I’m so happy to hear God delivered you from OCD. I’m a psych mental health NP and believe in modern medicine but I know God can deliver. I had an encounter with God almost 2 years ago and He immediately delivered me from depression, anxiety, and childhood trauma. Never suffered from them again. I believe there is a spiritual element to psychiatric disorders.
Honestly medicine is just a bandaid I respect your profession but modern medicine causes issues to become worse, I used to take adderall and psychiatric medications. They all hurt my brain my motor reflexes were horrible for years. I had a stutter and everything from the medication. I just think it’s important to know God didn’t create man made medicine and it isn’t good for us.
I'm glad that you chose to see it that way. Thanks for sharing your testimony and story. I pray that others in that field will choose to see it that way IN JESUS' NAME. I pray that the the LORD CHOOSES TO USE YOU IN A MIGHTY WAY IN THE MENTAL HEALTH AND MEDICAL PROFESSION IN THE MIGHTY AND MATCHLESS NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH. THE NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES. AMEN.
Working in CPS I see demonic strongholds and generational issues due to childhood trauma. It's sad I can't do more than pray and not many churches have deliverance ministry here.
Wow please pray God will deliver me from those things too. I had a terrible panic attack this morning, I felt like my heart was gonna come out. Oh God! You are my refugee, I want to be free!!!
I had this terribly for my first few years saved. It was torment and almost nightmarish. God let me go through it so it would wear out and lose power. I look back and see how ridiculous the thoughts were, and how the enemy convinced me they were mine! If you are going through OCD, blasphemous thoughts, you WILL overcome it and God will strengthen you in your mind so that the enemy won't be able to use your mind in the same way again. You'll be stronger and wiser and know better, in Jesus name. AMEN.
I trust that you're overcoming in Christ everyday sister. Your comment has been a confirmation that I wasn't the only one as it was a battle that I didn't know how to fight because I thought they were my own thoughts. But thanks be to ABBA and YAHUSHA the Redeemer for deliverance and salvation 💙
Thank you!! I needed to hear this!! The thoughts are ridiculous when I look at them in hindsight but when I'm going through them they seem so real! And I struggle with this horrible thing and I rebuke it in the name of Jesus!!! Every day I get stronger and stronger in the Lord. I refuse to take it as a part of me forever. God can heal in the name of Jesus!!!! ❤
For being so introverted in the past, it’s obvious God has now gifted him as a speaker. I had OCD to a degree in my 20’s. Light switches, stove, sidewalk cracks, etc. Just listening to him reminded me of how awful and time consuming it is. Praise Jesus Will was healed!
I resonate so much on the time saving aspect that was an immediate blessing I felt when the Lord took over my worries... He is truly the BEST at giving us what we never realized we needed, and lets us re focus on all the right, uplifting things!
@@natalienelson8681 I know this is a sensitive topic to delve in, but I'm going to ask. Feel free to respond, but don't feel compelled. Do you believe that you can be free from the meds one day? Especially after hearing this testimony?
This testimony should be watched by EVERYONE!! We all know someone who has some type of mental illness from ADHD to OCD and they need this HOPE!! God bless you brother!! Thank you for sharing!!
God set me free from alcoholism. I don't have the obsession anymore. They say that's a mental thing that you can't change. But God changed me from not being able to stop to being a completely normal person who can actually have a glass of wine or half a glass lol and that's all. Thank God for this! People don't understand this and they judge it alot, but I know what God did for me ❤ he is so good
That so true! I see a lot of people make this type of Illness like gifts from God OCD ADHD all that spectrums Telling people live with it! Those are Mental disorders!
Parents need to cover their children in prayer everyday. Be gate keepers and watchers of your home, aware of the enemy’s invasion. And yes, don’t reject the Holy Spirit!!!
I struggle with Bipolar, ADHD, and Trichotillomania, along with all the slew of anxiety and depressive symptoms that go with bipolar. I want to be set free. I’ve been struggling for over 25 years and I take medications to help but it doesn’t alleviate it completely, just takes the edge off but it still helps. I loved your testimony and I pray the LORD will set me free too one day. I will keep praying! Thank you for your testimony. May God continue to bless you and your family. 🙏
If you accept, that we are all sinners, if you repent from your sins! If you accept Jesus as your savior and that only he can make you righteous. If you believe that Jesus will save you, the holy spirit will fill you and you will be saved. And the holy spirit may lead you thst the deeds out of thankfulness about the salvation will be reading in the scriptures and also the books of mose where God teaches us to live a live how he loves it. And demons hate a holy live... They will latest leave then and don't come back. Because in the laws of God you see how not to ooen the doors again. Be saved, blessed, guided and guarded by our Lord Jesus Christ and adopted as his beloved Father in heaven JHWH ❤
Praying and fasting. Don't forget fasting. It freed me from certain repetitive behaviors. Of course, prayer intensifies when you fast and Scripture seems even clearer. You also need the spiritual support of prayer, worship music and reading Scripture when you fast. Ask God to guide you to make sure you don't overdo it but even one 24 hour fast can be effective (make sure you drink water). The first time I did a 3 day fast, it broke my obsession with having breakfast and especially coffee immediately in the morning (because I had believed Satan's lie that I "needed" breakfast or else I'd get antsy). It was such a sense of freedom and spiritual power when that stronghold broke. Since that day, I have been able to delay breakfast for hours and even skip it if necessary. The first day of my 3 day fast was the hardest. I wanted to eat the furniture lol. But I soon learned that the hunger pangs would come in WAVES, at which point I would read my Bible until they subsided. Later I realized that's EXACTLY what temptations are like: they come in waves and when I lean into Christ through the Word, I gain spiritual strength to "ride the waves" and thus overcome the temptation. I strongly suggest fasting and prayer. Remember that most issues are spiritual and Jesus said that some only get resolved through prayer and fasting: Matthew 17:21
I went around with my salvation for many years until I realized that was satans personal attack on me! He was causing confusion in my heart and mind in order to keep me from serving God. He wanted me to end my self because then he would win! His #1 goal for my life was to send me down the toilet mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. When I realized that my doubts were from the devil, i realized that to reject them and trust Jesus was the only answer.
Struggled with ocd, depression and enxuety for over 40 years. Lots of mess, two shrinks, etc. Reading the Bible, praying and 30 minutes a day of hard cardio have done more for me than anything else.
I’m standing & believing for your TOTAL FREEDOM!! The root meaning of the word testimony is a SEED.. a continuation of the same… so this testimony is a SEED for your deliverance! No accident you found this! Gods going to do the SAME in your life!
It is a blessing that he was delivered from that demonic oppression, influence, and possession. MANY people WON'T understand who have NEVER been through it. I PRAY HIS STRENGTH IN THE LORD IN JESUS' NAME. AMEN. THE JOY OF THE LORD IS HIS/OUR STRENGTH. He got delivered from a sense/form of pride as well.
My daughter’s OCD started around age 9. She came to me and asked if she had to wash every strand of hair perfectly. She had a dreadful fear of going bald! It’s skipped around to where she had other obsessions. But now, at 34, she’s doing much better. Thanks to God!
This was such a pure testimony. This ministered to my season right now. Opened eyes to the Word again and how it will direct you. Such a pure soul. I will share this with my daughter.
I needed to hear this testimony. I have struggled with undiagnosed OCD since the age of 7. It started as intrusive thoughts about my parents dying and then it got worse as I aged and it also got mixed with my sins. I’m currently 17. I want to get better and I’m trying to repent from all of my sins. Please someone pray for me
Lord, please deliver my sister in Christ for you know her affliction and suffering. I know how she feels for I struggle with the same. May she know You love her, You are with her, and for her! I claim the blood of Christ over her! That you shall heal her. In the name of Jesus. Amen.
I've been diagnosed with ptsd anxiety bipolar and borderline personality disorder different combinations of those diagnoses or variations of them from different drs. I've been in psych wards at least 5 times. Attempted suicide 3 times. I had compulsive tendencies such as repeating everything I say under my breath immediately after saying it, and rubbing my fingers on my scalp in a circular motion until I rubbed bald spots. As I've grown older, I learned enough to stop myself and move to a new spot to avoid hair loss and try to not repeat myself but sometimes I do slip. Ive been off medication for a while and I have an appointment next week. I dont want to be this way forever. I feel like a horrible mother. I get angry or sad and I then I get so guilty. Their father was very abusive, just like my father was, and now hes on the streets on fentanyl and I'm doing this all by myself on top of my internal struggles. Ive recieved some deliverance but not fully and I am very isolated. No brothers and sisters in christ around me to help me. I am constantly worried about my salvation. If im not obsessing over my salvation, Im ignoring God because it feels like it's all too much to handle. This video touched me, thank you for sharing.
You have received some deliverance! That means you will receive more deliverance! Where there is some breakthrough, there is more! You will get there as long as you don’t quit! And you, my dear, are definitely NOT A QUITTER!
Not having God's word in your heart leaves you without a weapon against the lies demons attack with. Not just reading Psalm 91 but actually trust in it. That God doesn't lie. Parents who don't teach that God's word is alive and living.
