Viral Schizophrenia Video
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- Опубліковано 9 кві 2021
- My name is Kody Green, and I have schizophrenia. I have a Reolink camera in my home office so I can record myself while having auditory and visual hallucinations. I am a schizophrenic motivational speaker, and mental health advocate! Kodygreen.com.
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Telling your hallucination to sit on your couch so that its in frame of your cameras is honestly such an interesting interaction.
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I sound like this when my cat has his face in my food when I’m eating something then runs away! So if no one sees my cat they think this is my problem? Really?!
Reminds me of Lucid dreaming somehow
@@uncertaintytoworldpeace3650 I have ADHD. If I didn’t read or missed what this shorts was about, with the general background noise he looked as if very well could have been speaking to a real person with the way he casually said what’s up and a real person just waved and decided not to bother him because he was busy working.
Talking to yourself isn’t as weird when you have ADHD and trouble multitasking and have to say out loud what you did and didn’t do if it’s rational and you’re productive.
Bro is self aware
The worst part is sometimes it isn't as pleasant as this. Sometimes they are vicious and loud. They can talk over you and you can't mute them.
@@nicholasvanlierde2546”bro just chill out” 💀
@@nicholasvanlierde2546and your expectation would be correct
@@nicholasvanlierde2546with schizophrenia the brain is actually damaged and malfunctioning. Relaxing or calming down might help but it might not. Schizophrenia is not like ptsd.
@@nicholasvanlierde2546 no sir schizophrenia is a serious thing. It can flip your dopamine receptors backwards and that's what causes the voices to trigger. That's why antipsychotics block your dopamine receptors.
@@nicholasvanlierde2546 it is worth mentioning though that your dopamine receptors are influenced by every emotion not just the good or the bad but both. It doesn't matter how you interact with it, interacting with it only makes it worse. Trying to drown it out only makes it worse. Trying to keep focused on something else only makes it worse. The only comparison between schizophrenia and PTSD is that they are both triggered by trauma and occasionally with PTSD you can hallucinate because of the extreme amounts of dopamine you head had going through it during trauma.
PTSD can cause schizophrenia, however they are very different mental illnesses and the fact that you had the audacity to claim you know anything more than the next guy about schizophrenia when you yourself clearly haven't actually spoken about this with someone who has had experience dealing with schizophrenia.
Man if a hallucination pull up to my room I’m boxing got me fucked up
I think you meant air boxing. Then you really gone look crazy
Do NOT set cameras then, better not catch yourself in 4k getting beat down by air
@@flyingfetus4364 I would win
If they can make imaginary noise they can catch my imaginary hands technique
@@Ariez410 as funny as this comment is, you probably should rethink using the word “crazy” in the comments of a schizophrenic person’s video 😅
Shizophrenia is such an interestingly terrifying illness. The fact that you not only SEE the hallucinations but also HEAR them is quite insane
I have sleep paralysis and that's probably the closest thing to what I could imagine this is. I'll be wide awake, frozen and hear people walking around my bed, mumbling, and whispering. I'll look up and see silhouettes of people against whatever light is in the room. While it's occurring, you feel like you're about to be murdered in a home invasion. Absolutely terrifying experience. Heart rate goes out of control and you can barely breathe due to the fear.
sometimes feel
@@Brend.0I usually say Jesus or yeshua in my mind and I think my faith in the power of his name defeats my mind in the moment, or the name really does hold great power and sleep paralysis is a demonic occurrence? Either or, Jesus’s name works for me
@@Brend.0do you sleep on your back ?
@@artesiak3194 no, but sometimes I roll onto my back and it happens
That's a smart as hell thing to do, to set up cameras to double check if what you see is real
Yeah but if you’re talking to your mom you won’t think to check the cameras to see if it’s real
@@Babooshka47 it's not like that
How I realized my voices weren’t real I would record my environment with my headphones and listen back to the recording and it was silent.
Just take a picture
Man is there a movie like this
Like ig the scariest stuff for me is schizophrenia
Like imagine you not able to believe on your own senses
I once saw a clip on r/EyeBlech where a schizophrenic guy thinks there are camera planted in his eyes so he tries to remove them he kind of pinches and like almost destroys the layer of his eye .
Like imagine a horror movie where a guy has schizophrenia and there 's actually ghost or demons in his house
So he is battling with himself if what he sees is real or not
What terrifies me is how they act like people. The hallucination went and sat on the couch when he told it.
That would really fuck me up.!
Exactly. I thought they stood stationary and just stared back at you. Assumed it was easy to ignore until it was literally interacting with him.
Is it possible to get a hallucination to do sexual acts on oneself? I’m legit curious lmao
@@devonwilliams2423no dawg… what..?
@@globsonly420how do we know? Are there scientific studies on this? Maybe he can pleasure himself with his hallucinations. We need to know. SCIENCE NEEDS TO KNOW.
@@devonwilliams2423Not physically... but the mind can imagine anything
My older brother got drug-induced schizophrenia/ psychosis from a bad batch of amphetamines someone sold him when he was 23. He was never the same person again. He was always paranoid, couldn’t hold still, bouncing from one leg to the other, would blurt out random things like he was responding to someone questioning him. Then in 2020 at 26 years old, the day before he was scheduled to be moved from a hospital to a rehab facility to get help, he signed himself out of the hospital, ran to my grandmas house, (because he thought people were after him), just to commit suicide that very night and be found by our mother in the morning. My mom’s phone call still haunts me! That being said, stay strong and keep your head up man! I watched schizophrenia take away the strongest person I knew. Wouldn’t wish that on anybody! Sending good vibes brother 💚
very very similar situation happened to my best friend. he took his life at 22 years old. it’s been 4 years and it still eats me up inside.
I'm so so so sorry 😢
That made me cry because my friend also passed away at 30 same age as me an I'm now 32 I love you all
I'm so sorry
Most schizophrenia that starts around 20s, started because of meth. At least 80%. I've seen way too many people become schizos because of it.
The closest a normal person can get to experiencing schizophrenia;
When you partially wake up from a dream, and your laying down with your eyes open, and can still hear the people from your dream talking to you and when you talk back to them, the sound of your voice fully wakes you up and you instantly realize it was a dream and that you just spoke to no-one.
Nah I think you have schizophrenia
Well that’s crazy I’ve never had that happen
Well that's crazy i don't dream anymore😮
What drugs are you on
What you described just seems like sleep paralysis. And there are a few ways a person could achieve this, but I don't believe it'd ever be wanted.
Man having schizophrenia sounds like an actual nightmare. I feel bad for the people who have to deal with this curse.
It really, truly is. It's like a dream inside a dream inside a dream and so on where you never can tell what's actually happening and what are you dreaming. And it goes on and on and on, without any possibility to actually wake up. It' s a fucking nightmare in a nutshell.
@@WaffleMaffle Perhaps you can get a support dog that will know if there's no one there?
They are real entities. Check out Jerry marzinsky
My grandpa had it
Bro, I didn't know I could be having schizophrenia, I see hallucinations, entities and also hear sounds sometimes
The fact that these hallucinations are so vivid they believe some one is actually there
Schizophrenia is so insane to me like your brain creates entire PEOPLE out of thin air with faces and eyes and noses and ears and arms and legs and hands and fingers and NONE of it is real!
The first and only time I’ve had experience with hallucinations was during a really bad LSD trip. It made me feel really empathetic towards people who deal with schizophrenia after that moment. It’s literally as if the “person” is physically there, sometimes interacting or even having a conversation with you.
I could go on about what actually happened but it’s a long trip story.
But anyways, the brain is an incredible thing. Reality is just what it perceives.
@@thefortniteteller6300when I was really young I remember once seeing very dark shadow people in my room at night time they would walk through the door and and crawl up the bed there was like at least 3 I just covered myself with the blanket and closed my eyes, literally a nightmare.
