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Shawn I just wanna say thank you for all u do! And ur a great host and I'd love If you had a pj on that served in Iraq or Afghanistan...Thank you for all you and your team do! Congratulations on over 2mill subs 👏
As you’re asking about Christians I’m thinking of Greg Laurie who Mr. Marx mentioned. Maybe listen to him. He’s amazing and he had a hard childhood and lost one of his own sons. He changed my life to God be the glory 🙌🏼
I have told so many people about this pod cast interview. It has changed something in me. My 12 year-old daughter was kidnapped, raped and murdered in 1999. I have never considered true forgiveness to the man who brutally murdered her only my definition of it. This has made me reconsider EVERYTHING. I have cried a lot of tears watching and listening to this.
As someone with a 12 yo daughter I can understand your dilemma. I truly don't know if I'd be able to forgive that. Would this man forgive someone that killed his child? Forgiving your own personal abuse is something different entirely, so don't feel bad if it's too hard to forgive. But also look at it as you're releasing yourself from the pain. I am truly, truly sorry. ❤
This was by far the most horrific thing I have ever heard on a podcast. I can’t imagine the terror he felt as a child and well into his life. I’m so thankful that Christ broke his chains and set him free.
I heard him tell his story years ago to somebody else that was interviewing him and it was gut wrenching, and it shows how Christ can redeem somebody that is horribly broken
i was like half way into the first part and i couldnt take it anymore. i had a SHITTY childhood for the most part, but it was NOTHING compared to what this warrior had to endure.
@@Kallogee- I had some terrible experiences as a child, but it doesn't compare to this man's torture. His story brought tears to my eyes several times. Christ set me free a couple decades ago, and I'm never surprised how he brings a person out of the darkness when that person invites Him into their life. It's refreshing, redeeming, and rewarding to me when I see it, but no longer does it surprise me. May The Lord bless you, as well and make you whole. He who has ear let him hear. *Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me.* - Rev. 3:20
I’ve been a Christian all of my life and I have fallen from my faith recently. This man and this podcast has moved me towards speaking to God again. I hope others will see the miracles and love our father has.
I agree, I had a similar experience after hearing him, it restored my ability to allow God to forgive where I simply couldn't, "just be willing" and let the grave of God lead the way. Powerful
There is no better time than now to restore your faith in Jesus! This world is getting darker by the day and we need to be salt and light in these times. We need to be a beacon of hope to the lost. Always be ready to give an account for your faith to those that ask. I’m glad to hear that you have been refreshed and renewed. God bless you guys!
I agree Mike. These holidays definitely challenge my faith asI process a lot of grief. Trying to stay close to Christ, instinct is to question the silence and pull away but I'm sure somewhere He's there.
I'm overcome with emotion after hearing that the elderly lady prayed for him for 30 years. He certainly experienced the valley of the shadow of death. God never leaves us.
I love Victors story about where was God? When I was 5 I was at a family reunion surrounded by 50+ cousins at a park playground. Back in the 80s things were very different and you didn’t keep an eye on your kids like we do now. I had a very scary older man, a homeless man come up to me and specifically ask me for help. Just like you said, they can just tell when a child has been abused and pray on those children. He took me by the hand and led me away from the playground into the wooded area. He then sexually assaulted me, I wasn’t scared as I was used to this but then I heard a voice. I had a cousin who came to look for me. This is when I got scared, he started to freak out and told me to leave, I couldn’t understand what I had done to make him so mad at me. So I went back to a trail where my 18 year old cousin found me. No one questioned where I was or even knew I had been missing. My cousin never told anyone because she thought I was just wandering. For 30 years I wondered where was God? How could God just let this awful thing happen to me when I was already facing so much abuse from my own dad. Did he not love me? Where was my protection? My cousin messaged me one day out of the blue 30 years later and told me “I remember, it was me, I found you!” I asked her that day, “why did you come looking for me when no one else knew I was even gone?” She told me that a voice told her that day to “go find Anna Now!” She listened. For 30 years I thought God had abandoned me when in fact he had saved my life…. I had been gone for at last 45min. God is always with us, especially his children. I cried through much of Victors testimony. What a powerful podcast, what a powerful man. I thank my Lord Jesus Christ for seeing me, little old me. I am his. He loves us so much.
I’m so sorry that happened to you, Anna. I’m also a survivor of CSA & I’m so grateful your cousin listened to those promptings and came to find you. I do believe we are all loved by Him. May God continue to bless you, your family, as well as Victor, Shawn & their families.
@@Nicole-Eo I’m so sorry Nichole that you know this pain. None of us should. I love what Victor said about kids born in the fire don’t get burned by it when they are grown. It’s so true. I think that many of us survivors are the ones awake to all that’s going on right now and it’s because we know what real monsters look like. They can be 2 people, they can be our fathers, family and the nice guy across the street. Thank you for your kindness. So much love❤️
This gave me chills, I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I had a similar experience early this year where my husband hung himself and something told me to go look in the garage. I saved his life, but I have horrible ptsd now and at first questioned why am I being put through this. But your explanation of God used me to save my husband truly gave me goosebumps. I've become very spiritual/ religious in the past year or so and this just pushed me more in the loving/spiritual side and now I look at that moment as a wake up call. Thank you for your post, there is true demonic energy in this world and us light workers have to continue to help those in need and listen for the signs ❤
@@KeLLaBee09 my heart aches for you and your husband, he’s so blessed to have you in his life💗 You are so very right, we are light workers and perhaps you needed that trial to know that you can not just hear but also so you know that you can obey his voice. I often times think about my 18 year old cousin who didn’t even know me. Why did she listen? God knew she would listen and obey and he knew you would too, but now you know you would and do. We think we are so insignificant, Satan would have us believe that but we are everything to our Father, our Master. He’s so proud of you💗 Thank you for your message to me, sometimes I think I shouldn’t post this kind of stuff because it’s so sacred to me but if it could help but one person then it’s worth it. Thanks for being that person💕
"Steel will never become a sword until it has been burned and beaten." And after the war the sword becomes a treasure. Thank god for you, Victor. Your words are a treasure for me.