Hello! As someone who struggles with OCD (and scrupulosity as mentioned in the video), I would love to offer you some advice on how to help out your daughter. OCD is something that seems very real to the person who has it. If your daughter tells you what thoughts she has, no matter how stupid it might sound, just listen to her. A lot of my former thoughts brought me pain, and I had no one to help sympathize with me except for my Girlfriend at the time. So please, just listen to her. Secondly, comfort her with scripture. Teach her the comforting truth of trusting that, no matter what happens, God will protect her. By doing that, you lessen the effects that OCD has, and instead turn the fear into faith. Here are some verses that I clung to during my severe struggle. "The LORD will keep you from all harm- he will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore. (Psalm 121:7-8)" "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10) " "If God is for us, who can be against us? (Romans 8:31)" Just be there for your daughter during this period. It may be hard, and it may be irritating at points, but you will show her the love of God, and also protect her from pain. God bless your efforts!
Our daughter has severe OCD too. Her's is caused from Autoimmune Encephalitis. She has moral scrupulosity, had what appears as an eating disorder and now has contamination OCD. I think the scrupulosity is the worst. It's better, but she has a lot of trouble praying because of the thoughts. We're praying for your daughter and you to overcome this and have peace.
Thank you so much for this testimony brother. This is the what I’ve been fighting since 2020. Scrupulosity specifically. Panic attacks and evil intrusive thoughts and images of a perverse/blasphemous way etc Gods already been training me to use the word of God and it’s reduced a lot but I know there is another level of deliverance that God has for me ❤
Yes, all of that is demonic! And Jesus absolutely wants you free! ❤ As someone who has overcome torment on the "what if I'm not saved" topic, check out the verse in Romans about the gift of righteousness. Righteousness is right standing with God. It's a gift. Just believe it's true (that you stand right before Him). When you believe that, the torment stops. It's a GIFT. The Holy Spirit will reveal it to you. ❤
Hi!! I’ve been delivered from OCD, please don’t give up, but also get therapy, it would have helped me sooner. OCD is a one hell of a monster but it’s possible to overcome, I had the same intrusive thoughts, and thoughts about taboo and horrible/unspeakable things…..but the Lord Jesus Christ is faithful. You are NOT your thoughts!! You are a child of God! Always affirm that in your head!! Affirm your identity in Christ always!! The “what if ” Tell your mind, you are a child of God. And keep praying to the Lord, write verses and and repeat them and speak them over self !!! rebuke in the name of Jesus the “what ifs”. There is hope in Jesus Christ!!!
Thank you for sharing this I cried the whole time- I have OCD and I feel hope that I am going to be delivered. It would be cool if you could interview Breed also, sounds like she has an amazing testimony.
Wow that's a very real way to describe the gift i have, like people would know i knew their past and present 😢, so they had to be real with me. I always draw people to me for their personal problems. They feel like they can always come to me for advice and guidance. 😢 Thank you Lord for this gift, 🙏🏽 I learned and am learning your word so i can now guide your sheep, and find and free the lost🤌🏽🌹, May you continue to strengthen me for your Glory 💞.
Watching this testimony was a blessing. I’ve never experienced OCD, however I think this was a great eye opener for me. Love Will’s demeanor and his spirit. God bless him and God bless Delafe.
What a beautiful testimony, and the love for what God has done in your life and your love for Jesus is so evident in your delivery and demeanour. Praise God for the gifts of the Spirit! Something I'm learning about and experiencing for the first time after having been a believer for decades. Come on Church, let's not minimize what God offers! Thank you for this. May God continue to bless and protect you and your wife.
I had a twin who noticed and she said I don't do those things and I am not going to die of cancer. Losing my hair and dying of cancer was another fear I had...I had to keep flattening my hair smoothing it with my hands and lay on it completely still and stiff to not mess it up.and the counting... I trusted what my sister said though. And I stopped doing it shortly after that. There was a time I would only cartwheel through the house too.
This story reminds me so much of myself. Someone until a year ago I struggled with my salvation. I repeated the sinners prayer often, nowhere near as much as Will did but I struggled with it especially with an intense fear of the rapture and being left behind. My parents tried to help me the best they know how to but it didn't work. At some point in my late teens/early 20s I just stopped caring. Started fully living for myself, started avoiding church and just living life without God. It wasn't bad, but it definitely wasn't good or fun. I started feeling like I was just doing a list of tasks, wake up do yoga, go to work, come home, play computer games and sleep. That was about it. God had a plan though, went to a surprise birthday party for my mom and ended up meeting my husband. We've been a lot through the 2 years we've been married, and even before. Him becoming apart of my life changed so much in my family, they are no longer religious but now seek relationship with God. I didn't return to God until just last November, I reached out to my mom and she recommended reading the prodigal son and approaching God in that manner. Ended up praying to God, confessing my sins and asking him to forgive me and have a relationship with me. The next morning the old thoughts and anxiety started to creep back in, was I really saved? Did I do everything right? I prayed and told God I need a sign, I need to know you've forgiven me. Opened my bible to Psalms as I felt like they would give me some sort of comfort since David cried out to God in his suffering a lot. I came across Psalms 2:7 (NLT) The king proclaims the Lord’s decree: “The Lord said to me, ‘You are my son. Today I have become your Father. I broke down crying. I has never heard from God like that, never so clearly and in definite response to what I asked Him. Now a year later, I've never been closer. I love listening to worship music, look forward to reading my bible to see how I cam better serve God and enjoy talking with Him. He's shown up so much in my life recently, He is good! The doubt still tried to sneak back in but Psalm 2:7 shuts that down everytime.
Oh my goodness I didn’t know putting your head down was the international sign of distress in a church 😂 I did that one time in order to pray deeply for myself and before I could lift my head someone was right beside me with their hand on my shoulder praying for me 🙏🏼😊😊😊😊
This was wonderful. His Name is Faithful and True! "Also a multitude gathered from the surrounding cities to Jerusalem, bringing sick people and those who were TORMENTED by unclean spirits, and they were ALL healed." - Acts 5:16; "They brought to Him ALL sick people who were afflicted with various diseases and TORMENTS, and those who were demon-possessed, epileptics, and paralytics; and He healed them." - Matthew 4:24. Hallelujah! Torment is not God's will!
Such a great testimony. Thanks for sharing. This highlights again to me that we need to stop doing the "sinner's prayer," but rather tell people who believe and confess that Jesus is Lord to respond as the Scriptures say to do so: repent of sin, be baptized in water, and receive the Holy Spirit (Acts 2:38).
So amazing that an 8 yr. Old would be drawn to Jesus like this. This man has a beautiful heart and soul.✝️💜Nice that he has a great family to help him, you are so BLESSED!!!🙏
Please pray for my little brother, he's been struggling with severe OCD for years and it's gotten really bad. He's deeply depressed and suicidal. I love him dearly and don't want to lose him to this... Please Lord Jesus, deliver him!!!
hi! i just wanted to comment and say i am so sorry 😢 i also am the older sibling to my sister who battled OCD so much. she was also suicidal. i have several people in my life that deal with OCD with themes surrounding religion, health & also identity & sexuality. i just wanted to encourage you that you’re doing amazing. what feeds the “ocd” is going with the flow of the compulsions. so when you start denying the compulsions- you start to starve the “ocd” if you will. but if you keep feeding the compulsions & ruminating on them- they will keep coming. i really recommend you seeing a therapist that specializes in OCD and exposure therapy. my sister and 3 of my friends battle OCD and (they’re all christians) and having a therapist who specializes in OCD, deep biblical community that knows you & will support you, your choice to be daily (or minute by minute) to be extremely brave and stop proving the thoughts wrong is the secret sauce. proud of you. there is hope. my sister and friends didn’t completely get “set free” from OCD but they did learn how to overcome their thoughts and the looping thoughts have minimized SIGNIFICANTLY to where they can live their lives again. ♥️
don’t give up praying for him, I will pray for him too!! The Lord Jesus delivered me from OCD as well I had it since 17 but God is always faithful, and it’s possible to be free, there is a hope, I don’t wish OCD on anyone, it really is spiritually and mental battle, it broke so so many times, but I praise the Lord he has given me deliverance!!! I’m 22 now and have been back in my walk with Christ for 2 years!!
Thank you for following God's prompting to record these testimonies!! I'm sure this one hit close to home for some! ❤ I pray for God to continue to bless this ministry!!! ☝️🙏☝️🙏❤️❣️
My understanding of deliverance, which includes working with my husband in deliverance, leads me to believe the OCD was always demonic the whole time. When you were delivered, that spirit left you. ❤
Amazing testimony! My father struggles with OCD and is certainly inviting demons into his life though he says he is a christian. He swears a-lot, lives of the world, perverted, gets angry easily. He went to church all the time as a child but as he grew up he grew apart from the lord though he still believes. Please pray for my father Tim
I can’t thank Will enough for this testimony of his, that he was so kind and gracious to share!! There are so many similarities between his testimony and mine, and he’s given me great insight into some of the things that I’ve struggled with, and I’m so thankful to him and to God!!
