I'm struggling to stay here too. And I'm running out of reasons to stay. I have lost everyone I love and I mean everyone. And facing a divorce that I don't want, but did cause. So I don't know what to do. I guess I am asking for prayer. I need it more now then I ever have.
I'm praying with you and for you. May God be your strength and comfort in this season. Reach out to Him and release everything that's in your heart and mind. He can handle it💪🏾🙏🏾
John I love you brother. It’s in the struggle when the Lord does his best work. Just be ready. Because you have already been forgiven and great blessings are being prepared for your life.
As for me I’m struggling here to I can’t get rid of my past problems thats keep coming bk n nagging thing I can’t afford or do n it’s hard for me to say NO but I know I need to so I’m asking for prayers n guidance
I'm a 62 yr old woman living in a car for almost two months. I'm just tired. Im tired of trying, of failing, of losing everyone in my life that ever meant anything. I have no one i could die tonight and no one would know, God only knows for how long. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to wake up crying and go to sleep crying. I don't want to feel that sick knotted feeling in my stomach because i don't know what im going to do or if I'm going to get through this. I'm just so tired.
I pray for you I promise ! That’s so hurtful but don’t worry because god is with you that the most important thing! I hope it will work out for you in the future!💗 take care of yourself
I’m so sorry for what you’re going through……..my heart breaks for you. The Lord hears your cries, hold on change will come. I don’t know what how difficult & depressing, cold or hot it is to have to live in a car - I can’t begin to imagine. I do understand what it’s like to feel so alone that you feel like you have no worth…but God is there for you, He knows how alone you feel. I know you’re tired, exhausted & you want to give up but please don’t. I care about you & I have prayed for you & I’m making a commitment to you right now to continue to pray for you, I will not forget you. Sending you much love from Australia from your sister in Christ 💞Cathy (55yrs old) 🙏🏼🌺🌼
I may feel lost and drained out. I may have cause some ups and downs upon myself. That doesn’t stop me from being who I am! I am child of God! Yes I may go through some set backs, discouragement, anxiety, despair, depression, feeling lost. Dude it is hard. At least my heart is still kicking in my chest! The devil hasn’t destroy me or killed me if he wanted to. God says. No no not today. Just like told the devil when he was tested Job, God says “you can do whatever you want with him. But you can’t take his life! I know my God is merciful, good father! He does care about us. Yes I may go through tough situations or season what people say. I may think a lot negative thoughts trying to give up my relationship with God and Jesus Christ! Nope that ain’t happening brother. Yes I may go through heartbreaking. Depression, anxiety, fear, doubts and also death. I ain’t fearing anything of that, because I know my God is still sitting on the throne and he’s taking care of me and everybody that I am praying for. That’s gotta be something that I am thankful for! Yes I am thankful I almost ended my relationship with the girl the loved. She believed in God. I believe we have strong bondage in our faith and believe in Jesus Christ! I am so grateful that I am still holding my head up and thanking God today he’s still looking down on me and telling me that he loves me!! I may not be perfect enough I know Jesus Christ is perfect who have died on the cross for you and everyone else he cares about you and me to save us from suffering. We don’t deserve his mercy or grace, or his forgiveness or his salvation. We have don’t have to earn it! The bottom line is it’s a free gift because he loves you and me too brothers and sister! Love you guys and God bless be somebody’s light! Because Jesus is the light of the world!
I remember working years ago and a young man came to get oatmeal from me. He said "Wish I was somewhere I belong." I always thought he had it all together and everything was good for him in his life. Im white and he was black. He had a wife and children. People envy that. But he was still feeling lost. I never forgot that. ❤ People suffer inside. But never show it.
I ve running away from God, I feel not worth of Him ans everything He has done to me. But Jesus has never give up on me, and here I am, falling in love with him like never❤ ❤❤❤❤I have a lot to learn but I know I will always choose Him because He do it first, He love me
I can't believe im hearing this bc i just said to myself this past week that I would like to run away bit ding know where . I have a broken heart so bad. Everybody has left me. Family and all. i feel lost shd i know i need Jesus to be closer. I also feel like I'm nkt moving fast enough . I got to give it all to him and feel blessed ahd know that this loneliness is bx God wanted me to know that hes the only one i need period . Im learning that too. God bless anyone who feels lost just know that putting God first will change everything tiu feel now to joy
A few months ago, I was everything that this video is. I was beginning to wonder why I was even here. Broken marriages, lost and broken friendships, lost family, passed over job opportunities. A long list, like many of you. I had all but died inside. Not being a quitter, I ask the Lord to put me back onto the potters wheel and remold me, heal me, bring me back to life. I gave Him my yes to do whatever He needed to do to make me what He had planned for me to be. The process was painful. Many tears, lots of anguish, doubt, and fear. Today I have peace and joy that I have never had before in my life. I have hope for a life fulfilled. The scriptures tell us that God promises to heal and restore us. God is a gentleman. He has given all of us free will. Unless we go to Him first and surrender that free will to Him, there is only so much He can do. He is held back if you hold back from him. God loves you more than any of us can comprehend. You are the only one who can surrender yourself to Him so He can do His best work. You will not regret it.
