@@riturneronly the strongest human can Change .. and some Just find Back to themselves ... And Nothing Matters , thats a Basic rule .. IT doesnt Matter cause Things Change even If you face a Long Same Moment If you can BE Part of the Change cause you doing different Things , then you yourself wont Matter , thats what you Said when No thoughts appear God ( what WE call god IS everything ) Made everything to be part of everything If your Part of everything you wont BE able not to Change IT Just feels Like because the human system is detached from reality and they Made a Illusion that traps us in daily routines , thoughts and extremism
My perspective about change switched when I studied the butterfly. In metamorphosis, a caterpillar enters the cocoon, the entire body melts completely down, the cell structure is rearranged & then is reconstructed into something completely new!!! Imagine how painful this is for the caterpillar. We have to melt down & become something completely different. But when that butterfly re-emerges, it is something soooo beautiful!! We got this!! We are becoming a NEW thing. Old habits & mindsets must be stripped away! We are going from crawling to flying! I pray this blesses someone the way it blessed me! Love y’all! 🩷🐛🦋
Currently in a crying moment. It feels almost throwing up. you feel it might stop and just start again. I’ve been in the bathroom stalls at school just sobbing. Thank for this. I needed it. Every time these moments happen it’s true a shift comes after. It’s uncomfortable and hard to get through but it helps to remember there’s another side. I love you Ri❤ this is my proof that I am divinely loved
I don't think I have ever needed to hear something right on time. I can relate to your sentiments in this video, its legitimately scary. But I am proud of us for working through the darkness and changing our selves and our worlds around us. We deserve growth, grace, and peace. Thank you for being so vulnerable with your heart and thoughts. 💞
As a Sagittarius with a 3rd house Stellium (Gemini) I am knowledge seeker constantly looking for ways to improve my perspective on the world but sometimes it is very jarring at the rapid pace it changes making detachment crucial to self-growth. So, I totally understand where you are coming from! I'm so proud of you! Thank you for allowing us go through this tough but rewarding journey with you.
“Even if you’re afraid” hit like a ton of bricks. Couldn’t tell you how much this resonated with me. I’m grateful for you, I’m grateful for your content! Peace and love 🤎
I’m proud of you, Ri! We never hear that enough (especially as Black women). We see you and we appreciate you! P.S. we need more fthh merch! I’m ready to give you my money!
as a pisces moon & mercury (conjunct) and a gemini venus, when you mentioned you were audio journaling, my entire brain froze and rebooted. that is AMAZING. i cannot wait to give that a shot. also, I have to say thank you soososoososo much for sharing such an intimate perspective!!! your vulnerability and candor inspires thousands upon thousands of people!!!
This is so good. I went through a dark period of transformation around 2015/2016 as well. I find myself in the midst of another season of evolution and your words made me realize how much I have been in resistance to the change I have prayed for. That resistance can make it feel like depression, anxiety, and so much more. Thank you for bringing so much clarity around this at a time where we are collectively experiencing such shifts. 💛
I love this… I do need you to be you because you just made me feel so understood. Thank you for that! You are not alone at all! Thank you for your transparency. You give me courage to express myself the way I truly want to… just do it!
Im in tears, everything you're describing about releasing years of low self esteem etc despite life going seemingly well, so accurately describes my reality at the moment. Its crazy how many shared experiences we have with each other
this is so spot on. i have been reflecting a lot and have come to some very similar conclusions/realizations. change is absolutely difficult and it can be painful to let old parts of yourself die. thank you for sharing this with us 💛
Hey, one of my favorite UA-camrs! 💛 thanks for putting what I’ve been feeling and understanding deeply into such honest words. It’s so nice to see another woman that still writes in a diary because I do too. I’ve shared this video in a woman’s wellness group I’ve recently become a part of. We’re all Black women working on the same things in our own special ways. I just want you to know that you’re helping us and you don’t even know us. So thank you, Ri. I really appreciate you 💕
I'm a piscis and I have different opinions or perspectives of everything and anything too. It makes it hard to choose and as a result, figure out myself.. Interesting how you also went through a dark time after supposedly becoming successful. Same thing happened to me.. and now.. my "almost marriage" (because I got engaged) is crumbling. I lost my job right after. I did get a new job 2 weeks later, and I'm on my second week.. it's hard. It's one of the hardest jobs I've ever had and it feels like I'm being pulled from all sides and I just want to scream, cry and run away.. and I'll cry, but won't run away.