What an amazing testimony. I loved it. I can totally relate with so much of this. Most of it. I feel like it’s time to start sharing my own testimony like god wants. It’s just hard but it shouldn’t be. Thank you for these testimonials. 🙏❤️
What a gift and privilege to experience the Lion and the Lamb. Beautiful. So deeply glad for your sister to fall in love with Jesus and then for you... Praise, thanks, honor and glory to the Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Such a wonderful testimony... a thousand Alleluias. ❤ 🕊 ✝️
This testimony has touched my life deeply and has really resonated with me since I'm a victim of anxiety. And I used to believe that mental disorders/ issues cannot be healed spiritually but ever since I gave my life to Jesus in July, I've witnessed His strength. I still struggle with it a little but not the way that I did before. I believe He will bring my healing to completion. ✝️❤️
I love hearing these testimonies, they're so encouraging! I can definitely relate to this man's struggles. Hopefully I can have that breakthrough as well, I've been praying and praying for so long. I honestly don't want to live, but I'm very grateful to be saved and look forward to the return of Jesus. Please pray for me.
I did rituals too, especially the door one...and I would spit on my shirt sleeves in school because I couldn't get up to spit every five seconds when I thought my spit was like poison so I had to get it out.
Thank you for your testimony. I suffer from OCD. I struggle mostly with relationship OCD. It can be debilitating. There is hope in Jesus Christ. Listening to Mark DeJesus changed my life!!
Hi guys, I'm from Brazil, and I've been going through a very difficult phase with religious OCD, I really need your prayers, I'm increasingly far from GOD .I just wanted to be a normal Christian, just believe, but I can't handle many doubts, feelings, mental confusion.
Amen!! Wow this made me cry 😭 I am so happy for you and your sister. I got delivered from drug addiction and depression because of an encounter with Jesus!! He can do it! Thanks for sharing your testimony! The details helped me ❤️✨and yes he has blessed his followers today with gifts!!! They are not gone!!!
God spoke to me one day in my life and son and he said love is not sex and sex is not love. That was the day that I discovered just how strong our God is. And how much he loves us.
I've been in church for 30 yrs.This is the first time that I've ever heard a Christian mention the presense of an interpretur when it comes to tongues. I've been around pentacostals all of my life, & I've always wondered why there's never an interpreter around when the Bible says there should be. That doesn't stop me from believing in the power of the Holy Spirit. But I when I hear ppl speaking in tongues, I take it with a grain of salt.
I was thinking about it just last week. There's so much of God's power that moves through the holy Spirit and its gifts. Thank you for sharing so much. It's powerful story of deliverance and God's purpose in your life.
The ocd I’ve struggled with for years since I was a little kid (22 now) I think I’m starting to realize, is washing, whenever I’m washing my hands, washing my body in the shower, washing dishes, just anything I’m cleaning or washing, I’ve always had to do it over and over again, to feel “complete”, and like I’ve done that specific action, “right”, and only then can I move on with life..
I have conditions now that when i read scripture, i feel that i need to read the line over and over again, until i feel that i read it correctly, or i'm looking for a feeling for me to go to the next line or next verse. It's so tiring honestly, added with intrusive thoughts, lustful images. It gives me a hard time to pray and read scripture. Sometimes it gives me more than 30mins just to read 1 chapter. And after that, i only remember a few words from what i read😢, because im more focus in my emotion than in understanding the scripture. When i was a child i also have a sign of OCD like touching the wall on my side while walking, or i need to blink my eyes hardly until i feel relief. Please pray for me🙏. God bless you all.
hi! i just wanted to comment and say i am so sorry 😢 i have several people in my life that deal with OCD with themes surrounding religion, health & also identity & sexuality. i just wanted to encourage you that you’re doing amazing. and that it’s okay to be tired. what feeds the “ocd” is going with the flow of the compulsions. so when you start denying the compulsions- you start to starve the “ocd” if you will. but if you keep feeding the compulsions & ruminating on them- they will keep coming. i really recommend you seeing a therapist that specializes in OCD and exposure therapy. my sister and 3 of my friends battle OCD and (they’re all christians) and having a therapist who specializes in OCD, deep biblical community that knows you & will support you, your choice to be daily (or minute by minute) to be extremely brave and stop proving the thoughts wrong is the secret sauce. proud of you. there is hope. my sister and friends didn’t completely get “set free” from OCD but they did learn how to overcome their thoughts and the looping thoughts have minimized SIGNIFICANTLY to where they can live their lives again. ♥️
Praise God for your deliverance! It was always a spiritual battle. From the moment that deceived pastor told you that prophetic gifts were not for today. Denying the Holy Spirit. That lead to all of the other experiences and OCD. There needs to be better education on how the enemy works so we are not deceived. ❤
This is really beautiful and important for me to hear. I’ve had pTSD, OCD intrusive thoughts, eating disorder, and the most tormenting anxiety and fears in my marriage, and lots of literal experiences of demonic activities around me. I know I have so much shame in some areas and timelines of my life, guilt, and trauma. I’ve come so far but the farthest I’ve come to repentance, healing, and peace has come in my last few months consciously working towards connecting with Jesus and the Bible. I connected to Jesus a few years ago but the Bible has helped me see a lot more depths beyond just praying for help. Jesus helps y’all. Pray with your full heart bc he always listens and has more love for you than anything else
Am also struggling with this,am always repenting,trying to read the bible its hard,fear of Gods punishment, sickenness in my body ,i just feel hopeless, its like God is far away i cant reach him,my heart is empty like i cant feel anything,i cant sleep right its just alot to deal with 😢😢
I know how you feel, it's something I can't even put my finger on, no words to accurately describe it, but I'm reading, praying and crying, knowing that God knows exactly where I am and how I am feeling, and repenting for my sins and hoping He delivers me from it all. Its almost like losing touch with one's reality of everything, not living just existing. You're not alone
That's how I feel,like am just existing 😢 I try to find anyone to talk to but then it's like no one understands, am just reminded that God is the only one who can help me yet he's so far away.
As someone who also struggles with it I have some piece of advice I have so much anxiety of God's wrath that sometimes I want to physically puke I can't relax in daily basis and such, you know to much to explain But, the truth is that emotions is the devil, not even your own What really helps me is constantly thinking "God's doesn't give us spirit of fear, Jesus is the Prince of Peace, not worry" Sure, we must think about our actions having consequences but not to the extent we can't enjoy God's love Please my friend, we are all siblings, remember one thing don't blame yourself, because He also doesn't blame you, He loves you, cares about you so much not a single person or every person combine can love you the same way He loves you. You are His most adored creation, and we are not perfect and never will, man, even angels are not perfect in His view, but He loved you no matter of your failures and sins, that was is love, so don't worry yourself and just live for the Lord the best you can. Believing in Him is not an emotion and believing in His love also not an emotion, it's an action from you and His side, emotions are deceiving, His word is not. He didn't judge a woman who cheated, so why judge you? I will pray for you today❤ 🙏
God is not far from you. He's omnipresent! ❤ You just don't feel Him. Pray He opens your eyes to see Him, and don't freak out if you don't feel Him right away. Trust His Word and that He is who He says He is. May He give you the grace you need, in Jesus name, amen ❤
When I was newly born-again in 2019, I was so excited to obey Our Heavenly Father but then it became a religious obsession. I was listening to people on UA-cam without discernment and that's when the problems began. Through those preachings, I began to think that everything was going to take me to hell. I threw away clothes that i 'was convinced' had satanic patterns on it and that I thought would invite demons to attack me. Disclaimer: Please be careful who you listen to and who's church you go to, there are many false preachers/prophets. Ask Christ to lead you. Later, I developed an obsession with fasting, to the point where these demonic spirits were convincing me that I wouldn't be accepted by Christ, unless I fasted. The enemy wanted me starved and dead. So since I wasn't doing it like Isaiah 58 tells us to, I started ruining my health (it's important to fast as led by the Holy Spirit). I was always anxious, always fearful and on edge, always sceptical of people's love for me because of the overwhelming self-hating spirit, that kept oppressing my mind. At some point those demons started convincing me that I should just end my life because I was going to hell, not saved, not loved, hated by the Heavenly Father and many, many lies. The enemy tried to show me which knife to use in my kitchen. I would cry over the smallest things, almost everyday, crying for hours until my chest and eyes hurt and until i lost so much weight. It was the hardest thing in the world to go through and I couldnt even tell my family but i knew it was impacting them so much. I remember a sister one day had a vision about me around that time and said "there's this grey cloud over you and the enemy keeps accusing you." It made perfect sense. This was so bad that I lost the desire to pray, read the bible or watch any spirit-led sermon. However, one day I heard the Holy Spirit say to me : "Are you going to worship me through this storm?" I was shocked because I had no desire to worship (as bad as that sounds) and shocked because I had believed the lie that this was all me and my own thoughts rather than spiritual warfare. Also, the Holy Spirit's question actually confirmed that HE was with me through this battle all along. Not hating me or waiting for me to make one single mistake 'to send me to hell' as I believed. Throughout this storm, I became very harsh, sin-conscience and scrupulous towards others and made so many mistakes. Yet, guess what brethren? It was such a process of breaking and learning to beg at the feet of Christ Yahusha. One day I looked up and realised HE rebuked that storm away and gave me peace of mind and heart, as HE promised His disciples (John 14:27) and this peace is for you too! The Heavenly Father also gave me a scriptural instruction, which is crucial to winning the battle. The scripture is James 4:7 - "Submit to The Heavenly Father, resist the devil and he shall flee from you." The first part of the battle is in our obedience and surrender to HIM but the whole battle has already been won on the cross by our Saviour and Redeemer Yahusha ! There's so much more to this testimony but if it can encourage even one brother or sister to not give up, to open up to other brethren about sin and struggles in our lives, to pray and fast with faith and purity, to confess and have accountability and to understand that you're not alone; then it would be enough! Christ doesn't leave us as orphans. HIS love and kindness for us, leads us to repentance. Freedom in Christ is for you too 💙
I personally have ocd and it is hard and your testimony reminds me that there is hope even. When it feels like it won't get better it will. I feel a call to cumminity I'm just scared but that'd the devil I need help and I need friends to help me, and to grow closer to Jesus. Thank you ❤
I believe him. His testimony is particularly of interest to me because I have a teenage son with ocd. My son is so smart and very sensitive. Since he was a very little boy he's very spiritual too. I don't want my son to suffer from this OCD so this video is very helpful. Will left me with so many more questions. Does he have an Instagram page or UA-cam page?
