lauren i see it this way it’s better to find out immediately even if it’s nothing . because there’s a lot of people that always wish they checked sooner then later thank god it was nothing so it’s should in courage to get checked i rather be embarrassed then having regret !
Don't be embarrassed at all! Health anxiety is debilitating. I know it so well, unfortunately. Thank you for being so real with all of this. You are loved..
You are should not be embarrassed… I survived 3 major strokes and had surgery and had 85% chance I was going to die… you are allowed to say anything!! I love you and keep up doing you.
It is so not fair that some of us have to work so hard to lose a pound and keep it off, but I am so proud of you for recognizing possible additional side effects of surgery (with your health anxiety) and deciding to put it off or cancel it. It’s really hard to own what’s in our heads that nobody else can see, you are doing so great and I hope you are feeling awesome today :).
Don’t be embarrassed!! Anxiety hit me at 30 so I can totally relate. I’m 61 now and trust me, it gets better!!! You seem to be doing all the right things so give it time and you will come out of this stronger!! I truly believe we go through things to help people who may be going through the same later in life. You’re stronger than you realize Lauren! Don’t waste one second on the negative folks. Frankly, they are not worth your time!!!
We all have our “stuff”. I think we all appreciate your honesty and openness in sharing your struggles because we all have them. Sending you love and prayers ❤️🙏🏻❤️
So glad you are working through all this - it’s a heck of a lot to carry! I’m sure your sharing will help other women and I hope you’ll keep being as open as you feel you can ❤️
I’ve had severe health anxiety since I’ve lost both of my parents. They both died young. My Mom was 59 years old when she passed and my Dad was 69. Both died from cancer. It’s really hard dealing with health anxiety. I’m constantly thinking I’m dying from either a heart attack or cancer and some days I just say to myself, girl you’re good, you’re just tripping. Other days I’m like YOLO! Im right there with you on the health anxiety struggle bus.
Lauren, you are wonderful! Thank you for being honest about everything. I think you are spot on about pressing the pause button on surgery right now. How great that you are listening to yourself and putting your mental health at the forefront. If you stop vlogging, I would miss updates on your cute little family, but you need to put your family first. You do what’s right for you!
I also have crippling health anxiety and the way you talk about it is so relatable and im so glad I am not the only one... it is truly exhausting though and I completely understand where you are coming from when you say that. I need to work on it with my therapist too thanks Lauren!
I don’t typically comment on vlogs but this really resonances with me. I am 53 and went through TERRIBLE anxiety in my 20s. I used to call the answering machine (why I referenced my age 😊) all day when I was at work because I was convinced the house was burning down. If I heard my dad come home from work and the time between when his car door closed and when he walked through the front door I was convinced he had a heart attack on the sidewalk. I could go on and on. My mom strongly urged me to go to therapy so I did. It took three to four years but she gave me my life back!! Please stick with it and I pray you have the same result. I will also say, I am also a hypochondriac but was diagnosed with leukemia a little over two years ago. When the dr gave me the news I laughed because I heard that woman from the viral video years ago going “ain’t nobody got time for that”. My point is, when I was actually faced with a serious illness I was fine mentally. I just knew I had to do what I had to do to get through it. I completely empathize with you and I hope if you’re still checking the comments on this vlog this gives you so comfort and/or hope! BTW - you look AWESOME!!! So proud of you!! ❤️
I sent this video to my husband. I've never felt more understood, seen or heard and less alone in my life until I saw this. Thank you for posting, thank you for being vulnerable because I am you and you are I lol. I'm struggling with the exact same thing, your video gave me so much encouragement and hope! ❤️❤️❤️
Don't be embarrassed. Anxiety of any kind just down right sucks! I'm glad you're working on it & trying to work through it and not let it control you. You'll get there just hang in there. Hugs!!!
Hi Lauren. Please do not be embarrassed, scared or feel bad about your feelings or what you have been going through. Everyone has mental and/or physical issues that they have gone through in their lives and if they say that they haven't then I think they are fibbing. I was going through some physical issues awhile back and a person who I thought was a friend kept being very rude and mean about it to me, so I just had to let them out of my life. A true friend sticks by you through thick and thin, good time and bad times. I am so happy and proud of you for working through your issues. It takes a lot of courage to accept that you might have some issues and seek help for it. I am sending good thoughts and hugs your way. Take care.
I struggle with the exact same things you mention here....exactly! We must be the same person. It feels good to know I'm not the only one who has these struggles! Thank you for sharing. ❤️
Health anxiety is real. I deal with it, as well. I have been at the point where I wasn't supported in my fears, or realities, and have pushed myself to the side. I would have missed something so big, that would have killed me, if I didn't listen to my body. It is not easy to get over. Take care of you, not only for yourself, but for your beautiful family! We do all struggle, but you help people feel less alone. Thank you.
I have health anxiety and have had it for years. I’m so happy you have addressed this. I just turned 60 last week and I am tired of worrying about every ache or pain in my body along with worrying that I’m going to die. Is this something Women experience once they have children? Yes, and feeling like something bad was going to happpy if everything in my life was going well. I totally understand you!!. By the way, you look fantastic.
Girl! I found your channel via Fathering Autism and stayed for all the tea! You got this. Anxiety is no joke. No matter what causes it. It is no joke. I think you made the right choice to postpone the surgery at this time and your current mind space. You are comfortable enough with yourself to know. I'm going to say trust yourself. But know that you have a whole team behind you not counting the amazing support system you have with John and Mom and the motivation El and Ev give you. Hang in there girl. Be proud of you. We are!
Oh Lauren. Please don’t feel embarrassed, thank you for sharing your story, your ups and downs - honestly isn’t that just life?!? No one’s life is perfect - no matter what they try to portray or let you see on social. I applaud you for recognizing that you just are not ready for the surgery. I honestly feel that is why they make all the therapist and additional steps mandatory for applicants. The mental game is strong and I really wish we could flip a switch to make the journey easier but what’s that saying - the reward is in the journey and not the destination. Keep doing the hard work cause once you get there, it WILL be worth it. Now if only it could rub off on me LOL.
Please don't be embarrassed. I think talking it through and sharing with us is a very brave thing to do. Sometimes it helps just to "dump" it out there. You are looking so good. I'm glad you and hubby are trying to work on your health. I'm praying for you. Just keep doing what you're doing and be kind to yourself.🥰🙏
Girlfriend...I feel this every day...every day. Some days the anxiety is worse than others. Thank you for making me feel like I'm not alone...not the only one managing this. You rock woman.