@@ShawnRyanShow I walked away from this show determined to forgive, and with that, it really feels like a burden being lifted. Thank you. Victor was an excellent guest..as are all of your guests. Nobody brings the caliber of guests to the table like you do. Best show on the internet.
Shawn, since you have proclaimed the name of Christ it has been an amazing blessing to Christ change your life and podcast from the cursing to having full on the most powerful testimonies I've ever heard being displayed glorifying God with your channel. Praising God and praying for you. keep up the great work!
Thank you Shawn and Victor. It really touched me about the elderly lady that prayed for you for 30 yrs. It made me cry. Jesus first saved my life as an infant; my birth father was beating my mother to death and my grandma woke up and started praying for us. My dad stopped and left the room giving my mom time to grab me and run into the night and get help. She did leave him then, but married many other times to horrible men that physically and sexually abused me and my half brother. My whole adult life I was unable to love and accept love, but about 10 yrs ago I came back to Jesus and am healed, praise God! Just recently, my brother has also came to Christ. God is good, never give up!
Tears came to my eyes when Victor answered the question, "Where was God when you went through all of that as a child?". I felt my soul crack open imagining how many people asked this same question. Answer: He was right there with you, suffering 😢 these episodes are some of the most healing and inspiring talks I've heard. Thank you Shawn. And Victor - what can I say... God bless you. Your talks on forgiveness are so impactful and necessary for the world to hear.
This man is an inspiration. I can’t recall the last time I felt this high a level of respect towards another human being. Lord please continue to bless him and his family! Keep them forever safe in your arms 🙏🏻
My wife and I both wept, this was by far the most disturbing testimony, we truly live in a fallen world with totally depraved people but the LORD is able to save to the uttermost. This show reminded us that this place in not our home but we are here to glorify God and to enjoy him forever. Even in the worst situations the LORD is able to bring healing and good out of great evil.
Yeah. I wondered where God was when I remembered the abuse I suffered as a baby and through my whole life under my parents. Then, one day, I realized that God was there all along, saving me. I just had to FULLY trust him. Just after this realization, I saw Jesus, qho turned to me and said "Follow me ". I have been a Christian since. Thank you, God, Jesus.
Shawn, Since you have come to Christ the change can cleary be seen. Your language your channel proclaiming the Gospel to millions with the most incredible testimonials ive ever heard some the badest dudes on the planet. Its a real blessing to see God working in your life. Keep up the good work! Praying for you.
I stumbled upon this episode last night. One of the most stressful nights of my life. My baby girl was born healthy this morning and my wife woke up from her surgery 3 hours later. I haven't been to church in over 20 years. I WILL be going this Sunday.
59:52 I'm a pastor and I have seen, witnessed, and been a part of some horrific stuff. The question Victor asked himself of _"where were you, Jesus"_ knocked me to my knees!! I sobbed uncontrollably for the next 10 minutes. I've had out of body experiences where I was at the gates of hell and my Lord and Savior was there with me!! When I put a gun in my mouth and wanted to eat a bullet for breakfast Jesus was with me. And when I had done harm to others I was really doing harm to my savior. Of all the times we've questioned _God where were you,_ He was right there with us, enduring alongside us. The glory is His, not ours. Hallelujah!! Thank you my God, my Savior, and my Father forever!!!!!
Shawn, thank you for the hard work you and your staff put into all of this. FINALLY somewhere reliable where Americans can hear the real and full truth. On behalf of The Biggs family, we absolutely love you all! God bless you, God bless yours, and God bless America! 🙏 🇺🇸
Dam it, this man is deep, honest, inspiring, wholesome, humble, I can go on and on. Lord we see why you let this man live , we see why. Thank you I'm right there with you Shawn, speechless, I would not know what to ask him either.
OhMy.. every guest u have is EXTRA-ordinary! Especially This one blew my mind😱 Victor is a powerful voice in this world.. on FIRE FOR CHRIST 🙏🕊️🙏🕊️ BLESS HIM.. & BLESS YOU RYAN & YOUR FAMILY❤
Well, this part two is more intense than the first. This testimony, told with the truths of God, is about the most powerful I’ve heard. The love of God embodied here is so palpable. Just fantastic. Thank you for what you do, Shawn.
❤❤❤ How can one man's life experience be so horrible & so victorious in virtually the same moment...the explanation of where God was during all the abuse & Jesus laying his body over this child & taking the beating with him. Wow, I was bawling because we've all asked or thought that & what a sad but beautiful explanation. Such an impactful & touching interview. Thank you Shawn!
I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for putting this gentleman on your podcast. I just rec. started watching, for the vet stories, and then bam, Victor comes on. His story is so close to my own from childhood, and the struggles. Recovering from a childhood trauma of this caliber is the hardest thing I personally have ever had to do, and keep doing it every day,. This podcast has just added to my tools to help get by every day. And was a much-needed reminder. Thank you so much!!!
There has been nothing more powerful than this podcast and Victor's testimony. I don't have any words to describe how powerful it is. May God bless you.
As a marine , with a heavy heart , this dude was probably the only way to break through to me again , its almost as if time calcifies your spirit to accepting the lord
I didn't go through the same trauma, but brother, believe me I know exactly what you're talking about. Bless you. You and Shawn are an inspiration to this 48 year old vet with trouble finding peace. Love you guys.
The most incredible and frightening testimonial I have ever heard! His understanding of trusting how God speaks to us to do things we would never consider is simply amazing and inspiring. Thank you, Shawn, for bringing him on your program!
I watched the entire interview. All 5 hours. I highly recommend watching all of it. It was informative, sad, inspirational, and entertaining. I have great respect for Victor and Sean for coming forward with these hard topics. God bless you both.
This has been my favorite guest to date! Thank you Shawn for having this man on. His testimony moved my soul in ways I never could have expected. I shared this with my father who grew up in an abusive house hold. My dad never really listens to the thing I shared but he listened to this one. The conversation we had after was something I’ve needed from him my whole life. Thank you Shawn and thank you Victor
I cannot say AMEN enough, or fast enough... truly, truly divine, God blessed and anointed interview....I am in awe! And I will share every moment God presents on His path for me. I am SO truly blessed to have found the Shawn Ryan Show....and blessings and protection to all who hear, see, and are involved in this presentation.