hi! there is so much hope for your son. i just wanted to comment and say i am so sorry 😢 i have several people in my life that deal with OCD with themes surrounding religion, health & also identity & sexuality. i just wanted to encourage you that you’re doing amazing. you’re doing great mom♥️ feelings aren’t facts. thoughts are not facts. what feeds the “ocd” is going with the flow of the compulsions. so when you start denying the compulsions- you start to starve the “ocd” if you will. but if you keep feeding the compulsions & ruminating on them- they will keep coming. i really recommend you seeing a therapist that specializes in OCD and exposure therapy. my sister and 3 of my friends battle OCD and (they’re all christians) and having a therapist who specializes in OCD, deep biblical community that knows you & will support you, your choice to be daily (or minute by minute) to be extremely brave and stop proving the thoughts wrong is the secret sauce. proud of you. there is hope. my sister and friends didn’t completely get “set free” from OCD but they did learn how to overcome their thoughts and the looping thoughts have minimized SIGNIFICANTLY to where they can live their lives again. ♥️ believing this will be your son too. feel free to reach out to me if you need! i’m on instagram @savvyhudds
I'm glad to hear your testimony it's a pity that you went through that in church and no one have the spiritual site or knowledge , babe in Christ need help that they can grow in grace and knowledge of God.I am glad you get the help you need from other outside of the church , with your experience and the spiritual gifts that God gives you you will be of great help to both believers and sinner alike keep up the good work my brother please pray for me while God continues to bless you.
God bless you brother Will. Iv been battling ocd for years now , and just recently gave my testimony here on Delafe of a gunshot wound accident , God brought me through and did a miracle when I was 15, but do believe my ocd was developed before that and similar to yours but escalated more after accident to help me cope and function with trauma. Thank you for sharing your testimony on here and for prayer 🙏. I praise God for you and your sister also being obedient to Holy Spirit. I’m grateful we can have our jokes and laugh 🤣 about 😂the episodes though like you said when your friend witnessed it . Made me laugh because I completely get it . And what we feel so ashamed about God takes it and turns it around for our good . Romans 8;28. All glory be to his name , and trusting God to help me with mine and deliver me as my eyes were kept on Jesus and doing his will . Much love brother and Gods blessings . 🥰
These stories are beautiful. I wish this could be true for everyone who calls on God. Unfortuntaely he helps some and not others. After 10 years of doing literally everything to get God's help, I accepted no one was coming to save me but me and I moved on and finally started to find relief.
Thankyou for sharing. The Holy Spirit led me to watch your testimony. At first i didnt want to be triggered, or think about the mental illnesses that came into my family anymore, all the torment my daughters have experienced, all the brokeness that i have been praying for years to be healed. I was at the point of, i guess we just live with it. Your story gives me hope, that one day, we Will be completely made whole. Not broken and tormented anymore. I reflected on the mercies we have been given. This is confirmation The Lord is at work on our lives. The enemy came in like a flood, but God raised a standard.❤❤ ❤❤❤
I am having vertigo again. I am oxalate clearing/dumping since I was a spinach and almond smoothies keto person before trying carnivore. I had oxalates coming out of my eyes, pain in my kidneys and more. I think the crystals in my eardrum/vertigo were from the lemon and plain yogurt I ate yesterday. I also had some dark chocolate. I looked up yogurt causing vertigo and tyramine was a trigger, along with citrus, caffeine, chocolate and ripened cheese. 😢I am doing the exercise for moving the crystals.
Please pray for me. I have major disgust OCD. It's affected me my whole life and I get gruesome images in my mind on a daily basis. I try to control my thoughts compulsively and and so many things in daily life trigger me (even those that aren't explicitly unclean). I also daydream a lot maladaptively which has led to many sinful thoughts. I ask in Jesus name that you'll pray for me, anyone who sees this. I want deliverance from OCD completely and from an absent mind for God did not give me a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind, amen.
evil spirits give you thoughts and pictures and dreams and emotions and they want to use your body. Jesus gave you His name His Blood His Authority His Righteousness His Victory and His Word. Use the name of Jesus and command the demons to stop. Call on Jesus every time. Your mind and your imagination and thoughts and feelings and soul and body belong to you!! Command them to stop and leave you in Jesus Name! Get deliverance Help, it’s good to get Help in Prayer and for deliverance from demons. Jesus paid the price for our freedom. Enforce His Victory. Just start and ask the Holy Spirit to Help you and get other real believers to Help you. Love In Christ 💛
Thank you for your testimony especially about the experience of screaming in a holy spiritual experience while seeking Jesus. Sometimes, when I fast or in times of intense prayer, I feel like silently groaning...sounds funny... but not dissimilar to what you experienced. God bless us all in Jesus' name.
This Scripture came to my mind. Joel:2:28-32 and also Acts:2:17 Amen, the more i look at this Channel the more these verses are coming to pass. Amen. Bless the Lord
Most people don’t know that when they are worshiping and praying to God they are cleansing the atmosphere from the enemy for deliverance but that is what they are doing and that is what needs to happen for deliverance otherwise is just transferring of evil spirits that make you think you are better but then you get worse if that is what happened to any of you you need to completely surrender your life to God not just for deliverance but for you to live for him that’s what he wants he wants all of you And as long as you stay praying with out ceasing and with a repentance heart you would most likely cleansed the atmosphere by just focusing on God so you don’t even need to speak against demons they will go when you bring God’s presence into that atmosphere where you are worshiping and praying which makes sense to me Learned this from James Kawalya he is on UA-cam
I’m so happy to hear God delivered you from OCD. I’m a psych mental health NP and believe in modern medicine but I know God can deliver. I had an encounter with God almost 2 years ago and He immediately delivered me from depression, anxiety, and childhood trauma. Never suffered from them again. I believe there is a spiritual element to psychiatric disorders.
Honestly medicine is just a bandaid I respect your profession but modern medicine causes issues to become worse, I used to take adderall and psychiatric medications. They all hurt my brain my motor reflexes were horrible for years. I had a stutter and everything from the medication. I just think it’s important to know God didn’t create man made medicine and it isn’t good for us.
I'm glad that you chose to see it that way. Thanks for sharing your testimony and story. I pray that others in that field will choose to see it that way IN JESUS' NAME. I pray that the the LORD CHOOSES TO USE YOU IN A MIGHTY WAY IN THE MENTAL HEALTH AND MEDICAL PROFESSION IN THE MIGHTY AND MATCHLESS NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH. THE NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES. AMEN.
Working in CPS I see demonic strongholds and generational issues due to childhood trauma. It's sad I can't do more than pray and not many churches have deliverance ministry here.
Wow please pray God will deliver me from those things too. I had a terrible panic attack this morning, I felt like my heart was gonna come out. Oh God! You are my refugee, I want to be free!!!
@@nadyakotik6927 aslong as you’re praying you’re doing a good job🙏🏻
I had this terribly for my first few years saved. It was torment and almost nightmarish. God let me go through it so it would wear out and lose power. I look back and see how ridiculous the thoughts were, and how the enemy convinced me they were mine! If you are going through OCD, blasphemous thoughts, you WILL overcome it and God will strengthen you in your mind so that the enemy won't be able to use your mind in the same way again. You'll be stronger and wiser and know better, in Jesus name. AMEN.
I trust that you're overcoming in Christ everyday sister. Your comment has been a confirmation that I wasn't the only one as it was a battle that I didn't know how to fight because I thought they were my own thoughts. But thanks be to ABBA and YAHUSHA the Redeemer for deliverance and salvation 💙
Thank you!! I needed to hear this!! The thoughts are ridiculous when I look at them in hindsight but when I'm going through them they seem so real! And I struggle with this horrible thing and I rebuke it in the name of Jesus!!! Every day I get stronger and stronger in the Lord. I refuse to take it as a part of me forever. God can heal in the name of Jesus!!!! ❤
Jesus called me to hope
Thank you, I needed to hear this!
For being so introverted in the past, it’s obvious God has now gifted him as a speaker. I had OCD to a degree in my 20’s. Light switches, stove, sidewalk cracks, etc. Just listening to him reminded me of how awful and time consuming it is. Praise Jesus Will was healed!
Amen!
Amen
I resonate so much on the time saving aspect that was an immediate blessing I felt when the Lord took over my worries... He is truly the BEST at giving us what we never realized we needed, and lets us re focus on all the right, uplifting things!