I feel alone, lost most of my friends, dealing with bad mental health while trying to help others , no one knows what I have been through but I know God can help and is helping
Me too, you’re not alone in that. Except I truly lost everybody, im all alone and I don’t see myself being happy ever again like I used to. I envy Seeing my friends enjoy themselves especially without me which I know is bad. I even lost my family that isn’t a family anymore. I hope it gets better for you truly
OMG,I feel you, I feel like I've wasted my whole life, everyone that I ever loved has passed away that's including my daughter my husband my mom my dad and lots of other relatives, and yet I'm still here, don't know why I'm still here, but I know Lord that you have a reason that I'm still here, so please help me do what you want me to do while I am here, How often think of running away myself, going to a place that no one else can go to, and I don't have to worry I don't have to think I don't have to use my judgment on things I don't have to do anything, yes I do think of these things, but I know God's got Me, and he's got you too thank you for this video, so many times I have wished I could relive my childhood, because when you're a child, you have not a worry in the world, and if you get hard you get a boo boo on your leg, who's there, my mama that's who's there, and mama can always make me feel better, when I became an adult, and I experienced my first heartache, I still run to Mama, when I lost my beautiful daughter, I ran to my mama, but she's not here no more, so now I'll talk to God more 🫶🙏✌️
I always feel empty inside and lost, I feel like a mess but I’m so thankful for my faith. Thanks for your videos you’re helping a lot of people to find their inner strength, God bless!
Four years of homelessness and it’s getting to me. I keep trying to have faith when things feel so hopeless. And I keep going and going, when all I wanna do is die.
Bro I really love you . Thank you for this video. I just prayed crying out to God and clicked on this video and this is what I needed so first Thank you Jesus ❤. Second thank you brother really thank you
I'm a trade school rn. And constantly all the time for years and years I've been struggling a lot mentally. And nobody notices besides when I sit alone at times or hide away. I'm hurting a lot internally and I'm honestly not sure why so much for a long time. Why I allow myself this pain. Why I keep going through same mistakes and same hopeless patterns and same losing faith and hope in every area I want to give up my life. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Idk why I can't seem to have courage and be like other people and want girls and have a nice sexual filled loving life. Idk why I can't smile sometimes and on those days I can't I try to but I feel like dying in the inside. Idk why sometimes I have to find a reason to want to be the best me but I feel I'm failing so much. Idk why I feel so unloved and so judgemental and hurtful towards myself and others. Why I have to hate myself for things I didn't even do towards myself. I don't understand why I hate everything about myself all the time but still find a reason to be happy and be myself. Idk why I have to be the way or person I am but it's something I love at times as well as something I hate. But I hope it gets better. I'm not unlovable, I'm not a asshole, I'm not a worthless person who wants to kill himself, I'm none of these things but all the time I feel I deserve all of these and more.
Bro this past month, got me feeling like this every single day. I don't even know what to say anymore. Its the same thing, same loop. I've been struggling to see him, I felt as if I haven't had a real moment with him, it creates that doubt, but I haven't given up yet.
Exactly this. I feel alone, lost, forgotten. I just want a win. I want someone to love me like I love them. I will be alone all my life. I love you Mandy. I wish you loved me
I am so tired of living in this endless cycle of pain. My dad the most damage any man could ever done to any child. He could've had any other woman out there. Anyone else why did he have to touch me in ways no child EVER SHOULD be touched. Why at 42 I still feel violated and lost and even with God blessing me with a good man, patient, loving and the kindest soul I ever met I can't feel whole cause I don't even feel I live in this body, like all I deserve here is to continue to disassociate from my body to just go through the motions of life. I feel dead inside. I don't know how to deal with this anymore. I JUST WANT TO STOP HURTING.