@@riturner I was getting ready to write this long comment but long story short: I’m getting married tomorrow and these past few weeks, I’ve been in my head, anxious and mourning my single life because I know that chapter is coming to a close. Not mourning the dating experiences per se, but mourning my old self and knowing that I can never be her again. But like you said in this episode: everything changes when you change. Looking in the rearview mirror while trying to move forward will only make me crash (word to Tracy G. for that reference!). So, I’m choosing to change my mindset and beliefs about what it means to be in this new season of my life. Embracing the idea that I have an opportunity to actually create a new identity and be the woman that I’ve always dreamed of being. Everything you’ve been posting lately has really been helping me transition mentally, spirituality, emotionally, and even physically - I’m getting more serious about my fitness and clean eating because of this channel. Thank you for being committed to your own process because it has certainly been blessing me ❤️
i feel like if i hugged you i would cry, not a bad cry but a happy tired cry
same, i you took this from my tongue, i could not wrote it better
i feel that too. happy tears for me also. 🥹
@@riturneronly the strongest human can Change .. and some Just find Back to themselves ... And Nothing Matters , thats a Basic rule .. IT doesnt Matter cause Things Change even If you face a Long Same Moment
If you can BE Part of the Change cause you doing different Things , then you yourself wont Matter , thats what you Said when No thoughts appear
God ( what WE call god IS everything ) Made everything to be part of everything
If your Part of everything you wont BE able not to Change
IT Just feels Like because the human system is detached from reality and they Made a Illusion that traps us in daily routines , thoughts and extremism
My perspective about change switched when I studied the butterfly. In metamorphosis, a caterpillar enters the cocoon, the entire body melts completely down, the cell structure is rearranged & then is reconstructed into something completely new!!! Imagine how painful this is for the caterpillar. We have to melt down & become something completely different. But when that butterfly re-emerges, it is something soooo beautiful!! We got this!! We are becoming a NEW thing. Old habits & mindsets must be stripped away! We are going from crawling to flying! I pray this blesses someone the way it blessed me! Love y’all! 🩷🐛🦋
omg, i love this + i’m intrigued. please share any resources if you feel compelled related to your study on the butterfly + metamorphosis. 🫶🏽 ily.
@@riturner For sure!!! ILY!! Thank you for sharing!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷
I love butterflies for that reason it’s spiritual as much as it is physical
Currently in a crying moment. It feels almost throwing up. you feel it might stop and just start again. I’ve been in the bathroom stalls at school just sobbing. Thank for this. I needed it. Every time these moments happen it’s true a shift comes after. It’s uncomfortable and hard to get through but it helps to remember there’s another side. I love you Ri❤ this is my proof that I am divinely loved
I don't think I have ever needed to hear something right on time. I can relate to your sentiments in this video, its legitimately scary. But I am proud of us for working through the darkness and changing our selves and our worlds around us. We deserve growth, grace, and peace. Thank you for being so vulnerable with your heart and thoughts. 💞
yesss to all of this. sooo proud of us!
I feel like I'm going through this right now and its rocking my world.
hang in there. it gets better. it gets easier. i promise.
As a Sagittarius with a 3rd house Stellium (Gemini) I am knowledge seeker constantly looking for ways to improve my perspective on the world but sometimes it is very jarring at the rapid pace it changes making detachment crucial to self-growth. So, I totally understand where you are coming from! I'm so proud of you! Thank you for allowing us go through this tough but rewarding journey with you.
going through such a tough time of realization and transition ugh you’re speaking to me and many of us
“Even if you’re afraid” hit like a ton of bricks. Couldn’t tell you how much this resonated with me. I’m grateful for you, I’m grateful for your content! Peace and love 🤎
grateful for YOU ✨
you don’t know how much i needed this, thank you ❤
I’m proud of you, Ri! We never hear that enough (especially as Black women). We see you and we appreciate you! P.S. we need more fthh merch! I’m ready to give you my money!
thank you so so much! i’m proud of youuu! and more merch is coming this spring!
I could see you writing a book
wow thank you so much. it’s been a thought here recently tbh.
I would second this, would read for sure
as a pisces moon & mercury (conjunct) and a gemini venus, when you mentioned you were audio journaling, my entire brain froze and rebooted. that is AMAZING. i cannot wait to give that a shot. also, I have to say thank you soososoososo much for sharing such an intimate perspective!!! your vulnerability and candor inspires thousands upon thousands of people!!!
Thankyou so much for sharing this message I resonate deeply 🙏🏾✨
This was truly a word. Thank you for putting yourself and your thoughts out in the world. Your presence is truly needed on this earth :)
Thank you Ri for your honesty. This is so beautiful.