Been struggling from OCD and this just pops up in my feed. God is saying something...
Time to be free
Amen
Praying for you, I struggle too 🙏🏻❤️
Have you tried any meds? I believe God has provided them for certain mental illnesses and certain people. The Lord provided me with the correct med.
@@natalienelson8681 I know this is a sensitive topic to delve in, but I'm going to ask. Feel free to respond, but don't feel compelled.
Do you believe that you can be free from the meds one day? Especially after hearing this testimony?
This testimony should be watched by EVERYONE!! We all know someone who has some type of mental illness from ADHD to OCD and they need this HOPE!!
God bless you brother!! Thank you for sharing!!
Amen amen amen brother. God bless!
God set me free from alcoholism. I don't have the obsession anymore. They say that's a mental thing that you can't change. But God changed me from not being able to stop to being a completely normal person who can actually have a glass of wine or half a glass lol and that's all. Thank God for this! People don't understand this and they judge it alot, but I know what God did for me ❤ he is so good
@@rachelfree1083 praise God!
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That so true!
I see a lot of people make this type of Illness like gifts from God
OCD ADHD all that spectrums
Telling people live with it!
Those are Mental disorders!
Parents need to cover their children in prayer everyday. Be gate keepers and watchers of your home, aware of the enemy’s invasion. And yes, don’t reject the Holy Spirit!!!
@Wendilane Psalm 91, Psalm 23
You can just pray for the Lord to keep, protect, convict your children. And plead the blood of Jesus over them.
This is a word
I struggle with Bipolar, ADHD, and Trichotillomania, along with all the slew of anxiety and depressive symptoms that go with bipolar. I want to be set free. I’ve been struggling for over 25 years and I take medications to help but it doesn’t alleviate it completely, just takes the edge off but it still helps. I loved your testimony and I pray the LORD will set me free too one day. I will keep praying! Thank you for your testimony. May God continue to bless you and your family. 🙏
Praying for you right now!
I shall pray.
having trichotillomania is one of the most frustrating things to deal with. prayers for you girl
If you accept, that we are all sinners, if you repent from your sins! If you accept Jesus as your savior and that only he can make you righteous.
If you believe that Jesus will save you, the holy spirit will fill you and you will be saved.
And the holy spirit may lead you thst the deeds out of thankfulness about the salvation will be reading in the scriptures and also the books of mose where God teaches us to live a live how he loves it. And demons hate a holy live... They will latest leave then and don't come back. Because in the laws of God you see how not to ooen the doors again.
Be saved, blessed, guided and guarded by our Lord Jesus Christ and adopted as his beloved Father in heaven JHWH ❤
Praying and fasting. Don't forget fasting. It freed me from certain repetitive behaviors.
Of course, prayer intensifies when you fast and Scripture seems even clearer. You also need the spiritual support of prayer, worship music and reading Scripture when you fast.
Ask God to guide you to make sure you don't overdo it but even one 24 hour fast can be effective (make sure you drink water).
The first time I did a 3 day fast, it broke my obsession with having breakfast and especially coffee immediately in the morning (because I had believed Satan's lie that I "needed" breakfast or else I'd get antsy).
It was such a sense of freedom and spiritual power when that stronghold broke.
Since that day, I have been able to delay breakfast for hours and even skip it if necessary.
The first day of my 3 day fast was the hardest. I wanted to eat the furniture lol.
But I soon learned that the hunger pangs would come in WAVES, at which point I would read my Bible until they subsided.
Later I realized that's EXACTLY what temptations are like: they come in waves and when I lean into Christ through the Word, I gain spiritual strength to "ride the waves" and thus overcome the temptation.
I strongly suggest fasting and prayer. Remember that most issues are spiritual and Jesus said that some only get resolved through prayer and fasting: Matthew 17:21
I’ve struggled with OCD and God has been faithful!
I went around with my salvation for many years until I realized that was satans personal attack on me! He was causing confusion in my heart and mind in order to keep me from serving God. He wanted me to end my self because then he would win! His #1 goal for my life was to send me down the toilet mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. When I realized that my doubts were from the devil, i realized that to reject them and trust Jesus was the only answer.
Struggled with ocd, depression and enxuety for over 40 years. Lots of mess, two shrinks, etc. Reading the Bible, praying and 30 minutes a day of hard cardio have done more for me than anything else.
I struggle severely with extreme intrusive thoughts and ocd as well and it torments me so badly so this is so comforting to hear!
I’m standing & believing for your TOTAL FREEDOM!! The root meaning of the word testimony is a SEED.. a continuation of the same… so this testimony is a SEED for your deliverance! No accident you found this! Gods going to do the SAME in your life!
Jesus saved me from horrible intrusive thoughts. prayer prayer prayer !!!
make those thoughts obedient to christ.
@@GospelwithElijahwow I needed this I have horrible horrible intrusive thoughts too
@@GospelwithElijahhow would I do that? By speaking the word of God to them every time they pop up?
It is a blessing that he was delivered from that demonic oppression, influence, and possession. MANY people WON'T understand who have NEVER been through it. I PRAY HIS STRENGTH IN THE LORD IN JESUS' NAME. AMEN. THE JOY OF THE LORD IS HIS/OUR STRENGTH. He got delivered from a sense/form of pride as well.
My daughter’s OCD started around age 9. She came to me and asked if she had to wash every strand of hair perfectly. She had a dreadful fear of going bald! It’s skipped around to where she had other obsessions. But now, at 34, she’s doing much better. Thanks to God!
This was such a pure testimony. This ministered to my season right now. Opened eyes to the Word again and how it will direct you. Such a pure soul. I will share this with my daughter.
I'm blown away. This is a beautiful testimony. ❤ Praise Jesus
I needed to hear this testimony. I have struggled with undiagnosed OCD since the age of 7. It started as intrusive thoughts about my parents dying and then it got worse as I aged and it also got mixed with my sins. I’m currently 17. I want to get better and I’m trying to repent from all of my sins. Please someone pray for me
Lord, please deliver my sister in Christ for you know her affliction and suffering. I know how she feels for I struggle with the same. May she know You love her, You are with her, and for her! I claim the blood of Christ over her! That you shall heal her. In the name of Jesus. Amen.
He has such a genuine spirit! I wish i could bump into someone like him
I've been diagnosed with ptsd anxiety bipolar and borderline personality disorder different combinations of those diagnoses or variations of them from different drs. I've been in psych wards at least 5 times. Attempted suicide 3 times. I had compulsive tendencies such as repeating everything I say under my breath immediately after saying it, and rubbing my fingers on my scalp in a circular motion until I rubbed bald spots. As I've grown older, I learned enough to stop myself and move to a new spot to avoid hair loss and try to not repeat myself but sometimes I do slip. Ive been off medication for a while and I have an appointment next week. I dont want to be this way forever. I feel like a horrible mother. I get angry or sad and I then I get so guilty. Their father was very abusive, just like my father was, and now hes on the streets on fentanyl and I'm doing this all by myself on top of my internal struggles. Ive recieved some deliverance but not fully and I am very isolated. No brothers and sisters in christ around me to help me. I am constantly worried about my salvation. If im not obsessing over my salvation, Im ignoring God because it feels like it's all too much to handle. This video touched me, thank you for sharing.
Praying for you right now!
You have received some deliverance! That means you will receive more deliverance! Where there is some breakthrough, there is more! You will get there as long as you don’t quit! And you, my dear, are definitely NOT A QUITTER!
OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND JESUS will rescue you No One will be left behind 🙏 Trust Our Heavenly Father and Jesus they Love You ❤❤❤
I hope you are okay. I know it's hard but you are not alone.
Not having God's word in your heart leaves you without a weapon against the lies demons attack with. Not just reading Psalm 91 but actually trust in it. That God doesn't lie. Parents who don't teach that God's word is alive and living.
Amen i will share with my son daily amen
That is so true amen
My daughter severely struggles with OCD as well in all kinds of uncommon ways. Please pray for her!! God bless you guys!
Father, in Jesus name, touch this parent's daughter in her spirit, soul and body for her to know Christ intimately and to be healed.
Hello! As someone who struggles with OCD (and scrupulosity as mentioned in the video), I would love to offer you some advice on how to help out your daughter.
OCD is something that seems very real to the person who has it. If your daughter tells you what thoughts she has, no matter how stupid it might sound, just listen to her. A lot of my former thoughts brought me pain, and I had no one to help sympathize with me except for my Girlfriend at the time. So please, just listen to her.
Secondly, comfort her with scripture. Teach her the comforting truth of trusting that, no matter what happens, God will protect her. By doing that, you lessen the effects that OCD has, and instead turn the fear into faith. Here are some verses that I clung to during my severe struggle.
"The LORD will keep you from all harm- he will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore. (Psalm 121:7-8)"
"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10) "
"If God is for us, who can be against us? (Romans 8:31)"
Just be there for your daughter during this period. It may be hard, and it may be irritating at points, but you will show her the love of God, and also protect her from pain.
God bless your efforts!
Our daughter has severe OCD too. Her's is caused from Autoimmune Encephalitis. She has moral scrupulosity, had what appears as an eating disorder and now has contamination OCD. I think the scrupulosity is the worst. It's better, but she has a lot of trouble praying because of the thoughts. We're praying for your daughter and you to overcome this and have peace.