For about a year after my husband had a heart attack I was convinced EVERY SINGLE DAY that I was having or was about to have a heart attack. The thing that sucks about panic attacks is that they can cause chest pains so it was just a snowball effect that incapacitated me. And I was so worried about my husband that I never told him and just held it all inside. Eventually I got a CT scan and some EKG's and they found nothing wrong *knocks wood* but most importantly, I started therapy about it and it helped so much!!! I feel what you are going through very deeply and I'm so glad that you sought assistance. There is nothing to be embarrassed about. Our feelings are valid and real. You are doing great!!!
Don't be embarrassed. At least you have the strength to talk about it. I am at the final week of (9 weeks) of radiation therapy. This is my second battle with Cancer and honestly, between you and me I don't have the energy to keep fighting. You look beautiful...your face is so thin and your hair is gorgeous. ❤❤❤
I needed this video rn. Forgot about my childhood medical trauma. Didn't know about your childhood experience. Perception is everything. It really ties things together. You do you boo. Who cares what strangers think❤
Lauren, God bless you for sharing your struggles. You are not the only one who struggles with this and for you to share like this is going to be helpful to so many others. I myself used to just worry about every little thing and it was all stuff I had no control over anyway. A wise woman once told me that worrying doesn't change anything and honestly, as simple as that sounds, it was really eye-opening and was the beginning of not being so controlled by my anxiety. For me personally my faith is what sustains me now I don't worry about ANYTHING anymore and I my prayer for you is that you'll find that same peace. Keep on keeping on, you guys are doing great. Love your family, love you, take care!!!
The important thing to remember is that you are aware and you are working to change your outlook. Keep moving forward, you’re doing great. Anxiety sucks.
You should never feel embarrassed about the way you feel. I too suffer from Anxiety, I am in Therapy. I have learned that talking about Mental Health is not bad. There is so much Stigma that goes along with it, that people shy away from openly talking about it, when there are many individuals who need to hear about others dealing with the same thing, and that it's ok. It's ok to share, to talk about Mental health. It isn't something anyone should be ashamed of. We can all help each other heal if we open up and let others know that we aren't a label, and we are strong.
Lauren I also went through a bad patch. And what helps me is to think of 5 good things that have happened however small each day. Gradually this may help to change your thought mode. Lots of luv elainexx
Oh this happened to me the week I brought my newborn home from the hospital. I thought I had a blood clot in my leg above my knee and they scanned it and cleared me. I was very panicked though because I had a c-section and had complications with not being able to walk for 36 hours after. Having help from a therapist is the very best thing you can do. It takes time, but the things you learn will click eventually.
I have never related to someone more. It is so annoying being the person who goes to worst case scenarios. Others may get annoyed with us, but you know what who cares. Honestly I know myself I’m more annoyed with myself than anyone else could be.
Thank you so much for sharing you don’t know how much that helps. As you were speaking it’s exactly what I’m going thru now and I feel I’m the only one going thru it. But it know I am not truly helps and don’t feel embarrassed at all. Take care
One of the reasons I watch and value your videos - as a person who isn’t even a mom - is your openness and honesty and self-reflection, and your gift for communicating all that in a kind and generous way. You have often made me think about something differently, or be kinder to myself about something. Please don’t worry about sharing your medical anxiety, and please, please don’t think that things have to be perfect or make sense to you in order for them to have value to so many of your viewers. You share the process, you know? And that’s really helpful. Now, take the kindness that you show to others, and show yourself some of that kindness and acceptance. ;) Take care. Thanks for sharing.
I have major health anxiety, social anxiety, general anxiety, bipolar 2, autism, OCD, Complex PTSD, agoraphobia and physical health disabilities. I spoke in depth to my bariatric therapist about my deep concern of dying on the operating table and all my other concerns that I had. I was medically and psychiatrically cleared for bariatric sleeve surgery. I’m 2 years post surgery 13th March 2022 and I still have all the above listed mental health and physical health issues. Don’t think you’re not eligible for a surgery because of your health anxiety.
You sharing this will help so many, thank you. Be kind to yourself, you are a fantastic Mum and I hope you continue to feel strong and in a good place 😊
First off thank you for sharing 🥰 and the number one thing that my therapist says to me ITS OK TO NOT BE OK and your feeling like so many people especially after these last few years But more than anything it’s so encouraging to see that even threw your struggles you’ve still been thriving with yourself and your goals
I am the exact same! It makes you feel crazy. It generally brings me to tears because it sucks so bad. Literally started as soon as my daughter was born and that was almost 21 years ago. Stay strong Momma ❤️
I think you're amazing in so many ways. Don't let this one "flaw" bring you down. It in fact is not a flaw. More or less just a characteristic that will help you grow! Let your family be your inspiration to grow both mentally an physically. I have faith in you.
thank you so much for this video!! it really made me feel so seen & validated that someone else has similar feelings. i hate hate hate that bodies are weird and they change and just because something doesn’t feel “right” does mean something’s wrong. thought spirals suck. “man can do what he wills, but man cannot will what he wills” sending warm & restful vibes
Totally understand when things go so good you feel that something bad was going to happen and also yes the dieing part and wanting to be there for your children. Thank you for sharing its nice to know we are not alone
You are going with your inner Feelings, that is a very good thing! I think you are making the right decision!! Thank you for opening up to us! I know I can relate to you! Keep up the good work!
Thanks for sharing! Don’t ever feel embarrassed specially with these feelings. I too struggle with the same things. Keep your head and don’t let the trolls get to you!!
I’m very sorry you feel that way and I know it’s not a button you can just turn off, especially with anxiety myself I know it’s very difficult to talk yourself down from the ledge when you feel your mind taking you there and you don’t know why. Just know I am 100% supportive of you and your choices mama! Proud of you and proud you put this out here because as hard as it is for you, just know that it helps touch so many of us and we don’t feel alone because you have the balls to talk about it with us. Thank you for being you Lauren ❤️ you got me through my pregnancy and now 8mos PP! Keep moving forward! Btw I could tell by your face you look like you have lost weight ☺️, as a mom with a lap band from 10 years ago that wasn’t worth it in my opinion, your doing an amazing job! Surgery is just a tool, and sometimes it’s not the right time to use that tool. Use the ones that are working! ❤️ u !
People always assume weight loss surgery is easy. When in fact these days most insurances make you put in a lot of work before you qualify for it. I’m glad you realized beforehand that maybe surgery isn’t for you. Maybe not right now. This is something taught in some programs that you can always change your mind before even scheduling a surgery date. You got this Lauren and I’m cheering for you and your husband.
I love you girl.... i am also a bariatric patient and to be honest I think you are making excuses to not have the surgery.. which isnt even needed.. Just because you started the journey of surgery doesnt mean you have to actually have the surgery its your body and your choice you dont need to validate reasons to not have surgery its completely up to you.