@lightingupallthisdarkness Thank you for your encouraging words, dealing with depression have been a daily struggle the only thing holding me here is my cats and the man I vowed to stand by until I die. I do believe in God but my faith honestly most of the time is like a deserts shifting sand
Honestly I understand what you mean a lot has happened to me and I've done a lot of things that im not proud of and i try to talk to god and what hes showing me is that i need to be patient in my prayer and that hes doing all of this for a reason to push us to where we need to be and that he is here but we have to be patient for when he is ready trust me i understand wanting the pain to end i was going to end it but god said no that he is here just wait until he comes to you and shows you until then have blind faith i believe everything happens for a reason like me see this just have blind faith all you need is a mustered seed of faith and work up from there
Proverbs chapter 3verses 5.6.7 8 kjv bible paper bible computers change words teach this to ALL generations IN CHRIST JESUS AMEN LOVE FAITH HOPE FORGIVENES JOY GOD JESUS AMEN 🙏
So many people feel the same way.... I'm one of them...All part of this brotherhood of Pain and Suffering...Then I remember this quote and somehow make me smile : " It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. " from Jiddu Krishnamurti.
The whole video hit but it hit even the more when you talked about the kids. I feel like I am not stable enough to take care of them do to all my emotions. This video speaks a lot of volume to me thanks for keeping it real and authentic you say what I feel and can't say unless it's written down on paper.
After my first wife i got lost i raised my kids then tried to fix where i thought i messed up and fixing everyone. Now the kid i raised thinks i failed him because i tried to fix everything. At the end of the day there mom was my right hand and my support.
Bro you must be living in my head and heart. But I feel you. And I couldn’t agree with you more. We need to constantly remind each other. I love you goes a long way!!!
thank you. this isn't an accident but God rly talks to me rn. im from Philippines 🇵🇭 and i just wanna say, we can rest in God's presence but we shouldn't give up. pwedeng magpahinga pero walang susuko!
I'm Struggling with Lust, I went back to it June 1st 2024, all It did was, destroy me, I feel SO MUCH CONDEMNATION. It hit harder every sin. Pray for me, I feel lost, this Lust does not fulfill me, im 12, been sinning every day, for since u was seeking christ, this has been an ongoing battle for months with:Pride, unrighteous judgment, controlling my tounge,(as in inappropriate jokes) and temptations every day from those sins and daily temptations from lust, pray for me, my name is jaziel, im going to keep praying, and fighting and not giving up, STAY BLESSED.
Lust is a hard one. The whole world is against us on that. Keep fighting. When you mess up, and feel bad, That's good thing. If you sin and don't feel bad, then you got problems
I’ve been going through a lot of stuff lately but I come to god and prayer I feel so empty and lonely cuz I lost a lot my mom my grandparents and my little sister life has been really rough lately I also live with a TBI but I know god has purpose for me I just don’t know what it is 😢
Got a TBI too now for 7 years. I feel lost in everything and lonely even with everyone around. I pray for you. Everything is confusing, but I guess that's where hope comes in. Your not alone. Keep going
Thank you so much for this. You’re speaking to my heart. I literally said I want to just run yesterday, but there’s no where to go.. I know I need to be here. But it’s so hard.
Bro I'm not going to lie I was sitting here smoking a blunt I was on bandlab earlier making some beats you know I've been working on a lot of music lately aiming towards God you know like trying to get to know you more and live through him more and I do smoke a lot of weed and I'm not going to lie I probably won't stop until he says hey you know it's time you know he'll let me know when I need to stop but this video bro really helped me tonight you just don't even know I appreciate you for this and everything you're doing I'm binging on your videos tonight so thank you again bro for what you're doing God bless be well
I personally want to thank you for these videos and for sharing your pain and your victories with us. You are such an amazing person. I love your character and your drive to be the best version of yourself. Its like we share the same heart but have two different bodies. Thank you
thanks man, i really needed this. I have been struggeling alot these last few weeks and im exausted. Really needed this. this inspires me to drive somewhere where i can sit alone in the nature God gave us and just talk to him. just him and i.
Im so sorrounded by my failures, i cant breathe. I feel lost and hurt and lost. I want to be okay. Ive likely lowt my best friend because of my actions, me not being able to meet because it takes everything in me to just stay awake, i have not told her. So i likely will lose her. Ive resigned from my work. Im struggling so badly, i cant breathe. I should be so grateful, but im lost and scared.😢😢😢
Hey GOD IM FEELING LET DOWN AND LIED TO BY YOU ! I hate my life all the tests ! I pass them and it’s just another test when do I get to have a life ? I’m not stepping on others heads to get ahead I’m holding out a helping hand ? More than I can say about you ! I’m tired GOD AND I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE DIRT NAP NOW ! I’m 41 years old have a heart full of love just not for this world or living in it ! GOD YOUR TIMING SUCKS IT MAKES OUT TO BE A LIAR !
