1 YEAR ON TESTOSTERONE update - TMI | FTM Trans Guy
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- Опубліковано 8 тра 2024
- 1 year flew by quick, and here's a summary of what's happened, along with some progress pics, voice updates, comparisons, etc.
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Dude testosterone hit your voice like a FREIGHT TRAIN. It's awesome.
Hahahah yeah that's for sure my favourite change^^
@@LeonBell If I get even half of your vocal drop from T I will be estatic.
Yeah holy shit his voice is so low
@@NOCLUEinvalid Doctors, therapist, psychiatrist, nurses and psychologist:
Lies, and lies, they are sharing you their lies. And you believe them daily, as you go and ruin your own lives.
Lies, oh lies, they know not how to care. They know not how to love, what its to have a heart warmly beating in your chest.
They have lost their mind, they have gone mad and they drag you with them into the outer darkness of insanity.
Seek ye GOD and get your mind back, get back your life and your will to live, escape the madness.
Your are not trans or any other lie, which you daily believe.
You are FOOLS, who are deceived daily.
You reject the BIBLE - the only source of truth, thats why lies you buy and suffer thereafter.
To believe trans lies, one must got to forget, why was gender given in the 1st place.
Genesis 9:7
And you, be ye fruitful, and multiply; bring forth abundantly in the earth, and multiply therein.
Sexual abuses every soul has lived through, every one carries the traumas.
It is not GOD, toward whom we should be angry. Its the ones amongst us, who have once lost their minds:
through the same abuse, that you are suffering, carrying all the damaged form the birth to the death, haven`t been cared for.
And the influences of this world, are as strong as these are, no child is kept safe.
Marriages have changed, many in love with bottles, eating away their brains.
Many love smoking, burning away their lungs.
Many love fornication and abusements.
They all hate their skin, in which they live, cause they allowed the world in.
Lies stay lies, no matter how often given. If the end result is death or a lifelong suffering, you`re then missing love.
You grew up so much in one year 🥺
Don't know why I feel like a proud mom 👩👦
I’m fucking crying. Oh my God its making me so miserable because nothing is offered where I live. There isn’t even therapy for it but I’m so fucking happy for you Leo!!!
Do you live in the US or somewhere else?❤️ If u live in the US, check out plume on Instagram and see if they offer HRT in your area❤️
@@LeonBell sadly I live in The Bahamas so my home is far behind on the rights for the LGBT community and even further from offering therapy
Shit I'm so sorry I really hope they get their shit together soon so that you're able to access the help you need❤️
@@LeonBell thank you🥺 I’ll just live vicariously through you until then
Same and i don’t even know from where to buy a binder in my country but I cannot buy one from amazon cuz I don’t have a credit card. Btw I’m from Bulgaria. If anyone knows a store in Bulgaria from which I can buy a binder please let me know what’s the name of the store and in which city it is located
I love watching your T updates. Your voice sounds great and you sound overall happy with the changes. I’m glad your mental health and your Dysphoria is better with the changes. Can’t wait to see that beard come through!!!
i totally get the uncomfortable feeling in presenting gender non conforming pre-T. I love painting my nails and wearing eyeliner, but disphoria would be SO bad that i just couldnt, until a year-ish on T, and now 2 and a half years, its just normal to me
Nice, yess i relate so hard to that. Looking forward to presenting more exactly how I want in the future, and I'm happy you're able to do that now too🥰
i'm sorry, but what's disphoria? i searched on google, but i didn't really understand...
@@natalieueno gender disphoria is the intense stress in your brain when your gender identity doesnt match your sex (your body, social roles, pronouns, etc). The feeling is like a voice that highlights every detail you perceive about yourself that "unmatch" that idea of "you", being "too feminine" or "too masculine". Its different for every person who experiences and its not always true ("my voice is too high" but only you think that)
@@maxstevam430 oh thanks!
so, I like being a girl, doing girly things, wearing "girly" clothes and painting my nails (i know that boys can do that too, but ppl usually think that boys can't do those things) but I'm really sad with myself. I think I'd be happier as a boy and that being a girl sucks. I don't know what to do, actually.
@@natalieueno its no problem if you like "girly things". I would question myself WHY you'd be happier as a boy. Being a girl sucks because society is mostly ruled by man or because you dont feel like its YOU? Dont feel like you're really living your true life? (Gender wise). You can experiement, its harmless. Go online and try a "masc" name and pronouns, make friends and see how you feel. Tuck your hair in a beanie and dress the most masc you never dressed, see how u feel. No pressure, youre just trying things out.
You also dont need to identify as a man or a woman. You can feel like both, or neither, or fluid, etc
dude that one year made such a huge difference i’m absolutely blown away :”(( it’s amazing, heck YOU’RE amazing!!!