You’re not alone and you’re not crazy. I have health/death anxiety too. It stared immediately after I had my daughter 6 years ago. It’s morphed into OCD as well. I got on Lexapro last year and it was the best thing I ever did for myself. My husband had called 9/11 when I was having my first panic attack. I thought I was having a massive heart attack. I even said goodbye to him and my daughter because it truly felt like I was dying. It was traumatic and extremely embarrassing. That’s when I finally bit the bullet and got medicated. Hang in there ❤️ it’s a special kind of torture lol
Also, I'm really glad you realized that weight loss surgery won't fix it completely. It's a tool for our tool box. A sledgehammer, but it's still a tool. But just remember, it's an option if you decide you want it. I'm 3 weeks out from VSG and I wish I'd done it sooner.
I get it! I went through hell and back with my health issues over the last 6 years or so and also had to work on it. I had bariatric surgery this past summer and was able to get through it! It wasn’t easy but I did it with help also! Keep working at it!
Sorry you have been going through this Lauren. Don’t be embarrassed you are such an honest and open person. You may be helping many others by what you told us. Anxiety is the worst and I think more common now than ever. You look great and I know you and John make a great team. You give each other the motivation, positivity and love. Wishing you all the best and remember “you got this”….😘👍
The embarrassment comes from society making a health a thing not to talk about. I have an appointment next week for a physical, get a mammogram and talk about treating my anxiety and chronic pain. I had been made to feel I was "too sensitive or weak"for 30 years of my life. I'll be 41 in 2 days. I want to enjoy my life . You're honesty had willingness to talk about hard things have helped me realize, I come first. Keep being you❤ you are helping so many people. Love you friend😘
You are a beautiful strong woman. I think your sharing is helping other women that are going through the same as you. So proud of you on your weight loss.
You never have to be embarrassed to share your life or problems with us. We are here because we love you and want to be part of your life. You are an inspiration! You are such a beautiful person and an amazing mom ❣️
You are absolutely radiant! Glowing! You look happy and healthy. I'm glad you're addressing your health concerns. I'm opposite lol. Scared to go to the doctor. Need to but won't.
I’m with you. I can’t get past the stories of weight loss surgeries that had permanent effects on the body. Keep it going and I will stay motivated too! 😀
The mind is a very complex and interesting part of the body. It can do crazy things to your body. Then on top of what your brain can do adding the internet to it can be terrifying. You are not crazy at all. Whoever has nasty, negative or just unsupportive things to say about issues that are very real to you don't matter...i know easier said than done to ignore and not let it get to you. You are one badass mama and wife and person. You know your struggling and having issues and you did something about it...YOU got help!!! YOU are trying to work through it and that in itself is amazing..so many people cant do that or arent ready or whatever the reason may be but YOU DID IT!!!! Not only are you working on it you are sharing your struggles with all of us..thank you!! I hope this all made sense i had so much in my head to say but have a hard time putting it into words lol... I think you made the right decision about the surgery...it will be there IF and when you decide you are ready. You are an amazing, beautiful and strong soul❤️❤️ I cant wait to see baby boys birthday❤️
I wish I could hug you. (Yeah, sounds weird, lol!) I'm not here to give advice because you didn't ask but I felt like I needed to say the following... I was sounding exactly like you, I had so much stress and worry over every little thing when it came to my health - it was really bad, I'll spare you the details. But when my 3 year old son almost died a few years ago that was THE turning point for me, that was the end of ME, and where my full faith in the Lord really took over. My son had went into cardiac arrest and was placed on ECMO. They brought in grief counselors and almost the entire ICU staff didn't think he would make it - But by the grace of God he recovered!! Took us a few months to get out of the hospital and we'll have struggles but fast forward til today - he's doing good! To see the miracle God showed all of us REALLY made me realize God is in control, *complete control*. When I start to hyper focus on something I immediately pray... sometimes all that comes out is "God I trust you" or "Jesus help me". There are people out there that haven't found the Lord yet that might not understand, but I promise you God can give you a peace that passes all understanding. Again I'm not telling you what to do or preaching to you... I just am a regular momma that struggled and I wanted to share to encourage you. Tightest hugs, even if it's weird. 💜
I’m honestly so happy to hear that I’m not the only one that has this feeling. I’ve had a major life change recently and my anxiety has gotten 10x worse and it all revolves my health. I’m constantly feeling like I’m just going to pass out and die. I hate the irrational fears but we got this and anyone else facing this 💪
Lauren you are the first person who has the same thing! I have health anxiety too! Whatever you do that helps let me know..I’m in therapy but it’s not been super helpful like I had hoped. I had anxiety attack seriously over a small cramp in my leg. So trust me I totally understand..I’m obese so that makes me anxious even more..so please anything you can share I’d be so grateful
I am so glad you shared this Lauren. I know it was hard to do. I have health anxiety too and it can be awful. I am so happy your having success with your weight loss. I think you are very brave and amazing. Just take it one day at a time. Thanks for sharing.
Girl don't be embarrassed!! I am living w 18% of my heart an right now I can't even get to my specialist 4 hrs away so every night I drive my husband in sane lol I'm so glad he's been here w me! You have had some bad things happen an u made it thru! I'm not gonna tell u what I've been through but believe me we are strong an it's ok to be US! ❤️
Thank you for sharing. I can relate a ton to this. I started having extreme health anxiety after the loss of my daughter at 37 weeks back in 2016. I went on to have a healthy term boy but that didn’t help or stop my health anxiety. I would fixate on the smallest pain or twinge or discoloration (I legit went to a dermatologist about a freckle on the underside of my finger that I have had for my whole life convinced it was melanoma). It takes so much work and mindfulness to get through my days and can still be a struggle. I have to put down my phone. I’ve always been an anxious person but this extreme has been difficult. I will have to look into a workbook.
You're not alone! Thank you for sharing your struggles. I know it's hard to do, but it helps those of us struggling with the same problems feel like we aren't alone also! Keep working on improving yourself! You've got this 💕
Lauren, you are NOT alone! As a psychologist I can tell you that you are taking all the right steps. Keep at it. And never forget that no one knows your body better than you do. Listen to it!
Your doing great! I super appreciate your honesty and you have NOTHING to be embarrassed about. People who leave hateful/hurtful comments should be embarrassed! Love you and the fam.
Gurl you are doing a GREAT service talking about anxiety issues. People who understand…UNDERSTAND. People who don’t…WON’T. You are doing a lot of self work that is unbelievably hard AND you are sharing the process to help others. That’s crazy STRONG. We are human, so we will NEVER be perfect. We ALL have issues. We ALL struggle. You are so NORMAL and so RELATABLE. THANK YOU for risking the wrath of bullies to help others. Just remember…bullies target others to keep the focus off of themselves because underneath it all they are dealing with their own insecurities. The best defense is a strong offense and they are being preemptive to protect themselves. This is Not an excuse for their behavior but just a sad reality. Understanding this helps to not take their actions to heart and not feel a need to engage in THEIR self destructive behavior. Spending your time trolling people and posting negative comments is a very sad and telling existence. YOU are giving them a map to leave their sad existence behind. You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink. Be your flawed beautiful self Lauren. We love you just the way you are.