Thank you so much for this testimony brother. This is the what I’ve been fighting since 2020. Scrupulosity specifically. Panic attacks and evil intrusive thoughts and images of a perverse/blasphemous way etc
Gods already been training me to use the word of God and it’s reduced a lot but I know there is another level of deliverance that God has for me ❤
Yes, all of that is demonic! And Jesus absolutely wants you free! ❤
As someone who has overcome torment on the "what if I'm not saved" topic, check out the verse in Romans about the gift of righteousness. Righteousness is right standing with God. It's a gift. Just believe it's true (that you stand right before Him). When you believe that, the torment stops. It's a GIFT. The Holy Spirit will reveal it to you. ❤
@@singingstars5006thank you my friend, this spoke to me today.
Hi Lindsay! I struggle too, more or so recently since I started trying to get closer to the lord, would you like to speak on another platform with me?
Hi!! I’ve been delivered from OCD, please don’t give up, but also get therapy, it would have helped me sooner. OCD is a one hell of a monster but it’s possible to overcome, I had the same intrusive thoughts, and thoughts about taboo and horrible/unspeakable things…..but the Lord Jesus Christ is faithful. You are NOT your thoughts!! You are a child of God! Always affirm that in your head!! Affirm your identity in Christ always!! The “what if ” Tell your mind, you are a child of God. And keep praying to the Lord, write verses and and repeat them and speak them over self !!! rebuke in the name of Jesus the “what ifs”. There is hope in Jesus Christ!!!
Please pray for me to be healed from OCD
Pray for me to overcome spiritual blindness 😢🙏
He's closer than you know
Be Encouraged ❤️
Eyes be opened
IN JESUS'S NAME
Repent of your sins out loud and command all demons that came into your sin to go.
The Bible is alive and living
A discerner of the truth
Read the word of God
Acts 9 to start
Thank you for sharing this I cried the whole time- I have OCD and I feel hope that I am going to be delivered.
It would be cool if you could interview Breed also, sounds like she has an amazing testimony.
Bondage is awful. This is a wonderful testimony. Thank you!
Wow that's a very real way to describe the gift i have, like people would know i knew their past and present 😢, so they had to be real with me. I always draw people to me for their personal problems. They feel like they can always come to me for advice and guidance. 😢 Thank you Lord for this gift, 🙏🏽 I learned and am learning your word so i can now guide your sheep, and find and free the lost🤌🏽🌹, May you continue to strengthen me for your Glory 💞.
Watching this testimony was a blessing. I’ve never experienced OCD, however I think this was a great eye opener for me. Love Will’s demeanor and his spirit. God bless him and God bless Delafe.
Man i got a Big relief and Encounter of God just from watching this testimony ❤ I Love you and God Bless all of you guys😊
What a beautiful testimony, and the love for what God has done in your life and your love for Jesus is so evident in your delivery and demeanour. Praise God for the gifts of the Spirit! Something I'm learning about and experiencing for the first time after having been a believer for decades. Come on Church, let's not minimize what God offers! Thank you for this. May God continue to bless and protect you and your wife.
I had a twin who noticed and she said I don't do those things and I am not going to die of cancer. Losing my hair and dying of cancer was another fear I had...I had to keep flattening my hair smoothing it with my hands and lay on it completely still and stiff to not mess it up.and the counting... I trusted what my sister said though. And I stopped doing it shortly after that. There was a time I would only cartwheel through the house too.
This testimony rocked me to my core.
Me too 🙏🙏
OCD has taking a toll on my life. I also struggled with acrupilocbitu
This story reminds me so much of myself. Someone until a year ago I struggled with my salvation. I repeated the sinners prayer often, nowhere near as much as Will did but I struggled with it especially with an intense fear of the rapture and being left behind. My parents tried to help me the best they know how to but it didn't work. At some point in my late teens/early 20s I just stopped caring. Started fully living for myself, started avoiding church and just living life without God. It wasn't bad, but it definitely wasn't good or fun. I started feeling like I was just doing a list of tasks, wake up do yoga, go to work, come home, play computer games and sleep. That was about it. God had a plan though, went to a surprise birthday party for my mom and ended up meeting my husband. We've been a lot through the 2 years we've been married, and even before. Him becoming apart of my life changed so much in my family, they are no longer religious but now seek relationship with God. I didn't return to God until just last November, I reached out to my mom and she recommended reading the prodigal son and approaching God in that manner. Ended up praying to God, confessing my sins and asking him to forgive me and have a relationship with me. The next morning the old thoughts and anxiety started to creep back in, was I really saved? Did I do everything right? I prayed and told God I need a sign, I need to know you've forgiven me. Opened my bible to Psalms as I felt like they would give me some sort of comfort since David cried out to God in his suffering a lot.
I came across Psalms 2:7 (NLT)
The king proclaims the Lord’s decree: “The Lord said to me, ‘You are my son. Today I have become your Father.
I broke down crying. I has never heard from God like that, never so clearly and in definite response to what I asked Him. Now a year later, I've never been closer. I love listening to worship music, look forward to reading my bible to see how I cam better serve God and enjoy talking with Him. He's shown up so much in my life recently, He is good! The doubt still tried to sneak back in but Psalm 2:7 shuts that down everytime.
Thanks for your testimony. It’s encouraging I pray to overcome like you did
Oh my goodness I didn’t know putting your head down was the international sign of distress in a church 😂
I did that one time in order to pray deeply for myself and before I could lift my head someone was right beside me with their hand on my shoulder praying for me 🙏🏼😊😊😊😊
This was wonderful. His Name is Faithful and True! "Also a multitude gathered from the surrounding cities to Jerusalem, bringing sick people and those who were TORMENTED by unclean spirits, and they were ALL healed." - Acts 5:16; "They brought to Him ALL sick people who were afflicted with various diseases and TORMENTS, and those who were demon-possessed, epileptics, and paralytics; and He healed them." - Matthew 4:24. Hallelujah! Torment is not God's will!
Such a great testimony. Thanks for sharing. This highlights again to me that we need to stop doing the "sinner's prayer," but rather tell people who believe and confess that Jesus is Lord to respond as the Scriptures say to do so: repent of sin, be baptized in water, and receive the Holy Spirit (Acts 2:38).
So true!
My niece is going through this same stuff horrible ocd when it comes to God she’s only 13 and hurts so much please pray for her 😭
Praying for your niece ❤🙏🏾
@@keireese09 God bless you thank you so much 🤍
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So amazing that an 8 yr. Old would be drawn to Jesus like this. This man has a beautiful heart and soul.✝️💜Nice that he has a great family to help him, you are so BLESSED!!!🙏
It is beautiful! Remember David who loved God as a child. And yes, I agree it is a blessing to have family that loves Jesus!
Please pray for my little brother, he's been struggling with severe OCD for years and it's gotten really bad. He's deeply depressed and suicidal. I love him dearly and don't want to lose him to this... Please Lord Jesus, deliver him!!!
hi! i just wanted to comment and say i am so sorry 😢 i also am the older sibling to my sister who battled OCD so much. she was also suicidal. i have several people in my life that deal with OCD with themes surrounding religion, health & also identity & sexuality. i just wanted to encourage you that you’re doing amazing.
what feeds the “ocd” is going with the flow of the compulsions. so when you start denying the compulsions- you start to starve the “ocd” if you will. but if you keep feeding the compulsions & ruminating on them- they will keep coming. i really recommend you seeing a therapist that specializes in OCD and exposure therapy. my sister and 3 of my friends battle OCD and (they’re all christians) and having a therapist who specializes in OCD, deep biblical community that knows you & will support you, your choice to be daily (or minute by minute) to be extremely brave and stop proving the thoughts wrong is the secret sauce. proud of you. there is hope.
my sister and friends didn’t completely get “set free” from OCD but they did learn how to overcome their thoughts and the looping thoughts have minimized SIGNIFICANTLY to where they can live their lives again. ♥️
I will pray for him. It has cost me a lot
Take him to church...even if he doesn't get anything from it at the start, one day he will..
don’t give up praying for him, I will pray for him too!! The Lord Jesus delivered me from OCD as well I had it since 17 but God is always faithful, and it’s possible to be free, there is a hope, I don’t wish OCD on anyone, it really is spiritually and mental battle, it broke so so many times, but I praise the Lord he has given me deliverance!!! I’m 22 now and have been back in my walk with Christ for 2 years!!
@@evelin6703 how did you get set free?
Thank you for following God's prompting to record these testimonies!! I'm sure this one hit close to home for some! ❤
I pray for God to continue to bless this ministry!!!
☝️🙏☝️🙏❤️❣️
My understanding of deliverance, which includes working with my husband in deliverance, leads me to believe the OCD was always demonic the whole time. When you were delivered, that spirit left you. ❤
Amazing testimony! My father struggles with OCD and is certainly inviting demons into his life though he says he is a christian. He swears a-lot, lives of the world, perverted, gets angry easily. He went to church all the time as a child but as he grew up he grew apart from the lord though he still believes. Please pray for my father Tim
Praying for your father and you.
I can’t thank Will enough for this testimony of his, that he was so kind and gracious to share!! There are so many similarities between his testimony and mine, and he’s given me great insight into some of the things that I’ve struggled with, and I’m so thankful to him and to God!!
