Honestly, your face is so great for editorial pics, I hope you keep pursuing your passions and I pray you meet good mentors who will help protect and guide you until you're big enough to soar on your own ❤
I think this is such a great idea! Doing some fun no pressure photo shoots with your friends seems so cool and nice. I know things are hard but I hope you know that you’re beautiful and are doing amazing! We can be our own worst critics but I hope you aren’t beating yourself up too much and you are allowing yourself to have fun and live in the moment❤️❤️
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR JOURNEY!! And remember: You only have one life so make it count, DO WHAT YOU LOVE, and don't let ANYONE talk you down (not even yourself), and most importantly, HAVE FUN. Idk who you are, but I'm routing for you lol
i used to do modeling as a child and your channel is motivating me to try to do modeling againn !! your channel is rlly inspiring and ive seen all the ups and downs you put onto the channel, each video has so much personality in short your content is amazing and i love ur channel 💕💕
When ever I watch your videos I get RANDOM CONFIDENCE BOOSTS OUT OF NOWHERE. As an Asian girl I really love your content and hope to see more in the future! Also GIRLIE YOURE STUNNING LIKE ON MY KNEES STUNNING
all of a sudden u r looking so mature after getting this hair! it's so alluringly attractive & unique on you, i love it so much it makes u look so mature
So happy to see you rediscover your passion for modelling again!! I'm 24 years old and I'm just starting to see what agencies I could talk with... You're 17!! You have so much time, and you can do this. I'm not ancient, but now is my time to solidify this, or it really will be too late. Fingers crossed for the both of us 🤞🏼❤
on a more serious note. I've been following your modeling journey and you have been very inspiring and courageous Iyan. I keep feeling a deep feeling of connection as I've gone through a similar emotional journey trying to find my place in a field and industry that I love, although I am older than you I can relate and find strength in seeing your journey. Art and illustration was my passion and outlet since I was young, I convinced myself I would bust ass and get into a prestigious art school and blow up from there. 2 years in I got a huge reality check... life is hard and perhaps my dream won't be as clear cut as I had imagined. I was prepared for sleepless nights and harsh critiques, but what I wasn't ready for was juggling that along with the reality of being all alone in a new city with no support or connections and very little money. I became disillusioned and bitter about my school, my peers, and the industry as a whole. In the end, I had to leave due to mental health-related issues and being unable to keep paying tuition. I felt that what was happening to me was unfair and that the people I went to school with had it easy as a huge percentage of them came from wealth or had more formal training than I did. It was disheartening and my world became dark. Other financial struggles kept emerging and I was forced to work and sustain myself and I further began to hate my life. I was always too tired and creatively exhausted to draw in my free time. I began to feel like an imposter. But now that a few years have passed I have found love and a new perspective on life. I realized that my road to working as an artist professionally might not be as simple as 18-year-old me assumed, but that is a beautiful thing. Creative industries are unique and as Aidan's email said, all it takes is saying yes at the right time. I've accepted that the road will be winding at times but the hope has been reignited. In a few months, I will be flying home and restarting my life where I began with my new outlook and passion. I'm slowly finding myself creatively again and drawing in hopes of scoring a tattoo apprenticeship at some point. I wish you the best of luck from here on out, let the journey be a part of your story. Lots of Love, A fellow Asian in over their head (but not really)
this is amazing !! i have a small passion for modeling and i absoulutely love how u can chase your dreams. i actually wish i can do the same.. its just how strict my parents are and they dont even knw that i like modeling. even if i tried to say it, they probably wouldn't agree because they think hip dips are ugly and that their not fit for a model. yea.. that's why your vids are so inspirational to me !` i honestly adore your love for modeling and i hope that i can do it too‼💙💙🤞🏻🫶🏻
I RELATE!! But you just gotta stay strong and when we move out we can start testing the waters of the modeling industry and when we make money we can prove our parents wrong >:) LOVE YOU
Honestly, your face is so great for editorial pics, I hope you keep pursuing your passions and I pray you meet good mentors who will help protect and guide you until you're big enough to soar on your own ❤
I’m so glad ur rediscovering ur love for modeling !! this was so fun to watch 😻‼️
But this just came out 10 seconds ago
Why does it say 10 hours ago 😭
How this vid was 10 sec ago how did u get to watch it ten hours ago?