Love how open you are with ur mental health and I’m sure you will help others who are going thru and struggle also. Glad u seek help. Love your family. The cuty is growing so fast and love his smile. The young lady you have there is also so big and beautiful. Good bless you guys ❤️
You need to know it's okay that you feel the way you do and how strong you are that you can voice your fears there's a lot of people out there that don't put a voice to their fears I know this is going to be nothing to you eventually because you'll beat it I am so impressed with your determination
I have the same exact problem. I just told my husband last night I'm scared I'm full of cancer and dying like happened to my Grammy. I'm about to be 32 and haven't been to the doctor besides having babies since I was a teenager. I don't have insurance, but I told myself I need to figure out how to get to the doctor this year! But thinking of going to the doctor gives me anxiety, because I'm like I'm going to go in with a long list of issues and they are going to think I'm crazy.
Girl,don’t be embarrassed. Last year in the beginning of the year I went thru some health aniexty. I am soo much better now. I take 10mg of Lexapro & I’m in therapy & I see a meditation therapist. Your not alone….. We are used to living in fear especially with Covid. I even got Covid & my aniexty wasn’t that bad when I had it. I had emergency c-section with my daughter that is almost 5 & I want to try for baby 2 & I told myself I can’t be scared my whole life & my body will get thru it…….your okay girl
I had a fluid sac on the bottom of my stomach when I was pregnant with my son and it scared me so much ! My ob said apparently it’s very common. I never had it with my daughter. The body does weird things ! I’m glad you’re working through it . We are here for you !
Hi Lauren, please do not be worried about sharing your vulnerability, it's ok. We all have some of that in whatever way. It is helping people (myself first ! I think I have a healthy serving of that health anxiety too as a side dish to general anxiety). Please ignore the haters. I know they're around some of the UA-camrs I follow, but I never ever ever ever click on them. Let them at their hate by themselves (must be eating them up inside, talk about unhealthy).
I’m an overthinking empath and have high anxiety! Just Going out into the world can set me off . I have family that are immune comprised and during these times has added to the worry.Thank you for sharing I don’t feel so much alone in all this. I have indulged in intermediate fasting for the past two years of Covid and love giving my worries to the beach or in nature (even if that’s a walk around the block! )! I am appreciative of your sharing! Your gorgeous your aware of you and that’s the first part of change love ya xo 😘
When my husband told me he didn't want to sleep because he thought he might die, we went to the emergency room. I knew something was wrong, but he always says "it's nothing, I'm fine." It was "I'm afraid" and "My heart isn't right" that got my attention. As tired as I was I got out of bed and turned on the light and told him (not asked, not said) "get dressed. We ARE going to the hospital."
You are so right, You are so not alone! I go through the same thing everyday...I can look at my kids and get this overwhelming fear of oh my gosh what if I die and leave them behind. I can put myself into the deepest depression and will turn on my body in a heartbeat thinking there is something wrong with any little thing .. it is the hardest thing to get over and get past... Thinking of you! ❤️
It makes sense why you have health anxiety with everything you have been through and then Ev's birth, i don't have health anxiety, after i lost both parents to cancer i got freaked out that i was going to get cancer, if i got a headache or stomach pain it had to be cancer, i still get those thoughts but not as bad, i am very sensitive to changes in my body. I also struggle with things have been good for a while something bad is going to happen, thank you for sharing your story, never been embarrassed ♥
So understand,. I have these same issues especially since loosing both my parents. When they were 69. You so get it though. You can see what's up. You can do this. Never give up❤️
Hey Lauren! How is everyone! I missed you so much! I LOVE BEING YOUR FRIEND! I love you so much!! Thanks for sharing your lifes with all of us. How is everyone? Thanks for always spreading kindness and love to all of us in our communities!!
Please don’t be embarrassed. You’re not wasting people’s time. You’re not wasting my time. Your honesty is something I greatly admire. Whether you’re sharing your struggles or triumphs, I’m here for it all. Give yourself credit and give yourself grace. I can’t speak for us all, but a lot of people watching this care about you. We’ll be right here when you choose to share the ups and downs 😊
1st, you look AMAZING! Hot mama! 😍 2nd, thank you so much for sharing your tough times because anxiety & panic attacks just suck & a lot of us are struggling with it more than ever (definitely me included). I hope that makes you feel less embarrassed for sharing. I’m so glad that you’re back again, getting the help you need & that you’re feeling better! ❤️
Hang in there- and know that having health anxiety or anxiety/depression/many mental health issues will not mean you can’t get cleared for bariatric surgery! The psych clearance is more for knowing that you know what you’re getting into/understand what to expect regarding the surgery, and being aware of any eating issues you may have/ had (binge eating, etc). Keep working toward your goals!
if i can offer any advice it would be to keep doing what youre doing, keep on with the positive thoughts and the opinions of the haters arent going to matter in a week, month or year so they arent worth your energy! trust in the universe, youve got this!
Right here with you, Lauren! I have dealt with medical anxiety as well. And if a person hasn’t experienced it, it’s impossible to imagine or understand. It’s a scary place to be! On another note, if it’s okay to say, your face is SO different. So slender! I’ve always thought you were beautiful, this is a new version of beautiful 😊 (always afraid to know what to say lest I offend anyone who is on a weight loss journey)
lauren i see it this way it’s better to find out immediately even if it’s nothing . because there’s a lot of people that always wish they checked sooner then later thank god it was nothing so it’s should in courage to get checked i rather be embarrassed then having regret !
Don't be embarrassed at all! Health anxiety is debilitating. I know it so well, unfortunately. Thank you for being so real with all of this. You are loved..
You are should not be embarrassed… I survived 3 major strokes and had surgery and had 85% chance I was going to die… you are allowed to say anything!! I love you and keep up doing you.
It is so not fair that some of us have to work so hard to lose a pound and keep it off, but I am so proud of you for recognizing possible additional side effects of surgery (with your health anxiety) and deciding to put it off or cancel it. It’s really hard to own what’s in our heads that nobody else can see, you are doing so great and I hope you are feeling awesome today :).
Don’t be embarrassed!! Anxiety hit me at 30 so I can totally relate. I’m 61 now and trust me, it gets better!!! You seem to be doing all the right things so give it time and you will come out of this stronger!! I truly believe we go through things to help people who may be going through the same later in life. You’re stronger than you realize Lauren! Don’t waste one second on the negative folks. Frankly, they are not worth your time!!!