Early sleeps, minimalist bachelor upgrades, birthday cakes/ comfort food+ when you feeling it but exercise to convert to muscle kinda. Just lovely friends/ people, boundaries with people who disrespectful. Safe spaces and your ideal use of your time. Durian rider on yt gave clarity helped redirect when family / friends/world couldn’t see. U dress well the world treat u better- the gym guy had good set up shorts+ tee and fancy dress shirt been good ideal daily outfit. Mainly early bedtimes and check in on bible like you’d check for directions on google maps helps
whats wrost is dealing with suacide depression and lifes kicks trying to hold on for my grand kids but ever since my brother got given parents home him and hes girl have discraced are parents i know for a fact they would cry over how he let her destroy this home with was rebuilt for god sorry people
I have nowhere to share my story on and i feel like this is the only place where i can express what i truly feel. Because as a man u can't tell other's you have a problem. They will assume you're weak. But maybe i really am weak.i have a decent life. I have a happy family. I have good friends. Good life. But i really can't understand why i have an empty void in my heart. Im trying my best to do my best for God because i love God. But why is it that it seems im staying further away from God. I have friends but why do i feel unwanted and alone. I am am surrounded by family and friends but i still feel alonewhy do i always lose in life why is life like this.
I'm doing good but i hope the best for you. You will always find your answer through life it's your life do what makes you happy i know you will find the right answer you're looking for i know life can be hard sometimes i don't got much to say but life is life it's here on earth you have fun it's here on earth you get family it's here on earth you find peace it's here on earth you get dreams it's here on earth you have feelings
this is me right now especially since my kids mom decided back on the 15th she didn't love me anymore n wanted to co parent n she's already planning dates 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i don't know what to do because to me she's the love of my life
I'm drowning in quick sand I've lost everything and everyone I've tried too many time's to better myself and fix everything and as soon as I am doing good someone in my life kicks me back and purposely tears me down again I am soooo tired ,it hurts tooo much I god honestly don't want to be here anymore..I've even told everyone that I just would be better off dead and they show their true self because they don't stop to listen or help some of them even tell me im not allowed to FEEL and I don't matter and too suck it up... I don't want to be here anymore people don't get it ... I'M SO SERIOUS !! 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 I know I won't be missed .. and I know this says Steve Magaudda but this is Rebecca I'm just using his tablet..
Hey God it's me again I have a question for you. Why did you bring me the perfect girl for me or at least the one I felt like was the one for me then rip her from my arms slowly but surely? I really love her God I saw an entire future with her. God if you are still working in my life show me that there is something else in life I'm supposed to do. Show me my flaws. Show me if she was the right one for me God. God please I can't deal with my mind and this depression.
It's a hard road! But I'm never giving up. I have my boys my girl and my family. But why does it hurt so much!? Its a speed bump and I'm never giving up.😢😂😅
I'm struggling to stay here too. And I'm running out of reasons to stay. I have lost everyone I love and I mean everyone. And facing a divorce that I don't want, but did cause. So I don't know what to do. I guess I am asking for prayer. I need it more now then I ever have.
I'm praying with you and for you. May God be your strength and comfort in this season. Reach out to Him and release everything that's in your heart and mind. He can handle it💪🏾🙏🏾
can I give you a hug from here?
John I love you brother. It’s in the struggle when the Lord does his best work. Just be ready. Because you have already been forgiven and great blessings are being prepared for your life.
Praying 4 u. Please pray 4 me to!😭😭😭🙏🙏
As for me I’m struggling here to I can’t get rid of my past problems thats keep coming bk n nagging thing I can’t afford or do n it’s hard for me to say NO but I know I need to so I’m asking for prayers n guidance
God I need you more than ever
Thank u
I'm a 62 yr old woman living in a car for almost two months. I'm just tired. Im tired of trying, of failing, of losing everyone in my life that ever meant anything. I have no one i could die tonight and no one would know, God only knows for how long. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to wake up crying and go to sleep crying. I don't want to feel that sick knotted feeling in my stomach because i don't know what im going to do or if I'm going to get through this. I'm just so tired.
I pray for you I promise ! That’s so hurtful but don’t worry because god is with you that the most important thing! I hope it will work out for you in the future!💗 take care of yourself
I’m so sorry for what you’re going through……..my heart breaks for you. The Lord hears your cries, hold on change will come. I don’t know what how difficult & depressing, cold or hot it is to have to live in a car - I can’t begin to imagine. I do understand what it’s like to feel so alone that you feel like you have no worth…but God is there for you, He knows how alone you feel. I know you’re tired, exhausted & you want to give up but please don’t. I care about you & I have prayed for you & I’m making a commitment to you right now to continue to pray for you, I will not forget you. Sending you much love from Australia from your sister in Christ 💞Cathy (55yrs old) 🙏🏼🌺🌼
I may feel lost and drained out. I may have cause some ups and downs upon myself. That doesn’t stop me from being who I am! I am child of God! Yes I may go through some set backs, discouragement, anxiety, despair, depression, feeling lost. Dude it is hard. At least my heart is still kicking in my chest! The devil hasn’t destroy me or killed me if he wanted to. God says. No no not today. Just like told the devil when he was tested Job, God says “you can do whatever you want with him. But you can’t take his life!