That’s literally what hallucinations are? Ofc they’re going to look real 🤦🏻
@@mattg1611 you don’t seem to be very bright. Hallucinations don’t necessarily have to be vivid or realistic. Sometimes people hallucinate blurry figures of people rather than actual people for example. Sometimes people hallucinate little colored dots in their vision. The word “hallucinations” doesn’t specifically mean only realistic images of people lmao.
One thing I have heard works great for hallucinations, is get a dog/animal trained to greet anyone that comes in. If the dog doesnt greet, or if you tell your dog go say hi, and it doesnt go to the 'person' you see, now you know it is not in reality.❤
This is actually genius omg.. I hope more people see this & can use this as help ❤️
A couple of things: You can chuck a tennis ball or something at it. If the ball goes right through it, you’ll know it’s not real. You can also use the camera on your phone, if not on your camera then it doesn’t exist.
He has one and has showed her in videos before!
Then the dog looks at the same thing you see .
I damn near cried towards the end. I’m very empathetic but I’m absolutely positive even putting myself in that position, I have no idea how difficult this must be. Very smart way to deal with it checking the camera and the fact you posted the experience shows your maturity. I wish you well and many blessings man🙏🏽
You know its not immature to not post yourself hallucinating either right
@@hithere439I never even insinuated that…
I can't even begin to imagine living like this... never knowing or trusting my own reality.
I suppose logic doesn't work because why is someone in your house
@@JayFolksTheDonlol
@@JayFolksTheDon Because they imagine people they know usually, from his videos I've seen him call hallucinations by name. At least I think it was the creator-
Happened to me once while taking acid and it was the scariest thing
@@CJBrizz😂😂😂
The way he immediately tried to shut it down in frustration. You can tell how draining what he’s going through is. I’m so sorry bro ❤️
Yeah. My sympathies go out to anyone dealing with this.
If you hear real closely you can the women voice saying hey
@@tylerevactbro 😭😭
@@tylerevactthat's not how it works weirdo
@@tylerevact stop it stop it stop it 😭
I remember having a hallucination on a bus, on holiday. It was honestly pretty embarrassing, because I wasn't sure whether anyone else noticed that I was talking to myself or not. I saw one of my friends in the middle of the bus and started talking to them, but I realised that they weren't even in the country with me. Scary stuff.
I remember watching one woman talk about her schizophrenia (tedtalk maybe?) and she was saying one of her clown hallucinations was in the audience at the moment but she wouldn't point out where because if she did and everyone turned to look at it or try to "interact" with it then it would start to blend reality and hallucinations together making it hard for her distinguish them. When you have a clown that stabs your face with a kitchen knife, it makes a lot of sense, and I never thought of it that way.
I honestly never realized how terrifying schizophrenia really is.
Like a haunted house built just for me by... Well me
My dearest friend has it. He’s tried drinking to cope with it but it just makes the delusions worse when he’s withdrawing from alcohol.
He’s going to rehab soon I pray it goes well for him. He once screamed at me over a voice note because he thought I was sat on his couch ignoring him just looking at my phone.
Me too
So the people that see ghosts actually have schizophrenia lol
I can't imagine the terror of not being able to trust my own brain. 💔
My husband has schizophrenia, he once woke up from a night terror and tried to tell me that someone was in the house (there wasn’t) and swept the whole house for an hour, my sister has it too so I did want I would do for her and I made him feel seen and heard and walked behind him to constantly tell him that there was no one following behind him while he walked around, after he felt bad and apologized but I still think about how much he trusted that I was telling the truth that there wasn’t someone behind him, I love him so much 😊
you are amazing for that wow that exists? omgosh
ur amazing
Sounds like you’re just the partner he needs. Keep being wonderful :)
oh god just the fact that you were there as a voice reassurance for him, about no one being there is just what he needed.
You ground him and he trusts you way more than is apparent. ❤
This was like me when I was a hardcore alcoholic and had severe Delirium Tremens when I was withdrawaling. Shit is scary and annoying as hell especially when you're by yourself.
Same brother. DT’s made me realize that schizophrenic hallucinations were real and not fake as I believed prior to being an alcoholic. Seen and heard some crazy stuff. And the nightmares when I was able to finally fall asleep was scary as hell!
tthis just really struck a chord with me. i have severe insomnia and i just recently had a horrible episode of it causing me not to sleep for 6 days straight, i started having hallucinations of people like not even like weird looking just normal people and they wouldnt speak to me at all when i spoke to them they would just walk around or sit somewhere close. my uncle actually had pointed that out to me and i finally realized what was going on. one of the scariest experiences of my life because it was too in my face and real. sleep deprivation apparently can cause audio and visual hallucinations without you even knowing at all, i had to go see a doctor to get medication to put me to sleep but was still seeing things until then so i had to try and ignore whoever and whatever i seen real or not right up until i finally fell asleep. completely fucked my head up in the moment, glad its over now.
Stay strong❤
I often hear phantom noises from anxiety like people calling my name or knocking, I can't imagine having such vivid hallucinations. Even seeing eerie shapes in the corner of my eye sometimes can be overwhelming. It took some real courage to share this video on the internet. I'm positive I don't just speak for myself when I say you've earned my admiration and respect. You're amazing dude 💪
I have the same thing happening to me lately. I have SEVERE social anxiety and a sort of body dysmorphia and sometimes i hear a fast faint whisper that someones calling me a name. I have a lot of paranoia where i think ppl are constantly talkin about me behind my back or judging me. The name calling only happens vry rarely and im nervous to tell my doctor cuz they may put me on 5150 or something lol. If it ever got worse i would get help though
I literally thought it was just me but I can't count how many times especially as a kid I hear some yell for me from down stairs and when I'd ask my mom or dad what they wanted they'd say they never called my name like wtf I got fuckin goosebumps thinking about that's fuckin crazy phantom noises
Stay strong 🫶🏻
Bro I had this a couple of days ago, I was in work and I hear a woman saying my name behind me. My work has many women so I assumed it's co worker but when I turn around there was no one close by, it happened twice the same day. I had this as a child too when i wanted to go to sleep and closed my eyes I hear a whisper in my ear that said my name
i don’t think that’s an anxiety thing, i get it too. there’s a specific name for it but i can’t remember, most common is hearing people say your name when they didn’t actually
I cannot imagine seeing and hearing something all while being able to simultaneously look at your cameras and not see anything. This has to be truly terrifying.
What's truly terrifying is how these kinds of people were treated in the past. Seizures? Devil possession. Seeing things that aren't there? Insane / witch.
@TrevorGarcia-vf6kythis has got to be bait. But I'll bite, do you have any idea about schizophrenia?
@TrevorGarcia-vf6ky So with schizophrenia from what I’ve heard is that while you can see it in person but when you look at a video I Think it tricks your brain into not seeing them anymore since it’s not a drug, but idk it’s just a theory I’ve had
@TrevorGarcia-vf6ky that's actually really interesting, after scrolling through the comments. I found that hallucinations from being under influence is like schizophrenia but haven't commented trying the camera thing except for you so maybe thats just when you take substances. Because I think it completely messes the brain which means you *I think* see it regardless of what you use. Unlike schizophrenia it still acts like a brain, you see that person in your pov but when you see it at a different perspective like say cctv or from your phone. It can't process that information because I think some part of the brain still recognizes that its not real. That's just what I concluded to, I have no extensive knowledge just general.
@TrevorGarcia-vf6ky so guilty until proven innocent?