We all have our “stuff”. I think we all appreciate your honesty and openness in sharing your struggles because we all have them. Sending you love and prayers ❤️🙏🏻❤️
So glad you are working through all this - it’s a heck of a lot to carry! I’m sure your sharing will help other women and I hope you’ll keep being as open as you feel you can ❤️
I’ve had severe health anxiety since I’ve lost both of my parents. They both died young. My Mom was 59 years old when she passed and my Dad was 69. Both died from cancer. It’s really hard dealing with health anxiety. I’m constantly thinking I’m dying from either a heart attack or cancer and some days I just say to myself, girl you’re good, you’re just tripping. Other days I’m like YOLO! Im right there with you on the health anxiety struggle bus.
Lauren, you are wonderful! Thank you for being honest about everything. I think you are spot on about pressing the pause button on surgery right now. How great that you are listening to yourself and putting your mental health at the forefront. If you stop vlogging, I would miss updates on your cute little family, but you need to put your family first. You do what’s right for you!
Girl. Health anxiety is so common. I have it too and it sucks!! You’re not alone…don’t be embarrassed.
I also have crippling health anxiety and the way you talk about it is so relatable and im so glad I am not the only one... it is truly exhausting though and I completely understand where you are coming from when you say that. I need to work on it with my therapist too thanks Lauren!
I don’t typically comment on vlogs but this really resonances with me. I am 53 and went through TERRIBLE anxiety in my 20s. I used to call the answering machine (why I referenced my age 😊) all day when I was at work because I was convinced the house was burning down. If I heard my dad come home from work and the time between when his car door closed and when he walked through the front door I was convinced he had a heart attack on the sidewalk. I could go on and on. My mom strongly urged me to go to therapy so I did. It took three to four years but she gave me my life back!! Please stick with it and I pray you have the same result. I will also say, I am also a hypochondriac but was diagnosed with leukemia a little over two years ago. When the dr gave me the news I laughed because I heard that woman from the viral video years ago going “ain’t nobody got time for that”. My point is, when I was actually faced with a serious illness I was fine mentally. I just knew I had to do what I had to do to get through it. I completely empathize with you and I hope if you’re still checking the comments on this vlog this gives you so comfort and/or hope! BTW - you look AWESOME!!! So proud of you!! ❤️
Whenever weird or scary crap happens with my body I go straight to dead calm and saying “this is it…this is how I go”. You aren’t alone girl!
I have PTSD. It can be crippling. I understand your struggle and thank you for sharing. Big hugs!
I sent this video to my husband. I've never felt more understood, seen or heard and less alone in my life until I saw this. Thank you for posting, thank you for being vulnerable because I am you and you are I lol. I'm struggling with the exact same thing, your video gave me so much encouragement and hope! ❤️❤️❤️
Don't be embarrassed. Anxiety of any kind just down right sucks! I'm glad you're working on it & trying to work through it and not let it control you. You'll get there just hang in there. Hugs!!!
Hi Lauren. Please do not be embarrassed, scared or feel bad about your feelings or what you have been going through. Everyone has mental and/or physical issues that they have gone through in their lives and if they say that they haven't then I think they are fibbing. I was going through some physical issues awhile back and a person who I thought was a friend kept being very rude and mean about it to me, so I just had to let them out of my life. A true friend sticks by you through thick and thin, good time and bad times. I am so happy and proud of you for working through your issues. It takes a lot of courage to accept that you might have some issues and seek help for it. I am sending good thoughts and hugs your way. Take care.
I struggle with the exact same things you mention here....exactly! We must be the same person.
It feels good to know I'm not the only one who has these struggles! Thank you for sharing. ❤️
Health anxiety is real. I deal with it, as well. I have been at the point where I wasn't supported in my fears, or realities, and have pushed myself to the side. I would have missed something so big, that would have killed me, if I didn't listen to my body. It is not easy to get over. Take care of you, not only for yourself, but for your beautiful family! We do all struggle, but you help people feel less alone. Thank you.
I have health anxiety and have had it for years. I’m so happy you have addressed this. I just turned 60 last week and I am tired of worrying about every ache or pain in my body along with worrying that I’m going to die. Is this something Women experience once they have children? Yes, and feeling like something bad was going to happpy if everything in my life was going well. I totally understand you!!. By the way, you look fantastic.
Girl! I found your channel via Fathering Autism and stayed for all the tea! You got this. Anxiety is no joke. No matter what causes it. It is no joke.
I think you made the right choice to postpone the surgery at this time and your current mind space. You are comfortable enough with yourself to know. I'm going to say trust yourself. But know that you have a whole team behind you not counting the amazing support system you have with John and Mom and the motivation El and Ev give you. Hang in there girl. Be proud of you. We are!
Oh Lauren. Please don’t feel embarrassed, thank you for sharing your story, your ups and downs - honestly isn’t that just life?!? No one’s life is perfect - no matter what they try to portray or let you see on social. I applaud you for recognizing that you just are not ready for the surgery. I honestly feel that is why they make all the therapist and additional steps mandatory for applicants. The mental game is strong and I really wish we could flip a switch to make the journey easier but what’s that saying - the reward is in the journey and not the destination. Keep doing the hard work cause once you get there, it WILL be worth it. Now if only it could rub off on me LOL.
Please don't be embarrassed. I think talking it through and sharing with us is a very brave thing to do. Sometimes it helps just to "dump" it out there. You are looking so good. I'm glad you and hubby are trying to work on your health. I'm praying for you. Just keep doing what you're doing and be kind to yourself.🥰🙏
Girlfriend...I feel this every day...every day. Some days the anxiety is worse than others. Thank you for making me feel like I'm not alone...not the only one managing this. You rock woman.
For about a year after my husband had a heart attack I was convinced EVERY SINGLE DAY that I was having or was about to have a heart attack.
The thing that sucks about panic attacks is that they can cause chest pains so it was just a snowball effect that incapacitated me. And I was so worried about my husband that I never told him and just held it all inside.
Eventually I got a CT scan and some EKG's and they found nothing wrong *knocks wood* but most importantly, I started therapy about it and it helped so much!!!
I feel what you are going through very deeply and I'm so glad that you sought assistance. There is nothing to be embarrassed about. Our feelings are valid and real. You are doing great!!!
Don't be embarrassed. At least you have the strength to talk about it. I am at the final week of (9 weeks) of radiation therapy. This is my second battle with Cancer and honestly, between you and me I don't have the energy to keep fighting. You look beautiful...your face is so thin and your hair is gorgeous. ❤❤❤
Sending you strength and love!!