I know my God is merciful, good father! He does care about us. Yes I may go through tough situations or season what people say. I may think a lot negative thoughts trying to give up my relationship with God and Jesus Christ! Nope that ain’t happening brother. Yes I may go through heartbreaking. Depression, anxiety, fear, doubts and also death. I ain’t fearing anything of that, because I know my God is still sitting on the throne and he’s taking care of me and everybody that I am praying for. That’s gotta be something that I am thankful for!
Yes I am thankful I almost ended my relationship with the girl the loved. She believed in God.
I believe we have strong bondage in our faith and believe in Jesus Christ!
I am so grateful that I am still holding my head up and thanking God today he’s still looking down on me and telling me that he loves me!!
I may not be perfect enough I know Jesus Christ is perfect who have died on the cross for you and everyone else he cares about you and me to save us from suffering. We don’t deserve his mercy or grace, or his forgiveness or his salvation. We have don’t have to earn it! The bottom line is it’s a free gift because he loves you and me too brothers and sister! Love you guys and God bless be somebody’s light! Because Jesus is the light of the world!
I remember working years ago and a young man came to get oatmeal from me. He said "Wish I was somewhere I belong." I always thought he had it all together and everything was good for him in his life. Im white and he was black. He had a wife and children. People envy that. But he was still feeling lost. I never forgot that. ❤ People suffer inside. But never show it.
I ve running away from God, I feel not worth of Him ans everything He has done to me. But Jesus has never give up on me, and here I am, falling in love with him like never❤ ❤❤❤❤I have a lot to learn but I know I will always choose Him because He do it first, He love me
I can't believe im hearing this bc i just said to myself this past week that I would like to run away bit ding know where . I have a broken heart so bad. Everybody has left me. Family and all. i feel lost shd i know i need Jesus to be closer. I also feel like I'm nkt moving fast enough . I got to give it all to him and feel blessed ahd know that this loneliness is bx God wanted me to know that hes the only one i need period . Im learning that too. God bless anyone who feels lost just know that putting God first will change everything tiu feel now to joy
I really needed to hear this my life is not good right now lord 🙏🏽😢
I feel this soo hard
A few months ago, I was everything that this video is. I was beginning to wonder why I was even here. Broken marriages, lost and broken friendships, lost family, passed over job opportunities. A long list, like many of you. I had all but died inside. Not being a quitter, I ask the Lord to put me back onto the potters wheel and remold me, heal me, bring me back to life. I gave Him my yes to do whatever He needed to do to make me what He had planned for me to be. The process was painful. Many tears, lots of anguish, doubt, and fear. Today I have peace and joy that I have never had before in my life. I have hope for a life fulfilled. The scriptures tell us that God promises to heal and restore us. God is a gentleman. He has given all of us free will. Unless we go to Him first and surrender that free will to Him, there is only so much He can do. He is held back if you hold back from him. God loves you more than any of us can comprehend. You are the only one who can surrender yourself to Him so He can do His best work. You will not regret it.
I feel alone, lost most of my friends, dealing with bad mental health while trying to help others , no one knows what I have been through but I know God can help and is helping
Me too, you’re not alone in that. Except I truly lost everybody, im all alone and I don’t see myself being happy ever again like I used to. I envy Seeing my friends enjoy themselves especially without me which I know is bad. I even lost my family that isn’t a family anymore. I hope it gets better for you truly
@@Fkfifingtk Thanks you too
Me to ❤✝️
This video will save a few lives 🥺 Thank you. ❤🙏
I lost the love of my life 7 months ago an I don't know were I belong anymore she was my angel 😭 I can't do this without her anymore
It will be ok ❤ Jesus loves you :)
If there were words for how I am feeling right now, this is exactly how I feel.