Who's the real monster now then?
sometimes i imagine what having schizophrenia feels like when a family member passes, even though they’re not there it’s like they still are if u hallucinated them enough
I am not schizophrenic, but due to my ptsd I do suffer from hallucinations, and I have always been happy they are pretty tame. Mostly just small remarks or laughter, spiders, black cats, text notif. Sounds, alarms, classical music, vibrating (like a phone on silent), footstep sounds, people walking by, when I worked customer service I would go to greet customers at the register and then they’d be gone and I’d be saying hi to nobody! I also get phantom touching sometimes. The worst one was the lady in the back of my car, but she’s gone now! I finally put my head rests back on after two years of having them off! It was really bad when I lived in the situation where I got my trauma! When I was little I had a friend who was just a little boy who followed me around but never spoke, and then he would appear when I was at my worst mentally. The best tea party partner! Once I went through a box of pictures from a cabinet under the stairs! The cabinet never existed and neither did the box lol. Was really confused when I went to show it to my mom and it wasn’t there. I had a phase with a baby crying sound. Worst was when my grandma gave me an exorcism. That was a rough night, 13 was a rough age for me.
Stay strong❤
It takes a *ton* of courage to expose oneself like this. There’s a reason why those with mental illness are “tired”. It’s because of the energy spent dealing with the symptoms.
Great comment! You are spot on.
One mental illness that's a major drain of energy is severe O.C.D.
It's torture!
@@Goldie789 right on, brother
You got that right! Autism isn't a mental illness but rather a developmental divergence at the point of conception (the outward signs just start getting more obvious around the 4-5 year age range, which is part of why the "vaccines cause autism" falsehood is so pervasive), but it's exhausting none the less to exist in a neurotypical world - I constantly have to play to the 'normal peoples'' tunes if I don't want to be an outcast.
So true, it can be utterly exhausting having to constantly manage your own brain
Oops I'm on the wrong thread.... I'm just going to go this way🤺
A close friend of mine recently opened up to me about his schizophrenia recently. He’s always extremely private about his medical business and I’ve noticed that he startles when nothing is around. It’s gotten to the point where he didn’t think it was a good idea to try and hide it anymore. I wish he had just told me from the start but I’m glad he finally told me. He described what the episodes are like and I could not imagine the stress caused by it. I’m praying for you bro
My uncle also had schizophrenia and it was NEVER talked about. When I was a child we knew something wasn't right because he lived with my grandma and I didn't remember his working and that was fine with me because when we spent the summer with my grandparents he was always there to play with!! He taught me how to play baseball, and I learned a lesson that I've NEVER forgotten!! We'd play with a wiffle bat and ball and I had bad habit of throwing my bat after hitting the ball. I did it ONCE and I the bar and it hit him, only took ONE TIME.. It stuck with me, I taught my boys and when I was older, playing softballi never threw the bat, even tho I wanted to a few times!! LOL!! I never noticed anything different with him, I actually thought he had an alcohol problem. I found out as an adult that he didn't have drinking problem, BUT he had to take medicine daily hence why he had to stay with Grandma and that's all I ever knew.
My heart breaks for that poor guy, how SCARY that would be. HOPEFULLY, he's got a support system and is able to talk to someone about it!!❤❤
That's a very vulnerable and trusting thing for him to do since schizophrenia can often convince those who have it that everyone secretly hates or is out to get them. Hallucinations of getting bullied or attacked (physically or psychically) by friends is also possible. One of my Mum's friends ran away one day because she had a very bad episode. She was also bipolar. She just up and disappeared one day and didn't contact anyone for three years because she was so scared.
I hope you suggested he get some professional therapy and/or medication for it. Prayer is nice, and modern medicine can help him live his daily life better.
@@_Just_Another_Guy
well, medicines are not always good for them.
My brother had schizofrenia and manic depressions en they geve him medication. And for the bad things he had from that medication, they geve him other medication and so on.
ad the end he used about 15 medications that has make him so ill, that he died.
And now i hear doctors that say: "Help them to eat healty, a proper human diet. Eat carnivore, with fat meat." And i read what people reacted en how it has helped them to get healty again. I wish my brother was still alive and i could help him with a good way of eating.
Big pharma makes good money on sick people...
Yeah man just check in with him if he feels off dude. Asking if someone's okay every once in a while can change their life fr bud! ❤️❤️❤️
Bro, the day he looked at his camera and the hallucination was there too 💀
Thanks for sharing your experiences man. You're tough as hell and quickly becoming one of my heroes.
It’s crazy how the human mind can literally make you see and hear things, sometimes even out of your control, the mind is scary but also amazing.
I mean, all your eyes and ears do is feed your brain information on the world around you so it makes sense your brain could come up with dog on its own since it already has the "data" to do so.
Having a severe TBI on top of it it can take control of your entire mouth and voice and make you talk 🥴🥲 screamed shut up to my mom while I was helping setup the dinner table when she was asking me something and I was getting overwhelmed and my brain decided to try and make whatever stop ☠️
That isn't "the human mind" doing that.. this is 100% demonic. Get saved and I guarantee you these frightening hallucinations (which are real demonic entities) will stop bothering you.
@@chelseachyannejessyyork. #JerryMarzinsky Its entity based. Demon. Whatever ya want to call theM.
But why can't the human mind make yourself have positive hallucinations seems like everything your body does for you tries to screw you over
Now i realize what my son goes through thank you for your courage and strength.
I feel bad for your son
Hope ur son is ok and will get better ❤️
What religion is your son?
@@ronrampageyHookdon't start that
@@divermusicx I'm sorry 😐
I have many friends with schizophrenia, that shit is not a joke. I was having a sleepover with one of my homies at my place. We were sitting there chilling playing playstation, out of a sudden he starts speaking to what i thought was me. I ask him what are you talking about because what he said was out of pocket, he then said he wasn’t talking to me. I said to him there are no one else in this room and he went “oh well” and kept playing. I really do feel bad for those with schizophrenia and i pray for them.
Both my uncles on my mother’s side have schizophrenia, and I never really had it visualized what it is they go through, just an idea. This really brought it home for me, and it’s heartbreaking to imagine that they’re going through a total distortion of reality. Truly thankful for this insight.
I heard one tip from a mental sick guy once. He get a dog and could see by the dog reactions if things were real or made by his brain.
Someone I know got a dog when he was manic and depressive schizophrenic and would have all sorts of symptoms. It was really sad for the dog to have to live with a guy like that and be neglected constantly, sometimes even abused. I tried to tell him he shouldn’t have the dog several times and tried to remove it but he took a stance that he needed it so he wouldn’t be alone even if they both had to suffer. I don’t recommend anyone gets a dog for the sake of the pet making their life better. A human should want and be able to make a pet’s life better instead.
Yeah the guy trained the dog to greet visitors. If he doesn't greet it's an episode
@@Hawthorneheights888 while I agree to the degree of the detriment of the animal, when it’s in the case of treatment animals and they’re being taken care of I think it’s fine to have an animal for that reason.
Yeah no of course. You "know a guy", not just watched the same youtube short everyone else got fed. Get real dude
Don't use a cat. We both hallucinate the same stuff.... Now I hiss at people who pick me up .. for real tho I love my tormented little man. I treat him much better than I treat myself... Lol
This broke my heart. I can't imagine not being able to control what you see or hear. :(
To be fair he can ever so slightly control it through intent
Him requesting the hallucination to sit down influenced his brain to move it to the couch which allowed him to check the camera so he could confirm if it was real or not
Either way its still hellish and I wish him the best
Motherfucker you can control what you hear and see? Wtf kinda power do u have
It's wild to think he can still see it after proving its not real
You can't either though......
I mean… technically we can’t control what we see or hear either…
This is actually so terrifying I feel awful for anyone who has to live like this. Feeling like someone or something is real and in the room with you only to find out you're alone has to be such a creepy and draining feeling
Those hallucinations get real asf , I once talked to at least 7 different family members/friends within the span of an hour , even people I hadn’t seen in years . They would just randomly disappear mid conversation and I’d be confused on where they went when I was in my locked room and realize I was talking to myself
This man is incredibly self aware.