Thanks!
What an amazing testimony. I loved it. I can totally relate with so much of this. Most of it. I feel like it’s time to start sharing my own testimony like god wants. It’s just hard but it shouldn’t be.
Thank you for these testimonials. 🙏❤️
This was so powerful, amazing testimony! Praise God!!! 🤍
What a gift and privilege to experience the Lion and the Lamb. Beautiful. So deeply glad for your sister to fall in love with Jesus and then for you... Praise, thanks, honor and glory to the Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Such a wonderful testimony... a thousand Alleluias. ❤ 🕊 ✝️
What a beautiful, courageous and honest young man...and incredibly powerful testimony!
This testimony has touched my life deeply and has really resonated with me since I'm a victim of anxiety. And I used to believe that mental disorders/ issues cannot be healed spiritually but ever since I gave my life to Jesus in July, I've witnessed His strength. I still struggle with it a little but not the way that I did before. I believe He will bring my healing to completion. ✝️❤️
Bawling my eyes out! Praise Jesus this is exactly what I needed to hear!
I was crying the whole time watching this it felt like I was listening to my story please pray for me...
We're fighting for the souls of men. Amen. Thank you for your testimony 🙏
Amen 🙏
I love hearing these testimonies, they're so encouraging! I can definitely relate to this man's struggles. Hopefully I can have that breakthrough as well, I've been praying and praying for so long. I honestly don't want to live, but I'm very grateful to be saved and look forward to the return of Jesus. Please pray for me.
I did rituals too, especially the door one...and I would spit on my shirt sleeves in school because I couldn't get up to spit every five seconds when I thought my spit was like poison so I had to get it out.
Thank you for your testimony. I suffer from OCD. I struggle mostly with relationship OCD. It can be debilitating.
There is hope in Jesus Christ. Listening to Mark DeJesus changed my life!!
I’m exactly in this situation
Hi guys, I'm from Brazil, and I've been going through a very difficult phase with religious OCD, I really need your prayers, I'm increasingly far from GOD .I just wanted to be a normal Christian, just believe, but I can't handle many doubts, feelings, mental confusion.
Amen!! Wow this made me cry 😭 I am so happy for you and your sister. I got delivered from drug addiction and depression because of an encounter with Jesus!! He can do it! Thanks for sharing your testimony! The details helped me ❤️✨and yes he has blessed his followers today with gifts!!! They are not gone!!!
God spoke to me one day in my life and son and he said love is not sex and sex is not love. That was the day that I discovered just how strong our God is. And how much he loves us.
I've been in church for 30 yrs.This is the first time that I've ever heard a Christian mention the presense of an interpretur when it comes to tongues. I've been around pentacostals all of my life, & I've always wondered why there's never an interpreter around when the Bible says there should be. That doesn't stop me from believing in the power of the Holy Spirit. But I when I hear ppl speaking in tongues, I take it with a grain of salt.
I was thinking about it just last week. There's so much of God's power that moves through the holy Spirit and its gifts. Thank you for sharing so much. It's powerful story of deliverance and God's purpose in your life.
The ocd I’ve struggled with for years since I was a little kid (22 now) I think I’m starting to realize, is washing, whenever I’m washing my hands, washing my body in the shower, washing dishes, just anything I’m cleaning or washing, I’ve always had to do it over and over again, to feel “complete”, and like I’ve done that specific action, “right”, and only then can I move on with life..
This has blessed me one of sibling going through really bad OCD which this gave me hope
Amen! Jesus set me free from OCD too. 🙌. For anyone struggling with OCD, there is Hope!
I have conditions now that when i read scripture, i feel that i need to read the line over and over again, until i feel that i read it correctly, or i'm looking for a feeling for me to go to the next line or next verse. It's so tiring honestly, added with intrusive thoughts, lustful images. It gives me a hard time to pray and read scripture. Sometimes it gives me more than 30mins just to read 1 chapter. And after that, i only remember a few words from what i read😢, because im more focus in my emotion than in understanding the scripture. When i was a child i also have a sign of OCD like touching the wall on my side while walking, or i need to blink my eyes hardly until i feel relief. Please pray for me🙏.
God bless you all.
hi! i just wanted to comment and say i am so sorry 😢 i have several people in my life that deal with OCD with themes surrounding religion, health & also identity & sexuality. i just wanted to encourage you that you’re doing amazing. and that it’s okay to be tired.
what feeds the “ocd” is going with the flow of the compulsions. so when you start denying the compulsions- you start to starve the “ocd” if you will. but if you keep feeding the compulsions & ruminating on them- they will keep coming. i really recommend you seeing a therapist that specializes in OCD and exposure therapy. my sister and 3 of my friends battle OCD and (they’re all christians) and having a therapist who specializes in OCD, deep biblical community that knows you & will support you, your choice to be daily (or minute by minute) to be extremely brave and stop proving the thoughts wrong is the secret sauce. proud of you. there is hope.
my sister and friends didn’t completely get “set free” from OCD but they did learn how to overcome their thoughts and the looping thoughts have minimized SIGNIFICANTLY to where they can live their lives again. ♥️
@@savvyhudds thankyou for your advice, God bless you
Praise God for your deliverance! It was always a spiritual battle. From the moment that deceived pastor told you that prophetic gifts were not for today. Denying the Holy Spirit. That lead to all of the other experiences and OCD.
There needs to be better education on how the enemy works so we are not deceived. ❤
This is really beautiful and important for me to hear. I’ve had pTSD, OCD intrusive thoughts, eating disorder, and the most tormenting anxiety and fears in my marriage, and lots of literal experiences of demonic activities around me. I know I have so much shame in some areas and timelines of my life, guilt, and trauma. I’ve come so far but the farthest I’ve come to repentance, healing, and peace has come in my last few months consciously working towards connecting with Jesus and the Bible. I connected to Jesus a few years ago but the Bible has helped me see a lot more depths beyond just praying for help. Jesus helps y’all. Pray with your full heart bc he always listens and has more love for you than anything else
Am also struggling with this,am always repenting,trying to read the bible its hard,fear of Gods punishment, sickenness in my body ,i just feel hopeless, its like God is far away i cant reach him,my heart is empty like i cant feel anything,i cant sleep right its just alot to deal with 😢😢
I know how you feel, it's something I can't even put my finger on, no words to accurately describe it, but I'm reading, praying and crying, knowing that God knows exactly where I am and how I am feeling, and repenting for my sins and hoping He delivers me from it all. Its almost like losing touch with one's reality of everything, not living just existing. You're not alone
That's how I feel,like am just existing 😢 I try to find anyone to talk to but then it's like no one understands, am just reminded that God is the only one who can help me yet he's so far away.
I pray for his mercy and grace to locate us
As someone who also struggles with it I have some piece of advice
I have so much anxiety of God's wrath that sometimes I want to physically puke I can't relax in daily basis and such, you know to much to explain
But, the truth is that emotions is the devil, not even your own
What really helps me is constantly thinking "God's doesn't give us spirit of fear, Jesus is the Prince of Peace, not worry"
Sure, we must think about our actions having consequences but not to the extent we can't enjoy God's love
Please my friend, we are all siblings, remember one thing don't blame yourself, because He also doesn't blame you, He loves you, cares about you so much not a single person or every person combine can love you the same way He loves you. You are His most adored creation, and we are not perfect and never will, man, even angels are not perfect in His view, but He loved you no matter of your failures and sins, that was is love, so don't worry yourself and just live for the Lord the best you can. Believing in Him is not an emotion and believing in His love also not an emotion, it's an action from you and His side, emotions are deceiving, His word is not. He didn't judge a woman who cheated, so why judge you?
I will pray for you today❤ 🙏
God is not far from you. He's omnipresent! ❤ You just don't feel Him. Pray He opens your eyes to see Him, and don't freak out if you don't feel Him right away. Trust His Word and that He is who He says He is. May He give you the grace you need, in Jesus name, amen ❤
When I was newly born-again in 2019, I was so excited to obey Our Heavenly Father but then it became a religious obsession. I was listening to people on UA-cam without discernment and that's when the problems began. Through those preachings, I began to think that everything was going to take me to hell. I threw away clothes that i 'was convinced' had satanic patterns on it and that I thought would invite demons to attack me. Disclaimer: Please be careful who you listen to and who's church you go to, there are many false preachers/prophets. Ask Christ to lead you.
Later, I developed an obsession with fasting, to the point where these demonic spirits were convincing me that I wouldn't be accepted by Christ, unless I fasted. The enemy wanted me starved and dead. So since I wasn't doing it like Isaiah 58 tells us to, I started ruining my health (it's important to fast as led by the Holy Spirit). I was always anxious, always fearful and on edge, always sceptical of people's love for me because of the overwhelming self-hating spirit, that kept oppressing my mind.
