recovering from being a modeling hater (minorly successful)

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  • Опубліковано 4 лис 2024

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  • @phiad
    @phiad Рік тому +688

    I’m so glad ur rediscovering ur love for modeling !! this was so fun to watch 😻‼️

    • @PrettyfkSicker
      @PrettyfkSicker Рік тому +8

      But this just came out 10 seconds ago

    • @Samthebaeness
      @Samthebaeness Рік тому +6

      Why does it say 10 hours ago 😭

    • @Goofybugo
      @Goofybugo Рік тому +5

      How this vid was 10 sec ago how did u get to watch it ten hours ago?

    • @Chez09s
      @Chez09s Рік тому +3

      @@PrettyfkSickerit says 10 hours ago it was probably private from before but they had the link sent to them

    • @action16x2
      @action16x2 Рік тому

      How do you watch it in just 2minutes

  • @sujinmcho
    @sujinmcho Рік тому +388

    Honestly, your face is so great for editorial pics, I hope you keep pursuing your passions and I pray you meet good mentors who will help protect and guide you until you're big enough to soar on your own ❤

  • @cheyshell312
    @cheyshell312 Рік тому +304

    your are hands down my favorite youtuber~ i want to model so bad and have been told a lot i could and you inspire me to chase that :3

    • @KaoticKwan
      @KaoticKwan Рік тому +10

      DO IT‼

    • @tigians3641
      @tigians3641 Рік тому +10

      I don’t know you but i’m cheering you on💗

    • @cheyshell312
      @cheyshell312 Рік тому +1

      @@KaoticKwan thank you🥹

    • @cheyshell312
      @cheyshell312 Рік тому +4

      @@tigians3641 i love you

    • @Edd829
      @Edd829 Рік тому +7

      GOOD LUCK ON YOUR JOURNEY!! And remember: You only have one life so make it count, DO WHAT YOU LOVE, and don't let ANYONE talk you down (not even yourself), and most importantly, HAVE FUN. Idk who you are, but I'm routing for you lol

  • @duckiemomo7511
    @duckiemomo7511 Рік тому +150

    I think this is such a great idea! Doing some fun no pressure photo shoots with your friends seems so cool and nice. I know things are hard but I hope you know that you’re beautiful and are doing amazing! We can be our own worst critics but I hope you aren’t beating yourself up too much and you are allowing yourself to have fun and live in the moment❤️❤️

  • @unofficially_iyan
    @unofficially_iyan Рік тому +68

    i used to do modeling as a child and your channel is motivating me to try to do modeling againn !! your channel is rlly inspiring and ive seen all the ups and downs you put onto the channel, each video has so much personality
    in short your content is amazing and i love ur channel 💕💕

  • @mewmew6158
    @mewmew6158 Рік тому +44

    You just have a face that's so fun to stare at. Your expressions paired with that makes you so perfect for being on camera!

  • @amanda-zg5ho
    @amanda-zg5ho Рік тому +22

    the aesthetics of ur vlogs always serve!!

  • @lily-zv8wx
    @lily-zv8wx Рік тому +29

    Im so glad your back into modeling because when i heard you werent in modeling anymore i was so sad but im so glad your back with it

  • @Aku_110
    @Aku_110 10 місяців тому +14

    When ever I watch your videos I get RANDOM CONFIDENCE BOOSTS OUT OF NOWHERE. As an Asian girl I really love your content and hope to see more in the future! Also GIRLIE YOURE STUNNING LIKE ON MY KNEES STUNNING

  • @happymi3l
    @happymi3l Рік тому +48

    it’s so cool to see how you do this and you guys look sooo good i loved watching this

  • @AlexisBelon
    @AlexisBelon Рік тому +13

    My modeling journey video comes out next week and I just want to thank you for inspiring it!