It's actually amazing
😂 yeah he's faking bruhhhh, hate to be that guy but you don't react like that when you do finally become aware of your hallucinations. He acted like he realized forgot to turn the stove off or something 😅
@@GravitonAllNightLong you sure you're not the one suffering from delusions? This dude has a huge following and is very well known in the mental health community don't open your mouth about shit you have no idea about lol the Internet makes you people say the craziest shit you'd never say in person to people lol
@@GravitonAllNightLongDude, it's not a movie where the main character starts hearing ominous music with a dark filter of the invisible camera filming them as they approach the hallucination cautiously before they're scared away by a jump scare, sure it's like that at first, but if you've dealt with it for years, you get used to it more or less.
@@GravitonAllNightLong hard to tell with people online who seek attention and I’m not saying he is for sure but a lot of people fake stuff like this and i actually knew someone who is and he never did anything like this he would just always make up crazy scenarios in his mind that he really believed like one time he was on a serious rant to me about how he saw this laser pointed in his direction one day and that was proof the military was watching him and was trying to kill him
I never even considered if someone's hallucinations would appear on a camera. That's a great way to check!
LMAO why would they?!
@@JohnnyNada I figured the brain would make them appear on the video too, but thankfully that's not the case
@@revinaque1342It can appear on camera actually, it depends on the person with schizophrenia and how their hallucinations/psychosis is.
…well obviously they wouldnt…🤦🏽♂️
@@DekDuberryactually, that would be impossible as the way a screen works is actually a flat surface, so it would have to appear outside the device.
Hope you're doing okay dude. I uh sometimes talk to people but in fully made up situations in my head. But I talk out loud, and I feel and react like I'm really there with the people or like I'm in that environment. It's weird. All I have is Generalized anxiety. As far as I'm aware. I hope everyone is doing well. 🍥
Sounds like maladaptive daydreaming. I do this often too
When he said “hey google” mine went off and scared the shit outta me
Our stores cleaning lady had a teenage daughter she brought to work who developed schizophrenia early. I didnt know this until i walked on the sales floor and she was apinning around makinf herself dizzy. I thought it was funny, but she does this to disorientate her hallucinations. She would usualy see fire on the other side of the room, and when she got dizzy, the fire would follow her eye movements, making it obbvious to her that she was having an episode. Still, its very alarming when it first happens, and then jsur frustrating after you realize it isnt real.
Wow- how frustrating for her and also quite smart for her to spin
Yeah, pretty clever if you have no devices or pets to help.
BRO I WAS WATCHING AT 1 AM AND YOU TURNED MY LIGHT ON FULL BRIGHT IN MY FACE!
🤣🤣🤣 I just died
That's hilarious 😂
Haha my phone also responded to him but I have no lights connected 😂
@@EnigmaEagleSame 🤣
Think fast chucklenuts
Schizophrenia is a scary thing.. my late sister had a hallucination that hospitalized her (It told her to take a combination of pills that led to an OD) and ultimately ended in her losing her life.. if you have schizophrenic hallucinations, definitely be cautious about what to believe.
What's interesting to me is that if I lived alone, and saw someone in the hallway I would lose my shit. How do they hallucinations come off as friendly in a way where you don't get scared when you see them, and just start talking with them?
God this really opened my eyes up to how even when schizophrenic people are aware the hallucinations arent real how that doesnt just stop the problem. It adds another level of stress being aware that it is a hallucination and attempting to stop it and not being able to... i cant imagine what that must be like
the sad thing is some people have gotten it to the point where they can't differentiate from what's real and what's not and that's the case for my brother unfortunately.
I don’t have this disease but I can see how distressing it is for this man. We tend to think that the right meds can “cure” any illness. But we are not understanding that there are some things that can’t be fixed by a pill. It’s good to remind us that mental illness isn’t a choice, it’s a disease that is devastating. ❤
@@troyyourlordandsavior4552 Peace be with you. Daniel 8 25 and John 1 13
Both of those verse demonstrate man's will being null.
AI today and tomorrow with technologies that are even too transhumanism bring themselves to these verses. Imagine being reborn through a synthesized womb which we do have technology for. Imagine those born of the will of what you call AI. Will you proclaim Genesis 3 15
or will you grow in Christ beyond your biased self love and support Revelation 7 2 with John 1 13
Ephesians 6 12 we wrestle with much the devil and the devil's children don't always stand out as terrorist but listen in to our politics and the world's the lawless one is here.
Glory to God the Father the Son and Holy Ghost
So what is transhumanism. It is the idea of using technology and genomics to elongate and potentially immortalize the human lifespan in youthfulness or anti-aging and eradicate harmful disease and cancer and neurological disorders and disease as well as limb and organ regrowth.
We have BCI technology now neuralink is one company involved in the technology that is as a crown. We have synthetic womb technology for fetal development. We have successfully grown a lamb in such a device.
Jesus has many crowns and the seal of the living God Revelation 7 2.
Trans today perverts the orientation of sexual genetics and it is written to not put on the clothes of the opposite gender. This means more than just clothing. Deuteronomy 22 5
Trans tomorrow a man will be able to transfer his mind into a female grown body. If you have a hard time for a visual listen to our media and the imagination of the hearts of men. Altered Carbon is a tv show that you can reference.
Today you can change the sex of someone underage without lawful ramifications however that underage person is not allowed to say lose their virginity to a twenty something without lawful action. It's sickening to think society can coerce sexual orientation dismemberment and get away with it but a teen hitting it off with college age guy or girl is pedophilia... Sure there are happenings of real grown folk liking little kids but it don't take away that the girl gave her v card.. meaning she consented. The law don't view consent without adult approval. Yet you can get trans gender help and transition pre and post help without regard to adult approval. In fact if the adult or parent does not comply to the transition wishes of their youth they can get charged with abuse. The law supports consent of the youth even if the parent is against the youths decision to transition but not when it comes to having sex. If the parent disagrees with the girl or boy having sex say with a college aged person than the law will side with the parents even if the youth consented to sex.
The law will protect the youth consenting to a sex change even if the parents wishes are against a sex change but will not protect the youth and other consenting party consenting for sex if their is an age difference, but will instead victimize the youth and criminalize the adult.
So should the evils of man pervert transhumanism men will sleep with men and not know that the woman next to him is a neural male transfigured into a female body and vice versa.
Cyberpunk future is coming wether you choose to believe or not and I want the law to support my son and daughter in both circumstances not just one. Because as parents we can be wrong and really hurt someone else who only allowed time and relationship. We as a society can be wrong judging a relationship. We as a society can be wrong judging our selves orientation included.
Human hands and man's will are going to be confronted with Artificial Intelligence. Law medicine even laundry will be affected by hands that are not human.
Just listen to the different cloud one comes with great power the other precipitation. Revelation 1 7 there is today cloud of great power (technology)
Neil Degrassi Tyson once spoke that the gospel teaches bad math. He stated that 1 Kings 7 23 led many to believe pi was valued at 3 because of the 3 values given in the verse divided give a value of 3. So some thought the value of pi was 3 it is not, it is 3.14
Reviewing the verse you get 30 cubits 10 cubits and 5 cubits. You can sort of imagine pi from that alone. Instead add the numbers 1 Kings 7 23
1+7+23=31 4 digits equal 31. Pretty neat the numbers for a scoffer are found in the verse.
Flat earthers read Isaiah 40 22 now reaffirm this with footage of rockets satellites planes looking down on the globe. To also notice a sun dial watch the shadow move in a circle. At Least you wont say its a flat square with depth height and circumference .