I feel lost everyday even though I have been going to church since I was young
OMG,I feel you, I feel like I've wasted my whole life, everyone that I ever loved has passed away that's including my daughter my husband my mom my dad and lots of other relatives, and yet I'm still here, don't know why I'm still here, but I know Lord that you have a reason that I'm still here, so please help me do what you want me to do while I am here,
How often think of running away myself, going to a place that no one else can go to, and I don't have to worry I don't have to think I don't have to use my judgment on things I don't have to do anything, yes I do think of these things, but I know God's got Me, and he's got you too thank you for this video, so many times I have wished I could relive my childhood, because when you're a child, you have not a worry in the world, and if you get hard you get a boo boo on your leg, who's there, my mama that's who's there, and mama can always make me feel better, when I became an adult, and I experienced my first heartache, I still run to Mama, when I lost my beautiful daughter, I ran to my mama, but she's not here no more, so now I'll talk to God more 🫶🙏✌️
I really needed to hear this Message🙏🏾 one thing for sure I WONT GIVE UP !
Felt every word 😢
I always feel empty inside and lost, I feel like a mess but I’m so thankful for my faith.
Thanks for your videos you’re helping a lot of people to find their inner strength, God bless!
Four years of homelessness and it’s getting to me. I keep trying to have faith when things feel so hopeless. And I keep going and going, when all I wanna do is die.
Me too 👏🏾
Bro I really love you . Thank you for this video. I just prayed crying out to God and clicked on this video and this is what I needed so first Thank you Jesus ❤. Second thank you brother really thank you
Everything is failing Lord save my situation please
I'm a trade school rn. And constantly all the time for years and years I've been struggling a lot mentally. And nobody notices besides when I sit alone at times or hide away. I'm hurting a lot internally and I'm honestly not sure why so much for a long time. Why I allow myself this pain. Why I keep going through same mistakes and same hopeless patterns and same losing faith and hope in every area I want to give up my life. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Idk why I can't seem to have courage and be like other people and want girls and have a nice sexual filled loving life. Idk why I can't smile sometimes and on those days I can't I try to but I feel like dying in the inside. Idk why sometimes I have to find a reason to want to be the best me but I feel I'm failing so much. Idk why I feel so unloved and so judgemental and hurtful towards myself and others. Why I have to hate myself for things I didn't even do towards myself. I don't understand why I hate everything about myself all the time but still find a reason to be happy and be myself. Idk why I have to be the way or person I am but it's something I love at times as well as something I hate. But I hope it gets better. I'm not unlovable, I'm not a asshole, I'm not a worthless person who wants to kill himself, I'm none of these things but all the time I feel I deserve all of these and more.
Bro this past month, got me feeling like this every single day. I don't even know what to say anymore. Its the same thing, same loop. I've been struggling to see him, I felt as if I haven't had a real moment with him, it creates that doubt, but I haven't given up yet.
My daily prayer has been, “God fill me up” because I feel so empty. It’s painful yet numbing.
Exactly this. I feel alone, lost, forgotten. I just want a win. I want someone to love me like I love them. I will be alone all my life.
I love you Mandy. I wish you loved me
Hello my brother god bless you ! So much needed you are a true blessing to remind us these things about life .LOVE & LIGHT TO YOU.
I am so tired of living in this endless cycle of pain. My dad the most damage any man could ever done to any child. He could've had any other woman out there. Anyone else why did he have to touch me in ways no child EVER SHOULD be touched. Why at 42 I still feel violated and lost and even with God blessing me with a good man, patient, loving and the kindest soul I ever met I can't feel whole cause I don't even feel I live in this body, like all I deserve here is to continue to disassociate from my body to just go through the motions of life. I feel dead inside. I don't know how to deal with this anymore. I JUST WANT TO STOP HURTING.
@lightingupallthisdarkness Thank you for your encouraging words, dealing with depression have been a daily struggle the only thing holding me here is my cats and the man I vowed to stand by until I die. I do believe in God but my faith honestly most of the time is like a deserts shifting sand
Honestly I understand what you mean a lot has happened to me and I've done a lot of things that im not proud of and i try to talk to god and what hes showing me is that i need to be patient in my prayer and that hes doing all of this for a reason to push us to where we need to be and that he is here but we have to be patient for when he is ready trust me i understand wanting the pain to end i was going to end it but god said no that he is here just wait until he comes to you and shows you until then have blind faith i believe everything happens for a reason like me see this just have blind faith all you need is a mustered seed of faith and work up from there
Man you took the words right out of my mind and said them for me 😢
Thank you god you hear me 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Proverbs chapter 3verses 5.6.7 8 kjv bible paper bible computers change words teach this to ALL generations IN CHRIST JESUS AMEN LOVE FAITH HOPE FORGIVENES JOY GOD JESUS AMEN 🙏
Thank you for your beautiful words. I really needed to hear this.
I need to find myself. I need you God.