    • @junerose7868
      @junerose7868 Рік тому +2

      hey is it ok if you reply to this when your video comes out 👀

  • @cranberryjuicebliss
    @cranberryjuicebliss Рік тому +10

    the photos came out SO pretty what

  • @llladybird.
    @llladybird. Рік тому +4

    7:34 the way i’d immediately fall in love

  • @whynotvera
    @whynotvera Рік тому +4

    these are little bits of fun

  • @maellvr
    @maellvr Рік тому +3

    3:12 nahh bro the way they all looked at you killed me

  • @Leedaineeeee
    @Leedaineeeee Рік тому +12

    Keep chasing your dreams and you’ll be there soon ☺️💕

  • @SequoiaCoatesRamirez
    @SequoiaCoatesRamirez 11 місяців тому +4

    So proud of you! You are such an amazing inspiration! So talented and cool keep going girllll💕

  • @lotuttv
    @lotuttv Рік тому +3

    Never forget you are a model with or without an agency and or the industry!! ❤

  • @jillbenvenutii
    @jillbenvenutii 11 місяців тому +2

    So happy to see you rediscover your passion for modelling again!! I'm 24 years old and I'm just starting to see what agencies I could talk with... You're 17!! You have so much time, and you can do this. I'm not ancient, but now is my time to solidify this, or it really will be too late. Fingers crossed for the both of us 🤞🏼❤

    • @jillbenvenutii
      @jillbenvenutii 11 місяців тому

      ew idk why my username is showing it's like 12 years old pls ignore it

  • @vanityinfurs
    @vanityinfurs Рік тому +2

    its so demolition lovers and the photos r so good :33333

  • @glagglelandian
    @glagglelandian Рік тому +4

    THEM LOOKING AT EACHOTHER AND LAUGHING WHEN THEY ARE SUPOSSED TO HAVE A STRAIGHT FACE HELPP

  • @H1N4_N1NJ4
    @H1N4_N1NJ4 Рік тому +1

    I literally love your content so much iyan you’re basically my happy pill at this point

  • @Happydaisyflower.3
    @Happydaisyflower.3 Рік тому +1

    all of a sudden u r looking so mature after getting this hair! it's so alluringly attractive & unique on you, i love it so much it makes u look so mature

  • @themartinipolizia
    @themartinipolizia Рік тому +2

    Your editing is getting sooo good!

  • @zinwho0
    @zinwho0 Рік тому +1

    This was GORGEOUS. I mean it. You are very creative, and I think you’d be amazing as a model. Keep it up, girlieeeee!😊

  • @nicolemazza9749
    @nicolemazza9749 Рік тому +1

    7:38 reminds me sm of the mcr three cheers album cover!!! i hope that was the inspiration

  • @itsmespots_4949
    @itsmespots_4949 Рік тому +2

    I'm In love with this series, keep making more!!!

  • @rust_on_your_door
    @rust_on_your_door Рік тому +2

    thumbnail got me thinking you were making a short film! you're gorgeous and i'm so happy you're diving back into your dream!

  • @Refreshandinspire
    @Refreshandinspire 5 місяців тому

    Doing things you really love is the key ❤❤❤
    Good Luck 👌👌👌🩵🩵🩵

  • @Sallyslays4ever
    @Sallyslays4ever Рік тому +1

    Yes! U are the definition of beauty, literally
    Can wait to see more ♥ ily

  • @cr0wdedteeth
    @cr0wdedteeth Рік тому

    those shoots came out so visually interesting I love the atmosphere like yessss in the mood for love come throughhhh