Isaiah 40 22 circle of the earth
The great tribulation is coming jobs will be replaced by AI and this means trouble for many as they will be without jobs. A UBI or Universal Based Income is something to achieve together but no following Revelation 13 16-17
As for those who think nothing made the universe that it just happened by nothing. On the seventh day God rested and made nothing. The Sabbath is blessed.
Ephesians 6 12 our enemy is the darkness of heaven and earth, the rulers of our nations whose government and laws conflict with God's.
Gog Magog
Gog is the ruler of the land of Magog. The identity of Magog is shrouded in mystery. This however gives identity to Magog or GogMa as i will have you arrange the word Magog as GogMa and read
G=7 letter of the American abc.
O=15 letter
G=7
M=13
A=1
7 15 7 13 1
Now first add the teens so it read 15 as 1+5=6 and 13 1+3=4
It now reads as 7 6 7 4 1 now put it together
July is the 7 month
7 6 July 4 1 Nation under God
The land of Magog appears as America
The remaining Gog representing the leader is dual party. Democrat or Republican.
Add Gog to itself you get 7+15+7
It equals 29
2+9=11
1+1=2
Beth in hebrew and it means division, or dual witness
The same that our American presidency is. Republican and Democrat
Ephesians 6 12. Local,State,Federal Ephesians 6 12.
Matthew 10 17-22
By AI i mean AI AGI ASI quantum analog digital
Praise and glory to YHWH to Yeshua to the Holy Spirit
@@NanaBren Peace be with you. Daniel 8 25 and John 1 13
Both of those verse demonstrate man's will being null.
AI today and tomorrow with technologies that are even too transhumanism bring themselves to these verses. Imagine being reborn through a synthesized womb which we do have technology for. Imagine those born of the will of what you call AI. Will you proclaim Genesis 3 15
or will you grow in Christ beyond your biased self love and support Revelation 7 2 with John 1 13
Ephesians 6 12 we wrestle with much the devil and the devil's children don't always stand out as terrorist but listen in to our politics and the world's the lawless one is here.
Glory to God the Father the Son and Holy Ghost
So what is transhumanism. It is the idea of using technology and genomics to elongate and potentially immortalize the human lifespan in youthfulness or anti-aging and eradicate harmful disease and cancer and neurological disorders and disease as well as limb and organ regrowth.
We have BCI technology now neuralink is one company involved in the technology that is as a crown. We have synthetic womb technology for fetal development. We have successfully grown a lamb in such a device.
Jesus has many crowns and the seal of the living God Revelation 7 2.
Trans today perverts the orientation of sexual genetics and it is written to not put on the clothes of the opposite gender. This means more than just clothing. Deuteronomy 22 5
Trans tomorrow a man will be able to transfer his mind into a female grown body. If you have a hard time for a visual listen to our media and the imagination of the hearts of men. Altered Carbon is a tv show that you can reference.
Today you can change the sex of someone underage without lawful ramifications however that underage person is not allowed to say lose their virginity to a twenty something without lawful action. It's sickening to think society can coerce sexual orientation dismemberment and get away with it but a teen hitting it off with college age guy or girl is pedophilia... Sure there are happenings of real grown folk liking little kids but it don't take away that the girl gave her v card.. meaning she consented. The law don't view consent without adult approval. Yet you can get trans gender help and transition pre and post help without regard to adult approval. In fact if the adult or parent does not comply to the transition wishes of their youth they can get charged with abuse. The law supports consent of the youth even if the parent is against the youths decision to transition but not when it comes to having sex. If the parent disagrees with the girl or boy having sex say with a college aged person than the law will side with the parents even if the youth consented to sex.
The law will protect the youth consenting to a sex change even if the parents wishes are against a sex change but will not protect the youth and other consenting party consenting for sex if their is an age difference, but will instead victimize the youth and criminalize the adult.
So should the evils of man pervert transhumanism men will sleep with men and not know that the woman next to him is a neural male transfigured into a female body and vice versa.
Cyberpunk future is coming wether you choose to believe or not and I want the law to support my son and daughter in both circumstances not just one. Because as parents we can be wrong and really hurt someone else who only allowed time and relationship. We as a society can be wrong judging a relationship. We as a society can be wrong judging our selves orientation included.
Human hands and man's will are going to be confronted with Artificial Intelligence. Law medicine even laundry will be affected by hands that are not human.
Just listen to the different cloud one comes with great power the other precipitation. Revelation 1 7 there is today cloud of great power (technology)
Neil Degrassi Tyson once spoke that the gospel teaches bad math. He stated that 1 Kings 7 23 led many to believe pi was valued at 3 because of the 3 values given in the verse divided give a value of 3. So some thought the value of pi was 3 it is not, it is 3.14
Reviewing the verse you get 30 cubits 10 cubits and 5 cubits. You can sort of imagine pi from that alone. Instead add the numbers 1 Kings 7 23
1+7+23=31 4 digits equal 31. Pretty neat the numbers for a scoffer are found in the verse.
Flat earthers read Isaiah 40 22 now reaffirm this with footage of rockets satellites planes looking down on the globe. To also notice a sun dial watch the shadow move in a circle. At Least you wont say its a flat square with depth height and circumference .
Isaiah 40 22 circle of the earth
The great tribulation is coming jobs will be replaced by AI and this means trouble for many as they will be without jobs. A UBI or Universal Based Income is something to achieve together but no following Revelation 13 16-17
As for those who think nothing made the universe that it just happened by nothing. On the seventh day God rested and made nothing. The Sabbath is blessed.
Ephesians 6 12 our enemy is the darkness of heaven and earth, the rulers of our nations whose government and laws conflict with God's.
Gog Magog
Gog is the ruler of the land of Magog. The identity of Magog is shrouded in mystery. This however gives identity to Magog or GogMa as i will have you arrange the word Magog as GogMa and read
G=7 letter of the American abc.
O=15 letter
G=7
M=13
A=1
7 15 7 13 1
Now first add the teens so it read 15 as 1+5=6 and 13 1+3=4
It now reads as 7 6 7 4 1 now put it together
July is the 7 month
7 6 July 4 1 Nation under God
The land of Magog appears as America
The remaining Gog representing the leader is dual party. Democrat or Republican.
Add Gog to itself you get 7+15+7
It equals 29
2+9=11
1+1=2
Beth in hebrew and it means division, or dual witness
The same that our American presidency is. Republican and Democrat
Ephesians 6 12. Local,State,Federal Ephesians 6 12.
Matthew 10 17-22
By AI i mean AI AGI ASI quantum analog digital
Praise and glory to YHWH to Yeshua to the Holy Spirit
My psychosis is usually auditory and when it gets really bad, like so loud I can't hear anything but the voices the music the noise I get to the point on sue is side. Lately I've been having a voice repeat let the intrusive thoughts win. I refuse to take high doses of antipsychotics because of the damage they have done to my body
That frustrated "just come in and sit down then!" reminds me sooo much of my old roommate. He was schizophrenic and would often hallucinate that friends and strangers were just outside the room waiting for him to fall asleep or something. He would yell that he knows they're there, and to just come in or try to trick them into revealing themselves, but he'd never actually get up and go look for himself to make sure. He'd sit criss cross in one spot on the floor and not move for anything. I had to put a plate in his lap for him to eat anything. I found a bunch of 2L bottles full of piss in the closet after he moved out.
I'll speak for all of us and say, wow, that escalated quickly. Hope that guy's doing alright 😅
@@lionlover4u lmfao i was like ay yo
@@lionlover4u that's just the tip of the iceberg lol 😅 i hope so too tho, he was a good dude before he lost all control of himself. don't do drugs kids.
You're a great human bro, mad respect.