Jesus love you 🎉
So many people feel the same way.... I'm one of them...All part of this brotherhood of Pain and Suffering...Then I remember this quote and somehow make me smile : " It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. " from Jiddu Krishnamurti.
Oh man I’m feel this right now.
Thanks man, I really needed to hear this👍🤝
Thank you.
Thank you Jonathan for being that vessel that God wanted me to hear.
The whole video hit but it hit even the more when you talked about the kids. I feel like I am not stable enough to take care of them do to all my emotions. This video speaks a lot of volume to me thanks for keeping it real and authentic you say what I feel and can't say unless it's written down on paper.
Thanks for this message tonight I feel like I talked to or listen to a friend.... and I appreciate that. God bless you bro Grace and Peace...
Perfect timing 😭😭😭 yelling loudly but with no noise in the shower today because I have 8 housemates but it hurts, thank you brother🙏
After my first wife i got lost i raised my kids then tried to fix where i thought i messed up and fixing everyone. Now the kid i raised thinks i failed him because i tried to fix everything. At the end of the day there mom was my right hand and my support.
Bro you must be living in my head and heart. But I feel you. And I couldn’t agree with you more. We need to constantly remind each other. I love you goes a long way!!!
AMEN 🙏🏽🙌🏽 BROTHA!!
I'm praying for all of you. Keep the faith 🙏
Man thank you for making this video. I will focus on the good things I’m grateful for
thank you. this isn't an accident but God rly talks to me rn. im from Philippines 🇵🇭 and i just wanna say, we can rest in God's presence but we shouldn't give up.
pwedeng magpahinga pero walang susuko!
Hey JB!! Thanks for sharing another powerful, beautiful, and awesome message!!!
Thank you for that, my brother.. may god bless you.
Grateful for you brother. Thanks for being there for us all. Keep making these videos they help me alot.
Thanks for good message
I'm Struggling with Lust, I went back to it June 1st 2024, all
It did was, destroy me, I feel SO MUCH CONDEMNATION. It hit harder every sin. Pray for me, I feel lost, this Lust does not fulfill me, im 12, been sinning every day, for since u was seeking christ, this has been an ongoing battle for months with:Pride, unrighteous judgment, controlling my tounge,(as in inappropriate jokes) and temptations every day from those sins and daily temptations from lust, pray for me, my name is jaziel, im going to keep praying, and fighting and not giving up, STAY BLESSED.
God is God to set you free he knows your heart
Lust is a hard one. The whole world is against us on that. Keep fighting. When you mess up, and feel bad, That's good thing. If you sin and don't feel bad, then you got problems
I’ve been going through a lot of stuff lately but I come to god and prayer I feel so empty and lonely cuz I lost a lot my mom my grandparents and my little sister life has been really rough lately I also live with a TBI but I know god has purpose for me I just don’t know what it is 😢
Got a TBI too now for 7 years. I feel lost in everything and lonely even with everyone around. I pray for you. Everything is confusing, but I guess that's where hope comes in.
Your not alone. Keep going
you said everything i needed to hear bro, thank you, i hope you have a great day.
we need more of these....
Brotha, God Bless Youuuuuuu
Thank you for learning men to speak, you are a inspiration. Keep up the good work, i see good things coming to you.
All I can say is thanks ❤I thought I was the only one
I’m struggling it’s the holidays and I wished I had a partner to live out my days !
Thank you brother.. I needed this ❤
Dios soy yo otra vez , estoy muy triste!
Thank you so much for this. You’re speaking to my heart. I literally said I want to just run yesterday, but there’s no where to go.. I know I need to be here. But it’s so hard.
Ohhhhh boy !!!! I’ve said that EXACT same thing multiple times in my life !!!!! Wow 😯
Bro I'm not going to lie I was sitting here smoking a blunt I was on bandlab earlier making some beats you know I've been working on a lot of music lately aiming towards God you know like trying to get to know you more and live through him more and I do smoke a lot of weed and I'm not going to lie I probably won't stop until he says hey you know it's time you know he'll let me know when I need to stop but this video bro really helped me tonight you just don't even know I appreciate you for this and everything you're doing I'm binging on your videos tonight so thank you again bro for what you're doing God bless be well
I personally want to thank you for these videos and for sharing your pain and your victories with us. You are such an amazing person. I love your character and your drive to be the best version of yourself. Its like we share the same heart but have two different bodies. Thank you
thanks man, i really needed this. I have been struggeling alot these last few weeks and im exausted. Really needed this. this inspires me to drive somewhere where i can sit alone in the nature God gave us and just talk to him. just him and i.