A YEAR?! I just about passed out. Proud of you💛
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Omg man you radiate happiness and hope!! Love you and support you in every way dude!!
oh how i’ve missed Leon calling me a f-uh-ck3r🥺
I love seeing your progress in these videos!
I'm so happy for you!
And I can't believe it's been a year since I started watching your vids!
NO WAY LEON! You have come SUCH A LONG WAY! I am SO PROUD of you, you gave me hope :)) Wish you ALL THE GOOD LUCK for the future :))
IT HAS BEEN A LONG JOURNEY MAN. I remember before you even started T. So glad to join you and thousands of others on this ling road to being the coolest guy ever.
I’M SO HAPPY 4 U DUDE
THANK YOU💖💖💖
I definitely relate and understand about the "buildup" thing. I just came out on Instagram as Trans Non-binary last week. I knew I was trans for probably 2 years but I didn't want to tell people yet. I just wasn't ready. Watching your videos over this last year along with other transitions have been so helpful and really gave my courage to live the life I want and need, regardless of how others think. I have been on a low-dose testosterone since Feb 2021. I am so happy! I want more changes but I'm so happy to be on the way to being where I want to be.
There is definitely a difference in orgasms pre-t versus being on T. I liked the feeling of it on both ends. Pre-T there is like an overwhelming full body experience and then what I would describe as an "afterglow" but it's different after testosterone is primary in your body. It is definitely more centralized in the genitalia.
Thanks again for making these videos!!
Okay but that's so cool and fascinating!!! Thank you for bringing up your experience on this😊 It's really interesting tbh, and I wonder if any scientists know why it is that way
@@LeonBell yeah of course dude. I think it would be an interesting topic to research and study! I'll see if I find any info for you.
Thanks for the reply 😊
How has it been a year already? I remember seeing you start T and I was so excited for you, while at the same time, feeling like i would never get there. And now im gonna be 6 months on T on april 15th and getting top surgery on may 12th and it still feels so unreal. time really flies by so quick.
To anyone out there waiting to start hormones or get surgery, you will get there and its gonna be great! Time will go by faster thank you think. I am wishing all of you the best
He has graced us with his presence 🥰
Ahhh you look so happy after that first shot, I teared up a little, haha. This is all so cool; you've come so far. I'm almost 7 months on T and the acne popping up where the hair grows is so real 😭 mostly just shoulders and snail trail for me but it's irritating lol. For some reason most of my hair growth is on the back of my thighs so far. Not sure what that's about but I guess I'll be half sasquatch 😂
Omg incredible change in your voice! Thanks for your videos they educate so many people! I just found your channel and I'm so glad I did. And you're really handsome by the way. Your progress is amazing.🥰🌈
So happy for you!!!!!!! You are an inspiration and an encouragement! x
Holy Cow, i came from your binder video and what a difference.
omg I saw one video that your voice is so different and I get butterflys when I open and I heard this voice, I am so proud of you, you are a beautiful man nowwww
Congrats on 1 year! I'm 16 months on T :)
Your voice makes me so happy and I'm definitly motivated to speak from my chest because I sound like a kid and I'm 22 x)
a year already?? wow, I still remember your updates from when you were going to the clinic to get your prescription and your first injection. Time has gone by so fast even I started T without noticing
WOOOO ONE YEAR 🥳🥳🥳
I start T next week after 3 years of waiting and your videos have got me so excited - congrats dude!
Shit congrats💖💖💖 that's so exciting! Hope you see changes you need to feel comfortable💕
@@LeonBell Ahh, thank you!! If they're anything like yours I'll be delighted
this is so exciting!!
Oh my I LOOOVE your VOICE! My voice stresses me out so much since it's very light. I'm worried about what if my voice doesn't drop
I would listen to this guys voice for hours
2 weeks on T aaaaa things like this make me feel so hopeful. I'm the most impatient person in the world, I have to see that it does get better.
im so happy for u :’)
Wow there is a HUGE difference ! 🙏🏼🙏🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼
Woohoo! April 1st is my two year mark. Love this video 💖
Shit congrats on 2 years💖💖💖
You have such a lovely speaking voice!
congratulations!! i’m one year on t on may 28🥸🥳
Your voice drop gives me hope that mine might be able to get that low :)
A lot of men in my family (incl my younger brother) have really low voices and I wasn't sure if testosterone would be able to get my voice that low but it seems that it is possible!!
I'll probably be able to start testosterone within a few months so I'm trying to find out what to kind of expect
Congratulations leon 👏
Your voice is so cool
Thank you💖💖
I'm about to start testosterone and I'm so excited ♥️ u are such an inspiration
Congrats💖💖💖 hope you see the changes you need to be comfortable with yourself💕
Honestly I want T just to change my voice and just feel a bit more confident but feel a bit scared and I don’t really have access to it in my place. Anyway was a great video to see your journey on testosterone :))
this makes me so excited
I am really happy for ya dude here i am all tired of explaining myself the i could even come out one day
Never been so early bfr... And I'm running out of words.
