I knew for ten years. I've lost so many people in my life through drugs, either through death or through them stabbing me in the back. It all ended the same way regardless, me being alone. I'm still alone, but I'm sober. Everyday is a struggle to stay clean, and every day it's still hard to live. But God will, he's got a purpose for a this craziness. This song helped put everything into words that I've been feeling, but couldn't explain.
Stay strong my friend, we can do this.. and thank you for the kind words. You seem very strong.. continue with it 🙏🏽💪🏽
your music is the shit it reminds me of me and my lil sis Kym Beemer RIP gone but never forgotten
Thank you colicchie so much. My higher power sent you to me when I needed it. I’m 20 years old and have been struggling with addiction for 6 years, you’ve opened my eyes and I now know I’m not alone and I will get through this. Much love
- Daemeon
Much love, sincerely. How are you doing today?
Collichie get yourself to the Edinburgh festival in Scotland I'm positive your ryms will be appreciated have you ever seen trainspotting well that's Edinburgh
This guy definitely knows what he is talking about!! Living life of a addict is not like living a way of life like no other thats for sure!! He keeps it real!!
My bf or ex whatever he is...sent this to me.. Ill love him always, Danny i love you..
17 months clean and ur music inspired me to get clean❤
❤️❤️❤️
best one yet
I'm with you here man..I feel this so deeply..you speak to the soul and heart of the struggle...that lonely road..still feel lonely but I have over a year clean/sober/in recovery,every day we gotta fight, striving to be better then who I was yesterday..I always remember when I'm low, that the sober me on his worst day is still better then the using me on his best day..thanks for your music, been listening a couple years...it's helped me during this time of change and growth..bless you and yours....God is good.
That’s amazing, honestly..!!! Keep it up..!!
love your music. just discovered u tonight
One of my favorite songs ever still going strong God bless thise still sick and suffering dont lose faith 🙏
Thank you Ryan .!! Much respect 🙏🏽
@@ColicchieHey started working at a treatment facility and have the opportunity to help others who are still struggling thanks for the inspiration and reaching out in the past keep spreading your message it really helps people 🙏
good shit. I relate 100%
Thanks Chaz 😊. I'm doing really well. Still listen to you. I'll never stop!!!!
Realest out there brings me to tears 29 year old man
Chase will listen to all/your cds, I promise that/I know I feel the same/way too if I can't ever find the/one/to/make/me/happy then/I'll probably die trying too....
Laura Bivens
This one guided me literally away from suicide I saw my diary drowning my daughter me getting her in my life and stoping this I saw nothing but snow 🌨️. After this song helping me get my head straight I wrote collicchies helping hand 🙏 I hope this helps the world 🌎 and gets me to my daughter I can only hope and pray 🙏
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
7 years clean still staying humble, still help the new comer still fighting demons.
One thing that you said that hit me hard “there’s not you , there’s not me , there’s just us!
Keep fighting people.
Absolutely and that’s amazing. Stay strong, congrats. How are you holding up?
@@Colicchieholding up great! My worst days sober are way better than my best days high.
My oldest daughter trust me again. My younger kids don’t know that side of me. I have a relationship with god.
I’m still far from perfect. I fall apart so easy and over think everything. But I don’t have to use today. Instead of using I’ll chose to go help someone today!
Hope all is well brother.
Colicchie you inspire me fir greatness man thank you
Still motivating old and new listeners, still come back to this song and memories from time to time for new inspiration to keep the drive I have partly due to you right after my daughter
🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
Fuckin powerful! Raw!
Colicchie I Love your talent, your such a blessing. Man your a hero to so many. I don't want you to go backwards but even if you did you get right back up brother. These streets need you. God Bless, please keep on keeping on
Thank you Ryan, truly
I don’t even know how to listen to anyone else anymore Colicchie you got it all. ❤️🔥don’t 🛑🙏🏼🗣
Damm this guy knows who to sing, thxz to his music if it wast for him I wouldn't be here anymore. thxz man for ur music.💯💯😖😖😖
I'll find happiness or trust me i will die trying
I used to be in a really horrible situation but I got sober alone at home the hard way. I did get some free food and weed it really helped. I've been sober over three years. Now I am a amazing person and a miracle and a major success story with a huge heart
Truly amazing..!!! We can do it ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
Man you inspire me to strive for something better in this life.Tired of just surviving my struggle.My girls deserve more.Thank you Collicchie.