@@littleoneofmany thank you ❤
Sisters in the cancer fight. Four weeks post mastectomy. I feel we are all connected….good luck kicking it to the side lines. X
Please keep up the fight friend ❤️❤️❤️❤️ praying for you always
@@LaurenBrazee thank you ❤
I needed this video rn. Forgot about my childhood medical trauma. Didn't know about your childhood experience. Perception is everything. It really ties things together. You do you boo. Who cares what strangers think❤
Lauren, God bless you for sharing your struggles. You are not the only one who struggles with this and for you to share like this is going to be helpful to so many others. I myself used to just worry about every little thing and it was all stuff I had no control over anyway. A wise woman once told me that worrying doesn't change anything and honestly, as simple as that sounds, it was really eye-opening and was the beginning of not being so controlled by my anxiety. For me personally my faith is what sustains me now I don't worry about ANYTHING anymore and I my prayer for you is that you'll find that same peace. Keep on keeping on, you guys are doing great. Love your family, love you, take care!!!
The important thing to remember is that you are aware and you are working to change your outlook. Keep moving forward, you’re doing great. Anxiety sucks.
You should never feel embarrassed about the way you feel. I too suffer from Anxiety, I am in Therapy. I have learned that talking about Mental Health is not bad. There is so much Stigma that goes along with it, that people shy away from openly talking about it, when there are many individuals who need to hear about others dealing with the same thing, and that it's ok. It's ok to share, to talk about Mental health. It isn't something anyone should be ashamed of. We can all help each other heal if we open up and let others know that we aren't a label, and we are strong.
Lauren I also went through a bad patch. And what helps me is to think of 5 good things that have happened however small each day. Gradually this may help to change your thought mode. Lots of luv elainexx
Oh this happened to me the week I brought my newborn home from the hospital. I thought I had a blood clot in my leg above my knee and they scanned it and cleared me. I was very panicked though because I had a c-section and had complications with not being able to walk for 36 hours after. Having help from a therapist is the very best thing you can do. It takes time, but the things you learn will click eventually.
I have never related to someone more. It is so annoying being the person who goes to worst case scenarios. Others may get annoyed with us, but you know what who cares. Honestly I know myself I’m more annoyed with myself than anyone else could be.
Thank you so much for sharing you don’t know how much that helps. As you were speaking it’s exactly what I’m going thru now and I feel I’m the only one going thru it. But it know I am not truly helps and don’t feel embarrassed at all. Take care
One of the reasons I watch and value your videos - as a person who isn’t even a mom - is your openness and honesty and self-reflection, and your gift for communicating all that in a kind and generous way. You have often made me think about something differently, or be kinder to myself about something. Please don’t worry about sharing your medical anxiety, and please, please don’t think that things have to be perfect or make sense to you in order for them to have value to so many of your viewers. You share the process, you know? And that’s really helpful. Now, take the kindness that you show to others, and show yourself some of that kindness and acceptance. ;) Take care. Thanks for sharing.
Do you boo!!! Screw people that don't understand. I for one, love you. . . No matter how many times you say shit in a vlog!!! 😝😝
I have major health anxiety, social anxiety, general anxiety, bipolar 2, autism, OCD, Complex PTSD, agoraphobia and physical health disabilities. I spoke in depth to my bariatric therapist about my deep concern of dying on the operating table and all my other concerns that I had.
I was medically and psychiatrically cleared for bariatric sleeve surgery. I’m 2 years post surgery 13th March 2022 and I still have all the above listed mental health and physical health issues. Don’t think you’re not eligible for a surgery because of your health anxiety.
You sharing this will help so many, thank you. Be kind to yourself, you are a fantastic Mum and I hope you continue to feel strong and in a good place 😊
First off thank you for sharing 🥰 and the number one thing that my therapist says to me ITS OK TO NOT BE OK
and your feeling like so many people especially after these last few years
But more than anything it’s so encouraging to see that even threw your struggles you’ve still been thriving with yourself and your goals
I am the exact same! It makes you feel crazy. It generally brings me to tears because it sucks so bad. Literally started as soon as my daughter was born and that was almost 21 years ago. Stay strong Momma ❤️
I think you're amazing in so many ways. Don't let this one "flaw" bring you down. It in fact is not a flaw. More or less just a characteristic that will help you grow! Let your family be your inspiration to grow both mentally an physically. I have faith in you.
thank you so much for this video!! it really made me feel so seen & validated that someone else has similar feelings. i hate hate hate that bodies are weird and they change and just because something doesn’t feel “right” does mean something’s wrong. thought spirals suck.
“man can do what he wills, but man cannot will what he wills”
sending warm & restful vibes
Totally understand when things go so good you feel that something bad was going to happen and also yes the dieing part and wanting to be there for your children. Thank you for sharing its nice to know we are not alone
You are going with your inner Feelings, that is a very good thing! I think you are making the right decision!! Thank you for opening up to us! I know I can relate to you! Keep up the good work!
Deep Breaths.. I'm going thru the same things!! Can you please link the WORKBOOK ?? TY :)
Thanks for sharing! Don’t ever feel embarrassed specially with these feelings. I too struggle with the same things. Keep your head and don’t let the trolls get to you!!
I’m very sorry you feel that way and I know it’s not a button you can just turn off, especially with anxiety myself I know it’s very difficult to talk yourself down from the ledge when you feel your mind taking you there and you don’t know why. Just know I am 100% supportive of you and your choices mama! Proud of you and proud you put this out here because as hard as it is for you, just know that it helps touch so many of us and we don’t feel alone because you have the balls to talk about it with us. Thank you for being you Lauren ❤️ you got me through my pregnancy and now 8mos PP! Keep moving forward! Btw I could tell by your face you look like you have lost weight ☺️, as a mom with a lap band from 10 years ago that wasn’t worth it in my opinion, your doing an amazing job! Surgery is just a tool, and sometimes it’s not the right time to use that tool. Use the ones that are working! ❤️ u !
Thank you for always being honest and transparent! It is unbelievably refreshing! Always keeping your family in my prayers!
People always assume weight loss surgery is easy. When in fact these days most insurances make you put in a lot of work before you qualify for it. I’m glad you realized beforehand that maybe surgery isn’t for you. Maybe not right now. This is something taught in some programs that you can always change your mind before even scheduling a surgery date. You got this Lauren and I’m cheering for you and your husband.
I love you girl.... i am also a bariatric patient and to be honest I think you are making excuses to not have the surgery.. which isnt even needed.. Just because you started the journey of surgery doesnt mean you have to actually have the surgery its your body and your choice you dont need to validate reasons to not have surgery its completely up to you.
You’re not alone and you’re not crazy. I have health/death anxiety too. It stared immediately after I had my daughter 6 years ago. It’s morphed into OCD as well. I got on Lexapro last year and it was the best thing I ever did for myself. My husband had called 9/11 when I was having my first panic attack. I thought I was having a massive heart attack. I even said goodbye to him and my daughter because it truly felt like I was dying. It was traumatic and extremely embarrassing. That’s when I finally bit the bullet and got medicated.