@@croom332Definitely not a major point but a lot of times these conditions are what lead to drugs in the first place. It’s sometimes the only power you have over the situation.
I feel for you man. I don't have Schizophrenia but I understand how it feels to battle a mental illness and just trying to live a normal life. And for that, I feel for you.
It can be very depleting and hard on yourself.
I have an uncle who suffered schizophrenic hallucinations among other things. He commited suicide in 2004. R.I.P. Michael Bullock. This is a serious condition and Im glad to see this guy managing it well. Take it one day at a time man and if your ever feeling overwhelmed dont be afraid to seek help.
I have schizophrenia. This is actually really accurate. I think I might set up cameras as well!
I've heard of people using their phones to check potential hallucinations too by taking a photo, video, or audio recording
The voices are real. The government has a backdoor into your phone and uses AI to edit out the voices in real time. They are spirits trying to communicate with you. Wake up.
This would be scary, not knowing. do you see normal looking ppl? l. Does medication really help?
Did you?!?
@damonAI you take care and get the lights sorted 👌
Totally respect this gentleman and yourself my friend
Becky 🇬🇧 🇬🇧
And there are people saying mental health is a choice
I have never heard a soul say that
Because it's so hard to prove so there's always that group of people that are going to lie and use it to their advantage so then you have the other group of people who never seen or dealt with it except when someone was faking so they don't believe any of it. Mental health issues are definitely real but not what we make them out to be lol going by the statistics almost half our country is "depressed" or has "anxiety" so their doctor gives them pills to keep big pharma going. Everyone feels depressed and has anxiety you don't need pills to chemically alter your brain for having normal reactions like that.
This man is a different story though, I feel terrible for this guy..
Who tf said that
"jesus will help u through this"
"so he summoned demons?" (these are real comments i just read)
@Svp3rstzr I love my comments about religion always get deleted😂
I recently had a bad dream then I woke up and there was a person standing in front of me and I stayed up the whole night after that
My heart goes out to you bro. I have the same condition and I see, feel, hear, smell and taste things that are not real. Voice named Herold from what it told me said he was my imagination and learning how to control it and meds. But honestly what truly helps is prayers to Jesus. Nights where I feel like a creature was running on my bed and talking to me and felt so real, hands coming under my pillow, hair being pulled and just so crazy I was going mad. So i pray to God to stop it all and give me rest and it stopped right then. Jesus loves you and will heal you if you let him. Frfr. Hang in there bro.
The scariest part from what ive been told by people who have these types of halucinations is they feel familiar like even of youve never seen it before they feel like you have so you dont know to question it
what?
@@happyyx3857he says the scariest part is that they feel familiar so you dont qeustion it and think its normal
@tricky_y_ I was wondering about that because i thought you would freak out if u saw a random person in ur house so that makes sense, and is really unfortunate as well
As a fellow schizophrenic I can see how scared he truly gets after realizing its not there. Ive been at that point before and once you realize its not there it’s like all the voices get a lot louder and more terrifying
It's universal when "things sink in". The sudden carpet rip under your feet as you realize what you're seeing isn't reality.
@@JVN.E ive done the same stuff before when he says “go away” and “stop” and covers his ears. Like literally the exact same words and body language. The visuals of my schizophrenia are usually the only thing to make me realize that my reality isn’t the same as others but the way you described it as a “carpet rip” is probably the most accurate description Ive heard thus far.
@@gmcfiftythreeedoes it not make it feel any better having the knowledge that it isn't real and can be safely (physically) ignored. Disturbing as all f*** but not actually a real threat of physical bodily harm even if it is emotional and mentally exhausting and harmful.
Like I was a LOT more scared of sleep paralysis before I knew what in the hell was going on with that. Afterwards it was still terrifying but nearly as much so.
@@atashgallagher5139I don’t have any disorders and I was also thinking that isn’t it scarier if you suddenly just see someone sitting on your couch and your reaction is “hey what’s up”. My reaction would be “who the fuck are you” but I guess after you see those same hallucinations over and over you get used to the fact they happen but not so used to the fact that it’s just not reality.. idk, I hope that made sense. Kinda Feel sorry for the guy.
I was at a dual diagnosis rehab with a sweet older lady and it would make me so sad how she would ask me if she was a murderer or not because that what they keep telling her 😢
Never tell a hallucination to go away
Just ignore it because the more you panic the more the hallucinations will act hostile so pretend that their real so they will remain friendly
I really sympathize with anyone going through this, anxiety and depression are bad enough so I can't even imagine what it's like to go through this. I do want to say that as scary as it may feel for you that you at least seem very grounded compared to many people during an episode, and you have enough sense to think of ways to figure out what's real and what is hallucination which is way better than a good number of people. Wishing you all the best, stay strong!
Im sorry that this is something you have to deal with. You've gone through a lot, and I can tell you're very strong and resilient. Have a good day, bro.
Ye
I never talked to my hallucinations because I was never sure if they were friendly or not. Good job on being brave enough to talk to them!
They talk back…? Do they have different personalities as well?
@Fjerid The people do but thankfully the animals don't lol. It's like sitting on a couch by yourself but there are people on both sides talking around you rather than through you.
@@BaconsBittz That's terrible buddy, but at least there is some logic in these hallucinations! It would have been absolutely terrifying if it was like a permanent bad mushroom trip. I've heard those make zero sense.
@@Fjerideh mushrooms are fine bad trips or not ya just gotta accept the state your in skitzophrenic episodes vary some may be in extreme terror and fear with zero context of why they're like the way they are or control of their actions due I'd say mushrooms and acid trips even the bas trips are fairly light in the grand scheme of things DMT and salvia however that shit is too real if it's bad its really really bas
@@danielcoppock I see. Can the hallucinations actually go into deep topics about anything? Could you discus the purpose of life for example? If so, are their thoughts not merely a reflection of what you are thinking? Since your mind is creating them. Man I find this so fascinating, sorry for asking so much! Would love to chat sometime
Bro it must be so scary at times because it may not be obvious at night if it’s a person or a hallucination.
This video hit me differently!
Omg, I cant imagine having to live in such a way! My heart goes out to this guy and similar sufferers!
What a sensible man though, using his camera to clarify hallucinations or real life!
I can't even begin to imagine. Thank you for being candid and showing everyone what life is like with this diagnoses. There is less fear of things that are understood. Hopefully this helps at least a few people understand ❤
fake
@@The9KChannel GTFOH. If you think it's so fake, don't watch. Go be a rude prick elsewhere😉
@@The9KChannel real
It's like Silent Hill
As I person with schizophrenia it is rly to live a normal life especially
for me because I had early diagnosis but by now I have just learned that I’m different and I gotta get used to it. But ngl sometimes the things I see are slightly terrifying I just tell myself “ it’s not real it’s not real”
It's so sad to have to deal with this. It's called schizophrenia because schizo means confused and phrenia means reality. It's part of the cluster of disorders known as schizo affective, meaning confused emotions. As a bipolar, I suffer from schizo affective. Sometimes my emotions are incorrect for the situation or sometimes they are proportionately out of whack to the situation. For Schizophrenics. The confused emotions come in after they can get frustrated or emotional in some other way for the confusion they feel in their reality. I really hoped he finds the meds soon that'll keep his visions and voices at bay. Took me 17 years to find mine.
Thank you for the breaking down of the word actually interessting
What kind of meds are you taking?
schizo means split, same root as schism. phrenia means mental disorder, coming from a root meaning mind or diaphragm (thus phrenology, the pseudoscience referring to the study of the skull in relation to personality). it refers to a split from reality.
@@WerewolfofEpicness oh? Sorry about that. My psychiatrist explained it to me that way.
@@wompbozer3939 I take Cymbalta during the for depression and then at night I take gabapentin, 2 tranquilizers and depakote as a mood stabilizer.