😢❤❤❤❤ Thankyouu for this videoo 🥺
You got a grown man crying in the office bathroom cause all of this hits me at once…damn
I'm struggling god please hear my cry I don't know wether I should scream or cry or go crazy
❤❤❤I got u my son ❤❤one love stay up ❤❤
Im so sorrounded by my failures, i cant breathe. I feel lost and hurt and lost. I want to be okay. Ive likely lowt my best friend because of my actions, me not being able to meet because it takes everything in me to just stay awake, i have not told her. So i likely will lose her. Ive resigned from my work. Im struggling so badly, i cant breathe. I should be so grateful, but im lost and scared.😢😢😢
Hey GOD IM FEELING LET DOWN AND LIED TO BY YOU ! I hate my life all the tests ! I pass them and it’s just another test when do I get to have a life ? I’m not stepping on others heads to get ahead I’m holding out a helping hand ? More than I can say about you ! I’m tired GOD AND I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE DIRT NAP NOW ! I’m 41 years old have a heart full of love just not for this world or living in it ! GOD YOUR TIMING SUCKS IT MAKES OUT TO BE A LIAR !
I thank God for you Jonathan
Thanks for this 😔😔😔😔
thank you, man
3:33 is the best thing he said.
Early sleeps, minimalist bachelor upgrades, birthday cakes/ comfort food+ when you feeling it but exercise to convert to muscle kinda. Just lovely friends/ people, boundaries with people who disrespectful. Safe spaces and your ideal use of your time. Durian rider on yt gave clarity helped redirect when family / friends/world couldn’t see. U dress well the world treat u better- the gym guy had good set up shorts+ tee and fancy dress shirt been good ideal daily outfit. Mainly early bedtimes and check in on bible like you’d check for directions on google maps helps
Your time is coming. I feel it. You woke me up.
Keep on encouraging me JB..coz am passing alot hard staff
whats wrost is dealing with suacide depression and lifes kicks trying to hold on for my grand kids but ever since my brother got given parents home him and hes girl have discraced are parents i know for a fact they would cry over how he let her destroy this home with was rebuilt for god sorry people
Made me cry.
I have nowhere to share my story on and i feel like this is the only place where i can express what i truly feel. Because as a man u can't tell other's you have a problem. They will assume you're weak. But maybe i really am weak.i have a decent life. I have a happy family. I have good friends. Good life. But i really can't understand why i have an empty void in my heart. Im trying my best to do my best for God because i love God. But why is it that it seems im staying further away from God.
I have friends but why do i feel unwanted and alone. I am am surrounded by family and friends but i still feel alonewhy do i always lose in life why is life like this.
Real stay real bro. Heads that say low, seem to stay up. Love it Brother. Keep it up.
Thanks champ
We gotta lose ourselves. To find our purpose.
I'm doing good but i hope the best for you. You will always find your answer through life it's your life do what makes you happy i know you will find the right answer you're looking for i know life can be hard sometimes i don't got much to say but life is life it's here on earth you have fun it's here on earth you get family it's here on earth you find peace it's here on earth you get dreams it's here on earth you have feelings
If it makes anyone feel any better, God hasn’t rest since sin came into the world and he won’t rest until we have all received justice.
You just thst how I fell living just to live
this is me right now especially since my kids mom decided back on the 15th she didn't love me anymore n wanted to co parent n she's already planning dates 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i don't know what to do because to me she's the love of my life
I'm drowning in quick sand I've lost everything and everyone I've tried too many time's to better myself and fix everything and as soon as I am doing good someone in my life kicks me back and purposely tears me down again I am soooo tired ,it hurts tooo much I god honestly don't want to be here anymore..I've even told everyone that I just would be better off dead and they show their true self because they don't stop to listen or help some of them even tell me im not allowed to FEEL and I don't matter and too suck it up... I don't want to be here anymore people don't get it ... I'M SO SERIOUS !! 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 I know I won't be missed .. and I know this says Steve Magaudda but this is Rebecca I'm just using his tablet..
Hey God it's me again I have a question for you. Why did you bring me the perfect girl for me or at least the one I felt like was the one for me then rip her from my arms slowly but surely? I really love her God I saw an entire future with her. God if you are still working in my life show me that there is something else in life I'm supposed to do. Show me my flaws. Show me if she was the right one for me God. God please I can't deal with my mind and this depression.
JESUS IS LORD!!!
I need so much help today thank you
It's a hard road! But I'm never giving up. I have my boys my girl and my family. But why does it hurt so much!? Its a speed bump and I'm never giving up.😢😂😅
This was Fire bro !!!
Very powerful
How do I support this channel
Really, this is it
Just lost my baby girl. She was 29 an had 3 young babies. Yeah struggling.
I'm struggling 😪