    • @cr0wdedteeth
      @cr0wdedteeth Рік тому

      on a more serious note. I've been following your modeling journey and you have been very inspiring and courageous Iyan. I keep feeling a deep feeling of connection as I've gone through a similar emotional journey trying to find my place in a field and industry that I love, although I am older than you I can relate and find strength in seeing your journey. Art and illustration was my passion and outlet since I was young, I convinced myself I would bust ass and get into a prestigious art school and blow up from there. 2 years in I got a huge reality check... life is hard and perhaps my dream won't be as clear cut as I had imagined. I was prepared for sleepless nights and harsh critiques, but what I wasn't ready for was juggling that along with the reality of being all alone in a new city with no support or connections and very little money. I became disillusioned and bitter about my school, my peers, and the industry as a whole. In the end, I had to leave due to mental health-related issues and being unable to keep paying tuition. I felt that what was happening to me was unfair and that the people I went to school with had it easy as a huge percentage of them came from wealth or had more formal training than I did. It was disheartening and my world became dark. Other financial struggles kept emerging and I was forced to work and sustain myself and I further began to hate my life. I was always too tired and creatively exhausted to draw in my free time. I began to feel like an imposter. But now that a few years have passed I have found love and a new perspective on life. I realized that my road to working as an artist professionally might not be as simple as 18-year-old me assumed, but that is a beautiful thing. Creative industries are unique and as Aidan's email said, all it takes is saying yes at the right time. I've accepted that the road will be winding at times but the hope has been reignited. In a few months, I will be flying home and restarting my life where I began with my new outlook and passion. I'm slowly finding myself creatively again and drawing in hopes of scoring a tattoo apprenticeship at some point. I wish you the best of luck from here on out, let the journey be a part of your story.
      Lots of Love,
      A fellow Asian in over their head (but not really)

  • @Victoria.e.v
    @Victoria.e.v 7 місяців тому

    Hope i see more of your modeling videos soon! You are truly beautifull and a great inspiration 😭💗

  • @vaalentina.
    @vaalentina. Рік тому +1

    you’re so pretty, I really hope that you find a new agency. I really want to model when I’m older. it’s super unlikely, but I can dream 💕

  • @dopeawesomeswag
    @dopeawesomeswag Рік тому

    Please keep following your dreams i want to see more of this series💪

  • @Annie-b4l
    @Annie-b4l Рік тому +1

    Even the intro was just 😩👩‍🍳👄

  • @jaw____3
    @jaw____3 Рік тому +2

    IYAN WE NEED TO SEE ALL THE OHOTOS !!!!

  • @暧昧-u8e
    @暧昧-u8e Рік тому +4

    This looks so fun! I wish I could experience that too

  • @Ella-sf3rq
    @Ella-sf3rq Рік тому +2

    omg you look magesticcc if i could afford it i would totally love to dress like u 😭😭💔💔

  • @rayek0
    @rayek0 Рік тому

    Omg u two look majesticcc

  • @jjwsvtk9987
    @jjwsvtk9987 Рік тому

    the way I was about to watch a wong kar wai movie and now I'm seeing this, love itt

  • @atashigoshwami4800
    @atashigoshwami4800 Рік тому

    i love your vids so much TT

  • @4CATZZ1
    @4CATZZ1 Рік тому

    I LOVED THIS VIDEO SM

  • @Vwolf-qn7ow
    @Vwolf-qn7ow 8 місяців тому

    Gorgeous ❤

  • @staeriix
    @staeriix Рік тому

    love the vibes

  • @iuv4enzo
    @iuv4enzo Рік тому +1

    'omg cute gay couple' real

  • @xoxo733
    @xoxo733 Рік тому

    omg iyan ilysm

  • @saltytearsofsoap8997
    @saltytearsofsoap8997 Рік тому

    3:13 what in the matrix

  • @haruyokoijulia
    @haruyokoijulia Рік тому

    wooow i love the shoots

  • @mini_1538
    @mini_1538 Рік тому +2

    Your videos are so cool ! What do you use to edit them?

  • @mariakiremitci4036
    @mariakiremitci4036 Рік тому +1

    ooh shoot 2 reminds me of the cover album Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge by my Chemical Romance

  • @ngndnd
    @ngndnd Рік тому +3

    i thought the thumbnail was one of those movie recap channels lmao

  • @sorakadoll
    @sorakadoll Рік тому +1

    GIRL U PLAY LEAGUE ur my fav ytber now :D (im an addict too.......)