I don't comment and have been a listener for a long time. I am absolutely moved by this man. The Bubbs natural plug was a bit out of place😂. What a riveting, horrific, and inspiring testimony. Thank you for sharing Mr. Marx
If this isn't a story exemplifying the Poet of God, I do not know what would be. I like the direction you are headed, Shawn. I pray for you and your team that your pathway is without obstacle and your guests keep sharing their walks with our Lord. Bless you, Shawn
WOW, can't wait for tomorrow #3! As a child I thought abuse in your family was normal as well as the thought of suicide.... because of Christ I've been able to forgive my abusers, including my own father. Because of Christ I am free of my own chains and able to sleep peacefully. Thank you Shawn. It is so encouraging to see God using you. A light in the darkness.
Most of the time child abuse is known by many adults WHILE IT IS HAPPENING. The best thing we can do for future generations is to END THE CYCLE NOW. “Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life” (Proverbs 4:23)
I want this gentleman to know this: When you said what you did about having false hope rather than asking the hard questions, I felt that in my soul. I've been doing it my whole life. This was literally like a breakthrough therapy session for me. Trauma does the worst things to children and you have no idea where to put the blame or feelings attached to it. I know in my heart that Jesus is the only place, but I literally don't feel like I know how. That sounds so bad bc I've always been a believer but for some reason, I'm scared. It's almost like I feel like I'm being too vulnerable and that is something I really struggle with.😢 Thank you so much for putting yourself out there, it is truly a blessing! Shawn, thank you for being you!
I am mentally exhausted from this interview. What a courageous amazing man....i just cant wrap my head around how he transitioned through everything to be where he is now. Just incredible. Makes my troubles seem so minoot and really just not worthy of my pain...Thank you.
This was a awesome interview! This man’s story is amazing. I met and seen him when I was coaching football at Christian high school in California. He’s a good man for helping as many kids as he can before he leaves this earth! God bless you sir!
This channel has made me a better man every time I watch one of your videos. You and your guests open my eyes to so much about myself with my childhood and military career. Thank you Ryan and thank your guests as well. You're doing the lords work and im thankful the world has people like you in it. It gives me hope
Just when you think you have heard the most tragic story ever, you see this interview. I cannot even comprehend this interview. The story of redemption is so beautiful and inspiring.
I listened to all three parts on Spotify and I could not stop listening. Easily one of the top 2-3 guests you’ve interviewed, maybe the best but I haven’t made it through all the previous interviews. Shawn don’t stop doing these interviews. The Lord is using you to help people heal, spread his message and make people aware of the evil that really exists in this world. Great job.
Just bought the gummy bears after hearing this guy talk. I was compelled to support you. People need to hear these things. Keep doing what your doing brother. Thank you
The most powerful guest you have had on your show. What a blessing his life will be from it. Shawn, I see you growing in your faith so much. Be the sponge. God has blessed you with a voice that will change lives forever. Blessing to you.
Part-time regular forces GWOT vet here - Shawn, man to man thank you for what you do here. Your podcast and the incredible guests you give a platform to have been a catalyst that has encouraged me to become a better father to my two kids, a better husband to my wife and a better man in general. Keep up the good fight brother, and if you ever doubt the impact you’re making is large enough or making meaningful change, know that it is.
Shawn this is the best interview you've had. Thank you so much for taking the time to speak with Victor... his story changed me and strengthened my own faith. Thank you. ❤🙏🏻
This healed me more than anything in my 55 years. Fist yime ive heard someone put a voice to what is stuck in my brain...descritions of the demon i fight every day yo stay here. Thank you for sharing your truth.
The best thing we can do for future generations is to END THE CYCLE NOW. “Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life” (Proverbs 4:23)
Shawn you have catapulted to Numero uno in my book! I love Rogan and PBD but your in depth, authentic, journey-driven interviews are what I look forward to every week. Exceptional work and through your podcast I know people watching will come to Jesus AND learn a lot about what’s going on this world. I can’t say enough.
Wow, new to your channel. I’ve been following Victor Marx for years. Can’t wait to see the next part of the interview. I like your interview style. Asking great questions and follow up questions. Most people rush through, interrupt and talk over their guests. You’ve created a relaxed atmosphere and plenty of time to talk. I’m learning new things about Victor. I appreciate your sensitivity to not only Victor but those watching who have been through trauma or have loved ones who… May Jesus help all of you and your loved ones that have suffered. May the Lord Jesus set you free and redeem all and bring you into your calling and destiny. In Jesus name, amen. 🙏🏼💗✝️
There's the quote by Jordan Peterson "A harmless man is not a good man. A good man is a very dangerous man who has that under voluntary control" With what he has been through, with his talents and with his calm demeanour, Victor Marx is the personification of that quote
Shawn, Victor was so right when he said (in Part 1) that God has anointed you. I've always loved your interviews but since you've come to Christ these interviews keep getting more profound. Victor and Eileen are incredible representatives of Christ's love. Thank you for sharing his incredible story! May God bless & protect all of you and your loved ones!
I'm just sitting on red waiting to hear part three. This has really spoken to me. I pray for God to help me and others find that level of healing and myself personally to learn from him about true grace. I am lacking. Thank you both for this.
Victor is living proof that with the right about of faith and love any hard heart can soften and love and be an inspiration for many of us who struggle with our own past life. God bless him and you also Shawn.
This is extremely compelling and I want to thank you Shawn for having Victor on. His words ring so true, I see the perpetuation of family of origin issues daily as a therapist, and we have to acknowledge and break it, which requires hard mental health work. Cognitive and behavioral changes are a must. Compassion for others and their inability to recognize they are pushing those learned behaviors, reactions, etc forward. Great one sir 👍❤
Shawn Ryan, God has called you by name long before the foundation of the world! He has such a huge calling on your life. Such a high calling that a blind man could see it. And I pray He continues to reveal it and mold it into the very essence of your being! God bless you and yours, brother! Much love in Christ!