Shit hits home hard
What a dope rapper , so real and I've been through the same addiction problems and my mate from the USA told me to listen to him and by god the hairs on my arm stood up as it was as if I was listening to my life story especially on drug addiction, I'm 9 months clean and sober now, he's the best rapper the USA have except Royce 5'9 and J.Cole. Obliviously Eminem aswell he's the GOAT . But colicchie is so real , nothing but positive vibes from this side of the pond the U.K.
Big shout colicchie for telling ur story , not many would have the balls to .
You speak to my soul brother !!! God bless you!!!
Your Music Has Saved My Life Countless Times!!! Thank you
For us all that have overcome our past in all forms, finds life. The artist words are truly appreciate and forms understanding beyond only if hear. Truly felt in all aspects.
Been sober from opiates for 15 years thanks for your therapy bro keep me with hope in my life
Amazing Amy, keep it up ..!!
Are u singing to me! 😭😭😭
Archie Beasley singing for himself first then u
Derrick Demery worrrrrdddd
I hope you know that your music is a life line for alot of people
I genuinely appreciate it Jason, thank you
I think I will die trying 🙏🏼
Maxine James you got to have faith in yourself and you got do it for you're self it's hard I mean harder then anything you will go through but you can't lose faith in yourself
I relapsed but think of as a lesson and I am leaning it he says it in song so just keep strong
Thank you we’re not on our own 🙏🏼💕
no, we aren't
don't think like that
My dad showed me this and now I just fell in love with and it is my dads life I love your song
Thank you Tyler, I genuinely appreciate it and both of you..!!
We damn near the same person Collichie. My name is Christian. Congrats to you for overcoming your addiction. I get on my knees and thank god everyday.
Hits home in a big way!! God bless
Thank you..!!!
Would love an instrumental version of this song really hit home for me been dealing with some real hard stuff the last few years and just really enjoy listening to this man right heres music , been through foster care twice as child growing up people thinking there was something wrong with me so i was given tons of meds by doctors growing up by the age of five and treated terrible in school kept away from others socially awkward just so lost i really feel that way still as an adult music has always been an outlet grateful to find colliche and his wonderful music :)
Hey, look up DJ Khalid “ Never Surrender “ 🙏🏽
Thank you I will 🙏
One of my favorite songs 🎤🎶 you got Colicchie one that keeps me focused thanks again bruh!!
I know you can make a differance
I think we both have lived about the same life I'm glad you chose to keep fighting I have been fighting not just for my life for over 21 years my body and mind is about to give up but what I'm saying I'm proud of you keep it up even when I'm dead remember me and people like us are proud of you and what you have been able to stop and overcome.
Much respect, sincerely .. we can do this
Thanks Chaz 50 days clean today going strong much love to anyone in the struggle. This musicians very humble I reached out to him on Facebook when I was at Rock bottom his words of encouragement ment so much to me .
Amazing..!!! Let’s keep it going. Despite how hard and difficult it may get 🙏🏽💪🏽
When I hear ur music I feel everything u say i been thru it all too u have a serious impact on all of us outcasts as addicts u give us hope for a better life in recovery keep it up 💯
You are a genuine soul we the people love you
These days. Some your songs are keeping me going, keeping me from calling life quits. Couldn't thank you for all the support that you give without knowing it
Much love and respect Logan, truly.. I appreciate you.!!
@@Colicchie never expected a response honestly, much love, and appreciation
I'm 7 months clean and it's hard right now. Stuck on step 9. I'm scared head racing. Problems with sponcer. Listening to this helps so much on that DESCENDING Rollercoaster. Thanks Colicchie
Stay strong ..!!! You can do it..!!!