Oml congratulations!! Your channel inspired me to come out to my fam that I'm trans! Even though they agreed to use the right pronouns, they think that the surgeries and T shots are dangerous ._. but it's still better than nothing! Thank you for inspiring me! Love from a 13 year old transboy ^^❤️
Your voice is perfect ❤️
congrats on hitting the one year mark. i hit mine too a week or two ago!
my question to you: do you still get voice cracks? like when you speak louder or higher or when singing? cause i do and im a bit confused as to why. like im a year a on t and youd think my voice should of settled down by now but i think T is still going at it even tho its deep as it is already 😂
Congrats❤️❤️❤️ no, not really. I don't think I've had voice cracks since 3-4 months on T. Remember the first time I had a voice crack, that was some weird shit hahahah
It was awful if I got super excited about a topic I was talking about with a person I liked a lot😂 have heard some guys get cracks every now and then for years
such a great and inspiring vid!
((also aw yis bearrrd. would u try a moustache??))
Hahahah I could do it, but it looks gross and I don't want people irl to see me with it and think I'm gross😂😂😂
im jealous
You're gonna be there one day too💕
Our t timeline is almost exactly the same
your voice ...i wish my voice will become that deep...after i take my t and all....maybe it wont be as deep tho but who knows
I need to get on T so bad. I’m 22.. the NHS waiting list is 5 years for the first T prescription and I’m not even on the list yet. 🙃
I love your t updates. But I do have a question, cause even though your voice is great and so much deeper than a year ago, it sounded deep even pre t. Did you just have a deep voice naturally or do you have any exercises that you did to deepen it pre t? I hope to start t in may, and I’m sooo hyped, but at the same time I don’t want to get my hopes up
He covers in one of his pre-T videos about exercises you can do to lower your vocal range
EDIT here’s the link ua-cam.com/video/BUYJgENwrZY/v-deo.html
What Dmitri said😊 I used to practise a lot cuz I wanted T to kick my voice the right way and not end up with a high pitched raspy voice like some do. No shade to those people, but it would just make me hella dysphoric, and I'd heard practising Pre T could help out
@@FlotsamCarnage thanks for the link :)
Did you succeed in starting T in may?
@@archwood9410 I didn’t. I ended up starting T in June. Still a success
Wow those are some cool changes. I don't want to know now how hairy I will be🤣 (it already grows everywhere).
Did you also get/practice something like voice training (to get it lower in the right way)?
Yeah, I started voice training like 8 months before I started T to learn how to speak from my chest❤️
Congratulations you look hotter and hotter 💖💕❤️ always takecare and keep safe ❤️❤️
Wow i remeber when you started!! Youve been a year on T already?
Fuckk yeah💅🙌💖💕
your voice ❤
I have hair on my legs, butt, lower back, forearms, fingers, and toes, AND I have a "snail trail" and I'm a WOMAN😅 When you said that you were growing hair in new areas because of the testosterone, I thought that I already have hair in all those areas. I don't have hair on my chest or upper back, but in most other places. When I went on birth control the hair got thinner and shorter, but it's grown back now. It's still not extremely visible apart from a few places like calves because the hair is not that thick even now and it's blonde, but when I was younger I was ashamed of it. When I would lie in sand, the sand would stick to my back and butt hair, making it visible. Nowadays, I'm actually happy that it's back. Being on hormones is kinda scary for me. Birth control did change me a bit, and I just love being the way I am without any meds now. My hair belongs to me. I just shave where the hair is super thick.
Btw, is it weird that I would love to try out having a beard, even though I feel 100% comfortable in my female body?😂 I once even dreamt about having a beard, and I was a bit disappointed when waking up.
It’s already been a year?😳
i'm 2 years on T todayy!! loll
Shittt congrats💖💖💖
You are inspiring
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What was your dosage and frequency? If you don’t mind me asking
Cool.
hey, i'm 18 years old and i'd like to have T injections but i'm not out to anyone
so i wanted to ask how old were you when you started to transition, because i keep wondering if it's too late for me or if it'll be too late soon
sorry if my english isn't really great it's not my native language
have a great day dude
😞
it’s never too late
Голос изначально очень низкий, повезло очень.
Dude, why didn't you mention your adam's apple bobbing up and down???
wow t made ur hair lighter!
lmao no I just let it grow out and stopped dyeing it
Is it just me or is every update almost word for word the same?
Probably, it was more fun in the beginning, but eventually it was literally just ~more~ of what had already happened, which was usually hair filling in some way or another lmfao
If u ever come to the US you’ll have a place to stay😏😍😍😋