This series with Victor is incredibly powerful. Thank you for sharing his testimony on your show, Shawn. All Glory to God! Praying for you and your sanctification journey with the Lord.
Wow , I have cried and felt the presence of God during both interviews. God bless You and everyone watching this . God works in mysterious ways. Be blessed everyone.
Shawn Ryan you sir are amazing. Your guests are amazing. Thank you so much for this gift. Mark thank you sir for sharing these profound and important experiences you have been through. But most of all thank you both for helping so many people with your words and understanding. God bless all of you.❤
Outstanding, insightful, and heartbreaking. A great testimony to the power of prayer and faith. May God Bless you Victor and you as well Shawn for bringing this story to us.
The most powerful statement that has changed my 65 years of life is when Victor said “where was God” During my life of childhood of trauma, now I know. I had to stop the video, I couldn’t believe what I just heard!!! You sir, have changed my life from here on out. I don’t know if you understand by what you what you said about our Loving Living Lord being with every second our lives. I literally have no words but to say that came from the Holy Spirit to share this with us. This is why I watch Shawn’s podcast. Thank you Shawn for having Victor as your guest. He will definitely change lives with his story. I know he has changed mine. ✝️🙏♥️
Just wow. Much love, peace and respect to Mr.Marx. This interview was eye opening to say the least. Good on you Shawn, yet again. You always give us the podcasts/interviews the public need to hear.
Such a great episode. I too have Been thru alot from childhood trauma to wartime trauma. This connected with Me on many levels. Thanks for all you do shawn!!
I absolutely love how engrossing these 3 parts were. I saw a short of him talking about the rescue of the girl who had been brainwashed & he got the call from his friend. To learn where he's been to where he's going. I feel god talking to me through these episodes. THANK YOU!
Victor is an amazing human being, i can't even imagine how it must have been to go through a childhood like his. But the Lord never allows us to go through more then we can endure. Shawn I've been keeping up with you're channel for a while now its great content unlike anywhere else and you hold the power to bring it to the world! Keep at it brother. Brings joy to heart having someone share the message of Jesus on here, for you personally and all other watching! May the Lord bless you both and continue in helping you help others!!
I have never sobbed with podcast content. I kept saying Jesus, Mary, Joseph, and all the Saints in heaven over and over again. Thank you for giving him a safe space to share his story.
Well I cried a few times during this. The sweet older women who keep the picture to pray. Can’t see how truly lucky some of us are from having great parents.
What an amazing human being.. thank u to these men for shedding light on the darkness of child abuse. Protect children at all cost 🙏 God bless America 🇺🇸
Most of the time child abuse is known by many adults WHILE IT IS HAPPENING. The best thing we can do for future generations is to END THE CYCLE NOW. “Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life” (Proverbs 4:23)
What a sad, horrific, terrifying, beautiful story. Thanks for sharing your story. Thanks Shawn for this great interview. Can wait to read the book and watch the film 🎥.
I ended up purchasing his autobiography from a second hand online book store. Got a signed copy from him 😊. Good book! May God continue to Bless you Victor!
Listening to Victor name off some of the same Pastors he listened to in his early days, Dobson, Greg Laurie that influenced his walk with God are two I listenednto as well. Bayless Connelly and Jerry Dirmann are good Preaches as well. God Bless you Victor and Shawn!❤
This was one of the worst case of CA I’ve ever heard, but also the best case of redemption I’ve ever heard. What an amazing spirit, I am so happy I heard this. ❤
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Shawn I just wanna say thank you for all u do! And ur a great host and I'd love If you had a pj on that served in Iraq or Afghanistan...Thank you for all you and your team do! Congratulations on over 2mill subs 👏
As you’re asking about Christians I’m thinking of Greg Laurie who Mr. Marx mentioned. Maybe listen to him. He’s amazing and he had a hard childhood and lost one of his own sons. He changed my life to God be the glory 🙌🏼
Sounds like his dad really stressed over bills
I have told so many people about this pod cast interview. It has changed something in me. My 12 year-old daughter was kidnapped, raped and murdered in 1999. I have never considered true forgiveness to the man who brutally murdered her only my definition of it. This has made me reconsider EVERYTHING. I have cried a lot of tears watching and listening to this.
As a survivor this makes my skin crawl
im so sorry for your loss
Forgiveness is SO powerful!
I have a 12 yo daughter. I'm so so sorry. What an absolute nightmare. God bless u.
As someone with a 12 yo daughter I can understand your dilemma. I truly don't know if I'd be able to forgive that. Would this man forgive someone that killed his child? Forgiving your own personal abuse is something different entirely, so don't feel bad if it's too hard to forgive. But also look at it as you're releasing yourself from the pain. I am truly, truly sorry. ❤
This was by far the most horrific thing I have ever heard on a podcast. I can’t imagine the terror he felt as a child and well into his life. I’m so thankful that Christ broke his chains and set him free.
I heard him tell his story years ago to somebody else that was interviewing him and it was gut wrenching, and it shows how Christ can redeem somebody that is horribly broken
i was like half way into the first part and i couldnt take it anymore. i had a SHITTY childhood for the most part, but it was NOTHING compared to what this warrior had to endure.
Amen Amen!
@@KallogeeI agree, I THOUGHT I had a terrible childhood.
As it turns out my childhood was a cake walk in relation to what this family endured.
@@Kallogee- I had some terrible experiences as a child, but it doesn't compare to this man's torture. His story brought tears to my eyes several times. Christ set me free a couple decades ago, and I'm never surprised how he brings a person out of the darkness when that person invites Him into their life.
It's refreshing, redeeming, and rewarding to me when I see it, but no longer does it surprise me.
May The Lord bless you, as well and make you whole. He who has ear let him hear.
*Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me.* - Rev. 3:20
I’ve been a Christian all of my life and I have fallen from my faith recently. This man and this podcast has moved me towards speaking to God again. I hope others will see the miracles and love our father has.
