I wish you the best for this new year Departure. I can tell just by your titles and the post you wrote back then that things aren’t easy. 2024 was such a tough year to me, but I also discovered your channel and your work helped me a lot with my insomnia. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Take care.
I know it gets hard, but please don’t let that defeat you and stop you from living a fulfilling life. Don’t become arrogant no matter the situation or how solitary you are. Don’t forget flowers, don’t forget songs, don’t forget thanks, and don’t forget honor that’s blooming inside your heart. No matter how strong you become and regardless of what dilemma you face or solitude you feel…don’t forget the heart that loves flowers, the generosity of singing songs. Don’t forget the gratitude to those who have nurtured you, and on top of that, don’t forget to hold your head high so you won’t lose. Life’s a game of poker, we don’t get to choose our hand but we can play it the best that we can. To those that needed to read all this, good luck.
Tomorrow morning will be my first day in a 9-5 job.After refusing to sell my soul for the past 5 years, I now have to. It's sad cause I thought i've finally figured it out with life. Now I'n scared and I am wondering "for how long can i keep this".
Every time I look back I feel hurt I try not to but now my head hurts so bad it screams and then goes silent I know it isn’t normal but last time i went for help they asked me whether I wanted to be in the hospital or not I didn’t know what to say so I said no I think that’s a mistake it’s getting worse it keeps happening and repeating stuff I’m scared I try not to be how am I alive I need help but I don’t know what to do. Please help me
Currently....I am In a similar mental state.... Agony, shame ,regret...severe brain fog ,Migraine attacks... I ve just ruined myself for nothing.... Right now my head aches so bad that I want to crush my skull with a hammer or smthin... It seems impossible to get out of this hell.... no more hope left... no more tears to shed.....
Im a partially sighted person for 12 years been blind at the beginning for 2 years I was a bad bad person sonive deserve it now i have a child she 8 im seeing her twice a year im in uk shes in Poland im crying every day cuz i miss her, i cant move to poland im not educated n noone around me is trying to help me just a bit even when im asking”just be there” People giving up on me i feel weird different like im not allowed to feel not allowed to suffer Thank u for this vid its peaceful sometimes it was my dream to be a father
Yesterday was a terrible way to start the year, but... gotta keep going 😪
I'm so glad its not just me. Best of luck for the upcoming year, I hope things turn around.
Ya same here I hope things get better for me and everyone
Same here
I wish you the best for this new year Departure.
I can tell just by your titles and the post you wrote back then that things aren’t easy.
2024 was such a tough year to me, but I also discovered your channel and your work helped me a lot with my insomnia.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Take care.
thank you. i'm really glad i was able to help.
please take good care of yourself too.
I second that
body moves on its own, will follows after
i love listening to these videos when im alone in the dark , makes me feel like im somewhere else
Going to quit my job 😢 hope for the best
I know it gets hard, but please don’t let that defeat you and stop you from living a fulfilling life. Don’t become arrogant no matter the situation or how solitary you are. Don’t forget flowers, don’t forget songs, don’t forget thanks, and don’t forget honor that’s blooming inside your heart. No matter how strong you become and regardless of what dilemma you face or solitude you feel…don’t forget the heart that loves flowers, the generosity of singing songs. Don’t forget the gratitude to those who have nurtured you, and on top of that, don’t forget to hold your head high so you won’t lose. Life’s a game of poker, we don’t get to choose our hand but we can play it the best that we can. To those that needed to read all this, good luck.
It's been rough man. Gotta keep pushing though.
I love this channel
I need that now...thank you
first upload of the year yippee
Another year full of peaceful ambiance 👍💪😄
Tomorrow morning will be my first day in a 9-5 job.After refusing to sell my soul for the past 5 years, I now have to. It's sad cause I thought i've finally figured it out with life. Now I'n scared and I am wondering "for how long can i keep this".
I quit
Not that anyone here cares
I called family
Best of luck to you. Im glad you decided to stand firm, that was a brave decision.
hey, whatever you gotta do man. im proud of you for realizing that its not for you and i hope your family will understand 🙏
I want to sleep and never return on my horrible life.
*How long do I have to keep going?*
All the way to the end.
Something to be with not precious around the end still how long do I have to keep going?
Just going through the motions.
Every time I look back I feel hurt I try not to but now my head hurts so bad it screams and then goes silent I know it isn’t normal but last time i went for help they asked me whether I wanted to be in the hospital or not I didn’t know what to say so I said no I think that’s a mistake it’s getting worse it keeps happening and repeating stuff I’m scared I try not to be how am I alive I need help but I don’t know what to do. Please help me
Currently....I am In a similar mental state....
Agony, shame ,regret...severe brain fog ,Migraine attacks...
I ve just ruined myself for nothing....
Right now my head aches so bad that I want to crush my skull with a hammer or smthin...
It seems impossible to get out of this hell.... no more hope left... no more tears to shed.....
For how long we have to keep going? As far as our will and body takes us, and there's still a long road ahead
thanks 🖤
real
Im a partially sighted person for 12 years been blind at the beginning for 2 years I was a bad bad person sonive deserve it now i have a child she 8 im seeing her twice a year im in uk shes in Poland im crying every day cuz i miss her, i cant move to poland im not educated n noone around me is trying to help me just a bit even when im asking”just be there”
People giving up on me i feel weird different like im not allowed to feel not allowed to suffer
Thank u for this vid its peaceful sometimes it was my dream to be a father
thank u
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