@@PrettyfkSickerit says 10 hours ago it was probably private from before but they had the link sent to them
How do you watch it in just 2minutes
I think this is such a great idea! Doing some fun no pressure photo shoots with your friends seems so cool and nice. I know things are hard but I hope you know that you’re beautiful and are doing amazing! We can be our own worst critics but I hope you aren’t beating yourself up too much and you are allowing yourself to have fun and live in the moment❤️❤️
your are hands down my favorite youtuber~ i want to model so bad and have been told a lot i could and you inspire me to chase that :3
DO IT‼
I don’t know you but i’m cheering you on💗
@@KaoticKwan thank you🥹
@@tigians3641 i love you
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR JOURNEY!! And remember: You only have one life so make it count, DO WHAT YOU LOVE, and don't let ANYONE talk you down (not even yourself), and most importantly, HAVE FUN. Idk who you are, but I'm routing for you lol
i used to do modeling as a child and your channel is motivating me to try to do modeling againn !! your channel is rlly inspiring and ive seen all the ups and downs you put onto the channel, each video has so much personality
in short your content is amazing and i love ur channel 💕💕
When ever I watch your videos I get RANDOM CONFIDENCE BOOSTS OUT OF NOWHERE. As an Asian girl I really love your content and hope to see more in the future! Also GIRLIE YOURE STUNNING LIKE ON MY KNEES STUNNING
You just have a face that's so fun to stare at. Your expressions paired with that makes you so perfect for being on camera!
this ^
the aesthetics of ur vlogs always serve!!
Im so glad your back into modeling because when i heard you werent in modeling anymore i was so sad but im so glad your back with it
it’s so cool to see how you do this and you guys look sooo good i loved watching this
3:12 nahh bro the way they all looked at you killed me
the photos came out SO pretty what
7:34 the way i’d immediately fall in love
So proud of you! You are such an amazing inspiration! So talented and cool keep going girllll💕
My modeling journey video comes out next week and I just want to thank you for inspiring it!
hey is it ok if you reply to this when your video comes out 👀
these are little bits of fun
Keep chasing your dreams and you’ll be there soon ☺️💕
its so demolition lovers and the photos r so good :33333
I literally love your content so much iyan you’re basically my happy pill at this point
Never forget you are a model with or without an agency and or the industry!! ❤
THEM LOOKING AT EACHOTHER AND LAUGHING WHEN THEY ARE SUPOSSED TO HAVE A STRAIGHT FACE HELPP
all of a sudden u r looking so mature after getting this hair! it's so alluringly attractive & unique on you, i love it so much it makes u look so mature
So happy to see you rediscover your passion for modelling again!! I'm 24 years old and I'm just starting to see what agencies I could talk with... You're 17!! You have so much time, and you can do this. I'm not ancient, but now is my time to solidify this, or it really will be too late. Fingers crossed for the both of us 🤞🏼❤
ew idk why my username is showing it's like 12 years old pls ignore it
7:38 reminds me sm of the mcr three cheers album cover!!! i hope that was the inspiration
Doing things you really love is the key ❤❤❤
Good Luck 👌👌👌🩵🩵🩵
I'm In love with this series, keep making more!!!
Hope i see more of your modeling videos soon! You are truly beautifull and a great inspiration 😭💗
This was GORGEOUS. I mean it. You are very creative, and I think you’d be amazing as a model. Keep it up, girlieeeee!😊
Your editing is getting sooo good!
Yes! U are the definition of beauty, literally
Can wait to see more ♥ ily
Please keep following your dreams i want to see more of this series💪
the way I was about to watch a wong kar wai movie and now I'm seeing this, love itt
thumbnail got me thinking you were making a short film! you're gorgeous and i'm so happy you're diving back into your dream!