  • @willieryan8339
    @willieryan8339 Рік тому +3

    Gurl you Slayyyyyyyyyyy ❤

  • @snow_6969
    @snow_6969 Рік тому +2

    this is amazing !! i have a small passion for modeling and i absoulutely love how u can chase your dreams. i actually wish i can do the same.. its just how strict my parents are and they dont even knw that i like modeling. even if i tried to say it, they probably wouldn't agree because they think hip dips are ugly and that their not fit for a model. yea.. that's why your vids are so inspirational to me !` i honestly adore your love for modeling and i hope that i can do it too‼💙💙🤞🏻🫶🏻

    • @cheyshell312
      @cheyshell312 Рік тому

      I RELATE!! But you just gotta stay strong and when we move out we can start testing the waters of the modeling industry and when we make money we can prove our parents wrong >:) LOVE YOU

  • @baldemalisbaldemalis9001
    @baldemalisbaldemalis9001 Рік тому

    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

  • @spidermanindiaofficial
    @spidermanindiaofficial Рік тому

    HELP THE CICADAS SCREECHING 😭😭😭

  • @samimaricar
    @samimaricar Рік тому +3

    wong kar wai is one of my fav directors, this whole shoot is so beautiful and such an good inspiration for me as an artist 🤍

  • @nardowick2895
    @nardowick2895 5 місяців тому

    Your so pretty

  • @eoaneu
    @eoaneu Рік тому +1

    idk why but u remind me of life is strange 2 sm 😭

  • @Kinne2002
    @Kinne2002 Рік тому +4

    Was this posted somewhere else? Because I could've swore I seen this before. Maybe I'm just Trippin but I could've sworn I've seen this before.😂😂😂

  • @hellacooook
    @hellacooook Рік тому

    American breakfast with a gun. Duh. Lol that grandma is a real G

  • @D3ed_
    @D3ed_ Рік тому

    YOUR VOICE 😍

  • @Chez09s
    @Chez09s Рік тому

    Yayy💗

  • @뉸뉴냔냐-i6h
    @뉸뉴냔냐-i6h Рік тому

    언니가 영상 많이 못본사이에 구독자 완죤 많이 늘었네~~^♡^

  • @Truth444
    @Truth444 7 місяців тому

    What's your skincare??

  • @ArmyflameGenz
    @ArmyflameGenz Рік тому

    Video logs are good yours is

  • @maelieduclos-phan3782
    @maelieduclos-phan3782 Рік тому +2

    I loved playing league with you I hope we can play together another time ❤️

  • @dumpking_
    @dumpking_ Рік тому +1

    mcr reference let's go

  • @Bochnik_Loaf
    @Bochnik_Loaf Рік тому

    Yee yee

  • @Happydaisyflower.3
    @Happydaisyflower.3 Рік тому

    wish i was tall too like 5'7-5'10 so badly 🤣

  • @savbrekker
    @savbrekker Рік тому +2

    IS THE THUMBNAIL MCR

    • @padisleiero
      @padisleiero Рік тому +1

      THATS WHAAT I WAS THINKING BRO

  • @re1nrem
    @re1nrem 11 місяців тому +2

    I WANT TO BE A MODEL LİKE U ❤

  • @sunshinevalley0
    @sunshinevalley0 Рік тому +2

    How old is she does any one know ?

    • @chika143
      @chika143 Рік тому

      i think around 18@@Tiktoks_4yooouu

  • @itz_trippi
    @itz_trippi Рік тому

    Wheres my league mention 🤔

  • @Kailz
    @Kailz 4 місяці тому

    0:05 who is the guy?

  • @D3ed_
    @D3ed_ Рік тому

    Suits on girls 🫦😍

  • @PatrickSustarsic
    @PatrickSustarsic Рік тому

    Girl your nails were stained for weeks from that fake blood 😂😂😂💀💀

  • @officialhikikomori
    @officialhikikomori 5 місяців тому

    today was the day i learnt that your channel name is pronounced virus and not veerse

  • @yurimsblunt
    @yurimsblunt Рік тому

    Earlyyyy

  • @xoxo733
    @xoxo733 Рік тому +1

    hi iyan its my bday can u pls like

  • @apriltong3688
    @apriltong3688 Рік тому

    not league of legends LMAO