I agree, I had a similar experience after hearing him, it restored my ability to allow God to forgive where I simply couldn't, "just be willing" and let the grave of God lead the way. Powerful
I could literally Copy and paste your message as my own. Good stuff
Prayers for you. He is waiting patiently
There is no better time than now to restore your faith in Jesus! This world is getting darker by the day and we need to be salt and light in these times. We need to be a beacon of hope to the lost. Always be ready to give an account for your faith to those that ask. I’m glad to hear that you have been refreshed and renewed. God bless you guys!
I agree Mike. These holidays definitely challenge my faith asI process a lot of grief. Trying to stay close to Christ, instinct is to question the silence and pull away but I'm sure somewhere He's there.
I'm overcome with emotion after hearing that the elderly lady prayed for him for 30 years. He certainly experienced the valley of the shadow of death. God never leaves us.
I love Victors story about where was God? When I was 5 I was at a family reunion surrounded by 50+ cousins at a park playground. Back in the 80s things were very different and you didn’t keep an eye on your kids like we do now. I had a very scary older man, a homeless man come up to me and specifically ask me for help. Just like you said, they can just tell when a child has been abused and pray on those children. He took me by the hand and led me away from the playground into the wooded area. He then sexually assaulted me, I wasn’t scared as I was used to this but then I heard a voice. I had a cousin who came to look for me. This is when I got scared, he started to freak out and told me to leave, I couldn’t understand what I had done to make him so mad at me. So I went back to a trail where my 18 year old cousin found me. No one questioned where I was or even knew I had been missing. My cousin never told anyone because she thought I was just wandering. For 30 years I wondered where was God? How could God just let this awful thing happen to me when I was already facing so much abuse from my own dad. Did he not love me? Where was my protection? My cousin messaged me one day out of the blue 30 years later and told me “I remember, it was me, I found you!” I asked her that day, “why did you come looking for me when no one else knew I was even gone?” She told me that a voice told her that day to “go find Anna Now!” She listened. For 30 years I thought God had abandoned me when in fact he had saved my life…. I had been gone for at last 45min. God is always with us, especially his children. I cried through much of Victors testimony. What a powerful podcast, what a powerful man. I thank my Lord Jesus Christ for seeing me, little old me. I am his. He loves us so much.
I’m so sorry that happened to you, Anna. I’m also a survivor of CSA & I’m so grateful your cousin listened to those promptings and came to find you. I do believe we are all loved by Him. May God continue to bless you, your family, as well as Victor, Shawn & their families.
@@Nicole-Eo I’m so sorry Nichole that you know this pain. None of us should. I love what Victor said about kids born in the fire don’t get burned by it when they are grown. It’s so true. I think that many of us survivors are the ones awake to all that’s going on right now and it’s because we know what real monsters look like. They can be 2 people, they can be our fathers, family and the nice guy across the street. Thank you for your kindness. So much love❤️
This gave me chills, I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I had a similar experience early this year where my husband hung himself and something told me to go look in the garage. I saved his life, but I have horrible ptsd now and at first questioned why am I being put through this. But your explanation of God used me to save my husband truly gave me goosebumps. I've become very spiritual/ religious in the past year or so and this just pushed me more in the loving/spiritual side and now I look at that moment as a wake up call. Thank you for your post, there is true demonic energy in this world and us light workers have to continue to help those in need and listen for the signs ❤
@@KeLLaBee09 my heart aches for you and your husband, he’s so blessed to have you in his life💗 You are so very right, we are light workers and perhaps you needed that trial to know that you can not just hear but also so you know that you can obey his voice. I often times think about my 18 year old cousin who didn’t even know me. Why did she listen? God knew she would listen and obey and he knew you would too, but now you know you would and do. We think we are so insignificant, Satan would have us believe that but we are everything to our Father, our Master. He’s so proud of you💗 Thank you for your message to me, sometimes I think I shouldn’t post this kind of stuff because it’s so sacred to me but if it could help but one person then it’s worth it. Thanks for being that person💕
@annalloyd2180 absolutely, ty for your kind words 🙏 ❤️
When he spoke of the lady who'd been praying for them for 30 years I just lost it and had to pause. There's so in much in that.
Hands down this was the most powerful guest you've ever had on the show. Such an incredible message.
"Steel will never become a sword until it has been burned and beaten." And after the war the sword becomes a treasure. Thank god for you, Victor. Your words are a treasure for me.
Beautifully said... he's gone through the pain to help those currently going through the pain.
Sean, I find your show changing my heart and ultimately my life. Thank you for the wonderful gift you bring to the world with your show.
You’re welcome. I hope you enjoyed the show!
@@ShawnRyanShow I walked away from this show determined to forgive, and with that, it really feels like a burden being lifted. Thank you. Victor was an excellent guest..as are all of your guests. Nobody brings the caliber of guests to the table like you do. Best show on the internet.
Shawn, since you have proclaimed the name of Christ it has been an amazing blessing to Christ change your life and podcast from the cursing to having full on the most powerful testimonies I've ever heard being displayed glorifying God with your channel. Praising God and praying for you. keep up the great work!
Thank you Shawn and Victor. It really touched me about the elderly lady that prayed for you for 30 yrs. It made me cry. Jesus first saved my life as an infant; my birth father was beating my mother to death and my grandma woke up and started praying for us. My dad stopped and left the room giving my mom time to grab me and run into the night and get help. She did leave him then, but married many other times to horrible men that physically and sexually abused me and my half brother. My whole adult life I was unable to love and accept love, but about 10 yrs ago I came back to Jesus and am healed, praise God! Just recently, my brother has also came to Christ. God is good, never give up!
Thank you for sharing 😊 God bless.
Legend i pray you have an amazing life ❤
Thank you for sharing that ❤
Tears came to my eyes when Victor answered the question, "Where was God when you went through all of that as a child?". I felt my soul crack open imagining how many people asked this same question. Answer: He was right there with you, suffering 😢 these episodes are some of the most healing and inspiring talks I've heard. Thank you Shawn. And Victor - what can I say... God bless you. Your talks on forgiveness are so impactful and necessary for the world to hear.