At some point those demons started convincing me that I should just end my life because I was going to hell, not saved, not loved, hated by the Heavenly Father and many, many lies. The enemy tried to show me which knife to use in my kitchen. I would cry over the smallest things, almost everyday, crying for hours until my chest and eyes hurt and until i lost so much weight. It was the hardest thing in the world to go through and I couldnt even tell my family but i knew it was impacting them so much. I remember a sister one day had a vision about me around that time and said "there's this grey cloud over you and the enemy keeps accusing you." It made perfect sense. This was so bad that I lost the desire to pray, read the bible or watch any spirit-led sermon. However, one day I heard the Holy Spirit say to me : "Are you going to worship me through this storm?" I was shocked because I had no desire to worship (as bad as that sounds) and shocked because I had believed the lie that this was all me and my own thoughts rather than spiritual warfare. Also, the Holy Spirit's question actually confirmed that HE was with me through this battle all along. Not hating me or waiting for me to make one single mistake 'to send me to hell' as I believed. Throughout this storm, I became very harsh, sin-conscience and scrupulous towards others and made so many mistakes. Yet, guess what brethren? It was such a process of breaking and learning to beg at the feet of Christ Yahusha. One day I looked up and realised HE rebuked that storm away and gave me peace of mind and heart, as HE promised His disciples (John 14:27) and this peace is for you too!
The Heavenly Father also gave me a scriptural instruction, which is crucial to winning the battle. The scripture is James 4:7 - "Submit to The Heavenly Father, resist the devil and he shall flee from you."
The first part of the battle is in our obedience and surrender to HIM but the whole battle has already been won on the cross by our Saviour and Redeemer Yahusha !
There's so much more to this testimony but if it can encourage even one brother or sister to not give up, to open up to other brethren about sin and struggles in our lives, to pray and fast with faith and purity, to confess and have accountability and to understand that you're not alone; then it would be enough!
Christ doesn't leave us as orphans. HIS love and kindness for us, leads us to repentance. Freedom in Christ is for you too 💙
Thank you for sharing your testimony ❤it’s encouraging
@@SS.226 I am so happy that Christ Yahusha, could use this to encourage you dear!
Hermosos y poderosos testimonios.
Dios los siga usando para la Gloria del Señor Jesucristo.🙏
I personally have ocd and it is hard and your testimony reminds me that there is hope even. When it feels like it won't get better it will. I feel a call to cumminity I'm just scared but that'd the devil I need help and I need friends to help me, and to grow closer to Jesus. Thank you ❤
I believe him. His testimony is particularly of interest to me because I have a teenage son with ocd. My son is so smart and very sensitive. Since he was a very little boy he's very spiritual too. I don't want my son to suffer from this OCD so this video is very helpful. Will left me with so many more questions. Does he have an Instagram page or UA-cam page?
hi! there is so much hope for your son. i just wanted to comment and say i am so sorry 😢 i have several people in my life that deal with OCD with themes surrounding religion, health & also identity & sexuality. i just wanted to encourage you that you’re doing amazing. you’re doing great mom♥️ feelings aren’t facts. thoughts are not facts.
what feeds the “ocd” is going with the flow of the compulsions. so when you start denying the compulsions- you start to starve the “ocd” if you will. but if you keep feeding the compulsions & ruminating on them- they will keep coming. i really recommend you seeing a therapist that specializes in OCD and exposure therapy. my sister and 3 of my friends battle OCD and (they’re all christians) and having a therapist who specializes in OCD, deep biblical community that knows you & will support you, your choice to be daily (or minute by minute) to be extremely brave and stop proving the thoughts wrong is the secret sauce. proud of you. there is hope.
my sister and friends didn’t completely get “set free” from OCD but they did learn how to overcome their thoughts and the looping thoughts have minimized SIGNIFICANTLY to where they can live their lives again. ♥️ believing this will be your son too. feel free to reach out to me if you need! i’m on instagram @savvyhudds
@@savvyhudds thank you so much for taking time out to respond. You are so helpful. ❤️
I'm glad to hear your testimony it's a pity that you went through that in church and no one have the spiritual site or knowledge , babe in Christ need help that they can grow in grace and knowledge of God.I am glad you get the help you need from other outside of the church , with your experience and the spiritual gifts that God gives you you will be of great help to both believers and sinner alike keep up the good work my brother please pray for me while God continues to bless you.
Of all the videos that ive watched inbyour channel this testimony has really touched me…🙏🏼
Thank you so much for sharing what Lacey taught you about how to pray. So helpful 🙏
All Glory to Jesus 🙏🏽🙌🏽☝🏾
God bless you brother Will. Iv been battling ocd for years now , and just recently gave my testimony here on Delafe of a gunshot wound accident , God brought me through and did a miracle when I was 15, but do believe my ocd was developed before that and similar to yours but escalated more after accident to help me cope and function with trauma. Thank you for sharing your testimony on here and for prayer 🙏. I praise God for you and your sister also being obedient to Holy Spirit. I’m grateful we can have our jokes and laugh 🤣 about 😂the episodes though like you said when your friend witnessed it . Made me laugh because I completely get it . And what we feel so ashamed about God takes it and turns it around for our good . Romans 8;28. All glory be to his name , and trusting God to help me with mine and deliver me as my eyes were kept on Jesus and doing his will . Much love brother and Gods blessings . 🥰
I'm so thankful for this testimony. So needed. Thankyou.
I love when you ask the person testifying " who is Jesus to you?" Very profound and powerful
Soooo excited to hear this testimony!!!!!
I am happy that he gained the victory through Christ and is being used for God's Glory!!
These stories are beautiful. I wish this could be true for everyone who calls on God. Unfortuntaely he helps some and not others. After 10 years of doing literally everything to get God's help, I accepted no one was coming to save me but me and I moved on and finally started to find relief.
I see a lot of testimonies, this was so beautiful and so pure. It really touched me. God bless this man!
Thank you for sharing your testimony god bless you
Thankyou for sharing. The Holy Spirit led me to watch your testimony. At first i didnt want to be triggered, or think about the mental illnesses that came into my family anymore, all the torment my daughters have experienced, all the brokeness that i have been praying for years to be healed. I was at the point of, i guess we just live with it. Your story gives me hope, that one day, we Will be completely made whole. Not broken and tormented anymore. I reflected on the mercies we have been given. This is confirmation The Lord is at work on our lives. The enemy came in like a flood, but God raised a standard.❤❤ ❤❤❤
This Will is really someone special. He exudes with love.
I'm 40 I've struggled with OCD and PTSD for most of my life. I have to pray for the demons out of my head.
Gb all from Florida
God's people are so awesome. It's beautiful how He works through them. ❤ Truly setting people free.
I am having vertigo again. I am oxalate clearing/dumping since I was a spinach and almond smoothies keto person before trying carnivore. I had oxalates coming out of my eyes, pain in my kidneys and more. I think the crystals in my eardrum/vertigo were from the lemon and plain yogurt I ate yesterday. I also had some dark chocolate. I looked up yogurt causing vertigo and tyramine was a trigger, along with citrus, caffeine, chocolate and ripened cheese. 😢I am doing the exercise for moving the crystals.
Please pray for me. I have major disgust OCD. It's affected me my whole life and I get gruesome images in my mind on a daily basis. I try to control my thoughts compulsively and and so many things in daily life trigger me (even those that aren't explicitly unclean). I also daydream a lot maladaptively which has led to many sinful thoughts. I ask in Jesus name that you'll pray for me, anyone who sees this. I want deliverance from OCD completely and from an absent mind for God did not give me a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind, amen.
evil spirits give you thoughts and pictures and dreams and emotions and they want to use your body. Jesus gave you His name His Blood His Authority His Righteousness His Victory and His Word. Use the name of Jesus and command the demons to stop. Call on Jesus every time. Your mind and your imagination and thoughts and feelings and soul and body belong to you!! Command them to stop and leave you in Jesus Name! Get deliverance Help, it’s good to get Help in Prayer and for deliverance from demons. Jesus paid the price for our freedom. Enforce His Victory. Just start and ask the Holy Spirit to Help you and get other real believers to Help you. Love In Christ 💛
I am so glad you have given God your heart fully. Please pray for my grant nephew who is portraying undesirable behaviour.
Thank you for your testimony especially about the experience of screaming in a holy spiritual experience while seeking Jesus. Sometimes, when I fast or in times of intense prayer, I feel like silently groaning...sounds funny... but not dissimilar to what you experienced. God bless us all in Jesus' name.
Thank you Will that was a beautiful testimony, you made me tear up😢. My testimony is a lot like yours. Much love ❤ and God bless you brother🙏🙏🙏
God bless you brother in Christ 🙏👏 Glory to God in Jesus Name 🙏🙌🏽
This Scripture came to my mind. Joel:2:28-32 and also Acts:2:17 Amen, the more i look at this Channel the more these verses are coming to pass. Amen. Bless the Lord
Will your testimony was such a blessing!
God bless you and your family 🙏🏽🙌🏽☝🏾
Most people don’t know that when they are worshiping and praying to God they are cleansing the atmosphere from the enemy for deliverance but that is what they are doing and that is what needs to happen for deliverance otherwise is just transferring of evil spirits that make you think you are better but then you get worse if that is what happened to any of you you need to completely surrender your life to God not just for deliverance but for you to live for him that’s what he wants he wants all of you
And as long as you stay praying with out ceasing and with a repentance heart you would most likely cleansed the atmosphere
by just focusing on God so you don’t even need to speak against demons they will go when you bring God’s presence into that atmosphere where you are worshiping and praying which makes sense to me
Learned this from James Kawalya he is on UA-cam
Thank you so much for sharing, Will. God bless you 🙏
Amazing testimony. God's faithfulness