This looks so fun! I wish I could experience that too
those shoots came out so visually interesting I love the atmosphere like yessss in the mood for love come throughhhh
on a more serious note. I've been following your modeling journey and you have been very inspiring and courageous Iyan. I keep feeling a deep feeling of connection as I've gone through a similar emotional journey trying to find my place in a field and industry that I love, although I am older than you I can relate and find strength in seeing your journey. Art and illustration was my passion and outlet since I was young, I convinced myself I would bust ass and get into a prestigious art school and blow up from there. 2 years in I got a huge reality check... life is hard and perhaps my dream won't be as clear cut as I had imagined. I was prepared for sleepless nights and harsh critiques, but what I wasn't ready for was juggling that along with the reality of being all alone in a new city with no support or connections and very little money. I became disillusioned and bitter about my school, my peers, and the industry as a whole. In the end, I had to leave due to mental health-related issues and being unable to keep paying tuition. I felt that what was happening to me was unfair and that the people I went to school with had it easy as a huge percentage of them came from wealth or had more formal training than I did. It was disheartening and my world became dark. Other financial struggles kept emerging and I was forced to work and sustain myself and I further began to hate my life. I was always too tired and creatively exhausted to draw in my free time. I began to feel like an imposter. But now that a few years have passed I have found love and a new perspective on life. I realized that my road to working as an artist professionally might not be as simple as 18-year-old me assumed, but that is a beautiful thing. Creative industries are unique and as Aidan's email said, all it takes is saying yes at the right time. I've accepted that the road will be winding at times but the hope has been reignited. In a few months, I will be flying home and restarting my life where I began with my new outlook and passion. I'm slowly finding myself creatively again and drawing in hopes of scoring a tattoo apprenticeship at some point. I wish you the best of luck from here on out, let the journey be a part of your story.
Lots of Love,
A fellow Asian in over their head (but not really)
you’re so pretty, I really hope that you find a new agency. I really want to model when I’m older. it’s super unlikely, but I can dream 💕
omg you look magesticcc if i could afford it i would totally love to dress like u 😭😭💔💔
IYAN WE NEED TO SEE ALL THE OHOTOS !!!!
Omg u two look majesticcc
i love your vids so much TT
Even the intro was just 😩👩🍳👄
ooh shoot 2 reminds me of the cover album Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge by my Chemical Romance
I LOVED THIS VIDEO SM
Your videos are so cool ! What do you use to edit them?
wooow i love the shoots
Gorgeous ❤
3:13 what in the matrix
love the vibes
wong kar wai is one of my fav directors, this whole shoot is so beautiful and such an good inspiration for me as an artist 🤍
GIRL U PLAY LEAGUE ur my fav ytber now :D (im an addict too.......)
'omg cute gay couple' real
idk why but u remind me of life is strange 2 sm 😭
i thought the thumbnail was one of those movie recap channels lmao
HELP THE CICADAS SCREECHING 😭😭😭
American breakfast with a gun. Duh. Lol that grandma is a real G
Gurl you Slayyyyyyyyyyy ❤
omg iyan ilysm
Was this posted somewhere else? Because I could've swore I seen this before. Maybe I'm just Trippin but I could've sworn I've seen this before.😂😂😂
Your so pretty
언니가 영상 많이 못본사이에 구독자 완죤 많이 늘었네~~^♡^
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Video logs are good yours is
Yayy💗
What's your skincare??
YOUR VOICE 😍
I loved playing league with you I hope we can play together another time ❤️
wish i was tall too like 5'7-5'10 so badly 🤣
this is amazing !! i have a small passion for modeling and i absoulutely love how u can chase your dreams. i actually wish i can do the same.. its just how strict my parents are and they dont even knw that i like modeling. even if i tried to say it, they probably wouldn't agree because they think hip dips are ugly and that their not fit for a model. yea.. that's why your vids are so inspirational to me !` i honestly adore your love for modeling and i hope that i can do it too‼💙💙🤞🏻🫶🏻
I RELATE!! But you just gotta stay strong and when we move out we can start testing the waters of the modeling industry and when we make money we can prove our parents wrong >:) LOVE YOU
mcr reference let's go
Yee yee
How old is she does any one know ?
i think around 18@@Tiktoks_4yooouu
IS THE THUMBNAIL MCR
THATS WHAAT I WAS THINKING BRO
I WANT TO BE A MODEL LİKE U ❤
Wheres my league mention 🤔
0:05 who is the guy?
Suits on girls 🫦😍
today was the day i learnt that your channel name is pronounced virus and not veerse
Earlyyyy
Girl your nails were stained for weeks from that fake blood 😂😂😂💀💀
hi iyan its my bday can u pls like
not league of legends LMAO