This man is an inspiration. I can’t recall the last time I felt this high a level of respect towards another human being. Lord please continue to bless him and his family! Keep them forever safe in your arms 🙏🏻
My wife and I both wept, this was by far the most disturbing testimony, we truly live in a fallen world with totally depraved people but the LORD is able to save to the uttermost. This show reminded us that this place in not our home but we are here to glorify God and to enjoy him forever. Even in the worst situations the LORD is able to bring healing and good out of great evil.
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Amen and Amen
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Yeah. I wondered where God was when I remembered the abuse I suffered as a baby and through my whole life under my parents. Then, one day, I realized that God was there all along, saving me. I just had to FULLY trust him. Just after this realization, I saw Jesus, qho turned to me and said "Follow me ". I have been a Christian since. Thank you, God, Jesus.
Shawn, Since you have come to Christ the change can cleary be seen. Your language your channel proclaiming the Gospel to millions with the most incredible testimonials ive ever heard some the badest dudes on the planet. Its a real blessing to see God working in your life. Keep up the good work! Praying for you.
I stumbled upon this episode last night. One of the most stressful nights of my life. My baby girl was born healthy this morning and my wife woke up from her surgery 3 hours later. I haven't been to church in over 20 years. I WILL be going this Sunday.
Congratulations....ty for letting it happen and hug your lady for us
59:52 I'm a pastor and I have seen, witnessed, and been a part of some horrific stuff. The question Victor asked himself of _"where were you, Jesus"_ knocked me to my knees!!
I sobbed uncontrollably for the next 10 minutes. I've had out of body experiences where I was at the gates of hell and my Lord and Savior was there with me!! When I put a gun in my mouth and wanted to eat a bullet for breakfast Jesus was with me. And when I had done harm to others I was really doing harm to my savior.
Of all the times we've questioned _God where were you,_ He was right there with us, enduring alongside us. The glory is His, not ours.
Hallelujah!! Thank you my God, my Savior, and my Father forever!!!!!
Bless you
Hallelujah indeed. He is good ❤
This man has the calmest, most controlled-power voice I have ever heard.
Shawn, thank you for the hard work you and your staff put into all of this. FINALLY somewhere reliable where Americans can hear the real and full truth. On behalf of The Biggs family, we absolutely love you all! God bless you, God bless yours, and God bless America! 🙏 🇺🇸
Right on!
Dam it, this man is deep, honest, inspiring, wholesome, humble, I can go on and on. Lord we see why you let this man live , we see why. Thank you I'm right there with you Shawn, speechless, I would not know what to ask him either.
OhMy.. every guest u have is EXTRA-ordinary! Especially This one blew my mind😱 Victor is a powerful voice in this world.. on FIRE FOR CHRIST 🙏🕊️🙏🕊️
BLESS HIM.. & BLESS YOU RYAN & YOUR FAMILY❤
Well, this part two is more intense than the first. This testimony, told with the truths of God, is about the most powerful I’ve heard. The love of God embodied here is so palpable. Just fantastic. Thank you for what you do, Shawn.
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How can one man's life
experience be so horrible
& so victorious in virtually
the same moment...the
explanation of where God
was during all the abuse
& Jesus laying his body
over this child & taking
the beating with him.
Wow, I was bawling
because we've all asked
or thought that & what a
sad but beautiful explanation. Such an impactful & touching interview.
Thank you Shawn!
I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for putting this gentleman on your podcast. I just rec. started watching, for the vet stories, and then bam, Victor comes on. His story is so close to my own from childhood, and the struggles. Recovering from a childhood trauma of this caliber is the hardest thing I personally have ever had to do, and keep doing it every day,. This podcast has just added to my tools to help get by every day. And was a much-needed reminder. Thank you so much!!!
There has been nothing more powerful than this podcast and Victor's testimony. I don't have any words to describe how powerful it is. May God bless you.
There's one thing more powerful, God, and His word 🙏
As a marine , with a heavy heart , this dude was probably the only way to break through to me again , its almost as if time calcifies your spirit to accepting the lord
time, experience, the cast of a broken world…
“Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life” (Proverbs 4:23)
Never quit Marine! Yeshua won’t quit on you! God bless!
I'm praying for you sir. Keep moving forward. You've got this ❤
I didn't go through the same trauma, but brother, believe me I know exactly what you're talking about. Bless you. You and Shawn are an inspiration to this 48 year old vet with trouble finding peace. Love you guys.
I feel ya. I’m praying you find your peace. And when you do find it, I pray you bless others with that same peace.
May peace be with you
I really appreciate you guys. Bless you as well.
This series with Victor is the most powerful set of interviews I’ve seen on this show. I’m still processing what I’m hearing.
Wonderful!!!!!!!!!
The most incredible and frightening testimonial I have ever heard! His understanding of trusting how God speaks to us to do things we would never consider is simply amazing and inspiring. Thank you, Shawn, for bringing him on your program!
I watched the entire interview. All 5 hours. I highly recommend watching all of it. It was informative, sad, inspirational, and entertaining. I have great respect for Victor and Sean for coming forward with these hard topics. God bless you both.
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These interviews with Victor Marx is absolutely some of the best I have watched/listened to. Thank you Shawn for bringing such great content.
I am absolutely blown away by this mans faith. Like Shawn says. I'm speechless
This has been my favorite guest to date! Thank you Shawn for having this man on. His testimony moved my soul in ways I never could have expected. I shared this with my father who grew up in an abusive house hold. My dad never really listens to the thing I shared but he listened to this one. The conversation we had after was something I’ve needed from him my whole life. Thank you Shawn and thank you Victor
I cannot say AMEN enough, or fast enough... truly, truly divine, God blessed and anointed interview....I am in awe! And I will share every moment God presents on His path for me. I am SO truly blessed to have found the Shawn Ryan Show....and blessings and protection to all who hear, see, and are involved in this presentation.