This is so good. I went through a dark period of transformation around 2015/2016 as well. I find myself in the midst of another season of evolution and your words made me realize how much I have been in resistance to the change I have prayed for. That resistance can make it feel like depression, anxiety, and so much more. Thank you for bringing so much clarity around this at a time where we are collectively experiencing such shifts. 💛
I love this so much I FELT THIS 💎
this video is so beautiful and healing
I love this… I do need you to be you because you just made me feel so understood. Thank you for that! You are not alone at all! Thank you for your transparency. You give me courage to express myself the way I truly want to… just do it!
Im in tears, everything you're describing about releasing years of low self esteem etc despite life going seemingly well, so accurately describes my reality at the moment. Its crazy how many shared experiences we have with each other
I feel like I’m going through this now. Side note I wish we could be friends 😭 we are so alike
let’s be frienddssss ❤️🔥
this is so spot on. i have been reflecting a lot and have come to some very similar conclusions/realizations. change is absolutely difficult and it can be painful to let old parts of yourself die. thank you for sharing this with us 💛
The message I needed. Thank you!
❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Now you have me crying. It feels good to release, especially when you've been holding in so much for so long.
Thank you 🥹😭💖👏🏽🎉
thank YOU for allowing me into your space.
This is so beautiful
Beautiful 😮wow you’re inspiring me to create my channel to share my experiences
thank you + you should!
@@riturnerme too!!! ❤❤❤ So much love
Hey, one of my favorite UA-camrs! 💛 thanks for putting what I’ve been feeling and understanding deeply into such honest words. It’s so nice to see another woman that still writes in a diary because I do too. I’ve shared this video in a woman’s wellness group I’ve recently become a part of. We’re all Black women working on the same things in our own special ways. I just want you to know that you’re helping us and you don’t even know us. So thank you, Ri. I really appreciate you 💕
I resonate so well with this.
i really admire ur perspective, ri. it challenges me to think about my own perception and view of the world and myself in it. thank u so much.
I knew you was gonna say Gemini placements because SAME
I loved this video
ive been watching this video over and over since it came out. just want to say thank you.
So profound. And, I feel like you put my experience in words. Thank you
such a word. thank you for spreading your light and knowledge🫶🏾
Thank you for sharing ur journal with us🤎 whole video was put together so well
I feel as if you've read my soul and read it out loud
🥹🥹🥹
I love your content!!!
thank youuu my love. I appreicate you so much!
March 17th is my birthday. I turned 21 this year and wrote a poem on change that morning. WOW.
That was beautiful
thank you, love!
Soooo relatable sis 🩷
Im a new subscriber and I adore your page. It resonates with me and the journey Im on. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
thank you so much + welcommeee. happy to have you here, babe.
I'm a piscis and I have different opinions or perspectives of everything and anything too. It makes it hard to choose and as a result, figure out myself.. Interesting how you also went through a dark time after supposedly becoming successful. Same thing happened to me.. and now.. my "almost marriage" (because I got engaged) is crumbling. I lost my job right after.
I did get a new job 2 weeks later, and I'm on my second week.. it's hard. It's one of the hardest jobs I've ever had and it feels like I'm being pulled from all sides and I just want to scream, cry and run away.. and I'll cry, but won't run away.
I listened to this podcast twice yesterday. It was TIMELY, Ri. Thank you so much ❤
wow thank you.
@@riturner I was getting ready to write this long comment but long story short: I’m getting married tomorrow and these past few weeks, I’ve been in my head, anxious and mourning my single life because I know that chapter is coming to a close. Not mourning the dating experiences per se, but mourning my old self and knowing that I can never be her again. But like you said in this episode: everything changes when you change. Looking in the rearview mirror while trying to move forward will only make me crash (word to Tracy G. for that reference!). So, I’m choosing to change my mindset and beliefs about what it means to be in this new season of my life. Embracing the idea that I have an opportunity to actually create a new identity and be the woman that I’ve always dreamed of being.
Everything you’ve been posting lately has really been helping me transition mentally, spirituality, emotionally, and even physically - I’m getting more serious about my fitness and clean eating because of this channel. Thank you for being committed to your own process because it has certainly been blessing me ❤️
Proud of you gang
appreciate you! 🤎
As a Gemini sun and moon I completely understand 😅
wow really??! never met another gemini sun and moon! i feel so seeennn! what’s your rising?!
@@riturner sameeee!! My rising is Cap. My sun, moon, mercury, venus and mars is Gemini 🤪
I love this :)
wow i needed this today. thank you so much.
❤❤❤
Wow omg
❤
🔥🧘🏾♀️💜🙏🏾
seeing your journey has been so beautiful to witness 🤍 thank you ri, for sharing and inspiring and encouraging
thank YOU for seeing me my love.
This was truly a word. Thank you for putting yourself and your thoughts out in the world. Your presence is truly needed on this earth :)
❤❤❤
❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