Hang in there ❤️ it’s a special kind of torture lol
I'm so proud of you! Sometimes those valleys get deeeeeeeep, but it makes the mountains so much better.
Also, I'm really glad you realized that weight loss surgery won't fix it completely. It's a tool for our tool box. A sledgehammer, but it's still a tool.
But just remember, it's an option if you decide you want it. I'm 3 weeks out from VSG and I wish I'd done it sooner.
I get it! I went through hell and back with my health issues over the last 6 years or so and also had to work on it. I had bariatric surgery this past summer and was able to get through it! It wasn’t easy but I did it with help also! Keep working at it!
Good for you baby girl! Don’t ever be embarrassed of real life deals. You’re rocking this and shyt happens. Just brush it off and keep going.
Sorry you have been going through this Lauren. Don’t be embarrassed you are such an honest and open person. You may be helping many others by what you told us. Anxiety is the worst and I think more common now than ever. You look great and I know you and John make a great team. You give each other the motivation, positivity and love. Wishing you all the best and remember “you got this”….😘👍
The embarrassment comes from society making a health a thing not to talk about. I have an appointment next week for a physical, get a mammogram and talk about treating my anxiety and chronic pain. I had been made to feel I was "too sensitive or weak"for 30 years of my life. I'll be 41 in 2 days. I want to enjoy my life . You're honesty had willingness to talk about hard things have helped me realize, I come first. Keep being you❤ you are helping so many people. Love you friend😘
You are a beautiful strong woman. I think your sharing is helping other women that are going through the same as you. So proud of you on your weight loss.
You never have to be embarrassed to share your life or problems with us. We are here because we love you and want to be part of your life. You are an inspiration! You are such a beautiful person and an amazing mom ❣️
So relatable. I really needed to hear everything you said in this vlog to just know I'm not alone. Love that you just share the raw and real things ❤❤
You are absolutely radiant! Glowing! You look happy and healthy. I'm glad you're addressing your health concerns. I'm opposite lol. Scared to go to the doctor. Need to but won't.
Good for you Lauren! Go with your gut instinct! No one knows you better then you! 💕🤗💕
Sending Love and big hugs!💕
I’m with you. I can’t get past the stories of weight loss surgeries that had permanent effects on the body. Keep it going and I will stay motivated too! 😀
You are not alone Lauren! Anxiety has increased in soooo many of us. ❤️🙏🏼
The mind is a very complex and interesting part of the body. It can do crazy things to your body. Then on top of what your brain can do adding the internet to it can be terrifying. You are not crazy at all. Whoever has nasty, negative or just unsupportive things to say about issues that are very real to you don't matter...i know easier said than done to ignore and not let it get to you. You are one badass mama and wife and person. You know your struggling and having issues and you did something about it...YOU got help!!! YOU are trying to work through it and that in itself is amazing..so many people cant do that or arent ready or whatever the reason may be but YOU DID IT!!!! Not only are you working on it you are sharing your struggles with all of us..thank you!! I hope this all made sense i had so much in my head to say but have a hard time putting it into words lol... I think you made the right decision about the surgery...it will be there IF and when you decide you are ready. You are an amazing, beautiful and strong soul❤️❤️
I cant wait to see baby boys birthday❤️
I wish I could hug you. (Yeah, sounds weird, lol!) I'm not here to give advice because you didn't ask but I felt like I needed to say the following...
I was sounding exactly like you, I had so much stress and worry over every little thing when it came to my health - it was really bad, I'll spare you the details. But when my 3 year old son almost died a few years ago that was THE turning point for me, that was the end of ME, and where my full faith in the Lord really took over. My son had went into cardiac arrest and was placed on ECMO. They brought in grief counselors and almost the entire ICU staff didn't think he would make it - But by the grace of God he recovered!! Took us a few months to get out of the hospital and we'll have struggles but fast forward til today - he's doing good! To see the miracle God showed all of us REALLY made me realize God is in control, *complete control*. When I start to hyper focus on something I immediately pray... sometimes all that comes out is "God I trust you" or "Jesus help me". There are people out there that haven't found the Lord yet that might not understand, but I promise you God can give you a peace that passes all understanding. Again I'm not telling you what to do or preaching to you... I just am a regular momma that struggled and I wanted to share to encourage you.
Tightest hugs, even if it's weird. 💜
You health comes first, those of us that watch your vlogs are happy that you're happy and keeping us updated as and when you can. You rock!
I’m honestly so happy to hear that I’m not the only one that has this feeling. I’ve had a major life change recently and my anxiety has gotten 10x worse and it all revolves my health. I’m constantly feeling like I’m just going to pass out and die. I hate the irrational fears but we got this and anyone else facing this 💪
Lauren you are the first person who has the same thing! I have health anxiety too! Whatever you do that helps let me know..I’m in therapy but it’s not been super helpful like I had hoped. I had anxiety attack seriously over a small cramp in my leg. So trust me I totally understand..I’m obese so that makes me anxious even more..so please anything you can share I’d be so grateful
I am so glad you shared this Lauren. I know it was hard to do. I have health anxiety too and it can be awful.
I am so happy your having success with your weight loss. I think you are very brave and amazing. Just take it one day at a time. Thanks for sharing.
Girl don't be embarrassed!! I am living w 18% of my heart an right now I can't even get to my specialist 4 hrs away so every night I drive my husband in sane lol I'm so glad he's been here w me! You have had some bad things happen an u made it thru! I'm not gonna tell u what I've been through but believe me we are strong an it's ok to be US! ❤️
I hope you feel better soon, life is so complicated sometimes. Well wishes to you and your family!
Thank you for sharing. I can relate a ton to this. I started having extreme health anxiety after the loss of my daughter at 37 weeks back in 2016. I went on to have a healthy term boy but that didn’t help or stop my health anxiety. I would fixate on the smallest pain or twinge or discoloration (I legit went to a dermatologist about a freckle on the underside of my finger that I have had for my whole life convinced it was melanoma). It takes so much work and mindfulness to get through my days and can still be a struggle. I have to put down my phone. I’ve always been an anxious person but this extreme has been difficult. I will have to look into a workbook.
You're not alone! Thank you for sharing your struggles. I know it's hard to do, but it helps those of us struggling with the same problems feel like we aren't alone also! Keep working on improving yourself! You've got this 💕
Lauren, you are NOT alone! As a psychologist I can tell you that you are taking all the right steps. Keep at it. And never forget that no one knows your body better than you do. Listen to it!
Your doing great! I super appreciate your honesty and you have NOTHING to be embarrassed about. People who leave hateful/hurtful comments should be embarrassed! Love you and the fam.