I don't comment and have been a listener for a long time. I am absolutely moved by this man. The Bubbs natural plug was a bit out of place😂. What a riveting, horrific, and inspiring testimony. Thank you for sharing Mr. Marx
Out of place YES!!!!!
If this isn't a story exemplifying the Poet of God, I do not know what would be.
I like the direction you are headed, Shawn. I pray for you and your team that your pathway is without obstacle and your guests keep sharing their walks with our Lord.
Bless you, Shawn
WOW, can't wait for tomorrow #3! As a child I thought abuse in your family was normal as well as the thought of suicide.... because of Christ I've been able to forgive my abusers, including my own father. Because of Christ I am free of my own chains and able to sleep peacefully. Thank you Shawn. It is so encouraging to see God using you. A light in the darkness.
Most of the time child abuse is known by many adults WHILE IT IS HAPPENING. The best thing we can do for future generations is to END THE CYCLE NOW.
“Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life” (Proverbs 4:23)
I want this gentleman to know this: When you said what you did about having false hope rather than asking the hard questions, I felt that in my soul. I've been doing it my whole life. This was literally like a breakthrough therapy session for me. Trauma does the worst things to children and you have no idea where to put the blame or feelings attached to it. I know in my heart that Jesus is the only place, but I literally don't feel like I know how. That sounds so bad bc I've always been a believer but for some reason, I'm scared. It's almost like I feel like I'm being too vulnerable and that is something I really struggle with.😢 Thank you so much for putting yourself out there, it is truly a blessing! Shawn, thank you for being you!
I am mentally exhausted from this interview. What a courageous amazing man....i just cant wrap my head around how he transitioned through everything to be where he is now. Just incredible. Makes my troubles seem so minoot and really just not worthy of my pain...Thank you.
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This was a awesome interview! This man’s story is amazing. I met and seen him when I was coaching football at Christian high school in California. He’s a good man for helping as many kids as he can before he leaves this earth! God bless you sir!
This channel has made me a better man every time I watch one of your videos. You and your guests open my eyes to so much about myself with my childhood and military career. Thank you Ryan and thank your guests as well. You're doing the lords work and im thankful the world has people like you in it. It gives me hope
Just when you think you have heard the most tragic story ever, you see this interview. I cannot even comprehend this interview. The story of redemption is so beautiful and inspiring.
I listened to all three parts on Spotify and I could not stop listening. Easily one of the top 2-3 guests you’ve interviewed, maybe the best but I haven’t made it through all the previous interviews. Shawn don’t stop doing these interviews. The Lord is using you to help people heal, spread his message and make people aware of the evil that really exists in this world. Great job.
Just bought the gummy bears after hearing this guy talk. I was compelled to support you. People need to hear these things.
Keep doing what your doing brother. Thank you
Over the years I’ve watched Shawn transform on this platform. Still trips me out. 🤯☝🏼 awesome brother.
Keep doing what you’re doing Shawn, Gods not done with you and I’m looking forward to seeing you on this journey. God bless you, Katy and little Ryan.
The most powerful guest you have had on your show. What a blessing his life will be from it. Shawn, I see you growing in your faith so much. Be the sponge. God has blessed you with a voice that will change lives forever. Blessing to you.
Part-time regular forces GWOT vet here - Shawn, man to man thank you for what you do here. Your podcast and the incredible guests you give a platform to have been a catalyst that has encouraged me to become a better father to my two kids, a better husband to my wife and a better man in general. Keep up the good fight brother, and if you ever doubt the impact you’re making is large enough or making meaningful change, know that it is.
Not a dry eye this entire interview. Jesus is the TRUTH!
Shawn this is the best interview you've had. Thank you so much for taking the time to speak with Victor... his story changed me and strengthened my own faith. Thank you. ❤🙏🏻
This healed me more than anything in my 55 years. Fist yime ive heard someone put a voice to what is stuck in my brain...descritions of the demon i fight every day yo stay here. Thank you for sharing your truth.
absolutely the most powerful of the many interviews I have seen. All I can say is Amen and may God bless this man. Thank you for sharing his message
I am so excited for this one! Victor Marx is amazing and inspiring.
Abuse does run for generations on both sides of my family.
Very rarely does anyone talk about it.
It has effected everyone even as adults.
The best thing we can do for future generations is to END THE CYCLE NOW.
“Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life” (Proverbs 4:23)
Shawn you have catapulted to Numero uno in my book! I love Rogan and PBD but your in depth, authentic, journey-driven interviews are what I look forward to every week. Exceptional work and through your podcast I know people watching will come to Jesus AND learn a lot about what’s going on this world. I can’t say enough.
What an amazing man. I absolutely love what he said about marriage. I wish everyone thought this way.
Wow, new to your channel. I’ve been following Victor Marx for years. Can’t wait to see the next part of the interview.
I like your interview style. Asking great questions and follow up questions. Most people rush through, interrupt and talk over their guests. You’ve created a relaxed atmosphere and plenty of time to talk. I’m learning new things about Victor. I appreciate your sensitivity to not only Victor but those watching who have been through trauma or have loved ones who…
May Jesus help all of you and your loved ones that have suffered. May the Lord Jesus set you free and redeem all and bring you into your calling and destiny. In Jesus name, amen. 🙏🏼💗✝️
Powerful Stuff. God Bless him and his family.
By far the best episode you've had Shawn, his story and his testimony and the Truth is what sets people free! Thank you Jesus!
It's so hard to hear a child so terribly treated but what a fantastic tribute to God's glory and healing. Thank you
Victor you're testimony is so incredibly thank you,the best weapon is forgiveness ✝️
There's the quote by Jordan Peterson "A harmless man is not a good man. A good man is a very dangerous man who has that under voluntary control"
With what he has been through, with his talents and with his calm demeanour, Victor Marx is the personification of that quote
Shawn, Victor was so right when he said (in Part 1) that God has anointed you. I've always loved your interviews but since you've come to Christ these interviews keep getting more profound. Victor and Eileen are incredible representatives of Christ's love. Thank you for sharing his incredible story! May God bless & protect all of you and your loved ones!