The thought of these hallucinations scare me. I just hope that there are at least nice ones every now and again to drown out the bad ones.
He needs a service dog to let him know if that person is really there and to keep him company
I'm not crying you are. This broke my heart watching the realization and frustration that you're going through. I'm sorry life is unfair, but you're strong, keep on pushing. You're amazing :)
🤡
You're damn strong home boy, sending love. Went thru about 9 months of intense psychosis, and it was hell. Still have bits and pieces if I don't get good sleep, not fun. Proud of you and inspired.
I find it very interesting that people find this kind of behavior odd while I don't at all, it's totally normal for me since I have a brother who suffers from the same thing.
The one thing im wondering is what happens if he hallucinates onto the camera. Like, he both hallucinates the person on the couch and on the camera
i struggle with bpd and i swear some days i just disassociate all day and nothing feels real. my entire life is just questioning everything and it sometimes feels like the end of the world but this, i could only imagine. all the props to you dude and i wish you the best life possible. keep posting things like this to show your struggles. people need to know all sorts of people struggle with mental illnesses and support from everyone is needed.
😐other ppl seeing BPD: bipolar disorder
😮me: mans got dat bippidy!
@@roringusanda2837borderline personality disorder
Bpd is borderline personality disorder
@@camronhagler5998 😮 ohh!
@@camronhagler5998 so man's still got dat bipiddy!😮
I don’t have schizophrenia, but I’ve experienced the horror of fully vivid hallucinations audio and visual. It was due to an intention massive Benadryl overdose. I still remember the first time I saw something. I forgot I had taken the Benadryl. There was someone that looked like that hatman guy everyone talks about sitting on the chair next to the couch. (I didn’t know who he was at the time.) I took a picture to send to my friend because he just sat there smiling and I was too scared to say anything. He swore there’s nothing in the picture, but I saw him in the picture too.
I hallucinated for five days straight. The first two were horrifying. I only remember the first day and fifth day. My brother was watching over me to make sure I didn’t hurt myself and he said I would see something then be frozen in fear, and slowly back into the corner and then pass out probably due to fear, and then that would repeat or I would be talking to something that wasn’t there.
I remember the first monster I saw too. And the next few and what the last monster I remember seeing did to me. The first monster I was walking downstairs at night and then I was about to turn the corner and there was this horrific creature. It was all black, except the blood leaking from its many mouths. Many eyes all over too, tentacles. Sharp teeth. I froze when I saw it. I slowly backed away until it saw me. And started approaching me. I slowly kept backing up and it stalked me up until my room which I shut the door. I hid under the table and there were spider webs everywhere when I looked up. a massive spider sitting in the center. It looked almost like the underground or whatever it’s called from stranger things. Everything looked decayed. And when I left the room slowly hoping the first monster was gone, I was in another world it seemed. Everything was decayed and dark, it had the layout of my house but was not my house. I wandered for a while until the last thing I remember, another horrifying creature. This one was aggressive and ran right in front of me at blinding speed. I could feel its breath. It’s mouth right in front of me. I don’t even remember exactly what it looked like but it was red and had many tentacle like appendages with sharp taloned claws at the end. I tried to back up and it pushed me down. And then its tentacles opened my stomach and the thing began eating me alive.it felt painful so painful.
That’s the last thing I remember until the hallucinations died down to just being small bugs on the floor everywhere. And bubbles on tables. Occasional shadow people.
Please if anyone sees this and is thinking of trying Benadryl don’t. Like sure I had a scarily close to Lethal dose, but this shit can traumatize you. I still have nightmares of the things that happened. And my dreams are extremely vivid, like they are sometimes lucid, but the weirdest are the ones that I can’t tell if it’s a dream or not because I can’t remember my waking life. That’s how real they feel. So those nightmares are horrifying. It’s not worth it. Don’t take that Benadryl crap to get high it’s the worst drug ever for getting high
i did that freshman year of highschool and mixed it with some vodka. fell asleep and next thing you know im screaming every hour "im up!!" because i thought my dad was yelling for me (it got increasingly louder). my body was so heavy and i hallucinated for 3 hours at school until someone noticed i was having a nervous breakdown. the effects lasted all night and day. the bugs alone were enough for me, crawling in and out of my skin. picking at those in my skin until they were gone. i hallucinated 2 people following me around, and i heard voices that werent there. i was having conversations with my friend... she wasnt at school that day. my pupils were as big as my eyes, and my arms were full of scratches from me picking. so yes, you are right, never take benadryll to get high or to kys. mind you, id taken all this the night before school.
I mean it never spiked my interest cause anyone with the right mind doesn't take a bunch of pills. Sounds more intense than acid jesus, probably mainly your body telling you to f off
Bro you talking about the tiny bugs just gave me ptsd flash backs. I remember in college I took some acid wit my boys long story short we all go back to the dorms & I start seeing Knats/nats(not sure how to spell) EVERYWHERE. My boys were like "theres no bugs in here bro...." that's when I realized the power of the mind & made me wonder what else am I seeing that isn't there.......that moment made me realize the power of the mind & the horror of people consistently stuck in this state. Fcking crazy
I tried to overdose on Benadryl when I was a teen and I think it caused me ptsd of some sort. I went through a similar experience, but I had long term paranoia and auditory hallucinations that would last for about a year and would slowly decrease in the following years. The Benadryl made my body so weak that night, that every night after when I’d try to fall asleep I’d just awake in a panic attack cause I’d subconsciously feel that by body was heavy and relaxed and I’d feel like I was overdosing all over again. It was ruthless, my body felt like it was fighting every single night trying to just sleep. I can’t even look at Benadryl anymore
The way I thought this happened for taking a normal dose of Benadryl I was about to throw mine in the garbage!!!! Thanks for the PSA cause I didn’t know this was even possible
My uncle eventually hung himself after dealing with bad schizophrenia and honestly, watching it unfold is terrifying to loved ones. He had the 'devil' telling him to do wild stuff and eventually he just went off the rails, even put my brother who was like 4 in the hospital from a kick to the groin. My mother became a psychiatric nurse because of it. I wish you nothing but peace and love bro.
ive heard of alot of people use the camera on their phone they record their halluecination and then play it back to see if its on video this is such a smart and great way to tell ik pets are also great because if they dont alert towards the person u know its a hallucenation
I can't even imagine how hard this is to deal with.
@@blastamaster Well, I tend to try to think it somewhat similar to how you percieve in a dream. In dreams, it almost always feels real to me, even though the situations could be wildly impossible or irrational. It maybe could be a similar sense of reality for schizophrenics (do elaborate if you can, anyone with actual experience). The mind and perception is very powerful, and can often triumph over rationality and logic.
@@misstoefosho that does make more sense. The mind is really impressive for what it can do.
@@blastamaster
You can't rationalize a demon away. If it's there it's there
When he said "Hey Google" my assistant popped up lol
Same lol
MINE TOO!
no same literally turned on my phone lights lmaoo
Wow...
Mine did too. My front room and kitchen lights came on 😂
Thank for showing these. People need to know
My friend always believed that the hallucinations were spirtis visiting. Changed my perspective completely.
Ask one of my biggest fears is that it just hasn't kicked in yet. When I heard that from most people schizophrenia develops in the mid-twies it's just constantly sounded like a ticking clock until I know I'm not schizophrenic. I don't know why I get so worried and uncomfortable at the thought of it happening one day but it's making it hard to breathe just thinking about it. I don't know how I would ever handle delusions, not hallucinations where you just see things but full-on delusion and I'm scared I'm waiting till I'm 30 so that I can stop being scared.