Gurl you are doing a GREAT service talking about anxiety issues. People who understand…UNDERSTAND. People who don’t…WON’T. You are doing a lot of self work that is unbelievably hard AND you are sharing the process to help others. That’s crazy STRONG. We are human, so we will NEVER be perfect. We ALL have issues. We ALL struggle. You are so NORMAL and so RELATABLE. THANK YOU for risking the wrath of bullies to help others. Just remember…bullies target others to keep the focus off of themselves because underneath it all they are dealing with their own insecurities. The best defense is a strong offense and they are being preemptive to protect themselves. This is Not an excuse for their behavior but just a sad reality. Understanding this helps to not take their actions to heart and not feel a need to engage in THEIR self destructive behavior. Spending your time trolling people and posting negative comments is a very sad and telling existence. YOU are giving them a map to leave their sad existence behind. You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink. Be your flawed beautiful self Lauren. We love you just the way you are.
Ahhhh I love you. You just validate everything ... Please never stop being you and sharing I enjoy every second of it XoXo
I'm so there and so understanding, I'm sorry anyone else has to deal with it..... Thankfully you have support but I agree mom first.
Don't be embarrassed, I know how you feel. Thank you for sharing.
Love how open you are with ur mental health and I’m sure you will help others who are going thru and struggle also. Glad u seek help. Love your family. The cuty is growing so fast and love his smile. The young lady you have there is also so big and beautiful. Good bless you guys ❤️
You need to know it's okay that you feel the way you do and how strong you are that you can voice your fears there's a lot of people out there that don't put a voice to their fears I know this is going to be nothing to you eventually because you'll beat it I am so impressed with your determination
I have the same exact problem. I just told my husband last night I'm scared I'm full of cancer and dying like happened to my Grammy. I'm about to be 32 and haven't been to the doctor besides having babies since I was a teenager. I don't have insurance, but I told myself I need to figure out how to get to the doctor this year! But thinking of going to the doctor gives me anxiety, because I'm like I'm going to go in with a long list of issues and they are going to think I'm crazy.
Girl,don’t be embarrassed. Last year in the beginning of the year I went thru some health aniexty. I am soo much better now. I take 10mg of Lexapro & I’m in therapy & I see a meditation therapist. Your not alone….. We are used to living in fear especially with Covid. I even got Covid & my aniexty wasn’t that bad when I had it. I had emergency c-section with my daughter that is almost 5 & I want to try for baby 2 & I told myself I can’t be scared my whole life & my body will get thru it…….your okay girl
I had a fluid sac on the bottom of my stomach when I was pregnant with my son and it scared me so much ! My ob said apparently it’s very common. I never had it with my daughter. The body does weird things ! I’m glad you’re working through it . We are here for you !
Hi Lauren, please do not be worried about sharing your vulnerability, it's ok. We all have some of that in whatever way. It is helping people (myself first ! I think I have a healthy serving of that health anxiety too as a side dish to general anxiety). Please ignore the haters. I know they're around some of the UA-camrs I follow, but I never ever ever ever click on them. Let them at their hate by themselves (must be eating them up inside, talk about unhealthy).
I’m an overthinking empath and have high anxiety! Just Going out into the world can set me off . I have family that are immune comprised and during these times has added to the worry.Thank you for sharing I don’t feel so much alone in all this. I have indulged in intermediate fasting for the past two years of Covid and love giving my worries to the beach or in nature (even if that’s a walk around the block! )! I am appreciative of your sharing! Your gorgeous your aware of you and that’s the first part of change love ya xo 😘
When my husband told me he didn't want to sleep because he thought he might die, we went to the emergency room. I knew something was wrong, but he always says "it's nothing, I'm fine." It was "I'm afraid" and "My heart isn't right" that got my attention. As tired as I was I got out of bed and turned on the light and told him (not asked, not said) "get dressed. We ARE going to the hospital."
Omg I never knew that you had a such a crazy cancer scare at such a young age!? You are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for!!
I can't imagine what you are going through but please keep sharing
You are so right, You are so not alone! I go through the same thing everyday...I can look at my kids and get this overwhelming fear of oh my gosh what if I die and leave them behind. I can put myself into the deepest depression and will turn on my body in a heartbeat thinking there is something wrong with any little thing .. it is the hardest thing to get over and get past... Thinking of you! ❤️
It makes sense why you have health anxiety with everything you have been through and then Ev's birth, i don't have health anxiety, after i lost both parents to cancer i got freaked out that i was going to get cancer, if i got a headache or stomach pain it had to be cancer, i still get those thoughts but not as bad, i am very sensitive to changes in my body. I also struggle with things have been good for a while something bad is going to happen, thank you for sharing your story, never been embarrassed ♥
So understand,. I have these same issues especially since loosing both my parents. When they were 69. You so get it though. You can see what's up. You can do this. Never give up❤️
I love you for your honesty and you are soo relatable literally I love you girl. So much
Hey Lauren! How is everyone! I missed you so much! I LOVE BEING YOUR FRIEND! I love you so much!! Thanks for sharing your lifes with all of us. How is everyone? Thanks for always spreading kindness and love to all of us in our communities!!
You and I are literally the same person! Hang in there, momma. We got this!! 🖤
Please don’t be embarrassed. You’re not wasting people’s time. You’re not wasting my time. Your honesty is something I greatly admire. Whether you’re sharing your struggles or triumphs, I’m here for it all.
Give yourself credit and give yourself grace. I can’t speak for us all, but a lot of people watching this care about you. We’ll be right here when you choose to share the ups and downs 😊
1st, you look AMAZING! Hot mama! 😍
2nd, thank you so much for sharing your tough times because anxiety & panic attacks just suck & a lot of us are struggling with it more than ever (definitely me included). I hope that makes you feel less embarrassed for sharing. I’m so glad that you’re back again, getting the help you need & that you’re feeling better! ❤️
Hang in there- and know that having health anxiety or anxiety/depression/many mental health issues will not mean you can’t get cleared for bariatric surgery! The psych clearance is more for knowing that you know what you’re getting into/understand what to expect regarding the surgery, and being aware of any eating issues you may have/ had (binge eating, etc). Keep working toward your goals!
if i can offer any advice it would be to keep doing what youre doing, keep on with the positive thoughts and the opinions of the haters arent going to matter in a week, month or year so they arent worth your energy! trust in the universe, youve got this!
Right here with you, Lauren! I have dealt with medical anxiety as well. And if a person hasn’t experienced it, it’s impossible to imagine or understand. It’s a scary place to be! On another note, if it’s okay to say, your face is SO different. So slender! I’ve always thought you were beautiful, this is a new version of beautiful 😊 (always afraid to know what to say lest I offend anyone who is on a weight loss journey)