Thank you Shawn. So many of us can relate to childhood trauma. 🙏🏻
I'm just sitting on red waiting to hear part three. This has really spoken to me. I pray for God to help me and others find that level of healing and myself personally to learn from him about true grace. I am lacking. Thank you both for this.
Same. I pray we all find god's grace and salvation 🙏
What can I say? I have watched and listened to this. My heart broke for Victor! Bless all of you for putting this out for us!
Victor is living proof that with the right about of faith and love any hard heart can soften and love and be an inspiration for many of us who struggle with our own past life. God bless him and you also Shawn.
This is extremely compelling and I want to thank you Shawn for having Victor on. His words ring so true, I see the perpetuation of family of origin issues daily as a therapist, and we have to acknowledge and break it, which requires hard mental health work. Cognitive and behavioral changes are a must. Compassion for others and their inability to recognize they are pushing those learned behaviors, reactions, etc forward. Great one sir 👍❤
Shawn Ryan, God has called you by name long before the foundation of the world! He has such a huge calling on your life. Such a high calling that a blind man could see it. And I pray He continues to reveal it and mold it into the very essence of your being! God bless you and yours, brother! Much love in Christ!
This series with Victor is incredibly powerful. Thank you for sharing his testimony on your show, Shawn. All Glory to God! Praying for you and your sanctification journey with the Lord.
Best interview you've ever done. Thank you and great work asking good questions and being such a great listener.
Wow what an episode I'm so proud of this man, makes me examine myself.
2 Timothy 1:7
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear, but of power, and of Love, and of a sound mind. ❤
I have wanted Victor on Shawn's show for so long. Overjoyed it's finally happened.
Wow , I have cried and felt the presence of God during both interviews. God bless You and everyone watching this . God works in mysterious ways. Be blessed everyone.
Shawn Ryan you sir are amazing. Your guests are amazing. Thank you so much for this gift. Mark thank you sir for sharing these profound and important experiences you have been through. But most of all thank you both for helping so many people with your words and understanding. God bless all of you.❤
I love that Sean is asking all these questions. I’m praying for you Sean. I can see your searching for “your” truth. It a beautiful thing to see!❤️
This was hands down the best interview i have ever heard. Thank you for your testimony
Outstanding, insightful, and heartbreaking. A great testimony to the power of prayer and faith. May God Bless you Victor and you as well Shawn for bringing this story to us.
Wow, what a Testimony this guest gave! Luv the show, keep doing what you do, Shawn & Victor... God bless you both! 🙏
The most powerful statement that has changed my 65 years of life is when Victor said “where was God” During my life of childhood of trauma, now I know. I had to stop the video, I couldn’t believe what I just heard!!! You sir, have changed my life from here on out. I don’t know if you understand by what you what you said about our Loving Living Lord being with every second our lives. I literally have no words but to say that came from the Holy Spirit to share this with us. This is why I watch Shawn’s podcast. Thank you Shawn for having Victor as your guest. He will definitely change lives with his story. I know he has changed mine. ✝️🙏♥️
Powerful, powerful testimony and possibly the best definition of forgiveness I’ve heard. Thank you Victor and Shawn.
Just wow. Much love, peace and respect to Mr.Marx. This interview was eye opening to say the least. Good on you Shawn, yet again. You always give us the podcasts/interviews the public need to hear.
Your Testimony Victor Sir has to be THE most stunning testimony I have ever heard!
Thank you SO much for sharing such personal details with us.
Such a great episode. I too have Been thru alot from childhood trauma to wartime trauma. This connected with Me on many levels. Thanks for all you do shawn!!
Wow thanks for sharing your testimony!!
I absolutely love how engrossing these 3 parts were. I saw a short of him talking about the rescue of the girl who had been brainwashed & he got the call from his friend. To learn where he's been to where he's going. I feel god talking to me through these episodes. THANK YOU!
Victor is an amazing human being, i can't even imagine how it must have been to go through a childhood like his.
But the Lord never allows us to go through more then we can endure.
Shawn I've been keeping up with you're channel for a while now its great content unlike anywhere else and you hold the power to bring it to the world! Keep at it brother.
Brings joy to heart having someone share the message of Jesus on here, for you personally and all other watching!
May the Lord bless you both and continue in helping you help others!!
Most emotional interview I’ve ever seen. Shawn you bring the best content on here hands down…. God bless
This is the best testimony I have EVER heard🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
I have never sobbed with podcast content. I kept saying Jesus, Mary, Joseph, and all the Saints in heaven over and over again. Thank you for giving him a safe space to share his story.
Well I cried a few times during this. The sweet older women who keep the picture to pray. Can’t see how truly lucky some of us are from having great parents.
What an amazing human being.. thank u to these men for shedding light on the darkness of child abuse. Protect children at all cost 🙏 God bless America 🇺🇸
Most of the time child abuse is known by many adults WHILE IT IS HAPPENING. The best thing we can do for future generations is to END THE CYCLE NOW.
“Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life” (Proverbs 4:23)
What a sad, horrific, terrifying, beautiful story. Thanks for sharing your story. Thanks Shawn for this great interview. Can wait to read the book and watch the film 🎥.
Thanks for listening & taking the time to give your feedback! God Bless!
The most compelling, heart felt show ever, and I’ve seen them all! Thank you Victor Marx and thanks you Shawn Ryan! God bless you!
I ended up purchasing his autobiography from a second hand online book store. Got a signed copy from him 😊.
Good book! May God continue to Bless you Victor!
This channel is awesome. I discovered it a few days ago. Shawn and his team are giving us powerful, important, and inspiring messages. God Bless!
Brother… I love your content. You have a wonderful knack for bringing out of your interviewee what needs to be said. You’re friggin awesome!
Listening to Victor name off some of the same Pastors he listened to in his early days, Dobson, Greg Laurie that influenced his walk with God are two I listenednto as well.
Bayless Connelly and Jerry Dirmann are good Preaches as well.
God Bless you Victor and Shawn!❤
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This was one of the worst case of CA I’ve ever heard, but also the best case of redemption I’ve ever heard. What an amazing spirit, I am so happy I heard this. ❤