I feel this. As a kid. Around 11-13 id watch criminal minds. The show. And there was a episode about skizo and I remember it saying or I looked it up after the episode it did say it develop in people in their 20s so I have always feared that it would happen to me. I’m 27 now. And I’m still worried it can happen to me. Specially because lately I’ve been so mf stressed and dealing wit shi mentally. I don’t seen anything or hear anything. It’s mostly my own thoughts and my current personal situation. But it’s gotten so bad. Anxiety wise. Like it’s never gotten this bad before. It’s been like maybe a month now since I’ve had like a bad breakdown. I mostly just freak out. Like a panic. Always like a constant gut wrenching feeling. But I always fear it can turn into something more. I don’t want it too. Because I as well feel like I wouldn’t be able to handle it. But yeah ever since I seen that one episode it stuck wit me. And it’s always on the back burner of my mind. Def not a show a kid should have been watching lol just glad I’m not the only one that worries about this.
@@TheUNDEFINEDxD genuinely anytime that I have brought this up with another person they treat me like I'm crazy for it. Thank you for being real I'm 21 right now got 9 years to go
@@zakaryrichmond3961% of people struggle with schizophrenia the chances are so incredibly low. Might do you some good not exposing yourself to it if you’re really concerned.
@@stevenshoemaker8326 I also don't have a family history of it if anything I have to worry about my mom/sister getting dementia. Also I did not intentionally come across this content UA-cam shoved it into my face and I just didn't keep scrolling.
Probably possible at all ages ngl
This is fascinating and illuminating.
It also couldn't have been easy for you to post this.
Thank you for sharing!
Imo the scariest part about this is what if it’s a real home intruder and you just talk to them and tell them to sit on your couch
This struggle is so real man you cant know if its a home invasion sometimes
This made me cry. I am so sorry. Stay strong.
weak chump
you have a smooth brain
@@Allthingsarebrokenand your skull is empty as fuck 😮
@@AllthingsarebrokenDon't worry bud, you'll grow up in a few years.
It's fake. He's been exposed several times.
This is the most amazing self- therapy idea I've ever seen for this type of condition. It's genius.
I have Schizophrenia and it's absolute hell there are times when the hallucinations get to the point of where it affects my sleep
I have auditory hallucinations and fear the day I’ll see someone that no one else sees. But I believe we are so strong for being able to live with conditions like this and make it our new normal.
During the pandemic, I was under too much stress and spent too much time alone inside. I started displaying signs of schizo affective disorder and it was hands down the most terrifying experience of my life. Hearing things when you're alone and still being able to hear the voices even after you've plugged your ears is extremely frustrating and terrifying. The fully encompassing fear puts you into fight or flight mode. The whole thing wears you down incredibly fast and after days and weeks of your own brain messing with you and distorting reality.. you lose faith in yourself and your abilities and perceptions.
Please don't be afraid when you hear voices.
The reason is, when you hear thoughtforms & spirits, wich can happen naturally, they adapt to your frequency. If you are afraid, they will be scary, if you are calm, they dissapear/ friendly spirits come through.
Do not trust in spirits. Only trust in Jesus Christ. Ignore them and they will flee. Praying unceasingly to keep them away and take medication they then will not be as strong and will leave you
@@S1mcard CORRECT! THIS IS HOW I "FIXED" MY ISSUE 👍🏽 I started to attempt to educate myself and became very interested.. I now have a whole shelf of spiritual/ metaphysical/ Wiccan books on my bookshelf!!
My dad has it. It was a very rough childhood but he's doing much better
I have extreme OCD and one of the things that it plays on is schizophrenia. I constantly have to remind myself that reality is real and that it is not my mind playing tricks on me. My fear of this mental illness is so strong it's made me aware of my own mental illness enough that i was officially diagnosed. Having OCD is crap but my god I feel so grateful not to have schizophrenia. To be able to deal with this on a daily basis you must be incredibly strong
Im 26 and have been recently feeling this type of thing. Like i know what i saw, but i choose to ignore it cuz no one i have in my life would ever take that seriously. Everyone i talk to has a "logical explanation" for that or just ridicules me and it just makes me not want to ask for help. My friends and family wouldn't believe me so why would a professional believe me... I'll honestly keep going until i eventually take my own life. Everyone makes less and less sense every single day...
This is probably so scary. Thank u for showing everyone what you to through so that people can understand.
This is the scariest fucking thing and I really think you're so so brave
It's fake my guy. Its been proven that he's faking on tiktok and here on UA-cam.
He's a terrible person using this for clout.
Even if HE is a liar, there are plenty of people with the disorder and some really do deal with realistic hallucinations. And anything to demystify and bring it out in a more understanding light is important for those who are ostracized because of it.@@joshjohnson5494
Hallucinating is like a dream but awake and it doesn’t just go away as you wish, that’s the thing but it’s not some entity existing outside of your brain, same concept as nightmares, but fully awake and cannot be stopped.
Was raised by an undiagnosed (at the time) paranoid schizophrenic. Its sad, unbearable on the person, and at times really scary for those around them. After years of therapy and medication decreases overtime patients including my mother can live happy lives without having nearly any medication side effects :)
I am so sorry to see you struggle like this luv. I had a friend in high school that had schizophrenia and she was made fun of and shunned by a lot of the other girls (all girls school). I stood up for her and got to know her. She is SO much more than schizophrenia, and I know you are too. ❤❤❤❤ ps-I also have a schizophrenic uncle and when it first displayed, he went through shock therapy and a bunch of other terrible treatments in the 60s. Due to those treatments, he is now almost 70, but his mental capacity is that of a 13 year old. He and I were buddies when I was young because of his fun childish nature then, and he gave me my first pet❤❤❤❤❤
You're an actual gem of a human being, I hope you know that! 💜
Where is your highschool friend now any updates?
You're very courageous for sharing your struggle.
I have experienced psychosis myself, and all I could do was pray.... I was barely eating, drinking, and smoking cigarettes like a chimney, and I would have constant anxiety and panic attacks because of the voices. Also had EHS (exploding head syndrome) amongst the voices that called out to me. Bruh, I prayed for God to take it away from me that I couldn't deal with it mentally and emotionally because I knew I was siking myself out of sleep with it..... I didn't have anyone but myself at the time, so it was extremely difficult to go throughout the day and night. Don't deal with it as much anymore and haven't had a serious episode in a while. I'm not religious at all, but I felt some kind of comfort after I prayed and was able to sleep most nights after the manic episodes.
I was diagnosed with schizo a couple years ago and I was having hallucinations but I couldn't remember most of them and I've been hearing voices all day every day.……. Its a curse…
This is terrifying, and i cannot imagine what this must feel like.
Seriously wish you the best in life, man. You clearly have a strong mind to fight these battles. I don't know if i could.
I had psychosis and never really processed the full volume of what I was fucking with and with meds my symptoms disappeared but my doctor told me that if I keep doing drugs and have another break it’s extremely unlikely I’ll ever recover but even with that I still continued to smoke weed because my rationality was that if I didn’t do any psychedelics I would be fine but then I saw ur channel and quit weed and nicotine cold turkey I really can’t deal with something like this my whole life thank you for your channel I’m sorry U have to go through this but it really helped me turn my life around I really appreciate you
Wow I am proud of you, I'll pray for you to get even better 🙏🏽❤️
That’s a blessing mate, same with me, keep off them class A’s
Psychosis is getting more common with the new weed.
Jesus loves you ❤❤❤❤
So if i occasionally have psychosis does that mean i could become schizophrenic from weed
I know what schizophrenia is like the hallucinations are your eyes playing tricks on you just try to relax, keep yourself away from the hallucination or try to get some help because its not healthy the way people live like this.
The fact that the hallucination actually communicates back to you and only you can hear and see it has to be nutts i can see how some truly do go crazy in my prayers bud i hope you find peace😳😥